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Title: Endless Honeymoon Author: kyouya3/kyouya-sama Length: Oneshot Pairing: YunJae Rating: R Genre: Romance, Smut Summary:YunJae had

lost counts of how many honeymoon they had...

Endless Honeymoon It was another gloomy day, well, not the mood but the cloud. I wondered why these two day BeiJing sky was always so dark. The heat was killing us but there's no direct light from the sun because the thick mist. I could see my hubby wiped his sweat again as I offered my handkerchief. "I'm fine, Jae..." he smiled as he used the handkerchief to wipe my sweat. "Yunnie..." I smiled as he kissed my forehead. "Let's reach the top of The Great Wall together! Hwaiting!" he said excitedly as we took the first step. We walked few meters till we reached chain of locks. "Wait here," he told me as I did. He went to a nearby shop and went back bringing a lock. He told me to look at it, it was written," Jung Yunho n Kim Jaejoong, Forever n Ever Our Love Will Last." I couldn't believe how cheesy he was.

"Put the lock over there," he pointed the chain," It is said a couple will be happy together and live healthily with each other just like the strong lock that symbolized their love." "That's romantic," I commented as he agreed. Then we walked further up, the stairs were so steep; they're about 20-25 cm. We held hand as we walked; making sure both of us didn't slip. We stopped for a few time as we caught our breath. It was so high and sweat began to soak our shirt. "Come on, Yun, half more!" I cheered him up as he smiled, saying I was like five years old excited kid. I pouted as he promised he would savor my lips tonight till I couldn't feel it. I pouted again. "Stop acting so cute, Jae...I won't be able to control myself if you keep teasing me like that," he joked. "That's exactly why I am teasing you, Yunnie," I spoke as we ended up laughing. Finally we reached the first post. We took a photo together as we rest for a while. Then we decided to go down as it was too tiring and hot. We ate ice cream in nearest shop and then got ready to leave; because we went with travel agency, we had fixed schedule. The rest of the day we went to a government herbal medicine store and a temple. Then we went to jade factory; Yunnie bought a couple ring for us there. He was so sweet. Anyway, we ate dinner and then got into our hotel. The front door wasn't that good but inside it's okay. We're exhausted because of the long walk we had today and so we took bath, cleaned ourselves and then rest. I cuddled into Yunho's embrace as I enjoyed his body heat. It'd been long time since we cuddled and watched the television like this; blame our busy daily life, we usually just crashed out as we laid on the bed. According to my sixth sense, naughty Yunnie would come out tonight and I was right. I could feel his fingers danced on my butt cheeks and nipples few minutes later. "Yun, that's tickling," I whined cutely; teasing him. "Really?" he asked as he adjusted his position, pressing my body on the bed with his," Then I'll make you laugh my name..." "Not laugh, Yunnie...But moan," I smirked as he kissed my lips; savored them so passionately. Our hands were busy taking off the clothes; maybe we should just get

out naked from the bathroom. Butt naked, both of us deepened the kiss as our proud cocks brushed on each other; making them stood proudly. Yunho's hand started to do the job; preparing my hope in scissoring pattern. He got the first finger in and then the second. I almost bit my tongue when he got the third in; it hurt. Closing my eyes, I bear the pain. Yunho seemed to realize my painful expression as he massages my cock, trying to replace it with pleasure and he did it. He bit my earlobes, kissed my chest and stomach, and lastly sucked my cock in addicting way. He was so good doing it, making me nuts with every touch he did. I grasped his hair as my mouth and nose were busy taking as much air as I could get. I couldn't help but to moan his name and cried out when he played with my balls. Almost reaching my climax, he stopped as I pleaded him to continue. "I want us to cum together, Jae," he explained," Be patient, okay? I'll be inside you soon eno---" He couldn't finish his sentence as I escaped from below him and turned our position. I pressed his body on the bed as I kissed his chest, nipples, stomach, and the tip of his cock; replaying the things he did. I was more than pleased when he moaned because of my tongue teasing. Sucking Yunho never made me bored; his cock reached my throat and I almost chocked but I could care less. I savored it like my precious candy till Yunho stopped me. "Come on, Jae," he pulled me as he laid me on the bed," I can't wait to be inside you...I love you so much, Jae" "Yunnie," I couldn't help but to be melted by his sweet sudden confession," I love you so much too!" He smiled and pecked my lips softly before he grasped my leg, spread them and put them on his shoulder. Entering slowly, he pushed in till deep enough and waited till I got used to his size. I nodded, giving a signal as he began to thrust in and out. It was hurt and slow but then it got faster as the pleasure kicked in. I grasped the bed sheet, trying to hang on or else I would go mad because of the heat. Got used to each other, Yunho suddenly stopped and pulled out. He told me to get on my knees and I did. He entered me again as his tight spanked my butt cheeks over and over again every time he rocked our hips. I could feel my legs began to give in as he used his arms, securing and supporting me from behind. He kissed my back when we almost reached the top. We moaned and cried out as we spilled our load, making both of us dirty.

"Yunnie," I called his name as we collapsed," Stay in me...longer, please..." "Okay, BooJae," he called the nickname that only belonged to him. We kept hugging like that for few more minutes before we finally parted and embraced each other till he drifted to our slumber. This trip might not our honeymoon but every trip we spent together felt like one. I lost count of how many honeymoons we had because every day with him felt like we're still just married couple. He was so sweet. I, Jung Jaejoong, would always love my beloved spouse, Jung Yunho. -The End-

Title: Savior Author: takelo14 Pairing: Yunjae Length: One-shot Genre: Angst, Tragedy, Romance, Semi-smut Rating: R (to be sure)

Summary: Yunho had his whole life ahead of him when he was infected with HIV. And then he meets Jaejoong.

~ Savior ~

You are, and will be, my only love My thoughts are scrambled, but you are a constant In my time of darkness, you light my path In my time of despair, you lift me up You are my savior

You are my only one You, are My Jaejoong

Yunho had been careless. To be truthful, he really hadnt ever been wary of the HIVs. He was young, and still was, and it never occurred to him that it would ever happen to **him. It had always been someone elses problem. No, no! He wouldve never been able to foreshadow it.

At twenty-three, Yunho found himself infected with the virus. He had big plans. Oh yes he did. According to his heart at the time, he had met the love of his life. A cute half American classmate of his was the one, and they were going to get married too. A trip to California was all that would have cost them. That is until he got tested. The results were positive. He was infected.

That day killed him on the inside. There he was, on the thresh-hold of life, and sick. He carried the illness that often scared everyone away. He couldnt tell his parents, and he didnt.

Within a month, Yunho found himself packing his belongings, moving to Seoul. The most alive city in Korea. He was aware that he still had over a decade left to live. Although he didnt have AIDS yet, he knew, HIV would get progressively worse. The medicine for HIV was dreadfully expensive for him and his family. Yunho decided to make most of his life, as early as he could.

My eyes scanned the faces of people in the room, looking to the side once-ina-while when someone new entered the doors. After five years of wondering around by myself in Seoul, doing nothing with myself, I found out with a random visit to a doctor, that I was no longer an HIV infected patient, but I had developed AIDS. My reaction however, was nowhere as dramatic as

people would think. After the heartbreaking news five years ago, it failed to traumatize me.

I had come to realize that I was not important. I was hardly the most productive member of society, and without doubt, those closest to me were already cursing me for leaving like an ignorant asshole. So, I had nothing to fear. I had nothing to lose to death. The only thing I had with me was a goldfish. The little goldfish had kept me sane, and it was rather a source of comfort rather than a pet. And so, I finally came to a facility, designed to help AIDS patients. They would gather twice a week, with a doctor and a psychologist.

Suddenly, a tall man stepped forward, calling for everyone to settle down. Hello everyone, His voice was soothing, perfect for his job, I mused.

We have a new person joining us, The man standing next to the tall one announced. As soon as his squeaky voice rose, everyone turned to look at me. Some smiling, other ones indifferent. I guess dying never really changes people completely. His name is Jung Yunho, I hope everyone treats him well, The tall man smiled, pointing to himself before talking directly at me, My name is Doctor Shim Changmin, and this is Doctor Kim Junsu. They both stepped forward, shaking hands with me.

Now, lets start with ou- They were cut off when the door slammed open, revealing a gasping boy slash man. I couldnt decide how old he was, but the boy slash man, definitely caught my attention. He was pretty. Beautiful, and captivating. A bright aura surrounded him, and the mood changed dramatically once he entered the room. It went from calm, to peaceful. Yes, these, are different words with different meanings. Peaceful was definitely what happened once he entered.

Sorry Im late! He bowed down, bending his back slightly as he apologized. I inwardly laughed as I caught sight of the mischievous glint in his eyes. I could tell that he wasnt exactly the most sincere. But I dont think he truly meant to annoy anyone.

I walked into the room for the third time in my life. My eyes were immediately drawn to the only other figure in the room. His black silky hair was messy, his head lolling to the side as he slept, his arms crossed across his chest, his back against the plastic chair. I dont know what was about him that always left a good impression. I sat next to him, tapping him gently on the shoulder.

The man, (yes, after the second session, I had found out that Jaejoong was infact twenty-four) opened his eyes, glassy eyes focusing on my face. I smiled a bit, before speaking up.

Hey, you know sessions gonna start in a bit, right? I was praying to god that my voice had not been shaking. I have always been a playboy (Im not blind! I can tell who I am) but ever since that day, I havent socialized with people really.

Oh, really? A small smile blossomed on his lips, Thanks for waking me up. Youre welcome. I put, rather simply. Hey, youre Yunho right? Your first time was last Friday, no? I nodded to him, with a little smile of myself. Wanna grab a coffee after the session?

Months passed, and we still kept the newly found tradition of going to the coffee shop down the street every Friday. But one of those evenings burned its place in my mind. I had started my group sessions in February, but the first on the first Friday of September, I found out who Jaejoong really was. Having told him my own story already, I had been curious for a long time. So I could only sit there, my fingers wrapped around the warm porcelain cup.

I was pretty rebellious when I was younger, back in high school years. I still am, but not as much as those days for obvious reasons, The corners of his lips lifted up in a bitter manner that hurt me internally, I was sixteen and I was going back home from a party, but I had one too many drinks, and I didnt see the lanes between my side of the road, and I wondered into the other lane. That car didnt receive any damage, but my [moms] car smashed into a tree. They rushed me to the hospital and they did save my life. But one of the bags of blood they used for my operation, was infected [AIDS]. At that, a strangely genuine smile colored his features. It was my fault though. I shouldve known better than driving drunk. I guess this is what I get for my foolish actions. . . . That night, before sending him off, Yunho embraced him nice and big.

Slowly but surely, our relationship changed. The meaningful looks transformed into long lasting exchange of love. Our accidental touches turned into holding hands. I can not remember when we crossed the line between friend and something more. But I wanted to make it official. I knew he wanted to ask Jaejoong out.

Soon.

Two years passed before Jaejoong started to skip sessions. I thought nothing of it, but when it became more frequent and frequent, I became worried. So I decided to ask Dr.Shim if he knew what was going on. After our group talk, I went up to the enthusiastic doctor.

Dr.Shim, do you know where Jaejoong is? I tried not to sound really concerned, but I knew my voice betrayed me. I looked closely as the handsome face dimmed. I- His condition is worsening. He is losing weight fast and we had to hospitalize him to make sure he stays comfortable. I nodded, a small lump forming in my throat. No.

No.

It was still too soon.

As I made my way towards his room number, I couldnt help but think of some of the things hes done for me. He in a way, healed me. I was broken and hopeless, dangerously close to what I now recognized as suicidal. He made me know that someone did care for me. I wasnt alone, and there would be someone who missed me if I was to perish.

My brain made a deal with my heart.

I could love him, because I would die first. . . . He was still pretty. I didnt know if it was just because I loved him, or because weight-loss really didnt effect him. Nevertheless, the small lump on my throat grew as I hurried inside, taking him into a gentle embrace. He seemed to be surprised at my presence. I held him, caressing his face with careful hands. I was afraid. So afraid. It felt like I could break him if I put any

more pressure on him. The couple of weeks I hadnt seen him had amazingly transformed him into someone with a fragile presence.

I forced a smile, but my eyes still watered. I tried to think it would get better, but I knew better.

And so I choked up. Jaejoong

For a long time, I stayed with him. But I asked his doctors to get permission to take him to my apartment. I wanted to have a night with him. I wanted to show him passion. I wanted to give him all the love we have both been lacking in the last couple of lives. I needed to show him all the things I felt for him because I was afraid. So afraid.

Our first and last night together was unlike anything Ive ever imagined. Not a single word passed through either of our lips as we made love. No. We didnt have sex. There were feelings involved. Something deeper, more important, and special. I gently placed him on the cotton sheets of my single-sized bed. He looked up and we connected. Everything proceeded at a slow rate. I touched him everywhere I could. I was desperate.

Somewhere along the way, though, tears were pouring down our faces. But not a single word was spoken. I moved in and out in slow rhythmic pace, as pleasure, and grief hit me hard. I was so lost and I had no idea how Jaejoong was calm about everything. He was, everything I wasnt. The mere thought of losing him was painful.

However, just knowing that I would join him soon made it just the smallest measure easier.

When we stopped, I made sure to place his underweight body atop mine. His frail limbs were as light as a feather, and couldnt bear looking at his fragile and tired form.

After a couple of days, I had to take him back to the hospital. As he sipped his morning coffee on my couch before we were supposed to leave, I looked down at my goldfish and something snapped. I had forgotten about it. And there it was, obviously on the verge of death.

I was slammed hard with the reality of death. I couldnt look away from it. My heart was racing and my tears were once again on the verge of streaming down. I was so weak and I hated it.

My days were spent with Jaejoong from that point on. Day in and day out, I was with him as he withered away. His precious, precious form shrinking as his energy became increasingly low and weak. I hated for not being first. I should have died before Jaejoong.

Eight months passed agonizing. But there came a day where Jaejoongs body had had enough. His body was eating itself away, and I held him next to me as he took the pills that were to speed everything up. A small envelope was placed in my hands.

My chin rested on his soft hair my arms embracing him as his eyes closed for the last time. I felt him go limp and I broke down. I love you so much.

A year and a half later, I finally reached my critical stage. I held a now crumpled piece of paper in my hands as unconsciousness took me. . . . On the piece of paper it read: I love you.

~Fin.~
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'Cause I'm Hot and You're Cold

Title: 'Cause I'm Hot and You're Cold Rating: NC-17 Genre: Erotica, PWP, smut Warning: BDSM-ish, borderline nonexistent slapping/spanking, facial, porn!AU, rimming, toys, temperature play

'Cause I'm Hot and You're Cold


The temperature of the air around Jaejoong is a little on the cooler side, but its not unpleasant in the least. In fact, he knows hes about to appreciate it very soon. He shifts, trying to make himself as comfortable as he can despite being unable to move as freely as he would like. The spreader bar keeps his legs as far apart as they could comfortably go, but even still he finds himself trying to bring his thighs together to alleviate the burn throughout his body. It doesnt work and he finds himself taking in shallow breaths to keep himself stable. Its coming, he knows it is, but he just doesnt know when because he cant see through the blindfold. Jaejoong hears his partner shuffling around, finding whatever he deemed adequate before approaching Jaejoong to begin their play. Jaejoongs body nearly seizes tight with pleasure at the first puff of air along his hole, and Yunho chuckles from above him. He can feel himself twitching and begging for something, anything, to fill his hungry ass. Click. Jaejoong lets out a small whimper when he feels a copious amount of lube dribble down onto him, sliding down his crack and to his sac. Yunhos fingers trail after, rubbing his fingers in it before he slips two of them inside Jaejoongs loose hole. The second he is filled, he inhales sharply and pulls on the bindings around his wrist. Fuck, fuck, he moans, gyrating his hips. He needs friction and he needs it now, but Yunhos fingers just arent enough. The second they disappear from him, Jaejoong lets out a pitiful whine and he thinks he might have begged or apologized for angering his master. Hes not too sure though, because soon enough Yunhos tongue is on him and licking up and down his cleft, from his balls and back again. He wonders what flavor the lube is absently -Yunho likes peach, but Jaejoong prefers strawberry. The second his tongue presses past the tight wrinkle Jaejoongs mind goes entirely blank, letting out a shameless moan. He loves to be licked, from head to toe, but he loves it most right where Yunho is. Flash.

A finger presses into him, and soon becomes two. Yunho finger fucks him and tongue fucks him at the same time, too many sensations tearing him apart at the seams. Jaejoong remembers bucking his hips, remembers begging and pleading for more, but mostly he remembers cursing the cock ring when he dry orgasms for the first time that night. Yunho is laughing again, praising him for being so sensitive and such a good little slut, and Jaejoong actually feels proud of himself. But then Yunho is gone and Jaejoong nearly starts crying from the amount of frustration curling inside of his stomach. Hes so desperate, so needy and greedy for more and Yunho knows it. Yunho is doing this on purpose, working him up until he falls down and hits the ground hard. More more, please, Jaejoong begs, pulling at his bindings and letting out the most shameless mewl of pleasure he thinks hes ever made. His cock twitches from the amount of desire he feels swelling inside of him, relishing in the sound of Yunhos dark chuckle as it brushes over his ear. Yunho smacks his ass instead of giving him what he wants, a small punishment but not really. The sting goes straight to his dick and Jaejoong keeps begging, and Yunho keeps spanking until the flesh is hot to the touch and vermilion. Jaejoong isnt sure if the wetness seeping into his blindfold is from tears or sweat, hes too far gone and they havent even gotten started yet. Flash. Yunho says something but Jaejoong doesnt make a thing out of it. He hears more shuffling until hes sure Yunho is nearby, and his mouth waters when he hears the sound of a zipper. Yunhos so fucking close, he can practically feel his body heat. Did you hear what I said, baby Jae? Yunho asks, slapping Jaejoong lightly on the cheek. Its mostly just for show since he knows Jaejoong isnt too fond of it. Click. Something rubs against his hole, teasing him lightly before slipping into him. Its long and thin and Jaejoong

feels it nudge against his prostate before going a little further into him and stopping. He moans, squeezing tight around whatever it is. He needs more, but Yunho doesnt give it. This is a candle, baby Jae, Yunho says, and suddenly Jaejoong catches the masculine scent of Yunhos arousal. He swallows thick, opening his mouth automatically. Yunhos dick slaps teasingly against his cheek and leaves a thin line of pre-cum along the arch of his cheekbone. Im going to light it and youre going to have to keep it in if you want to suck my cock, okay? Yunho finishes, and his dripping head presses against Jaejoongs full lips. His tongue darts out to taste him just as he hears Yunho flick the lighter and set the candle aflame. Click click. Jaejoong inhales through his nose and feels his cock twitch. Yunho smelled so goddamn good, like spice and sin and the natural musk of his arousal is mouthwatering. Jaejoong licks his parched lips before the wide head of Yunhos dick settles at his lips, slowly dipping inside. Yunhos girth quickly fills Jaejoongs mouth and he regrets having his hands tied. He sucks at what he can, tonguing every inch of the turgid flesh that he can reach. Yunho keeps his head still as he makes shallow thrusts in and out of Jaejoongs mouth, sometimes slipping in deeper to test his gag reflex. He mutters obscenities under his breath, something about how good Jaejoong is at sucking dick and how pretty he looks with one in his mouth, not watching the candle like he should. The first drop of hot wax lands on Jaejoongs thigh, near enough to the more sensitive areas to incur a pleasantly surprised moan. His skin burns oh so good as the wax cools pretty quick, leaving his skin too hot and stiff. It isnt long before more droplets follow, slow but steady. Jaejoong is acutely aware of each and every spot on his skin, and he thinks he might have bit down on Yunho when one landed too close to his sac. But its okay, he thinks, because he knows Yunho doesnt mind biting much. Flash. Soon enough, Jaejoong is empty and high and dry. Yunho stands above him, holding the candle, and letting the

droplets of hot rain fall on his skin. Jaejoong licks his lips, tasting the remnants of saliva and pre-cum before crying out, a low hiss following as it drips onto his cock. He is a litany of sounds then, unable to stop until Yunho does. Jaejoong is lost in the pleasure-pain until the torment ends, leaving him burning everywhere, inside and out. He might be crying again, but he cant be sure. Click, flash. Please...please... Jaejoong isnt sure what hes begging for either. Aww, too much? Yunho teases, and the rain stops. Jaejoong takes a deep breath and realizes he was crying, but not from pain. Oh no. He welcomed that eagerly, took some twisted pleasure from it. Another droplet lands on his abdomen, but instead of being hot its frigid and more follow. Jaejoong feels his muscles tensing and jumping, shocked but definitely wanting. He takes deep, long breaths and tries to control the warring sensations tearing him apart. Oh my god, oh my god, Jaejoong cries out when Yunho rubs an ice cube along his cock, back and forth and over every dip and curve where he had been burned. Its soothing but not, too much of an extreme for his body to comprehend. And he loves every fucking bit of it. Yunho melts a couple of ice cubes on his body before reaching his aching, burning hole (not from the wax, but from sheer need) and pushes one inside. Jaejoong jerks and shudders as the extreme cold inside of him melts rapidly. He curses and moans and bucks his hips for more, and Yunho gladly complies. It isnt too long before Jaejoong is pulling hard on his restraints, entire body writing and in desperate need of something else. Its cold, way too fucking cold, and he wishes the wax was back on him again. Fuck! Fuck, just... Yunho-ah. Please. Oh, fuck. Just fucking fuck me! Jaejoong keeps whimpering and crying, the chilled water dripping out of his hole and down his back. He shudders again and begs Yunho more, going near delirious from so much sensation. If it kept up like this he might just snap

and go crazy. He was so close to that edge, ready to lose himself. I cant. Shit, just. Please. Jaejoong sobs when Yunho touches his thighs, sliding up until the junction where his it met with his torso and back again. His touch was soothing, meant to calm and relax Jaejoong. It works. His hand migrates from Jaejoongs thigh to his crotch, grasping his hard dick firmly in hand. Jaejoong cries out, hearing Yunho say something about how heavy his balls were and how swollen he is. At this point he cant find the coherency in him to listen, knowing only this road of sweet depravity that would end in the ultimate bliss. The moment Jaejoong feels Yunhos dripping sex pushing at his entrance, he bucks his hips and tries to coerce the length inside him. He isnt surprised when Yunho pulls back, tsk-ing and landing a firm slap on his ass as punishment, but that only makes him want to do it more. Jaejoong begs until hes suddenly filled and almost blacks out from the incalescent burning. He isnt aware how tight hes pulling his restraints, not until he feels the ache in his worn wrists. Yunho feels hot, too hot, inside of him and its so fucking good and it hurts. Stretching, filling, burning. Not enough. It takes everything Jaejoong has in him to bite back the scream building in his throat, and he gyrates his hips in a way he knows is downright devilish and taunting, encouraging Yunho to just fucking -- movemovedamnit! It isnt the right time for being gentle, because he wants it so fucking hard until he passes out and wont be able to walk the next day. He wants to drink in the mixture of pleasure-pain until hes intoxicated and then some. He wants it all -- everything Yunho has to give to him. Yunho disappoints, and if anything at all, he tends to exceed expectations. Jaejoong nearly loses himself again the moment his hips begin pistoning, his thick cock slamming in and out of his hole with such force that Jaejoong cant feel anything other than the sharp spears of pleasure digging at his insides. He feels it building and building with each rough but oh so talented movement of Yunho inside of him. Jaejoong cant even get out moreharderfaster because if he does, he might snap beneath the pressure. Yunho tends to fuck like a jackhammer, save for those little romantic moments

where he can be eerily gentlenice and slow. Maybe thats why theyre so perfect for one another. It isnt long until another dry orgasm shakes Jaejoong, leaving him a pitifully mewling and writhing mess of limbs, does Yunho struggle against his own. He changes angles, brushing once-twice-thrice against Jaejoongs prostate and driving him into a litany of incoherent babbles. He tries to push off the impending bliss as much as he can, but it isnt long until he has to give in. Jaejoong whimpers when hes suddenly empty, and hisses when a bright light meets his eyes as Yunho peels back the blindfold. The first shot of cum lands on his cheek and over the plush curve of his lower lip, and it isnt long until Jaejoongs face is almost painted over by white ribbons. Yunho roars his release above him, and Jaejoong wordlessly begs for his own. Hes left hanging for several long moments until the cock ring disappears, and Yunho fists him until hes jerking from his own orgasm. Simmering down, Jaejoong finds himself painfully aware of the click-flash-click from the cameras around him and remembers where he is. He cant believe how much he loses himself in these shoots. Someone undoes the binds around his hands, probably Yunho, and his feet. Jaejoong sighs in relief as he stretches his body, already aching from the rough sex and awkward position. Someone passes him a towel and he cleans off his face but he can still taste Yunho on his lips. A few minutes later and Yunho returns to the set, a towel wrapped around his waist as he presents a bottle of water to Jaejoong. Hes still lying down, basking in the afterglow of the mindblowing experience. You gonna be okay? Yunho asks and his amusement is clear. No, Jaejoong hisses without any real venom. Im going to be so fucking sore tomorrow. This time Yunho does laugh and presses a chaste kiss to Jaejoongs parted lips. Hurry up and shower and Ill treat you to dinner. Jaejoong sits up and ignores the after-pain. Who was he

to deny free food?

Title:Under Your Waves Author: shupashta Pairing: YunJae Genre:AU, romance, fluff, smut, slight angst Length: oneshot Rating:NC-17 Summary: A motel, Jaejoong, Yunho. warning : I dont know if it falls under the PWP denomination. I dont think so but maybe youll say otherwise.

It was pouring rain and the sky was so dark one could have thought it was nighttime, even though it was only 4pm. Jaejoong was waiting, seated in the passenger seat in a sports car. One could not really see it, but the car usually shined of a bright yellow under the sun. It was one of those few times when its top had been put out since the usual good weather allowed it to be fold back. Jaejoong knew the owner of the car liked to show off, riding the expensive car around town, smoking cigarettes behind its wheel. Talking about the devil, Jaejoong noticed said owner waving at him from the motels reception door step. Quickly, Jaejoong threw the door open, jumped out of the car, slammed the door and ran towards the man waiting for him. He arrived not completely drenched but wetter than he had hoped. The man raised his hand and used his thumb to remove a drop from under Jaejoongs eye, but the latter dismissed him and muttered What number? The man gave him the key and answered 23. Jaejoong turned around right and led the way, walking fast if not slightly trotting. The man behind him smiled and kept with Jaejoongs pace easily. When they arrived at the door on which a faded 23 had been painted, Jaejoong fumbled with the key while the other waited behind him. For all his rummaging, Jaejoong just could not open the door because he was shaking so hard. The other finally stepped in, took the key from him and unlocked the door in about two seconds. He stepped aside and let Jaejoong walk in before he himself got inside the room and closed it behind him. When he turned around, he saw Jaejoong feverishly removing his clothes with surprising speed.

Eager, are we? the man said with a smirk. Jaejoong, who was about to remove his boxer, looked at him angrily and retorted Shut up and get naked. The man did not wait to be told twice and started by removing his tie. Then, he opened his uniform jacket and his shirt. He finished by removing his trousers and underwear at the same time. He removed a bottle of lube and a condom from the back pocket of his trousers before tossing every piece of clothes aside. Jaejoong was on the bed already, stroking himself as well as preparing his hole. The other man watched him intently but made no move toward him. Annoyed, Jaejoong said Come on Yunho, we dont have all night. Yunho smiled, poured lube on his hand and started stroking himself as he walked to the bed, where Jaejoong lay with now two fingers inside of him. Yunho crawled on the bed toward Jaejoong. When he reached his spread open legs, he leaned down to give a kiss to one of Jaejoongs knees. Stop that shit. Jaejoong grumbled angrily. He removed his fingers and turned around on all four so his ass was facing Yunho. The latter sighed and inserted his own two, long fingers covered in lube inside the already stretched hole. Damn, Yunho, what are you waiting for? Jaejoong said, turning as much as he could to give him an as dark as possible glare. Im not hard enough yet Yunho answered with an arch smile. Jaejoong sighed, turned around, pushed Yunho down on the mattress and crawled down until he reached Yunhos erected member. Well, you could be harder than that Jaejoong conceded. He bent down and took the member in his mouth. Expertly, he brought it to full hardness in no time he knew that the sight of him was enough to do the trick. He took Yunhos condom and unrolled it over the proudly standing shaft and then moved aside, still on all four. Yunho pushed up and went behind him. He observed the white, curved back and two, round globes. He put his hands on the cheeks and squeezed them before spreading them to reveal the pinkish entrance. He looked at it as it clenched on thin air, wondering what it would look like after he was done with it. He had never had the opportunity to see that. Damn, are you going to look at it all night?! Jaejoong asked heatedly, effectively bringing Yunhos attention back to the moment. Yunho leaned on his back and gave it a kiss, but Jaejoong hissed. Yunho he started in a warning tone but the other rapidly replied I know, I know. He laid a kiss near one of Jaejoongs hips and whispered But this time, were doing it my way. Before Jaejoong could react, Yunho threw him around and pushed his back into the mattress. He took hold of the creamy thighs and spread them as he advanced between the opened legs. Jaejoong pushed up on his elbows and looked at him, slightly surprised. You wont but Yunho silenced him with a kiss. His tongue explored the up until then forbidden cavern and his teeth nibbled on the luscious,

parted in shock lips. When he broke the kiss and leaned slightly away, he could see something close to horror in Jaejoongs eyes. You cant Jaejoong began, but Yunho stopped him with another kiss and then said I can. This time, I can. Quickly, he pulled Jaejoongs knees and closed them around his waist. He positioned himself in front of the waiting hole and leaned down, hand pushed on Jaejoongs elbows so the latter could not move. He leaned over Jaejoong who mumbled weakly I dont, pecked him silent and slowly entered him. He pushed Jaejoongs walls apart, all the time looking at his face, taking in the expression that was hesitating between shock and pleasure. When he was fully settled, he leaned down and kissed the parted lips, dipped his tongue between them and tasted the sweet flavor of the man underneath him. He started moving slowly as he was still kissing Jaejoong, who ended up responding with touches of his tongue and the tightening of his legs. Yunho stopped pushing on Jaejoongs elbows and instead, placed his forearms on each side of Jaejoongs face as he started speeding up his pace. Jaejoongs hands went up to Yunhos back and grabbed it, squeezing the muscles harshly. Aiming as much as he could, Yunho went even faster, trying for deeper while he absorbed each new expression Jaejoong made. The latter was biting on his lips to stop himself from making any noise but the rapture was evident on his features. When his eyes suddenly shot open and he finally let out a moan, Yunho knew he had hit the right spot. He aimed at it repeatedly, loving how Jaejoong was now too lost in pleasure to try and control his facial expressions. He himself was flying higher and higher as Jaejoongs hole clenched tighter and tighter around him. He put all his weight on one forearm, seized Jaejoongs member with his free hand, stroking in synch with his movements. Soon enough, Jaejoong came, shooting long strands of come between their sweaty bodies. Squeezed impossibly tighter, Yunho could only make several more moves before he was coming deep inside Jaejoong, somewhere in the back of his mind regretting that he was wearing a condom. Jaejoong had already sagged against the mattress though his hole was still maintaining Yunho tightly inside of him. He let a small sigh of disappointment when Yunho slid out of him and sagged next to him. They remained silent, with only their ragged breath echoing through the tiny room. Yunho looked down and removed the condom. He tied a knot into it and threw it in the trashcan next to the bed. It made him think whoever designed those rooms knew what kind of things they were going to be used for. He looked at Jaejoong, who had rolled on his stomach and was breathing deeper, which made

Yunho briefly wonder whether he had fallen asleep that would be a first but he was soon proved otherwise as Jaejoong said quietly Why did you do that? I did not want you to see me. Yunho looked up at the ceiling and sighed. I wanted to see you. We always have to do it your way. I just wanted to do it my way, for once. Jaejoong did not say anything but started hitting his head in the pillow. Yunho looked at him, one eyebrow raised. He sat up, found Jaejoongs trousers conveniently tossed next to the bed, caught them and found a pack of cigarettes in the back pocket. He took one and used Jaejoongs lighter to light it. You should get over the fact that youre gay, you know Yunho told him as he blew some smoke out. I very much am over that, thank you. Jaejoong sighed and added Im just not over you yet. What do you mean? Yunho asked curiously. It was the first time they were talking after their lovemaking sexmaking, Yunho thought bitterly and he was rather curious about a lot of things concerning Jaejoong. You, Jaejoong started, still not looking at Yunho, High school star, captain of both the soccer and the basketball team, with seas of girls at your feet, Yunho star, Yunho the star I thought you would have seen that as a bonus Yunho said with a mocking smile. He sucked on the cigarette while Jaejoong answered Well, I dont. I dont like being one of your many booty calls. Well, that huge hypocrisy to say that. Yunho blew smoke out and added Im the booty call here. You always come up to me when you cant take it any longer, I give it to you the way you want it, then you just leave and spend weeks perfectly ignoring me at school until you need it again. If someones booty meat here, its me. Actually, Im surprised you havent fled out yet. I dont flee! Jaejoong exclaimed shockingly, rising on his forearms to look at Yunho. Yes you do, Yunho said matter-of-factly, and you do it very well. Besides, just so you know, if you were just a piece of ass, I wouldnt put up with your shit. Yunho looked away, still smoking. What shit? Jaejoong asked weakly. I just told you Yunho answered, still not looking at him. Then why do you ogle Junsus ass? Jaejoong said unhappily. Yunho looked at him disbelievingly. I dont ogle Junsus ass he said with a slight smile. Yes you do, Ive seen you. Jaejoong muttered before lying down on the mattress again. Yunho chuckled. I dont ogle, I just keep noticing it because its so big. Eyeing him suspiciously from the pillow, Jaejoong said Do you like fat ass? Because my ass is tiny so why

would you fuck it if you like enormous butts? Yunho really laughed at that and said I like your sweet behind a lot more, really. Are you jealous? No Im not! Jaejoong nearly yelled. Im just curious. They stayed silent for a while, Jaejoong sulking slightly and Yunho finishing his cigarette. Why do you put up with me then? Jaejoong muttered suddenly. I like you Yunho said simply. As an afterthought, he added I hate that you ignore me at school. I mean, that you dont want us close, I can understand, though I dont like it. But you ignore my very existence. Why do you do that? I dont want people to know Jaejoong whispered. Who cares what they think Yunho retaliated. Its not like you would come out, so shut it Jaejoong answered back between his teeth. Yunho took another cigarette, lit it, sucked on it, blew some smoke out and finally said quietly I would. For you, I would. Jaejoong scoffed Yeah, right. Dont mock me, Yunho said angrily, You have no idea how much I envy those people around you at school. You have no idea how much I hate that Yoochun, always around you, always touching you as he is. Always making you smile and laugh while a stand aside, not even existing for you. He sucked angrily on the cigarette. You really dont get it, do you he added. Is that why Jaejoong looked at him with his big black eyes that had Yunhos heart fluttering insanely, is that why you let your friends beat him up before stopping them, a few months ago? Yunho looked away. No. he looked back at Jaejoong. I really only arrived too late. Im not going to lie, I was quite delighted to see his sorry face covered in blood but I would have stopped it earlier if I had known, because you would hate me if I did not and because Im a good guy, despite what you seem to think. Jaejoong sat in the bed and looked at his hands as he twisted his fingers together. When do you leave? he asked in a whisper. Im spending the night here Yunho answered. Under Jaejoongs surprised look, he explained Im already past curfew, believe it or not. If I go home now, my father is going to beat me bad. Id rather spend the night here and go back tomorrow. Its not going to calm him down but at least, I get a good night of sleep before the fight. He stood up and went to the window. He looked outside at the pouring rain and said You can leave whenever you want. Ill call you a taxi.

He heard Jaejoong getting out of the bed and going to bathroom. He closed the door and locked it. Yunho let out a sigh, wondering if he should feel relieved he finally told Jaejoong how he felt or if he should dread that the boy would just completely stop coming to him now. Could things get really worse than they already were? Yunho decided that yes, they could. Having just a little bit of Jaejoong was better than having no Jaejoong at all, he knew that because he had lived for months with a burning desire for him ever since he had stepped inside that school. That desire was only lightened when Jaejoong finally was his for the first time. Its flames lessened under the coolness of his whole, but they only brightened harder when Jaejoong had left with no explanations. Yunho had thought he would never be able to cool his passion down again, but weeks later, Jaejoong came back to him. He thought he had caught him until again, the boy disappeared and ignored him for weeks. It had been like that until this afternoon. Yunho did not know why, but Jaejoong was different when he came to him. And right now, he was still acting differently because he was still there. His bare presence was surprising, but Yunho would take what he could get until maybe, one day, Jaejoong would accept him completely. He was pulled out of his thoughts when he heard the bathroom door open. He did not turn around but he heard Jaejoong rummaging with the sheets. Then, he heard nothing. He turned around this time, surprised to find Jaejoong under the covers. What are you doing? Yunho asked, surprised. Spending the night here Jaejoong answered shortly. Yunho walked up to the bed and studied the situation. He shrugged, slid under the covers and waited, tense. Jaejoongs back was facing him. Unsure, but a bit bold, Yunho turned and crawled to Jaejoong. He stuck himself to the boys back, but Jaejoong did not move. He looked over Jaejoongs shoulders and realized he was wide awake, biting his lips. Hesitantly, Yunho stretched his arm over Jaejoongs waist and encircled him with it. As there was no reaction, Yunho relaxed and sighed, spooning Jaejoong closely. He closed his eyes and tried to go to sleep. Jaejoong's hand closed around his.

a/n : I like the number 23. I mean, Im not talking about the movie. Though if I remember correctly, I enjoyed the movie enough. Anyways, there isnt supposed to be any meaning behind it. Im not 23 for example ^^. I dont know why Im saying that. Maybe to surprise you better later on XD Again, I have not really re-read this because... I'm feeling lazy x) Comments are appreciated (and replied to) ^^ I have a serie of MinJae drabbles coming up so I have time to write "I'm an animal" and "Closer", which are the two fics people have voted for up until now. If you want to give you opinion (or if you like polls - I like polls, it's fun to vote, see what people vote for...etc.) just go on my journal. It's the post just before this one.

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Title: Exciting night Author: haru_ran Pairing: YunJae Universe: Alternative Genre: Erotic, Romance Length: One Shot Rating: NC-17 Warning: cross-dressing, fluff, smut Disclaimer: Got the title from this Chuseok Party we've been to. Seriously, who calls some party around Christmas Exciting Night? It's not my fault that I thought of something else. D'8 A/N: Written when I had my lunch at McDonalds and the remains in our hostel. Summary: When it turns out to be better than you first imagined.

It was late in the night, way past midnight and not a single subway would ride until the clock struck 5:30 in the morning. But that was something Yunho didn't really care about right now. Everything that counted was just the music blasting out of the speakers from his favourite club: Cocoon. Tonight was Friday night, and he was out for a nice flirt, dance and maybe something more. He had been here for quite a while, had already drowned a few bottles of beer that had made him tipsy, but so far there had been no female object that could gain his

attention. Fuck, Yunho really wanted to get laid tonight! Once more drowning a shot of beer, Yunho made his way from the bar back to the dance floor. People were squeezed against one another, girls humping boys and boys trying to seduce girls with their dancing. When the brown haired reached a very crowded cluster of moving limbs and figures, he saw her. Lost in the beat of Dong Bang Shin Ki's Mirotic she moved her body, black hair falling gracefully into a pretty face and tickling her shoulders. She was clad in a tight silky skirt reaching just below her knees and a white blouse put over a red top. Gorgeous, hot, sexy. Yunho couldn't take his eyes off of this sinful creature. When she threw her head back at the song's climax, it was already too late. The plump luscious lips had already pulled him into their spell. He moved closer, and to his luck, the vixen on two sexy legs turned to face him with her back. Nervously Yunho melded close against her, moving in the same rhythm. She didn't seem to mind Yunho's approach, instead she encouraged him with her moving hips. They danced together for quite a while before Yunho gathered his courage and placed his hands on the slightly smaller female's hips. The top of her head reached almost Yunho's nose thanks to her high heels. The brown haired noticed - besides his brain being clouded with alcohol - that in comparison to her rather broad shoulders her waist was tiny. He felt gentle hands laying atop his own, pulling his arms around the slim waist and staying atop his bigger palms. The girl lolled her head back against his shoulder, eyes closed when they moved together to the beat blasting from wall to wall. Creamy skin having the scent of fresh roses flashed in front of Yunho's eyes and he couldn't hold back to place his lips onto the exposed tender flesh of the smaller one's neck. He witnessed the roar rumbling in her throat, a soft purr reaching his ears. "What's your name, beautiful?" Yunho asked, lips close to her ear so that she could hear him over the loud music. A delicate hand buried itself in his brown hair, pulling him slightly down when the black haired turned towards his ear. Raven locks were brushing gently over his cheek. "Jaejoong." A voice like velvet, husky, and melodious. Wait. Husky? Yunho blinked in confusion, trying to find out with his befuddled mind why 'husky' and 'female' didn't make that much sense to him. It this case, that was. Chuckling the black haired grabbed Yunho's hands and pulled them upwards over

her abdomen towards her breasts. Yunho wanted to pull back, but for a female the raven one was way stronger than him. The brown haired gulped when his hands landed on her(?) flat chest. He knew that most Korean girls weren't that full in the front, but this one was just flat. Flat, as in exactly like his own, the chest of a man. A man? Yunho gave the female pressed against his front a look-over. That were without doubt clothes of a female, but there was no such thing you could call boobs or even a bra. Trying to get his alcohol-filled mind straight for thinking, he registered too late how his hand was slipped under black satin. He gasped when his hand came into contact with something that totally did not belong to a female and retracted it immediately. With wide eyes Yunho just stared at the male turning around to face him. An amused grin was plastered on lipstick-covered lips, brown eyes sparkling under eyelashes black and long from mascara. "Y-you're a ...." Yunho stuttered, flabbergasted. His befuddlement was gone in the split of a second. "I very much am," Jaejoong replied, leaning close enough to Yunho's ear to be heard, but didn't dare to come any closer. Yunho guessed he might not wanted to freak him out any further. He was actually glad for that. "Still wanna dance with me?" the raven haired asked nonchalantly, winking at Yunho with a coy smile. The brown haired found himself speechless, watching Jaejoong by moving to the beat of the music. As if on instinct Yunho moved as well, noticing the smile appearing on his counterpart's lips. Jaejoong was still the very same person Yunho had just danced with, no? Well, apparently his gender had been specified, but no one in the club knew except for him. That served him the embarrassment of admitting that he indeed found this male clad in female's clothes very attractive. Hm, maybe his best friend was right and he really had some bisexual side inside of him. Deciding that is wasn't as bad as he thought it would be, Yunho gathered once more some courage and pulled Jaejoong a bit closer. The latter watched him with surprise, but smiled curiously when Yunho placed his hands onto his hips and didn't intend to let him go. Soon Jaejoong wrapped his arms around Yunho's neck and they danced in close proximity, their eyes locked and asking questions being answered without a single word being muttered. They just exchanged smiles; flirting on the highest level. Shifting a bit closer, Jaejoong leaned against Yunho's ear, "It doesn't bother you?" He sounded uncertain, Yunho noticed. Shaking his head he replied, "Not really. You're still quite sexy." A blush spread across both their cheeks. "Why, thank you," Jaejoong remarked, a shy smile on his plump lips. For two hours straight the two males were dancing, their bodies inching closer and closer without them actually noticing it. They didn't register when they were

dancing in a tight embrace, chest to chest, nor when Yunho's lips had started to run along Jaejoong's neck framed by his raven locks. Yunho didn't know why, but he found himself very attracted to Jaejoong. It was solely his move when his lips landed atop the pair of Jaejoong, but the latter didn't make any move to stop him from it either. Hands were buried in brown locks or holding onto thin hips, lips moulded and tongues battling. It took them minutes before they broke apart, Jaejoong pointing towards the bar with glazed eyes. Yunho nodded, accepting the silently spoken invitation. The black haired grabbed his hand and guided him through the dancing crowd towards the wardrobe to get their belongings. Under giggles and gropes the young men stumbled out of the club, immerging into yet another kiss when the air of the night was hitting their faces. "What is actually your name?" Jaejoong asked after they had pulled apart, Yunho dragging them towards the street to fetch a taxi. "Yunho." A whispered breath ghosting over plump lips. The lipstick had already vanished. Once they got into a taxi, Yunho gave the direction towards his apartment and found himself soon enough straddled. The taxi driver didn't seem to mind. It was Friday night and not the first time that a drunk couple was all over one another. A plus that Jaejoong looked very much like a woman in his dress, otherwise the good man would have probably freaked out. The high heels Jaejoong had worn lay forgotten on the seat next to them, his lips all over Yunho's whilst his hands were tugging on his blue shirt. Yunho's hands therefore were busy squeezing Jaejoong's backside. Who would have thought that a male could have such a nice behind? Heavy breathing filled the taxi over the entire ride of 15 minutes, Jaejoong rubbing himself wanton against Yunho's clothed erection. A needy whimper pearled from his bruised lips when Yunho sucked on the birthmark located between his jaw and neck. The brown haired found it to be one of the black haired's sensitive spots. Too fast the taxi reached its goal - in their opinion, that was. Yet it was perfect timing. Quickly Yunho paid the taxi driver, the two so eager to get out and into Yunho's apartment that Jaejoong almost forgot his high heels. "You sure about that?" Jaejoong breathed in between heated kisses when Yunho had closed the door of his apartment behind them. "Never been more certain," Yunho replied, chucking his shoes and jacket into some corner. They joined Jaejoong's high heels in the short hallway. "It's not my fault when you regret this," Jaejoong mumbled, working eagerly on the buttons of Yunho's shirt when the walked towards the latter's bedroom. "I would regret it if I sent you home now," the brown haired replied, getting rid of the white blouse covering Jaejoong's red top. It earned him an approving mewl when they stumbled further, reaching Yunho's bedroom. Yunho had long lost his shirt when Jaejoong's fingers ran over his chest and abdomen, appreciating every patch of tan skin and muscle. Yunho himself was busy tugging on Jaejoong's red

top. Just before they crouched onto the bed with locked lips, Yunho halted and pulled away. He eyed Jaejoong with glazed eyes. "What's wrong?" Jaejoong asked, breathless and aroused. He seemed a bit worried. "I," Yunho started, nervously chewing on his lip. "I never did this with a guy." He was nervous and embarrassed. He knew how sex worked, of course he did, he just never imagined to do it with a guy. An understanding smile scurried over Jaejoong's lips as he extracted a hand, "It's okay." He got hold of Yunho's hand and gently pulled him closer towards the bed he was sitting on. The brown haired slowly sat down next to him, eyes just locked with the brown ones of Jaejoong. "Don't think too much about it," he said, cupping Yunho's face when he straddled him. Staring deeply into Yunho's eyes he pecked his lips once, whispering softly against the rosy pair, "Just forget that I have a cock like you and have sex with me." At first Yunho wasn't so sure that it work that well, but Jaejoong soon proved the opposite. With every brush of his fingers followed by his cunning tongue running over Yunho's skin and rotation of his hips he showed Yunho that it was nowhere hear different than when he had sex with women. Deep inside though he had the feeling that he felt more passion with every ministration of Jaejoong than with anyone before; as if Jaejoong was an aphrodisiac. He easily gave in to the vixen in his lap, groans and pants pearling from his lips when Jaejoong's tongue swiped along his torso. Jaejoong breathed heavily when Yunho sat up, pulling the red top over Jaejoong's head. His question was muffled with a passionate kiss, red top chucked into some corner of the bedroom. Yunho appreciated every patch of Jaejoong's skin with his fingers, lips nipping and sucking on a path from his neck towards his collarbone. Jaejoong sighed in bliss, arms wrapped around Yunho's broad shoulders. They shared another heated kiss, Jaejoong brushing his behind over the clothed erection greeting him. His right hand slightly grazed the front of Yunho's jeans, groan muffled in between their coalesced lips when he palmed the throbbing erection in its confinement. A low groan vibrated inside of the bedroom when Jaejoong got hold of Yunho's erection, jeans just a bit open for his hand to fit into. With a smirk Jaejoong pushed Yunho back onto the mattress, kissing a path from Yunho's nipples down to his navel whilst tugging down Yunho's jeans and boxers. Once the disturbing fabric was thrown to the ground, Jaejoong licked his lips, fingers grazing over Yunho's abdomen until they reached the base of Yunho's cock. The brown haired drew in a sharp breath, eyes closed when Jaejoong's fingers ghosted over the hard flesh between his legs. He soon felt warm lips kissing along his pelvic bone, a figure nestled between his spread legs on the ground. He wasn't even lying completely on the bed and already was as hard as a rock. "Uungh," Yunho moaned, eyes shut tight when a cunning tongue licked over the head of his cock, savouring the little drops of pre-cum he knew where already gathered there. Without any other form of warning his dick was enclosed with wet warmth, incoherent cursing leaving his parted lips when Jaejoong worked with his

tongue and mouth on his erection. A suck here, a lick there; Jaejoong treated Yunho's cock like a delicious lollipop. It drove Yunho crazy. With all the strength he had Yunho lifted himself from the bed, looking down at the male nestled between his parted legs. He groaned. He didn't imagine it to be this hot when another male was sucking him off. Jaejoong's eyes were closed, a flush lying over his hollowed cheeks and plump lips wrapped around Yunho's cock. The lad took him in deep, his nose touching Yunho's abdomen. He raked his hand through Jaejoong's raven locks, holding his head in place. His hair was so soft, like silk. A mewl reached his ears, muffled and satisfied. Glazed brown eyes looked from under long eyelashes at him, head bobbing up and down teasingly slow. Jaejoong pulled away, licking teasingly over his lips before he ran it over Yunho's dick. His teeth nibbled gently on the sensitive flesh, giving all of his attention to the peak rewarding him with the sticky treat of Yunho's semen. Yunho moaned deeply. This vixen could make him come on the spot. He knew he was very close but before he could find his release, Jaejoong lifted himself from the ground, straddling Yunho's hips once more before he kissed the brown haired long and deep. Yunho could taste himself on Jaejoong's tongue. "Got a condom?" Jaejoong whispered, voice husky, breathless and shaking with pleasure. He rubbed himself persistently on Yunho, the latter able to feel the erection pressing against his abdomen. It let him shiver with arousal. Yunho tried to think about what Jaejoong had just asked him, mind too clouded to comprehend it immediately. "Unfortunately not," he sighed, shaking his head. Jaejoong seemed to think about something, kissing Yunho once more. "Clean?" he asked, lips quivering with need. He was desperate to feel the other inside of him. A smile stole itself onto his lips when Yunho nodded, nibbling on the sinful plump pair of kiss-pads. "Lend me hand with that?" he muttered, pointing at the skirt he was wearing. Yunho smirked, laving his tongue over Jaejoong's chest when the latter rose slowly to his feet. The black haired sighed in bliss when Yunho busied himself with leaving hickeys on his skin behind whilst removing the black satin fabric, not noticing that Jaejoong busied himself with sucking on his fingers. "Mmh, can we leave that?" Yunho asked when he eyed the black fabric trying to cover Jaejoong's erection. A lacy black thong. The brown haired looked up, gulping when he registered Jaejoong's doing. The latter was lasciviously sucking on his own fingers - three in total. "Kinky," he commented, straddling Yunho's hips once more when he let go of his digits. "I like that," he whispered, claiming Yunho's lips with his. He pulled the string of his thong a bit aside, giving his moist fingers more space to prepare his entrance. He mewled into Yunho's lips when he circled his fingers over the wrinkled skin of his hole, figure shuddering with his own intimate touch. A breathy moan escaped his lips when he slid his index finger into himself, Yunho sucking eagerly on his carotid artery. Yunho held Jaejoong's hips in place when the other prepared himself, his lips moving along the black haired's neck and jaw. A second finger followed the first one, moving in and out of Jaejoong with much experience. The third didn't have to wait for long either, scissoring Jaejoong's heat

and widening his entrance. He didn't mind to do it himself, but it would have been a greater turn on if Yunho did it with those long and sexy digits of his. Just the thought of those fingers deep inside of him had Jaejoong shiver - and that not just because his fingers had just brushed against his prostate. Not being able to stand the pleasure any longer, Jaejoong pulled his fingers from his entrance and pushed Yunho back onto the mattress. The latter stared puzzled at the black haired, his clouded mind not able to register immediately what was happening. He did notice though when his cock was enveloped in a warm hand, soon followed by a tightness and heat that knocked the breath out of him. A set of loud groans vibrated inside of Yunho's bedroom when Jaejoong took Yunho's dick in, shoved it all the way into his entrance. The black haired halted for a few minutes, breathing heavily and staring into Yunho's darkened eyes before he started to move. It was heaven. With every movement of Jaejoong's hips came a breathy moan, a groan of Yunho accompanying it when Jaejoong slammed his hip back into Yunho's groin. Yunho's hands had found their way onto Jaejoong's waist, holding him when the latter rode him with abandon. Fingernails were scraping over his chest, Jaejoong moving up and down faster and harder with every passing second. His eyes were closed, lips parted and hand raking through his black hair when Yunho's cock brushed against his prostate, head thrown back with a silent cry of pleasure leaving his mouth. Yunho watched the entire scene with much arousal, the heat in his stomach pooling faster. He was close, but he didn't want this to end. "Ah, don't," Jaejoong moaned, shaking his head when Yunho caressed his straining cock in its lacy confinement. "Not yet," he breathed against Yunho's lips when he crouched down, Yunho's dick almost slipping out of his heat. The brown haired used the chance and changed their position, Jaejoong now beneath him still panting and needy. With a single thrust Yunho was deep inside o Jaejoong, a pleasured scream rummaging around the air of Yunho's apartment. Jaejoong was an incoherent moaning mess with every following thrust of Yunho, hands clutching onto Yunho's shoulders when the brown haired buried himself harder and faster into Jaejoong's depths. With glazed eyes Yunho watched Jaejoong sprawled out in front of him, panting and covered in sweat, skin flushed and nipples begging for attention. Eyes shut tight, lips parted sensually and cock leaking in its confinement. Yunho was most intrigued with Jaejoong's dick. He slipped the thong down just a bit, a shaky moan leaving Jaejoong's lips and figure trembling. His muscles tightened around the Yunho, the brown haired already close to his climax. "Ah, Yunho. I," Jaejoong moaned, eyes shut tight when Yunho stroked his cock, warm and long fingers wrapped around his shaft. He clutched the sheets beneath him, head thrown back when Yunho thrust deep into him. The fingers teasing his erection let heat pool in his abdomen, his orgasm approaching him. "Come, Jaejoong," Yunho breathed into Jaejoong's ear, hips snatching forward

harshly and hand working faster on the black haired's cock. It was too much for the smaller male, his orgasm crashing down on him hard and fast. The spasm wrecking his trembling form had Yunho reaching his limit as well. With a low groan he accompanied Jaejoong redemptive cry, emptying his semen inside of Jaejoong's contracting muscles whilst his hand was painted white with Jaejoong's cum. Heavy breathing filled the bedroom reeking of sex, Yunho pulling out of Jaejoong when he lay down beside him. Jaejoong's eyes were closed, lips parted to drag in much needed air and cheeks flushed. Yunho found Jaejoong looked most beautiful like that. He smiled inwardly when Jaejoong shifted to the side, facing him with his back. It seemed as if the black haired had fallen asleep due to exhaustion. Yunho snuggled himself behind the sleeping vixen, draping a blanket over them to keep them warm. When Yunho woke up the next morning he was alone, the vixen already gone. He smiled though when he found a lacy thong and a message resting where Jaejoong had been sleeping. Reading through the massage Yunho smiled widely, his nose taking in the scent still lingering in his sheets and the lacy thong. It had been an exciting night, and given that Jaejoong hadleft his number, it wouldn't be the last. After 13 Years Author: sweettvxqfan Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong, Yoochun/Junsu, Changmin/Kibum Genre: Fluff/romance, mild smut Length: Oneshot Summary: After 13 years of being in a relationship, Yunho begins to worry as to whether or not his love life with Jaejoong was getting boring. Yoochun talked him into going shopping in a sex toy shop, in the end Yunho discovers that sex doesn't have to have a toy. Disclaimer: I don't own them.... inspired by an episode off the sitcom Rules of Engagement.

" Uhh...Yunnie...move..."Jaejoong pleaded, while gripping Yunho's shoulders as Yunho struggled underneath him. "Can't....too tight..."Yunho said, his entire body covered in sweat and cum. He struggled to pull out a little from Jaejoong's heat but Jaejoong's muscles were clenching around him tightly. Using more force, he thrust harder into Jaejoong, making the shorter man moan like mad.

"Yun...I gotta....ARGH!!!" Jaejoong screamed as his cum spilled out again and Yunho himself screamed as he emptied his seed inside of Jaejoong. He finally pulled himself out, and the couple slumped on the bed, tired but seriously on high. "That was great." Jaejoong breathed. He snuggled up close to Yunho and tucked his head underneath Yunho's chin. "Jaejoongie..." "Yes?" Jaejoong replied, yawning a little. "Doesn't this hurt?" Yunho asked. Jaejoong had been his steady boyfriend for 13 years, which meant hot sex like this one for 13 years. However, Yunho was always deeply concerned for a fact that Jaejoong spent 13 years being bottom, 13 years of being carressed and touched the same way, 13 years of not being able to walk the next day after sex, and 13 years of being fucked by the same guy. Not that he was accusing Jaejoong of cheating or anything, but he was always worried that his boo was getting tired of it. "It will hurt in the morning." Jaejoong said, yawning a little more. Sex was tiring that's for sure. "You're not...tired...of this?" Yunho asked. "Why would I be?" Jaejoong answered and went off to sleep before Yunho could ask anything. Yunho sighed and hugged his boyfriend's body before falling asleep too. ..................................................................................................................................... .................................................................................................................... "Yoochun, what am I going to do?" Yunho asked as he met up with Yoochun at the local coffee shop. Yoochun had been Yunho's best friend for years and he always confided in Yoochun whenever he had a problem. "I mean, it's been 13 years. I'm just worried that our sex life is a little damp and boring." "I don't see how." Yoochun said, sipping hot cocoa. "It is starting to get boring. I wanna do something for Jae that makes him feel that each round is different and erotic and he could always come back for more." "You're doing that already. I always see Jaejoong coming back and looking for the

same old cock to stick in his ass." Yoochun smirked. "My cock is not old!" Yunho spat. "Who knows? Have you seen the wrinkles?" Yoochun laughed. Yunho glared at him and he finally shut up. "Seriously, do you have any ideas at all?" Yunho asked. "You and Junsu do it so often. What do you guys do to spice it all up?" "You are asking me for my sex secret with Junsu?" "Yeah." "No way! That's kinda like revealing the formula for making an atomic bomb. No way, this secret if for me and my duck butt only." "Oh come on! The secret to great sex is not exactly a strictly confidential government style if-you-spill-it-the SWAT-team will-come-after-you secret. Besides you owe me one for hooking you up with Junsu in the first place." "Alright fine. Since you are my best friend and you did hook me up with Junsu and his great, fine piece of ass.." "GET TO THE POINT!" "Okay. You see this?" Yoochun pulled his shirt to reveal a hickey. A very large hickey. "Oh my god! What a bite!" Yunho said, staring at the hickey in amazement. "Junsu bit there last night while I was using my secret tool." "What tool?" Yunho asked with utter interest. "A prostate massager." "A what?' "Prostate massager." "What the hell is that?" "It's one of the great sex toys sold in Changmin's sex toy shop."

"Wait, you actually supported Changmin's sex toy shop?" "What? He's a friend and he gives discounts!" Yoochun said. "You should check it out." "A sex toy shop? I don't know..." "Come on! Don't be a chicken! Sex is like travel. You gotta be adventurous and uh.. horny enough to try all of it." "I don't see how.." "Come on!"Yoochun grabbed Yunho's sleeve and walked out. "You gotta see this for yourself." ..................................................................................................................................... ............................................................................................................................ A couple of miles down the block and the two men came to Changmin's sex toy shop called Intimate Seduction. "Seriously? Intimate Seduction?" Yunho said, staring at the huge sign with a pair of black G-string panties on it. "It was either that or Horny Seduction." Yoochun said, pulling his friend into the store. Yunho dropped his jaw at the sight of all the bras and panties and candylooking things which he has never seen before. All of this is completely new to him. "Changmin!" Yoochun called. Changmin reappeared from the doorway at the bottom of the stairs. His hair was a mess and his clothes looked like a cat scratched all the buttons off. "What were you doing?" Yunho asked. "Just....trying out some items." Changmin said, trying to hide all the plastic wrappers and covers behind him. "Kibum is in there, isn't he?" Yoochun smirked pointing to the door. Changmin breathed in and out. He looked like he did a really quick round before coming out to greet them. "Minnie..." an estranged moan came out from the behind the door, "I need to...." "COMING!" Changmin said, opening the door and disappearing inside of it. Yunho

shook his head as Yoochun let out a sigh. "That sounds hot though." Yoochun said. Yunho nodded as Changmin reappeared. "Sorry about that. Some...uh..new things are in and uh...I had to do uh....quality inspection." Changmin said. "You are such a bad liar, you know." Yoochun said. He pointed to a stain of white on Changmin's milky blue shirt. "Uh, I spilled milk on myself?" Changmin said, trying to cover the stain. "Yeah. We all know whose milk it really is." Yunho said, rolling his eyes. Yunho looked a the row of toys and all the weird things with amazement. He took one and asked Yoochun, "How is this?" "I had that. It's okay." Yoochun said. Yunho put it back and picked another one and Yoochun replied saying he had it too. "This one?" Yunho asked, as he picked up a pink vibrator. "Had it. "This?" Yunho picked another toy. "Had it." "This?" Yunho selected yet another toy. "Broke it." Yunho and Changmin stared at him in utter disbelief. Yunho picked out another one, "This one says new and improved." "Really?" Yoochun said, looking at it. "We'll see about that." He grabbed the toy and put it into the basket. "Uh...Yunho what are you here for?" Changmin asked. "Actually, I have no idea." Yunho said. "I have never, EVER been in a place like this so, I'm stumped." "Well, we've got some interesting products here. Jaejoong will love it for sure." Changmin said, showing him around the shop.

"Gee, I don't know." Yunho said. He saw a mannequin wearing a very erotic maid's outfit and looked at the price tag. "Are you serious? 49 bucks for a slutty maid outfit?" He asked in pure disbelief. "Yeah, why?" Changmin asked. "I can't believe you pay 49 bucks to see someone in this little clothing, then what happens if you want them naked? Double the price? I mean I get to see Jaejoong naked for free." Yunho said, scoffing at the price tag. "You really are new to this, aren't you?" Changmin said "Yeah." Yunho said. Changmin wrapped an arm around his friend and took him around the shop. ..................................................................................................................................... ........................................................................................................................ After an agonizing 20 minutes inside that shop, Yunho finally left the shop with all sorts of sex toys and sex foods too, including edible underwear which Changmin highly recommends. "Kibum still has that hickey on his groin when I ate it off him." he said. Yunho was actually pretty embarrased to be seen leaving the shop. He quickly walked and took any chance he could to hide his package. By the time he got back, he was breathing in and out and was exhausted. "Yun?" Jaejoong asked, watching his lover come back. "You okay? You like you're being chased by the Mafia or something." "No, I'm okay." Yunho breathed. "You got groceries?" Jaejoong asked, reaching for the brown paper bag Yunho was holding. Yunho tried to stop him, but was effectively blocked out by Jaejoong. "Uh..."Yunho stuttered as Jaejoong looked inside the bag. "Yun?" "Yes?" Yunho replied. "Why is there whipped cream in here that has a picture of someone's cock on it?"

"That's really just whipped cream flavoured lube." Yunho replied nervously. "And why do we need whipped cream flavoured lube?" Jaejoong asked, eyeing Yunho's flustered face. "Okay. I give up. Here's the deal," Yunho said. "I got it to help enhance our sex life." "And since when do we need to enhance our sex life?" Jaejoong asked. "Jae, sweetie. I'm worried. It's been 13 years, and all you ever did was be at the bottom. I was always worried that one day, you'd grow tired of the same way we have sex everytime, and eventually leave me." Yunho ran a hand through his hair sheepishly. "I thought you were bored." "Yunho." Jaejoong hugged him tightly. "Yunho, that is so sweet to think for me like that. But I don't mind being bottom for 13 years." "You don't?" Yunho asked. "No." Jaejoong replied, touching his lover's face. "I do it because I love you. And all I ever want out of sex is for you to say 'I love you' and for you to just hold me and to feel you in me and all around me." Jaejoong's hand ran down his lover's face to his neck as he wrapped it around Yunho's neck. "I don't love you just for sex anyways. I love you, Jung Yunho for being Jung Yunho, not Jung Yunho the crazy sex beast." "But you do love Jung Yunho the crazy sex beast, right?" Yunho asked smiling at his boo. "Of course! I love every side of you! I don't need any dumb old sex toy," Jaejoong said, kissing Yunho tenderly. "You're my little sex toy, Yunho." Jaejoong said as he nipped Yunho's bottom lip. Yunho laughed as he kissed Jaejoong tenderly again. He was extremely happy right now, to hear that Jaejoong loved him for who he is. His eyes caught sight of that lonely brown paper bag. "What are we going to do about that?" Yunho pointed to the bag. "Changmin's store has a very strict policy on returning goods." "You supported Changmin's store?" Jaejoong asked in shocked.

"Yoochun did. Not me." Yunho said, holding up his hands in defense. "I always knew that Yoochun and Changmin would be such perverts." Jaejoong said shaking his head. "What do we do with all this anyways?" Yunho asked. "Well...."Jaejoong said, peering into the bag. "It would be a waste to just throw all of this away." "Yeah," Yunho smiled cheekily. "It would be, wouldn't it?" "We could try some of it," Jaejoong said, grinning. "I'm sure you could find use for a whipped cream flavoured lube." "I'm sure you could find a use for this plastic ring too," Yunho said, fishing out a ring big enough to slip over a ...you know. "You have a lot of sex food in here, don't you?" Jaejoong said, emptying the contents of the bag. "Check this out. Changmin recommended this. Edible underwear." Yunho said, taking out a box of frilly panties. He took one out and bit into the candy lace. "Yum, strawberry." "This one here says cherry-chocolatey flavour." Jaejoong said, picking up another box. Yunho reached out for it, but Jaejoong blocked him. He looked at Yunho with a naughty glint in his eyes. "Do you want me to put it on first?" he asked cheekily. "Yeah," Yunho said, wrapping his arms around Jaejoong's slim waist. "Cum-andcherry-plus-chocolate flavoured panties sound yummy." Jaejoong grabbed the brown bag as the couple dashed into the bed room. Within few minutes, the neighbours could hear sounds like, "Ah....Yunnie....", "Yum, Jaejoong you taste sooo good," and a bunch of other erotic sounds coming out. The next door neighbour's wife shook her head. "Honey, the neighbours are at it again." Her husband shrugged his shoulders, "You should be glad for them. They have a better sex life than we do." "How do they get any sleep?"

"It's any wonder they get any at all. We didn't." "How can you with all the noises they make?" The wife said, pouring herself a cup of water. "Damn it, they sound hot getting at it though." The husband admitted. The wife simply slapped the back of her husband's head, as the old couple stuffed in some cotton between their ears and closed the windows, ignoring the erotic noises of the 13 year couple, Yunho and Jaejoong. A/N This is a repost of my old fic, fr those who might not have read it before...enjoy!!!comments are loved!!

Mine 1/3 (Please be Mine) Title: Please be Mine. Only Mine. You are Mine. Length: 3-shot Pairing: YunJae Genre: Fluff, Romance, AU Rating: PG-13 Disclaimer: I dont own them, but they obviously own each other. Summary: Yunho and Jaejoong are childhood friends. Will they stay friends forever? Jaejoong and Yunho were childhood friends. Their parents were friends since their high school days, so it was no surprise that their children would be friends too. Yunho was 3 years older than Jaejoong, but their age difference didnt matter. They were very close, almost inseperable. They knew each other so well. They knew when to comfort the other and when to joke around. It was as if they could feel how the other felt. Since their families are practically married to each other, its no surprise that they lived next to each other and theyd always hang out in each others houses. They didnt even have to ask permission when entering the others house since they practically lived together. AND this brings us to their current situation. The Night before the First Day of Classes Jaejoong was in Yunhos room. He was asking the older for his old High School text books. Tomorrow is Jaejoongs first day in High School. He was finally going to be a freshman. Yunho on the other hand was going to be in his first year of college in a few more days/weeks. Hey, Yunho, are you sure your old textbooks will be the same as this years? Jaejoong asked while going through the stack of books layed out on Yunhos bedroom floor. Yeah, they rarely change the requirements. Yunho was sitting on his bed. He was watching Jaejoong rummage through his old stuff. Hey, Yun. Should I be nervous?

Why? Arent you? I am. REALLY, REALLY nervous. Thats normal, but there really isnt anything to be nervous about. I mean youre smart and youd probably get tons of friends right away. Yeah. Its a good thing Minnie, Su and I are in the same class. Thats good. I dont have to worry too much. Yunho mumbled. What? Did you say something? No. Nothing. Well, Yun I better get going. Jaejoong was about to pick up the books he needed and head to the door, but he felt a pair of strong arms wrap around his waist. Jaejoong-ah~ What are you doing, Yun? Jaejoongs eyes widened and his face reddened. Jae, Im nervous. Huh? Jaejoong struggles. He tried to break free from Yunho, but the other was too strong. There will probably be tons of boys and girls chasing after you once school starts, and I won't be there to make them go away. Jaejoong relaxed into Yunhos arms as Yunho held on tighter with every word. Jaejoong was sitting on the bed in between Yunhos legs, the older backhugging him. What are you sayi He was cut by Yunho. Will you be my boyfriend, Kim Jaejoong? Jaejoongs eyes widened even more. Yah! Stop joking around. Let go of me. I still have school tomorrow. I dont want to look like a Panda on my first day. Im serious, Jae. Yunhos voice was indeed serious. Jaejoongs heart started beating faster. He has always loved Yunho. He always thought that the older would never love him that way. He was so happy and embarrassed at the same time. He didnt know how to react. He turned his head to see Yunhos face. I love you, Jaejoong. Yun-- Yunho didnt give him the chance to respond. Instead, Yunho cut him with a kiss. Jaejoong became lightheaded. He felt a thousand butterflies flutter inside his stomach. Yunho pulled away before the kiss deepened. Jaejoong was catching his breath. He just had his first kiss with his first love. It felt great. Yunho tasted like sugar and spice and everything nice, the ingredients chosen to create the perfect little girls. (A/N: my beta-reader is sort of a PPG fan. xD) .

Ive always loved you, Jae-joong-ie Yunho rested his forehead on Jaejoongs shoulder. Jaejoong finally caught his breath. He didnt know how to respond to that. Yunho has never called him Jaejoongie~ ever since middle school. He always wanted Yunho to call him that again. He thought that if he didnt respond soon that hed regret it all his life, so he decided to say what his heart was telling him to say in an almost whisper voice. I love you too, Yunhoyah. WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY? Yunho couldnt believe what he heard. Jaejoong said he loved him too. Say it again, please? Jaejoong finally got free from Yunho. He stood up, faced Yunho and sat on his lap. He wrapped his legs around the others waist and hugged him, placing his chin on Yunhos shoulder and whispered on his ear. I said I love you too, Yun-nie-Yah. Yunho pulled away from Jaejoong to stare lovingly at the beautiful man in front of him. Oh. So my Jaejoongie is calling me Yunnie now? Jaejoongs blush resurfaces on his milky white face. He hid his face on Yunhos shoulder and hit Yunhos chest playfully which was a bad move since his hand got hurt due to Yunhos toned body. Yah! Who gave you the right to call me yours? Eh? Arent you MY boyfriend now? Jaejoong could practically hear the pout in Yunhos voice. I never said yes. Yunho frowned. So youre saying no? No. No? Yes. Yes? Okay. Im getting confused. Me too. They both laughed at their silly selves. Lets just start over. Kim Jaejoong,.. Yunho cupped Jaejoongs face with both of his hands will you be my boyfriend? Of course Yunnie~ Yunho brought their lips together once again. For him, Jaejoong tasted like heaven on earth and just a dash of Paradise. Yunho led the kiss. He licked Jaejoongs bottom lip, asking for permission to intrude. Jaejoong gladly permitted him to do so. Jaejoong moaned into the kiss. They happily and eagerly explored each others sweet cavern. It felt so perfect, so right, like their lips were molded to fit perfectly against each other. They didnt realize that they were already lying on the bed, with Yunho hovering over Jaejoong. Yunho came to his senses and pulled

away. Jae. Yunho said while sitting up and trying to catch his breath. I think you should go now. Why? Jaejoong was also trying to catch his breath. Yunho stared at Jaejoongs abused lips and was about to lose his control when the younger bit his bottom lip. I-its j-just. Yunho wanted to just devour Jaejoong right then and there when he saw him pout so cutely. Please, Jae. You should go, before I lose my self-control. Jaejoong got the message and chuckled at his lover. Okay. Goodnight, Yunnie~ He grabbed the books, but before he went to out to the door, he stole a light peck on his lovers lips. I love you. Yah! I know you love me too, Jung Yunho! was Jaejoongs last words which was muffled by Yunhos door. A/N: Hello. I know I haven't been updating and you probably don't even remember me. -___- but I promise I will update next week. College is really a Btch. -__- I hardly even have time to sleep. I'm really sorry. I'm looking for inspiration. Please do help me? :) >.< Oh and BTW. I got a betareader. \mmm/ :D
The next day It was finally the first day of classes for a certain Kim Jaejoong. He refused to get up because he was still sleepy. He slept late last night because couldnt get over the fact that he and Yunho are finally together. He cuddled into his pillow which was unexpectedly firm and warm. He tried to squish it with his hand, but it felt hard. He swore he heard his pillows heartbeat. He opened his eyes and realized that his pillow was actually a very nice and toned chest. His eyes traveled to the owner of the lovely physique. He was greeted by the handsome face of his lover. Y-yun Goodmorning, sleepyhead. Then it struck him. Jaejoong just realized that Yunho was half-naked on his bed. Yah! Jung Yunho! What are you doing half-naked on my bed?! I was gonna wake you up, but you looked so peaceful when you were sleeping, just like an angel. Jaejoong couldnt help but blush at his lovers words. He tried to hide his face by standing up to make his way to the bathroom, but he was pulled back to the bed by Yunhos strong arms. Yunhos sort of getting used to that habbit, pulling Jaejoong back to bed. Jaejoongie~ lets lie down a little longer.

But I might be late for school. Jaejoong rejected Yunhos offer, but Yunho wouldnt give up that easily. Then, can we take a bath together instead? Yah! Jung Yunho! Okay. Okay. Im sorry. Jaejoong tried to get out of bed again, but Yunho stopped him AGAIN. Yunho back-hugged him and whispered to his ear in a husky bedroom voice which brought chills down Jaejoongs spine. Jaejoong-ah W-what? Yunho tightened his hold on Jaejoongs waist and brought his lips to the exposed skin of Jaejoongs shoulders. He started sucking and biting on it which caused Jaejoong to moan out loud. There, so everyone will know that youre mine. Jaejoong felt the blush creep to his face. Yah! Its hard to hide that! Yunho smirked and thought of an idea. Then do you want me to mark you somewhere only I can see and touch? What are you--- Yunho pushed Jaejoong down to the bed, hovered over him and lifted the younger's shirt then started marking him all over which turned Jaejoong into a moaning mess. Ahhh.. Y-yunho.. Yunho moved from Jaejoongs chest, to his abdomen, to his sides. He even pulled down Jaejoongs PJs to mark him on his thighs, but Yunho didnt stop there. He started his way back up. He started sucking and biting Jaejoongs nipples. Yunho loved the way Jaejoong writhed beneath him. He moved to Jaejoongs lips and then pulled away to admire his work. There. Thats better. Pabo. Was Jaejoongs last reply before Yunho carried him to the bathroom. Jaejoongs first day of High School went smoothly except for the fact that his friends were very suspicious about the red thing on his neck which he claimed to be a bite of some sort of insect, but it was actually from Yunho. There were no formal classes, just a bunch of introductions here and there. When Jaejoong got home from school, he was surprised to see everyone gathered in their living room (and by everyone it means, Yunhos parents and Yunho and Jaejoongs parents.) Im home. Oh. Honey, welcome home, we were waiting for you. Mrs. Kim greeted his son.

Oh. Wae? Is there an occasion? No, but we have an announcement to make. Why dont you sit first, dear? Mrs. Jung added. Jaejoong sat on the only seat available which was beside Yunho, not that he was complaining. Yunho immediately entwined their fingers together. Jaejoong was surprised and tried to pull his hand away. Its alright, son. You can hold hands. Thats a normal thing for couples, right? Mr. Kim commented when he saw the two battling with their hands. Appa! Howd you know? Jaejoong was shocked that his father knew about him and Yunho. Eh? Wasnt it always so obvious? So Yunho, when did it become official? Last night. Yunho said with a smug expression. Well done, son. Well done. Mr. Kim and Mr. Jung were congratulating Yunho while Jaejoong was drowning in embarrassment. His cheeks were redder than the red-u ocean. You should take care of our son, Yunho. Mr. Kim reminded. Ah. Of course, Mr. Kim. Oh. Just call me, appa. Hehe. Yes, appa. Ahh.. My son is all grown up. I guess we should make your rooms soundproof now? Omo! I think I heard them this morning. We should really invest on soundproof walls. Mrs. Kim said, giggling. Yunhos and Jaejoongs parents went on about this topic while the two boys just sat there awkwardly. Can we please stop talking about this? Whats your announcement? Jaejoong said when he couldnt take the awkward atmosphere anymore.

Oh. Right, son. Mrs. Kim said when she realized they were way off topic. Well, the four of us were planning on going on a 2 week long Caribbean cruise. And since we think that both of you are more than capable to take care of yourselves, we decided that you two should live here in the Kim residences while were away even without supervision. Mrs. Jung explained. Ohh.. Is this for your wedding anniversaries? Jaejoong asked. Yes, son. Well be leaving in 2 days. Well thats fast. We know, but we trust the two of you to take care of yourselves and each other.

Its been 3 days since their parents left for their cruise. Jaejoong arrived home and was greeted by Yunho with a welcome home kiss. Jaejoong gets into a daze whenever Yunho kisses him. He still cant believe that theyre together now. He never told Yunho, but whenever he greets Jaejoong like this, he cant help but feel like theyre a newlywed couple. Welcome home, Jaejoongie. Jaejoong heads to the kitchen to cook their dinner. Yunho follows him, so he could help in cooking. As they ate their dinner, they asked about each others day. Joongie-ah, hows the life of a high school student? Ermm.. We barely have lesson yet, so I guess Im fine. Jaejoong answered with a small smile. Thats nice. Did you meet any new friends? Yeah, my classmates are all very nice. Hmm.. I wonder when the confessions will start? W-what? Jaejoong dropped his chopsticks at Yunhos words. Well, a lot of your schoolmates confessed to you when you were in middle school, so I guess thered be more now that youre in high school. Yah! Dont make me nervous like that. I dont like being confessed to. I dont know

how to decline nicely. Well, I have a solution. Eh? What is it? Just announce to everyone that you are mine. Yunho said with smirk which made Jaejoong blush and stop eating completely. Aww.. Jaejoongie~ youre so cute when you turn red like that. Yunho pinched his lovers cheeks and stole a quick peck. Hey, boo. Im tired from moving my stuff from our house to here. My hands feel so weak. Cant you just feed me? Yah! You were just fine a few seconds ago. Ehhh but my hands and my arms are tired. Yunho pouted which made Jaejoongs mood brighter. Jaejoong laughed and agreed to feed him. Say ahhh Jaejoong said while holding a piece of meat with his chopsticks in front of Yunhos mouth. Ahh.. then Jaejoong fed it to Yunho. He couldnt help but blush at what he just did, but he thought that he should probably get used to this since they are a couple after all.

After eating dinner, they washed the dishes together. Yunho was complaining about being bored at home when Jaejoongs at school. Well, tomorrows the start of the weekend; Ill be here, so you wont have to be alone. Hmm Lets go on a date, then! Eh? D-date? Jaejoong became nervous all of a sudden. He always went out with Yunho on weekends, but to call it a date, now made him happy and nervous at the same time. Yeah. We can go to the amusement park, or have a picnic or something. I mean its okay if you dont want to, I underst No, no! Its Id love to. The two fell silent for a while. They didnt look at each other, but they were both smiling at the thought of having their first date. Jaejoong felt playful and instead of picking up another plate to wash, he smeared bubbles on Yunhos nose. Yah! Jaejoong just laughed at Yunhos silly face. Yunho also attacked him with bubbles. They played for a while before calling a truce and cleaning up.

They went upstairs to their shared bedroom. They showered separately, Yunho was the first one. When he opened the door to their shared bedroom, Jaejoong quickly went out, heading to the bathroom because it would be awkward if Jaejoong stayed there to watch Yunho dress up. Yunho wore a loose shirt and some old sweats. He had nothing to do as he waited for Jaejoong to finish showering. He stared at the door as he listened to the sound of Jaejoong showering. His thoughts drifted off to Jaejoongs body. He imagined how Jaejoong would look like wet under the shower, how his milky white skin would feel like as Yunho would apply soap on his body. Yunho felt himself become half hard. When Jaejoong entered the room, Yunho felt a slight discomfort (or more like he couldnt control himself when he was almost fully erect and the cause was right in front of him only wearing a towel around his waist). The floor suddenly became so interesting to him that he stared at it for a long, long time. When Jaejoong was fully dressed, he laid on the bed beside Yunho and cuddled closer to him, but Yunho pushed him away. Jaejoong was surprised at Yunhos reaction since Yunho always loved touching and hugging Jaejoong closer to him. Yunho realized what he had done and quickly thought of an excuse. S-sorry, Jae, but umm.. Can you go, get me a glass of water? Oh. Okay. Jaejoong said with a smile, dismissing his thoughts about how Yunho didnt want to cuddle with him. He went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water for Yunho. He went back to their shared bedroom, surprised when he found out it was locked. He knocked a few times before Yunho opened the door. Yunho took the glass of water, muttered a Thanks, boo. and didnt let Jaejoong in, then locked the door again. Yah! Yunho! Let me in! Jaejoong shouted from behind the door. He felt so confused as to why his boyfriend was acting strange. I cant, Jae! Why not? I just cant, okay? Where am I supposed to sleep? You can go to the masters bedroom. but I like my bed. When Yunho didnt say anything, Jaejoong knocked at the door non-stop. Yah! Jung Yunho! Let me in! Explain yourself! FYI, thats MY room youre in.

Yunho opened the door slightly only to pop his head out. Its not safe for you to come in here right now. What? But why? Jaejoong said as he pouted his cherry red lips. Yunho tried his best to keep himself under control, but Jaejoong wasnt making it easy by looking so innocently tempting. Y-you j-just cant, okay? Its hard to explain. Jaejoong tried to open the door further. He then spotted his boyfriends problem down below. He inwardly giggled to himself. He thought it was sweet that Yunho really cared for him cuz he didnt want to force Jaejoong to help him with his problem. Jaejoong kept on thinking if he should enter or not. He bit his bottom lip and stared at Yunho. Yunho felt his defenses wearing thin. Jaejoong felt Yunhos hold on the door loosen, so he took the chance to slide his way inside. They were staring at each other, not uttering any words as Jaejoong entered. He leaned at the door behind him closing it slowly while still keeping Yunhos gaze. They both felt the tension and just couldnt take it anymore. Yunho lost all his control and attacked Jaejoongs lips. The kiss was sweet and full of love, but it was different from all the kisses they have shared. It was like there was this distinct sort of passion in the kiss. Somehow there was a mixture of lust with the love. Jaejoong moaned in pleasure as he finally stopped fighting for dominance and let Yunho lead the kiss. They both started feeling each other, touching each other everywhere desperately wanting to be connected in every way possible. Yunho lifted up both of Jaejoongs legs, and Jaejoong automatically wrapped his legs around Yunho. They didnt stop kissing even when Yunho started walking their way to the bed. He pulled away for a while when he laid Jaejoong on the bed, then hovered over him and continued where they left off. Yunho finally decided to detach his lips from Jaejoongs only to move to the latters neck, marking him there all over again just like a few days ago. He moved his lips to lavish Jaejoongs jaw line then to his collarbone. He nipped on Jaejoongs ear, blowing hot air in which brought Jaejoong different sorts of sensations. His left hand supported his weight as he moved his right hand beneath Jaejoongs shirt, roaming around the soft and petite waist then moving upwards to the delicate pink buds. Jaejoong moaned in pleasure at Yunhos ministrations. His brain was blacking out, all he wanted to know and feel at that moment was Yunho. Jaejoong also started to explore Yunhos body, trying to memorize the structure and patterns. He started to lift up Yunhos shirt and his lover happily took it off for him. Yunho also took off Jaejoongs shirt then immediately attacked Jaejoongs left nipple with his mouth and the right with his hand. He couldnt help but think how delicately beautiful Jaejoong looked writhing in pleasure underneath him. His mouth moved to Jaejoongs other nipple as his hand replaced it on the previous one.

Ahh Yun..Yunhoooo-ahhh Jaejoong couldnt contain his voice when Yunho started palming the obvious bulge on his pants. Yunho carefully unzipped his pants and pulled it along with his boxers, so that he was holding Jaejoongs bare shaft. Ahhh Yunnie-ahhh JaejoongieI told you it wasnt safe to come in here. Yunho whispered to Jaejoongs ear bringing shivers down the smaller mans spine. Yunho stroked Jaejoongs cock at a fairly slow pace, but Jaejoong felt like that was enough to send him to the edge. Yunhos touch brought a different sort of warmth all over his body. There was this kind of electric feeling that made him crave for Yunho to hold and touch him more. He wanted to feel Yunho entirely. Yunho pecked Jaejoongs lips then moved to his jawline, moving lower to his neck, leaving marks as he went lower to Jaejoongs torso then to the insides of his thighs. He moved his face so that his lips were right in front of the tip of Jaejoongs cock. He licked the tip to see Jaejoongs reaction. Ahh.. Yun..AHHH He was satisfied by Jaejoongs needy moans. He took everything he could in his mouth and started bobbing his head at a steady pace. Jaejoong gripped the sheets as felt the need to hold onto something. Ahhh.. Yunho If y-you c-con..t-tinue that I m-might Ahhhh Yunho got the message and moved up to face his lover. Boo, I dont mind if we dont go all the way, you might not be ready. N-no.. Y-you need r-release. Jaejoong said panting hard. Are you sure you want this, boo? I dont w-want anything else but you. Jaejoong meshed their lips together as he held Yunhos neck to deepen the kiss. Yunho pulled away momentarily to grab a bottle of lotion from Jaejoongs nightstand. Okay, I need to prepare you first, boo. I promise Ill make this as painless as possible. Jaejoong only nodded with a smile. Yunho poured the lotion on his fingers and started to enter his index finger inside Jaejoongs tight, pink entrance. Jaejoong gasped and tried his best not to scream at the pain. Yunho started moving his finger and Jaejoong slowly became accustomed to the feeling. 1 digit became 2, and then 3. Jaejoongs screams of pain slowly became moans of pleasure as Yunho moved his digits inside him. Are you ready, boo? Yunho asked when he thought that Jaejoong was ready to take in his entire length. Y-yes. Jaejoong said weakly between his moans. Yunho positioned his cock in front of Jaejoongs hole then slowly entered just the tip. Ahhh Yunnie-ahh Just put it all i-in! Yunho carefully slid in his whole length

inside of Jaejoong. Ahhh so tight, boo He didnt move as he waited for Jaejoong to get used to his size. Y-yun, m-mooove.. Yunho started moving inside of his lover. He kissed Jaejoong passionately as he thrusted inside of him. When their lips parted, Jaejoong moaned in utter pleasure as Yunho found his sweet spot. Ahhh th-there! Yunnie! There! Yunho moved faster at that same angle, abusing Jaejoongs prostate making Jaejoong lose all his senses. Jaejoong wrapped his legs around Yunho, trying to pull him in deeper. Yunho could feel that he was close to climax as he heard Jaejoong scream his name in pleasure over and over again. Ahhh.. Joongie-ahhh Im close. M-me t-tooo, Yunnie-ahhh Lets come together, boo. Yunho started stroking Jaejoongs cock at a fast paceas he felt his stomach clench, feeling his release very close. Jaejoong could also feel his, coming very fast. Ahhh Yunhoooo-ahhh Jaejooooong-aahhh.. They both came at almost the same time, their minds filled with only thoughts of each other. Yunhos body dropped on top of Jaejoongs. He kissed Jaejoong as he pulled out, stifling both of their moans, then he moved to his side and wrapped his arms possessively on the smaller boys waist. He kissed Jaejoong briefly on the lips, then his hair before tucking Jaejoongs head under his chin. I love you, boo-Jae. I feel really happy and blessed that were together. I love you too, Yunnie-bear. Im so happy to be able to share many of my firsts with you. They staredinto each others eyes for a while then smiled. They cuddled each other close then closed their eyes. Sleep now, boo. We still have a date tomorrow. Yunho said while stroking Jaejoongs hair carefully. Jaejoong smiled and uttered a Goodnight. They both drifted off to sleep, probably meeting in their dreams.

A/N: WAAAAHHH I finally finished this 3-shoooot, and on the last day of our break too. I so love my beta-reader, she beta-ed this even if she's sick and she was about to go offline when I sent it. The smut part is probably not good. Its my first time writing smuuut because my friend asked me to try writing one a long time ago. Im

sorry if it sucked. Ill try to improve in the future. I hope you enjoy the story! Comments are loved

Title:Pale

Author: schreient_0 Pairings: YunJae, JongKi Length: oneshot Genre: Romance, Rating: PG

Hi there^^ This oneshot is actually a side-story of my upcoming fic HEART, MIND, SOUL, LOVE & LIFE featuring YUNJAE, MINRAM, YOOSU, JONGKI & SICHUL... it's a series of five stories about five friends who went to Tokyo to run away from their bitter pasts and start a new life and gain the love of their lives in the process. This is a sidestory of the first book HEART which is about YunJae. Enjoy the mushiness <3 ~SCHREIENT~

I woke up from my hazy kaleidoscope of dreams. The myriad of memories from so long ago swimming towards the surface and I couldnt stop but stare at a distance as I reassured myself that everything was just that: Memories. Finally calmed down, a soft sigh escaped my lips as I glanced to the empty space beside me on the bed. As usual, the space was messy and a small smile turned the corners of my lips, seeing the indentation on the huge pillow. Wistfully, I reached for it and held it close as I smelled his scent from the soft cushion. Following an urge, my hand absentmindedly went towards my bare chest and felt the outline of my scar. The pale old wound was placed horizontally just below my left nipple where I had my MIDCAB or minimally invasive direct coronary artery bypass operation five years ago. Yes, I was born with a troubled and abnormal heart. A long time ago, I had been frail and easy to manipulate. I loved easily and hurt easily too which happened over and over again in the past, until I all but gave up. I might have a weak heart but I worked

hard to make my personality just the opposite. After being hurt terribly by someone I trusted, I vowed to let the useless organ they called heart to expire on its own. If death would come, then Id be happy to face it. In short, I stopped caring. I was bent on spending my years focused on nothing but work to support my family, promising never to fall for anyone again. I could still remember that day 6 years ago Inside the darkness of my room, I closed my eyes, seeing the remnants of my shattered dreams under my heavy lids. Until now I could hear the distant echo of my heart breaking, feeling the muted throbbing pain in spite of the numbness which had overtaken me. I lifted my hand and placed it above my chest, to feel the faint beating inside. Im still alive I whispered in awe as I felt cynical laughter bubbling up. I had thought that things were finally looking up. Why was it that every time I was finally reaching the heavens, something would kick me back towards a new hell? At this very moment, there was nothing Id like better to happen than for me to cease existing. I feel so pathetic...Oh God, I feel so pathetic... The morning came and I had no choice but to face it. No matter how much I wish I could crawl under my blanket to lick my wounds all day, my sense of responsibility wouldnt let me. Regardless of what I feel or the state of mind I was in, the fact that I was the breadwinner of my home did not change. I have mouths to feed, bills to pay, souls to assure that things would be alright. Thinking about those however made me pity myself more. Why was it that despite all the hard work Id put in, I still felt I had no right to console myself? The door to my room opened and I saw my younger brother peek inside as I was dressing up. Yes? I asked when I saw him hesitate by the doorway and I managed a little smile to encourage him to come in. It didnt matter if I wanted to be alone. I couldnt bring myself to shoo my sibling away when I knew that theyre all worried about me.

Hyung, are you okay? Junsu asked me as I expected. Of course. Why wouldnt I? I asked back with a smile which didnt reach my eyes. I had inkling that I wasnt fooling anyone with my actions, yet I wanted them all to stop looking at me with sympathetic eyes. The last thing I needed was more people pitying me. I didnt care for anyones pathos. I might feel sorry for myself more, go crazy and then take the cowards way out. I wouldnt deny the idea of taking my own life had crossed my mind. Honestly, if it werent for the fact that my family needed me, I might have done just that. Thats how sick and tired I was of life in general. I watched as my brother hesitated once more. WellI was just wondering cause today is, you know Junsus voice trailed off as his own eyes became distant and troubled and I couldnt help but slip into silence as well. Yes, I knew perfectly well what today was supposed to be. I didnt need anyones reminder that today was supposed to be my wedding day the wedding I had to cancel alone since my beloved fianc up and killed himself three days ago. Why? The hell I know. All I knew was what my fianc told me in his letter he had been oh so considerate to leave behind. My fianc was a rich businessman. That fact didnt matter though for I never cared about material things. I might be from a poor family but I do have my principles and my pride as a hard working person. I didnt care for his money. I agreed to marry my fianc because I loved him something that he didnt seem to understand. It was never the riches. It was him. But due to the harsh state of the economy, his business went bankrupt just a month ago. We were in the middle of our wedding preparations and so I hadnt realized my fianc had somewhat changed. He still continued to smile and yet due to my happiness and excitement for our nuptials, I failed to notice his depression. Oh, he was good. He continued to smile around me. I never saw what was coming until I received that horrible phone call telling me that he was gone. Dead. My fianc overdosed with sleeping pills and alcohol.

Dead. Gone. No more. All of it was because he feared he couldnt support me. He was ashamed. But why? I told him I didnt care about his money. I told him it didnt matter if we both had to work hard. Im used to it. So why? Why did he betray me like this? A sharp pain sliced through my chest and I found myself hurting to breathe. I fisted my hand over my erratic heart as the jagged teeth of death closed upon me. I heard my brother screaming my name as I felt his arms around my shoulders. The world spun in an endless rhythm and I smiled bitterly amongst the pain as I welcomed the awaiting darkness. Present But I didnt die I had my first and major heart attack that time but I was able to survive it. It was like heaven was telling me that God had something else in store for me although I was too blind to see what that was at that time. From that moment on however, with the help of my brother and three other friends, I reinvented myself. We all went to Tokyo, hoping for a new life. With me though, it was an altogether different story. I went there to wait for my death. Yes, I was a ticking bomb. Without surgery my heart would collapse any time but I didnt care. I didnt care for my heart. I didnt need it. I was too tired. Id given up and ready to fade awayuntil I met him, the irritatingly persistent heart surgeon, Dr. Jung Yunho, my husband. I glanced at the bedside table where the frame holding our wedding picture was and my smile widened upon spotting another picture, a picture of the two of us with my husband carrying a cute two-year-old miniature of him next to it. Moonbin, our beloved son, our first born. Seeing the empty space next to me, I knew where my husband must be. Moonbin must have woken up and my husband went to check up on him, and I was right. As

soon as the thought crossed my mind, I heard the opening and closing of our bedroom door. Youre awake. I checked up on Moonbin because I heard him earlier. He was just having a dream. I heard his rich baritone and I turned around to face him. Whats with the face? my husband asked as he joined me on the bed, holding me against his muscular body as he leaned against the headboard. Nothing, I was just remembering things, I answered him honestly and I saw his almond eyes twinkled making his small face more handsome than ever. I hope theyre all good memories, Yunho told me with much amusement as I felt his chest rumbled in laughter. I couldnt help but laugh too. After all, in spite the bitterness of my past, the memories I had with my husband had always been frustratingly laughable. Meeting him, my melancholic life turned upside down into that of a crazy comedy which would make one tear his hair out. Joongie, do you remember the first time we met? Yunho asked me and I laughed. Of course, who would forget? It wasnt every day that I risk my life being run down by a handsome car with its equally handsome driver while saving a turtle. Yep, you heard me right. Turtle. I was working as a language teacher here in Tokyo back then. I was a bit popular too not only because I was good at my job but because I was the terror instructor they called yamaarashi or the porcupine for my brash personality. Dr. Jung Yunho who happened to be the owner of various university hospitals which were hosting a foreign exchange program that time wanted my services despite my infamous attitude. I met my husband when I was bent on self-destructing and he saved me. 5 years ago, Tokyo Breaks squealed as a sleek black car skidded into an abrupt halt. The driver got out of the car in a flash, still pale and shaken. A woman had just suddenly appeared out of

nowhere right before his speeding car and he would have plowed her down if his reflexes were several seconds slower. Hey, are you alright? He asked as he pulled her up from her sitting position in front of his bumper. Miss? He asked worriedly wondering if she was hurt. Will you quit pulling? Her irritated voice surprised him. Youre disturbing me, she continued as she looked up and frowned at him. I what? The first thing Yunho noticed was that the woman was pretty. She had a pair of big doe eyes. Her jet black hair was disheveled and the shapeless sweater and baggy jeans she wore however tampered on what could have been her exquisite looks. The next thing he noticed was that she was crazy. Is she an asylum patient? He wondered as he challenged her stare. He was the one who was supposed to be angry right? So why was she? He wasnt the one who ran in front of her speeding car for Christs sake! Disturbing you? He asked incredulously. Lady I nearly ran you over with my car because of what you did. You should look where youre going! She turned her full attention on him then, and he blinked. His first assessment of her was right. She was beautiful but downplayed it with her clothing. Look Mister, its getting late and Im hungry. I dont care whatever it is that you do with your freaking car. I gotta do something so be quiet, she snapped and she was again all fours on the ground, peering underneath his car. What the hell are you doing? Yunho asked in frustration. He had a meeting in a few minutes and the damn woman was going to make him late. She just ignored him as she continued with her search. He watched her fanny wiggle as she stretched further under his car. Aw, hell, he muttered as he flipped his mobile phone and asked his secretary to cancel his meeting. Sensei, did you find him?a small voice asked from behind and Yunho turned to see three young boys standing just behind them with anxious expressions on their faces. Im getting him now, came the muffled reply under his car. Yunho watched in amazement as the woman emerged dirty but smiling as she stood up and held out her palm to the children showing what appeared to be a Turtle? Yunho asked disbelievingly. All this for a turtle?

The students cheered when the woman they called sensei handed them the small turtle which looked like a green coin. Dont take him out of the aquarium next time, Yunho heard her say as she patted their heads and he watched the boys nodded happily and ran away. I know you wanted to help those kids. But you shouldnt have done what you did just to be a hero. That was pretty dangerous you know not to mention stupid. Pardon? She raised a brow at him. I meant you should have let you run over the turtle, she cut him off. He was taken aback. No, its not that. But if I hit you it would have been terrible. And it wouldnt have been terrible if you squished the turtle under your tires instead? she retorted haughtily. Yunho thought with the way she was talking he wouldnt be surprised if she would pitch him the blame soon. Theres something about her logic that was turning his own brain upside down. Are you saying that turtles lives are indispensable? That you could always buy the kids a new one? I think that would be better that killing a person, Yunho justified. If I ran over the turtle it would have been an accident. Are you stupid? It would have been an accident too if you hit me, she countered as a-matter-of-factly. I dont care about my life but Im sure as hell the turtle cares about his. Im what? The damn woman had just called him stupid. Woman, do you have any idea who I am? Hell no! Im not your kin so thank heavens I dont have to get to know you. She frowned at him then. Come to think of it its your fault youre not looking ahead of you.

Excuse me? Just as he thought she would do, she was blaming him now and worse was that he might agree with her if hed be given a few minutes more in her company. The woman was crazy! The turtle was as big as a coin. How do you expect me to see that? Yunho watched the womans dark brow rise once more at him, her eyes turning cloudy grey with temper that he was reminded of the sky when it was about to rain. Well, I suggest you trade your glasses for a microscope. Maybe then youd see much better stupid four-eyed driver! she snapped as she turned to walk away only to stop after a few steps to face him again. FYI, Im not a lady. Im a guy, she/he added leaving Yunho completely scandalized. Shes a he? Present I thought you were a woman that time, Yunho stated in mock gravity making his wife laugh. Disappointed that Im not? Jaejoong asked with a pout and his husband immediately shook his head. Of course not. Man, woman or anything in between, to me you are you, Yunho stated emotionally as he tilted his wifes face towards his and leaned forward for a kiss. Their romance had many twists and turns with Jaejoong wanting nothing of him and Yunho pushing him until the other had no choice but to give in. Fate had thrown them together but it was still up to them to decide what to make of it. Yunho fell hard for Jae and continued on persisting for the other to accept him in spite of being turned down many times. Learning of his disease, Yunho had never felt so afraid to lose someone like what he felt that time. Being a heart surgeon, he had the knowledge to know to be afraid. He knew Jaejoong felt something for him too but his past demons wouldnt let him near his shattered heart. And so Yunho begged

Joongie, do you remember what I told you before? My promise to you? Yunho asked his wife whose eyes were closed as if in sleep, but the small smile on his beautiful face told him that he was still awake. Which one? Jaejoong teased. Youre such a mushy person you made me lots of promises. Joongie Yunho whined as he pouted making his wife chuckle and Jaejoong placed his husband hand over the scar on his chest. You mean before this? Jae asked and Yunho nodded. Five years ago, Jae had been refusing all treatment and medication. His heart was breaking literally but he refused to do anything about it. Yunho didnt want him to die. He refused to let Jae run away from his feelings either. Jaejoong loved him, he knew. So, on bended knees on the hospital floor where Jae was staying, the proud Dr. Jung, the brilliant heart surgeon, begged the love of his life to let him have his heart. Of course I remember, Jaejoong answered with a wistful smile, remembering that particular time when he had given up his fight and gave his heart to the man of his life. Jae, if you didnt want your heart enough to throw it away, please, just give it to me. You said it has been broken a thousand of times before. You said you dont need it. But I do. I need your heart. I need you. So please, let me have it. I promise Ill fix it for you and take care of it forever. These had been the words of his husband back then and Jaejoong was glad that he listened to what his useless organ had been telling him for quite some time and said yes. That fateful night, Jaejoong was put into surgery headed by Yunho himself. The broken heart which had been crying in agony in his chest had finally been pieced together and put to rest. That was the reason why in spite of his rare dreams of the hurtful past, Jae was still at peace.

Smiling, Jaejoong turned to his husband and anchored his arms on his shoulders as he gave Yunho his most seductive smile. You already fulfilled your promise my love. You fixed my heart literally and you own it now too. I know, Yunho answered smugly. I was just checking if my sexy little patient doesnt forget. Ah, but what will you do if this sexy little patient forgets? Jae asked innocently which his husband replied to with a grin. Then this hot doctor will have no choice but to remind you again, Yunho said mischievously as he proceeded on making slow, hot love with his wife. As their moans and words of love echoed in the moonlit room, Jaejoong told himself again to thank the heavens for his fate. Also, another thing he vowed not to forget was the reminder to himself that in spite the bitter memories, one just had to learn how to break free from the hurtful thoughts in his mind, to never stop loving, and letting the pain like our scars pale and in time slowly fade away

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