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cira barbaqaZe

ucxoqalaqi

gamomcemloba `universali~
Tbilisi 2011

cira barbaqaZe

redaqtori rostom CxeiZe

c. barbaqaZe, 2011
gamomcemloba `universali~, 2011
Tbilisi, 0179, i. WavWavaZis gamz. 19, : 22 36 09, 8(99) 17 22 30
Email: universal@internet.ge

ISBN 978-9941-17-241-0

ucxoqalaqi

ucxoqalaqi
ucxoa qalaqi, romelSic dageZeb,
rogorc daeZeben qarebi foTlebs...
ucxoa qalaqi, romelSic vcxovrobT,
misi sazRvrebi kilometrebiT
ar izomeba.
dageZeb qalaqSi,
romelSic davdivarT,
romelic savsea mziTa da av-kargiT...
ra Znelad Segxvdi da dagkarge advilad
qalaqSi,
romelmac sazRvrebi dakarga...
qalaqSi qalaqi... Seni da Cemia!
da isev gimRereb, dRes Tuki gadavrCi,
Sen, Cemo, qalaqSi dakargva gCvevia...
me ki vikargebi SenSi... viT qalaqSi...

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* * *
ucxoa qalaqi,
romelSic davdivarT
erTi gziTa da sxvadasxva mimarTulebiT...
dRes sxva gza avirCieT:
me vCerdebi...
Sen garSemo mivli da mivli...
mere icvleba adgilebi...
da(m)imaxsovre!
Seni bralia, es TamaSi Sen wamoiwye
gaufrTxileblad,
wesebi ar maswavle...
arc TamaSis saxeli miTxari...
sanam Seni simunjis sityvebs vipovnidi,
asjer davikarge,
asjer movkvdi!
yornebma damfliTes da damanawevres...
moxvedi da momagrove,
suli Camidgi...
xma momeci da miTxari:
ilaparake!
roca vCumdebi, me Sens gzas vkargav...
da rogorc ki mipovnes sityvebma,
rogorc ki Cemi gawyalebuli sisxli
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gawiTlda,
me giTxari:
melaparake!
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Seni simunje Cemi galiaa,
romelSic ase Tavisufali var!
CemSi metyvelebs Seni dumili...
Sen uxmaurod mitoveb kiTxvebs,
romlebzec pasuxi ar gainteresebs
da midixar...
vcdilob gavigo, ra manZilia,
Cven rom gavSorebs _
ori magida da ramdenime fitulia
adamianis,
romlebic xmauriT avsebulan,
raTa Cveni saidumlo
darCes faruli.
ra manZilia, rac Cven gvaSorebs?
ramdeni sityva Caeteva,
rom gamovuSva?
anda... ramdeni dro dasWirdeba
Senamde mosvlas...
ho, es ambavi droSi ar xdeba!
dro ar gvaSorebs,
erT droSi vcxovrobT...
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radgan sityvebi erTdroulad ibadeba


SenSi da CemSi...
manZili ki pirobiTia...
SegviZlia SevkumSoT an gavafarTovoT...
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
es ucxo qalaqi Seni da Cemia _
aTasjer movkvdiT da aTasjer gadavrCiT,
Sen, Cemo, qalaqSi dakargva gCvevia...
me ki vikargebi SenSi... viT qalaqSi...

ucxoqalaqi

* * *
ise minda gesmodes Cemi,
rogorc foTlebs _ wvimis wveTebis...
ra martivi anbani aqvs wvimas:
yvela bgera erTmaneTs hgavs,
magram mainc...
gansxvavebul xmebs gamoscemen _
roca
sarkmelze
Camosxdebian...

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* * *
ambob, sityvebma ver moaRwies
Senamde... darCnen gaubedavi...
me ki miyvarxar swored aseTi _
auxsneli da gaugebari...
me xom ar vici, romeli sityva
moaqvs Senamde qarsa da niavs,
saTqmeli ukve fifqebiT iTqva
da axla Rrublebs cisaken miaqvs...
me xom ar vici, SenTvis vina var,
giwer baraTebs, aRar gigzavni,
CemTvis, leqsebSi dagabinave,
Cemi cxovrebis arsic, mizanic...
Sen xar da meti ra unda giTxra,
me Seni sunTqvis vrCebi xizani.
ukve balaxi moedo sityvas,
ise nazi da gaubedavi...
ra vqna... M
miyvarxar swored aseTi _
auxsneli da gaugebari!

ucxoqalaqi

* * *
getyvi simarTles,
Sen _
vinc CemSi Cemze axlos xar,
saxifaToa, sicocxlisTvis
Cemi aryofna
da Seni yofna CemTan da CemSi?
nu gadamarCen,
rogorc ginda, ise mamyofe...
ginda, momwyvite dedamiwas,
rogorc nayofi...
Sena xar CemSi...
isargeble
Cemi aryofniT!

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* * *
movdivar Senken
mTebiT, mdinareebiT, gzebiT...
movdivar Senken
bgerebiT,
marcvlebiT,
sityvebiT
da...
u s i t y v o d. . .

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* * *
frTxilad...
Sens mzeraSi
Cemi RmerTi cxovrobs...
nu dauxuWav cxovrebas Tvalebs _
Cems RmerTs nu daaZineb...
frTxilad,
TvalSi araferi Cagivardes...
ara, ar meSinia,
xelis amosmaze ar gaqreba,
Cemi RmerTi susti ar aris...
Seni Tvalebis ekranze
erTaderTi fanjaraa CemTvis,
romelsac SenSi Semovyavar...
RmerTTan Sesaxvedrad.

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* * *
yovelTvis erTi fexiT vaswrebdi
sakuTar Tavs da sakuTar iRbals...
vwerdi da vSlidi...
mere vtovebdi
furcelze mxolod
gacrecil niRabs...
netav ramdeni...
netav rodemde...
sityvebi unda
vCeCo da varTa,
rom erTxel SenTan ise movide,
rogorc midian sakuTar TavTan.

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* * *
sjobia Tavis daviwyebas _
Tavdaviwyeba...

* * *
ver gadagicvliT
Cems uvado molodins
grZelvadian da moklevadian
molodinebSi...

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* * *
gana yovelTvis mivyvebi striqons
iqiT, saiTac sityva eweva...
gana yovelTvis mosmenas viTxov...
mxolod...
rodesac suli mewveba...
Sengan da SenTvis...
Seni bralia,
Cemi gaCena Tu dabadeba...
es siyvarulic...
da, ra Tqma unda...
am gazafxulis gadavadebac...

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* * *
Seni dro peSvSi maqvs,
wyaliviT meRvreba...
miyvarxar im droSi,
Cven rom ar gveqneba...

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* * *
sad waxval...
dabmuli xar Cemi anbaniT...
drodadro TokiviT vagrZeleb
sityvebiT...
qveynis dasalieramde geyofa da
imis iqiT ki _
aRarc sityvaa da aRarc anbani.
mTel Sens wasasvlel da
wamosasvlel geografias
CavtvirTav sityvebSi...
da axal gzas davageb
Senamde.
aq xar
maSinac, roca midixar,
roca modixar, maSinac aq xar!
es Sen ki ara,
Seni Crdilebi mogzauroben _
sityvebze (da)bmulebi,
Sen ki sul rCebi,
Sen ki sul Canxar
Cemi sulis farTo ekranze,
sadac arasdros daewereba _
arc dasawyisi...
arc dasasruli...
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* * *
es Sen ggonia,
rom me ar vici,
axla sada xar...
anda, ramdeni kolometri sityvaa:
Cemi gulidan _
okeanis gaRma mxaremde,
sadac izrdeba Seni
(ga)Tavisuflebis xarisxi
Cemi monatrebis
gazrdis xarjze.

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* * *
mamSvidebs is,
rac (ar) maRelvebs _
Cemi sulis daudgeneli sazRvrebi
SenSi...

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* * *
Cvens mravalmilionoTaxian
binaSi,
romelsac dedamiwa
hqvia,
didi ambavi,
Tu sxvadasxva oTaxSi
gvZinavs,
Tavze xom erTi Weri
gvaxuravs...

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* * *
vina xar maSin,
roca cxovrebas maSveliT irgeb,
giWers da mainc sulze izomeb...
rodis moixsni gadaRlil da
gacrecil niRbebs
da Camabareb ise, rogorc
Sedegs da mizezs
im cxovrebisa,
Sen rom arasdros agirCevia.

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* * *
sad ar geZebe...
cxra zRvisa da cxra mTis gadaRma,
sul striqon_striqon
mogyevi da leqsad gagrove...
Sens karTana var da icode,
mets ar dagicdi,
asamde ukve gadavTvale...
mets ar gadroveb...
modi da erTad
gaviparoT yalbi droidan
saiTac ginda...
me gadavSli dros da TariRebs...
es dro qaria,
rac waiRo, ukan moitans...
mere motanils adgeba da
ukan waiRebs.
da axla... radgan
ver davrCebi drois imedad,
verc vixiblebi
am cxovrebis fuWi miznebiT...
unda vikmaro,
rac ufalma gamoimeta _
Seni Rimili
da baliSqveS Cemi sizmrebi.

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* * *
Cemi Weri xar
da amitom Sen rom gSordebi,
vrCebi qarRia _
da CemSi isev iwyeben TareSs:
qari da wvima...
Cemi Weri xar
da me mWirdebi...

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* * *
momizome
siyvarulis safreni sivrce...
damidgine sazRvrebi
da...
frenisas zRvars Tu gadavedi...
frTebi damacale
an
damikanone
axali sivrce.

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* * *
Cveni Sexvedris dro da adgili
darCes ucvleli...
dae, movidnen mowmeebi,
xels ar miSlian!
yvelaferi Cans,
imis garda,
rogor miyvarxar...
dae, damwamon,
rom Tavxedi var,
ise Tavxedi,
rom siyvaruli
sakuTar Tavs ar SevuTanxme!
p.s.
Cveni Sexvedris dro da adgili
darCes ucvleli...
isev furceli..
da mowmeebma _
Cemma sityvebma _
Tu SeuZliaT,
giTxran,
ra minda!

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* * *
dro _
Cveni saxli ar aris...
dro _
Cveni TavSesafaria...
is _ midis,
me _ movdivar
Senken...
iq, sadac
sityvebis samSobiaroa
da sadac yovelwams
vmSobiarob...
gTxov, damexmaro,
Semimsubuqe
samSobiaro tkivilebi
da gadamirCine yvela sityva,
SenTvis naSobi.

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* * *
xandaxan ise mawameben
sityvebi,
TiTqos...
sakuTar karze ucxo gasaRebs
vargeb...

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* * *
me Seni anarekli var...
advilad viSlebi,
Znelad vewyobi...
Tu ginda daminaxo,
nu mesvri sulSi kenWebs...
me Seni Crdili var,
xan erTi mxridan mogyvebi,
xan _ meore mxridan...
vgrZeldebi da vmokldebi,
xanac...
Seni fexisgulebis qveS vimalebi...
geTamaSebi...
ginda daminaxo?
maSin mzes uTxari _
caze ise dadges,
rom Seni fexisgulebidan
amovizardo...
me Seni Crdili var,
geTamaSebi...
aba, damiWire!

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* * *
rasac ver getyvi,
hkiTxe gazafxuls...
hkiTxe foTlebs da
hkiTxe balaxebs...
albaT getyvian _
ase ra Zala
mipyrobs da SenTvis
malaparakebs.

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omi, romelic iyo


xedav...
rogor airia ca?
Rrublebsac ki daerRvaT
bunebrivi wyoba,
me ki SenTvis mosayoli
saRamos zRaprebi
mware wamaliviT Cavibrune
da veRar Cavylape...

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omi
Cauqrobeli,
cecxlmodebuli
tyeebi da mindvrebi
da
Cemi Camqrali suli...

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* * *
dro mxolod imisTvis arsebobs,
rom gavzomo manZili
Senidan Senamde...
ramdeni adli
uSenobaa erT wuTSi,
erT saaTSi,
erT dRe_RameSi?

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te(q)sti SenTvis
miTxari,
rogora xar?
trafaretuli pasuxi:
`gmadlob, kargad~,
`gmadlob, aramiSavs~,
an _ `isev gripi maqvs~...
ar gamagono...
miTxari, rogora xar?
maSin, roca iRviZeb,
rogor ewyoba samyaro Sen garSemo?
Tu gifiqria,
netav weliwadis romeli droa gareT? _
sanam gamofxizldebi da
civ wyals Seisxam saxeze?
rogora xar?
miTxari, ras fiqrob maSin,
roca wiTeli SuqniSani gaCerebs
moulodnelad, ginda Tu ara...
ras fiqrob:
`eeh, ra dros `wiTeli~ iyo...
Tu: cxovreba sxvanairia, roca Cerdebi!~

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rogora xar?

roca midixar... mirbixar da


dro ar gyofnis, 24 saaTSi Caatio
im dRis grafiki...
romelia Seni pasuxi:
`netav, 24 saaTSi 48 saaTi iyos~,
Tu:
`ra iqneba, xandaxan gaCerdes dro!~
rogora xar...
roca xvalindeli dRe
ukve guSindelSi gadaitane
da dRevandelSi ukve zegindelia...
Sen sad xar am dros?

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* * *
Semodi...
Cemi anbani, rogorc kari,
Riaa SenTvis,
Cemi anbani Seni saxlia,
Semodi...
kari Semoixure,
Torem orpirSi
yvela bgera gamicivdeba...

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* * *
omi damTavrda...
Semodgoma daiwyo...
SeSinebuli da adregayviTlebuli foTlebi
wels ufro adre daiwyebs cvenas...
wvimac iqneba ufro sveli,
vidre odesme...
mec ufro adre daviwye qsova
Tbili sityvebis,
rom zamTarSi
ar gamicivde...

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* * *
Senze miamboben sagnebi...
xeebic, romlebic yoveldRe gxvdebian
quCis Cayolebaze da
da yvela Seni nabiji damaxsovrebuli aqvT...
SuqniSani, romelic
gadasasvlelze ferebiT gelaparakeba...
naadrevad Camovardnili
foToli,
im dRes rom
fexi aaride...
dRes moulodnelad me Semxvda...
wvima,
xmauriT da uxmaurod mosuli
Sens sarkmelTan,
adre gaRviZebuli varskvlavebi da
gvian daZinebuli mTvare...
Senze miyveba es fanqari,
sityvebs rom asaxlebs
dausaxlebel, sufTa furcelze.
Senze miyveba
daxuruli kari
da Ria sarkmeli...
sizmari, romlis naxva ver movaswari...
Senze melaparakeba mTeli samyaro,
Sen garda...
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* * *
Cemi sityvebis nafexurebi
striqonebs
tovebs,
roca
Sen
gelaparkebi...

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* * *
TiTqos wyali var
da as gradusze duRils viwyeb,
roca werils gwer...
wyali orTqlad iqceva,
Cemi suli ki _ striqonebad...
me mxolod ase movdivar SenTan,
orTqladqceuli...
es teqsti me var,
Sen rom kiTxulob...
es teqsti Sen xar,
me rom vwer... axla...
aRarc sazRvari aRar aris,
sityvebSi galRva...
wertilebi da mZimeebi Cven ki ara,
sityvebs hyofen erTmaneTisgan...
me vkargav formas,
rogorc wyali duRilis Semdeg,
vicvli xasiaTs, vicvli mzeras,
vicvli sruliad...
me vkargav formas,
rogorc wyali duRilis Semdeg...
da Sens caze rom Rrubelia,
Cemi sulia...
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* * *
gTxov, nu daarRvev dumilis aRTqmas,
me momwons Seni dumili ase...
roca ar icis, kalamma ra Tqvas,
Tumca ki aris yelamde savse
Savi melniT da Cemi anbaniT,
romelic male sityvad iqceva,
arafers mkiTxavs,
am furclebidan
pirdapir SenTan gamoiqceva.

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(a)mixseni
amixseni Seni dumili...
mixseni Seni dumilisagan...
da-me-xse-ni!

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* * *
Sen arc ki ici,
ramden rameze gelaparake...
yvelaferi ver davwere
da rac davwere,
yvelaferi ver giTxari...

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* * *
Seni dumili malaparakebs,
CemSi usityvod isev darCebi,
radgan uSeno me var... ra giTxra...
rogorc mzis sxivze _
wvimis narCeni...

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* * *
dRes sxvanairad getyvi _
miyvarxar...
radgan dRes sxva(gan) xar...
mec verasodes ganvmeordebi...
dRes sxva wneva maqvs
da Cemi gulis riTmul xmaurSi
Seni saxelic sxvagvarad ismis...
dRes sxvanairad getyvi _
miyvarxar...
dRes sxvanairad moZraobs
sisxli...

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* * *
SenTan Sexvedra mavsebs sityvebiT,
anda _ piriqiT: sityvebs mikargavs,
me ki ar vici, sxva gza, romelic
SenTvis siyvaruls gadaminaxavs...
da amitomac, giwer baraTebs,
Wreli foTlebiT vavseb striqonebs,
am leqsebSiac, rogorc yovelTvis,
isev xelaxla gamogigoneb...
marto Sen ara... sakuTar Tavsac
daunaneblad davSli_avawyob,
radgan miyvarxar,
es imas niSnavs _
rom gamudmebiT cecxlTan vTamaSob!

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* * *
es Semodgoma ferebs gamiyofs,
rom ar dametyos yofniT daRalva,
ise miyvarxar.....
minda, ar viyo....
ise miyvarxar....
marTla aRar var.

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* * *
me veraferSi ver dagarwmuneb,
Tavad urwmuno, bewvze vkidivar,
da Semodgomis Wreli foToli
saiTac metyvis, iqiT mivdivar...
me veraferSi ver dagajereb,
sityvebSi vcxovrob, sityvebs movyvebi,
da Seni mzera rasac mkarnaxobs,
dagijdebi da leqsad movyvebi...
Sen SegiZlia, eWviT mismino,
sxva samyarodan gesaubrebi...
da sulerTia, vityviT rames Tu
isev davrCebiT bedTan ubrebi.
Sen SegiZlia, eWviT miyuro,
rodesac sivrce wvimiT daTvreba...
ra unda giTxra... amaze meti
aRaraferi damemarTeba...

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* * *
is, rac sityvebSi ver Caeteva,
qaris iyos da qarma waiRos...
viT Semodgomis gulisSeteva _
foTolcvenebi _
SarSan sxva iyo...
darCes yoveldRe sxva da igive
dReebi _ Cemi CiTis kabebi...
gamogizogeb siyvaruls ase _
leqsebiTa da sityvis abebiT...
da rac sityvebSi ver Caeteva,
albaT uCemod naxavs sadinars,
me mapatie,
ver moval SenTan _
ase ubralod, ase advilad...

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* * *
miTxari, rogoria sanapiro,
roca miqceuli okeane ukan brundeba...
rogor uswordeba gamomSrali
sissxlZarRvebi
qviSas da ramden daxatul mzes STanTqavs
talRebi qviSaze?
ras tovebs da ras abrunebs
wyali,
romelic wyalze metia...
ramden niJaras amouvsebs pirs
da ramdens tovebs xaxa_mSrals?
raze hyvebian xaxamSrali niJaris xmebi?
miTxari, ra droa axla da maSin,
roca Sen CemSi daibade...
me ki xma gavxdi Seni fiqrebis...
miTxari, iseve miiqceva
da moiqceva Seni suli,
viT okeane?
didi xniT toveb
sxeuls _ sanapiros...?
miqcevis Semdeg
romel napirTan ikribebian Cveni sulebi...
sad dagelodo?
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* * *
axla is droa,
roca mTvare sxivebs wamokrefs
noembris gacrecili foTlebidan
da sakuTari Tavebidan gaqceulebic
ubrundebian Zvel kalapots _
nacnob sxeulebs,
romlebsac mxolod dedamiwis Cvevebi
SerCaT...
axla is droa,
roca Sen iRviZeb CemSi
da me viZineb...
gaicvala Cveni dReebi da Rameebi,
molodinis saaaTebma isrebi
dakarges...
me _ sityvebi...

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* * *
amoSra yava Cems finjanSi
da wasvlis droa...
finjanSi _ naleqs daAfiqrebSi
vtoveb saniSnebs...
gkiTxulob ase neba_neba
da wvimasaviT
viTvli Senamde gadmosadgmel
damfrTxal nabijebs.

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(gami)meore...
roca saTqmeli (ara)feria,
roca (yvela)feri naTqvamia...
me geubnebi:
_Seni (vera)feri gavige...!
gamimeore!
yvela sityva, dumilSi naTqvami,
gamimeore...
(xma)maRla da gamo(TqmiT)...
_magidaze adi!..
magidaze skami dadgi da imaze adii!
(Tu gadmovardebi, dagiWer...),
gamimeore...
Wermac rom gaigos...
Weri rom aixados...
ca da varskvlavebi rom gamoCndes...
gamimeore
sityva_sityviT da bgera_bgera
fiqrSi naTqvami (yvela)feri,
suli Caudgi fermixdil sagnebs,
gaaferade... minda, daginaxo,
minda gavigo, Seni feri romelia...
namdvili da swor(i)feri...

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* * *
fifqebi axal gzas gviCveneben,
gaxede... rogori amindia!
sicocxle _ Cveni gaCereba! _
aqedan arsad ar mivdivirT!

aiwona(d)aiwona
sizmridan (ga)movedi,
sityvidan (ga)movedi,
zRapridan (ga)movedi...
SenSi _ (ga)davrCi.

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* * *
roca Tovli modis,
Sen saiT midixar maSin?
me dageZeb TovaSi
im mimarTulebiT,
saidanac fifqebi modian...
an saidanac metkinebi
moulodnelad...
Seni dumili Cemi Caqceuli naRvelia
da Cemi xma _
Seni gaxsnili Wriloba,
saidanac movedinebi
ase nawil_nawil, ase ganuwyvetliv...
roca Tovli modis...
fantelebs calfad Tu avaxvev
da gavagoreb...
moval Senamde?

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pirispir
darCi pirispir sakuTar TavTan
da CemTan, rogorc
sarkesTan sarke...
radgan yvelafers am samyaroSi
mxolod Sens sulTan kavSiriT
varkvev...
radgan rac aris,
viciT orivem...
radgan Tu vxedav... Seni wyalobiT!
radgan Senamde
ki ar vcxovrobdi,
SenTan mosasvlel anbans vswavlobdi.
geZebdi sunTqviT,
bgeriT geZebdi...
da gzas vikvlevdi
civs da Tovlians...
momeci xeli! _ da SenTan erTad
Tund jandabamde gzebi mqonia!

54

ucxoqalaqi

(axlad)SobisTvis
roca vibadebiT erTmaneTSi...
sad vkvdebiT maSin?
dRevandeli dRec miemateba niRbebis
sasaflaos...
imdeni mkvdari gvyavs,
datirebas veRarc ki vaswrebT...
roca vibadebiT erTmaneTSi...
roca viyurebiT erTmaneTSi...
ras vxedavT maSin...?
ras xedavs sarke,
roca sarkeSi ixedeba?

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siyvarulis gramatika
sul
aq
vcxovrobdiT...
me ki mxolod
axla
SevniSne:
yvelafers ambobs
sityva _
(miy) var xar...
romelSic _
me var,
Sen xar...
is _ ar aris!

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ucxoqalaqi

* * *
roca yvela azri SeikumSa,
ZvlebSi Seiketa da sisxlSi gadavida,
me aRar vici, rogor unda gelaparako...
aRar memorCileba sityva,
rogorc axalfexadgmuls _ nabijebi...
vecemi sakuTar Zvlebze,
miyvarxar isev
gagiJebiT...

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dakargulis werili
dRes am cxovrebas saxeli ver SevurCie...
modi da Sen daarqvi...
cxovreba, saxelad...
ar vici, ar vici...
Cemi sityvebi Cemze Zlieria...
magram xandaxan da ufro xSirad
sityvebi mekargeba
da vcdilob movZebno SenSi CaZirul
Cems TavSi...
gamoatare... gTxov, gamouSvi
tyvedqceuli Cemi bgerebi...
Sors ar wavlen,
mxolod aqve... suls moiTqvamen
da mzis Casvlamde
isev SenSi dabrundebian...
roca SigniT raRac Rrmad,
Zalian Rrmad getkineba...
es me viqnebi...
xmadakarguli da SekumSuli _
cxraklitulSi gamoketili...

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ucxoqalaqi

Cemi sityvebi Cemze Zlieria...


magram Cemi sityvebi Seni tyveebia!
jer sityvebad rom arc qceulan...
ar myofnis Seni gamowerili
feradi sizmrebi,
romlebic morigeoben,
cxovreba rom ar gamixdes erTferovani...
davikarge...
mapovnine...
SenSi dakarguli sakuTari Tavi.

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* * *
ra droa maSin...
roca SenSi SekumSuli
aRarc sityva var da aRarc bgera...
ra droa gareT,
roca xeebi yvaviloben
da kvirtebi dastirian gardacvalebas
nayofSi...
daakakune... samjer da gambedavad...
roca metyvi, maSin gamoval!
SenSi avyvavdebi,
rogorc atmis xe...
Seni mklavebi iqceva
msxmoiare totebad...
Seni kidurebi _ fesvebad...
roca metyvi, maSin gamoval...
me SigniT vixedebi... Sen _ gareT...
miTxari, rogori amindia?
ginda? Tvalebs gagicvli!
ise, rogorc bavSvebi cvlian saTamaSoebs:
xeli _ xelSi...
Tvali _ TvalSi!
daakakune samjer da gambedavad...
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ucxoqalaqi

* * *
gavixadoT sxeulebi,
gavixadoT dro,
romelic sulze gvkidia da ase gvamZimebs...
gavixadoT
weliwadis oTxive dro,
daviviwyoT dedamiwa _
droebiTi TavSesafari...
ai, aseTi miyvarxar...
yvelafrisgan Tavisufali!

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* * *
RmerTo, miSvele...
ise Sors xar, ise axlos xar...
xandaxan ise miyvarxar, rom _
aRar maxsovxar...
rogorc ar axsovs cas varskvlavi _
guls rom aenTo...
arada, ise ras izamdnen
uerTmaneTod?

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* * *
ho, dro gamyavs isev, radgan
xval daviwyeb Tavidan _
rac iyo da ar damTavrda...
rac... megona, wavida...
amaoa, droze meTqva _
rac droSi ar Sobila...
hoda, rCeba suli SenTan
isev dediSobila...

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* * *
Seni dabadebis Semdeg
CemSi...
uSenobis aTvla daiwyo...
an... ufro zustad:
uCemobis!
arc ise Znelia
CemSi uCemoba...
CemSi uSenoba
ufro Zneli iyo...

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ucxoqalaqi

baqani
amogiCeme...
rogorc baqani,
amdeni cdis da daRalvis Semdeg,
ase mgonia, SenSi vkiTxulob
samyaros Seqmnis mizezs da Sedegs...
amogiCeme...
rogorc baqani,
romelic icdis da arsad midis...
vacileb yvelas _
mgzavrs da Tanamgzavrs...
me ki davrCebi sadguris bindSi,
sadac anTia saaTi, TiTqos
Casaxlebia isrebSi mTvare...
ra simSvidea
arafers iTxovs
baqani,
sadac ar aris xvale...
arc guSindeli
ar axsovT isrebs,
mTvaris saaTSi axla sxva droa...
vrCebi baqanze...
mivyvebiT nislebs
iq,
sadac sulis samosaxloa...

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*N* *
Seni mzera sivrces erTvis
iribi da almaceri,
es samyaro minda SenTvis,
Sen xar Cemi ganaCeni!

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ucxoqalaqi

manZili Senamde
sul unda geZebde...
sul... sul-is fskeramde...
unda Severio
aRmarTs da damrecebs...
sul unda vamoklo
manZili Senamde...
da dRes wamomdgari
xval unda davece...
unda davikargo,
nislebma amburdos...
unda damekargos
cxovrebis sadave...
rom mere uSeno
fiqrebma damxuTos,
rom mere... sicocxle
gamixdes sadavo...
me SenTan vbrundebi,
xeli SemaSvele...
ar veli aravis
zavsa da Tanxmobas...
axla veraferi
veRar SemaCerebs...
sakuTar Tavidan
me SenSi gadmoval!

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* * *
damiwye Zebna yvelgan, sadac
me ar viyavi...
sxvisi ferebiT Semikere kaba muzebis,
gekiTxa mainc,
me getyodi,
rom damalva arc mifiqria...
sxvagan ki ara,
mivatove Cemi leqsebic,
sxeulic Cemi...
da Sens sizmrebSi meZina mSvidad...
gaTenebisas
civi wyali Semasxi sulze...
da Sepyrobilma sxvisi eWvebiT
sxva samyarodan sxva samyaroSi
gamomaRviZe...

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* * *
me Sen gelaparakebi...
mTeli samyaro ki eqosaviT mimeorebs:
me var... me var... me var...
visac Sen elaparakebi...
me Sen dageZeb...
mze ki meubneba:
es me meZeb... me meZeb... me meZeb...
aba, ipove, Cemi mecxre sxivi
sad daimala...?
Cem win yvavili gaiSala
da davinaxe:
im yvavilSi sxivi rogor Seipara...
davinaxe, magram ar vici,
rogor vipovno...
me Sens nafexurebs movyvebi...
win ki imdeni nafexuria...
aRar vici, saiT wavide...
saiT wavidnen Cemi zoma nafexurebi?
mgoni sulac cal-cals vabijeb...
me Sen geZaxi...
qariSxlebi gamcemen pasuxs...
albaT damewyo
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siyvarulis RvTaebrivi paranoia...


da es foTolic, alvis xeze,
Sen migamgvane...
melaparake... _ geubnebi!
uceb samyaro _ xiluli da uxilavi _
Sen magivrad miwyebs saubars...
Sen ki... Sen... sad xar...
kaci Tu RmerTi?
es yvelaferi Seni aslia...
me Sens TvalebSic Sen dageZeb...
namdvili Sen unda gipovno...
da dagabruno...
da getyvi mere:
aRar gnaxo, Sinidan rom ise gaxvide,
ar daibaro...

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* * *
me arasodes ar vwerdi sxvaze,
me vwerdi Cemze... me vwerdi CemTvis,
maSinac... roca me vwerdi qarze...
roca siCumiT saTqmeli ver vTqvi...
sityvasac xSirad vagdebdi banze,
metaforebis xeivans vsxlavdi...
maSinac, roca me vwerdi zRvaze
da sakuTar Tavs arafriT vgavdi...
maSinac vwerdi...
viswavle qargva _
vaxvevdi sulze ferad striqonebs...
ho, veraferi vipovne, magram...
Cemi Tavi xom gamovigone!

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* * *
yvelgan ar veZeb...
da arc _ yvelafers...
xan avCqardebi, xanac _ vgvianob...
es furcelia Cemi samyaro _
mec ugzo-ukvlod davxetialob...

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* * *
Sen yvelaferSi yvelas daeZeb
da Wvret imasac, saiT miyavxar
gzas, romelSiac unda daeWvde,
gza, romelzedac getyvis: miyvarxar...
viRac, romelic SenSi saxlobda,
viRac, romelic isev Sena xar!
aravin icis, ase axlodan
Rirda Tu ara, rom dagenaxa...
Seni eWvebiT vawyob striqonebs,
Seni dumiliT viswavle qargva...
Sen _ yvelaferSi yvela ipovne,
me _ yvelaferSi yvela fers vkargav!

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me SeveCvie...
me SeveCvie, leqsSi dagtovo
da amovavso leqsis bwkaredi
SeniT da mere gagimeoreo
yovel cismare didi wvalebiT.
me SeveCvie, Sen iyo Sori,
dagsva Rrubelze, ise gataro...
gadagaxedo _ am Rrublebidan
ra pataraa mTeli samyaro...
me SeveCie, riTmebisagan
axal-axali koSki avago...
da Sen magivrad am striqonebiT
davjde da Cems Tavs velaparako...
me SevevCvie, magram erTxelac
am leqsebidan SenTan movedi...
me daviRale arafrisagan
yoveldRe Seni gamogonebiT.

74

ucxoqalaqi

* * *
Cemi muza dumils irCevs,
roca me sityvebis mdinared vibadebi...
Cemi muza jebiria,
roca napirebs vtoveb...
Cemi muza kalapots micvlis,
roca mbezrdeba erTi gziT siaruli
da erTsa da imave qvebze borZiki...
me rom vtiri, is icinis....
me rom vicini, is tiris...
Cemi muza aSenebs, me roca vangrev...
da angrevs, roca viwyeb Senebas!
Cemi muza mudam Cem sapirispiro qmedebaSia
da Cven varT, rogorc:
TeTri da Savi,
dRe da Rame,
ca da miwa,
ZaRli da kata....
Cemi muza axla dums,
radgan me vlaparakob...

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* * *
me SenSi ise gamovikete,
kars ver Semoxsni Seni xelebiT;
sxvagan meZebe...
me ki aq vzivar
da gangeb gareT ar vixedebi.
agirev gza-kvals da, ra Tqma unda,
ugzoo gzebze fexiT gatareb,
mere dajeqi da uCemobis
dro-saaTebi caze daTvale!
Sen xar Rrubeli,
romelic axla
Tavze madgas da isev wvimdeba...
ra unda giTxra? amdeni wvimiT
es suli marTla Semicivdeba.
cvalebadia Seni amindi
da moyvavile Seni sevdebi...
cas avyureb da minda vicode _
civ wyals masxam Tu... ukve mzevdebi?

76

ucxoqalaqi

* * *
Cumad...
aravin gaigos,
RamiT mTvareze rom vxvdebiT erTmaneTs
da dilamde varskvlavidan varskvlavze rom
davmogzaurobT...
Cumad...
aravin dagvinaxos,
erTad rom viparebiT,
Torem ra gauZlebs...
mTeli dedamiwa alaparakdeba...
_ SexedeT... SexedeT...
Rrubel-Rrubel midian da
miiparebian...
miwaze fexis dadgmasac ar kadruloben,
qveynis sazrunavi qarebisTvis gautanebiaT...
Cumad... aravin gaigos...

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daisi
xedav... ra lamazi daisia...?
es mze ar kiTxulobs avan-Cavans
Cvensas... Rrublebidan daiwia,
ise lamazia... aRar Cava...
mzeo, dadeq da damicade...
vidre gvirilebi iRimian,
cota xniT adgili gamicvale _
bunebis ucnauri idilia
minda SevisunTqo... Sexe, rogor
Rrublebi erTmaneTs erevian...
minda, am daisSic amogicno
caze gafantuli ferebidan
minda, gamogyo da gagarCio
ise, rom verasdros Segelio...
mzeSi siyvaruls dagaCvio...
mere... sxivebiviT Segerio...

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ucxoqalaqi

* * *
vina xar maSin,
roca cxovrebas maSveliT irgeb...
giWers da mainc sulze izomeb...
rodis moixsni gadaRlil da
gacrecil niRbebs
da Camabareb ise,
rogorc mizezs da Sedegs
im cxovrebisa,
Sen rom arasdros agirCevia!

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* * *
mTeli samyaro Cven Soris...
ca, zRva da okeane...
adamianebi da saxlebi,
gzebi da gzajvaredinebi,
tyeebi, cxovelebi da frinvelebi,
Sen _ dRe, me _ Rame...
mere _ piriqiT...
gadavcvaleT...
gamovcvaleT
Camqrali naTurebi mzeze...
axla yvela anaTebs d aTbobs...
Cemi mze _ mwveli da cxeli...
Seni mze _ mwveli da grili...
SuaSi _ mTeli samyaro,
Cven _ gaRma-gamoRma...
uTxari mzes, amovides da aRar Cavides...
sul enTos...
CemTan _ mze... SenTan _ mTvare...
mere _ piriqiT...
sul anTia...
dRe da Rame erTad aris,
mze da mTvare erTad aris...
radgan Cven erTi varT,
droebiT gayofili...
ara... droiT gayofili...
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ucxoqalaqi

ara... sivrciT gayofili...


sulac: gauyofeli...
Cven ar viyofiT...
nu cdilob, CemSi Seni Tavi mokla,
xom xedav, ar gamogdis!
Cven Soris cebi, zRvebi da okeane...
da roca pirispir davrCebiT
Cven Soris iqneba sakuTari Tavebi,
romelTa gareSe ukeT vxedavT erTmaneTs...
mogviwevs, Tavi daviviwyoT...
Tavi davkargoT... ise, rom
Seni Tavi me vipovo da
Cemi _ Sen...
me gwer: Tavs gaufrTxildi...
Sen mwer: Tavi gamifrTxildes...
me gwer: TavzexelaRebuli xar...
Sen: ar vici, jer ras momwer...
sityvebiT gadavebiT,
sityvebi gadavabi
da axla movyvebi Senken...
roca Senamde moval, miTxari.

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* * *
me vicxovreb Sens daviwyebaSi
da viqnebi Seni enis wverze momdgari
sityva,
romelic ver gaixsene.
viqnebi awmyo,
romelic arasodes gaxdeba momavali
da arc _ warsuli...
viqnebi mZime _ sasveni niSani_
romelic dagaviwyda rTul winadadebaSi...
viqnebi pauza sizmarsa da cxads Soris...
me vicxovreb Sens daviwyebaSi
da
viqnebi
kari,
romlis
daketvac
dagaviwyda
da gasaRebi, romelic magidaze dagrCa...
mSvidia Sens daviwyebaSi cxovreba,
radgan vici, rom sul gaxsovs is,
rac gaviwydeba...
me var is, vinc sul SigniTaa da sul _enis
wverze,
magram gareT arasodes gamodis:
radgan Tbila SigniT...
radgan civa gareT...
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ucxoqalaqi

viqnebi Seni dawerili teqstebi,


romlebic dagaviwyda, rom gegemzeurebina
da dauwereli romani,
romelic kalmis wverze cxovrobs...
viqnebi Seni gza,
romliTac midixar da ar gaxsovs, saiT...
gzajvaredinTan gadavuxvev iqiT,
saidanac Sin brundebian...
me vicxovreb Sens daviwyebaSi
da viqnebi Seni enis wverze
sityva...

momdgari

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Facebook
adgili, sadac Tu moxvdebi,
mere dinebas unda gahyve...
wyalSi unda Sexvide,
romlidanac winaswar ici,
rom mSrali ver amoxval...!
aq aris dro,
romelSic ikargebi...
aq yvelam icis, saidan movida,
magram aravin icis _ saiT midis...
aq siyvaruli mxolod sityvaSi cxovrobs
da adamianebs erTmaneTze metad uyvarT
erTmaneTis sityvebi...
aq hiperteqstualuri arsebobaa:
me viwyeb... Sen agrZeleb... mere sxva da
kidev sxva...
yvela Txzavs istorias, romelic arasodes
yofila
da amitom sul aris...
aq yvela Sena xar da Sen _ yvela xar!
yvela mdinare miedineba...
feisbuki - dgas da Waobdeba...

aq sxvebma ukeT ician, Sen ra ginda!


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ucxoqalaqi

stereotipebs ebrZvian stereotipulad...


ebrZvian da angreven mxolod sakuTar
Tavebs...
aq yvela mediumia sakuTari dakarguli
sulis...
. . . . . .

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* * *
mze iwvis...
mTvares da mTvareulebs
vada gasdiT...
sicocxle iSleba...
sikvdilsac ki aqvs dasasruli...
vulkanebi ixrCobian
sakuTar lavaSi...
mdinareebi Tavs iklaven
okeanesTan...
yvelaferi miedineba...
dRevandelma ukve
waSala guSindeli,
xvale _ rigSia
da mas waSlis zeg,
rodesac is gaxdeba dRes...
da amdeni ambis Semdeg
viRacam guSin momwera:
feisbuki ar iSleba!
................
p.s.
aqamde megona, rom
mxolod Cemi siyvaruli ar iSleboda!

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* * *
Seni siyvarulis zRva
zedapirze ar izomeba...
mxolod msubuqi sagnebi tivtiveben
talRebze.
me ki iq CavyvinTe,
saidanac Senc veRar gxedav,
magram vici _
mainc SenSi var...
iq, sadac sxeulebi irRvevian
da zRvebi gadmodian napirebidan...
Cven, samyarosgan gadamalulebi,
ferad kenWebs daveZebT fskerze
da mere vawyobT siyvarulis ferad
mozaikas
samyaroSi, romelic
arsad ar arsebobs...

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* * *
gesmis...?
siCumis bgerebma gza gadamiWres...
mec sxva gzidan movuare, sadac sityvebs
jer kidev SerCenodaT xmebi...
me vqmni xmaurs sityvebisgan, bgerebisgan,
sagnebisgan...
me vxmaurob...
roca vCumdebi, vrCebi SenTan pirispir
da me ar vici, ra unda giTxra...
nu brazob... me vimalebi da
me yovelTvis vimalebi xmaurSi...
radgan siCume gamWvirvalea da iseTi
sifrifana,
rom Seexo, davimsxvrevi...
es leqsebi nagavsayrelia...
rac dumils gadaurCa, aq Semoexizna...
isini verasdros gamomxataven...

88

ucxoqalaqi

poeziis karcer-luqsi
me Cemi nebiT Cavjeqi
poeziis karcer-luqsSi
da me var tyve Seni da Seni dauwereli
kanonebis
da ufro metad sakuTari Tavis,
romelic mxolod maSin arsebobs,
roca kalams striqoni cviva...
ar viTxov Sewyalebas,
ar viTxov Sebralebas,
ar minda, vadamdeli da droze adre
gaTavisufleba...
me saerTod ar minda (ga)Tavisufleba!
es yvelaferi _ nebiTa CemiTa!
mxolod xandaxan momawode wyali...!
me Sevqmeni axali religiismagvari Sengan
da vwirav taZarSi _
romelsac hqvia poeziis karcer-luqsi.
Cems locvas ismenen da iziareben
sxvebi
da me isic ar vici,
Cemi xma swvdeba Tu ara im cixe-simagres,
romlis mcvelobac Sen mogisajes!
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da varT ase:
Sen tyve - dawerili kanonebis
da me _ Seni dauwereli kanonebis!
Cven Soris mdinare mi(mo)dis,
romelSic naxevari wyali aRma da naxevari
daRma _
mi(mo)edineba....
Sen cdilob, Seni wyali gadamesxas da me
vcdilob _ piriqiT...
da orive varT wyalwaRebulebi.
axla Cemi locvis droa
da me vwirav Sens taZarSi _ poeziis
karcer-luqsSi...
da roca me vloculob SenTvis,
miTxari, sad xar?

90

ucxoqalaqi

nabijebi...
am TeTr furcelze movagroveb
nabijebs _ fifqebs...
gamorCeulebs gadavacvam
nislis vualebs...
daviTvli yvelas, Cemgan gasuls
aqeT da iqeT...
da umetesad, sakuTar Tavs
gars rom vuare _
daviTvli nabijs....
ra Tqma unda, Senamde mosuls...
rom mividnen da uneburad, ver mo(v)uare...

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dRes minda cxovreba ukuRma Cavicva


dRes minda avrio sityvebi, romliTac
koSkebi vxate da zecamde avage,
avSalo yvela gza, Senamde mosuli _
rac ase guldagul, sityvebiT davage...
dRes minda avrio da viyo iseTi,
rom yavis magivrad avdge da Cai vsva...
minda, gavauqmo yvelafris mizezi _
dRes minda cxovreba ukuRma Cavicva!

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* * *
Sen CemTan axlos xar,
magram me var sakuTari
Sors...

Tavisgan

* * *
imedi,
romelmac datova sulis saTburi,
axla tye-Rre daexeteba,
aravin icis,
is am Rames Sin Tu gaaTevs...

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roca ca ixsneba
aq roca ca ixsneba,
moemzade dakargvisaTis...
aq ara xar axla Sen, arc me var,
samagierod, aris is _
kosmosi...
sadac yoveli moZraoba kanonzomieria
da miziduloba kanoni,
romelic mxolod distanciaze moqmedebs.
aq me vxvdebi, rom zedmeti miaxloveba
garduvali katastrofaa
da Cven vrCebiT arc axlos... arc _ Sors...
aramed _ Soriaxlos...
kosmosi, romelic CvenSi airekla,
gvimorCilebs da gvatarebs im gziT,
romelsac Cven davarqmevT bedisweras
da romelic yovelTvis xdeba SemTxveviT.
ai, Cemi Tavisufleba _
varskvlavebis morCili var...
avCerebivar cas da geZeb, sad daimale...
aq roca ca gaixsneba,
varskvlavebi dagenaxvebian
da gaswavlian gzas sakuTari Tavisaken.
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radgan, rodsac caSi iyurebi,


sinamdvileSi Sen uyureb
sakuTar Tavs varskvlavebidan...
axla Tovs wvrilad
da nislovanebamde nisli da Rrubelia...
magram, rodesac ca gaixsneba,
me daginaxav ise axlodan...
da Sen iqnebi iseTi gamWvirvale,
rogorc haeri da
me SegisunTqav...
da rituali, saxelad cxovreba,
azrdakarguli da gemodakarguli,
gaagrZelebs dinebas
Cvens sawinaaRmdegod,
magram veRarafers dagvakelbs!

Cven ki _
droisagn da cxovrebisagan da sakuTari
Tavebisagan gariyulebi,
SevrCebiT ucxoqalaqs...
romelSic Sen ikargebi drogamoSvebiT
maSin, roca me SenSi var dakarguli.

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iq, sadac ca ixsneba


da varskvlavebi Tavis enaze
melaparakebian,
samyaro miyveba Senze...
dro, TokiT dabmuli,
gaxednilia...
iq, sadac ca ixsneba,
saturnis axlos...
iq, sadac mesmis
varskvlavebis gulebis feTqva...
Sengan wasuli
uneburad movdivar SenTan...

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ucxoqalaqi

dro
sul asea:
dros maSin vpoulob, roca vkargav,
an _ roca vflangav...!
ar vici, rogor unda gavufrTxilde mas,
rac wyaliviT ipareba muWidan...
ai, axla gadavwyvite, drois dazogva...
avdeqi da sityvebSi vasaxleb...
Tan vekiTxebi yvela sityvas _
es xom namdvilad Seni droa...?
xom sworad moxvdi droSi?
Tu sityvebi memorCilebian,
maSasadame, arc Sevmcdarvar...
saiT mivyavar sityvebis dros?
amaze mxolod axla davfiqrdi...
da, Sesabamisad, Semdeg sityvas vekiTxebi:
ginda am droSi darCe?
sityvebs yovelTvis aqvT pasuxi...
mTavaria, dro gansazRvro sworad _
swor droSi moxvde...
ar vici axla _
vflangav, vxarjav Tu vpoulob dros...
Tu, saerTodac,
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am sityvebiT sul sxva droSi vmogzaurob...


amaswinaT megobarma miTxra:
xom gaxsovs, gaCuqe drois portartuli
manqana...?
ho da, im manqaniT sxva droSi movxvdi da
veRar Sevxvdi megobars,
romelic im dros sxva droSi iyo...
netav rad mindoda?
isedac imdeni dro maqvs,
ar vici, rogo davkargo...
ara da, unda davkargo da mere
gulianad viwuwuno:
ra vqna, dro ar myofnis, dro ar mrCeba,
dro ar maqvs...
drois meti ra maqvs:
da ara mxolod awmyo...
(awmyo saerTod, dro arc aris...)
warsulebi da momavlebi
da ara mxolod Cemi droebi.
ra vrcelia is, rac sinamdvileSi ase
mokled gveCveneba..
vrcelia... radgan yvela dros Tavisi
sivrce aqvs
da axla, roca gelaparakebi da Sen win
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ucxoqalaqi

vdgavar
am sityvebiT...
Sen rogor fiqrob: emTxveva Cveni dro
erTmaneTs?
ramdeni dro davkarge,
sanam Senamde movidodi
da rom movedi, ra mere...?
ramdeni movedi... Sen sxva droSi damxvdi...
maSasadame, sxva sivrceSic...
sul dakarguli rogor unda viyo:
teqstSi dakarguli, droSi dakarguli,
sivrceSi dakarguli...
pirobas gaZlev(T):
Sen da sakuTar Tavs (maT Soris sxvaobas
ver vxedav)_
rogorc ki dros vipovi,
maSinve davkargav...
dro _ Crdilia... ai, Sexede, am xes da
mzis daxrilobas...
Crdili adgils icvlis xis garSemo drois
mixedviT
da xe ki dgas da dgas...

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modi, davbrundeT Cvens droebSi,


aRar minda, Crdilebis devna...
Tu namdvili xar, damenaxve...
da ara mxolod sizmrebSi...
rao?
_yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvso? _
ho, ras ar moigonebs adamiani, cxovrebas
rom gaeqces!

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ucxoqalaqi

nu gaCerdebi....
nu gaCerdebi,
roca ar ici, saiT waxvide,
mdinareebs hkiTxe da getyvian,
rogor iswavles siaruli...
maT yovelTvis zustad ician,
saiT gakvalon....
nu gaCerdebi...
Sens Tavs mihyevi da
fons gagiyvans...
da es samyaroc
iqiT wamova,
saiTac waxval....
varskvlaviviT agedevneba...
da Seni sunTqvis Tanamgzavri
urCi qarebic
Cadgebian,
radgan qarebic
mxolod uZrav sagnebs erCian...
nu gaCerdebi...
arcerTia bolo sadguri
da versad Caxval...
nu gaCerdebi...
mgzavri iyavi aqamde da...
axla ki _ gza xar!
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Sesavali wignisTvis `ucxoqalaqi~


modi, am wigns Rias davtoveb,
ucxoqalaqi davarqviT mainc,
sazRvrebi rom dakarga...
da aseTi qalaqi rogor gamovketo wignSi...?
modi, es qalaqi Ria iyos yvelasTvis _
visac unda Semovides da visac unda
gavides...
visac unda, darCes da icxovros!
dReidan avtori Zalas hkargavs...
personaJebi ki Zlierdebian...
Sen, vinc am striqonebSi Cagasaxle,
am qalaqis ganmgebeli xar...
gind daicavi... gind datove da
gind _ gadawvi...
magram gaxsovdes: ucxoqalaqi
SenTvis Seiqmna...
da vina Tqva, rom is ufro realuri ar
aris,
vidre aTasi mtvriT nagebi qalaqi,
sazRvarSemovlebuli...?
sityvebSi meti cementia...
is aerTebs da aduRabebs...
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ucxoqalaqi

misi sazRvrebic(usazRvroba) ufro myaria...


viRacas imis sjera,
rasac SezRuduli mxedvelobiT xedavs...
me imis ufro mjera, rac uxilavia...
ufro sworad, xilvadia, magram ara
yvelasTvis!
ho da, Riaa ucxoqalaqi _
aq dro ar aris... aq ikargebian...
axla mec mekargeba sityvebi...
aseTia am qalaqis wesi:
Senc... moemzade dakargvisTvis!

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Sinaarsi
ucxoqalaqi ............................................................3
* * * ucxoa qalaqi, romelSic davdivarT .....4
* * * ise minda gesmodes Cemi ..............................7
* * * ambob, sityvebma ver moaRwies..................8
* * * getyvi simarTles ........................................9
* * * movdivar Senken ............................................10
* * * frTxilad... Sens mzeraSi .........................11
* * * yovelTvis erTi fexiT vaswrebdi ..........12
* * * sjobia Tavis daviwyebas ............................13
* * * ver gadagicvliT..........................................13
* * * gana yovelTvis mivyvebi striqons .........14
* * * Seni dro peSvSi maqvs ..................................15
* * * sad waxval... ...................................................16
* * * es Sen ggonia ..................................................17
* * * mamSvidebs is..................................................18
* * * Cvens mravalmilionoTaxian binaSi ........19
* * * vina xar maSin .................................................20
* * * sad ar geZebe... .............................................21
* * * Cemi Weri xar ..................................................22
* * * momizome siyvarulis safreni... ............23
* * * Cveni Sexvedris dro da adgili...............24
* * * dro _ Cveni saxli ar aris... ...................25
* * * xandaxan ise mawameben ................................26
* * * me Seni anarekli var... ...............................27
* * * rasac ver getyvi ..........................................28
omi, romelic iyo ................................................29
omi .............................................................................30
* * * dro mxolod imisTvis arsebobs..............31
te(q)sti SenTvis ..................................................32
* * * Semodi... .........................................................34
* * * omi damTavrda... ..........................................35

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* * * Senze miamboben sagnebi... ..........................36


* * * Cemi sityvebis nafexurebi ........................37
* * * TiTqos wyali var.........................................38
* * * gTxov, nu daarRvev .....................................39
(a)mixseni..................................................................40
* * * Sen arc ki ici.................................................41
* * * Seni dumili malaparakebs .........................42
* * * dRes sxvanairad getyvi..............................43
* * * SenTan Sexvedra mavsebs .............................44
* * * es Semodgoma ferebs gamiyofs ................45
* * * me veraferSi ver dagarwmuneb .................46
* * * is, rac sityvebSi ver Caeteva ...................47
* * * miTxari, rogoria sanapiro ......................48
* * * axla is droa ..................................................49
* * * amoSra yava Cems finjanSi .........................50
(gami)meore..............................................................51
* * * fifqebi axal gzas gviCveneben .................52
aiwona(d)aiwona......................................................52
* * * roca Tovli modis ......................................53
pirispir ..................................................................54
(axlad)SobisTvis..................................................55
siyvarulis gramatika.........................................56
* * * roca yvela azri SeikumSa .........................57
dakargulis werili .............................................58
* * * ra droa maSin... .............................................60
* * * gavixadoT sxeulebi....................................61
* * * RmerTo, miSvele... .......................................62
* * * ho, dro gamyavs isev ....................................63
* * * Seni dabadebis Semdeg .................................64
baqani ........................................................................65
* * * Seni mzera sivrces erTvis ........................66
manZili Senamde .....................................................67
* * * damiwye Zebna yvelgan .................................68
* * * me Sen gelaparakebi... ..................................69
* * * me arasodes ar vwerdi sxvaze...................71
* * * yvelgan ar veZeb... .......................................72
* * * Sen yvelaferSi yvelas daeZeb..................73

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me SeveCvie... ..........................................................74
* * * Cemi muza dumils irCevs ............................75
* * * me SenSi ise gamovikete ...............................76
* * * Cumad... ..........................................................77
daisi .........................................................................78
* * * vina xar maSin .................................................79
* * * mTeli samyaro Cven Soris... ....................80
* * * me vicxovreb Sens daviwyebaSi .................82
Facebook...................................................................... 84
* * * mze iwvis... .....................................................86
* * * Seni siyvarulis zRva .................................87
* * * gesmis...? .........................................................88
poeziis karcer-luqsi........................................89
nabijebi... ..............................................................91
dRes minda cxovreba ukuRma Cavicva ............92
* * * Sen CemTan axlos xar ...................................93
* * * imedi.................................................................93
roca ca ixsneba .....................................................94
dro ..........................................................................97
nu gaCerdebi.... .....................................................101
Sesavali wignisTvis `ucxoqalaqi~ .......................102

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