particle creation in the bathroom

As a kid, i tried several times to make a functioning cloud chamber. You need five things: a
radium tipped 'needle' (usually glass), a jar, some alcohol, some dry ice, and a Lot of patience.
Perhaps i didn't use the right kind of alcohol .. Or perhaps my needle was 'deactivated' (trying to
understand how a radioactive isotope, as a kid, could be 'deactivated' (as it was roughly explained
to me) - is like trying to understand Godel's theorem.;) Perhaps they sold me a bum needle. :(
Anyways, i never saw a trail no matter how good i got the fog/cloud .. This essay and next i'll
attach eight images and four brief movies which will hopefully illustrate some ideas i've been
trying to explain. The surface of the water in the tank represents spacetime. The stream of water
falling represents - i don't know - ask God. ;) Perhaps somehow adding energy to spacetime. Or
perhaps a jet of spacetime into flat spacetime. i'm not an expert at continuum mechanics .. Next,
the hard-to-see droplets of water on the surface represent matter particles (because the simplest
model of e.p.s i can derive is: matter is little bits of 'frozen time' with a boundary where charge
likely resides). The bubbles represent anti-matter. The idea anti-matter is a 'phase change' of
ordinary spacetime is an interesting idea - but not one i'm really proposing here. The bubbles
simply represent anti-matter with opposite curvature as the water droplets. So.. Even one image
looks like trails in a cloud chamber! (Try to find it.) .. As i observed the phenomenon while
'relaxing', i noticed that droplets came in several sizes (not seemingly infinite variety of sizes), so
the idea that elasticity may have modes (even though it's intensely repulsive to me) may still be a
possibility. Elastic modes may cause various particle schemes. At this point (reflecting on social
reception of the ideas), i almost don't care.. i'm posting these two essays simply so people can
visualize the concepts i've been talking about.. There's two critical concepts core to the model:
elastic spacetime (with heavy emphasis on time) and charged anti-photon density. Without both,
the model cannot work. True, we could revert back to a Lazar-ian equivalent scenario which
omits his work on Higgs and dependency on virtual bosons. But the simplicity and elegance of
this model appeals to me - no end. (And besides, if we returned to spacelet+TR, we'd still have to
explain the substance of flux.) So for right now, i'm putting all my money (meager funds they
may be), reputation (non-existent as it may be), and throw in say Noohin (the best dog i've ever
known) - wagering on: charged anti-photons mediating electromagnetism and temporal curvature
mediating the rest. ^^ Anyone wanna bet? ;)

movies of droplets and bubbles; demons in the mist

Attached are four movies of droplet/bubble creation which, as discussed in the previous essay, is
analogous to matter particle creation and anti-matter creation. While i was at Michigan State, i
proposed this idea to a physicist but even though soliton theory was fairly well developed at the
time, the fact any size is allowed repulsed him immediately .. However, during my 'short time'
observing, i did not see infinite size distribution. Droplets appeared in certain size classes. i
assume this is the interplay between water tension and water adhesion: water wants to 'stay
together' and there's also a co-existing minute repulsive force. The fact water droplets can stay
very briefly on the surface before being absorbed attests to this fact. During my observations,
many reached the edge of the tank before this happened .. If you look at the previous eight
images, you can notice some ghostly faces in the mist. ;) i did not retouch these photos. They
come to you exactly as they were taken. There's one of two things going on here: we have
fantastic image recognition capabilities - in noise, we can hear/see things even a computer has
difficulty picking out (finding a signal in static). The other possibility is that demons don't want
me to tell people about God .. Some time ago, my Venezuelan ex replied to me when i told her
"sometimes when i look at the glass or floor or wall, i see faces" (she was terrified of the idea).
She didn't want me to tell her anything further. If true, it can be somewhat frightening.. But even
if it's true, it doesn't bother me now; God is Within. She'll protect me from all that shit. Demons
or just wonderful pattern recognition .. Doesn't really matter to me .. What i keep saying: the
important thing is the message: God exists, She Loves you, She wants your recognition, and She
wants a meaningful lasting relationship with each of you..