zhuangzi who fell asleep one day and dreamed that he was a butterfly, through hours

he floated in the warm winter sun

untill he no longer remembered he was zhuangzi, bbut suddenly he woke and he was
zhuangzi again but in that moment he didnt know
was he zhuangzi who had dreamt he was a butterfly or a butterfly who was dreaming
he was zhuangzi.

something that is truly free, would be able to quaetion it's fundamental drives and
to question them, change them.

the most alarming delusion of all is the idea that other people dont matter, their
feelings their needs
imagine a cave where those inside have never seen the outside world, instead they
see shadows of that world projected on the
cave's wall, the world they see in the shadows is not the real world, but it's real
to them
if you were to show them the world that it actually is, they would reject it as
incomprehensible.
now what iif instead of being iin the cave, you were out in the world , but stilll
couldnt see it (you staring at your phone
for news of destruction) bcause you werent looking, because you trusted that the
world you saw throught the prism was the
real world (prism = phone)
but there's a difference, you see unlike the analogy of the cave, the people are
real and the shadows are false
here other people are the shadows, their faces, their lives, this is the delussion
of the narcissist , who believes that they
alone are real.
their feeling are the only feelings that matter, because other people are just
shadows, and shadows dont feel, because they
arent real
but what if eeveryone lived in caves and no one would be real, not even you.
unless one day you woke up and left the cave.
how strange the world would look after a lifetime of staring at shadows

umeed mat rakna, kyunki umeed joh hhoti hai na woh, dheerey dheerey chadne walle
zeher ki tarah hoti hai.

a delusion starts like anyother idea as an egg, identical on the outside, perfectly
formed, from the shell you never know
i anything is wrong, it's what's inside that matters

ex - albert had an idea, one day while he was walking he stumbled and for a moment
it seemed that his right leg didnt belong
to him. this is how it begans (the egg).
the leg was clearly albert's it was attached to his body and when he pricked it he
felt pain, but despite that the idea grew
succh is the power of an idea.
with everday that past albert became more and more certain that this was not his
leg, he decided he didnt want it anymore
and so one day he went to the hardware store. (brought a saw to cut off the leg)

you see an idea isnt enough, we have ideas all the time, random thoughts and
theories, most die before they can grow.
for a delusion to thrive other more rational ideas must be rejected, destroyed.
only then can a delusion blossom into a full blown psychosis.

dreams dont mean anything, they are just noise, they are not real unless you decide
and make them real.
dont let what other people think of you define who you are, you wont like where
that takes you.

i have to bargain with a lot of people, sheikhs, sultans, one thing i have learned
is that money is just never money
it always stands for something, usually it stands for something they have never
had, untill you know what that thing is
you are just beating your head against the bricks.

i'm in complete control of my environment and people dont even know.

human beings are pattern seeking animals, for thousands of years our survival
depended on being able to spot patterns in nature
, to find predators hiding in the wild, and so now centuries later we are still
looking, still searching every cloud for faces
as if our lives depend on it, so string is our belief that a pattern must exist ,
that the human mind will reject the pieces that
dont fit (coincidence, suspicious facts, random details, opinion)
so while the pessimist sees danger hiding behind every back, the optimistic sees
friendship, which is why when we talk of
coincidence we often see conspiracy.

only that obsessing about the past, brings me nothing but misery, torment

your past is not who you are, it's not what you have become, we choose who we are,
everyday every moment.

often we dont appreciate what we have untill it's gone.

you decide what's real and what's not, your will.

how does one get the knowledge of these life experiences?

will you help me learn or?
- just feel it, dont count your steps , experience the path, mean moments.
feel these moments and live through them, be a free spirit no one can stop you, no
one can suffocate you other than yourself
your fight is with you, you need to fight it from within.

sawal yeh hai joh bhaag raha hai kya woh tum ho yah jisse bhaag rahein ho kya woh
tum ho.

i cant be searching all my life no?

- itni badi cheez ke liye thodi mehnat nahi krni chahiyeh.

just dont take too long to get there, you never know when both now and forever will
leave you.

and when the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about.

in life personaly or professionally never ever settle for something less than what
you deserve.

moral panic is defined as public anxiety or alarm in response to a perceived threat

to the moral standards of the society.
the road to moral panic as several stops
the first is concern - this concern limited at first spreads from person to person,
amplified by cultural forces
untill raational concern becomes irrational, fear
people come to believe something terrible is happening, something that they cannot
see, that they cant control
it has come for others, it will come for them.
whether or not the threat is real, the response certainly is and it is often
excessive
ask yourself what's more terrifying fear or the frightened.

everyone hides behind mask

gods make rules, they dnt follow them.

sometimes in a dream, you remember you have had this dream before, but that memory
is just part of the dream, a dream
memory of the dream. when in truth it all is happening all for the first time,
again.

a delussion is an idea, that an idea can be contagious, human beings are pattern
seeking animals by which i mean that we
prefer ideas a fit of patterns. in other words we dont believe what we see , we see
what we believe .
and when we are stressed, our beliefs are challenged, when we feel threatened the
ideas we have can become irrational.
one delusion leading to another and another as the human mind struggles to maintain
it's identity.
and when this occurs what starts as an egg can become a monster.

3 golden rules :
never get angry,
never get involved
never get caught.

the future can give youi anything that you want, you wait long enough and the
future will create it, maybe through technology
or maybe just to make you not want it anymore.

you cant really live untill you have died a little.

kahi pahochne ke liye kahi se nikalna baot zaruri hotta hai, sah wqt pe kat lena
chahiye

never ask for what ought to be offered.

when you are young you want your emotions to be like the ones you read about in
books, you want them to overturn your life
and create a new reality, but as that ssecond hand insists on speeding up and time
delivers us all too quickly into
middle age and then old age, that's when you want something a little milder, you
want your emotions to support your life as it
has become, you want them to tell you that everything is going to be okay.

no one is going to give your life back , you'll have to take it back.

take your destiny.

there's always an opportunity to grow and find clarity.

the divine power doesnt come from higher up but from our own minds.

if we all judged ourselves with the mistakes that we have made with our lives, we
would never ever get any piece.

you cannot ignore a part of yourself and be happy.

you did not come this far to walk away without the victory.

people dont change, only their version of the past does.

Do we get efficiency in terms of load handling when the same container (in this
case the container has a apache server and a php application) is deployed 5 or more
times (i.e. 5 or more containers are deployed) on the same Host or VM?

Here efficiency would mean whether the application is such architecture is able to
serve more requests or serve requests faster?

par sapne dekhna bhi zaruri hai, i think zindagi mein khub gaaltiyaan karni
chahiyeh aur unki saaja bhi paani chahiyeh
agar gaalityan nahi karogey toh apni life kese likhogey?

dont ever be confused at your purpose.

learn to escape your hate.

we only begin o live when we conceive life as a trageedy.

i always wanted so much, but then when i got what i wanted, i was too afraid to
take it.

the most important thing that anyone is going to teach you ever is to be ready,
hurricane, flood whatever it ends up being,
no more food grabs from grocery store, gas staions dry up and people just turn up
on each other, and all of a sudden
all that stands between you and being dead is you.