Professional Documents
Culture Documents
AND
EVERYTHING
IN BETWEEN
EXPRESSING EMOTIONS
IN JAPANESE
Mamiko Murakami
Translated by
Ernest Reiss
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Preface 7
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P A R T 1
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO LOVE 11
Ambivalence 12
Flattery 14
Sympathy 16
Friends and neighbors 25
Higher love 33
Thankfulness 33
Beloved things 35
Parents and children 39
Tough love 52
Love and liking 55
Coming on strong 68
Walking on air 70
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L ovmg to excess 77
Off the beaten path 82
P A R T 2
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 87
Ambivalence 88
Frosty silence 90
Derision 93
Arrogance and pride 96
6 CONTENTS
7
8 PREFACE
Mamiko Murakami
February 1997
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P A R T 1
FROM UNCERTAINTY
TO LOVE
12
AMBIVALENCE
Ma-ma "£ ~ "£ ~ So-so; not particularly good, but not bad,
either.
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"Kare no koto suki na no?"
"Mii-mii tte toko ka na. "
"Do you like him?"
"He's all right, I guess."
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Haha: (shashin o minagara) Do, kono hito, nakanaka ii
ja nai?
Musuko: Mii-mii da ne.
Chichi: Ii kagen ni shiro! Erigonomi shite iru toshi ja nai
daro! Kore ga saigo no miai no chansu da zo!
Mother: (looking at a photograph) How about it? She
looks pretty good, don't you think?
Son: Just so-so, I'd say.
Father: That's quite enough out of you! At your age,
you're in no position to be choosy! This is your
last chance to find a wife!
B: E! Honto?
A: Ato wa, oshi no itte yo.
Girl A: He certainly didn't seem displeased when I told
him about how you felt.
Girl B: Really?
Girl A: So go for it!
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Jiki shach6 wa anata o oite hoka ni nai to iwarete, senmu
wa manzara de mo nai yosu datta.
When the managing director was told that he was the only
one who could possibly be appointed the company's next
president, he looked pretty pleased with himself.
Nikukarazu omou 'ftli.1~6"f.'l!.',-j (Lit., "not think some-
one detestable") To be not without feelings for. (~ Often
implies a deep fondness.)
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Sheriru mo kare no koto o nikukarazu omotte ita no de,
kosai o moshikomareta toki wa, sugu ni OK shita.
Cheryl kind of liked him too, so she agreed right away
when he asked if they could start seeing each other.
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Nikukarazu omotte ita kanojo kara no denwa ni, Samu wa
dokidoki shita.
Sam's heart started racing when he got a call from the girl
who'd been so much on his mind lately.
Myaku ga aru ll.*i.Jtib .Q (Lit., "there is a pulse") There's
a chance that things will work out; there is some hope; the
situation should not be written off yet.
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She was so happy to get that present from you, you just
might have a chance ...
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A: Kanojo, shigoto ga sugoku isogashii rashikutte, naka-
naka de to no OK ga denai n' da.
B: Sore tte tabun, myaku nai ne.
Guy A: She's so busy with her work, I can't get her to
agree to a date with me.
Guy B: In that case, I'd say your chances are kind of slim.
FLATTERY
Homeru ~~~~ To praise, to compliment; to speak highly
of.
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Watashi wa, tomodachi ni shinsetsu da to sensei ni home-
rareta.
The teacher said I was kind to my friends .
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Kare wa, itsumo watashi no kami ga kirei da to homete
kureru.
He's always telling me how pretty my hair is .
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RESPONDING TO COMPLIMENTS
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"Anata no oniisan, tottemo suteki ne. "
"Arigato. De mo, zannen nagara baiyaku-zumi da yo."
"Your big brother's so cool."
"Thanks. I'm afraid he's taken [spoken for], though."
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"Kimi no ryori wa saiko dane."
"Arigato, ureshii wa!"
"You're a fantastic cook."
"Why, thanks! I'm glad you like it!"
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"Anata tte, e ga jozu na no ne. "
"Arigato. Kodomo no koro kara, e wa suki datta no yo. "
"You're quite an artist."
"Thank you. I've enjoyed drawing sjnce I was a child."
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"Ara mii! Nihongo ga tottemo ojozu desu ne!"
"lie, tonde mo arimasen. Tarinai tokoro bakari desu."
16 LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
SYMPATHY
Omoiyari .\!tl.-l~ IJ Thoughtfulness; consideration; kind-
ness marked by sympathy .
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Anata ni mo sukoshi omoiyari ga attara, kanojo no tsurai
tachiba ga wakatta hazu da.
If you'd been a little more thoughtful, you would have seen
what a difficult position she was in .
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Watashi wa kodomo ni omoiyari no aru hito ni sodatte
hoshii.
I want my children to grow up to be considerate of others.
There are some songs that can help you keep going when
you're feeling low.
stitute the term yiijin for tomodachi when talking with peo-
ple in more formal settings.)
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Kanojo wa seikaku ga akarukute, tomodachi mo oi.
She's a cheerful, outgoing girl with lots of friends .
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Kare wa watashi no taisetsu na yiijin da.
He's a close friend of mine .
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Tomodachi o uragitte wa ikenai.
You must never betray a friend .
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Zutto tomodachi de imasho.
Let's always be friends.
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Kurimia senso no toki, Naichingeru wa haku-ai no seishin de
teki no shobyo-hei mo sukutta.
During the Crimean War, Florence Nightingale showed her
love for all mankind by helping even enemy soldiers who
were sick and wounded.
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Fransu no kokki no sanshoku wa, jiyii-byodo-haku-ai o ara-
washite iru.
30 LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
The three colors of the French flag stand for liberty, equal-
ity, and fraternity.
HIGHER LOVE
Jihi 1.a~ Compassion; mercy; the compassion of Buddha
and the bodhisattvas for all living beings .
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Jihi-bukai sono ro-shinshi wa, nagai aida yunisefu ni tagaku
no kifu o tsuzuketa.
That compassionate old gentleman regularly donated large
sums to UNICEF.
THANKFULNESS
On ni kiru .'~H:{f.Q To be deeply grateful for a favor; to
feel oneself indebted.
34 LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
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Ana sensei wa watashi no inochi o sukutte kureta no. Ashi
o mukete nerarenai wa.
That doctor saved my life. I'll always be grateful to him.
BELOVED THINGS
Gusai !!\~ (Lit., "stupid wife") My wife; my old lady (~
The tone of deprecation here actually suggests intimacy
and fondness.)
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A: Kimi no setii ii ne. Okusan no tesei?
B: lyii, ohazukashii. Gusai wa hima na man de, konna koto
bakari yatte iru n' desu yo.
A: That's a nice sweater! Did your wife make it for you?
B: Yeah, I'm afraid so. She's got to do something to fill up
her time, so she's always making stuff like this.
Itooshii 1.-l t
L 1.-l Dearly loved .
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Ude no naka de nemutte shimatta kodomo no negao o mite
iru to, itoshikute mune ga jiin to atsuku naru.
When the baby's sleeping in my arms and I look down at
her sweet little face, it just gets me right here [putting a
hand to one's breast].
Oyabaka ft.~ Ill! To love a child so much that one loses all
perspective; also, the parent who does so; a doting parent.
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Ue no ko wa jiritsu-shin ga tsuyokute nandemo jibun de
yaro to suru ga, shita no ko wa jibun de dekiru koto de mo
oya ni amaete yatte morao to suru.
Our older child is very independent and tries to do every-
thing by herself, but the younger one just wants us to baby
him .
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Kanojo wa suekko de amayakasarete sodatta.
As the youngest child, she was always pampered by her
parents .
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Ano ko wa, mama no ato bakari tsuite aruite, honto ni
amaekko da ne.
That kid is always hanging on his mother's skirt. What a
mama's boy.
To think you used to say you hated children. You sure have
changed. When you look at your son, it's as if you could
eat him right up.
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Ai no muchi .Q)fl (Lit., "whip of love") Tough love;
mistreating [someone], supposedly for his or her "own
good."
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Karewa shin'iri o yoku naguru. "Ai no muchi da" nante
itte 'ru kedo, jissai wa tada no shigoki da.
He often hits the new members. He calls it "tough love,"
but it's really just plain old hazing .
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Bosu ga, anata ni kitsui koto iu no wa ai no muchi na no
yo. Kekko anata no koto, katte 'ru mitai yo.
When the boss says mean things to you, it's only because
he cares. He actually thinks quite a lot of you.
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A: Kanojo ga kon 'yaku shita to tan, bucho wa kanojo ni
kyu ni tsumetaku natta ne.
B: Jibun ni ki ga aru to omoikonde ita n' desha. Kawaisa
amatte nikusa hyakubai tte toko ne.
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COMING ON STRONG
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Kudoku tl~ To come on to; to hit on; to sweet-talk .
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Yoshiki ttara, josei to miru to sugu kudoko to suru n' da
kara ...
Yoshiki no sooner sees a woman than he tries to hit on her.
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Kanojo o kudoita tte muda da yo. Otoko ni wa kyomi nai n'
da kara.
No use trying to sweet-talk her. She's not interested in men.
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Lucii wa wakai otoko o yuwaku shita.
Lucy seduced some young guy .
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nine] wiles; technique
Every trick in the book; [femi-
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A: Kanojo, tsui ni Hideo to kon 'yaku shita n' datte.
B: He, sore koso teren-tekuda de tamashita n' daro ne.
A: I hear she and Hideo ended up getting engaged.
B: Yeah? She must've used every trick in the book to snag
him.
WALKING ON AIR
Zokkon ~-:> .: f.v (Lit., "from the bottom root") Head
over heels in love with; crazy about.
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Boku wa, kanojo ni zokkon maitte iru.
He's head over heels in love with her.
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ttv'iP.
Imoto no yatsu, omae ni zokkon nan da, tsukiatte yatte
kurenai ka.
My little sister's crazy about you. Would you mind asking
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her out?
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Ano onna to wa chotto asobi no tsumori datta no ni, sukknri
nomerikonde shimatta.
I was just out for a good time at first, but ended up totally
involved with her.
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Makoto wa, keiba ni nomerikonde knisha o yameta.
Makoto became so obsessed with the horses he quit his job.
Mejiri o sageru r
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ners of the eyes") To wear a contented, happy expression;
to glow with contentment; to beam with pleasure .
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Kimi, kanojo no hanashi ni naru to mejiri ga sagarippanashi
dayo.
Man, whenever you talk about her you get this silly grin on
your face.
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Ichaicha suru/ichatsuku l.- \-; "t" l.- \-; "t" "t .Q /l.- \-; "t" "?
< To make out; to pet; to neck .
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Ano futari to kitara hitomae de mo heiki de ichaicha suru
n' dakara, mattaku micha irarenai.
Those two don't think anything of making out right in front
of people. Who the hell wants to see that?
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FROM UNCERTAINTY
TO HATE
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AMBIVALENCE
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Neither like nor dislike; have no particular feelings about.
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Sakana wa suki de mo kirai de mo nai keredo, sashima wa
nigate da.
I can take fish or leave it, but sashimi's definitely not for me .
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Otoko: Kimi, boku no koto kirai?
Onna: Betsu ni suki de mo kirai de mo nai wa.
Otoko: Yokatta. Jii, itsuka suki ni naru kano-sei mo aru
wakeda.
Onna: Kirai ni naru kano-sei mo ne.
He: Do you dislike me?
She: I don't particularly like you or dislike you.
He: That's good. It means in time you might learn to like
me.
She: Yes, or dislike you.
FROSTY SILENCE
Mushi suru 1!!ttll:t .Q (Lit., "not see") To ignore; to disre-
gard; to brush aside; to slight.
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Ayamaro to omotte ita no ni, kanojo wa mushi shite itte shi-
matta.
I wanted to apologize, but she just ignored me and walked
away .
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Kanojo nanka daikirai! Tettei-teki ni mushi shite yaru!
I hate that woman! From now on I'm going to pretend she
doesn't exist!
Soppo o muku ."f-? l;f'~ tf < (Lit., "turn the other way")
To turn or look away from; to ignore; to reject.
.. v' "t c· ~ ~::if:rrO)~:a: t- -c t, :t'1'3'-IJ:-t 0 II:a:tJ> v'-ciVlil'
ttv'J::,
lmadoki oya-koko no hanashi o shite mo, wakamono wa
soppo o muite kikanai yo.
Nowadays young folks just turn a deaf ear to the subject of
filial piety .
.. ilffi.JR, :tJ 7 ;t?-~rr<7)::i£i@IJ:~v'lHH:-t 0 II:a:tJ>tl>t'L -c
L- "t 0 tc, ~IJ: I:J , 7" 7 .t>.3h3 <-· Gv' -ot <t, ~ tt § tt O)ti>
tt;b,
Onsen, karaoke ryoko no kikaku wa wakai shain ni soppo o
mukarete shimatta. Yahari, Guamu sanpaku kurai de na-
kucha dame na· no ka nii.
The younger staff members wouldn't even listen to the
plans for staying at a hot spring or taking a karaoke tour. It
looks like the company trip will have to be at least a three-
night stay in Guam .
.. A..l::~TIIi'iiJ:'t~lv.l::f§~O)§:a:~-c~t-tt~v', -t-:>II
:a:tJ>v'-ciVl <ttlv -c:k1Ltt J::,
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 91
DERISION
Baka ni suru 1!~~1:-t .Q (Lit., "make stupid") To make
fun of; to be scornful of; to patronize; to make a fool of.
• {!t~liiE~1lftt. ~-g0~f.&:a-li7H: ~tc
Kanojo wa inaka-mono da to itte watashi o baka ni shita.
She made fun of me, calling me a hick.
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fi;0~~1f'J:: 5 tJ>? J
~: r1itPIC: ~t.lv'~J:: ! tt.ntJ;~Ivfc.(])J!}Jftt.l~n'. ff!f
~ .Q ~lv ~Tn' ! J
-. )'jJOOJi""fc'?tU:-g-?tcG, fi!!O)~Uii:lll~5007Hi!Bt'
crt-?·n,,.Q c, i'O)~~t±li-tt-ttG~-?tco
Tsuki hyakuman de do da to ittara, hoka no kaisha wa
saitei gohyakuman wa dasu to itte iru to, sono kaikei-shi wa
sesera waratta.
When I asked what he would think of a million yen a
month, the accountant laughed scornfully and said other
companies were offering him at least five million.
Hanamochi naranai •*
'f? f..: I? f..: 1.. \ To be unable to
stand; to find unbearable. (~ Usually used to express dis-
taste for arrogant, pompous behavior or people.)
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 99
KNOWING NO SHAME
Atsukamashii ;:!?"?~~'! Llt\ Nervy; audacious; fresh;
cheeky; impudent.
.. v' <t:JO:.ttt::>tt '?-c. v'0 t ? t:> ""f ~rux'd:~"'Q ttlv -c<b-:>
tl>"* 1..-v'bJ::.
lkura tomodachi datte, itsumo uchi de yiihan o taberu
nante atsukamashii wa yo.
Sure he's a friend, but still, he's got some nerve always
coming over to our place for dinner .
.. :mt-too""f*S~ t.--c <ttttlv -ci!.ia5t<b-:>tl>"* L-v'!13tt ,\lh c
tcbJ::. ""f'b. *S~L-'t~-?t<:.
Shotai-men de kekkon shite kure nante zuibun atsukamashii
otoko da to omotta wa yo. Demo kekkon shichatta.
I thought he was awfully cheeky, proposing to me the first
time we met. But I married him.
INGRATITUDE
On shirazu .W.mI? 'f (Lit., "not knowing gratitude") In-
gratitude; also, an ingrate .
.. r·Ebt.:.!: ~tUt*"t'<!i.>.!: li~ Glvll!PJ tU.t.lv"C .!:lvtd~.
~Gft~,
Komatta toki dake kite ato wa shiran-furi da nante, tonda
on shirazu da.
To come to us only when you're in trouble and ignore us
the rest of the time tells me just one thing: you have no
sense of gratitude .
.. ~!v~/vA(J)·A~~~K~k<~K. 'tJ:-?.!:d~L-k
G~$~9(/)7~~7~~/v"t'E~Gf~~~!
Sanzan hito no iken o kiki ni kita kuse ni, chotto seiko shitara
zenbu jibun no aidea da nante on shirazu na yatsu da!
He comes to me all the time to ask my opinion and then
when he has the slightest success he takes all the credit for
the idea himself. Ungrateful bastard!
The kid comes out with such impudent things that it finaily
really got to me, and I wound up screaming at him at the
top of my lungs.
FINDING FAULT
Nankuse o tsukerulichamon o tsukeru IUiH:·-:Jit .Q/
1,li:J ~ b /v~-:Jit .Q To find fault with; to criticize.
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 115
.. .AJ!)T6.:cf;:, v'-t:,v'-t:,~;rliH:-Jit6<7)1i~~-cJ::!
GETTING MAD
Mukatsuku triP"?< To get angry; find offensive; feel
disgusted; make one sick
.. <l1>1.-'"'::>0)1:.~~~.d~lt- 11/v.!: l.::fi;6>0 <lvt::: J: !
Aitsu no namaiki na taido, honto ni mukatsuku n' da yo!
That smart-alecky attitude of his makes me sick!
.. A: rilJm0)~0, -t<··o.!: IJ tUtv\v\-1-f.::tJ:.:S 5 .!:-9-Qiv
t::: J: :b.J
B: r111v ~, <b v'"JUiP-0 ~ fd':J <
A: Yamada no yatsu, sugu hitori dake ii ko ni naro to suru
n' dayo ne.
B: Honto, aitsu mukatsuku yo na.
A: Yamada's always playing the good little boy, isn't he?
B: I know, he's really disgusting.
Atama ni kuru !iJH:*.Q (Lit, "comes to the head") To
get angry; to get pissed off; to get mad .
.. flt3z:nif.&O)J!t=t :a-Nv\b t:J L- -cv\.Q.!: !lflv\-c, ruH.::~fUc.
ALL WORKED UP
FED UP
Unzari suru ? f.v ~ 1J T .Q To have had one's fill of some-
thing unpleasant; to be fed up with; to be bored with; to be
tired of.
.. tJt~ § jt~fr,fj:? /v f5• ~ ff.o
Kare no jiman-banashi ni wa unzari da.
I'm fed up with his bragging .
.. <!1:>/vf,d~!Qi~v'~lr.l'i 'b? ? lv t5 ~ fi.o
Anna shitto-bukai onna ni wa mo unzari da.
I've had it up to here with her jealousy.
Akiru I!~ .Q To be sick of; to be tired of.
.. A: f<!f:><!f:>, 'b ?~ft.lvtJ>tc.< t51vtU:.a ~~'1;,~-:>fcJ
B: r-cn. -~v'-:><:1-J..tctJ>-:>tclvti.b? J
A: A, mo onna nanka takusan da yo. Akichatta.
B: Sore, ichido itte mitakatta n' daro?
A: Man, I've had enough of women. I'm sick to death of
them.
B: I bet you've always wanted to say that, just once .
.. -c~-tl' ~ b, v'v':IJO~IJI'l~~~ td:a
Sono serifu, ii kagen kiki-akita yo.
I'm so tired of hearing that same old line .
.. tlt~fj:~~ -:>ll'v'~'t:' L- .1: -:>'1:>11>? ~A~~k-'5a
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 123
I got so sick of hearing all the time about how great his son
was.
CANNOT STAND
Kirailkirau flll.-l/tl-? To dislike; to hate; to despise; to
loathe .
.. t&:fi, ~ J: v'il"~v,tt.
128 LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
Sosukan o kii *
*i-t~~A- (- -J To be given the cold shoul-
der by everyone; to be frozen out; to be in the doghouse .
.. f!tl;t§lg~P±v\'"(, t®i":6>/v~it-:>f~o
UNLIKABLE THINGS
Bu-aiso ~~!! Unfriendly; curt; grumpy .
.. ibcr>!lfJ1l~cr>::IO~ t.:: l:l:::IO"!!t~Hi' ~ --::>g:bttv'"fi'~;ttl.ttil>.
Mi!l:l:l!til>tt.
Ano sushi-ya no oyaji wa oseji hitotsu iwanai de bu-aiso da
ga, ude wa tashika da.
The owner of that sushi shop is a grumpy sort who won't
utter a word of flattery, but he sure can make sushi .
.. tlt:5cl:l:1'~;tt\ttlv <
t.:: ~ tt -c. :m 110-r cr>7 Jv,.{-1 1- "f~Bll
L- -c~l~ih~>tBttv'tt ltttlvtt.
Kanojo wa bu-aiso nan' ja nakute, hajimete no arubaito de
kincho shire egao ga denai dake nan da.
It's not that she's unfriendly, it's just that this is her first
job and she's too nervous to smile.
134 LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN
JEALOUSY
Netamu/netamashii ~ trl~ '* LIt\ Jealous or envious.
*~.!:'I) liA~~il'J.Q~~:a-~~-c:'. r:J:t~L.~? c L.tc.
Midori wa ninki no aru Maio netande, chilshi5 shiyi5 to shita.
Midori was jealous of Mai for being so popular, and tried
to spread nasty rumors about her.
* :P9:tctliiiiJ-c:-.:c7,vi.:.A1J r:7 "~ntd!'!-T:a-~"i L. Ol:'.
-:>tc.
Shojo-tachi wa machi de moderu ni sukauto sareta Reiko o
netamashiku omotta.
The girls were envious of Reiko, who was scouted off the
street to work as a model.
FIGHTING
Kenka It A-'IJ• Fight; argument.
.. A: f4-EJ"b~tc., 71'-IJ-cft/vtPL.'t~0fC.J
B: r Wftlvn•i"911.!::'ilfln>v'v'~ fllv-c-g? t.::..~tlv'J
A: Kyo mo mata, Chiirii to kenka shichatta.
B: "Kenka suru hodo naka ga ii" nante iuja nai.
A: I had another fight with Charlie today.
B: Well, fighting is a sign of closeness, they say .
.. BHlt f;t;;M~B. fi9n·'t~lv til¥~? J
!130)-=f: 4-ftlvn•L.-c91vtt.n•t> 'J
rv'~-
Haha-oya: Otanjobi, Haruka-chan mo yobu?
Otoko no ko: Iya, ima kenka shite 'run' da kara!
Mother: Do you want to invite Haruka-chan to your
birthday [party]?
Little boy: No! Me and her are fighting right now!
DEFIANCE
Sakarau ~ £7 1 To defy; to oppose; to disobey .
.. :tonlr.~ i? ? c, 6 < t~-:. c 1±t~H~, i? t~ '
Ore ni sakarau to, roku na koto wa nai kara na!
Cross me and you'll be sorry .
.. <I'Jc7).AI±? -3 ~~tin' i?, ~ i?vt~v''t't~lv 't' t rl±v', I±
v'J -::>'t'IJI'Iv''t':to< 1Jn>fiJI=ltiJ:.o
Ano hito wa urusa-gata da kara, sakarawanai de nandemo
"hai, hai" tte kiite oku ho ga riko da yo.
That guy can be a real pain in the ass. You'd be wise not to
contradict him-just agree to whatever he says.
Tatetsuku t.:"'C~ < To defy someone in a position of au-
thority .
.. forti> c v'? c-$-!Hr.tc:-r?)!v''t'v'tc:IE ~~·1H±, 4-Jtc7).A
-~JVJ't':ti:il ~ n teo
Nanika to iu to bucho ni tatetsuite ita Tanaka-kakaricho
wa, kondo no jinji-ido de sasen sareta.
The chief clerk, Tanaka, who used to always stand up to
the department manager, was demoted in the recent person-
nel reshuffling .
.. 5Cft: r*J!Mt.J>i?, IHr.fT< lvttJ:.J
~r: r;to)C ~ lvt.~>t~lv -r-g-::> tc-::> -r, ~- tM~Ivt.l>fTt.l>t~
"' J:.J
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 143
HATE
Nikumu ffttr To hate; to abhor; to detest; to despise .
.. fk.q)fti.~tt~ U&-:>td~n'>tlv'o
Watashi no kane o damashitotta otoko ga nikui.
I despise the man who conned me out of my money .
.. :flif"ig:j5f~ll~--::> td>-J"(q)~l,t~tllv 't'v'0o
Kare wa jibun o uragitta katsute no shin 'yu o nikunde iru.
He detests the old friend of his who betrayed him .
. . . ~tt. g:j5fq)MM~~~h~~-:>k~~tiL-h~~<l
5 fr.fJ:--::> fco
Kanojo wa, jibun no kimochi o fuminijitta otoko ni niku-
shimi o idaku yo ni natta.
She came to hate the guy who'd trampled all over her [feel ..
ings] .
.. fk.q)::c~r.~'"''Y! JtUtlv"C, tttci?l...-v'#~!
Watashi no koto o "Babii.!" da nante, nikutarashii gaki!
Despicable little brat! Calling me an old bag ...
.. f.t.tt~$-~tltf
Watashi wa sens6 o nikumu.
I hate war.
.. iliJ tL fi, f.t. q) ~~to:..;; i? tJ• 1...- tel¥ l:f'1l:J g:j f9: f;: Ji! It' iblv tt,
tllv 't' ttthtc IJ ftv'~fco
Are wa, watashi no ototo o taburakashita ageku jisatsu ni
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 145
HOLDING A GRUDGE
Uramu 11Hr To bear a grudge; to resent; to blame.
~ fl.IO±. l!h~v'-3 ~~~i: L~~~IJ ~Lt::At::i;.~11l~"1:'
v'-3.
Kare wa, komatte iru toki ni shiran-puri o shita hitotachi o
urande iru.
He still holds a grudge against the people who couldn't be
bothered to help when he was in trouble.
~ ~!EH±§7t~tt* L~fiLtdJ~11l~"1:'11:1t~tl:lt::.
0-iwa wa jibun o damashite koroshita otoko o urande
bakete deta.
0-iwa came back to haunt the man who'd deceived and
murdered her.
~ S*~i!l!l-li r? ~~ L~-J ~N-=>~tl:l~< -3 ~LV'.
Nihon no yure wa "urameshiyii" to itte dete kuru rashii.
It seems that when Japanese ghosts appear, they say
"urameshiyaaa," as an expression of their resentment and
hatred.
FROMUNCERTAINTYTOHATE 149
REVENGE
Ii kimi da \ill.-l1i\'*t.: (Lit., "good sensation") "Serves
[someone] right" (used to express one's delight at seeing
someone get their comeuppance) .
.. A: fil'Jo:>v' l:.\0-:J..:t-o:>?--< 1J -n>, :kl;:n,"tn ·ntn>~ t. .-
tr.lv tt. "'.) -r: ! J
B: rv'v'~~tt., ~"t<b.ff.-0 ! J
A: Ano ijimekko no Uirii ga, inu ni kamarete kega o shita
n' datte!
B: li kimi da, zamii mira!
A: They tell me that little bully Willy was bitten pretty
badly by a dog!
B: Good! Serves him right!
Sakaneji o kuwaseru ~h. t a- <
b-it .Q (Lit., "force-
feed a reverse screw") Having the tables turned on one; the
biter bit.
.. lllo:>:kn>?~~"''=X1l:J~-gH;:fi-:Jtr.G, :J3~o:>..:t-ff!io:>
:nn> t "'.) '= ? ~ ~ "' '= ~il t;~ <:b ~ ntr..
Tonari no inu ga urusai to monku o ii ni ittara, otaku no
kodomo no ho ga motto urusai to sakaneji o kuwasareta.
When I went to tell the neighbors their dog was making too
much noise, they went me one better, saying that our kids
were even noisier.
.. ~A.m!lifH;:m:• t...-tr. G, :. 'I? Gn>m:fimltb:~ t...-t.tv'n' Gtt.
'=, ~tJ. t; ~ <v ~ ntr..
Yunyu-kisei ni kogi shitara, kochira ga shijo-kaiho o shinai
kara da to, sakaneji o kuwasareta.
When we protested the restrictions on imports, they threw
it back in our faces, saying that restrictions were necessary
because we hadn't opened our markets.
Fukushii suru tlWt" .Q To take revenge .
.. fM;: :.lvt.tD.!:'H±tr'l? ~ L-td!fl;:, v'0n'~ "'.) (::fltf L-
-r:~~.
FROM UNCERTAINTY TO HATE 151
BETRAYAL
Otoshiireru lf(UtL~ To entrap (someone); set (someone)
up; land someone in trouble by deceiving them.
~ ari, ~J]}O)tlJtltO)tc~tt G, >¥~"1:-7-1' ,~,v~l!(an~ J:
? ftfJ!~,
Kare wa, jibun no shusse no tame nara, heiki de raibaru o
otoshiireru yo na otoko da.
He's the sort of man who thinks nothing of playing dirty
tricks on his rivals if it will further his own career.
HORRIBLE THINGS
Zotto suru .:e'-? t t' .Q To shudder with horror; to have
the creeps; to get goosebumps [gooseflesh] .
.. ~~~~~M~ntt~~'?~~~b!
Anna otoko ni sawararetara zotto suru wa!
It would give me the creeps if a man like that touched me!
.. &ffi*~~~~?1t~ft·ffi~-~-~L1t~~~- ~'?
~ Ltc.
Watashi ga noru hazu datta hikoki ga fujichaku enjo shita
to kiki, zotto shita.
A chill ran right through me when I heard that the airplane I
was supposed to be on had made a crash landing and burned.
.. .:::' <fllX::Ii't'fiiJ-=f .J.. 'b ~-tt.Q fi~JJ Cl)<l1J .Q ~tJ>~aA ~ nt:: c lill
~, *3(\~Jt;(. fco
Goku biryo de nan-zennin mo koroseru koryoku no aru
kusuri ga hatsumei sareta to kiki, samuke o oboeta.
When I heard they'd invented a poison so strong that the
tiniest bit could kill thousands of people, my blood ran cold.
.. t!l£:9:1i:k c}JIJ;fl..fc.
Kanojo wa otto to wakareta.
She and her husband divorced .
.. tltli~.A. c 5Jtlt1 "CiO> r:,, tAt r:, < :9:'111'-fiH~IIt'a-:>tc.
Kare wa kaibito to wakarete kara, shibaraku josei fushin ni
ochiitta.
He distrusted all women for a while after he and his girl-
friend split up.
163
164 INDEX
Hen'ai fl•
Betsu ni }JIJI.:: 88
52
Me o hosomeru [hosoku suru] §a-
!IIB!b-0 (!IIB<i"-0) 44
<
Mekujira o tateru § ~ t> a- fL -r -0
I~ 115
Bozu nikukerya kesa made nikui Mejiriosageru §ffi:a-ri:Y-0 77
iJi:tfillt 1J '(>iUI<i. <:ltv' 145 Me ni amaru § 1.:: ell; i. -0 109
Potto naru ;f,- ,;~ .!: t~ -0 73 Me no kataki ni suru §Q)il!l:l.::i"-0
Bosei-ai $11:• 39 132
INDEX 169
~ tt,
Yiiai :li~ 28 Ren'ai ~~ 61
Yiiki-zukeru ~~-?lt.Q 20
Yiijin :li.A. 25 p
Yujo :li!f 25 Wagarnarna t>n;"t "t 135
Yiiwaku suru a~-t {> 68 Wakareru JJ1Jfl-.Q 156
Warenabe ni tojibuta \ll!Jtl-Mic.*!lt;
J;. Jf 159
Yoko-renbo suru -~--t{J 85
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B:$J!C1)@tffl~!~jl
LOVE, HATE AND EVERYTHING
IN BETWEEN
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