SHRI MATAJI ON 12 TYPES OF SAHAJA YOGI?

In Sahaja yoga also, we have twelve types of Sahaja Yogis. Some of them are weak, because they have too much ego. They cannot carry on with anyone. They shout at people, they disturb others. They think no end of themselves. They are always aggressive. They cannot be collective. They never show any love. Another type of Sahaja Yogi are extremely self-centred. Some of them know their own wives, their children and their house. They are more worried about their children than their emancipation. They try to find excuses on how to get out of the collectivity. You are judged all the time & you judge yourself. Another type of Sahaja Yogi we have is that they try to blame somebody all the time. Such people can never improve. They should introspect. Another type of Sahaja Yogi Worship Mataji in the house, but they cannot come to the collective, because it is a little far away. But if have to go to meet their son, they will go miles together. If they have to do something for their family or some business they will run after it. They will bow down to Mother & want all the protection from Her for their work. There are some Sahaja Yogis who still think that money is very important. They dont want that their hard earned money should be wasted about their spirituality. Another type of Sahaja Yogi are enjoying festival kind. They will club together, because they have a feeling of belonging to something or to a group. Then you start getting into all kinds of conditioning, rules and regulation & you start binding yourself. You feel very happy.

There are people who worried about their own light & they want this LIGHT be there all the time burning & their LIGHT should not only enlighten them but enlighten others. They work for it. They take up responsibility. They work very hard & spare no efforts to see that people receive realization. But a little of this ego is subtly there. That I am doing this. So the construction of the mind starts working & they start criticizing others. Then, there are Sahaja Yogis who realise that Param Chaitanya is working everything & working through them. They are the instruments. Sometimes it fails and they start doubting. This still lingers on even they are quite surrendered about it. But then there are people who do not doubt anything. They understand that is Param Chaitanya which is helping. They start realizing that we have got powers, & that we are connected with the Divine we have powers. Sometimes, they also doubt. Some will not do anything because they are afraid that their Ego will come up. They are frightened of their Ego. Then this ego follows very subtly. But there are people who know that they have been blessed with powers, & these can be discovered more & more within yourself. They have faith in themselves; they have faith in Sahaja Yoga. They have complete faith in ME & this Param Chaitanya. They are simple people & they work out. There is another type of Sahaja Yogi who is fully empowered. They discover their own powers. In that introspection, they see & there are no doubts. This is the STATE OF NIRVIKALPA. We have to pass through these 12 stages, to reach the highest state. They call the highest state, the 14th state, where you are just an instrument, where you are insensitive about what you are, playing into the hands of the Param Chaitanya.?