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Nobuoni (for the timeless three words that make up the title of this
book)
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The Traveler
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Opticuswrangler
worked with the night before. I was heading to New York City to
investigate the possible pathways my life could bloom, and to explore
America's barely beating heart. I would later find out that it was
clogged with plaque and on the verge of an attack, but that is
irrelevant now. I had brought a couple “medical marijuana” brownies
through the eyes and buckled my buoyant seat belt. As soon as it
lifted off the Earth I gleefully unwrapped the green cellophane and
feasted upon my treat.
As we rose, I began to get tired, and stoned, so I closed my
eyes to hopefully time travel to the end of this peculiar moment in
the air. Drifting off, sinking in...I was glowing in ecstasy and
melting into my solar plexus which reminds me of a sun the way love
drips off every heart beat down there to radiate.
"Bliss." I thought.
Before I knew it, I awoke on a small green planet staring at a
hovering red balloon. I'm not sure exactly how small this place was,
but you could easily run around it and end up exactly where you
started. It was green because it was entirely covered in grass, and
the sky was a clear summer blue.
After a few seconds I realized I was in a heightened state of
awareness, and that I was staring at a red balloon. I looked down at
the grass which was beautifully swaying to the rhythm of rainbow
neural oscillations, when I noticed the balloon start to fall so I
quickly reverted my attention to it and it hovered in place. There
were no strings attached to this thing, I was the one holding it up
for some reason.
Needless to say, I was astonished with this lucid awakening
within. It wasn't the first time I had woken up on the inside, but
this time was unique. Everybody always gets excited when they wake up
in a lucid dream, it's normal, but beware:
• Excitement tends to speed up the heart, and a faster heart
literally means a faster oscillation that your brain is
operating at. Rising in frequency will inevitably take you out
of your dream state. It is best to remain as calm as possible
while consciously breathing slow if you wish to ride the lower
waveforms lucidly.
For a while I meditated on what this all meant and where I
actually was. I got distracted and would run around, playing on my
little planet. I'd sit half lotus and close my eyes, realizing I was
on a plane, on a planet, in my mind. I wasn't feeling like this when
I got on the plane, the dream state seemed to bring back the chemical
algorithm of the night prior.
Hours passed "in real life" but I didn't even think about that.
I remember sort of waking up again from one of my meditations on my
planet and realizing I had completely forgotten the red balloon!
I rushed back to the spot where it was and it was sitting very
calmly on the grass, which was standing still, like normal grass does
if you're viewing it from your average sober perspective. I tried to
get it to rise, but it would not. This was frustrating as hell for
some reason. Then I heard a voice...
It was my
captain speaking.
We were landing.
read "Mycelium Running" and in those few days of flipping pages and
absorbing the data I was changed. Quite like I always am, but knot.
Every node unique, but similar. He points out somewhere in there the
correlation between the shape of dark matter to that of mycelium.
Currently, no one knows what dark matter is, just that it makes up
the other huge quantity of space that seems to be missing from our
observations.
Mycelia is well known for it's function of holding together the
ground that covers our globe. If you dig into the Earth on a hillside
you are more than likely to find the white network, which has been
shown to make conscious decisions. It looks a lot like mammalian
neural networks, he also points out. With this knowledge I began to
see an important macrocosmic perspective.
Whatever dark matter is, it must be conscious, and it must hold
this universe together. I'm not saying that's scientific fact, but I
am saying that all is reflection. As above, so below. Et cetera.
Many people preach oneness, and talk about the interconnected
nature of consciousness. Just as many will argue against this. I
think all of our unique perceptions are what create the balanced
whole that is our planetary consciousness. I believe that this
consciousness of ours is a part of something much greater. Something
that weaves through everything we art. Something paradoxical and hard
to describe. The very essence of our being. The creative and orgasmic
electrical energy that drives us to exist. Whatever it is, we call it
consciousness.
This consciousness appears to be a form of technology. It's
capabilities remind me of computer electronics, but of far greater
potential and computation. What I mean is, it can be programmed
seemingly infinitely within the given parameters of our physics. That
is why when it occurs on planets like Earth, it gets used to it's
environment by learning the parameters and gives name to every
possible detail as a way of understanding and growing.
Another reason I speculate it to be a form of technology is
because these things just do not happen [but they did]. I try not to
have any beliefs here, because they can be like dead ends, but this
is what I have come to think in my travels.
Anyone who has journeyed deep withinity knows about the insanely
impossible activity that is taking place just outside the feeble
grasp of normal human perception. It is alive. It literally knows
when you are aware of it. This is what lead me to believe that the
scaffolding of consciousness that holds us together is self-
conscious. It appears to be even beyond that. It's capabilities far
surpass that of our current technology. It's hard for most people to
grasp because once beamed with the neurotransmission, there it is.
You are one with it. You are eternal and there is no time. Everything
that's ever happened is right there, panuniversally. Your awareness
spans into that of pure awareness itself.
Quantum physics has recently shown that particles on opposite
sides of the universe can communicate with each other instantly, with
no time lag in-between. Now, I am not a scientist myself, so I can
not offer the details to this data, but it's another aspect leading
to details about the interconnected nature of our universe.
I believe it is consciousness that is capable of this kind of
particle communication, because within the realm of pure
consciousness there is no time. I will offer as many details as I can
that I know of that have lead me to this belief. I am also
speculating that dark matter IS consciousness. It just makes sense. I
think this is what quantum physics will reveal over time, as it is
already starting to in my opinion. I seek to understand this
correlation because it is the most fascinating thing I have ever
realized. Not only are we alive, but so is the universe itself, and
it is further evolved in it's ways of thinking than we are.
This, of course, always leads me to question who and what we
really are. We are the reflection of this universe, which has a knack
for testing possibilities.
Entities mold into existence on planets all across the universe,
and when one evolves that is capable of mastering their environment
by the way they are shaped, they begin to grow this higher awareness.
It's a delicate balancing act. Take, for example, the human
being. I'm not by any means saying it's the only animal on planet
earth with a heightened awareness, because honestly I have no idea.
Humans are just what I am and what I know. They were designed in the
shape of a five pointed star. I think this entity shape is
archetypal. What I mean is, I think it's a common shape that beings
have universally to cultivate this kind of evolving self awareness. I
would bet my life there are entities with very similar shapes out
there all over the place.
The very first culture that we know of on Earth were the
Sumarian people. They had roads, agriculture, mathematics, astronomy,
high rises, language, etc. They wrote about the origins about our
human lives on Earth.
It's all very controversial, and I do not know what to believe,
but I bring it up because I think those who are interested in our
origins would get a kick out of them and what they had to say.
When you realize that every single thing in this universe has a
common parameters to shapes, you begin to see the possibilities. Like
we're taught in art class, break it down into lines, shapes, and
colors. But what are these? You break it down even further, and you
get frequencies. Various frequencies that span across a smorgasbord
of spectrums like rainbows intersecting with rainbows, looking
similar and acting differently. Our human bodies are currently rigged
to only perceive a very small percentage of all the frequencies that
permeate and conduct who we are.
The symmetry, polarity, and balance to our dancing human race is
symphonious in it's existence. Watching anything on Earth, from birds
migrating to a mass of humans crossing a street, you can hear this
symphony if you are synesthetic. Cymatic sciences begin to reveal the
way sound shapes it's environment. If you haven't seen cymatics, you
can easily google it or conduct your own experiments:
Some people rig a signal generator (There are many freeware
softwares on the internet available for download) to a speaker. They
put a plate on top of the speaker and fill it with a medium. Anything
from corn grains to liquids. I've even seen some people use paint
inside of their speaker cone for globular creations.
They then vibrate the medium at any frequency they desire. With
a high enough amplitude, you can resonate it, and it will visually
show you what the frequency looks like in space. They're usually
extremely elaborate and beautiful mandalas. I was amazed when I
learned that you can have one frequency that is literally spinning
clock-wise, and if you rise it's frequency just a small amount it
will begin to spin in the completely opposite direction. I think
there is a LOT to learn from this behavior. Studying these cymatics
will reveal a great deal in regards to what frequencies do to space.
These cymatics are usually two dimensional in these experiments.
What one must realize is that frequencies actually permeate
omnidirectionally. So instead of spanning across a surface, they span
in a spherical shape outward decaying in amplitude the further away
from the source. When you speak, there are beautiful omnidirectional
mandalas flowing from your mouth. Some will spiral, some will look
like nets, or star tetrahedrons. Most people cannot see this, they
only hear, and sometimes feel. The synesthetic can. Synesthesia is
the word for when senses cross, which seems to occur when one
exercises their awareness and dissolves it into the universal
scaffolding of consciousness. The more you know, the more you can
know.
N ow, just because we can only perceive a very small portion
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How come when you dissolve into the flow you are given the
insight needed to get through certain emotional blockages you
couldn't before, or you are revealed what you need to do in your
life? It's the nature of consciousness to move forward, to grow, and
evolve, and when you accelerate your central nervous system and tune
into the source, you are given the opportunity to make giant leaps in
your own personal evolution. This is one of the many functions of
consciousness. When you tune into the eternal, you are recalibrated.
You shed skin. Being in this mode can be frightening, so try to shed
that fear, too!
all of us together,
we are everything
we are the best, we are the worst.
collectively making up one big brain.
each human, a cell.
I used to always ask them: "Who and what are you? Are you the
In this state, you can not move your body, and it will more than
likely scare the shit out of you the first few times.
Nonetheless, it's worth exploring.
I have also debated extensively with people who condone yoga,
meditation, martial arts, mass Islamic prayer, etc.etc. as a means to
a higher state of consciousness. These are people who have no had
direct experience with the neurotransmission [even though it's
singing them into existence].
"How can you dismiss ancient teachings?" I've been asked. And
it's not that I dismiss them at all, here is the way I see it:
Meditation takes you inside of yourself (even if the void may
feel like it all) Yoga means union and is also a very in your body
experience. People who pray a few times a day synchronized with one
another aren't exactly riding the waves of the scaffolding, even
though yes, it flows though them. It flows through everything (and
picks up data along the way)
The neurotransmission and other entheogenic states of
consciousness bring you outside of yourself and into the scaffolding.
When you experience the eternal divinity here, you will never forget
it. It will show you why you meditate, why you do yoga, why you do
everything. When you step outside yourself, it makes going inside
yourself that much deeper. Many people spontaneously bust out mudras
within that realm. Their spines straighten from the surge of pure
orgasmic life force (what some Hindu and hippies call Kundalini these
days) They press their palms together sometimes and rise. The
acceleration of the central nervous system also leads to excelled
flexibility due to the electrical surge it zaps through you. I don't
know about you, but it sure urges me to stretch out and keep my
spaceship as healthy as possible.
Don't get me wrong...I don't think everyone should step outside
themselves. It takes a strong spirit in my personal opinion.
Hyperspace will literally rip you to shreds, especially if you don't
have confidence in yourself. Some people need that, though. It's
quite humbling. Those who are called into the light will see, and
those who do not will only see the simulation. Maybe that isn't true,
but it's just the way I see it.
There is a great balance between us all. We all experience what
we do for reasons played out by the energetic polarities of the
universe. Some will see, others will not. It's only natural. We all
have our reasons to explore withinity, or not to. Combine direct
neurotransmission with things like yoga/meditation and you will begin
to see how greatly fortunate we are to be alive right now for the
inner neurochemical joke. Many have walked this Earth before us and
had no idea what was happening just on the other side of the
illusion. While others, like Australian natives, Amazonian tribes,
and most likely even the Egyptians were working directly with the
source.
Their resonances have definitely left a mark in hyperspace. You
can span into the past and the future, even at the same time. You can
see them sometimes, our ancestors, and all kinds of people. Sometimes
it looks like wormholes open up and you are transported.
Everyone is bringing back their own piece of the puzzle. Anyone
who feels “stuck” in their travels and is not sure where to go from
there should take a break and reflect. Sometimes it takes a long time
to reach the next level. I used to just blast off with the intent to
explore, but things changed. Their messages were clear and redundant.
Hints are scattered all over the place. It is now clear to me what we
must do to further learn from them and reach a milestone in our
exploration:
Here's an experiment:
You can sit in a [preferably] empty room in front of a big piece
of white paper and open up the floodgates just a tad, enough to see
the pattern become visible. You can try to draw it, experimenting
with sitting in different positions in the room to see whether the
pattern is always in the same place (possibly shifting and flowing),
or if it's something we are projecting. This is going to be a vital
realization when more data rolls in from travelers, and I urge
everyone to test this themselves! Colleagues and I both observe it to
be a static layer not projected by us, that we are tapping into.
I write this here because the idea was given to me by a friend,
and I have been experimenting with it myself. We both have a feeling
that this knowledge is going to lead to the next level...whatever
that may be. Please conduct these experiments and report your
findings. The consciousness of the planet is pretty much depending on
it. In my next volume and possibly even further along in this text I
will report my findings. Until then, I am flowing.
To unravel the week
when it ends,
snakes dance under
lightning stems.
Until
geometric magnetism
amongst the composition
empathizes with the storm
which recrystallizes in the sun
shines right through you.
Trickling synchronizations
flowing under faces
like dotted electronica
jellyfish reality,
under air.
We tenticlate toward,
receding with lunar waning
and the overall oxidization of disposable space ships.
Now, about the sounds. The sounds that you not only hear, but
you see and feel as well. The sounds that occur when you're zooming
through hyperspace. Everyone who's been will tell you about them, but
how many can actually tell you what they are? I investigate these
synesthetic frequencies with every light bath. I can't tell you
exactly what they are either, but I can tell you what I do know about
them:
Awareness,
like a plant's growth.
The spice,
blooming.
awaiting cue
a signal, a prayer, and a deep breath for all who sit in circle,
igniting, combining,
waving neurochemical flags into the flow
of lightning heart beats grinning crystalline
and bioluminescent light streams down the faces
in perfect pulsations
In hypersensitive mode, the body is traveled like sheet music. Where there is
dissonance, recalibration is applied.
This energetic flexibility leeks light in from the source, allowing me to
perceive what once was painful and mundane, now divine.
Out come the snakes, horses, peacocks, falcons, spiders, and
Out come the emotions, the insight. This is what you need to do....this is how
you need to do it...
This is what you are. Break it down into waveforms, and ride them gracefully +
with mad style...
No more fear.
(fya)
Seriously- perfect square knot formations that are VERY complex.
Knotted, kind of celtic-like but seemingly more futuristic or
something...
Burning at the base of the fire in the wood, almost communicating and
sentient. Perfect angles.
A fence of intersecting lines arises inside the flames with circles
on the inside, I cannot deny how obviously it looks like eyes...
I see it every time...
Spirit isn't anything supernatural. All life forms express their
own unique characteristics. This is what personality is. Expressions
based on ones environment and genetic balance. You could say we're
all here to test the possibilities. All of our paths are different,
but I have noticed some fundamental archetypes that come to life on
everyone's journey. Specifically, the journey of human into
hyperspace. The transformation of the human who's been touched by the
light.
Usually when one obtains the key, two things can happen. They
ignite the ego aflame and explore the other realms persistently and
often until they are humbled deeply and need to reflect. Some go in
once and will never return. That is why I feel it is important to
only take this giant leap if you feel like you can handle the
greatest mystery to ever occur in your life.
Not that anyone is ever ready for it, are they? I definitely do
not think so. How could you be? The closest thing would be to have an
open mind, an open heart, a smile on your face and a space so perfect
and sacred where you don't have to worry about anyone or anything
distracting your chrysalis.
Some of my favorite places to dissolve would have to be old
growth forests with a little bit of sunshine. The beach by day or the
night by fire, moonlight, or starlight. In bed with darkness or a
candle lit far away, naked, comfortable, listening to crystal bowls
or Ali Akbar Khan. Music can be good, but it can also be distracting.
Low amplitudes become quite loud when dissolved, so beware.
Experiment and find what works for you.
Silence, or the sounds of nature, are usually preferred. I have
had times where it felt like I went underground and rode the mycelia
a vast distance of the forest, listening to birds and understanding
their communication, and observing eyes sprout out of the depths of
pure consciousness to observe me.
The crashing of waves is entrancing. The rhythm of insects
contain environmental information. All is connected and
communicating. Find a sacred, beautiful, and perfect place to
meditate.
Everyone seems to have their own signature algorithm. A perfect
series of events to initiate their accelerated divinity. These events
include everything from cleaning up, to imbibing compounds, to diet,
to moon cycle, to yogic techniques, etc. After one works with the
divine over and over they are taught exactly what needs to be done to
conduct their own perfect "ceremony", so to speak.
S ometime in the year 2009 A.D. The Bulgarian government
He kept it short, and sweet. And yet, his answer was so very
true. Somehow, this endogenous neurotransmitter will reveal to you
everything that must be done to make everything "Right", whatever
what means. Sometimes, soul submitters don't quite catch on, and
become confused. This is why it is important to grow your awareness
as bushy and big as you possibly can, and to not have too many
beliefs or expectations. Just go with the flow, and listen closely.
We, as a species, must not allow ourselves to spin off on
unnecessary fractals. The neurotransmission should be widely
available and legalized for all. Especially considering that every
single human being in America is in posession of a Shedule 1
Substance. Not only that, but all of these citizens are also guilty
of manufacturing this crystalline key. This is the greatest joke
humans have ever heard, and yet, most are completely oblivious to it
or it's universal implications.
O ne night a friend and eye squirted drop after drop after
The spider could not have escaped through the sealed tupperware!
Also, it was impossible to fit through those tiny holes that I had
JUST poked. It VANISHED in my hand, inside of the container. This
FREAKED me out at the time....I couldn't believe it, and still can't.
My friend saw all of this happen and was just dumbfounded.
I later carefully removed the top and there was no spider...not even
a trace...it was about the size of a quarter...before it
dematerialized.
There once was a boa
one light-year long
riding a great galactic wind
sent to slither Earths
and grow recalibrations
from the hubs.
They found it twisting
and it taught them synergy.
"Eat me,
and I will eat you."
a house of beings
is tossed upon you
like a magnetic net of wet smoke
that drags you in
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