Tamar barTaia

saTamaSo pistoleti

(erTmoqmedebiani drama).

2009w.

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 Mmoqmedi pirebi:

Mmea (igive medea). sami msaxiobi sxva da sxva asakSi

da

io- (igive iorami). sami msaxiobi sxva da sxva asakSi.

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A

avanscenaze gamodis mea (xanSi Sesuli) simpaTiuri qalbatoni,

romelsac orive xeliT uWiravs lamazad SefuTuli amanaTi. didxans
Cumad dgas da odnav iRimeba, mere ki saidumlo xmiT ambobs:

-dRes, Cemi gardacvlili megobrisagan amanaTi miviRe, jer ar

gamixsnia, cota ar iyos, vRelav.
D
didxans aris Cumad, darbazs moaTvalierebs da ityvis:

- es yvelaferi ki ase daiwyo.

cota xans kidev gaCerdeba da Cqari nabijiT gava.

scena ganaTdeba da gamoCndeba ori sxvadasxva, erTmaneTisagan

damoukidebeli samyaro. erT mxares patara gogonaa (skolis moswavle
mea), meore mxares ki axalgazrda vaJi (io).
isini Tav-TavianT teritoriebze fusfuseben, erTmaneTs ver, xedaven, ver
amCneven da arc erTmaneTis laparaki esmiT.
 Mmea
es yvelaferi ki ase daiwyo.
ToTxmeti wlis var, sul raRac 4 dReSi gavxdebi ToTxmetis, magram
ukve naxevari welia, roca mekiTxebian, ramdeni wlis xaro, veubnebi,
rom ToTxmetis, mere ra, ra moxda...

io
me var io, dabadebis mowmobaSi iorami miweria.

mea
Cemi namdvili saxelia medea, magram yvela meas meZaxis, mec mea
ufro momwons.

io
Mme 25-is var, Zalian cnobili...

Mmea
Mme aravin micnobs, TiTqmis aravin, micnoben marto...

io
PZalian popularuli msaxiobi var, SeiZleba iTqvas, yvelaze popularulic.

mea
. . . Cemi klaselebi, mezoblebi, xo, zafxulSi CemTan sofelSi
ro Camodian, kidev viRac-viRacebi, gamaxsndeba , oh ra cota, kidev
gamaxsendeba.

io
iseTi popularuli var, iseTi popularuli, rom ai, aqa maqvs, aq (kiserze
ikidebs xels), TiTqos, maxrCoben.

mea
sxvaTa Soris, ukve or klasels movwonvar. marTalia, ar tydebian,
magram me magas gamomapareben?! guSin erTma, pirvelma mainca
da mainc Cems paltos daakida Tavisi qurTuki, viTom sxvagan adgili ar
iyo, meorem?! Mmeorem uaresi qna aoRo Cemi CanTa da mesame
sarTulidan gadaagdo. Tan TvalebSi miyurebda da ase nel-nela uSvebda
xels.

io
aRar SemiZlia amdeni siyvarulis atana, amdeni Seyvarebuli
Ddegeneratis, amdeni cremlis, mezizReba, au, au Tavi damanebeT
damanebeT raa...

mea
sxvaTaSoris, erTi wuTiT.. erTi wuTiT. ai, es ukve namdvili siyvarulia, rac
SarSan moxda, zafxulSi. erTma biWma me amomirCia, moica... erTi,
ori, sami, xuT gogoSi. xuTni viyaviT da ase Tqva, amis gareSe me
fexburTs ar viTamaSebo, es Tu ar dadga karSio. ra, ar gjeraT? dedas
vficavar.

io
ver vitan am sityvas dedas vficavar, dedas vficavar. yvela
siyvaruls meficeba garSemo, ratom gadamekidnen?! mweren da
mweren werilebs.

io da mea(erTad)

ar dagaviwydeT, rom es yvelaferi naxevari saukunis win xdeba, arc

internetia da arc mobiluri.

io
werilebis mTeli mTa meqneba miRebuli. Mmagas ra wamakiTxebs?!

mea
ar gjeraT, rom marTla Sevuyvardi im biWs? ai, werili,- mea, me Sen
miyvarxar. marTalia, Tavidan didi asoebiT iwyeba da mere wvrildeba,
Tan qvemoT Camodis, etyoba, dauxazav furcelze ar aris weras
miCveuli, magram xom faqtia, ai, visac ar gjeraT, modiT da Tqveni
TvaliT naxeT.
 io
(icinis) axla erT naperwkals mivcem am werilebs da amdeni grZnoba
uceb daiferfleba. ra gulsatkenia, nwu, nwu.

mea
amas mTeli sicocxle Sevinaxav, rom mere Cems SviliSvilebs vaCveno,
diaxac aseTi rameebi unda kargad Sevinaxo
. mec miyvars. visac vuyvarvar, me ratom ar unda miyvardes?!
marTalia, jer pasuxi ar mimiweria, magram aucileblad mivwer, bolos da
bolos, aseTi mokle werlis miwerac SeiZleba, magram jer ver movicale.

io
ai, amaTTvis, arc erTisTvis, pasuxi ar mimiweria, zogi arc wamikiTxavs.
xolo rac Seexeba namdvil siyvaruls...

mea
xolo rac Seexeba namdvil siyvaruls...

mea da io (erTad)
darwmunebili var, rom namdvili siyvaruli arsebobs.

io
es vin gabeda CemTan erTad laparaki?

mea
me mea... vaime vinmem ar gaigos...

io
 Cemi popularobis gamo aTas sisuleleSi mxveven. Aai, axlac,...
mokled, varskvlavebi yvelgan sWirdebaT da yvelgan fexqveS egebian
da me amas miCveuli var.

mea
konkursi gamoacxades, romeo da julietas dgamen.
14 wlis yvela gogonas, visac survili da samsaxiobo monacemi aqvs,
SeuZlia, konkursSi miiRos monawileoba.

io
me, am SemTxvevaSi, reJisoris ampluaSi gaxlavarT.

mea
iciT, vin dadgams speqtakls? iorami. diax, diax. gavgiJdebi. RmerTo,
amas ras moveswari. Tu ver gavimarjve. . . ara!Ggamoricxulia es roli
me unda viTamaSo!

io
Jiuris Tavmjdomarec me gaxlavarT... ra gauZlebs am sisuleles. arada,
ras izam...

mea
es rom sadme vTqva, julietas rolze konkursze mivdivar-meTqi, meti ar
undaT Cems klaselebs.

io
amdeni ToTxmeti wlisa Tu arsebobda, verc warmovidgendi. ras
gvananan.

mea
.. ToTxmetis - rom vambob, ise ukvirT, TiTqos, aT wels vamatebde...
hm, me vici, rogorc gagacurebT.

io
konkursi daiwyo...

mea
ai, isic, cxovrebaSi ufro lamazi yofila.

io
es bavSvia, Tu qalia? Tu liliputi?

mea
Cemi klaselebisagan gansxvavebiT, simaRleSi jer ar gavzrdilvar,
Mmagram bebiaCemi ambobs, rom mamaSenic ase iyovo....
mokled, dedaCemis biushalterSi ori Sekvra bamba maqvs Catenili, erTi
aqeT, meore iqiT. cota pomadac misvia, cota...

io
ras hgavs, ucnaurad uprialebs Tvalebi.

mea
cota koniakic davlie . amaswinaT wavikiTxe, es werda,- erTi Wiqa
koniaki saerTod mixsnis yvelanair daaZabulobaso. marTali yofila.

io
mokled, lamazia Tu maxinji ver gavarkvie,
- Tu SeiZleba, fexze adeqiT da aq amodiT, scenaze.

mea
ai, axla damitrialda yvelaferi TavSi, koniaki... netav, ar waviqceode.
 io
rogor daviRale amdeni sisuleliT. uh (TavisTvis),
-Tqveni saxeli?

mea
mea... (Cumad)

io
diax, Tqven?

mea
mea... mea mqvia...

io
ramdeni wlis xar?

mea
vai, mgoni mimixvdnen... me? me TxuTmetis vxvdebi.

io
icekveT.

mea
ra vicekvo, ai, axla ki koniakma Tavisi qna da dedaCemis
francuskebmac magrad momiWira, mesame bambis Sekvra xom iq
maqvs gadanawilebuli.

io
ra iyo, giWirT siaruli?

-ra sWirs am bavSvs?

-avad xom ar aris? amas ukev Jiuris danarCeni wevrebi amboben
Cems gasagonad. es imitom, rom me masiamovnon. Cemi ganwyoba
daiWires da, xom iciT, rogorc xdeba...

mea
erTi, rac namdvilad vici, es cekvaa. yvelanair cekvaze davyavdi
bebiaCems. xalxuri, samejliso, baleti, yvelafers vcekvav, saxlSic sul
vcekvav, skolaSic, stumrad, maspinZlad... magram axla vgrZnob, rom
TiTo fexi TiTo tona maqvs da cekva ki ara, ganZrevac ar SemiZlia...
- ra xdeba? ismis qirqili. me vdgavar, rogorc koconze cecxlmokidebuli
Jana d,arki, magram axla es cecxli, mgoni, marto sircxvilis gamo ar
mikidia...

io
me mivdivar da vuaxlovdebi.

mea
is modis, miaxlovdeba, ukve Cems win dgas. pirvelad vxedav mas ase
axlos. miuxedavad Cemi 11 santimetriani quslebisa, kiseri bolomde
maqvs aweuli, rom misi cisferi Tvalebis SuqSi davimalo.

io
momSterebia uazro utifari mzeriT.

mea
ai aq aris, ai aq (saxesTan maqvs gaSlili xeli).

io
musika!

mea
es mTiuluria, amas solos vcekvavdi, prizic ki maqvs aRebuli.
koncertmeisteri ramdenime frazis Semdeg Cerdeba da klasikur
akordebs iRebs... ,,gedebis tba, amaT hgoniaT, ar vici?... ai, valsic
gaisma... SenTan erTad vicekvebdi. erT Semexe da Tavad
darwmundebi, Cemi or toniani fexebi uceb rogor pepelasaviT haerovani
gaxdeba.

io
kargad minda Cavxedo TvalebSi, me mgoni, giJia.

mea
is sul axlosaa, misi sunTqva mesmis, me xom fexebi Camibetonda da
veRar vinZrevi.
 io
ise utifrad miyurebs, Tvalsac ki ar axamxamebs.

mea
yvelaferi, yvelaferi, rac aqamde movyevi, tyuili yofila. is ori Cemi
klaseli, is biWic sofelSi, is siyvarulic, is werilic.

io
cudad xom ar aris?

mea
cudad? cudad ki ara, ase kargad arasdros vyofilvar (TavisTvis).

io
aba, ra sWirs?

mea
me? me Sen miyvarxar, io... da mTeli cxovreba meyvarebi... da koconi
gizgizebs, gizgizebs, gizgizebs, gizgizebs.

io
kargi, Tavisufali brZandebiT.

mea
risgan var Tavisufali...

io
Cvengan.

mea
raa?

io
Semdegi Semovides, Tu SeiZleba...

mea
didi kasriT masxamen Tavze wyals, cecxli qreba da SiSinebs.
me TiTqos verkvevi, magram komisia ukve axalSemosuls uyurebs.
grZelfexeba, kokrebiviT ZuZuebiT, oqrosferi TmebiT da didi mwvane
TvalebiT... iom gamomxeda erTi suli aqvs, rodis waval. ver mitans...
-ratom? vabob iseTi xmiT, rom mec miWirs, davijero, rom Cemi xmaa.

io
imitom.

mea
imitom?
ratom?

io
imitom.

mea
ver vxvdebi.

io
imitom, rom uniWo xarT.
aseTATavxeds ase unda elaparako.

mea
da amas meubneba is, vinc ukve sicocxleze metad miyvars...

io
kargad brZandebodeT.

mea
karad vbrZandebode?
rogor unda vbrZandebode kargad, roca amqveynad yvelaze Zvirfasi
adamiani memSvidobeba...
qera kululebiani, mwvaneTvaleba gogo momxibvlelad miRimis.
Uboroto! erTi SexedviT ferias hgavs, arada,etyoba, es yofila
sasiyvarulo samkuTxedi da Cemi pirveli mteri... da didi tanjvac daiwyo.
Cemi toniani fexebiT gavrbivar, orive xelis kvriT vaReb kars, romlis
ukanac gulSematkivari mSoblebis mTeli armia dgas da giJiviT Cavrbivar
marmarilos kibeze... kidev kargi, Cems aseT dacemas Cemi ojaxis
wevrebi rom ar Seeswrnen... gza saxlamde ar maxsovs rogor gavirbine,
kars bebiaCemi miRebs...
-bevri samecadino maqvs-meTqi, vambob da kars vijaxuneb.Ees
magiuri fraza marto darCenis saSualebas yovelTvis maZlevs...
savarZelSi tirilisagan mokuntuls meRviZeba. saaTs gavxede, eqvsi
xdeba. is jer isev iq aris... gul-mucelSi cxeli haeri mitrialebs. Aaxla
mTeli cxovreba ase unda vitasnjo, imitom, rom arc mwvane Tvaleba
var da arc qera kululebiani. mere ra, rom yvelaferi wablisferi maqvs,
ara, amas ver gavuZleb... movklav da mere Tavsac moviklav. aba, ra
azri aqvs axla Cems sicocxles.
ho, margam jer unda davumtkico, rom uniWo ar var. aviReb axla
mamaCemis sanadiro Tofs da magas dedas vutireb.
Tofi xelSi miWiravs...
-mea, ras Svrebi? zurgsukan mesmis bebiaCemis xma.
-arafers, vaTvaliereb. SeiZleba, skolaSi speqtaklSi dagvWirdes iaraRi.
Eaaa. eh, bebo, bebo! netavi, yvela SensaviT advili mosatyuebeli iyos.
ukve orive erTad viqeqebiT Cemi Zmis saTamaSoebSi. ai, es pistoleti...
marTla namdvils hgavs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Soridan eWvic ar
gagiCndeba... morCa, veraferi veRar giSvelis, karidan scenamde 10
metri mainc iqneba. am manZilze SeuZlebelia, eWvi Seeparos, rom
namdvili pistoletiT mivedi. SevaReb Tu ara kars, iqve amoviReb
pistolets da SevZaxeb: moRalate? Sen sikvdilis Rirsi xar!ATumca,
moRalates jer ver mixvdeba. mere, ai, ase gadavteni, davumizneb da
SevZaxeb: - micaniT?!
iaraRis yvelas eSinia.
- abrZandiT axla scenaze da bodiSi moixadeT imisTvis, rac
miwodeT! ukacravad, qalbatono, Tqveni saxeli ar vici. musika Tu
SeiZleba! koncertmeisteri akankalebuli TiTebiT iwyebs dakvras da
me vicekvav xelSi iaraRmomarjvebuli, mTiulurs, tangos, valss,
yvelafers, yvelafers, yvelafers... vcekvav mTeli TavdaviwyebiT,
ise, rogorc jer aravis ucekvia. ar vici, es ramden xans grZeldeba,
mTeli komisia iatakzea ganTxmuli da bodiSebs ixdian. ios ar
eSinia mxolod. me vCerdebi, is dgas da taSs ukravs didxans.
- Bbravo! bravo! iZaxis da modis Cemsken, iaraRs marTmevs da
sadRac moisvris. mere orive xelebs welze Semomxvevs da axlos
mimikravs da mkocnis, ai, aq (tuCebze idebs xels). SeSinebuli
komisiis wevrebi muxlisCoqebze moxoxdebian da taSs ukraven,
Tan fexebs gvikocnian orives. ha, ha, ha(icinis). A a, xo magria!...
dilandel grims axla ufro meti xalisiT vikeTeb. damacadeT. 20
wuTSi mand viqnebi!...
 io
raRac saSinlad cud xasiaTze davdeqi, tanSi maJrialebs, ar vici, vcivdebi
Tu...

mea
damacade, jer sada xar?!

io
ratomRac is gogo amekviata, ver amovigde Tavidan. Tan iseTi
gaborotebuli wavida...

mea
isev Cumad viparebi saxlidan. sacaa, dedaCemi mova, manamde Tu ar
movaswari yvelaferi, mere gvian iqneba. isic bebiaCemiviT yvelafers ki
ar ijerebs...

io
konkursi damTavrda, komisiis wevrebi gavuSvi, maTTan erTad ar
mindoda wasvla. cota xanSi mec gaval. meqnikurad CavSterebivar
qaRaldebs, ra siCumea.

mea
Senobas vuaxlovdebi da kars vaReb. ra siCumea?!

io
ise, marTla raRac ucnauri siCumea.

mea
oh, wabrZanebulan geniosi Svilebis mSoblebi.
marmarilos kibeebs avuyevi.
 io
kibeebze viRac amodis.

mea
kibeebze Cemi quslebis xma eqosaviT ismis.

io
aqeT modis.

mea
iqiT mivdivar.

io
karTan gaCerda.

mea
karTan vCerdebi. nuTu, wavida?

io
TiTqos, viRac miTvalTvalebs.

mea
gasaRebis WuWrutanidan viyurebi. is iq aris.

io
namdvilad karis ukan dgas... fexis xmas Tu vendobi, qalia. quslebis
xma iyo.

mea
raze nerviulobs didi varskvlavi?
 io
etyoba, Cemi Tayvanismcemlebidan aris vinme. avtografi unda, an ra
vici, ra jandaba unda. guli cuds migrZnobs, Zalian cuds.

mea
ver Sevdivar.

io
ar Semodis.

mea
ise axlos aris, es pistoleti rom amoviRo, maSinve mixvdeba, rom
saTamaSoa. masxrad amigdebs. iqneb, wavide?

io
yvela Cemi codva minda gamaxsendes. iseTi TiTqos aravisTvis
araferi...

mea
raa? araferi ara?

io
mgoni wvida.

mea
sad unda wavide? Dmere mTeli cxovreba rogor udna vicxovro aseTi
WrilobiT? ara, arsadac ar waval, sanam ar davumtkiceb, rom mec
artisti var, diax, didi artisti.

io
ra mWirs, ara, raRac xdeba, namdvilad xdeba.

mea
aqeT modis, vaime, gaCerda. axla rom Sevide, ase axlodan namdvilad
mixvdeba, rom saTamiSo pistoleti miWiravs xelSi.
 io

wneva xom ar maqvs, Tavbru mexveva.

mea
morCa! Ggadavwyvite. sulac ar amoviReb am pistolets. isedac
davijereb, rom jibeSi namdvili pistoleti midevs. ki, amas winaT
amovikiTxe, msaxiobma Tu daijera, maSin mayurebelic yvelafers
ijerebso. ...ara, es, albaT, Zalian Znelia, magram me xom msaxioboba
mindoda... xo, mere? axla, am wuTs unda gadawydes, SemiZlia Tu ara.
Tu Tavs viyuebdi? isev WuWrutanaSi viyurebi. is Cems pirdapir dgas
moRalate! Ggamyidveli! is, vinc Cemi grZnoba abuCad aigdo da
fexqveS gaTela. ara, am SeuracxyofiT ver vicxovreb!
mea, medea! Aan axla unda iZio Suri an mTeli cxovreba fexqveS
gaTelilma da Seuracxyofilma unda iaro gesmis? Mmesmis, vpasuxob
sakuTar Tavs. yvelafrisTvis bodiSs moixdi, arada, mogklav, aqve
gagaTaveb. kars mTeli ZaliT vaReb. Dda me mis win vdgavar, jibeebSi
xelebCawyobili mkvleli.

io
uecrad kari iReba da is saSineli gogo Cem win dgas. intuicia arasdros
mRalatobda, Cemi wamebi daTvlilia.

mea
micaniT?

io
gicaniT.

mea
gaxsovT, rac miwodeT?

io
rame ar SemeSalos, Torem, momklavs. namdvilad momklavs!
marjvena jibeSi pistoleti udevs da ukve sasxletze aqvs dadebuli TiTi.
erTi patara Secdoma da yvelaferi damTavrdeba.

mea
ar gesmiT, ra gkiTxeT? Tu es TqvenTvis araferi ar aris?

io
erT wamSi yvelaferi gamaxsenda, Tuki vinmesTvis rame uxeSad
miTqvams. es ra ari, amaze aTasjer met saSinelebas veubnebodi
TeatrSi msaxiobebs. magram meore dRes ise mliqvnelurad
miRimodnen, uaresis Tqma mindeboda da uaresebs veubnebodi.
Exmas ver viReb.

mea
adiT scenaze.

io
scenaze vdgavar, muxlebi micaxcaxebs.

mea
bodiSi moixadeT.

io
bodiSi.

mea
xmamaRla.

io
bodiSi.

mea
ufro xmamaRla.
 io
bodiSi! - vyvirivar da muxlebi mekeceba.

mea
is muxlisCoqebze dgas. tiris.

io
mapatie, mapatie, bodiSi, oRond nu momklav, oRond Semibrale da
mTeli cxovreba Senze viloceb.

mea
raa? me meubneba, oRond Semibrale da mTeli cxovreba Senze
vilocebo.

io
gemudarebi, vici, rom yvelafris Rirsi var. Sen uniWo ki ara yvelaze
niWieri gogo xar.

mea
me meubneba, me...

io
yvelaze lamazi, yvelaze Wkviani, yvelaze niWieri.

Q mea
me meubneba amas, es meubneba. TrTis, kankalebs, caxcaxebs, ra
sacodavia?!

io
ar momkla, oRond ar momkla, Semibrale.

mea
hm, axlaRa mivxvdi. daijera, rom namdvili pistoletiT var mosuli da
namdvili mkvleli var. hm... amas rogor warmovidgendi.
is da me, is da me. ra saSinelebaa, amis yureba aRar SemiZlia... me
masTan axlos mivdivar, rom TvalebSi Cavxedo. nuTu, es is kacia? nuTu
es is kacia, paklionze mis gamoCenisas taSiT rom ingreva darbazi?
nuTu es is kacia, speqtaklis Semdeg avtografebisTavis momsvlel
Tayvanismcemlebs amayad rom Cauvlis gverdze, TiTqos, arc esmodes,
ras sTxoven... nuTu es is kacia ramodenime saaTis win... aaa?! A
ra saSinelebaa! TiTqos, dapataravda. ara, ara, amis yureba didxans ar
SemiZlia, es saSinelebaa. saerTod veRar vitan verc erT msaxiobs.Aaq
vamTavreb Cems samsaxiobo karierasac. vtrialdebi da karisken
mivdivar. gasvlamde ukan vtrialdebi, pistolets jibidan viReb da
scenisken movisvri.

io
pistoleti Cem win vardeba.Qquslebis xma didxans ismis. is mSvidad da
wynarad Cadis kibeebze, me didxans davcqeri pistolets da xelSi vireb.
muxlisCoqebze vdgavar.
xelSi saTamaSo pistoletiT miWiravs.
Gganadgurebuli var.

mea
pirveli, rac gavakeTe saxlSi mosulma, ios fotosuraTebi Camovxseni
kedlebidan, davaqucmace da nagavSi Cavyare. saRamos ki Cemi ojaxis
wevrebs gamovucxade, rom msaxioboba aRar msurda da aRarasdros
davubrundebodi am azrs. yvelam SvebiT moisunTqa.

io
ar vici, ramden xans viqnebodi kidev erT adgilas gaSeSebuli, darbazSi
sinaTle rom aq gamoerToT. maSin gamoverkvie, sibneleSi sanTebela
avanTe, qurTuki movZebne da Cumad gamovipare Senobidan. aravis
naxva ar mindoda, Tavi SarfSi mqonda Cafluli. es rom ara, isedac ver
micnobda vervin, radgan erT saRamoSi TiTqos davberdi da welSi
movixare. siarulis manerac ki gamomecvala.Aaravis naxva ar mindoda.
gavavrcele xma, rom avad var, telefoni gamovrTe da TiTqmis erTi kvira
saxlidan fexi ar gamidgams. mZime avadmyofiviT vagdivar loginSi,
sasTumalTan saTamaSo pistoleti midevs da is yvelaferi Tavidan ar
amomdis. Nneta, marTla movekali, mezizReba sakuTari Tavi, mZuls.

mea
es ambavi Cems or daqals movuyevi. ise miiRes, rogorc Cemi morigi
fantaziis nayofi. rac ufro vcdilobdi, rom damejerebina, miT ufro
skdebodnen siciliT. bolos xeli Caviqnie. ar gjeraT, nu gjeraT, me xom
vici, rom es marTla moxda.
 io
rodemde vijdebi saxlSi? coxali adamiani var, momSivda. produqtis
yvelanairi maragi amomewura, moweva minda... saxlidan gavedi...

mea
dRes Cemma klaselma cicim damireka da miTxra, SenTvis siurprizi
maqvso, aba Tu gamoicnob, ra surprizio? ra Tqma unda, ver
gamovicani, radgan siurprizi speqtaklze ori bileTi yofila, sadac mTavar
rols io TamaSobs. hm, es CemTvis siurprizi aRar aris, ise ki mainc
waval...

io
dRes speqtakli maqvs. Mmanmade ori speqtakli movaxsnevine. mas
mere pirvelad gamovedi saxlidan... sadarbazosTan Cemi ori mezobeli
qali dgas, Cems danaxvaze laparaki Sewyvites. mivesalme, cota
Secbnen. zurgidan vgrZnobdi, rom qirqili daiwyes. ara, amaT
warmoudgenelia, rom is ambavi icodnen, Tumca, vin icis... erTi kviraa,
arc televizori CamirTavs da arc gazeTebi wamikiTxavs. nadvilad im
gogom mTel qveyanas mosdo Cemi ambavi. ki, ai, am kacmac Cems
danaxvaze Tavis Svils raRac gadaulaparaka. jobia, Tavi bolomde
Cavmalo SarfSi, sanam TeatrSi mival da yvelafers gavarkvev. amindic
ra saSinelia Cems jinaze, mziani da kaSkaSa.
Teatris darajs vesalmebi. is gakvirvebuli miyurebs da fexze dgeba. ara,
ai, amaSi namdvilad ar vcdebi, rekvizitori qalic ukan momyveba. esec
meCveneba? Cemi sagrimioros kars Zlivs vargeb gasaRebs, Sevdivar,
skamze vjdebi, sinaTles vanTeb da sarkeSi viyurebi. civi ofli masxams.

-batono io, - karTan dgas rekvizitori.

ai, intuicia arasodes mRalatobs, yvelam yvelaferi icis,
-diax, - veubnebi
qali dgas da uxerxulad iSmuSneba.
-ra moxda, axalia rame?
-ara, ubralod mindoda mekiTxa, cudad xom ar xarT?
-cudad? ratom unda viyo cudad?
-ara, araferi. ise, bodiSi. wasvlas apirebs.
-moica, moica. TqviT barem, risi Tqmac gindodaT.
-ara, araferi. ai, mec da Salvasac mogveCvena, TiTqos...
-ra mogeCvenaT?
-raRac ise moxrili SemoxvediT, TiTqos,... radikuliti xo mar gawuxebT?
-ara, araferi mawuxebs. sul eg iyo?
-xo, Tan ai mogvesalmeT, sxva dros ar gecalaT xolme, - gaisma
kariskacis xma, -kargi, kargi, wavediT, lili.
nabijebis xma miwyda...
-mogesalmeT?! aa?! is Cemi mezoblebic etyoba magitom Secbnen,
albaT, imaTac pirvelad mivesalme...
sagrimioros sarkeSi Cems Tavs davakvirdi. marTla avad xom ar var? fu,
ras vgavar. msgavsi simaxinje jer TvaliT ar minaxavs. sinaTles vrTav da
sibneleSi Tvalebs vxuWav...
ukve erTi kviraa, es kadri ver moviSore, rogor vdgavar musliCoqebze,
rogor vtiri da vemudarebi, rom ar momklas.

mea
speqtaklze wasasvlelad vemzadebi. rogorc vici, scenidan darbazSi
verafers xedaven. romc daminaxos, mainc ver micnobs. dRes Cemi
msxverpli isev gmiri iqneba, isev amayad gamova paklonze da isev
amayad Cauvlis avtografis molodinSi kulisebTan Segrovil, uimedod
Seyvarebuli qalebis brbos. oo, ras gaverTobi?!

io
ar vici, ramden xans vijeqi sibneleSi. Oori damwyebi artisti xmaze
vicani, saxelebi arc vici, raSi mainteresebda.
-va, pirvelebi varT.- Cailaparaka erTma.
-rogor moxda? Ddidi artistis sagrimioroSi sinaTle ar anTia.
hgoniaT, rom aq aravinaa. ai, axla yvelafers gavigeb. yvelafers...
-ise, raRac, es dReebi ar gamoCenila. etyoba Seyvarebulma qalebma
dabrides (icinian).
-fu, erTi icnobdnen, ra nagavia.
-Cumad (aCerebs meore), vinmem r gaigos.
-gaigos, ai dardi! adre Tu gvian, magas vinme mainc mosvams Tavis
adgilas.
-ra davuSave?
-win nu midgebi, roca me scenaze vdgavar! saxeliTc ar moumarTavs,
2 welia, rac aq vmuSaob. meti ra unda damiSavos?
-ra vici, sanam am TeatrSi ar moxvdi, ar gjeroda rom geubnebodi.
Cemi sagrimioros kari iReba, sinaTle inTeba, kako Semodis.
-ee, aqa xar? gakvirvebulia. ra gWirs?
-CamZinebia.
vityuebi da Tvalebs vifSvnet. amis TamaSi mainc SemiZlia ise, rom
eWvi aravis Seeparos.

mea
speqtakli daiwyo. meSvide rigis mexuTe skamze vzivar, SesaniSnavad
Cans yvelaferi. ara, ra sisulelea, namdvilad swori arCevani gavakeTe,
msaxiobobas namdvilad sjobia mayurebloba.

io
vgrZnob, rom is darbazSi zis. meqanikurad vambob Cems teqsts da
meanikurad davdivar scenaze. ki, is namdvilad darbazSi zis.

mea
arc ise gulwrfelia, rogoric iq iyo. aq TamaSobs, iq ki is iyo, vinc
namdvilad aris...

io
iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos, Cems magivrad sxva dgas scenaze. es
mayurebelic ukve meqanikurad ukravs taSs. ra moswonT?

mea
speqtakli damTavrda.Mmsaxiobebi paklonze gamodian. SeiZleba
meCveneba, magram aSkarad avadmyofiviT dgas, ZaliT iRimeba da
aSkarad darbazSi acecebs Tvalebs.

io
grims didxans viSoreb, tansacmels vicvli, dros vwelav. ukve yvelam
gaijaxuna sagrimioros kari. qurTuks vicvam da manqanis gasaRebs
vimarjveb. gareT gavdivar, sibneleSi varCev, rom Cemi manqanis
garSemo isev Zveleburad dganan Cemi Tayvanismcemeli gogoebi.
iqneb, isic maT Soris aris?

mea
-wavideT, Semcivda. veubnebi cicis.
-moica ra, ai, modis, Sen gaqvs suraTi?
-ara.

io
sibneleSi Cems suraTebze xels vawer, pirvelad vakeTeb amas.
manqanaSi vjdebi da mivdivar.
 mea
me da nini taqss vaCerebT, iom manqaniT Camogviara.

mea da io (erTad)
unda daviviwyo es yvelaferi.

io
vcdilob, ise moviqce, rogorc yovelTvis. speqtaklis mere Cveva maqvs,
kargad vivaxSmo da koniakic Cavartya. Mmere gazeTebi, sad ras
weren Cemze, mere gvian sadme megobrebTanac SeiZleba viziti,
CemTvis yvelgan nebismier dros Riaa kari, me xom varskvlavi var!

mea
ise unda viswavlo, rom Zalian magari vinme gamovide, Zalian Wkviani
da Zalian warmatebuli. oRond, vin - jer ar vici, mxolod is vici, rom
arasdros msaxiobi ar viqnebi.

io
koniakma Tavisi qna, daZabuloba uceb momeSva, yvelaferi kargad aris,
axla sadme waval. saZinebelSi Sevdivar, yvelaferi kargad aris,
pulovers Cavicvam. garderobs vaReb, pulovers viReb da am dros
saSineli braxuni ismis iatakze. Zirs vixedebi, Cems fexebTan saTamaSo
pistoleti agdia. xelSi viReb, fanjaras vaReb da mTeli ZaliT movisvri
sibneleSi. yvelaferi kargad aris.

mea
speqtaklis Semdeg saxlSi mosulma Cemebs kidev erTi gancxadeba
gavukeTe. momexmareT, rom Cemi adgili vipovo cxovrebaSi. cota
ukvirT Cemi aseTi gardasaxva da Tan gaxarebulebi arian. bebiaCemi
mainc yvelaze brZeni qalia. Seni adgili iq aris, sadac yvelaze meti niWi
aRmogaCndebao. magram gansakuTrebuli monacemebi rom araferSi
maqvs, msaxiobobis garda? iq kariera ukve davasrule, axla axali niWis
gamovlenas unda velodo.

io
mTeli Rame pistoletis ZebnaSi gavatare, fanriT davdiodi ezoSi,
gamTeniisas vipove erTi adgilas CaWeWyila da saRebavic aqerclilia.
Nnamdvils aRar hgavs. saxlSi amovitane da Sevinaxe, oRond ise, rom
yovel wuTs TvalSi ar gameCxiros.Aamboben, dros yvelaferi miaqvso.
 mea da io (erTad)
am ambavze Tu amdeni vifiqre, gavafren?!.. morCa, rac iyo - iyo, es
yvelaferi unda daviviwyo, unda daviviwyo samudamod.

* * *
(aTi wlis Semdeg)

mea
am ambidan 10 weli gavida. gansakuTrebuli niWi araferSi
aRmomaCnda. me da cicim, Cemma skolis megobarma - xom gaxsovT?
- erTad CavabareT konservatoriaSi musikismcodneobaze.
xo, rogorc xedavT, simaRleSi sagrZnoblad gavizarde. var maRali,
gamxdari, amboben, lamazic. pistoletis ambavi, ra Tqma unda,
damaviwyda. xandaxan afiSaze Tu movkrav Tvals ios gvars, maSin
maxsendeba, zogjer maSinac ara. ra sisulele iyo es yvelaferi, bavSvi
viyavi.
xo, marTla. gavTxovdi da 2 Svilic myavs, biWi 3 wlisaa ukve, gogo
wlinaxevris, Cemi qmari fizikosia, Zalian niWiera da Zalian uyvars Tavisi
saqme. erTi sityviT, yvela ambobs, rom bednieri ojaxi maqvs. kacma ar
icis, msaxiobi rom gamovsuliyavi, rogor wavidoda Cemi saqme. ara?!..
var CemTvis mSvidad, wynarad da bednierad. bebiebi bavSvis gazrdas
erTmaneTs ar aclian. Cemi meuRlis deda da dedaCemi didi xnis
megobrebi iyvnen. Cvenc TiTqmis bavSvobidan vicnobdiT erTmaneTs.
Cemi qmari Cemze ori wliT umcrosia, sxvaTa Soris, raRaciT ios
Camohgavs...
Cemi cxovrebis wesi TiTqmis ar Secvlila. davdivar isev biWvinTaSi
Cems megobrebTan erTad, zamTarSi bakurianSi. erTi-orjer
sazRvargareTac viyavi.
Cems qmars ar scalia, isea Tavisi saqmiT dakavebuli. Cemi daqalebi ar
gaTxovilan da varT ise Zveleburad. mokled, yvelaferi Tavis rigzea.
viRas axsovs pistoletis istoria.

io
coli moviyvane, ukve 6 welia. bavSvi ar gvyavs, xandaxan meCveneba,
rom saerTo araferi gvaqvs, xan piriqiT. is ambavi, pistoletis, saerTod
aRar maxsovs. xo, sxva axali araferia Cems cxovrebaSi, Teatridan
maleve wamovedi, iqaurobas veRar vitan. axla mxolod televiziaSi da
kinoSi var dakavebuli.
 ramdenimejer momeCvena, rom is giJi gogo miTvalTvalebda. erTxel
mgoni gamomyva kidec. mokled, es ise gamaxsenda, Torem saerTod
aRar maxovs is sisulele.

mea da io (erTad))
dro midis da TandaTan yvelaferi, rac umniSvneloa qreba, rac ara, ara...

io
ise, ar vici ,Cemi cxovreba gaxda aseTi sevdiani da uintereso, Tu
saerTod qveyana airia da xalxi Seicvala.

mea
axla rasac mogiyvebiT, me TviTonac ar mjera. erTi kviris win me da
Cemi jgufeli gogoebi auditoriaSi visxediT da vmRerodiT. es arc ise
iSviaTad xdeba. uecrad kari gaiRo da Cveni reqtori batoni dimitri
Semovida. Cven gavCumdiT da damnaSaveebiviT gavuRimeT...
gaagrZeleTo, gviTxra. gavicineT, gvegona, gvaSayirebda, roca
kategoriulad moiTxova, sxva ra gza gvqonda, gavagrZeleT. TiTi
Cemsken gamoiSvira da miTxra, gamomyevio.
es erTi kviris win iyo. dRes me meored Cems cxovrebaSi videqi
scenaze, konservatoriis mcire darbazis scenaze da karmenis arias
vmRerodi
darbazSi CemTvis ucnobi sami adamiani ijda da Cveni reqtor. amis
Sesaxeb saxlSic ki araferi momiyolia.
mokled, la skalaSi var staJirebaze miwveuli. gjeraT? arc me... scenaze
roca avedi, erTi wuTiT gamaxsenda io.

io
dRes saiformacio gamoSvebaSi viRac Zalian momxibvleli gogona
aCvenes. ramdeni xania, aseTi gabrwyinebuli saxe aRar minaxavs, la-
skalaSi miemgzavreba staJirebaze, meco soprano, bednieri. am
qveyanaSi cxovreba aRar SeiZleba. sul ufro autaneli xdeba.

mea
aeroportSi Cemma qmarma da megobrebma gamaciles. televiziac iyo
mosuli da miRebda.

io
is gogo isev aCvenes dRes, qmari acilebda... qmarsac CamoarTves
interviu. neta, Cems colsac miiwvevdnen sadme da wavidodes, oRond,
sadme wavidodes.

* * *

K(ismis karmenis aria da taSi)

mea
dRes karmenis premiera gvqonda. ra vTqva, ar vici. mTeli qalaqSi
Cemi plakatebia gakruli, yvela Jurnalis da yvela gazeTis pirvel gverdze
var, magram guli saSinlad maqvs damZimebuli, Cems qveyanaSi omia,
samoqalaqo omi.

io
mezizReba aqauroba, es xalxic da es qveyanac. me da Cemi coli
sxvadasxva politikuri orientaciis aRmovCndiT. ratom vawamebT
erTmaneTs, ver gamigia.

mea
dedaCemi xSirad mirekavs da mTxovs, rom ar Camovide, bavSvebi
menatreba, qmaric, TiTqos, magram bavSvebi gansakuTrebiT.

io
Cemi coli gaTxovda, sruliad maulodnelad. yofil politikur patimars
gahyva colad. dilas aq dalia Cai, saRamos ki telefoniT Sematyobines es
ambavi. ver gavrkveulvar, mwyins Tu mixaria.

Mmea
ver warmomidgenia, rom rusTavelis prospeqti dangreulia. verc imas
vijereb bolomde, rasac mweren da rasac miyvebian.

io
ra vakeTo, aRar vici. vinc mxvdeba, pirveli imas mekiTxeba, romel
mxares var. arc erT mxares ara var, arc erT mxares, Tqve primitivebo,
gaigeT!
 mea
saxlSi minda dabruneba, magram jer ver davbrundebi, imdeni
adamiani gaxda Cemze damokidebuli... bavSvebi menatreba, suraTebi
Camovxseni, rom maTze aRar vifiqro. morCa, Tavs ar davzogav, bevri
fuli unda viSovo.

io da mea (erTad).
Oomi daiwyo.

(cnobili saopero ariebis da taSis fonze ismis srolis da dabombvis

xmebi).

io
gagris misadgomebTan varT, guSin rva biWi dagveRupa, verc erTi ver
gamoviyvaneT. Uukan vixevT. Aamas verasdros warmovidgendi, rom
samxedro forma mecmeboda da xelSi avtomati meWireboda.

mea
dRes ucxoeTSi mcxovrebi qarTvelebi aqcias vawyobT.

io
xidi agvifeTqes, orive mxridan alyaSi varT. soxumi cecxlSi iwvis.

mea
guSin niusebSi afxazeTs aCvenebdnen, biWvinTas movkari Tvali, ar
mjera, rom es yvelaferi iq xdeba, iq sadac marTla yoveli kenWi vici.

io
Cveni batalionidan mxolod orni gadavrCiT. fexSi var daWrili, zRvas
sisxlis suni asdis, ver warmomidgenia, rom rodesme am wyalSi gacurva
momindes.

mea
aranair warmatebas ar hqonia azri, roca Sens qveyanaSi sisxli iRvreba.
araferi minda, oRond, axla CemebTan viyo. guli raRac cuds meubneba,
ufro cuds, saSineli winaTgrZnoba maqvs.
 io
soxumi ecema. TviTmfrinavSi, pirvel rigSi, daWrilebi, bavSvebi, qalebi
ahyavT. Cems adgls erT batara biWs vuTmob. CemTvis ukve yvelaferi
sulerTia.

mea
is TviTfrinavi afrenisas dabombes.

(erTad: mea da io)

Cemi TvaliT vuyure, rogor Camovarda da rogor afeTqda.

io
CemTvis axla sikvdili Sveba iqneboda, sikvdils veZeb, magram jer
arsadaa.

mea
Cemi Zma gumistasTan daxvrites afxazebma. omSi wasula, ar vicodi,
Cemebma damimales.

io
aravis danaxva ar minda, arc televizors vuyureb arc gazeTebs
vkiTxulob. fexi TiTqmis momirCa. isev marto var. netav, SemeZlos
saerTod wavide am qveynidan.

mea
Cemi Zma bebiaCemis gverdiT davkrZaleT, sofelSi. nuTu es yvelaferi
Cems Tavs xdeba? Cemi patara gogo ise meqceva, rogorc pativsacem
stumars, roca vkocni, wiTldeba.
xval ukan mivfrinav. araferi aRar minda, magram Cems Tavs ukve aRar
vekuTvni, iq melodebian, maT maqcies primad da mec valdebuli var,
maTTvis vimRero.

io
aq Teatri da kino aravis aRar sWirdeba da arc msaxiobi.
 mea
iq xelovani adamiani yvelaze Zvirad fasobs.

io
xelovani adamiani, ra sacodavad JRers.

mea
isini amaSi fuls ixdian, Zalian did fuls da mec valdebuli var, vimRero
maTTvis, memRereba Tu ara.

io
saSineli nevrozi maqvs, Rameebi aRar mZinavs, martoobas didxans
veRar gavuZleb.

mea
mombezrda, yvelaferi mombezrda. saSinelebaa, roca getireba da
iZulebuli xar, imRero.

* * * *

io
coli moviyvane, araCveulebrivi qalia, daxvewili manerebiT, kargi
garegobis, yovelTvis gemovnebiT Cacmuli.
ratom dadian aseTi qalebi saxlSi windebCaCaCulebi da
Tmadauvarcxnelebi, xmac sxvanairi ratom uxdebaT? a?

mea
yvelafers egueba adamiani.

io
ara, me amasTan Segueba ar SemiZlia.
 mea
Tavis cxovrebas yvela TviTon irCevs.

io
xoda, mec virCev rac ar SemiZlia. ar SemiZlia, etyoba, Cemi saqme ar
aris ojaxi, an me ar mimarTlebs.
isev marto var.

mea
,,grand operaSi 3 wlian kontraqts movawere xeli. Cemma qmarma
ganqorwineba mTxova. amerikaSi apirebs wasvlas. dedaCemi
gamomityda, rom didi xania, romani Tavis ufrosTan, viRac ebrael qalTan
hqonia da erTad miemgzavrebiano. didad arc gamkvirvebia. codva
gamxelili sjobs. Cems cxovrebaSic gaCnda erTi adamiani, sul
mawuxebda, rom qmari myavda. maSinac ki, roca romelime patara
qalaqis patara sastumroSi viyaviT me da stivi. mSvidad arasdros
migvrZvnia Tavi, sul megona, rom kari gaiReboda da Cemi qmari
pistoletiT xelSi dagvadgeboda Tavze. pistoleti?! ramdeni xania, aRar
gamxsenebia io, masaviT, me mgoni, arc myvarebia aravin. Aan iqneb,
pirveli iyo da imitom.

io
operis TeatrSi saqvelmoqmedo koncerti imarTeba. me saRamos
wayvana SemomTavazes. msoflios sxvadasxva qveynidan Camodian
varskvlavebi. Semosuli Tanxa omis dros dazaralebur ojaxebs unda
moxmardes.

mea
TbilisSi mivfrinav, mTeli gza wamlebs vsvam. didi xania, rac aq ar
Camovsulvar, Zalian vRelav. xval operaSi saqvelmoqmedo koncertze
unda vimRero. zeg Cemi qaliSvilis dabadebis dRea, wamosvlis win
davureke da vkiTxe, saCuqrad ra Camovitano-meTqi? araferio, mTeli
dRe CemTan erTad iyavio. albaT, ver Suvusruleb. me xom Cems Tavs
aRar vekuTni... didi xania...
 io
SeiZleba am saRamos wayvanas arc davTanxmebuliyavi, scenas didi
xania veRar vitan, magram amboben, medea Camodiso. axlodan
minda vnaxo namdvili varskvlavi.

***

(ismis taSi. ios xelCakidebuls gamohyavs bisze mea...)

io
araCveulebrivi iyaviT.

mea
didi madloba.

io
iciT, me Tqven maxsovxarT.

mea
marTla?!

io
diax, roca pirvelad miemgzavrebodiT la skalaSi. siuJeti vnaxe televiziiT
da maSinve vifiqre, rom didi momavali geqnebodaT.

mea
didi madloba.

io
risi madloba, es faqtia, magram mec arasdors mRalatobs intuicia.

mea
mec maxsovxarT Tqven.
 io
marTla?

mea
ki, yvela Tqveni speqtakli mqonda nanaxi.

io
rogor, Tqven xom maSin sul patara gogona iqnebodiT?

mea
arc ise.

io
Zalian bednieri var, rom piradad gagicaniT.

mea
mec...

io
imedi maqvs, rom kidev SevxvdebiT.

mea
mec, xval mivfrinav.

io
albaT, erTi suli gaqvT rodis waxvalT aqedan.

mea
piriqiT.

io
maSin darCiT.

mea
didi xania, Cems wasvla-darCenas me aRar vwyvet.
 io
ras izamT, asea varskvlavuri cxovreba. mets aRar SegawyenT Tavs.
Kkargad brZandebodeT.

mea
mSvidobiT.

io
saocari qali yofilila.

mea (TavisTvis)
xom ar movuyve pistoletis ambavi?! gagiJdeba? dilas rom ar
mivfrinavde... eeh, mainc simpaTiuira, WaRarac rogor moxdomia,
Tvalebi? Aara, aseTi cisferi Tvalebi aravis ara aqvs.

io
saidan moigones, rom ciferi Tvalebia lamazi, an mwvane, an is rom
silamazes aucileblad kontrastebi qmnis, Savi Tmebi da Ria feris Tvalebi
an piriqiT.Ees Zalian mcdari azria. yvelaze lamazi Tafliferi Tvalebia,
aseTi cecxli da aseTi siTbo, erTdroulad, arc erT fers ara aqvs.

mea

bargs valageb. rogor ar minda wasvla.

io

am koncertma TiTqos cota xniT gamoacocxla es Camkvdari qalaqi. ra

qalia?! ... bunebrivi, yovelgvari TamaSis garSe, ratom arasdros
Semxvda aseTi vinme. es Tvalebi? saidan moigones, rom ciferi
Tvalebia lamazi, an mwvane, an is rom silamazes aucileblad
kontrastebi qmnis, Savi Tmebi da Ria feris Tvalebi an piriqiT.Ees Zalian
mcdari azria. yvelaze lamazi Tafliferi Tvalebia, aseTi cecxli da aseTi
siTbo, erTdroulad, arc erT fers ara aqvs.

mea
ori dRea, rac londonSi davbrundi. me da Cemi biWi dRes kranaxis
gamofenaze viyaviT. axla kembijSi unda dabrundes. Cemi manqaniT
matareblis sadguramde mimyavs. ukve kacia, Tbilisis ambebs vuyvebi,
TviTonac axali ambavi damaxvedra, Zma SeZenia amerikaSi.
ioze mindoda meambna, pistoletis ambis moyola daviwye, magram
mivxvdi, rom ar ainteresebda da gavCumdi. Ggamomityda,
gadavwyite, rom fizikosi unda gamovideo. eh, genebi, genebi mainc
Tavisas Svreba.
matareblamde mivacile da ukan gamovbrundi. ,,Tauers mivuaxlovdi.
manqana sadgomze gavaCere, qurTuki Cavicvi da kibeebiT avedi xidze.
ukve bneloda, iqve fexiT davuyevi xids, stivi erTi kviriT parizSi gafrinda,
saocari martooba vigrZeni.
CemTvis samSoblo Cemi saxli da biWvinTa iyo. biWvinTa aRar aris,
Cems saxlsac angreven. gavCerdi da temzas gavxede. aq, am adgilas
yovelTvis bavSvobaSi wakiTxuli inglisuri literaturis gancda meufleba
xolme. rac Camovedi, sul metireba, yvelafris gaxsenebaze metireba.
axla mesmis im varskvlavebis, maRalsarTuliani saxlebis saxuravebidan
rom xtebodnen. Cemi fiqris SemeSinda, movtrialdi da ukan wamovedi,
sakuTar Tavs mokari Tvali Teatris afiSaze. qudi Tvalebze Camovifxate,
viTom axla vinme micnobda?!

* * *

mea da io (erTad)
20 welze meti gavida.

mea
Cems varskvlavur cxovrebaze araferis moyola ar minda, es iseTive
banaluria da erTferovani, rogorc nebismieri sxva. taSi, premierebi, taSi,
gastrolebi, taSi, axali saopero Teatrebi, taSi, axali Tayvanismcemlebi.
taSi, taSi, taSi.
axla kviprosze var, sami dRiT Camovedi, Cemi sastumros fanjridan
gavcqeri xmelTaSua zRvas. mTeli qveyana moviare, msoflios yvela
zRvaSi da yvela okianeSi maqvs fexi Cadgmuli, magram iseTi zRva,
rogoric biWvinTaSi iyo, arsad mTel msoflioSi ar arsebobs, is siTboc
veRarsad vipove, rac Cems bavSvobaSi iyo Cvens saxlSi.. ise gadis
wlebi, maT saflavze verc ki Cavdivar.

io
TiTqmis mTeli cxovreba marto gavatare, Tu ar CavTvliT im ramdenime
wels, roca viTom ojaxi mqonda. Tumca, srulfasovani ojaxi arc arasodes
mqonia. arc bavSvobaSi. mama adre gagvcilda, dedaCemic axalgazrda
gardaicvala. me sul raRac gansakuTrebuls veZebdi cxovrebaSi, Cemi
Tavic gamorCeuli megona, gverdiTac aseTi yvelasagan gansxvavebuli
saocreba mindoda myoloda. ra vqna, axlac ase var. simarTle es aris.

mea
yvelani kargad varT, Cemi ambebi iciT, Cemi vaJi amerikaSi gadavida
scxovreblad. isic mamasaviT fizikosia da sakmaod warmatebuli. Tumca,
erTmaneTs verc isini xvdebian. myavs erTi amerikeli SviliSvili, oTxi
qarTveli da jer arc erTi ar minaxavs. Cems qaliSvils oTxi vaJi SeeZina:
saba, andria, daCi da nikolozi. Aamerikels medea, hqvia Cems
pativsacemad.

io
Teatrs mainc ver davanebe Tavi, oRond, axla sxva ampulaSi var.
piesebs vwer, sami piesa davwere da samive daidga. xval Cemi
speqtaklis sanaxavad ingliseli produseri modis. raRaceebi daiZra am
qveyanaSi. dReidan inglisuris swavlas viwyeb, oRond, aravis veubnebi.
pedagogic mkacrad myavs gafrTxilebuli, ra saWiroa, daiwyeben mere...

mea
dRes Cems samSobloSi isev omi daiwyo. dRes kontraqtis gagrZelebaze
unda momewera xeli da erTi kviriT gadavde.

io
omia, omi... me piradad SeveCvie oms da areulobas. araferSi aRar
verevi, erTi wuTiT ar SevwyveT weras, arc inglisurSi momzadebas.
Cemi pedagogi Zalian sayvareli patara gogoa. guSin damireka da
bodiSi momixada, miWirs gareT gamosvla da albaT veRar SevZleb
siarulso. ar davTanxmdi, ZaliT vaTqmevine misamarTi da me TviTon
mivdivar axla masTan. arc erTi dRiT ar gavCerdebi. Cems asakSi
gaCerebis ufleba ar maqvs. yvelas davumtkiceb, rom egre ar aris, raa...

mea da io (erTad)
erTi kvira gavida.

mea
me d Cemi produseri dRes isev SevxvdiT.
-ha, damTavrda eg Tqveni samdRiani omi.
me xmas ar viReb. sami dRe, 300-ze meti daRupuli, 3000-ze meti
gaubedurebuli ojaxi. hm, sami dRe.
-me mgoni, araCveulebrivi pirobebia, midebs win kontraqts.

io
kidev kargi droze damTavrda es omi. erTi kviraa, rac inglisurze imis
saxlSi davdivar.. ise mixaria, ise mixaria, ver warmoidgenT. ori patara
gogo hyavs, tyupebi. qmars miutovebia, sadRac gadakargulSi
cxovrobs. iseTi magrebi arian es tyupebi, iseTi magrebi, jer axla
swavloben siaruls.

mea
ici ra,- veubnebi Cems produsers, unda davbrunde.
-sad? cinikurad iRimeba da viTom ver xvdeba sad.

io
viswavli inglisurs da morCa, aqedan unda wavide. vijdebi CemTvis
romelime pabSi temzasTan axlos da vwer da vwer.

mea
-Cems samSobloSi.
-sad? icinis iqidan yvela garbis da Sen brundebi?
-ho.

io
Cems pedagogs lika qvia, Svilad Semefereba, Zalian kargi gogoa.
moridebuli, roca rames misworebs, wiTldeba. guSin mTeli 3 saaTi
SevrCi. erTi tyupi me mejda kalTaSi, meore imas da ase
vmecadineobdiT. meubneba, rom Zalian niWieri var. ukve avlaparakdi
inglisurad.

mea
-romel samSobloSi brundebi, Sen TviTon ar miTxari erTxel, CemTvis
samSoblo afxazeTi da Cemi saxli iyoo?
-ho, marTalia da aRarc erTi aRar maqvs.
(isev icinis)
-Zalian saintereso qali xarT, rogorc yovelTvis.. . .
 io
guSin londonidan mowveva miviRe. Cemi piesis dadgma undaT erT-erT
TeatrSi. tyupebs bevri saCuqari vuyide, likasac. Sampaniuri
namcxvrebi da ise mivadeqi. lika, rogorc sayvarel mamas, ise
Camomekida kiserze da xtunaoba daiwyo. Sampaniuri davlieT, axla
cota nasvami var, saxlSi vbrundebi. albaT, erT TveSi waval.

mea
-kargi xumroba, xumroba iyos, meti droc ara maqvs. kidev erT nabijs
dgams Cemi produseri.
uaris niSnad Tavs vaqnev. xvdeba, rom aRaraferi gamouva, mec
vxvdebi, rom aRarafris Semcvleli ara var.
-gadawyvetilia?
isev Tavs vaqnev.
is didxans aris Cumad.
-albaT, TbilisSi sadme karg saxls iyidi...
-ara, TbilisSi ar vapireb.
-aba?
-sofelSi, sadac Cemebis saflavebia.
-sofeli, principSi mTeli sofeli Tavisuflad SegiZlia iyido.

io
dazamTrda, Tovli movida, me da lika erTmaneTSi mxolod inglisurad
vsaubrobT, sad viyavi amden xans.

mea
iseTi bednieri var, dReebs viTvli.

io
gadavwyvite, lika Tavis tyupebianad CemTan gadmoviyavno. rad minda
amxela saxli, Tan Cemi wasvlis droc moaxlovda. tyuilad ratom unda
ixadon qiris fuli.

mea da io (erTad)
gamgzavrebamde 2 dRe darCa.
 io
saxlSi misvla mixaria, tyupebma aikles iquroba, lika ki wuxs, magram
me arafers vuSli. erTaderTi, Cemi nawerebi ar daxion, arada, roca vwer,
maincdamainc is furceli undaT. Zalian sayvarelebi arian da Zalian
lamazebi, vgiJdebi ise Semiyvardnen. lika ugemrieles saWmelebs
akeTebs.

mea
bargis nawili ukve gamovgzavne. Mmamapipiseuli saxlic davibrune.
Cemma qaliSvilma miTxra, iseTi gaxarebulebi arian, ver warmoidgeno.
mezoblebi yovedRe mirekaven. iqneb, Cveni saxlebic iyidoso.

mea da io (erTad)
Zalian bednieri var. dRes mivemgzavrebi.

io
hitrous aeroportSi var.

mea
hitrous aeroportSi var.

mea da io (erTad)

aravis gavacilebine Tavi. ver vitan gacilebas.

io
me romeli TviTmfrinaviTac Camovfrindi...

mea
me im TviTmfrinaviT mivfrinav.

io
dRes Cemi speqtaklis premiera iyo, bevri qarTveli movida. elCic
brZandeboda, Aiqedan kulturis ministric CamobrZanda da ori televizia,
cota vRelavdi. saxlSi davreke. likam miTxra fantastikuri iyavio,
araCveulebrivad ilaparakeo. Cven isev inglisurad vesaubrebiT
erTmaneTs.

mea
Cems saxlSi var, vzivar foTlebgacvenili kaklis xis Ziras da cremlebi
RapaRupiT Camomdis.
-deda, xom ar nanob? mekiTxeba Cemi qaliSvili xumrobiT. icis, rac
matirebs.
ezoSi Cemi patara biWebi, Cemi SviliSvilebi darbian.
SabaT-kviras gestumrebiTo, meubnebian. axla Zalian minda, rom
didxans vicocxlo.

io
londonis Zvel ubnebSi davdivar. yvelaferi iseTi axlobelia CemTvis, me
TviTonac mikvirs. aRar ician, riT masiamovnon.
- you are great playwrighter
- you are wonderful
- you are brilliant.
- asea, batono. Cvens qveyanaSi araferis fasi ar ician. ras
inebebT? sad wagiyvanoT?- mekiTxebian.
- Seqspiris saflavze!

mea
guSin Zroxa viyide, Wreli.

io
mowveva gamigrZeles, axali piesis SekveTa maqvs, male albaT
pirdapir inglisurad daviwyeb weras. tyupebi Zalian menatreba, laparaki
dauwyiaT.

mea
gamaxsenda, bavSvobaSi babuaCemi rogor amynobda xeebs, madliani
xeli hqonda. yvelas damynobili Turme ar xarobs da xan vin sTxovda,
da xan vin, mec Tan davyvebodi. bevrjer mqoda nanaxi, gavixsene,
gavbede da Cems ezoSi 5 nergi davamyne.

io
5 suraTi ukve davwere. ra bednierebaa, rom es interneti arsebobs.
 mea
ra bednierebaa, rom arc interneti maqvs da arc televizori, SabaT-kviras
Cemebi Camodian da Cems amoyvanil yvels vaxvedreb.

io
rasac vwer, likas vugzavni. is egreve miTargmnis da mec meore dResve
mimaqvs. moswonT, yvelaferi moswonT. ise, rac aq speqtaklebi vnaxe,
moewonebaT, aba ra iqneba. honoraric momces, likasac gavugzavne,
gagiJda.

mea
sasafloze asvla mixaria. patara lamazi eklesia auSenebiaT. kviraobiT
TiTqmis mTeli sofeli wirvaze dadis, ufro, axalgazrdebi. mamaoc sul
patara biWia, ocdaaTi wlisac ar iqneba.

io
guSin saxlSi davreke (etireba), tyupebi movikiTxe. dagalaparakebo,
miTxra likam.
-How are you, grandfather?
-Grandfather erTmaneTs glejdnen telefons.
Tavi veRar Sevikave da avtirdi.

mea
kviraobiT eklesiaSi daviwye galoba.

io
meore piesas vamTavreb.

mea
mezoblis bavSvebs inglisurSi vamzadeb, ra Tqma unda, usasyidlod.

io
honorarze winaswar movelaprake, vuTxari rom SviliSvilebs minda
gavugzavno. tyupebis suraTebi sul gulijibeSi midevs.
 mea
mainc ar isveneben... gakveTilis mere xan vaSlebiT savse kalaTs
mitoveben, xan gogras, xan CurCxelebs. mokled, qvelmoqmedeba
mainc ar gamomdis.

io
me qvelmoqmedebisTvis ar mcalia, imdeni rame sWirdebaT bavSvebs.

mea
Cemma nergebma gaixara, xuTivem.

io
guSin meore speqtaklis premiera Sedga. Cems asakSi emocia,
dadebiTic da uaryofiTic, orive cudad mxdis. mTeli dRea, wneva maqvs.
sad SemiZlia amdeni, patara xom aRara var, bolos da bolos, babua var,
ra - ara?

mea
Cemi Zroxa maked aris, aRar iwveleba, samagierod, male ori
meyoleba.

io
ara, ara, sad SemiZlia, mets aq veRar davrCebi. davwer da iqidan
gamogigzavniT. ara mets verafriT davrCebi, SviliSvilebi menatreba,
Zalian menatreba.
vnaxoT, Caval da mere iqneb isev Camovide, an imaTac Camoviyvan.
ena ar ician, Tu ra problemaa?!
ukan dasabrunebeli bileTi ukve aviRe., axali piesis idea momivida,
SeiZleba, TviTmfrinavSi davwero, ukve yvelaferi mofiqrebuli maqvs.
mTeli cxovreba...hm...
(gaCerdeba) mTeli cxovreba, ar manmade da arc mere ase ar
SemSinebia, arc erT omSi, arc... Cems axal piesas saTamaSo
pistoletiunda davarqva. Ees Cemi yvelaze magari piesa iqneba.

mea
dRes saRamos, locvaze rom mivdiodi, Cveni soflis maswavlebelma ise,
sxvaTaSoris ambad momiyva: londonidan TbilisSi momaval
TviTmfrinavSi ios infarqti damarTia da aeroportidan pidarpir
saavadmyofoSi gadauyvaniaT umZimes mdgomareobaSi.
maSinve movtrialdi da imave dRes Camovedi TbilisSi. viziti meore
dRisTvis aRar gadavde.
ukve Rame iyo. morige eqimma micno da reanimaciaSi SemiSva.
gverdiT Camovujeqi, yvela mxridan raRacaze iyo SeerTebuli. TeTri
wveri, qandakebasaviT fermkrTali, magram mainc Zalian simpaTiuri.
dilamde mis sasTumalTan vijeqi. yvelaferi movuyevi, yvelaferi,
pistoletis ambidan dawyebuli, dRevandeli dRiT damTavrebuli... ar vici
esmoda Tu ara, amas CemTvis mniSvneloba aRr hqonda.
saavadmyofodan pidapir sofelSi davbrundi, gzaSi televizori SeviZine
da yvela sainformacio gamoSvebas vusmendi. erTi kviris Semdeg
gamoacxades, rom gardaicvala. Tumca, sikvdilis win bolo intervius
Cawera mainc moewroT Jurnalistebs. TviTmfrinavSi axali piesa
davwereo. dakrZalvaze ar wavsulvar, aq, Cvens eklesiaSi gadavuxade
panaSvidi.
dRes ki misgan es amanaTi miviRe, jer ar gamixsnia. Tavidan
cota Sevcbi, magram ricxvi rom wavikiTxe, gardacvalebis wina dRes
gamougzavnia. aqamde saerTod rom CamoaRwia, isic ki mikvirs.
xelebi mikankalebs.
werili. werils vxsni. ai, Turme, rogori xeli hqonia, sul 5 sityva weria.
saTvales vimarjveb.

didi madloba yvelafrisTvis, Cemo Zvirfaso.

amanaTSi kidev devs raRac, Tvalebs ar vujereb.

es xom is saTamaSo pistoletia.

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