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Professor Beadle
English 115
05/9/2019
Reflection Essay
English 115 started off with a kick to the ass. Failing the first english 115 course that I
took my first semester made me more eager to do better in this semester. Going through the
excruciating pain to get up in the morning to do my essays, homework, and attend class a lot was
learned that improved my writing skills substantially. I majorly improved in analyzing the texts,
implementing the topic into my thesis, and managing my time for the better. Although I still have
much to catch up on in english this class proved very beneficial as I have already stated. Project
space, text, and media were all major players in my improvement. They provided me with very
unusual topics but as the class went on I was able to analyze these topics thoroughly and
accordingly. I usually struggle a lot with understanding what the topic wants me to write about
Project space is the first project Professor Beadle presented to me and the topic proved
quite challenging to understand because of its weird wording. The topic of my essay was What
kind of space (internal and/or external) is each author focusing on? How do they suggest
transforming this space to achieve happiness? The main articles for this essay were Sonja
Lyubomirsky’s How Happy Are You and Why?, Graham Hill’s Living with Less. A Lot Less,
and David Brook’s What Suffering Does. These articles all talked about how to attain happiness
but my question for this project was what does the topic want from me. I did not know at the
time what word space meant just yet. I believed it to be something Sci-fi and that's what the topic
wanted from me but ultimately I ended with space being and action internal or external. I found
this by continually reading the topic continuously slowly understanding it. The rest then came
fairly easy to me. This is due to the fact that It is only because i was to organize them
accordingly with the thesis. The incredible help for this essay came from the Learning Resource
Center in Csun’s Oviatt Library. It was a requirement at the time but it was a very life saving
requirement because the tutor helped me restructure my essay so that it fit with my thesis
perfectly.
The most difficult project for me by far however was project text this is because I am not
the greatest reader. I read but I didn’t understand what is going on in the text. Due to this
problem My First draft was a complete and utter disaster. It had no order whatsoever and it was
everywhere. The thesis was non-existent overall it was a mess. However, in the end I was able to
understand it well enough. The great thing was that I was motivated by my professor to go to the
Learning Resource Center even though it was not a requirement this time. I needed help and they
came out and helped me redesign my entire paper. We started by focusing my thesis to the topic
that is based on the novella The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka. My main problem was that I
needed to attach my rough draft to this thesis as well. So we salvaged parts of the rough draft and
connected them to the thesis and topic leaving out the unnecessary things. In this it was were I
learned how to see what was related to topic and what was not with ease. Once we made all these
changes io needed to figure out a nice conclusion. Conclusions are never my strong point but I
learned that it is like a summary of your essay allowing me to work easier. Making my next
because after all the past essays I was able to learn a lot of things that were hard to me before.
This project also motivated me more because it was about the movie Godzilla and this motivated
me to go out of my way to be better. Although the end result wasn't the best I put a lot of effort
into the essay. I wasn’t able to go to the Learning Resource Center this time around because I
had other things to worry about at the time. However, if I had more time to do what I needed to
do I would have definitely gone again because they are very helpful and they give you many
ways to look at your essay that you wouldn't think of beforehand. The main improvement I
gained in this essay was actually grabbing from the movie and putting it into my essay. I was
able to understand the movie more so it was easier to write about and how it related to the atomic
bomb. In the end I improved drastically from where I was at the beginning of the semester.
In the end I was able to use all of the new found knowledge that I gained and use it in my
final project the portfolio. English 115 helped me learn to manage my time better, analyze the
texts, use sources accordingly and how to avoid plagiarism. On top of what i just said I was also
learned how to make an outline. This helped me a lot when preparing my essays because it
helped me see what i needed to talk about in my essay as well as to form my thesis. This class
taught me how to Change my way of thinking from a fixed mindset to a growth mindset.
Knowing that I need to constantly improve on what you do and not give up even though it gets
tiring. Another major component that helped my writing get better was time management this
class helped me maintain a forced schedule. Even though it sounds bad it really did help me
because I was able to reconfigure my mind to knowing there is no late work ever. Many things
provided me with a great experience and they showed me how to be a better writer.