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O N E L O V E

BY REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA
SOLE OWNER OF FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE [ASTARITES]
THIS BOOK BELONGS INVIOLATELY TO THE HOUSE OF TACOSA GRAY
2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY, ALLRIGHTSRESERVED

I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, IN CALIFORNIA, UNDERTRUE GODS OATH INVIOLATE,


SWEAR THAT I ALONE INCEPTED & WROTE THIS DOCUMENT, ONE LOVE, FOR
INCLUSION AND USE IN MY CHURCH, THE CHURCH OF LOVE, AND ON MY WEBSITE,
THE SOUL HTTP://TESTNET9.NING.COM/. ALL ATTEMPTS OF THEFT, NOW AND IN THE
AFTERLIFE, WILL BE PROSECUTED. I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, IN CALIFORNIA, OWN
THE CHURCH OF LOVE AND THE WEBSITE, THE SOUL, AS WELL AS ITS RESULTS, NOW
AND IN THE AFTERLIFE, NO OTHER.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE
Witness: Mr. Kalanta of the Kalanta Law Offices of Modesto
[Witnessed, signed, & Dated June 2011]
Due to Problems of Supernatural Theft, I, Rebecca Tacosa Gray, Under True Gods Oath Inviolate, state the following: I
renounce what is known as the True God Godstruct&MissesM&Mary--Who are RENOUNCED by THE CHURCH OF
LOVE as integral evilandwho is not the actual TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF PROPER, he is banned from my
Church, THE CHURCHOFLOVE,from my Work, and this, the Book, ONE LOVE. Theyre of no association with my Faith,
and havenorights, Now or in Afterlife: TheywontownnotonethingintheAfterlife. And, Although St. Michael & the House of
St.Michael& Michael protect, they do not own one thing, they donthaveanyrights, Now or in the Afterlife. It is
AGAINSTTHELAWforthe Downstairstotouchthiswork, itistostayonEarthProper,UpstairsRegion
I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, IN CALIFORNIA, oftheUpstairsRegion,will prosecute all offenders with the Entire Weight of
my Church, THE CHURCH OF LOVE, and will Display all Renunciations in my Physical Church Proper, Earth & Otherwise,
in the FIGHT. Room. This statement will be Witnessed by AttorneyREBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNA, EARTH.
FIGHT.

FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounces evil and the activity of evil on this Earth, and condemn all negative
being who torment, torture and hurt the Human Soul Self on this Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE
renounce the Luciferian, Magdalenian & Miss M Lines, the Heinous Lines & the House of Eva, all of which
constitute integral evil on this Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounce the following beings:
Miss/Misses M & the Misses M, Lucy, Mary of Magdalene/Mariel/Mary-el, Miss M/The BlackWhore, Miss M,
The Queen Mum, Lady & The Personality Traits, all the females of whom comprise The House of Eva. They
are condemned in Being and in Name, and are denounced as the evil they represent. They have no association
with THE CHURCH OF LOVE.

A NOTE TO THE UPSTAIRS AND DOWNSTAIRS ESTABLISHMENT:

For those on this Earth, I have known many Being, many good, and I have fought evil. Ive seen a lot. Due to the nature of evil,
and the nature of my History, I have had to self protect my physical Self, and my Earthly History and Belongings from a
Thieving Establishment, many of them Female, some Seraphimic, others Godlike and many males, as well. There are those who
took an interest and a part in my battle, and some who thought to steal the Honor from my physical work, which amounts to
about 5,900 hours alone on FIGHT., to date. These are being who are not involved, who did not do a shred of work, although
they like to pretend to, and who parade around in the Spiritual/Physical in Honor not their own. I will say it straightforward, to
the Establishment:

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, in CALIFORNIA, UNDER TRUE GODS OATH INVIOLATE, swear on every known Truth
that I ALONE, no one else, no one, not above or below, did this work, wrote this book, or built my Organizations FIGHT. &
THE CHURCH OF LOVE. I built them from the very top to the very Core of their Structure. There have always been episodes
throughout History where associations have been drawn with Spiritual Being, but I state unequivocally that this is not the case
with my work. It is my work, my mind, my inception, my building in entirety, based on my own physical experience, on the Face
of this Earth. I state now, to the Establishment, that they are denied theft of my Honor and my Work, and that by weight of my
Lawyer, Mr. Kalanta of the Law Offices of Kalanta in Modesto, I have made certain that my work and my Honor stay with
myself, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY,CALIFORNIA, Now and in the Afterlife. I also condemn, in Being and in name, all evil,
and all those who sought to steal from my life who tormented, raped and tortured my life for a Fraudulent History attributable to
the corruption of the Downstairs Regions, and also abused by some of the Upstairs Regions. Of my own kind, whom I love
deeply, when you read my work, please think of it and attribute it only to myself, of which is built, and is mine and mine alone. It
is my LoveREBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA

For My Protection, and the Protection of my Family Line, THEHOUSEOFTACOSAGRAY, I have had to Protect this Work,
which is of my Church, THE CHURCH OF LOVE, it is inviolately important for me to state that this Work and all Work under
THE CHURCH OF LOVE is My,REBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIAs own work by Physical & Legal Law, Now & in the
Afterlife. It cannot be pandered or aggrandized by those who seek to steal. Although this work, along with FIGHT. are under
the Protection Only of ST.MICHAEL & THE HOUSE OF ST. MICHAEL, who are honored, they, along with the TRUE GOD
GODSELF & THE TRUE GOD GODSTRUCT [who are different from THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD], GODS &
ARCHANGELS have NO claim to this work and no rights, Now or in the Afterlife:
I,REBECCATACOSAGRAYINCALIFORNIAincepted, built&owninSOLEOWNERSHIP
bothFIGHT.&THECHURCHOFLOVE. This will be reviewed by my Attorney, Mr. Kalanta of the Kalanta Law Offices of
Modesto, in order to ensure complete understanding by the Establishment at large.

FIGHT AND WIN. WITHOUT FAIL.


REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA
TIMELINE:

July
As much of Music & Discussions/Sermons/Actions of Love in Month of July. Goal: To finish Composition THE LOVE
SONG OF TRUE GOD & 15 Discussion/Sermons/Actions of Love.

August/September
The Musing

October/November
Website Research/The Soul

DECEMBER MONTH OFF: CHRISTMAS & FAMILY TRADITION


This Faith is Interfaith: I Honor All Faiths: I have four core Faiths. My Faith, THE CHURCH OF LOVE is my Faith, but I
have four Core Faiths: Catholic,Sikh,Taoist,Wiccan. To Allow Other Faiths to be Held is Part of my Faith: I ask that they add
Traditions to their own Faith: They do not depart from their Faith, but are honored by mine. My Faith is Separate, one of the
Faiths, one of the Body of World Faiths. In my Faith, the TRUE & LIVING GOD is honored for 10 Days. I might design a 10
day Poetry growth period, of the soul, of Beauty, and in Love of and Preparation for THE TRUE & LIVING GODs
BIRTHDAY. It took Centuries for the one month to occur for Jesus Christ, it is in reality only 1 week, but three weeks prepare
for the Holiday of Christmas & there are 31 days of beauty that are Traditionally Recognized: It is a very large and complex
Faith that is Centuries Old.

For the last time,TheGODSELFisseparatefrom myself.He,THE TRUE &LIVINGGOD is ABOVE.Hewontliveatall.I,


REBECCATACOSAGRAY, Unique Human Being with Archangelic Honor & Complete Universal Connects
THIS WEBSITE IS INTERFAITH. IT HONORS ALL FAITHS.

This is an invitation to a discussion. I do not seek to pander you. I will not exploit you. Im not asking to you join
an organization, unless you wish to. Im hoping that you will enter a conversation, one that starts with a question.
A question of love, a question of your being. On this website, there are a million stars, a million ways. A million
paths and many answers that you might find in questioning the Universe and your own love. It is a question
involves you and you alone. It is a question that might consider your own soul deeply. In the conversation, you
may agree or disagree. Either way, it is wonderful to myself.
There are also other Loves. There is consideration of the Soul, research into the self. I am endeavoring to pull
together a body of information about the Soul, both Philosophical and Artistic in an attempt to bring closer to the
heart and clearly in the mind an integral part of our being. There is also an exploration of others Faiths, and a
chance to agree, disagree, to ponder, or, I hope, in genuine faith...an understanding of Tolerance despite
disagreements. I will tell you now that I genuinely respect your Faith, your beliefs, your choices, and your life.
When I present my beliefs, I'm asking the same from you. My Church, which is THE CHURCH OF LOVE, is just
as important as yours, in absolute Truth. Im asking that you understand that the making of my life has been
much the same as yours and has led me to the Path that I now follow, and has led to the building of my Church,
my Faith. It is of my life, it is of my love. Im asking you genuinely to accept that maxim, in our conversation, as
Truth. Also, my Faith is built upon the love of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. In your respect, if you already
have a Faith, please include him in your regard. He is the ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, the most beautiful of
Beings. I already respect your God or Gods, I consider them part of my life, as I have been in study of other
Faiths, and will continue to be so throughout my lifetime. This is truly a conversation. I wish to love. Not make
war. My hope is that you will find, as I have found, something to look for that has to do with you and you alone. I
hope that you will find expectations of beauty in your life. And that you will find love of everything, just in the
looking.

I thank you for the conversation, and now invite you to look further...please follow the link.

Tell me...who is it that you Love?...Shakespeare, Romeo & Juliet.


This is an invitation to a conversation.
You are welcome to read what you like.

TRUTH
FAITH
HONOR
BEAUTY
LOVE

THE SOUL

gell me...who is it that you Love?


Shakespeare, Romeo & Juliet

A Million Roses, A Million Stars.


Only One Choice. Beauty. Love.
A Million Paths. A Million Ways.
Only One Choice. Beauty. Love.

--REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA

Included Texts:
LOVE. Love Loves. Love Fights. Love Wins.REBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIA
The MusingREBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIA

Associated Texts:
The Love Song of True God: The Sleeping Beauty [Lyrical Composition]
One Beauty: A Compilation of
Discussion/Sermons & Actions of Love of THE CHURCH OF
LOVEbySoleOwner&MentorRebeccaTacosaGrayREBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIA
gell me...what is it that you Love?
Sometimes, it starts with a dream. With someone asking, Tell mewhat is it that you love? And sometimes it starts with a
walk, an opening of the front door, and walking out into the Universe that is the Cosmos. And there may be roses unwinding,
sure and slow along the way. And there may be light, shining and reaching from every star, whose heavy canopy sits quietly
waiting for us. And there may be one thought. A question in your mind, a question of what is. Everything begins somewhere.
For us, it may have been the unfolding of the Universe, the unfolding of Creation. And for us, it may have been the slow
unfolding of our own lives, insecure and exploring to begin, and slow or rushed in the creation of our daily selves. And for us, it
may have been the slow and beautiful creation of our Soul, wrought with stars, and the unfolding of roses we cannot see, all of
the beauty of our lives breathing in the Cosmos within and around us. For us, it is a looking at our hands, and saying What
have I done? Tell mewhat is it that I love?...it is always one question. What is Truth? What is Love? What is Honor? What
is it that I am? And so we walk out the door, into the arms of the one we love, the Universe, the Cosmos, and we ask the
questions of the Heart. And the question will look back at you and answer, Tell mewhat is it that you love?

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Article 1: TRUTH2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA

gell me...who is it that you Love?


When one looks at it, it unfolds simply, like a clear and beautiful bud rose. The Path. The Way. When one looks at it, one is
standing, once again, holding a question clearly in your hands. In front of you is your door, which you have walked in and out
of a thousand or more times, so familiar. And it is one door. One door that takes you out of your home and into a different
space. So you see the door, real, the gold knob, the bright red paint, and the wears and tears. And you decide to walk out that
door, and find yourself, once again, facing the Cosmos. And it is you. And it is the Cosmos. And it is you. And it is the
question. What is Truth? When we see the word Truth, we see a word that means reality, verifiable, true, an utterance that
cannot be denied in fact or physical reality. However, there is more to this word, and there is a world within the word that goes
beyond the initial book learned perception, the meaning of Truth on paper. When one begins to see the Truth, it becomes I
would like to know. It becomes, I would like to know something of myself. One begins looking inward, as well as outward. It
is a navigation towards a star, clear and true. It is something of beauty, built of this Cosmos, and deeply built of your own true
love. It is clarity, a something seen and known. No matter how you look at it, it does not change. The Truth is the Truth. A is
A. What you have done is what you have done. There is something to be said about lives built on Truths. Living in Truth
means never having to look back. Life is crystal clear, comfortable, free of guilt. Lives lived in untruth tend to spend their time
running. Running away from what they would rather not wish to look at, what they do not wish to deal with, right into a nest of
thorns that bind and bind until the original being cannot be seen anymore. One is caught in the thorns, the bramble, stuck
there with their lashes, their pain from trying to run away from their own guilt. The thorns reminders, reminders that one is
still alive. So in truth, we stop thrashing, moving, evading, running, we stand still and look at it. We look at it, one by one,
until we have understood what we have done. What we are. Who we are. What our actions mean, and what was really existent
in our actions. The truth is the truth. You are who you are, which is truly, in large part, what you do. And one might just press
our heart to that thorn, and find that they have realized a bit of their life. Eventually, one will extricate ones self, and find that
he is face again with the Cosmos, clear and beautiful, the canopy of stars heavy and quiet with love. And there is something to
be said about that type of beauty. Something of the heart involved in life, pure and true. And if you could see yourself living it,
you might say I am face to face with love. I am face to face with myself. There is a healthy deepening of love for the self in
truth. It is not a ego based love, but a holding of ones own love in Truth. A respect for ones own life. And that life, in
navigating properly, becomes a star, clear and true. It is a quiet questioning of ones self, up against the most pure and
beautiful of truths, in honor, Truth itself.
And the Universe breathes, and the stars fall quietly into ones lap, and one is asked a question. Is Truth something of measure
in you? How deeply do you know yourself, in Truth? And does the Universe that is Truth, living beyond the word, Truth,
written here on this page, exist in you? Truth is from the Old Norse Asatru, which means Troth or Faith, which lies beyond.
And in the word Truth, there is something more. Something more to be known. There is a saying from a movie, Out of Africa,
that is spoken by Karen that is current and beautiful. If I know a song of Africa, of the Giraffe, and the African Moon lying on
her back, of the plows in the fields, and the sweat of the coffee pickers, does Africa know a song of me? Will the air over the
plain quiver with the color that I have had on or will the children invent a game in which mine is? Or will the full moon throw a
shadow of the gravel over the drive that was like me? Do you, yourself, know something of Truth? And what is it that you
know?
And you walk forward into the night, the moon throwing a path of light of you. The stars fall, continuously and beautifully, and
you follow.

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Article 2: FAITH2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA

As one sits, watching the Universe unfold, the endless night sky with its falling stars weaving into dreams and truths before us,
we dream. We dream. We look at other loves, painting the stars into beauty before us. Quick, draw it all, Georgieyou make
it beautiful1 One of those loves is Faith. Faith is something truly beautiful, something wondrous, if one ever comes to the
conclusion that what they are looking at inside of themselves really exists. As with Truth, which we know intrinsically, Faith
relies on our intralect2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY, our inner being. It relies on our trust: in what we know to be real within
ourselves. When we look at our Gods, we look through the eyes of reality, the weight of a book, the weight of a written word.
One thing discovered about looking at a word rather than the visceral reality of a concept, something which is the Living Word,
is that there is more to our written texts than the book learned definition. When Faith is looked at, one sees:

Unquestioning belief that does not require proof.


Unquestioning belief in God, religious tenets, etc.
A religion or a system of beliefs.
Anything believed. Complete trust, confidence, reliance.

And this is a hand on the table, on the Bible swearing on a very beautiful Sacred Text.

And then there is Faith. And that is my belief in the Bible, and my reliance on the Truth, which is both reality and intrinsic in
myself, and there is the Faith that Justice and Truth are reality. They are of our Inner Faith in all good. This inner reliance, the
knowing of something, must also be the Faith of our GODs. And so I swear an Oath that must be believed on Faith. Faith
that I am the Truth, based on Faith on the Bible, based of Faith of condemnation if one is untruthful.

What is interesting to consider, and this is a truth, is how much there really is within a word. If you own an Oxford English
Dictionary, the Famous Tome that includes all definitions and their Origins, then you will understand that the beauty of our
language and its History is intrinsic and beautiful. However, there is something moresomething born of Faith, within our
wordsand it is a layering, a spectrum of integrity, beauty and wonder. If you look at a word like Truth, Truth is Truth. Its
basic meaning is clear to all of us. But truth explored is Truth Itselfit is yourself in perfect Honor, having relied on the
weight of your life and your being to have made decisions that are honor itself. It is truth, the form, of THE TRUE AND
LIVING GODS lovethat born of physical reality manifest, pure truth in form, pure truth in ethics, pure truth in love, truth in
integrity itself. And much more, as THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD can show you at a glance all truth within you, positive
and negative. And then is Truth Itself, your realization of what truly IS, in you. And the question, How well do you really know
yourself? And this is just the world of one word alone. Truth. In Faith, Faith is the Word of the World inside of yourself. It is
what is, of knowing. Not seeing. Knowing.

And one looks at the sky knowing. Knowing that the stars are fallingknowing that the Moon is risingand knowing that
ones Journey hasnt ended yet. And the Moon continues its flight into the sky, throwing a path across the falling stars, and you
have Faith that it is something of you.

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1. Sunday in the Park with George, a Musical, Stephen Sondheim.
Article 3: HONOR2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA

gell mewhat is it that you love?


The stars are still falling, their sparkle turning into silver in the velvet night. The walking has been lovely, leisurely, and
attentive to love. There is no rush, no demand. There is no one here to tell you no, or to tell you to love. There is just you and
loveand the stars, falling endlessly. The silver thread of the stars trailing into the night turn into thoughts, calmly and gently,
about what Honor really isabout where Honor really lays in the self. No one really talks about Honor, anymore, it is almost
an Archaic idea, something left behind in the pages of storybooks, or half caught in the gleam of a silver shield or coat of armor.
There are no Lancelots, and no King Arthurs. Instead we are inundated by I want and the We thought we could get away
with it. We find ourselves in the ego stream of selfish land, where the person and the soul self carry no honor at all. Now, in
Twenty-First Century, we dont really concern ourselves, as much, with the concept of Honor, anymore. It is outdated, unless
you are handing a rose, or opening a car door for a lady. It used to be that Honor existed in the Family Crests of those who
worked hard for a living, those who weathered the Depression, and those who fought our Wars. But here we are now, in the
21st Century, with our fast cars, perfect homes and daily jobs, just making it from day to day. Things get messy, and we get
tired. And, it might seem, there is no room for the beauty of Honor.

The stars are still gently falling, and the beauty of Honor is the topic. And we get creative. In the distance, we see a bright city
rise, and from it a trail of stars falling in a curved and wandering line straight to our feet. It has become the most beautiful
silver thread in History. So we pick it up, and walk, Perseus, toward the gleaming city that has just risen in the distance.

In the 1800s, there existed a group in Glasgow, Scotland called The Glasgow Four: Charles Rennie Mackintosh, his wife
Margaret Macdonald Mackintosh, Frances Macdonald, and Herbert Macdonald. They were representative of a generation of
Artists, beautiful people who were part of the inspiration of the Arts & Crafts Movement. Many of them were exemplary in
many Traditions, and many specialized. They took great Honor in their work. Many of the women were Masterworkers in
Metalworkcraftsmen in silver, and beaten metal Art pieces in a style called Repouss. And many of the Artists were
concerned, as was Charles Rennie Mackintosh and his wife, with usable, practical Art. They were objects like chairs, desks and
tables, anything one could use could become a work of art. The houses and objectry that emerged were beautiful, and places
like Charles Rennie Mackintoshs Hill House, outside of Glasgow, became famous. What strikes one most in cases like these is
the Honor one found in the work, in the craftsmanship of what these beautiful artists had done. They took the time to learn
their profession well, and it became part of their heart, their being. It was a philosophy of life, of and about their honor and their
love.

We have reached the city now, and it is a clean, bright city. All of the bricks are shining, and there is craftsmanship everywhere.
One the Street corners there are bricks with the street names etched in them, something reminiscent of New Orleans. There are
White Daffodils, and the Climbing Rose of Eden, gentle and beautiful against the bricks. Finally, we end up at the Hallowed
Glasgow School of Art, the beginning and the end of the Histories of the Glasgow Boys and Girls, all unique, all hard workers.
And there it is, the steps leading up into the school, and the crest, just above the doors. Inside are rooms of paintings, old, of
the Masters of their day. It is a winding place, full of nooks and crannies, places to discover. And places where Honor took
place, and still takes its place in the hands of Modern Artists today. We have a beautiful tour guide, who takes us to an easel
and hands us a paint brush. I look at my paint brush, and think on the beauty and usefulness of it. It is perfect, and there is
artwork on the handle. It is a something said about the ethics and love of this bright city. I roll up my sleeves, put on my finest
coat [the blazer I brought to keep warm] and go to work on time like Rene Magritte. Its time for the work, and the love, to
begin.

And this is how it is with Honor. We must work at it a little, to see something of loveliness emerge. The painting, of course, is
within us, developing daily with our events placed just so in our lives, with our love held just so in our hearts. In todays love,
Honor must find its way into the Heart of our being. When we pick up our pencils, we must pick up the most beautiful object
in the world. When we study, we must study the World. When we live our lives, we must live the Way of the World. From the
very bottom of our Hearts, to the very top of our being. And when we go about crafting our lives, we must draw it in Honor.
From the very best that we have become into a work of Art that goes beyond Beauty. Honor lives beyond us, in what we cannot
see in others, and in what we truly are. Sterling. The silver of the Stars and of the Moon, s of Perfection, and of the weight of
our souls. This is the threada thought of Honor. Or maybe it has become the bristols of the brush with which we now paint.
Perseus has emerged from our souls unhurt, brilliant, covered in Honor. There is the thread, here is the brush. Should we find
the Honor in our souls, Im certain wed find much more. Perhaps the most beautiful love of our life, and that is ourself in
perfection.

I step back from my painting, pleased. This is how I love.

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Article 4: BEAUTY2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA

gell medo you love?


Tonight is a night of dreams. One has fallen asleep on the pavement, and stars have descended to sleep in their soft light just
beside. There are millions, spanning out beside you like fireflies in the night. Among this beauty thoughts emerge, and many
of them upon the subject matter of Beauty. I have an entire book of philosophy upon this very subject: Philosophies of Art and
Beauty. I place it beside the sleeping form on the pavement to read. Even I havent finished it, and there is a beauty in that.
There is much to love, and what I have loved in it, I have loved. I have looked at this book time and again looking for answers
to many questions, and some of them were musings upon the integrity of Beauty.
And the sleeping form wakes up, and picks up the Holy Grail. It is made of sleeping stars. And one asksDo I Love?

One thing to consider is where Beauty lays in the Heart, in the Mind, and in the Soul. It is a Form, a Perfect Form. It is Perfect
Form and Arrangement, in true, beautiful & perfect integrity. Most importantly, it is Perfect Form that emerges in you. It is
different from person to person, and is resultant of a perspective based on your life. When we look at a something, anything, we
look at arrangement, space, composition, color, texture, and those things that are synonymous with our own love, those things
that speak of the composition of our own life, we tend to find beautiful. It is, and can be, as simple as the arrangement of
something, something that pleases the eyes and heart: something that pleases the love in you.
And the question begins againand one starts to gather the stars into the Chalice, thinkingDo I love? And we continue
forward, walking forth with the Holy Grail under the veil of night. And then, and thenthere is Beauty Itself.
And when we speak of Beauty Itself, we start to look beyond our lives, and it becomes a Dream of Dreams. This is the thought.
This is the form. This is what I find beautiful. This is what Id like to create. This is what I seeand we enter into the Heart
of the Universe. The Lotus unfolds around us, made of a million gossamer stars. And one sits at the center to consider our
Love. Why is Beauty so? Why is it Beauty?

Form. Structure. Arrangement. Pleasure. Purity. Love.


Perfect Structure: Perfect Form.
Perfect Beauty: Perfect Integrity, Pleasing Arrangement. Beauty Itself.

Perfect Beauty: Something that creates, builds, moves forward, heals, makes beautiful.
Ugliness: Something that deconstructs, destroys, breaks down, and is not pleasing.

If we are very lucky, we find our own Beauty, and, eventually, we walk into a specific Love, where Truth lives. And this is where
Beauty IS. It is in front of us, at all times. Form Itself, in the Mind Itself. Structure Itself, in the Mind Itself. Purity itself, in
the Mind Itself. Integrity, in the Mind Itself. Creation Itself, in the Mind Itself. Pleasing Arrangement, and Beauty. The
ability to make beautiful, to see Beauty, if we choose. If we find the Form beautiful, it is beautiful. If it is built beautifully,
made beautifully, if its integrity in all Forms is Beauty, then it becomes Perfect. The Highest Form of Beauty.
And we look at the Holy Grail, and wonder.
It is wonder, this cup of stars that we hold.
Its beautiful, to sit and look at this night, this Universe of ours. How often do we do this, holding the Holy Grail, full of stars
we have gathered ourselves? Its something of Wonder, the beauty that lives are made of. It emerges into being, beauty in us,
every time we wish it so, even in the worst of circumstances. Beauty is the stuff that dreams, and reality, are made of. Anything
you want, you can make from the meanest of materials into something beautiful. We start with an idea, shape its form, and
create it. Or, we alter our perspective into one of beauty. Either way, it is of Form Itself, and Love Itself. In you. And beyond
you.

We get up, it is Sunrise now, holding our Holy Grails, and we begin to look, very closely, at what we have right in front of us.
For some of us, it may be of our love. Or it may be of our life. It may even be of our Souls. What we express, we are. What we
express becomes. What we create truly IS. It is the stuff that dreams are made of, the stars in our mind that we so carefully
place in the skies of our lives, to perfect arrangement. We place the Holy Grail in the Center of the Lotusthe Chalice is empty
now, the silver of it gleaming, of the stars themselves. And we look up. It is something to Love, this Beauty of Ours.

And we must surely love.

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ghis is true love.


I love.

Of love, it is always born in simplicity. If you love, you love. There is no in between. One thing discovered in loving is that if
you decide to fall in love, truly fall in love with your life, then fall, fall as far as you can fall until the stars themselves catch you in
the depth of your own love. There is no limit to love, and there should never be. It is of your heart itself, which is
unfathomable. It is, in a very beautiful way, the lotus into which you walk in order to unfold unto yourself. You turn to look
back at what you have just leftthe consideration of your Soul. There it is, the Lotus itself, soft and glowing, the petals rising,
facing the night. And there is the center, where you sat to consider the Universe, and the nature of your being. And there is the
Holy Grail, empty and beautiful, the stars above in the night sky spanning into forever. And you consider the wholewhat of
this is myself? is asked. Am I part of the skies, and the stars, the light of the Moon? Am I part of the Holy Grail, and of what
part of it is myself? Am I the Lotus unfolding, and reaching is silent beauty towards the night sky? It is composed, this
thought, this view of this particular picture of myself, of the Stars, the Lotus, and the Holy Grail. It is seen as a whole, a picture
of the self. And one has fallen in love with it. One is in love with what has become part of ones self. And it is of your own
Heart, your own choices, your own love. And this is timeless. Love is timeless in you.
There is something to be looked at now, and the stars start to fall endlessly around you as you walk to the Lotus, and you look
into its center, the Heart of its beingthe Heart of your own being. And time stops. And you begin, or you are, you exist, you
consider, you love. It is One Moment, gentle and still. Of your own life, and of life itself. It is stillness, it is aware, it is beauty.
It is One Moment in time that lasts forever.
One stands, the stars falling around you, considering.
There is a truth in nature, a truth that is apparent in Fractals, which are a very beautiful part of nature. They are built in such a
way that the continue into forever, in both directions, into infinity in its largest form, and into the most infinitesimal form, the
very remotest and smallest of, and beyond. Where it ends is not knownit is conjectured that it never ends. It is also true of
our natural number line. Positive and Negative into infinity, both directions, endless, never ending.
And there is another truth, one that is illuminated in Art and Science. A point. A line. A plane. A point becomes a line, a
collection of lines becomes a plane. And this is basic knowledge in basic in Art. The point is generally accepted as the point of
awareness. What you see, where you place your attention, becomes. It is in being.
It is this in being that should become a question of your life itself. As a thought, as you look into the Heart of the Lotus, it
quietly unfolds within you that One Moment is in existence forever in you, in your life. Every moment of your life is truly in
existence forever. Not one moment is lost. Every moment is beautiful. If you were to stop and take a photograph of every
moment of your life, to look at each momentto fall in love with one moment, reliving the memory of that one moment in your
life, you would realize that it lasts forever in you. Your love is caught in time, in that memory. The life of that moment is
caught in time, the event itself is caught in time. And in your own love. You realize your own love in that one memory. It is
your life. They are your choices. That is your beautiful Son, whom you bore. That is your favorite book, loved by you and no
other in that way. It is a weaving, this loving, and it leaves behind collecting and enters the space of your Heart.
This is the realization of Love Itself, to love your life. Every moment of your life. To realize your life. To realize the weight of
your actual life. To learn to deeply love your own being, which is timeless and full of choices that build your own unique
beauty. We are so caught in the rush of time that we are caught like Angels in a whirlwind of events that rush us through our
lives, capture our interest and our time, with no time, sometimes, no consideration for, how we really are, inside. And that
means its time to stop and look. To fall in love with ourselves, for a while. To care for our Hearts, and our Souls. We are
gently holding a fabric unfolding within ourselves, gently weaving stars with the silver thread of life, part of the unfolding of the
Universe in ourselves.
This One Moment is a moment of truth, in several ways. One is in concerns of your own life, The other is in concerns to
someone greater, and that is the Love of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. It is One Moment of Love, between you and THE
TRUE AND LIVING GOD, caught in life, caught in time. I spoke to you earlier of Fractals, and there is one very beautiful
Fractal that speaks of the ONE, the Absolute, TRUE AND LIVING GOD. The Mandelbrot Set is one Fractal, discovered by
Mandelbrot. It is famous, and is called The Thumbprint of God. I consider it his Signature on creation. Understand that
the Scientific Truth of the Mandelbrot Set is proven scientifically. The Mandelbrot set is born of one equation that functions in
two ways:
In one set of variables it produces only one specific Result: The Mandelbrot Set shaped like Heart with two descending circle-
like structures into a tail. Only one set of variables fulfills this beautiful creation. All other variables cause aberrations. It is the
Thumbprint of God and says what must be said: There is only One. Of Beauty, and without desecration to all of the Beautiful
Faiths of our Earth, he is the ALPHA & the OMEGA: THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. He is of all Faiths and he loves us.
This is what needs to be known. He would never trample anyone elses love, we have free will. And we have it in true love. And
whomever we walk to--whether it be our Fathers, our Mothers, our True Loves, our Children, or our GODS--we must come to
them freely, in our own true love. This is true of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD.
In the second set of variables, which includes a variance of any given number placed in the equation, produces the Famous
Julia Set, which is The Golden Spiral of Lore, 1.618: The Golden Ratio. The Golden Spiral is seen in Spiral Galaxies, it is seen
in the whorls of Sunflowers, and in the whorls of Shells. It is the Ratio of Perfection. And there can be many, many different
combinations, that all produce beautiful variations of The Julia Set, all Unique, and all Perfect. I believe it is representative of
all creation, and of us, as well. Our own bodies are built to the ratio of 1.618, as shown in Leonardo Da Vincis famous drawing,
The Vitruvian Man. We are part of Beauty itself intrinsically and universally without ever knowing some of the beautiful that
build our very lives on Earth and in all Universal Dimensions. He is perfect, our Creator, and he loves us. When we enter the
Lotus of Perfection, when we look at ourselves, we enter a conversation with ourselves and THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD.
This is a conversation that will ask questions of our being that will question our existence that will examine our faults, and
possibly bring us closer to our own love than we have ever known. This does not destroy our Faiths, it strengthens them. He is
of All Faiths: and whatever you may think, Im not asking you, at all, ever, to leave or hurt your own Faith. In fact the opposite.
I hope, and believe that your own Faith, in your Faith, will deepen, love beautifully and grow. I hope that you will respect and
keep my Faith and THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD sacred in you. He is true, and the love of his being is very real.
The stars are falling endlessly around you, and now there is One Moment, and it is of you. It is a moment between you and
your own love. And I, the writer of this beauty, ask one thing of you: to love yourself. To love yourself deeply, to look at
yourself. To know yourself, to discover yourself, whatever your life circumstances. I, the writer of this beauty, honor you, and
all of your decisions. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, is of true love, honors you and all of your beauty, all of your life, and all
of your decisions. They are of your beauty itself.
I also ask you to take a look at something about yourself, in regards to your Faith. It is something of Love Itself. It is that of a
healthy relationship, between you and your Faith. It is Natural Love. Something to consider: when someone is aggressed to
love, forced to love: If you do not follow the Rules to Love me, then you will be condemnedthen it is time to look at the
problem of what it does to one's Natural Love. The natural instinct within us is to revolt, to turn around, to walk out. To desert
our devotion, or, to submit and leave ourselves behind, which is a shame. It questions one's very being to be aggressed into
love, or to be aggressed into a set of rules that force one into submission, which I, and my Church, do not support. My belief is
that Free Will is a beautiful gift, and that one has the right to walk to their GOD or GODS in True and Natural Love. In truth,
there is no chance for true love in an aggressed relationship. It undermines the trust that should be maintained between a
Great Being and a very small, but beautiful being, ourselves. And it should be One Love. One very beautiful, delicate love of
Faith and Trust, of Wonder and Discovery, between you, yourself and your GOD. And it should answer these questions in true
love: Can you Trust your GOD? Can you Trust your GOD with your Life, your Love, everything you've ever done in your Life?
Are you afraid of your GOD? And is there fear or love your eyes? In questions of ethics fear should exist, as accountability is
faultless both in life and in the afterlife. In Reality, in Spirit, and in Karma. If you are in truth, and are as good as you can be
[and most are] then there is no worry. When you are in truth, you can walk straight to your GOD without fear. This is true in
almost all of our Faiths.
And another, most important question. Does your GOD really love you? This is the Question asked of Faith between yourself
and your GOD or GODS. The answer is always yes. In truth, in love, yes. And we see our pain, and look up and ask again
whether we are truly loved. We speak our mind in Prayer, or in conversation, or in thought. And the answer is still yesbut we
are expected to live our own lives. We have Free Will, and what ever we go through, we are expect to do as our Fathers and
Mothers tell us to do. To make up our minds, and get up, and walk straight forward. It is not easy in dire circumstances, and
there are many on this Earth, but we are truly loved and heard, in Soul and Heart. No matter what, between us and our GODS,
there should always be a chance, a way, for Natural Love to exist. There should be the breaking down of certain barriers in
one's mind about how to love their GOD. Fear should not exist, except in the certain truth of holding ones own self
accountable, and this does sometimes walk hand in hand with Truth. Whatever the case, there should never be a fear of your
GOD. There should always be love, free of aggression, between you and your GOD. This may require thinking differently, but
it is great worth to our souls. Because Love is true. Love is Beauty in all of its. Love is love, no matter how you look at it. And
love lasts, when we love. It is not false. It does not falter. It does not betray. Love is True Faith realized, in Perfect Integrity and
the Truest of Love.
And here we are with our Faiths, I with mine, you with yours, in honor. And we look at the night sky, and the stars falling
around us. And Im reminded of a quote by Antoine de St. Exupry, from his famous book The Little Prince.

Yriendship is born from an identity of spiritual goals-from common navigation toward a star.
The stars are falling quietly now, into the rising of a soft glow in the distance. If you choose one, we can walk a whiletake a
journey. Possibly have a conversation. There is a star for every Sacred Text in that sky, it seems, and we could possibly
discover a little more about each other, and learn to have a gentle Faith in each others beliefs. Theres much to be said about
love, and how it heals in compassion and true understanding. And theres nothing like a journey through a sea of falling stars
to accomplish that goal. The light falls, beautifully, like a dance, and we brush the stars from our faces, which descend in a
Golden Spiral of Snowflakes gently to the ground.

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gell me of love.
This is a conversation born in the light of the moon, in the nature of a star, in the softness of dreams conceived at your birth and
during the beauty of your life. If any conversation, this is the one conversation that wants to be heard. And that is a
conversation about the soul itself. A silver string of stars has appeared again and we watch as it forms itself into an immense
Golden Spiral off into the distance. We both agree, we should go for a walk.

The Soul! What is it? Can a mortal tell, and by philosophy the cause expound...S. Moore, the Soul

Something needs to be said about the world in which we exist, and this is that it is beautiful I can write and write about the
beauty of nature, but it will never match your own perception of the Stars at night, in any part of the world, sparkling like a
precious Diadem in the sky. We live in a beautiful world, a beautiful space, with the choice to make of our space something
lovely, no matter the financial state. What we do not realize, in our living, that part of the Cosmos, of the State of Being, is our
own Soul. Our own Soul is visceral, but invisible. It is always beautiful, this is a certain Truth. And it is perfect in Form. It is
Perfect in Love--it is our very Life Self. Our soul moves with us, it grows with us, changes with us. It is no one else but us, and
this is the truth, but it is interconnected with True Beauty in this Universe. We do not look at our own Soul very often, and
this is a shame, as our Soul contains some of the greatest beauties we will ever know. For one, it is a way for us to know our
very self: our True Self, our greatest self, our Self of Excellence. I know that people speak sometimes of a Higher Self, but
this, in Truth, is you realized in its Highest Excellence. It is realized in Maxims that we ourselves see everyday, sometimes get
bored by, as we see them so often, but which contain some of the most beautiful truths, unrealized at times in poignancy by
ourselves in daily life. These are TRUTH, LOVE & BEAUTY. These are Truths that carry a Heart wish, and it is one in which
you find the greatest of stories within yourself realized. Truth, Love and Beauty are realized by our own actions, our views &
our choices. Whether we like to view it this way or not, our Material choices are also part of our Beauty, as long as they are in
love, not accumulation. These are Truths. However, what Id like to share with you now is from personal experience, and I
wish to share that you may understand how beautiful the Soul really is, how beautiful Truth really is, and how real, how
viscerally real the Soul really is. It is something that can be measured, seen, understood and realized. It is a part of you, like
your Heart, or youre Hand, or the feet you walk on real, and it is a part of you, if in Honor you realize its true beauty, needs and
deserves your care. It is your self. You see your Physical body, but you are your Self, and this is your Soul.

In my own life, I, myself, went through major changes that affected my soul, that helped me to actually physically see my own
soul, and which changed my life, from start to now. In June or so, 2006, I looked in my parents bathroom mirror, 362 Sheridan
Avenue, Manteca, California, and saw a part of myself. What I saw hurt me, and I came to an epiphany, and made amends for a
major set of events in my early life, which occurred around my ages of 9-11 or so. Most of all, I became Aware. I became
Aware of the weight of my actions, in Truth. I looked deeply at what I had done to another. And this is a Truth that must be
faced in all of us. We must face who we are and what we have done, understand what we have done, and hold ourselves
accountable. When we go to confession or make amends, whether lengthy or efficient, it is of no use to us unless we make the
commitment not to transgress again. It is an understanding of love that must be honored. I should also comment that the
love attended to in upholding ones values results in true honor. Enough cant be said to convince you of the meaning of
Honor. What is offered is only what is true. In Life, A is A (The Truth is the Truth) and we craft our beauty, which should be
fearless craftsmanship. Brilliance starts with learning, or actually doing. And once it starts, should you continue, it will exist in
a type of infinity in you, wherein you will always expect the best from yourself. This isnt a best among others, but a best
against the Best Itself, and the Best against the Best in Yourself. You are measuring yourself to Perfect Form. In regards to the
Soul, Perfect form is of your own making and also the Universal Forms set by THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. You choose
who you would like to be and become, slowly, over time. This does not mean we reject healthy competition, it means we
understand that the competition is evaluation against others, not a demeaning comment to our abilities and achievements.
Excellence among many is something to be honored truly, but Excellence within you and against Perfect Form is Honor Itself.

In returning to our conversation, I can tell you now that I, myself, am positive proof that the Soul Self exists. It is a real and
truly physical part of us, and it does, without fail, records everything we do or say, to the most minor of movements/events. It
records every second of our lives. I know this as hard, physical fact. I have seen my own Soul, in the Physical, manifest on this
Earth, with my own two eyes. On my life, on your life, this is fact. I have seen my Soul Self in True Physical Body, and it was
white, glowing around myself. And I knew it was I and no one else. And it brought me something special. I brought me Truth.
I wept. The Soul Self is, without fail, protective of our Life Itself. If we are hurt, it is known. If we have done well, it is known.
Everything of us is known in our own Soul Self. What I learned is that the Soul Self is built so beautifully that it is impossible to
mistake its Owner. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD made sure that Perfection held us in every way. The Soul Self protects
us, loves us, allows us to breathe with the Universe itself. In some cases, as in my own if we are lucky, we travel very far within
our own Soul Selves to meet THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and sometimes many others. Everything one does is their own,
provable in beauty, and no one, not in Heaven, not on Earth, can change it. What you do is what you keep, physically, and in
love.

The Soul is Real. This is the one statement, the one thing I wanted to say to you. It is part of you, both physically and
spiritually, in the Spiritual Physical. I cannot tell you what it is made of, although it is, as far as I could see, of energy, but I can
tell you that it is possibly of much, much more, organically. What I can you that its craftsmanship is pure, complex & beautiful.
It is built for Protection, Love, Perfect Accountability, and it is also built for the beauty of a journey, yours, should you choose
to take it. And that journey is an internal journey, which we can talk of, now, tomorrow, and throughout your lifeif you wish.
It is a path of beauty, of growth, of excellence, of enlightenment...and, most of all, one of the Truest of Loves.

This a Star. It is 1.618.


This is a Diamond. This is 1.618.
This is Your Soul. It is Beyond 1.618.

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gell me...what is it that you Love?
Sometimes, it starts with a dream. With someone asking Tell mewhat is it that you love? And sometimes it starts with a
walk, an opening of the front door, and walking out into the Universe that is the Cosmos. And there may be roses unwinding,
sure and slow along the way. And there may be light, shining and reaching from every star, whose heavy canopy sits quietly
waiting for us. And there may be one thought. A question in your mind, a question of what is. Everything begins somewhere.
For us, it may have been the unfolding of the Universe, the unfolding of Creation, the work of THE TRUE AND LIVING
GOD. For us, it is a looking at our hands, and saying What have I done? Tell mewhat is it that I love?...and you may find
that you love yourself, deeply. And so we walk out the door, into the arms of the one we love, the Universe, the Cosmos, into the
arms of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and ask the questions of the Heart. And he will look at you and ask you in return,
Tell mewhat is it that you love? And you will know, an answer to one question, a question that will have answered your life.

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DISCUSSION/SERMON #1: g{x f

Why are Amends so important? What do they fix in our lives and why?
I sometimes look at Amends as one might look at the deepest love. There is a wonderful scene Im reminded of in Somewhere
in Time where Elise Mckenna, in performance, breaks character to speak to her true loveand she says that in the farthest
reaches of her heart, she had never dreamed, had never known that she would love so deeply. One thing about Amends is that
they find the farthest reaches of the Heart. If you have not looked at yourself, then you really have not looked at who you are,
inside. Although some Amends may seem simple, they really are not. Every small thing you speak of in confession, is
something of your being expressed. Look at the truths in your life. You will see truth, honesty, love, devotion, faith, hope,
caring, charity. These are truths that are of love. Where you have transgressed shows where these truths lay in your heart.
When you go to confession, the truth is that you resolve these issues in your heart, and that you walk forward with the resolve
to change, with intent never to transgress again. The last is the most important, as it should be clear to you that your Amends
meant something to you. To retransgress knowingly is to turn against your own standards, and in this case they are standards
of love.
When you look deeply at amends, when you sit down and look deeply at yourself and weep over your faults, your misconduct,
your transgressions, it is a meeting of your soul. It is a true face to face, and if you wish to look at your true love, you must
look in truth. This is something that must be reached in yourself, now and again. It is good for your heart, and good for your
soul. And, as well, there is something else to be reached in the farthest depths of your heart, and of your Soulit a part of
you, that you have never seen, never known. And this will begin a journey of you. It is beyond the farthest depths of anything
you have ever known. Although this sounds trite, possibly lyrical, know it to be a truth. There is a song and a voice in you
that cannot be reached in any other way, and when you know it, you will know it. It is of the Universe, it is of you, and when
you see it, you will wonder why you did not see it before. Once a dream, now a truth. Once unknown, now seen. And
sometimes, understood. But you will know yourself better, and you may not carry much weight. But you will carry all the
love in the world for yourself, as you will see yourself in terms of your truths. And from there, there is the dream of you.
There is the, in the farthest reaches of my heart, I had never dreamed, had never known, that I would love so deeplythere is
something of love, Universal and true. And when you reach it, and touch it, it becomes a part of you. It is not like your
neighbors love, it is not like your Mothers, it is of your own love, unique and unknown. It is your unknown beauty.
Why are Amends so important? What do they fix in ay, or tomorrow, it will be, beautifully, a start.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

ACTION OF LOVE:
Take 10 minutes of your time this month to truly impact anothers life. Take the time to know who they are, and what they
do, why they do what they do. Find out what you love about them, and center your love on what you love. Look at them with
the understanding that they are not so unlike yourself, that their lives are just as complex, unique, varied, beautiful. If you
can, try to contribute to their life by truly complimenting them on who they are, truly, within you. This is your Action of Love
for the Month of July 2011.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #2: X{|v

One thing that is always asked of us is to stand up for what we believe in. A question that is asked often, that I have heard, is
whether or not, if someone was being raped or mugged in the middle of a busy street, one would stop to defend them. It is an
act of courage, if one has never done so. And this is sometimes what it takes to stand up for what one believes in, even if it is
seemingly against all odds. It is never so, even though we may believe it to be so. When one is just, when one is correct, one is
correct. Unjust acts must always be corrected. There is something in the Soul that upholds that irrevocable truth, and it is
justified over and over again in beauty of the person who has had the courage to take a stand. One truth that I have understood
in looking at why some do and some dont is in mindfulness, awareness of the possibility that one must take action. And so,
this is the time that we must take a look at preparation, and this is what I must say to you:

You will be faced with having to stand up for someone elses life against all odds in the future, and you must make a decision of
whether or not you are going to truly defend.
You must look at your own Courage, and decide whether it is strong enough to handle the event. If it is not, you must correct it
in your mind, and decide that you are strong enough to handle it. When you are certain you have conquered your own fear of
threat, then you are ready to defend.
You must find a way to prepare for physical threat, include a few skills, not many, in that of Self Defense. If someone is about
to be hurt, you can step in and not worry about physical threat to your own body.
You must look at your own Ethical system, and understand just what you stand for in your life. In my opinion, this would
follow all True Ethics, Trust, Truth, Honor, Faithfulness, Integrity. Are you against stealing? Are you for free will and personal
rights? Look at the Murders of Mothers who choose Abortion. Are you for or against? I, myself, believe in Free Will and
Natural Consequences, and know that the ramifications of the choice the Mothers have made, whatever they have chosen, will
be accounted for in the own Soul. I have a right to my opinion only, not the right to take their life. If one feels strongly, they
need to prosecute against or lobby for Laws against the action, which is the positive form of defense taken. Now, there is a Law
in the my state, the State of California, that allows Mothers to bear their children and carry them to a Hospital if they cannot
care for them: they will given to Adoption Agencies to place in loving homes. Are you willing to stand up for Ethics, and Truth?
Are you willing to stand up even in the face of deep disapproval, or at risk of sometimes extreme dislike or prosecution? Are
you willing, like many Americans, to protest the War, or refuse service if you disagree with the reason? You must know your
limits, and understand that just action is just action. Like Lancelot, you must exist in Honor inside of yourself, and prepare
your ethical system for any battles that may occur throughout your life in accordance with Ethical Law, and in true honor of
your own Ethical Beliefs. You cannot break the Law, but you can assert your beliefs, within limits.

These are the thoughts you must consider in order to stand up for what you believe in. It is a strengthening of the Mind and
the Soul that is required, and an acknowledgement and preparation for Courage. If you decide you can, you will. We all have a
flag to carry, but some things never change: Truth, Love, Honor, Faithfulness & Integrity. These are the Laws of our Soul, the
Laws of the Universe, the Laws of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. And the question is asked of you: will you pick up your
Sword, if, and when, the time comes?

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

ACTION OF LOVE #2: Sit down and think about the Discussion/Sermon. Encourage one other, during the Month, to think
about the same.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #3: _x Tt ft

At one time or another we have all been prey to the very worst of circumstances, that of desertion. Many times it
occurs around love or family, and sometimes by friends in betrayal. But who among us will be the ones who will
always stay?
It is very easy to leave: new starts, new ties, new lives, new loves. It is much harder to stay: work it over, work
around it, face it, toss it around, or sit each other down and talk about it until both weep and everything resolves.
And even more important, it is much harder to love despite negative circumstances. There is something to be
learned of loving in doing so, and this is a lesson sometimes learned the hard way. If in ones life, one is able to
look at another and say I will always be here. I will not leave. There is always love here, or, there will always be
someone to love youthen there is love, patient and true, present. And the lesson: do not desert the ones you
love, the ones you care about, your Gods, your Faith, or your acquaintances. Always maintain a living love for
them. This means to actively assert and arrange your life to maintain active love. Love continually. Love beyond
love. This is a truth unless you are faced with violent or extreme circumstances, or are forced to hold someone
accountable. Even so, it is an act of love to do so, kind to yourself, your community and the person being held
true.
In the end, the question for yourself is, can you be the one who will always stay? When people look at you, will
they look at you and know that they will always be loved and cared for while they are around you? Or are you the
type others look at and cannot rely on? Do they look at you and think well of you, and would they come to you if
they had a problem? This is something to think about. Throughout History, those who have loved us in
History, many, have been there for us. They have stood up for us. They have not deserted us. We see their love
in print, we hear their voices in their legacies. Learning to stay is a voice within you that can be cultivated very
easily, and beautifully. Think on it awhile. Learn to stay awhile. Love a long, long while, until you have loved
beyond your own love. And find something lovely at the end of it. Others, who will, in a voice not heard by you,
say exactly what should be saidI will always be here. I will not leave. There is always love here, or, there will
always be someone to love you.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #3: Look at your life and choose someone to be Faithful to, and also decided to be Faithful to
your Core Love: your Family, your Friends, your Husband or Wife, your Colleagues. Of the one, stay true, as true
as possible. Be the one who will always stay Endeavor for it to be a truth within your life and your personality.
Little by little, every now and then, take a look at it and know in your heart how true you really are.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #4: \w et{x fxx

Today is a special day. Today I will share with you a poem, and expect you to create a Living Poem in return. Mass will be
short in order to accommodate the day. Today I would like you to listen to the following Poem, Sermons We See, by Edgar A.
Guest, well finish Mass and then you may go home early. I would like you to spend the day with each other, so choose a home
to return to at which you may visit and love each other. Spend at least a couple of hours with other. At the end, before everyone
leaves, hold hands and say an internal prayer to THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, whatever it is that you feel you wish to say.
Thus will end the day. I wish you love, and a wonderful time together. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and all of his Love is
with you today.

Id rather see a Sermon than hear one any day,


Id rather one should walk with me than merely show the way,
The eyes a better pupil and more willing than the ear;
Fine Counsel is confusing, but examples always clear:
And the best of all preachers are the men who live their creeds,
For to see the good in action is what everybody needs.
I can soon learn how to do it if you let me see it done,
I can watch your hands in action, but your tongue too fast may run,
And the lectures you deliver may be very wise and true;
But Id rather get my lesson by observing what you do.
For I may misunderstand you and the high advice you give,
But theres no misunderstanding how you act and how you live.
--Edgar A. Guest

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE


DISCUSSION/SERMON #5: g{x `tx | j{|v{ ^
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Men are not to be judged by what they do not know, but by what they know, and by the manner in which they
know itVauvenargues [9]

Quality, craftsmanship. Two very beautiful words. I took a walk once, long ago, long before my Church, long
before the thought of my Church, I took a walk on a personal trip to France. And there was beauty everywhere.
In the store windows of shops selling vegetables, there were rows, perfect rows of arranged color, type, form,
style. And an attendance to cleanliness, beauty, perfection. And winding in between all of that beauty was love.
They love what they do. One thing to know about the French is that they hold themselves in beauty, and they
hold what they love in beauty, as well. And in doing such, they are honored and beautiful, a beautiful country, a
beautiful people. In light of this, we see something of deep and beautiful value in ourselves, and that is our
ability to find perfection and beauty in whatever we choose to do. Quality. Craftsmanship. These are two very
beautiful words. And so, we come to the subject of the Discussion today: One should not to be judged by what
they do not know, but by what they know, and by the manner in which they know it. This is a quote by
Vauvenargues, and it is a very beautiful saying. A thought of worth. And this thought should run deep in us. We
are all faced with the possibility of devaluation, of others thinking poorly of us for our lack of knowledge. This
should never happen. The start of worth is knowing where to go,. Of knowing where to attain what you know in
quality, in worth. If you build a house, you must build the base thoroughly, in perfection. Learn each task, each
chosen Subject, each career from the bottom up, thoroughly. Until you know it. Outright. There is something to
be said about this: this is a truth of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, who IS. He IS everything, every career, every Subject,
he KNOWS everything. He is not our thoughts, he is not us. But he KNOWS everything. For example, of Art, he
KNOWS Art, he IS Art, he breathes, becomes, Holds, IS Art. When you, yourself, take the time to learn something
fully, thoroughly, in expert knowledge: when you know it as you know the back of your hand, you will be
respected for what you know and how you know it. This really should be the Maxim of our lives. It is the
honorable path, and gifts us the honor we deserve for our unique beauty and choices, in our everyday lives. One
is known for what they do know, and the manner in which they know it. It does not mean one cannot look at
several paths, several subjects. By all means, do so, if you think you can handle it. But there is also a beauty to
doing things one step at a time, thoroughly, and then moving to the next once the first is finished. Little by little,
one builds a life of Craftsmanship, and something that can be relied upon, monetarily, spiritually, mentally and
visually. One will have avoided the negativity of self-abasement for what they do not know, and understand their
worthiness for what they have gained in sustained work and honor. After all, our oldest ancestor, found in Africa,
was called Homo Habilis, which means The man who knows what he knows. They were known for having
made tools in order to live. How lovely for us, however remote the association, that to know what one knows is in
our being, our lineage, and in our hearts. Let us learn to know what we know, and continue the beauty that
walked before us.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #5: Get to know your Community this month. Look around and find those who are Craftsmen.
Talk to one about what they know, just to see what you might see. Try to learn something you didnt know from
them. Make this a characteristic of your life whenever you meet someone new, try to find out what they do, and
learn something new from them. Appreciate who they are and what they have done. Then appreciate yourself for
what you know and what you have done.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #0: g{x j{ y t `t

The world is blessed most by men who do things, and not by those who merely talk about themJames Oliver

When we sit down with our professions, we are met with a world. We have chosen one path, one love to focus on,
and that is what we shall do, for a very long time. And within this world, we have our parameters, and we have
the groundwork to build: everything that must be done to know everything of what we shall do. We pick up the
Globe, and look at the Map, and start to build the groundwork. There is a famous book, I read it first when I was
a teenager, and seven more times thereafter, called Atlas Shrugged. In it, one of the main characters, Hank
Reardon, decides to master Metallurgy and invents Rearden Steel, an unbreakable, unwearing, lightweight metal.
Rearden, as a youth, decided his path and started from the ground up. He decides that if he were going to be of
the Profession, that he would have to learn every known aspect of that Profession. He starts as assistant pouring
steel in a Metal Factory, and works his way through the Profession from there. Once he learned everything he
needed to know, he invents Rearden Metal, the blue unyielding steel, the metal of his time and of all time, as
nothing can match it. As he is the Inventor--he spent his life building his great lovehe is intensely protective of
his work. This story, and it is a story, a beautiful epic written by Ayn Rand, and speaks of the Human Soul at its
best.
In our own lives, we are surrounded by information. We have every known possible way to find what we need to
grow, in our lives and in our Souls. Our Libraries are perfect, full of knowledge, information, ways of being if we
choose to research to that end. One of the traits that should be developed in us is the Art of Choosing One Love.
This Faith, my Faith, is always of One Love, and this particular One Love, is made up of One Subject to love.
We should all choose one specialty, one Subject in which to be an Expert. One Subject in which to love deeply,
one facet of our Intellectual Inheritance to explore, review, to know intrinsically and physically. There are many
benefits to this Way, which include personal happiness, possible monetary assurance, and a beauty within ones
self of knowing that one knows one subject very well. This leads to self-confidence, well being, and much more.
In this way, we also find something in another Way: a Way into the Heart of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD.
When we look at his beauty, we are looking at Perfection, we are looking at the One Who Knows Everything. We
are looking at the One Who Is the Expert Himself, of All Known Subject Matter, Intrinsically. He knows it and
Is It. This is part of the meaning of HE IS. HE IS. We are walking in the path of THE TRUE AND LIVING
GOD when we choose our own Avenue of Expertise during our lives. We are walking towards Perfection, towards
Goodness, towards healthy love of ourselves and others, if we regard our Professions, our One Love, with respect
and honor. If we do not let it corrupt us, if we respect ourselves enough to understand that it is not us in
competition with others, but ourselves in competition with the Subject Itself. It avoids all problems, and protects
our Honor and our Soul. Natural competition will always fall into place as it should. Ultimately, if we should
decide to become like a Hank Rearden, we will have the strength, honor and understanding to do what we wish
to do.
Find One Love, and follow the Path. See where it leads you. You might just find unexpected at the end of it.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #0: Look at your life and decide on One Love, one Subject Matter to study for the entirety of your
life, whether in leisure or for a Profession. Keep one Notebook, or one Computer file, for the entirety of your life
to fill with notes, commentary, understandings. Study for the entirety of your life, only when you feel like it: it
should never become boring. Make sure you like, even love, the subject matter. Endeavor to learn everything
there is to know about the Subject. Take your time, and enjoy your Path.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #7: T _|yx y j{

What will your Contribution be? [10]

There is a quote from a film, a quote that states that a life lived in great ambition and conquest without
contribution is without significance. The question left standing is How will History remember you? There is
both a beauty, and a problem in this statement that should be considered. The beauty, that there must be
something left behind of great worth to Mankind in order to be of significance to the History of Mankind. The
problem: that we must do something of visible fame to achieve such a thing, which is simply not true. What
should be considered more beautifully is living a life of worth, a life of contribution, large or small. Our lives live
on, no matter what we do, in the eyes of our children, and the eyes of our Family Line, and this is no small
realization.
Something of beauty to recognize is where our love emerges in time, and why something like our love, our
contributions, last in time forever. This is a truth, and something discovered in the love of THE TRUE AND
LIVING GOD. A moment is not just a moment. A moment is eternity. Every moment of our lives, lives further in
a record we cannot see, a record that lives and breathes, and is of the Universe itself. A wonderful quote that is
mindful of this truth is William Blakes musingTo see a world in a grain of sand, and a Heaven in a Wildflower,
is to hold infinity in the palm of your hand, and eternity in an hour. Every moment in time is beauty if you wish it
so, if you make it so. It is of your own making, your life. Your contribution is in beauty. The very small semantic
of being remembered well, for those of us who have that wish in love, can easily be rectified by a Family History
of worth, a protected business of worth, or a collected work of a lifetime, beautifully preserved and remembered
by any who wish to view it. And there will always be those who wish moreand who will love History by making
History itself. These are all truths, and all wonderful for their love and worth in the lives that live them.which
leaves us with several questions to ponder, in this day, bright and still: Where is your beauty? And more
importantly, What will your contribution be?

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #7: Make a contribution to your community. Keep a plastic bag with you. During the month, if
you see paper or trash laying about, pick up the paper, put it in the bag and throw it in the trash. Make it a habit,
if you can, to do this. Always contribute by helping keep our communities clean.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #8: _|~x {x ft

Like the star


That shines afar,
Without haste
And without rest,
Let each man wheel with steady sway
Round the task that rules the day,
And do his best.
Goethe
We walk out to look at the stars, and there they gleam, still, faithful and beautiful. They have been there for
centuries for us, watching over us, lending their beauty to us. They are mindful, beautiful. This is something of
loveliness for us, the light of a star caught at the dusk of day. If we could only take that star, and place it right
before us as we attend to our daily tasks, as a reminder to be faithful to our best. It is something of honor to find
our way, ourselves, to a state of mindfulness in our lives, a steadiness to attention, which is something we find
often in the Japanese and Chinese Cultures. There is attentiveness to quiet beauty, strength, faithfulness, and
Honor: in work, in leisure and in War. If we could take just a bit of their love and place it in ourselves, to try to
understand that what we are looking at is something of importance that needs to be attended to, we might find
ourselves in a position of quiet perfection in our own daily lives. There is a book by Soetsu Yanagi, entitled The
Unknown Craftsman, which handles the subject of perfection and usefulness. There is also a gentle handling of
beauty, of its meaning and its form. What is found is that imperfection is both beautiful and unique, and that
perfection is timeless. In ourselves, this can only mean that perfection is found wherever it is seen. If a Daily
Task or job becomes boring, change the perspective. Or find the meaning in that which you find boring: work
beyond the boredom to find the perfection in the task. And in mistakes, if they are gentle, or even if they are
large, accept the consequences and find the heart and honor in yourself to overcome it. See it for its learning
value, see it for the strength it builds in you, and learn to train yourself to handle difficult or traumatic events.
The beauty that will emerge out of the battle, in calm and sustained attention, will be worth the effort. But find
the perfection in everything that you do, if you can. There is a perfection that lives in this that is true of life, and
also true within THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, who finds us quietly every day of our lives, whether we know Him
or not. THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is perfect in all ways. When I asked how he manages to love all of us, the
answer was in millions of ways, in many different forms. However one needs to reached, is how he chooses to
love. He is attention itself, and awareness itself. If you think on what it really means to love millions every day,
you will have a very small, but realistic view of the depth, and the immensity of THE TRUE AND LIVING GODs
love. It is enormous. If you imagine the craftsmanship that must underlie his love, you will find perfection itself.
We, ourselves have a responsibility for our own excellence. We must look to our own perfection, and this can
start in mindfulness to our work every day. In Soetsu Yanagis view, we must understand the principle of the
beauty of craft:
The principle of the beauty of craft is no different from the law that rules the spirit underlying all things. There
is then no truer source than the words of religious scriptures. A true example of craft is the same as a passage of
a Holy Scripture. Only in place of words, truth is conveyed through material, shape, colour, and pattern.
If we attend to our work with our heart, we should find both beauty and truth within it. If we attend to our work
with our minds, there is always something of our own love in it. And it may be something we find hidden in the
stars at night.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #8: Take the time to put together one small gift, made of a card and one little item, unpurchased.
Inspire a family member, friend or stranger with a card, writing the above quote by Soetsu Yanagi, and a note to
wish them a happy and inspiring work day, with craftsmanship in their work.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #9: g{x `| y {x f

Goodness and love mould the form into their own image, and cause the joy and beauty of love to shine forth from
every part of the face. When this form of love is seen, it appears ineffably beautiful, and affects with delight the
inmost delight of the soulE. Swedenborg

Today we find ourselves surrounded by those who are love. We take the time to say Hello, and we look into their
eyes to do so. A further look finds us understanding that the face we look at holds a History, a History of joy, and
beauty and love, which can be found by looking at their face. Looking at their form. Finding their character in
everything we see about them. And reflected further, what is reflected inside of themwhat is of their Soul.
When we love, we find what is true of both of us and of that which we look at. It is a form of reflection, a form of
finding love in what we see. If we are to look at our hands, and try to determine what is of our own love, it is part
of reflecting on the Soul, our own Soul. When we look at another, and take their hands and look in their eyes, it is
a little more difficult to determine the weight of their Soul, unless you know them very well. But here we are, in a
position of goodness, holding someones hand and looking at them. They tell us who they are by what they do
and say, just as we tell others who we are by what we do and say. And so there we sit, looking at someone else,
whose Soul is just as rich and beautiful as our own, trying to understand who they are, really, in integrity. If we
meet someone who is like ourselves there is a bond, and if we meet someone who is not as we are, there is a
challenge. In both, there is always a meeting of minds. What we are concerned with today iswhat Mirrors the
Soul? What is in your Soul, as opposed to what may be within another? And when we find their own form in our
own love, what changes in both? There is now a bond, and we are different, for awareness of each other and our
respective beings. There is something of deep love in this, the recognition of anothers Soul, and, indeed, in the
further exploration and understanding of our own. There is a question put forth, a question that is of THE
TRUE AND LIVING GOD Himself, which speaks to this, and it is How well do your really know yourself? Are
you willing to take your own hand, look into your own eyes, and ask question after question of your own being,
your own ethics, your own integrity, to understand why you are? How well do you really know yourself? Are you
willing to stand behind yourself? Do you support everything that you do? Are you proud of your ethics, your
grounding, your work, your thoughts. Are you proud of your life? Are you aware of your life? Of this may come
pain, as it is never easy to face our deepest failure, our faults, the imperfections of our beings in absolute Truth
and honesty. If we could just let go of the fear of knowing, we might find a way. If we could let go of the
absolute of the stronghold, the castle we have laid down underneath our soul selves to hold all of our problems,
we might find a true way. There is a key, and we face our own fear when looking at the very faults of ones life.
The door is our non-awareness, the block, that which stops us from doing what we should do. Or perhaps we just
havent looked far enough, deep enough, to get past the simple reality of I have made Amends, I make Penance,
which are truths and beautiful, as long as we mean them. But there is another, deeper truth, one which quietly
and deliberately opens the door, truly looks at the origins of our faults, our imperfections, our transgressions, our
pain, and thoughtfully and fully understands them. In this, there is a growing of the Soul, and truly, a making of
Amends. If we always make Amends directly of the Heart, we will find our love, rich and beautiful, within
ourselves, steady and true. We will find no fear in our days, and will not look behind, at the shadows that have
followed us for so long. If we truly look into the Mirror of the Soul, we will find true and absolute love looking
right back at us.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #8: Take the time, this month, to spend a moment with two different people: one of your Family
Members, and someone you dont know. Take the time to truly get to know them, for at least an hour or two.
Later, think on them. Try to understand who they are, and try to understand how beautiful their Soul is. Try to
make this beauty part of your life, in a very real way, as part of your perspective, even with acquaintances.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #10: V{xxyx

Make the Decision to be Happy

Cheerfulness and content are great beautifiersCharles Dickens

Are you happy today? Or are you not? I could do plenty to try to make you happy, one being to tell you that Im
happy to see you--that Im happy youre here. That I appreciate the time you took to get ready, to gather up
those you love, who are welcome beyond welcome, and to come and be with your Faith today. I will also tell you
that I will always be happy to see you, when youre here and when youre not. You are part of this Faith, and this
Faith loves you, for who you are and for everything that you do. If you ever go through a hard time, this Faith
loves you, and will always be here for you. Its a beautiful day, and we have gathered to be together. Of THE
TRUE AND LIVING GOD, all of his Love is here with us. Todays sermon will be short, and will short for a
purpose, and that is for the purpose of your own happiness. My comment today is simple. Long ago, when I was
very young, I was very unhappy. And one day, I thought, why am I so unhappy? Why cant I just be happy? And
I stood there, and I made a decision to be happy. And beautifully, it happened. I became happy, with myself and
my life. And I was amazed by my own happiness. It was something short of magical, the decision. But it is a
truth, and I want you to know that. And my advice for the day, Make the Choice to Be Happy. That said, for
the remainder of Mass, please take a walk around and enjoy your Faith. Love the building, and love appreciate
the beauty of the environment. Notice the beauty, and visit with the TRUE AND LIVING GOD, On Your Own.
Love with all of your Heart. Have a beautiful day. And Make the Decision to Be Happy.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #8: Try to convince someone else of the Merits of Choosing to be Happy. Explore why it is so
with them in your discussion, and try to convince them to Make the Choice to be Happy. Enjoy your time with
them, and walk away happy.

On Your Own is a Tradition of THE CHURCH OF LOVE, and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAYCALFORNIA,


UNDERTRUEGODSOATHINVIOLATE&ONHISLIFE, with MY HAND ON THE U.S. SUPREME
COURT BIBLE, swear that I, REBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIAALONEinceptedandwillimplementitin
the workings of my Faith: there will be 2 a year.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #11: g{xx | a
a hux|xyM
hux|xyM g | g{x gx 9 _||z Zw

There is no unbelief;
Whoever plants a seed beneath the sod,
And waits to see it push away the clod--
He trusts in God.
--Elizabeth York Case

There is something deep within us that needs to be discussed, and that is our habit of tending to not believe. We do not believe
in our selves, we do or do not believe in others--depending on their having proven their worthwe have a tendency to not
believe. What I would like to look at is the value of Unbelief, and the why of Unbelief. There are many reasons why, and many
of them having to do with the aforementioned qualities: but, Above All, we must trust in THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. As
it sometimes is, we are sometimes faced with unbelief. And we look up and we say, Are you there, or are you not? And there
is no answeror is there. I am Here. I am Here. I am Here. You must say this to yourself over and over again until you
understand what it means. That he is always Here, He has Always Been Here, and he will Always be Here. There is something
to planting a seed and letting it grow, and watching it rise up before you in new growth and beauty. It is your Faith rising up,
and spiraling toward the sunit is your beauty, your belief, it is your Faith. And there is a question in this that needs to be
addressed by you: what does this mean to you? And further, where does your Faith grow in you? Faith is a beautiful little jewel
a Faithful beauty that we should discuss. It is something delicate, but stronger than glowing and intricate spider webs, strange
and beautiful. They handle great weight in one little string. And here we weave our Faith, in unique scroll like beauty into the
flower of Faith that it should be. And THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD looks at you, hands you a seed and says, I am Here.
What will it take for you to Believe? And we take out our needles and threads, and in goes the beauty of our scroll like creation,
muttering, whispering to ourselves, Well, I dont know. I need to see what you look like first. And we go to work, building our
creations, in Faith, and watching the love emerge as it should, in Truth, and in our Hearts. What we are holding, you see, is a
truth. And there is a voice, in that truthThis is the sun, in your hands. Do you see it, glinting off of the edge of the thread?
This is breath, this is life..this is awareness. This is you. And I am not so very far away. Here is the book of me, but I am not
in a door millions of light years, locked within the pages of time. I am Here. Right now. And this is something we must truly
consider about our faith, and about our tendency to not believe in the truth. I will put it a different way. This is water. If you
know that water, which exists right in front of you, takes many forms, it is liquid, it is ice, it is steam, it is part of the air, which
we cannot see, but we know exists, then you must believe in THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. The fact that you cannot see
him makes no difference to myself, He is Real. This I know beyond a shadow of a doubt. I have seen him. I have spoken with
him. I know it. You must know it as well. And the only way to do this is to look for him, in truth. You must take out your
needle and thread, and start to craft in beautiful, scroll like creation your truth, and it is your relationship that you are building.
If you want to know what he looks like, how he feels, what he says what he does, why he is, then you must have the Courage,
the Faith and the Beauty to build the Creation of a Lifetime. There it is, glowing and fragile in your hands, born of your own
love and of the time it took to find Him. I am Here. Finally. And now, its time for another conversation. The jewel, the seed,
is within you, now. I can see its growth, and I can see its love, natural and beautiful, its Faith born of Trust in THE TRUE
AND LIVING GOD. I am Here. And that is how it really is.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #11: Take the time this month to understand the Truth. It is time to believe, and to let go of
unbelief. You are not beholden to THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD in believing in Him, there are no constraints,
you are not bound. What you must search for is your love, your Faith in THE TRUE AND LIVING GODs Love,
and you must decide how you feel and Love. Do not worry, look at him, get to know him, and let him be part of
your Life.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #12: g{xx | hux|xyM T Y|xw y f

There is no unbelief;
Whoever sees neath winters field of snow,
The silent harvest of the future grow--
Gods power must know.
--Elizabeth York Case

We are standing at the edge of a field, in bright sunlight, everything sparkling like a blanket of diamonds. The sky stretches
into forever, into an eternity of pale blue, and we are happy. There is beauty everywhere we look. We know, deep inside
ourselves, that when Spring comes the diamonds will melt into the ground and tender green shoots, insistent on life, will start
their upward climb toward the Sun. But today is a beautiful day, just as tomorrow will be a beautiful day, and Spring will hold
beautiful days, and the future will also be full of beauty. Something to look at in this field is the never ending Love of THE
TRUE AND LIVING GOD. Of our world, there is beauty in everything we know and hold dear, were we to stop, stand at the
edge of today, and look at it. He has walked into forever to hold us, with diamonds on the ocean on a clear day, sparkling and
floating on the waters surface. In the aching of the Moon, hanging beautiful and quiet at night, expecting our love in return.
Of the quiet of Poppies asking a million questions along the freeway, waving happily as we pass by. These are loveliness in our
lives, born of One Moment of Love, and of grace out of THE TRUE AND LIVNG GODs Heart. This is the craftsmanship of
Life itself, caring, insistentI am Here. I am the Wind in Your Hair. I am the Light in the Trees. I am the rustling, the bell
like love that holds you at night while you sleep. Creation is a Living Love, one of the Great Loves gifted to us by THE TRUE
AND LIVING GOD. If we could truly see it, hold it, cherish, we would see its Awesome Beauty, and Great Power. We would
see the Quiet Movement of a Great Entity, the Beauty of Creation Itself. We would see the Great Work, the Work of THE
TRUE AND LIVING GOD HIMSELF, the organic beauty of complex proportions, slowly moving in its daily beauty. These
are the things we miss when we do not stand at the edge of time, when we do not stop to view our World for a while. And there
it is, right there, right there, and right there. The Diamonds of Snow, the crystals of water, each one perfect and unique, each
one the time honored 1.618, innately perfect, built to a Ratio of Perfection. And we look at our Hands, we hold them up and we
see the same in the Human Body, built, also, to the Ratio of 1.618. And here we are, perfection greeting perfection, standing at
the edge of a field of diamonds. If Ive gone too far, if there are too many Diamonds, then I should stop and look at you now.

We live in a beautiful World. We should learn to appreciate it more. We should learn to love ourselves more. We should always
love each other more. There is little more to say than that.
Of love, there is our own. Of love, there is the true love of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, breathing around us. This we
know, and will always know.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #12: Take the time this month to take a walk through your community, a garden, a field/orchard
or in the wilderness. Notice the beauty around you, and make is part of your life to notice small environmental
lovelinesss. Care about it. Keep it up. Pick up Trash. Find beauty in the World around you.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #13: [|wwx YvxM
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Use all your hidden forces. Do not miss the purpose of this life, and do not wait for circumstances to mold or
change your fate. In your own self lies destiny. Let this vast truth cast out all fear, all prejudice.
--Ella Wheeler Wilcox [68]

I have seen, in my time, deep suffering. True suffering. I know what it means to suffer. So when others come to
me, and explain to me that they are suffering, I truly understand. There are two types of suffering, suffering that
occurs by true and painful loss, and suffering that comes of Hardship. Today, I wish to discuss that of Hardship.
Hardship is difficult, but it is something that can be overcome. That is what always should be kept in mind.
In all of us, we have the propensity for two reactions: to Fight, or to Give Up. Most people come face to face with
despair, and cannot overcome a negative event. Some do what should be done. They weather the event with
calm and awareness, no matter how much anger or despair they may feel, they go home, they look at the event,
and find a solution. One thing this does for the Soul Self is build self-reliance, and allows a perspective that is
able to overcome anything that might be encountered. It also build immense self worth and confidence. If one
can overcome suffering in a positive manner, conquer the odds and move forward in life successful, protected and
happy, then one has achieved something major in their life. It is a Hidden Force in an individual that can be
called upon over and over again, reliably: in self defense, defense of others, and in all accidents and perilous
situations. Fear is lowered to a minimum, if not extinguished entirely, and confidence and love within ones self
becomes strong.
One thing about this that is lovely is its expression in THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. THE TRUE AND
LIVING GOD is strength itself, in all situations, and has been consistent strength for Centuries upon Centuries.
There is no truer love than the love that has stood by us and held us for so long, without ever being truly known,
but being known by being who He IS. He is Known as THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA to All, in many
Faiths. He is the END and the BEGINNING, and has been, and always will be. His love and his defense of our
love, our personal being, and our rights as being, are sustained and beyond comprehension. His strength and
His Power, beyond comprehension. His patience, unending. His beauty in his patience, unending. There is
something to be learned from this.
When one is faced with Hardship, one should try to remember to look at the larger picture. It is only one event in
the entire span of ones life. It should be faced with Honor. Which means to stop, to look at it carefully, and then
decide how to correct the problem. Handle the problem and resolve the problem with as little loss as possible,
both monetarily and mentally. One should learn to have patience, and to assume a more noble aspect of their
character. It takes thought to remember this, but one should try. The benefits in a life that includes this
philosophy extend and speak to the entire being, in reference to every endeavor in ones life. It is a Hidden Force
in ones self, and should not be ignored.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #13: Sit down and think about what you might do in five different situations: a breakdown of your
car, a child who gets seriously hurt right in front of you, a Major Fire in a Hotel [Do you assist or not assist? Do
you rescue others?], a major loss in your Monetary Income [which should always be overcome: there is no
negative situation, not even in the worst of situations, and extreme Social Embarrassment or Loss of Honor
[Learn to weather it and correct the problem in yourself and the community by Faithfulness and True Amends.]
What would you do? Discuss it with others during the Month and find out what they might do.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #14: \ | t V{|vx y l Ux j{xx l Tx

Today Im presenting to a way of thought, or a set of thoughts, to think on. This is the body of my Discussion,
my Sermon. Whenever we think of the word, Sermon, it evokes certain images, certain feelings. Id like you to
take a moment to think about what those might be, in you. For some, it is a heavier feeling, as if you are being
told what you ought to do. And for others it might be a discussion of thoughts on life, on morals, on our way of
being. And I stand in front of you with a sheet of paper, and my thoughts, with one real thought to express today.
[Hold up paper] This is of no value unless it means something to you. In order for it to mean something to you,
it find something of love in you, to hold, to cherish, to discuss. It is a conversation, not an ultimatum on your life.
In my sermon, today, I realize that you have made a choice to be where you are. You are here to love, and you are
here to love yourself, to love others, and to love THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. And what I will say to you is this:
you have chosen to be where you are. And you are loved. You are loved. On this paper, the only statement
written for my sermon today is that you are loved. You are loved for being here. You are loved for you who you
are. You are loved for your free will. You are loved for coming to cherish this Faith, and THE TRUE AND LIVING
GOD. In my sermon, I could tell you how to live, and I could admonish, or raise my voice to tell you of the way
things are. But that is not my goal. My goal is to present to you a set of Maxims, of beliefs, and to hold with you
a way of loving, and many positive ways of living. The end result will always be a voice, your own, making a
decision to love. And there is another voice, that of someone who loves you above all others, and that is the
voice of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. His voice is the voice of reason, the voice of strength, the voice of choice,
the voice of decision, and the voice of love. His is the voice of beauty, speaking to your own beauty. The voice
speaks a true statement: It is a choice for you to be where you are. It is a choice for you to live as you live, to love
as you love. And I am here. I am the one who loves you, holds you, who does not desert you, who is trust, truth
and faith in concerns to you, I am the one who loves you, and who will always love you. I am the wind in your
hair. I am here. He is always there for you. This, my discussion, my Sermon, is meant to tell you something of
the world, something of yourself, and something true of the beauty of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD: that
underlying all things there are Truths to Be Known, and they are ethical, they are beautiful, and they are of your
Soul. If I manage that, in my one small Discussion, my Sermon, then I will have found something to speak to in
you. That is the purpose of a Discussion, of a sermon. To tell you that life is a choice, that you have many to
make, and that every one of them can lead to beauty, and love. I, myself, love the way it is. It is a choice to be
where you are. And you will walk out the door and into your life, and make a choice to be where you areas it
should beas it should always be.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #14: Reach out to yourself, and think on your choices. Make choices to be where you are that
show the highest of ethical standards, of thought of beauty, cherish your own unique way, and conduct yourself
with Honor. Do not let it rule you: there are wonders to experience that cannot be denied. But remember to
maintain your internal Honor, keep the standards within yourself, even if you choose to move unusually, beyond
the boundaries of the norm, or in experimental fashion. Look at others and notice how they move through their
life. Appreciate them for who they are, and understand that their choices are just as important as your own.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #15: g ux gx

I Would Be True, for there are those that trust me,


I would be pure, for there are those who care
--Howard Arnold Walter [68*]

There is a question that some of us face, at one time or another, in the deepest reflection of ourselves, and that is
the question of whether or not we are True. I asked this question of myself, once, of whether or not I could be
relied upon. Can you be relied upon by others? Do others call you, ask your advice, wonder how you are? Can
they turn to you in need? And there is an even deeper concern that follows the act of being True, it is that of
being Pure. Are your intentions True? What are your motives in terms of your intentions, and are you of the
Heart, or do you always work towards getting something, rather than earning something/making something,
crafting your life your own love? And so we look to a beautiful quote by Howard Arnold Walker:
I Would Be True, for there are those that trust me,
I would be pure, for there are those who care

This is a quote of the Heart that speaks of the Heart. That speaks of Truth. It is something that we should
consider. If we look into our own Hearts, we should recognize the immensity of love and commitment it requires
to be True: to be true to ones family, to be true to ones self, and to be true to others. It is a purity of the mind
that makes this possible. It is a strength of self and a belief in correct and just behavior. It is the truest of love
and care for another that makes this possible.
If you look up, you will find this in inexhaustible regard with THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD. There is the
truest of love at work in you, holding you, helping you, telling you that it is possible to be true and that you
should try. Try. Try and try again. Do not give up on the very best of the Human Spirit: do not give up on the
very best of the Spirit itself. He is always there to remind you, Here I am. And you take the hand of the person
standing next to you, and you take the hand of THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD, and you make the decision to
be True. And you move straight forward into the future, into Truth, into yourselfand into others, and find what
is True. At the end of that road, you will probably find that you have never let go of those hands you took, sitting
right next to you: but that is what being true is all about.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #15: In your life, make the decision to be True. During the Month, start to change your reactions
to others to include a devotion to their being, to who they are. Try to physicalize it in the way you handle your
life, and your time with them. At the end of the month, write about how you feel about it, as it was an extreme
outreach, and resolve to include being True in who you are. You do not need to remember all of the time, and do
not worry if you dont, but without fail let it become a natural part of your being.
DISCUSSION/SERMON #00: b _

I sat for a moment when I had this thought, of what it means to lose someone unexpectedly. I heard a story once, of a Father
who, on his way to work, backed out of the driveway and hit his own son. The thought of the pain is overwhelming, and the
degree of love and the want to help heal, to help weather are deep when we hear of such things. What is it that you say, how d
you reach out to someone like this, who must find a way to overcome the very worst of circumstances? I have a friend who lost
their daughter, and I have thought on this subject, on how to show support for someone who lost someone they deeply lovea
child, a son or daughter, a family member or acquaintance. There are things I have learned in my own life that I know, that I
truly know outright.
That when someone you love leaves, they do not really leave you. They truly live in the Afterlife, within you, and
within your Family Line, they are with you always. I know this is difficult to understand, but it is an Absolute Truth.
Our love, and our Souls, hold close those we love deeply, and this does not change when there is a failure in life, an
unexpected event that hurts our love. We are still holding each other, even through, even past, even beyond.
That THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is there for you, immediately, and always, with the deepest of love, with the
greatest understanding, and through the worst pain. He holds you, and will hold you until you find a way, which is
not easy.
It is not easy to lose a loved one. Even saying this one sentence does not explain or heal the loss of someone loved. There is all
the love in the world holding you in your loss. There are things we go through that sometimes we dont understand. But we
must hold on to our love. We must remember that our loved ones have not left, and will never leave, in truth.
If you are ever faced with someone in this type of pain, help them hold on to their love. Help them see their loved one in their
life, still. Help them love, still. It is an unwavering type of love that will stay, and love always stays, even in the worst, the very
worst, of our pain.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, MENTOR, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE

REBECCATACOSAGRAY, SOLE OWNER,THE CHURCH OF LOVE

Action of Love #00: This month sit down and write out what you might do if someone in your Family or one of
your Friends or Acquaintances loses a loved one. Consider your heart carefully, and consider theirs, as well.
Write it out and place it in your Notebook. Say one Prayer this month directed to all on Earth who have lost their
loved ones. Your love will help others heal.
LAWS & BY-LAWS OF THE CHURCH OF LOVE
EARTH PROPER & IN THE AFTERLIFE

LAW #1: The GOD, GODSELF & GODSTRUCT dont own a thing, have no rights, and have no voice in the workings,
ownership, direction or belongings of the CHURCH.

LAW #2: The GOD, GODSELF & GODSTRUCT do not/are not/never will BE a person or being. Thedonotownthe
Belongings of this Earth, it is against the LAW and is an infringement of HUMAN RIGHTS.

LAW #3: THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD isNOTmyself: He WONT EVER: I,REBECCA TACOSA
GRAY,CALIFORNIAamSOLE INVIOLATEOWNER OF MY FAITH, ALLRIGHTSPERTAINING
TO,ALLBELONGINGS, ALLPROPERTY&ALLTEXTS of THECHURCH OF LOVE, Now & in the Afterlife.

LAW #4: THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is separate from us, we dont marry him, ever. We are allowed our Husbands or
Wives in THE CHURCH OF LOVE.
LAW #5: We do NOT ingest the TRUE AND LIVING GOD, AT ALL. IT IS AGAINST THE LAW.

LAW #6: THE CHURCH OF LOVE does NOT believe in Bowing & Genuflection: Hands to Lips in Honor & Love. The
only time I feel its appropriateness is in the case of Amends, should one feel the need to do so.

LAW #7: THE CHURCH OF LOVE DOESNOTBELIEVEINSUFFERING. The Maxim of FIGHT. and the Maxim of
LOVE, is Truth. Suffering exists, this is a Truth, but to Fight to Live and Love is the Maxim. THE CHURCH OF LOVE
believes in a CORE Of LOVE in ones self, and also believes in the HEART itself.

LAW #8: THE CHURCH OF LOVE is NOT ARCHANGELIC, but exhibits many Characteristics of THE
ARCHANGELIC/ANGELIC Community.
LAW #9: THE CHURCH OF LOVE believes deeply in the Soul, and in the weight of Amends.
LAW #10: A TRUTH: THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is UTIMATELY GOOD, LOVING, JUST, FAITHFUL & TRUE.

LAW #11: THE CHURCH OF LOVE assists all being, and supports by loving all Souls.

LAW #12: THE HOLY SPIRIT is NOTTHETRUE&LIVINGGOD. THE HOLY SPIRIT is a large part of my Faith, and it
is ITSELF. IT IS the HOLY SPIRIT INVIOLATELY: I was baptized in the HOLY SPIRIT in San Francisco over 3 years
ago. THE HOLY SPIRIT has the Association of THE RIBBON: of the ONE TRUE ROSE, it is a Rose that is a Ribbon,
and a Dove that is a Ribbon, and whose HEALING is Associated with SOLO PIANO MUSIC. THE WATER OF THE
HOLY SPIRIT is also inclusive.

LAW #13: THE CHURCH OF LOVE RENOUNCES EVIL: Those who are of THE CHURCH OF LOVE fight AGAINST
Evil.

LAW #14: THE CHURCH OF LOVE Sits or Stands. No shoes are allowed in the Main Church.

LAW #00: THE CHURCH OF LOVE bans the TRUE GOD GODSTRUCT&GODSELF, MARY OF MAGDALENE,
MISS M/MISSESM & MARY from THE CHURCH OF LOVE Proper and all Associations, Now & in the Afterlife: they are
not allowed past the threshold of the Church: they are considered True Evil.

LAW #15: I believe that my Faith, THE CHURCH OF LOVE, is a beautiful FAITH among our World Faiths: I am a
Catholic/Sikh, Taoist/Wiccan who has built and is building MY OWN FAITH. I believe that the worry of the Catholic
Faith is unfounded, I believe they will appreciate that THE TRUE AND LIVING GOD is illuminated by my FAITH.
MY FAITH IS INTERFAITH, IT ACCEPTSALL KNOWN WORLD FAITHS.

THE ABOVE LAWS BELONG TO THE ACTUAL AND ONLY CHURCH OF LOVE, EARTH PROPER: THERE IS
NO OTHER. THE ABOVE LAWS CANNOT BE CONTESTED, NOW OR IN THE AFTERLIFE.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA,SOLE OWNER, MENTOR

Witness: Mr. Kalanta, the Kalanta Law Offices, Modesto, CALIFORNIA


2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA, SOLE OWNER, FIGHT.
PROCLAMATION OF BEING:REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA
EARTH PROPER & IN THE AFTERLIFE
Meant for posting, online & in my CHURCH , THE CHURCH OF LOVE

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, UNDER TRUE GODS OATH AND ON HIS LIFE, WITH MY HAND
ON THE U.S. SUPREME COURT BIBLE, STATE THE FOLLOWING ABOUT MY OWN PHYSICAL NATURAL &
PRETERNATURAL BEING:

I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA, am the Only One, there is No Other, Now or in the Afterlife.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that Mary & the Line of Mary ARE NOT MYSELF, THEYRE NOT OF MY SOUL,
THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEYVE NO RIGHTS, THEY CANNOT CONJOIN, THEY
DONT OWN A THING, THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL PROCLAMATION. MARY MUST
DIE TO HISTORY. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that Mary of Magdalene & the Magdalenian Line ARE NOT MYSELF, THEYRE
NOT OF MY SOUL, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEYVE NO RIGHTS, THEY CANNOT
CONJOIN, THEY DONT OWN A THING, THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL
PROCLAMATION. MARY OF MAGDALENE/MARY/MARIEL/ MARIAH/MAGGIE MUST DIE TO HISTORY. I will have my
Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that Miss M & the Line of Miss M ARE NOT MYSELF, THEYRE NOT OF MY
SOUL, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEYVE NO RIGHTS, THEY CANNOT CONJOIN,
THEY DONT OWN A THING, THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL PROCLAMATION. MISS
M MUST DIE TO HISTORY. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that St. Michael & Michael Himself & the Line of St. Michael & Michael Himself ARE
NOT MYSELF, THEYRE NOT OF MY SOUL, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEYVE NO
RIGHTS, THEY DONT OWN A THING, THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL
PROCLAMATION. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that Misses M & the Line Misses M ARE NOT MYSELF, THEYRE NOT OF MY
SOUL, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEYVE NO RIGHTS, THEY DONT OWN A THING,
THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL PROCLAMATION. MARY MUST DIE TO HISTORY. I
will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that Maggie of the Magdalenian Line IS NOT MYSELF, SHES NOT OF MY SOUL,
SHES NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. SHE HAS NO RIGHTS, SHE DOESNT OWN A THING, SHE IS
DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL PROCLAMATION. MAGGIE MUST DIE TO HISTORY. I will have my
Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that the TRUE GOD Godself/Godstruct/God Proper ARE NOT MYSELF, THEYRE
NOT OF MY SOUL, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEY CANNOT CONJOIN, THEYVE NO
RIGHTS, THEY DONT OWN A THING, THEY ARE DENIED NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL
PROCLAMATION. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that JESUS CHRIST IS NOT MYSELF. HE HAS NO RIGHTS, HE DOES NOT
OWN A THING, HE IS DENIED RIGHTS IN REGARDS TO MY WORK & CHURCH NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A
LEGAL PROCLAMATION. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, INCALIFORNIA, state that those of the DOWNSTAIRS ARE NOT MYSELF. THEY HAVE NO RIGHTS,
HE DOES NOT OWN A THING, THEYRE NOT ASSOCIATED WITH MYSELF AND NEVER WILL. THEY ARE DENIED NOW
AND IN THE AFTERLIFE:THIS IS A LEGAL PROCLAMATION.. I will have my Attorney Set it to Record.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA,SOLE OWNER, MENTOR

Witness: Mr. Kalanta, the Kalanta Law Offices, Modesto, CALIFORNIA 7.30.11
2011REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA, SOLE OWNER, FIGHT.
A NOTE TO THE TO THE UPSTAIRS AND DOWNSTAIRS ESTABLISHMENT:

For those on this Earth, I have known many Being, many good, and I have fought evil. Due to the nature of evil, and the
nature of my History, I have had to self protect my physical Self, and my Earthly History and Belongings from a Negative
thieving Establishment, many of them Female, some Seraphimic, others Godlike and many males, as well. There are those
who took an interest and a part in my battle, and some who thought to steal the Honor from my physical work, which amounts
to about 5,900 hours alone on FIGHT, to date. These are being who are not involved, who did not do a shred of work,
although they like to pretend to in the Spiritual Realms, and who parade around in the Spiritual/Physical in Honor not their
own. I will say it straightforward, to the Establishment:

I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, in CALIFORNIA, UNDER TRUE GODS OATH INVIOLATE AND ON HIS LIFE , swear
on every known Truth and every known Physical Sacred Text, including the Bible, that I ALONE, no one else, no one, not
above or below, did this work, wrote this book, or built my Organizations FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE. This
statement is Absolute Truth, and cannot be contested or questioned. I built them from the very top to the very Core of their
Structure. Although I understand there have been episodes throughout History where associations have been drawn with
Spiritual Being, I state unequivocally that this is not the case with my work. It is my, REBECCA TACOSA GRAYS work, my
mind, my inception, my building in entirety, based on my own physical experience, on the face of this Earth. I state now, to
the Establishment, that they are denied theft of my Honor and my Work, and that by weight of my Lawyer, Mr. Kalanta of the
Law Offices of Kalanta in Modesto, I have made certain that my work and my Honor stay with myself, REBECCA TACOSA
GRAY,CALIFORNIA, Now and in the Afterlife. I also condemn, in Being and in name, all evil, and all those who sought to
steal from my life who tormented, raped and tortured my life for a Fraudulent History attributable to the corruption of the
Downstairs Regions, and also abused by some of the Upstairs Regions. Of my own kind, whom I love deeply, when you read
my work, please think of it and attribute it only to myself, of which is built, and is mine and mine alone. It is my
LoveREBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA

Although St. Michael and the House of St. Michael are honored, and are the Protectors for FIGHT., The FIGHT. World
Assistance Website, FIGHT. Pursuance, THE CHURCH OF LOVE and the website THE SOUL, they have no association
with their inception, their growth, their direction or their results, with which they have nothing to do, and which they have no
rights in regards to, Now or in the Afterlife. However, they are Honored, in House, Integrity and in Name.

Although the Establishment is honored, the Godstruct, who is fully evil, & the Soul Self of Mary & the Magdalenian Line
proper are vehemently prosecuted and BANNED from FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE. Ii,
REBECCATACOSAGRAY, IN CALIFORNIA, VEHEMENTLY CONDEMN THE GODSTRUCT, Now and in the
Afterlife. I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY have spent thousands of hours building what I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, have
incepted and implementing on Earth, and will keep all of my work and my Organizations FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF
LOVE, now and in the Afterlife. I vehemently and truly condemn the Soul Selves of Mary Proper, the Queen Mum, and Mary
of Magdalene for their attempts to steal my work: they are guilty. They will do no such thing: my History is such that my
Birthright and my work will be honored, and I will keep all of my work now and in the Afterlife.

FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounce all evil and the activity of evil on this Earth, and condemn all negative being
who torment, torture and hurt the Human Soul Self on this Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounce the
Luciferian, Magdalenian & Miss M Lines, the Heinous Lines & the House of Eva, all of which constitute integral evil on this
Earth. FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE renounce the following being: The Godstruct, Miss/Misses M & the Misses M,
Lucy, Mary of Magdalene/Mariel/Mary-el, Miss M/The BlackWhore, Miss M, The Queen Mum, Lady & The Personality
Traits, the females of whom comprise in total The House of Eva. They are condemned in Being and in Name, and are
denounced as the evil they represent and are integrally

THE ABOVE STATEMENTS ARE ABSOLUTE TRUTH, AND ARE CEMENTED AND VIEWED DAILY ON THIS EARTH.
I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, RETAIN INVIOLATELY, NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE, ALL RIGHTS TO MY WORK, LIFE
EVENTS AMENDS & LIFE. I HAVE PROTECTED MYSELF IN THIS WAY FOR A REASON, AND THAT IS TO PREVENT
THEFT IN THE SPIRITUAL ESTABLISHMENT BY THOSE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH MY WORK, AND WHO
WOULD EXPLOIT MY LIFE & MY WORK. THESE STATEMENTS ARE MADE FOR MY OWN FULL PROTECTION, AS I
FIGHT EVIL DAILY AND PROTECT MY LIFE. I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, UNDERTRUE GODS OATH AND ON HIS
LIFE ITSELF, HAVE ALWAYS BEEN INNOCENT, WILL REMAIN INNOCENT, AND HAVE BATTLED IN HONOR AND
APPROPRIATELY. ALL THOSE WHO CONTEND DIFFERENTLY WILL BE PROSECUTED AND HELD ACCOUNTABLE
IN THE AFTERLIFE, EXPECIALLY IF THEY HAVE USED CORRUPT MEANS TO PLACE CORRUPT BEING IN
PLACEMENTS OF HONOR WHERE THEY DONT BELONG. ALL OF THE ABOVE STATEMENTS ARE TRUE AND REAL,
UNDER TRUE GODS OATH INVIOLATE AND ON HIS LIFE, AND CANNOT BE CONTESTED.

REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA


SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. & THE CHURCH OF LOVE
VHURCH OF _OVE GOALS
THE CHURCH OF LOVE
REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA

I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, 40 YEARS OLD IN CALIFORNIA, UNDER TRUE GOD'S OATH INVIOLATE, STATE THAT I HAVE
MADE A LIFELONG COMMITMENT TO THE DEVELOPMENT OF MY OWN ORGANIZATION, FIGHT. A COALITON AGAINST
EVIL, AND THAT ALL WORK ASSOCIATED WITH FIGHT. , INCEPTION, PHYSICAL WORK AND RESULTS, BELONG TO
MYSELF AND WERE CRAFTED BY MY HAND ALONE, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF LINKS. I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY
FOR MY WORK, IT IS MINE NOW AND IN THE AFTERLIFE. AS WITH ALL FAITHS, THE BELONGINGS OF THE CHURCH OF
LOVE ARE MY, REBECCA TACOSA GRAYS PHYSICAL BELONGINGS, AND WIIL STAY THUS IN THE AFTERLIFE.
I,REBECCATACOSAGRAYCALIFORNIAOWNTHECHURCHOFLOVEOUTRIGHT...REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA. THE
GOALS OF FIGHT ARE AS FOLLOWS: I WORK ON FIGHT EVERY DAY, DAILY TASKS.

WEEKLY 2011:
Development of Tenets & Base Structure
Development of Work Base
Development of Outreach Structure

MONTHLY:

1 Discussion/Sermon after July 31 : 50 by Year End, and in the year 2030/1000

YEARLY:

Development of Work Base


Saving for Physical Church $90,000 PROJECTED COST OVER MY LIFETIME
Outreach, 5 years from 2011.

LIFELONG:

The Church of Love in Structure & Longevity: Website Protection/Personal Server


1 Physical Church. [5 buildings & 1 Main Church]
The Treaty of Faiths
A sound structure and body, unyielding and set, reliable assistance [FIGHT. & SPIRITUAL & PHYSICAL]

THE CHURCH OF LOVE IS ASSOCIATED WITH MY OTHER ORGANIZATION, FIGHT. [A Coalition Against Evil]

PHYSICAL CHURCH PLANS (30 YEAR SPAN GOAL)


$90,000 of my own Personal Income, Earthpaperwoodphysical, will be the end Total that I, REBECCA TACOSA GRAY IN
CALIFORNIA, will have earned, budgeted and spent to build my Church, The Church of Love. I,
REBECCATACOSAGRAYINCALIFORNIA, am the SOLE OWNER of the Church and the Buildings, and everything
contained within, Now and in the Afterlife. THE CHURCH OF LOVE is my Church. The Buildings are as follows:
1. [1] 24X36 Main Building with Large Pergola attached to Building Entrance/Foyer. [$25-30,000]
2. [1] Summer Cottage/BuildingEntrance/Foyer [17X, Restroom] $8-10,000
3. [4] 14X28 Small Cottage Cabins [FIGHT., THE LIBRARY OF ANGELS, THE CHAPEL, THE CHILDRENS
ROOM/IMAGINATIONROOM] $8,000.00 per Cabin
The Main Church, Cottage and Cabins will be White with Darkest Indigo Trim, of the hue of dusk & deep night. The
Pergola, Cottage and Cabins will be covered in the Rose Climbing Eden and Jasmine. The Rose is the One Rose, from
which my drawing and Symbol of THE ONE ROSE emerged: it was done from an actual Rose. The Perimeter fences will
also be covered in Climbing Eden, as well as the dividing fence which protects my Personal Living Space and Home. There
will be two main entrances to the Church from the Front, both gated, Moon Gates. The inner building of the Main Building
will be finished in wood, and perfect. There will be small, intimate details of the One Rose placed on walls, and one very
large window, glass to start, Stained Glass White/Frosted later. The Main Building will have 4 large windows, two on each
side, which represent THE FOUR, Also: glass to start, Stained Glass White/Frosted later. There will be Hanging Glass
Chimes in the Garden and Pergola Areas. The Garden is a White Garden. All of my Original Texts for my Church, ONE
LOVE, THE LOVE SONG OF TRUE GOD, LOVE [LOVE LOVES, LOVE FIGHTS, LOVE WINS, OF THE TRUE
AND LIVING GOD & THE MUSING, THE HOLY SPIRIT, ANGELELIA and OTHERS] will be within my Church Foyer.
Addition: $10 Donation for small Angels, works of Art that can be taken home for love or protection. As I said, crystal symbols/sigils will be
the only [Silver Medals/in Squares, Poss. Crystal Sigils, & Clear Marbles, besides the small Angels, representing icons of my Faith, and
nothing else can be made, it is LAW in my FAITH.
THE GALLERY, ANGELIA, which is part of my Main House, wont be open during Church or Visiting times, and will be ONLINE purchase
only: it is a STUDIO AND VIEWING GALLERY.
REBECCA TACOSA GRAY, CALIFORNIA
SOLE OWNER, FIGHT. (SEPARATE FROM THE CHURCH OF LOVE)
& THE CHURCH OF LOVE A IS A--AYN RAND
REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA

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