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Copyright 2008
by Burnette Parker
All rights reserved.
Burnette Parker
P.O. Box 10375
Detroit MI, 48210
burnetteparker@sbcglobal.net
Endorsements
As I edited Burnette Parkers book, I couldnt help but
see the similarities in our lives. The adversary wanted to
shut her mouth and keep it shut but God said, No.
Because she obeyed, and choose to tell, she can now
rejoice. Her story has gone from Mums the Word, to
Moms the Word. And the buck stops here. Her faith
has broken generational patterns. Not only is she free,
but so is her seed.
Minister Mary Edwards, Founder, The Called and
Ready Writers. Author, Born Grown
I S u r v i v e d ! 17
C h a p t e r O n e
Mums the Word
When I was about seven or eight years old, I was
sexually molested by my father. Thats also when I found
out he was not my real father. He told me what he was
doing was okay because he was my stepfather. His abuse
consisted of touching me, exposing himself to me, and
talking about sexual things.
My stepfather was very manipulative. He knew when
to make his moves. The right time for him was when my
mother was passed out asleep from drinking. I believe he
started her to drinking. He was a very tall man, about six-
feet-five. I thought he was a giant. His sexual acts started
with my older sister. More than once I heard him
bothering her at night. Nothing was done about that. So,
at a young age, I had to protect my own body.
When my mother went shopping or left home, I
knew it was time to hide. However, most of the fondling
was done right under her nose. When she was in the
kitchen cooking, he pretended he had lost something. He
called me to come and find things. When I got there, he
was exposed and would pull me close to him. He put his
tongue in my mouth and squeezed me tightly. I would
push him away and run or be numb and cry. Another
incident was when he would have me scratch his head
while he ran his hands up and down my legs.
There were other tricks he had. He would come
home from work after midnight, wake me up, and ask,
Who did the dishes? When I told him I did, he would
say Come downstairs and look at these dirty dishes.
18 A f t e r t h e S t o r m . . .
Finding something wrong with the dishes was his way of
getting me downstairs and putting fear in me by yelling.
Then he would touch me the wrong way and I would be
too scared to scream or move. Barely able to speak, I
managed to utter, Im going to tell momma. He
responded by saying, What can she do? Ill kill her. She
cant do nothing. Since nothing was done about my
older sister, I believed him. I think my mother knew but
choose not to face it. I tried to think of ways to hurt him.
But I was too little.
As I began to get older, my body started developing
into a young woman. I was uncomfortable with myself. I
felt my body was violated so it made me feel ashamed.
He often grabbed metouching and squeezing. I hated
him for that.
My mother never worked much so he took care of us.
She depended on him. I was not physically raped, but he
stole my childhood and filled it with fear and distrust.
I was raised in Detroit, but born in South Carolina.
So, I didnt have many relatives nearby. I felt there was
nowhere to run. My mother never left him, so I had to
survive the abuse.
I never told anyone, because I was ashamed and
afraid. I wanted my mother to leave him, but she handle
it the best why she knew how. I was not mad at her for
what he had done to me. Jesus teaches us to forgive.
I S u r v i v e d ! 19