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5-24-2019
This text will dive deep into the concept of trauma, specifically neurological trauma,
while also discussing the many possible roots of the trauma, which have been shown to cause a
shift in a person’s identity. Within the text, there will be several key words which will all be
defined for a better understanding along with some key facts relating to the concept. The text
will also be providing facts from different reliable sources. Finally, the text will break down the
concept of neurological trauma into three smaller subtopics for a better understanding of its
effects.
Acknowledgements
Dedicated to my two loving parents who have supported me my entire life, even when times
were tough. Without them, I don’t know what I would be doing right now. It is because of them
that I find the motivation to work hard and to pursue my dreams.
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This text will dive deep into the topic of trauma, specifically neurological trauma, while
also discussing the many possible roots of the trauma, which have been shown to cause a shift
in a person’s identity. Within the text, there will be several key words which will all be defined
for a better understanding along with some key facts relating to the concept. The text will also
be providing facts from different reliable sources. Finally, the text will break down the concept
of neurological trauma into three smaller subtopics for a better understanding of its effects.
The Incident
Ever since I was a little kid in fourth grade, I have always felt a disturbance whenever I
hear the train stations sirens go off and see the gates closing right in front of me. Although it
seems logical to be aware of any oncoming trains, there is one incident that occurred many
years ago that left behind an unpleasant memory and has made me act very cautious when
I remember my mom taking my cousins, Ahtziri and Osniel, and I to school in her car,
along with my aunt in the passenger seat. Ahtziri and I, who are months apart in age, were in
fourth grade at the time attending Hillside Elementary School, and my older cousin was in sixth
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grade attending Nightingale Middle School. Since my mom would drive to two different
schools, we would first drop off my eldest cousin near the entrance of a tunnel-like shortcut,
which passed over a bridge, that would leave him one block away from his school. I do not
remember exactly what day or month it was during the incident, only that it was a weekday
morning in 2010 during late 7 AM. After getting ready for school and getting in the car, we
started driving towards my older cousin’s drop off point. We stopped in front of railroad tracks
to see if any trains were coming. My mom waited a few seconds before moving forward, only to
be stopped a split second after when the sirens went off and the gates started descending to
obstruct the road. The car was in the middle of the tracks and we were blocked off by the gate
behind us along with the gate in front of us, which had landed on the hood of the car. I
remember the situation going by very fast, with everyone panicking, trying to figure something
out, my cousins trying to open the door and get out of the car, while I was just there panicking
while at the same time slowly embracing the entire situation as I was in shock. I also remember
seeing the train coming from the left not too far away. Luckily, since the gate had only landed
on the hood of the car rather than in front of us, my mom was able to drive through without
I have never talked about this incident with anyone until now because it is not the best
type of memory to share. For instance, everytime I think about the incident, I always start
getting these pictures in my head of the many different outcomes that could have also occurred.
Before writing this paper, the only people that knew about this incident were the ones involved
and we have never even brought it up ourselves because we just try to forget about it, but the
more I think about it, I feel more grateful that none of us got hurt or that we were not as
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traumatized as a lot of other people would have been in worse situations. In fact, the whole
situation somehow reminds of a cartoon in which a character is tied onto train tracks waiting for
someone to save them. I have seen news stories on TV or social media where kids who go
through other horrifying situations become very traumatized to the point where they have to
speak to psychologists in order to let their fears or issues out rather than keeping their emotions
locked in a bottle, such as how many surviving students of a school shooting are terrified
enough to try and avoid going to school. I have noticed that I have not been thinking about the
situation, or that it has not bothered me or given me any bad symptoms, probably because of
how many years have passed by since then. I try not to think about it often though because I do
not enjoy thinking of what could have happened if the gates were completely blocking both
ways. However, I would say that writing about my situation in this paper is a small step in
Analysis
Introduction
When diving into the topic of trauma, it is like hitting a basic checkpoint, it is a start but
you still have a long way to go. What I mean is that trauma is more of a general concept that has
different complex levels within it. For example, some of the more common types of trauma
include physical, emotional, or neurological trauma. The major keywords mentioned in this
paper are: trauma (a deeply distressing or disturbing experience), mental (relating to the mind),
neurological (relating to the anatomy of the nervous system), and emotional (relating to a
person’s emotions). I would categorize my incident from the past as neurological trauma
because of how many other adolescents experience similar events and continue to suffer from
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neurological trauma. I definitely would not consider myself as someone who fully understands
trauma to the point where I can teach it myself. I am going to be basing my claims off of
research done by those who have experienced trauma or have studied trauma.
Study of Focus
Although there are hundreds of people that speak about the topic of trauma, many are
considered as unreliable sources based off of who they are or what makes them a credible
source. One must be aware of their source of information in order to be sure that they are
getting accurate, unbiased research. For example, Susan Klebold, mother of a Columbine
shooter, makes an appearance on TED Talks and explains how her son had been bullied in
school, filling his emotions with rage waiting to be released, causing him mental and emotional
trauma resulting in changes in his personality. Ever since the shooting, Susan Klebold has done
research in order to better understand what could have been done to prevent the tragedy. From
examining the mental and emotional changes in adolescents who experience neurological
trauma, it is clear that these traumatizing events directly contribute to a shift in identity.
Neurological trauma brings mental and emotional changes to those who experience it.
When digging into the detail of the mental and emotional changes of a person’s identity,
cause of these shifts as well as the results that occur from them. According to “This is a
Student’s Brain on Trauma” by Jennifer Gunn, “Students who have experienced trauma can
have difficulty managing their emotions or self-soothing when stressed” (2018, para. 5). Also,
the students are reported to have trouble with socialization of others as if they are isolating
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themselves from their classmates and teachers. It is evident that mental and emotional changes
spreading fear.
Neurological Trauma
Neurological Trauma refers to the damage done in a person’s brain resulting from a
distressing or disturbing incident. Jennifer Gunn’s research also indicates that rather than the
trauma coming from one single moment in a person’s life, it can also come from years of
childhood tragedies, such as abuse (2018). In “How Trauma Affects Kids in School”, Caroline
Miller suggests
“Children who have been neglected or abused have problems forming relationships with
teachers, a necessary first step in a successful classroom experience. They’ve learned to be wary
of adults, even those who appear to be reliable, since they’ve been ignored or betrayed by those
Mary Ellen Flannery claims that “it starts early and it affects students and teachers”
(2016, para. 6), also that the neurological trauma is likely to carry on through adulthood and
students have more difficulty when trying to focus in class because of trauma. As stated in
“How Trauma is Changing Children’s Brains”, “it’s become clear that the damaging effects of
trauma are not saved until adulthood” (Flannery 2016, para. 6). One of the best possible ways to
their fears.
A Shift In Identity
A shift in identity refers to when a person changes everything about who they are, or
were, because they want to experience new adventures and feel as if they were reborn. Any
form of trauma can be a contributing factor when someone decides to create a new identity for
themselves. For example, Christopher McCandless decided to change his name to “Alexander
Supertramp” and began an insane journey as a new person. It is known that Chris McCandless
was most likely affected by issues regarding his parents or his father’s marriage status. He
changed his identity after graduating from college to explore the land as a whole new person,
which unfortunately did not have a pleasant outcome. After my incident, I started being more
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graceful towards life as if I had been given a second chance, I felt this way and did not want to
waste the opportunity. If a person is not directly impacted by trauma, as if it were something to
happen to people they know, it can still take its effects and change the person’s mentality, make
Opinion
Ever since I was involved in an incident on train tracks, I have thought about how there
are thousands of people in the world that go through much worse situations and I try to
understand how they deal with any emotional or mental issues that come along their way. Also,
ever since I learned about the Columbine High School massacre, I have looked at the shared
details to see how serious these issues can become, especially bullying which is really
underestimated as a problem. I definitely agree with the idea that trauma should be looked into
more and taken more serious because there are many students across the world who do not have
the same support as everyone, leaving to feel as if they are alone. One way I could relate to
these different situations is from my incident and how I did not end up letting any trauma take
control over me, which I am grateful for. I feel bad for others who suffer any form of trauma but
can not find a way to get through it, they have to keep going through the same emotions, as if
Conclusion
It is evident that it is not facile for a student to relieve themselves from trauma. In fact,
many are not fortunate enough to release themselves from the cycle of trauma. If one were to
ever notice someone’s attitude begin to change, their appearance, or socialization, they should at
least check on them to see if they are suffering from any issues. The only way to break the cycle
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is to share the experience to at least have a first step in getting closure with the issue, to begin a
coping process.
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https://www.ted.com/talks/sue_klebold_my_son_was_a_columbine_shooter_this_is_my
_story
Miller, C., & Child Mind Institute. (2019). How Trauma Affects Kids in School. Retrieved May
https://childmind.org/article/how-trauma-affects-kids-school/
Flannery, M. E. (2016, June 01). How Trauma is Changing Children's Brains. Retrieved May
Kamen, A. (2015, September 18). Stress Surrounding Student Debt Impacts Loyola Students
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