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SHORT STORIES
BY
MANOJ NAIR
Book I
A Collection of Short Stories
Contents
The Old Man 3
The Village postman 12
A love letter 21
A Life of crime 35
The street dancer 49
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The day in our village Neyyarinkara started early. By five in the morning most of the villagers
would be at the river bank. We went there for our morning bath, to brush our teeth and wash
dirty clothes. As I was eight years old, I did not have to wash clothes. I could also have done the
bathing and brushing at home with the water from the well in our backyard. Mother did not allow
me to go near the well. The river was a kilometer from our house. The street which ran across
our gate ended at the river bank. During the sun light hours of the day, I ran up and down this
road a thousand times. Running off to school, returning from school, going to the market to buy
groceries - I knew every bump and bend on the road but in the dark of the early morning hours, I
At the river bank I recognized most of the people. They were the regulars. The village policeman
was there. I could also see the teachers from my school and most of the shopkeepers. Even
Raghu the village thief was there, bathing at a safe distance from Gopalan the policeman. Mother
took a lot of time to finish her bath. First, she would wash all the clothes she had bought along
with her. Then she would brush her teeth and finally take a dip in the gentle waters of our
Neyyar. I would finish everything in a couple of minutes, come out of the water and wait for her
on the sandy river bank. I loved to listen to the conversations of the elder folks as they stood
there preparing for their bath. It was while waiting for mother to come out of the water that I first
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In Malayalam, the language we spoke at home, Moopan meant old man. The man was old. To
my eyes he looked as old as my grandfather if not older. He was sitting inside his shop. It was
more of a big wooden box than a shop. Wooden planks held together by rusted nails on three
sides. A tin sheet on the top to keep the rain away. In front the shop had an opening. A portion of
the wooden planks was cut in half and was held up by hinges. The old man was inside the shop
at all times. There were ledges on the walls of his shop which had jars of different shapes and
sizes.
“What are you doing here all alone?” the old man said as he spotted me standing there all by
myself.
My first reaction was to slide away and go back to standing near the river. One look at him and I
“Kalyani,” I said.
“Yes,” I said.
“I have never seen your father coming to the river for his bath.”
I shrugged and kicked at some sand which was lying in a heap. The old man smiled.
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“I stood first in the under ten boys athletics competition. I got a gold medal for that.”
I winced. It was a trick question. I hated trick questions. Adults always had this habit of trying to
“I got a B grade in my exams. That is not bad, but I am better at sports,” I said.
“Your grandfather was also good at sports,” the old man said.
“We were close friends during our school days. I had to stop studies after the fourth form, he
continued till his sixth. He stood first in all the sports competitions.”
“I got my gold medal for coming first in the under ten boys division,” I said happy that I was
I loved my grandfather. He used to play with me. He would tell me a new story every day. I used
“I know,” the old man said, “most of my friends are now in heaven.”
He became silent. The light from the single wicker lamp burning in his shop, added more creases
to his face.
The Moopan’s shop specifically catered to the early morning bathers. Coconut oil, ummi- kirri
powdered burnt rice husk which we used to rub on our teeth, small one-inch pieces of soap
different brands for bathing and washing clothes - he only stored such items. He also stocked the
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stalk of coconut leaves with which we used to clean our tongue. All combined these essential
ingredients for morning bath cost ten paisa per person. People found it easy to bring a ten-paisa
“Oh no! He is a smart boy. He tells me he is good at sports,” the old man said.
“It would have been better if he had paid more attention to his studies,” said mother.
Mother was always like that. Putting me down in front of others. She firmly believed that you
should not praise you children before others. It invited the ‘evil eye’. I did not believe in the
concept of an evil eye. Then you could not argue with mother. I could get spanked right there on
the street. Father was easier to handle. I stood there, head bowed inspecting my toes as they
That part of the morning program was why she dragged me along with her every day. Father did
not believe in God. Mother said he was a communist. I did not understand what that was but
knew that they were happy people who did not have to get up early to go to the temple. I knew
that I would also grow up and become a communist - anything that could get me a few hours of
extra sleep. Not that the temple was a bad place to visit.
Our village temple was small but beautiful. It was in the shape of a square. A series of square
shaped structures one within the other. In the inner most square was a small roofed house where
the idol of the God was kept. Mother would stand at a distance along with other people all with
still wet clothes and pray. Mother had taught me how to pray. I followed her instructions to the
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letter every day. My prayer was always the same. I would ask God to set easy question papers in
the exam. It never worked. I knew God would have only himself to blame if I eventually became
a communist.
Every day after my bath I would run up to the Moopan’s shop and watch as he served his
customers. After he had served them all, he would turn to me and we would resume our
conversations. I told him about school. How difficult mathematics was and how confusing
science could be. I told him how much I enjoyed athletics and football. The Moopan told me
about the rhinoceros beetle and the red palm weevil which could destroy coconut trees. He told
me about his wife who had gone to heaven when he was thirty, leaving him with a son who had
One day as mother and I reached the river bank we found a crowd of people gathered near the
Moopan’s shop. The shop was closed. It was the first time I had seen the shop closed. In fact, it
was the first time any one in the village had seen the shop closed.
“Why has the Moopan not opened his shop?” someone asked.
“I don’t know. Why are you asking me?” someone else replied.
“I cannot have a bath without coconut oil in my hair,” said another person. I looked at the man
and saw that he had about a hundred and fifty strands of hair on his head. There was not much
that the moopan’s hair oil could have done for him.
The next day the scene was repeated but this time the number of people standing were far less.
Some had come expecting this to be the case with their hair already greasy and small pouches of
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ummi-kirri. When the shop remained closed on the third day, people stopped asking questions
“Why is the moopan not opening his shop?” I asked mother on our way back home.
“I don’t know Kittu,” Mother called me Kittu, “maybe he has gone to heaven like your
grandfather?”
I did not like her reply. It made me sad. I said nothing on the way back home.
That day after school on the way back home I took a different route. During my conversations
with the Moopan he had told me where he stayed. It was a place behind the temple. Normally
nobody used that road. Our temple had a paved street right outside its main gate. The other three
sides were full of shrubs and wild overgrowth. I had to walk carefully to avoid getting cut by the
“Is there anyone living here?” I asked again this time almost shouting the words out.
There was a faint cough from somewhere inside. Cautiously I went in the hut. It was dark inside
and it took my eyes a few minutes to get accustomed to the light. The smell inside the hut
reminded me of my grandfather during the last days of his life. Grandfather was always in bed
during those days. He did not have the energy to walk around and sometimes soiled his clothes.
The hut had that same smell. In the dim light I could make out the Moopan lying on a cot in a
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“Don’t worry grandpa,” I said, “I will get someone who can help.”
I ran towards my house, half way through I changed direction and ran towards the post office. I
knew that in a situation like this it was father who could be able to help better.
“Father….father, come quick. The moopan needs your help,” I said as I entered the post office.
It was a week day and there were people standing in queue at the counter.
“What are you doing here?” said father his head popping up from behind the counter.
“The Moopan. The old man who runs the shop near the river bank.” I said.
“I went to his house. I saw him lying there in bed. He cannot get up. Hurry he needs help.”
“How do you know where the old man lives?” one of the men standing in the queue asked me.
“He told me,” I said, “Father please can you come now? He needs help.”
“I need the stamps and the envelopes,” said another man standing in the queue.
“My money order is urgent. My son needs the money for his college fees. He is staying in a
Father looked at the clock on the wall behind us. It was two thirty in the afternoon. The post
“Today we will close early,” said father and the queue moved closer to the counter.
I waiting at the door. I could never understand adults. A man was suffering and all they could
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“Kittu go home or your mother will be worried,” said father. He also called me Kittu at home.
“No. Go home take my tiffin box with you and give it to your mother,” said father this time his
“Amma, he reminded me of Appupan,” I said. I could not stop the tears as they poured down my
“Such a big boy and you still cry. Don’t worry your father will take care of him. He will take
care of the Moopan. See! you are so tall when I carry you your feet touch the ground!”
I laughed in spite of my tears as I saw that she was right. My feet were touching the ground.
The shop remained closed after that. Every morning I would stand near it as I waited for mother
to return after her bath. Somewhere in my mind I hoped the old man would come and open the
shop. I knew that it was not possible. Father along with a few villagers took the old man to the
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hospital. He sat there besides the old man for a few days, coming late at night. Every day he
would tell us what the doctors had said about the old man’s condition.
One day father came home early from the post office. I was playing in our courtyard. As I ran in
father caught hold of me and picked me up. He kissed me on both cheeks. I was embarrassed.
Father never behaved like this. It was mother who hugged and kissed me and I hated it.
Father handed me a package wrapped in an old newspaper. He asked me to open it. I tore open
“Do you know who that is?” said father pointing at one of the boys.
“That is your appupan – my father. And this is the Moopan standing with him,” he said, “this is a
photo of them from their school days. In fact, this is the only photo of my father from his school
days that I have seen. The Moopan wanted you to have this picture. The Moopan died today in
the hospital.”
Father choked as he said it. Mother was standing there listening to him. I could see tears rolling
down her cheeks. I felt sad too. Then I looked at the photo. A photo of two boys holding hands,
laughing at the camera, not a care in the world and then I felt happy again.
I knew that my Appupan and his best friend were together again.
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Narayanan was checking the air pressure in the cycle tires. He pressed down with all his
strength on the handle bars. The tires fought him back. He was satisfied.
He checked his watch. It said five minutes to ten. It was time to start his mail delivery rounds.
Everyday of the week Narayanan would start his mail delivery round by ten. The route he took
depended on where the letters were to be delivered. In the village it was said that you could set
you watch by looking at Narayana making his rounds. Narayanan was proud of his reputation.
The salary of a postman was low. Sometimes he wished he had studied more, that would have
Narayanan’s father Gopalan Pillai was a farmer. A farmer who lost his wife when he was in his
early forties. She departed leaving him with two sons still in school. Narayanan and his younger
brother Krishnan were good at sports but to excel at studies required more than a healthy body.
Year of droughts interspersed with years of floods ensured that Gopalan’s efforts were all
wasted. He vowed that his sons would not end up as farmers. He was elated when both his son’s
got government jobs. Narayanan the elder son became a postman and Krishnan joined the army
as a sepoy. When Narayanan got married and had a son, Gopalan’s happiness knew no bounds.
But as the saying goes all things good must come to an end. One day Gopalan slipped and fell on
a wet floor. He slipped into a coma and eventually passed away in his sleep.
Narayanan was an active member of the communist party while still in school. He would have
been happy with a simple funeral for his father but that was not to be. His relatives, most of who
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never helped Gopalan when he was alive, insisted on a traditional funeral. His wife, Kalyani a
“It is important that al the customs and traditions be followed. If not, the soul does not achieve
All the old timers nodded their heads in agreement and Narayanan was voted out.
Now all that remained of his father was a photograph, which hung near the main door of his
house. Every day as he started for work, Narayanan would look once at his father’s serious
“Please can you post this letter?” a voice brought Narayanan back to earth. This happened every
day. People would stop him on the way and hand him letters which they had written but as yet
not posted.
“Yes, why not” said Narayanan and put the letters in a different part of his bag. He would now
have to carry them back to the post office and then stamp them and then deliver them to their
address.
The letter receivers were usually the same. House wives with husbands in distant cities, Parents
with children in hostels. These addresses repeated after a fixed number of days. Narayanan noted
such small details. He also carried money orders. Money sent by post and eagerly awaited by
their recipients.
Narayanan had almost finished his round for the day. He took out the last letter from his bag. He
looked at the address and for a moment was lost. He had stamped it at the post office but not read
the address then. It was an address of a place behind the temple. He had never been there before.
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As he rode his cycle up the temple road, he realized he would have to walk the rest of the way.
The road behind the temple was full of bushes and shrubs. This was no place to ride a bicycle.
“Narayanan, finally you decided to visit the temple!” said Unni, the tailor whose shop was next
to the temple. Narayanan had put his cycle next to Unni’s shop.
“No!” said Narayanan and smiled. Everyone knew he was a communist. They just liked to rib
“There are two-three huts not sure who lives in them. Why do you ask?” said Unni.
“Rajamma? Anyone by that name here” said Narayanan. He saw only one house behind the
temple.
There was no reply. He repeated his question, this time in a louder voice.
Narayanan heard a low cough from inside the hut. An old woman came out of the hut. She stood
“There is a letter for you.” Narayanan said handing over the letter to her.
“There is a mistake. I do not have any relatives. This should be for someone else.”
Rajamma Amma
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“The address is correct, but as I said I do not have any friends or relatives who would send me
letters.”
“I do not have any relatives here in Neyyarinkara, why would anyone in Bombay send me a
letter?”
It was a good question. Narayan now had a problem. As per the rules his job was to deliver the
letter at the correct postal address. He was at the correct postal address but the addressee was
“Read this letter. In the first few lines you will know if this is for you or not.”
“I can hardly see you properly. How do you expect me to read? I do not have money to buy
reading glasses.”
Narayanan sighed. This was another ‘service’ that came with his job. Narayanan opened the
writing this letter on behalf of one of my workers who say he is your son. His name is Sreekumar
and he says he ran away from home when he was twenty years old. This incident happened five
years back…..
Narayanan stopped reading as he heard a crashing sound. The old woman had fainted. She was
lucky that she fell on top of a rotting bed and then slid on to the floor. If she had fallen directly
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Narayana ran and picked her up. He lay her down and went inside the house. He bought some
water and sprinkled it on her face. When the woman came to her senses she started wailing. The
By evening the news that Rajamma’s long-lost son was alive was the hot - topic of discussion in
the village. People who never in their lives had seen or known Rajamma spoke about her as if
The boy’s story was indeed remarkable. He had jumped on a train and reached Bombay. There
for some time he had begged and survived on the scraps thrown out by hotels. Then Usman had
found him and given him a job. Five years later the boy had saved up some money and was
“Is it not a miracle that Rajamma’s son should return now. The whole village had given him up
for dead. Even the police had closed the investigation and now after five years news comes that
he is alive.”
“Nonsense think of how much he had to struggle in these five years. He was surviving on scraps
from dustbins. And what of Rajamma’s suffering all these years. He was the only support she
had. With him declared dead she was living the life of a recluse all these years. What was her
fault that your God made her suffer like that?” Narayanan countered.
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“It is a miracle that her son is alive. Your communist brain will not understand it but I know and
the whole village agrees with me that it is a miracle.” That was the end of the discussion. They
A week after the letter the first money order for five hundred rupees arrived at the post office.
“My son has sent this. I do not want his money. All I want is to see him once before I die, “she
Sreekumar’s coming to the village to meet his mother was the event of the year in Neyyarinkara.
The entire village had gathered at the railway station. Very few trains stopped at the small
railway station and those that halted stopped for a few seconds. Seeing the massive crowd
gathered at his Railway Station the Neyyarinkara Railway Station master halted the train for a
full minute. Like some V.I.P the boy got down and was received by a tearful Rajamma. There
was hardly a dry eye in the crowd. Overcome with emotion the station master offered them a cup
The next day when Sreekumar took his mother to see a doctor they were again followed by a
crowd. Rajamma was weak. All the years of grieving and extreme poverty had taken its toll and
the woman was ailing. Most of his leave of two weeks Sreekumar spent on visiting doctors and
hospitals. A tearful Rajamma was there at the railway station the day her son returned.
Rajamma’s condition took a turn for the worse after her son left. All the medicines her son had
purchased remained on the shelves in her hut. After a few days the people also forgot all about
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the mother and son and went on with their lives. Narayanan was the only occasional visitor to her
house. He went there to deliver a letter or hand her money sent by her son.
One day Narayanan was about to start his mail rounds for the day when the telegraph machine
started rattling out a message. It was a telegram. Narayanan read the message and for a moment
“To Rajamma STOP Son Sreekumar dead STOP Fire accident at factory STOP Call 022
Narayanan folded the message and kept it in his pocket. He delivered all the mails and came
back to the post office. That day as normal he locked the post office at four thirty and left home.
He did not tell anyone about the telegram. It was a telegram and the rules required it be delivered
immediately. For the first time in his career Narayanan broke the rules. That night Narayanan
tossed and turned. He could not sleep. If was not that this was the first death telegram that he
had received. He had delivered numerous such messages before. Something was different in this
case. He was unable to muster the courage to deliver the telegram to Rajamma.
The next day he used the telephone in the post office and dialed the Bombay number given in the
message.
After being put on hold for some time he heard a man’s voice on the other side. The man
identified himself as Usman. His story was short. There had been an explosion at the factory. A
few workers had died and Sreekumar was one of them. Usman had got severely burnt but was
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Narayanan did not say anything. There was nothing much to say. A week later the money
arrived. Narayanan had not said a word to anyone about the telegram. That day he had forged
Rajamma’s signature in his register. Now the money had also come in.
He went to Rajamma’s hut. When she came out to meet him, he gasped. She was hardly able to
walk. He helped her sit and then told her that Sreekumar had sent her a money order for five
hundred rupees. From the expression on her face he realized that she was not even able to
understand what he was saying. Narayanan went into the house and made a bowl of gruel for her
to eat. She was having difficulty in swallowing it. As a little bit of the food went in she asked
It was a rambling account. Rajamma talked about the time when she had taught him to walk. Of
how scared she was he would fall. She narrated about the time when he went to school. She gave
the names of his friends and what games he played with them. The effort was too much for her.
Rajamma eventually fell asleep narrating the letter and Narayanan carried her inside the house
and laid her on the bed. He covered the old woman with a sheet and went back into the world.
That night Rajamma passed away in her sleep. One of the shopkeepers who was passing by the
way thought of checking on her and found her dead. The news spread and soon people gathered
at her house. They asked Narayanan to send a telegram to her son to inform him about the
accident.
“That would not be necessary,” he said, “I have the phone number of his Bombay factory. Let
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He went into the phone booth and closed the door. Then he dialed the Bombay number, informed
Usman about the death of Sreekumar’s mother and put the phone down. As he stepped out of the
phone booth Narayanan said, “Sreekumar died yesterday. There was an explosion at their
factory. They are sending us a telegram. Let me see if it has come.” He went in a returned with
the old telegram. No one bothered to check the date. They were too shocked with the news of the
son’s death.
With the money he had received Narayanan conducted a funeral for Rajamma. The whole village
attended. The rituals were done for both mother and son. Narayanan the hard-core communist
was in the middle ensuring that all tradition and customs were followed to the letter. More than
the villagers he thought he knew the mother and son. He was there not as the village postman, he
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A LOVE LETTER
Gopalan looked at the clock on the office wall. It showed five minutes to nine. He smiled. As
usual he was in office before time. Gopalan was always the first in office. At times he had come
in before, Shyamalan the peon. It was Shyamalan’s job to open the office. Besides opening the
doors, he was expected to sweep the floor, wipe the dust of the tables and arrange the files on the
shelves all this before the office staff came in. Shyamalan was also supposed to be there by eight
thirty. He never came that early. Gopalan always reached before Shyamalan.
Gopalan came by bus. He lived twenty kilometers away and used the state transport buses for his
commute. Every morning he would get up at four, meditate for half an hour and then do yoga for
an hour. A quick bath later he would go to the kitchen and prepare both breakfast and lunch.
Gopalan lived alone in a rented house. His village was about four hours by train. His parents
lived there. The only son of a retired school teacher, Gopalan was happy he had landed a
government job by the time he was twenty-four. It was not a high paying job. He was a lower
division clerk but it was a government job. He was sure with his hard work and dedication he
would rise through the levels. After all he was sincere and hard working. No one could deny him
that.
It took Gopalan an hour by bus to reach his office. He would get on the bus by seven thirty and
reach office by eight thirty. By eight the buses would be crammed with college students and
office goers. Gopalan avoided that crowd by thirty minutes. Not that the buses would be empty,
half an hour earlier, but at least he did not have to dangle on the footboards.
This was his first job and he was determined to make it a success. Within days of joining he had
realized that there was no way the office doors would open early. Shyamalan lived near the
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office. Someone who knew said that his house was within walking distance. Yet he came in just
five minutes before the official office start time. Office hours were from nine in the morning to
five in the evening. This was for weekdays. On Saturdays office was over by one. This was the
rule- what was written on the faded board in a corner of the office. In reality the staff would
come in by nine thirty or ten and by four thirty the office would be empty. Saturday by twelve
Shyamalan would be preparing to lock the doors. That is if Gopalan would let him.
Gopalan also believed in God. Every Sunday he would go to the village temple and pray. Not
that Hinduism expected him to go on a Sunday but that was the only day of the week he was
free. Gopalan had tried to get a house on rent near the office. The monthly rent amount had
shocked him. On his fifteen thousand rupees per month salary, the rent he could afford got him a
house which was twenty kilometers away. Luckily, he did not have to send any money home to
his parents. They were both retired school teacher and their combined pension was more than
As Gopalan waited outside the office door he saw Shyamalan at a distance. Shyamalan came on
a cycle. It was one of the fancy geared ones. It looked costly. Gopalan wondered how he was
able to afford such a costly cycle on his peon’s salary. Gopalan checked his watch. It was eight
“My God! Is that clown circling those college girls?” thought Gopalan.
Shyamalan was indeed going around in circles around a group of girls who were walking down
“This man is a nuisance. Not only is he late but he is also harassing girls on their way to
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By the time Shyamalan reached the office it was five minutes past Nine. Gopalan was furious.
For the first time in his six months service he was going to be late. There was a register in the
office and Gopalan like all the staff members would sign his name and add the time while
entering and leaving the office. There was no check to verify the details entered. It was all on
trust. Gopalan was proud of his entries. It showed a time before nine every day but today that
“Do you know that you are late? The office is to be opened before nine in the morning. Today I
Shyamalan pretended not to hear him. He was humming a tune. It was one of the latest movie
songs. He had seen the first day show with his friends. The memory was still fresh in his mind.
The tune was a catchy number and he had been humming it since the time he had heard it.
“Can you open the door. I have to start my work.” Gopalan said.
“What is the hurry? There is no one else here. They do not come before nine thirty. What is the
By the time Gopalan reached his desk it was ten minutes past nine. He had wrestled with his
conscience as to what time to enter in the register. He had come early but entered the office late
because the door was not opened. Should he enter 9:00 AM or 9:05 AM he thought.
Finally, he entered 9:05 AM and attached a comment next to it mentioning – Door was not open
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Gopalan was not happy with that. He would complain about Shyamalan to the Section Head.
Paulose Joseph, Gopalan’s section head came around nine thirty. After reaching office he would
immediately rush to the toilet. Fifteen minutes later he would come out and go for a cup of tea.
The office canteen supplied tea at the desk but there was a small road side tea shop which all the
staff members preferred. There after downing a leisurely cup of hot tea, Joseph would amble
back towards his desk. All this would take about an hour. At ten thirty when Joseph returned to
“Sir! He should open the door on time. I was late by five minutes in entering. I had reached by
eight thirty-five but had to wait for thirty minutes outside the door.”
“Why do you come so early?” said Joseph still not able to understand the nature of the
complaint.
Gopalan stood there for a moment. He thought of presenting his words with a different logic.
He started again.” Sir! The rule is that the office doors should be open by nine a.m sharp. Also
by then the tables should be cleaned and the dust bins emptied. For that to happen Shyamalan
should be in the office by eight thirty. He comes just a minute before Nine.”
“Have you completed all the assessment reports I sent you yesterday?” said Joseph.
“No Sir! There are fifty files in that bunch. I completed twenty yesterday and will finish the
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“Good! Now instead of wasting your time talking why don’t you do that. After you have finished
those files write a summary report. You are good at writing, write that report and give it to me. I
Gopalan went back to his table and was soon immersed in his files. He forgot to drink his tea,
finished his lunch in ten minutes and was back at his table. He hardly looked up but feverishly
worked at the files. A loud laugh distracted his attention and he looked up. He saw Shyamalan
sitting on Joseph’s desk. They were laughing at some joke. Gopalan shook his head in disgust
and got back to his files. He stopped complaining about Shyamalan after that.
A week later Malati joined the office. She joined as a lower division clerk in Gopalan’s section.
Long plaited hair, big expressive eyes, slim figure - Malati was distracting. Joseph had asked
Gopalan to explain the working of the office to her. Gopalan would start explaining in earnest
but then when he looked into her eyes he would forget what he was speaking and stumble on his
Malati also had the habit of coming early to office. She would reach the office door by eight
forty-five. For Gopalan this was a God sent opportunity. All the time spent on Sundays visiting
the temple were finally paying off. He started paying more attention to his dresses. He always
wore a white shirt, full sleeves. Sleeves folded up to the elbow. That was his style. Simple but
elegant. It went well with black trousers. Gopalan ensured his shirt and trousers were well
washed and crisply ironed. He started cleaning his sandals every day. All the jumping on and off
buses added tons of dirt and grime to it. He kept a dirty rag in his desk to wipe the dirt of his
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sandals. As they waited outside the office door, they talked. Just casual chit chat. Malati would
talk about movies and dresses while Gopalan explained to her how to balance a ledger and how
the annual statements were prepared. Malati listened carefully nodding her head at all the right
spots but the minute someone else came she would leave the conversation and go with them.
Gopalan and a few of the older staff members got their lunch from home and preferred to eat at
their desk. Gopalan began cooking and carrying a little extra in his lunch box. He hoped that
someday he would get to share it with Malati. She lived near the office. Malati could easily go
home, have lunch and return. All well within the lunch hour. Yet she preferred to have lunch at a
nearby hotel. Most of the younger office staff went there. She tagged along with them.
After a month of Malati’s joining a miracle happened. He saw Shyamalan coming to office by
eight forty-five.
Shyamalan ignored the jibe he looked at Malati standing there and said “Good morning!”
“I come around eight thirty,” said Gopalan but Shyamalan ignore him.
“I will come at this time then, “said Shyamalan, “Then you would not have to wait.”
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Gopalan felt as if someone had slipped a hot burning piece of coal down his back. From that day
onwards, Shyamalan came early. He would open the doors early and dust one table and arrange
its files - Malati’s. Shyamalan would remain there near Malati’s desk till the other office staff
members came in. Gopalan tried to join in the conversation. Shyamalan and Malati spoke about
movies, actors, clothes and fashion. Areas where Gopalan had nothing to contribute. He would
just stand there listening to the conversation. After a couple of days, he stopped trying.
Gopalan’s parents were pestering him to get married. They argued that they were now old. They
said that he needed to settle down. Gopalan agreed to all their terms. He disagreed with them on
one point. He said he would choose the girl. For that he did not have to look far. Right across the
room in his office was the person who he thought fitted the bill perfectly. He decided to take
things into his own hand. He decided to write Malati a letter and confess everything.
Gopalan believed in horoscopes and palmistry. He believed in omens and good luck charms. He
chose a good day to write the letter. What better day than a Sunday. After returning from the
temple Gopalan sat down. He put pen to paper and poured his heart out. He wrote about how he
felt the first day she stepped in the office, how he felt every day when he saw her and how he
looked forward to seeing her every day for the rest of his life. Words became sentences and
sentences combined to form paragraphs. Gopalan filled up two sheets and only then did he put
Most people hated Mondays. Gopalan was looking forward to it. Monday signaled the start of a
whole week when he would get to see Malati sitting at her desk, across him. He was also eager to
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hand her the letter and express his love for her. It would have been easier to just say the words
but the problem was of privacy. She was always with someone else. In the morning hours it was
Shyamalan who loitered around her like a parasite. During office hours Malati would be with
other staff members. A letter, Gopalan thought, was the best way to convey his feelings. He put
Malati was working on some file and did not notice him standing there. Gopalan cleared his
“I am perfectly well.”
It was a long awkward minute as Gopalan stood there. Malati looked up again from her work.
“No nothing…. I…. are those files still pending from last week?” Gopalan said pointing at a pile
Malati turned to look. In that brief moment Gopalan took the letter from his pocket and placed it
on the table. He placed it right in the middle of the desk and started walking away. At that
moment a gust of wind from the open window blew the letter off the desk and onto the floor.
Gopalan did not notice this as his back was turned. Shyamalan who was passing by saw the
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Malati looked at the folded piece of paper. She turned it over and looked at it from all sides. She
was certain she had not seen it on her desk earlier. She opened and began reading. By now
Gopalan had returned to his desk. As he settled down in his chair, he stole a glance at Malati and
saw her reading his letter. His heart was beating wildly. He had chosen the words with care. His
teacher in school would have given him full marks for the choice of words in that letter. That is if
Most dear Malati, the starting line captivated her. As she read the letter Malati’s face turned a
bright shade of red. In her entire school or college life no one had ever written such a letter to
her. That she had always studied in girls-only school and colleges may also have had something
to do with it. Growing up on a steady dose of Bollywood and Malayalam movies had
conditioned her mind to a great extent. By the time she had finished reading the letter she was in
love. She looked at Shyamalan who was standing at a distance and smiled. Shyamalan who was
holding a bunch of files saw the smile. There was something different about the smile from
of-tea smile. This one was different. The cheeks were all red and the eyes were acting coy. The
files fell from Shyamalan’s hand and spread its contents on the floor.
Gopalan was eagerly waiting for the response to his literary efforts. He looked at Malati, first on
the sly then amassing some courage he looked straight at her. He noticed something strange. She
was looking at Shyamalan who was also staring back at her! Gopalan did not understand what
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“I did not know you could write so well” said Malati still blushing.
The office group was walking towards the hotel during lunch hour and she was at the back
“It was poetic. I have never seen such fine writing outside classical poetry,” said Malati.
Shyamalan had absolutely no idea what she was talking about, but he was not going to let that
Later during lunch, others in the group noticed Malati and Shyamalan’s chairs a bit too close to
each other. The two were so busy talking to each other that they hardly-noticed when the others
finished their lunch and left. They came in ten minutes after lunch hour ended. Not that it was a
big issue as other than Gopalan none of seats in the office were occupied. Gopalan was worried.
He had anticipated a torrent of emotions towards him from Malati. Instead she completely
“She is a decent girl. Maybe she is too shy to express her feelings in front of others. I will speak
The next morning Gopalan was walking towards the office by eight thirty. That was when he
saw another miracle! He saw Shyamalan was already there! Gopalan saw someone else standing
with him. It was Malati! She was standing there talking to him.
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“That ruffian! He is now trying to steal my Malati!” Gopalan thought and almost ran up to the
office.
The two were laughing at some joke when they saw Gopalan.
There was disdain in her tone. She seemed upset that he had come early! Gopalan did not
understand what had happened. Seeing her he had thought that he would use the opportunity to
speak to her and continue on the base which the letter had set up. Instead Shyamalan was there.
“Open the door for him, “said Malati. Shyamalan immediately complied.
For the first time in his one-year tenure at the office the doors opened for Gopalan by eight
thirty-five. He signed the register. He felt happy as he looked at the office entry time next to his
name. Then he went and sat at his desk. That was when he noticed that he was alone in the
office. He ran to a window and looked out and saw Malati and Shyamalan walking up to a near-
by restaurant. This was not what he had expected. He looked at the pile of folders on his desk,
After a few days Gopalan had stopped looking in Malati’s direction. He returned to his old ways.
He stopped cleaning his sandals. Some days his shirt would be crumpled but he did not care. He
stopped carrying a little extra food in his tiffin box. He knew his life was going through a bad
phase and hoped that matter did not get much worse. That was until the day someone came to his
desk and handed him a cover. It was a wedding invitation. Inside it printed in neat artistic font
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“This will be the first marriage between office staff in this office,” said Sathy Devi. She was the
senior most typist in the office. In her fifties she was due to retire in a year’s time. She was
discussing with Kartikeyan the new section officer. The other staff members were listening in.
Shyamalan and Malati were on leave – in preparation for the wedding. Gopalan as usual was at
work, ignoring the conversation at the desk a few feet away from him.
“He does not need a dowry. He comes from a well to do family,” someone else replied.
“Has to be. If someone can afford to live so close to this place, he has to be rich.”
“Malati also lives somewhere close. I always wonder what it was that attracted them to each
other?”
“Oh! she told me once. Shyamalan had written her a nice love letter. She was floored by the
Gopalan had heard enough. A cry of anguish escaped his lips and he jumped up from his desk.
Everyone turned in his direction. Gopalan ran towards the door. There was a limit to how much a
man could tolerate. This was unfair. He had poured out his feeling on the piece of paper and
someone else was benefitting from it. This was definitely not right. He ran out of the office.
“Who knows. I always found him a bit weird. Do you know he comes in half an hour before
office time?”
“As if all that extra work gets you any extra money!”
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Gopalan was out on the street. It was about eleven in the afternoon. He had never come out at
this time of the day. The roads were jam packed with traffic. Car, busses, scooters raced each
other on the street. People crossing the street at random, brakes screeching, driver putting their
head out and abusing the pedestrians, traffic policemen trying to control the madness. Gopalan
had never seen this world. He was dazed. He usually came in and left when there was little
traffic. He stood there dumb struck for a few minutes stunned by all the madness unfolding
The two were standing in front of a huge shopping mall. They were looking at the mannequins
on display. Gopalan could see them talk and laugh. He could imagine what they would be
discussing. It had to be about the clothes. He had heard enough of their morning discussions to
know what they always discussed. Then he saw Shyamalan point towards something, Gopalan’s
eyes followed in the direction and saw a huge movie poster hanging outside the Mall. It was
announcing a new movie releasing that week. The couple could be seen in an animate discussion.
They had big shopping bags in both hands, everywhere there was traffic and noise and yet the
Gopalan watched them from afar, saw them smile and then something happened. It was as if an
electric bulb had popped in his brain. He saw before him a couple that was perfectly matched.
Malati and Shyamalan complemented each other. Their interests, likes, dislikes all matched
perfectly. Gopalan felt as if a weight had been lifted of his shoulder. He went back up the office
stairs walked up to his desk and sat down. He looked at the files scattered around on his table. He
began arranging them in neat piles. Then he took out a cloth from the lower drawers and cleaned
his sandals. Satisfied that they looked neat he settled down to work.
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A LIFE OF CRIME
Neyyarinkara was a small village. Everyone in the village knew everyone else. Raghu was
one of the most ‘popular’ men in his village. He was popular for all the wrong reasons.
Householders and shopkeepers were uncomfortable when he was around. Women quickened
their pace as they passed him. This was not the case with the village children. They adored him,
Destiny played a crucial role in Raghu’s life. He was named Raghavan Nair and his was a
normal, happy childhood. That is, for the first seven years, when his grandfather was alive. After
his grandfather’s death, Raghu’s father splurged his family inheritance on liquor and friends.
Once the funds ran out his ‘friends’ left. Next his wife left him and was never heard of again.
When Raghu’s father died of alcohol induced liver complications, the boy was still in school.
With no one left to take care of him, Raghu was moved to an orphanage. From that day onwards,
The Sisters at the orphanage taught the children different skills. Skills of a more practical nature
like book-binding, embroidery, basket-weaving and candle making. Raghu remained in the
orphanage for seven years. When he turned fourteen the Sisters asked him to move out of the
orphanage. The rules were clear. The orphanage only provided shelter for boys till the age of
fourteen. Girls were luckier and got to stay till they were nineteen. It was assumed by that age,
they should be able to fend for themselves. For the second time in his life Raghu was orphaned.
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For the next couple of years, he tried his luck surviving through honest hard work. He worked in
a hotel as a part-time dish washer and full-time sweeper. Business was bad and the hotel downed
Next, he went to the city and worked in a garage. It helped him learn how to operate machines.
He learnt how to dismantle and fix broken gadgets, vehicles and machines. He realized he was
good at this type of work. The garage owner took a liking to the young hardworking boy. The
garage owner had a son whose main occupation was wasting his father’s hard-earned money.
One day some cash went missing from the garage owner’s safe. It was money he had kept aside
for his daughter’s wedding. A part of the money was recovered from a locker where Raghu kept
his belongings. Raghu denied having taken it but no one listened to him. The police men
mercilessly trashed him in an attempt to get him to confess to the crime. Raghu’s denials fell on
Three months into his sentence the remaining money was recovered from the garage owner’s
son. The boy unwitting blurted out stealing the money while in a state of intoxication. He also
confessed having planted the money to get rid of Raghu. The confession got Raghu out of jail.
Once he came out of jail no one wanted to hire him and he returned to his village.
His first step into the world of crime was by accident. He was travelling on a jam-packed bus.
The passenger next to him got up and left. In his hurry he dropped his wallet. Raghu who saw the
wallet fall, put his feet on it and hid it from view. Later when no one was watching he pocketed
it. The wallet contained a thousand rupees. He was about to throw the empty wallet away when
he saw it had a concealed pocket. Inside that he found a driver’s license and credit cards. Raghu
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thought for a moment and made up his mind. He would return the license and cards. He was not
in the business of destroying others lives. He took an envelope and on it wrote the name and
address showing on the driving license. Next, he placed the cards and license inside the envelope
and added a small note. ‘I only needed the money. Sorry.’ He sealed the envelope and posted it.
Two days later the local newspapers reported about the ‘Thief with a Conscience’. Raghu like
that caption. He decided that he would target only the rich, like the robber whose story the sisters
told him as a child. The one who stole from the rich and gave to the poor. There was a problem
with this idea though. In Neyyarinkara there were no rich people. Everyone was equally poor,
some were poorer than the others. Raghu slightly modified his rules to adjust to the conditions.
He decided never to rob people from his village. He decided he would targeted tourists, people
As a village there were few sights that attracted visitors to Neyyarinkara. One of them was the
village temple. The temple had an interesting story behind it. The story was from a time long
before the temple was built. A prince was being chased by some ruffians. The prince’s life was
saved by a shepherd who showed him a place to hide. Not able to find the prince the ruffians
went away. The prince emerged from his hiding place but was not able to find the shepherd. The
prince was convinced it was God who had come down to save his life, disguised as a shepherd.
He vowed to build a temple on the spot. Years later when he became the King he fulfilled his
vow. The story was hundreds of years old and it attracted tourists. This was the crowd that
Raghu targeted.
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Every morning at ten the first tourist bus would arrive. The buses came and went till five in the
evening. This time period between ten to five was Raghu’s ‘office hours’. He did not steal much.
A purse here, a gold chain there. Just enough to meet his immediate needs. If he got anything
extra he would drop that in the temple donation box. Raghu liked to keep his life simple. Too
much money would attract a lot of attention. His profession required anonymity.
One day Raghu saw a young couple get of a bus. They looked like a couple of newlyweds. They
had that casual, do-not-care-about-the-world attitude of the rich. They were holding hands,
smiling and giggling a lot. The woman had a carry bag slung on her shoulder. Her husband
“See that tree? That is where the king hid,” said the husband.
“How do you know? Did he tell you?” said the wife and she giggled.
“For now, you concentrate on my body. The King will take care of himself.”
Raghu winced. This was the type of silly conversations one heard in the movies. He tried not to
hear what they were saying. Instead he focused on the bags in their hands. He noticed that the
man had a firm grip on his bag. The woman walked as if she was not bothered about her carry
bag she had slung on her shoulder. Raghu devoted his attention on the small bag in the man’s
hand.
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Entry into the temple was through a narrow-carved stone door. The door was only five feet high
and required a person to bend to get through. It was meant to signify that an individual had to
bow to enter in the presence of God. The crowd had to squeeze through the door to get in. Raghu
positions himself right behind the couple and while they were busy trying to get in, he slit the
lower portion of the bag. A small pouch fell down. He picked up the pouch and instead of going
“Raghu, what are you doing in the temple?” said Unni, a tailor, whose shop was right outside the
temple.
“Why? Am I not allowed to enter the temple?” Raghu said. He held one end of his dhoti is such a
way that the pouch in his hand was hidden from view.
“I was joking. Off course everyone is welcome here. This is God’s house. Who am I to restrict
entry here.”
At a distance from the temple, Raghu reached a desolate road. Ensuring that there was indeed no
one around Raghu took out the pouch. As he opened it he almost let out a shout of joy. Out
tumbled a thick gold necklace, a couple of gold bangles and a gold ring with some colored stone
embedded on it. Raghu was no expert in evaluating gold, yet he knew that what he had in his
hand would be worth a lakh in rupees. This was the biggest hit he had ever made.
For a brief moment, he felt bad for the couple from whom he had stolen.
“They looked wealthy. They can easily buy more jewels,” he said and consoled himself.
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Raghu had a few ‘friends’ in the village who helped him dispose of his ill gained riches. For this
situation he knew just the right person - a jeweler. Since everyone in the village knew him it was
not possible for him to go in through the main door. He used a back door to enter the shop.
“This will be worth at least one and a half lakh if sold legally,” said Sarath, a jeweler and
Raghu’s friend.
Sarath knew it was a gamble dealing in stolen gold. It was the heavy bargain that he made on
Sarath took the gold inside and came out with the cash.
That evening Raghu was in a country liquor bar. He had to celebrate. It was the biggest hit of his
career and he wanted to enjoy his success. He was not a drunkard and he never exceed his limit
of two pegs. A middle-aged man came and sat down next to him. The man had previously been
sitting at the other corner of the room. He had been to the loo and after coming out forgot where
“You know this money is for my daughter’s fees” said the man without an introduction.
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“What?”
“My wife asked me to deposit the money at my daughter’s school,” he said and laughed, “I say
what use is it to teach girls? One day she will get married and for the rest of her life she will
wash dishes.”
“You are that truck driver joseph’s son, aren’t you?” said Raghu.
“The truck driver died years ago. I am still alive,” said the man.
“Seventh or eighth standard. She is a student in the Little Flower convent.” said the man, “They
will throw her out of school if they fees are not paid. That will be the best result for all of us.
Why waste money studying in a costly school? I told my wife the government school for girls is
good enough. There she can learn for free. Again, why even go there? What is the use…”
Raghu did not answer. He finished his glass and walked out of the bar. That night he could not
sleep.
“I do not need all that money. The fees are just a small amount. It would not make a difference to
me. I would still have a lot remaining.” He thought as he tossed and turned in bed.
“Wait here,” said a sister, “and don’t take anything from here.”
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Sister Stella loved all the children in the orphanage equally. It did not matter to her that Raghu
was a thief now. For her he was someone who could be reformed through love.
“Sister! I need your help. Do you know anyone in the Little Flower school?”
Coming out of the Orphanage, Raghu walked to the bus stop. It was time for the tourist buses to
arrive. At a distance he spotted something which made him stop. It was a police jeep. Police
Inspector Gopalan was standing near Unni’s shop. Raghu could see Unni talking to Gopalan and
Raghu realized he had to keep low for some time. He had to keep low and at the same time keep
out of Gopalan’s radar. He walked towards the river bank. He must have hardly waked a few
steps when he heard someone shout in pain behind him. He turned and saw an old man had
The old man was wearing a saffron colored dhoti and had a shawl of the same color covering his
upper body. A string of rudraksha beads were hung around his neck
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Raghu saw a taxi at a distance. He knew the driver. He had repaired the taxi once when he
worked at the garage. He hailed the taxi and together they carried the old man to village clinic.
“It is not broken. You have twisted your ankle. There is nothing to worry. I will write you some
pain-killers but it will heal with some rest.” said the Doctor, “Did you come to visit the temple?”
“Visit? Yes, I came here for a week. I am staying at my son’s house. My son works here,”
Raghu settled the old man’s bills at the counter and left. Earlier he had paid the car driver the
fare as well. It was good to have money in your pockets. It was bad that it was running out fast.
Raghu checked his pockets. He still had about thirty thousand left with him.
He began planning what he would do with the remaining. He could do with some new clothes.
Nothing fancy, just a new set of shirts, trousers and a pair of dhotis. That would cost about two
thousand rupees.
He was planning on what colors he would buy when he felt a firm hand land on his shoulders.
“You thought you would escape and make us look like?” Inspector Gopalan along with two of
Before he could say anything in his defense he was bundled into a jeep and rushed to the police
station. There the remaining thirty thousand came out of his pockets and then there was not much
to say.
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By evening the news of Raghu’s arrest had spread in the village. People were discussing it
everywhere. Inspector Gopalan was gloating in his office. He had heard about a thief in the
village. There were doubts about Raghu but there was no evidence. Now he had the man in his
grasp. He began writing out his report when one of the constables came into the room and
saluted him.
Sister Stella came in. She smiled and for a moment even Inspector Gopalan smiled back.
“There are a lot of men in custody. Who are you referring to Sister?”
“Raghavendran Nair, you may know him as Raghu,” said Sister Stella.
Gopalan stiffened. The smile disappeared and he began twirling his moustache.
“Sister he is a thief. I caught him red handed with a lot of money. Thirty thousand rupees to be
“What do you mean you gave him the money? Where did you get that money from?”
“That is the church’s fund. We have a fund to help our children set up business ventures of their
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“Ok then you will believe what this woman has to say,” said Sister Stella and turned her head
“Janamma can you tell the Inspector what you told me.”
“Sir, Raghu used two thousand rupees from the money the sister gave him to pay off my
Janamma placed a receipt for two thousand rupees from the Little Flower Children’s School on
“Perhaps you would believe this man then,” said Sister Stella and two more men came in. One
“I slipped and fell on the street and Raghu took me to the hospital. He took me there in a taxi.
There he paid the bills and cleared all my dues. This man helping me was the taxi driver.”
The taxi driver nodded his head, “Yes sir! Raghu paid me the money for the taxi.”
“If you wait for five minutes you should get a phone and then maybe you would believe us,” said
He wanted to say something more when the phone on his desk started ringing. An angry Gopalan
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“Yes Sir! said Gopalan, “Yes Sir! Right Sir. Yes Sir” he kept on repeating.
Inspectors had a habit of addressing constables by their serial number. The constable came
“Just listen to what I say. Throw that report in the dustbin. Set Raghu free.”
“Inspector, can I have the money back. The money you got from Raghu. That is the orphanage’s
As Sister Stella, Janamma, the old man and the taxi driver came out of the police station, a
“I do not understand how this happened. Sir how did you know that a call would come on the
Inspectors desk?”
The old man laughed and said, “That was my son. I told him how you had carried me to the
hospital and also paid for my treatment. He has asked me to thank you.”
“That was nothing. I just did my duty towards a fellow villager, but I still don’t understand why
“Oh! my son is the deputy superintendent of police for the district. He is Gopalan’s boss.
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The old man laughed. He got into the taxi driver’s cab and they drove away.
Janamma thanked Raghu for paying her child’s fees and she went her way.
“Sister, I do not know how this happened. He also handed back the money.”
“When you came to me and asked me to pay the child’s fees I had my doubts about the money.
When you were arrested I became sure of what had happened. Doctor Krishnan at the medical
center met me and told me how you had brought the old man there for treatment. We both knew
he taxi driver, your friend. With the drivers help we contacted the old man who agreed to come
and speak for you. Janamma was more than ready to come with us when I asked her. I was only
trying to find people who could create an alibi for you. It was a coincidence that the old man’s
son was a senior police officer. That was not something that I had planned. May be that was God
“Sister the money… I got it by selling the gold…” Raghu could not complete his sentence as
“My story did not end there. I may be living in a convent but I do know what happens in this tiny
village. I know all about your friend Sarath the jeweler. He told me everything. I will give him
back whatever money is remaining. The money you have already spent is my price to keep quiet.
Sarath is ok with that. He has returned the gold ornaments back to the young couple. They are
not filing any charges against you now, because they do not want to spend time in courts. Now
Raghu stood with his eyes down cast. He could not look at Sister Stella.
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“Son, you have a good heart, you help people who are in need. Why can you not do something
good with your life. This time you were lucky God saved you. That might not be the case the
next time. Now, I leave it up to you to decide what you want to do with your life.”
Sister Stella walked towards the orphanage leaving Raghu standing there. It was getting dark. He
looked down the road. On one end of the road was the bus stop where the tourist buses came
every morning. In the opposite direction it led to the orphanage. He thought for a moment and
then started walking towards the orphanage. He was going to meet Sister Stella. He knew what
he was going to do. He was going to teach the children at the orphanage how to repair machines.
Along with the broken machines he decided he would repair and rebuild his own life.
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“Kurup saar! You have to go home now. I need to lock the temple gates,” said Madhavan.
Madhavan was the guard at the Neyyarinkara Krishna Temple. He was the only guard and he
Madhavan’s duties started at four in the morning when he opened the temple gates. After
opening the gates, he would go around of the temple to ensure everything was in order. Only
after his ‘all-clear’ would the priests enter the shrine. Once the priest entered and started their
rituals Madhavan relaxed. His duty ended at eight in the night when he would lock the main
gates. Come rain or shine the routine never changed. Madhavan took his job seriously. It was
“Kurup Saar! I have to close the temple gates” said Madhavan repeating his request.
Gopinathan Kurup was in his mid-forties. He looked younger for his age. Had it not been for the
bald patch on his head he would not have looked a day above thirty-five. Clad in a pale white
dhoti a silk shawl thrown around his bare upper body, he was seated on the ground in a corner of
the temple courtyard. With his back leaning against one of the massive stone pillars.
“Yes! Yes, I am leaving. You know I like to sit here. What will I do at home? There is no one
there,” he said.
Madhavan nodded his head. He had heard this from Kurup a thousand times. There was nothing
he could do about it. Madhavan’s house was considerably smaller but it was full of people. His
son, his daughter in law and his grand-son lived with him. Madhavan looked forward to reaching
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home in time. He loved to play with his grandson. If he did not reach home in time, the boy
Kurup got up, brushed the dust off his dhoti, rearranged his shawl around his shoulders and
began walking. His house was less than a kilometer from the temple. He inherited the house from
his father. Besides the house he got hundreds of acres of paddy fields and coconut plantations.
He was one of the richest men in the village. Unlike other men who inherited riches Kurup had
taken care of his estate. His was the perfect life. Nalinakshi Amma was the perfect wife Kurup
could have asked for. Everything was perfect till the cholera epidemic visited the shores of
Neyyarinkara. The disease did not differentiate between rich and poor. By the time the disease
was under control it had taken the lives of fifty villagers. Nalinakshi Amma was one of the first
to fall victim to the disease. They did not have any children. Kurup was left alone in the world.
People who earlier envied him for his riches now sympathized on his tragedy.
“Master! The hot water for you bath is in the bathroom,” said Satyan. Satyan was Kurup’ s cook
cum house keeper. He was standing at the gate, patiently waiting for his master to return. Kurup
nodded
“Once you have your bath I will serve your dinner,” Satyan said.
Satyan looked after the house with care and dedication. Besides cooking food, he ensured that
the house was always neat and clean. He was assisted by his wife, Laxmi. Laxmi worked in the
house during the day. She came along with Satyan at seven in the morning and left by five in the
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Kurup finished his bath and stepped out. He could see Satyan had laid out the table and was
“Go home. Satya!” said Kurup, “Have food with your wife and children.”
“Do not worry about the dirty utensils. I will cover them up after I have finished. Go home.”
After Satyan left, Kurup began eating. The sound of his chewing echoed in the room. He looked
at the table. It could seat eight people. Kurup sighed. He had relatives and some of them had
offered to come over and stay with him. He knew they were after his money. He kept them at
arm’s length. After finishing his meal, he covered the plates, washed his hands and went to sleep.
This lonely existence had become a habit now for him. It was more than five years since
Nalinakshi has passed away. He was used to the silence in the house.
The next morning, as usual Satyan woke him up with a cup of steaming-hot tea. Kurup could
hear Laxmi sweep the ground in front of the house. The house had a huge courtyard. In the yard
there was a huge mango tree. Every year its branches would be covered with mangoes. There
were a large number of flowering plants in the yard. Every morning the ground would be littered
with leaves. Laxmi spent half her day sweeping the ground clean.
Kurup was reading the morning newspaper sipping tea from a cup.
“Sir would you want to wear anything special today. Let me know so that I can iron it out for
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“Saar, I hope you have not forgotten. The festival at our temple starts today. It will be ten days of
He has seen the preparations going on in full swing for weeks. Pandals were erected. The path
leading to the temple was watered to prevent the dust from rising. Dancers and artists from all
over the state would come to the village for the festival. Every day a different art form was
displayed. It was the start of the harvest season. For the villagers of Neyyarinkara it was the time
of the year when they celebrated. Schools and colleges had four days of holidays while
“Keep my shawls clean. The Kathakali performances will run through the night. It can be a bit
“No need Satya! Just keep the food covered and leave. I may not be coming at my regular time
for the next ten-day. You and Laxmi would also be attending some of these dance recitals,
right?”
“Saar if you allow, can Laxmi and I sleep in the back yard during the festival days? It will be late
by the time the programs finish. I do not want to travel with her in the night.”
“Why in the back yard? There are so many rooms in the house. Use one of them. You know
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The temple festival was the high point in the village calendar. For ten days the entire village
would deck up and celebrate. In the temple the day would start with special poojas. Teams of
priests would conduct elaborate rituals. In the evening the activities would shift to the pandals
outside the temple. Dancers who were expert in classical dance forms like Bharatanatyam,
Mohiniyattam, Kuchipudi would perform. Singers of classical music would sing ragaas in praise
of the lord. At night the Kathakali artists would take over. Their performances would continue
through the night. People came prepared for the long hours with bed sheets and pillows!
On the first day of the festival Kurup left early for the temple. He hoped to find a place to sit
before the crowds came pouring in. There were a few empty seats and he grabbed one of them. It
was six in the evening by the time the curtains went up. People were still coming in and
occupying seats. The loud speakers and microphones were not correctly tuned. After a few false
The first dance performance of the day was a Bharatanatyam recital by an unknown dancer.
Temple festivals were the place where upcoming dancers performed for the first time.
The dancer was nervous. It was her first performance in front of a live audience. She was
supported by a small group of musicians who were equally nervous. This was a troupe from a
distant village. The people noticed the ham-handed performance and hooted their displeasure.
Some of the rowdier elements threw crumpled paper balls at the dancer. The performance was
stopped and the curtain hastily dropped. There was chaos. Some people stood on their chairs
others demanded that the performance be restarted. The organizers of the event had a tough time
controlling the crowd. After half an hour of shouting, screaming, hooting and pacifying, the
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crowd settled down. The same dancer was given a second chance to perform. Despite some
minor hiccups she completed her recital and ran off stage.
As the night progressed more seasoned artists came up. It was about ten in the night when Kurup
finally decided to leave. A narrow lane led from the temple to Kurup’ s house. It was a full moon
night and he was half way home when he saw a group sitting on the road
“We are from a village near Tirunelveli. We missed the last bus. The next bus leaves in the
Kurup saw that it was the dance party that performed first that evening. The girl who had been
hooted off the stage was also there. Without her makeup and out of the dance costume she
looked different. Kurup thought she looked more beautiful without the makeup. Her large
expressive eyes were staring at Kurup. Somewhere deep inside he felt a surge of sympathy for
the group.
“Come with me. There are enough room in my house for all of you. You can stay there for the
The group hesitated. No one in his right mind offered to share his house with a group of
Kurup lead the way and the group of four, three women and a man followed. When they reached
“How many people live here?” one of the women in the group asked.
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Satyan came running as he heard the gates open. He stopped when he saw a group of weirdly
dressed people carrying musical instruments following the master of the house.
“Satya, these people are from Tirunelveli. They came here for the festival and will be returning
tomorrow. Take them to the guest house and see to their needs.”
“I remember, you are the group that performed first today,” said Laxmi as Satyan opened the
The guest house was a separate construction in the compound. It was used on rare occasions
when relatives from distance places used to come. Those visits happened when Kurup’ s father
was alive. After his father’s death it was opened once in a month to be cleaned.
She had taken an immediate dislike for this group. The woman looked too aggressive and the
As Laxmi prepared to leave them one of the women in the group asked, “Can we get something
to eat?”
“It is ten in the night,” said Laxmi. She tried to sound sarcastic but the affect was missed on the
group.
“Can you make something for us. We have not had anything since lunch.”
“Is it so?” said Laxmi. She would have something nasty but Satyan stepped in.
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“That will do for now,” said the woman, “By the way my name is Vasanthi, I am this girl’s
aunty. Her name is Komalam. This is her mother Anandavalli and he is our brother Sugesan.”
Neither Satyan nor Laxmi bothered to remember the names. If they were leaving in the morning
there was no need to get friendly with them. Within minutes the plantains he had fetched
disappeared. They still looked hungry. Laxmi had never seen anyone eat plantains and still feel
hungry.
“There is a well in the house. If you are still hungry, drink as much water as you want. Don’t
worry the well never dries.” said Laxmi as she went out of the room.
“Sometime, Saar does the most irresponsible things. I don’t think we can trust these people. We
should send them away, first thing in the morning,” said Satyan. Laxmi was in complete
The next day the husband and wife woke up early. Satyan rushed to the guest house and found it
locked from inside. Their guests were still asleep. He knocked on the door but there was no
response. He would have banged louder had he not been worried about waking up Kurup.
Kurup as usual woke up at six and came out of his room. He had his tea reading the mornings
newspaper. Laxmi began sweeping the yard and Satyan was busy in the kitchen.
An hour later Kurup was having his breakfast when he remembered about his guests from the
previous night.
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Then he recalled something and added, “They must be tired after all that travelling. Let them
rest.”
His guests woke up around ten. One by one they came out of the guesthouse. The women first
and then the man. They sat there outside in the courtyard basking in the sun.
“You missed the morning bus. The next bus to Tirunelveli leaves in half an hour,” said Satyan.
“There are a number of hotels near the Bus stop. You can order whatever you like,” said Laxmi.
Kurup came out of the house. Seeing him they rose and did an elaborate namaste. He smiled
back.
“I thought you had left. I hope you found the guest house comfortable?”
“It was ok. Just that we were hungry after all our travelling.”
“Oh! that is not a problem. You can have something here. Laxmi will cook something for you.”
It was rare that Laxmi and Satyan disagreed with Kurup. This was one time both of them had a
“You know how to make dosa’s. Here help yourself,” said Laxmi.
“Can you make it for us. We are your guests. In our village guests are not allowed to cook. It is
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“We do not have any such customs here. Also, you are not guests here. The master allowed you
to stay for the night out of sympathy. Now either you make your own dosas or you remain
Kurup spent a good part of the morning hours in a wooden easy chair. Seated comfortably on it,
he would read newspapers, books and periodicals from his collection. He loved to read. He had a
room full of books in his house. Neatly arrange and catalogued, it was the only ‘library’ in the
whole of Neyyarinkara. He even had a copy of the Encyclopedia Britannica in his collection.
School teachers from afar used to come to his library to read and refer books from his collection.
Kurup was seated in his favorite easy chair reading a novel when he heard the sound of water
being splashed. He looked up and saw a sight that took his breath away. Komalam, the young
girl, the dancer from the previous night was taking a bath, next to the well. She was in her early
twenties and not exactly a girl. Kurup noticed this. She was barely clothed and whatever was
covering her was all wet with the water from the well. Kurup forgot the rules of gentlemanliness
and stared. A few buckets of water later she realized that Kurup was watching her. She stopped
abruptly, looked at him and smiled. Kurup immediately looked elsewhere. He covered his face
It had been years since Nalinakshi had passed away. Kurup had lived a saintly life ever since.
The sight of this young woman bathing in such close proximity brought back long forgotten
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“There is a bathroom outside the house. You do not have to bath in public. This is not the river
bank and for God’s sake wear some clothes!” Laxmi shouted out the words, hoping to drive
some sense into the girl. Laxmi understood what these people were up to. A man living alone in
Laxmi went up to the girl and exchanged some more words which Kurup could not hear. He
could see that the words were not having much of an effect on the girl. She turned towards
Lunch time came and the group was still there. By now both Satyan and Laxmi were desperate to
“There is a bus for Tirunelveli every half an hour from the bus stand. The last bus leaves at five,”
said Satyan dropping hints which he hoped his master would catch. His attempts were in vain.
It was one of the woman who spoke, “Saar you have been very kind. Not many people are so
“It was always our wish to come to this temple. Now I feel bad that I have to leave in a day,” she
said.
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Then pointing at the young girl, the woman continued, “She wanted to see the dance
performances of the experts. She is young but keen to learn. It is sad that we are not able to
The girl looked at Kurup with her large eyes. Kurup had his limits. The big round eyes, her
beautiful smile and somewhere in the back of his mind the images of her bathing that morning –
“All of you can stay in the guest house till the end of the festival,” he said.
The last day of the festival was set aside for a grand procession. On that day the idol of the lord
was carried on a richly decorated temple elephant and went around the village. The streets would
be packed with people. Floats in the shape of animals and birds, decked with flowers were
carried. It all ended with a massive display of fireworks. As the sound of the crackers faded in
the distance, the people, artists and priests who had come for the festival would say their good
One house where no goodbyes were being said was the Kurup mansion. Over ruling Satyan and
Laxmi’s protests Kurup had opened his house and heart to the family. From the fifth day of the
festival, Kurup and Komalam started attending the dance recitals together. It did not take much
time for the villagers to notice this. Some of his friends and well-wishers tried to dissuade him
“They are jealous of your happiness,” said Komalam, fluttering her eyelids. The eyelids
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Vasanthi and Anandavalli the two women took over the administration of the house. Sugesan the
“An extra pair of eyes never hurt anyone. My uncle is good with workers. He knows how to
handle farm hands. Mother and Aunty are expert cooks. We will take care of you,” said
Komalam, “I will take care of you.” As she said this, her hand brushed Kurup’ s gently and his
breath quickened. All he could do was nod his head and agree to her.
One month later Kurup got married to Komalam. It was expected to be a grand affair. Almost the
entire village was invited. None of Kurup’ s friends or relative turned up. That was compensated
by a large delegation from Komalam’ s village. Food was arranged for all who attended. There
were chaotic scenes in the lunch hall as some of her relatives almost came to blows on the
question of who would get served first. The rituals to solemnize the marriage was to take place
after lunch. Most of Komalam’ s relatives left after they had their lunch. When the time came for
Komalam looked beautiful in her wedding saree. She was decked in jewels. Kurup had
purchased both the saree and the jewels. The previous day he had handed them over to
Anandavalli.
“I think the two women are wearing some of the jewels that was meant for the girl,” said Laxmi
Satyan shrugged. There was nothing else he could do. He knew his master was making a
After the marriage, Kurup and his wife went on a trip to all the holy places. It was meant for the
newly married couple to get the blessing of the Gods, but her relatives tagged along. After a
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tiring three week trip the group returned. Thankfully Sugesan and Vasanthi were missing. Only
“Get the bath water ready. It should not be too hot,” said Anandavalli to Laxmi.
“I know how warm it should be for the master’s bath,” said Laxmi.
“It is for me. After that Komalam will also take a bath,” said Anandavalli and went inside.
Laxmi and Satyan looked at Kurup but he said nothing and quietly went to his room.
“That is what you say. I do not get good sleep at night so get up at nine. I need a cup of tea as
soon as I get up. Komalam will get up when ever she feels like it. She will also need a cup of tea
“Does this rule change once your sister and brother return?”
“They will not come back here. We had a …….” Anandavalli said, “You do not need to know all
“Kurup Saar gets up early. He needs his tea by six. I give it to him along with the morning
“You don’t need to worry about your Kurup Saar. Komalam will decide what he wants and when
Both Laxmi and Satyan looked at each other. This was worse than they had imagined.
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“The lunch you make is bad. It is too bland. I like my food to be spicy. There should be at least
three different vegetables every day. Why don’t you make fish here? I want fish with every
lunch.”
“The master does not eat fish or non -vegetarian food,” said Satyan.
“That is his problem. I want fish every day. Komalam loves fish and chicken.”
“Non-vegetarian food has never been cooked in this house,” said Satyan.
“Can you cook it or not? If you cannot then I will get someone who can.”
“I – we can. We eat non-vegetarian food at our house. I was just mentioning that non-vegetarian
“I told you at the start there will be changes. Lunch will be ready at twelve o clock sharp. There
The changes were many and sweeping. It started with the kitchen, moved to entire mansion and
Six months passed. Madhavan, the temple guard was checking the keys for the temple gates.
They were there in his pocket. It was time to lock up the temple. He looked around one last time.
“These beggars are a nuisance,” he said to himself as he walked towards an old man huddled in a
corner.
“I have to lock the temple gates. You have to leave now,” Madhavan said.
The man did not stir. He was sleeping with his head resting against the pillar.
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“My friend. You cannot sleep here. You can go outside the temple complex and sleep in the
garden there.”
The old man slowly got up and started walking. As he came under the light Madhavan looked at
his face. It took him a few seconds to realize that the person walking towards him was Kurup. He
Kurup nodded his head. Six months of marriage had changed his life. Changed it for the worse.
Within the first couple of months Komalam had convinced him to make her the owner of his
properties. Once the registration deeds were legalized, he became a guest in his own house. First
to go were Laxmi and Satyan. Food came from a nearby hotel. It took Kurup some time getting
used to the smell of fish, but he had adjusted. At first his love for Komalam had masked all his
smells and logic. Then reality crept in and the scales fell and he realized he had been fooled. He
had let himself be fooled by a wicked woman and her mother, but he did not feel sorry for
himself. He thought he deserved what had happened to him. He should have known better. All
that education he had received the books that he had read they all added up to nothing when he
forgot to use them in real life. He made one smart move before he signing over his property, he
donated his collection of books to the local school. Komalam and her mother did not have any
problems with that. They never had anything much to do with the books. It was the land and the
Madhavan looked on in wonder as he saw Kurup walk slowly towards the public park, opposite
the temple. There he saw Kurup lie down on a bench and drape himself with his shawl. There
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was nothing that Madhavan could do. He locked the gates of the temple and went to his house.
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