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Chapter One
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Chapter Three
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Chapter Seven
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Chapter Eight
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Chapter Nine
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Chapter Ten
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Chapter Twelve
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Chapter Thirteen
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Chapter Fourteen
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Chapter Fifteen
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Chapter Sixteen
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Chapter Seventeen
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Chapter Eighteen
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Chapter One
Presenting Gia Mukherjee
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Chapter Two
Samrat Bhatia
Oh damn, have you seen me lately? No? Well,
neither have I. Kaustav as you already know has
fucked my ass royally. And he will be back for
more. That much you can be rest assured of.
Although my ass should be hurting, it is not.
Something else is aching. It is down the soul.
You know what I mean? Well, I dont. Never in this
lifetime has my soul ached. Today it does.
Yesterday it did. Think I am going crazy? Think so?
To tell you the truth sanity is a virtue God has
deprived me of when He created me.
Three days have passed since the email I shot.
She hasnt replied back. What do you think, she will
reply or wont she? Maybe she has already sent the
mail to the junk box and has spammed me.
Oh man please, dont make me panic. To
make the matter worse, my eyes fall on the wall
clock of my office, it is 11 minute past 11 and I am
late again. No one has waked me up. Who would? I
live alone after all.
Today no one looks up to give me that stern
Sam-you-are-late-again look. Which is fine with
me? Today, I dont feel like talking to anyone. This
is purely new. If you know me, you will know that I
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Hey,
Sorry for the late reply. After a lengthy day of
writing foolish contents, I hardly find the energy to
log on to Internet and check mails. Frankly
checking mails is not on my to-do list. Nothing
important ever comes to me. So, I always skip the
checking part. Thus I havent come across your
email. It is books I find solace into not net.
Anyways it is a pleasant surprise to hear from
you. While reading your mail, I felt like you are
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Hey !
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Hello,
Good to know you write. I find strangely
connected to people who writes. Others just treat
me as an outcast. Maybe I am. Since the days of
childhood, I have been treated as one. No one has
ever tried to understand. No one has ever cared. Not
that I care too much about that. Every time someone
agrees with me, I feel that I am doing something
wrong (yes thats Oscar Wilde).
But, I should have guessed that you are a
writer. Your mails are so engaging that I would love
to know what you can do with a character. What
type of short stories did you write? Romance?
Horror? Mystery? I guess you write comedy. You
should. You have the gift of making people smile
even when they are going through the darkest phase
of their lives. At least you make me smile.
I am a thriller person. I live for thrill. I watch
thrillers too. John Grisham is one of favorites. In
fact I am reading Rainmaker now. This is the fifth
time I am reading the novel. I cannot get enough of
it.
Have you ever read John Sandford? He is
pretty famous among men. You should absolutely
try reading him. He is awesome. Sandfords Broken
Prey is a treat any thriller lover will devour with
pleasure.
Hmmwhat I dream about huh? No one has
ever asked me this before. It is complicated. When I
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Hey baby,
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Hey Sam,
Can I call you something Sam? Thanks for
your permission (yes I am grinning here). So, you
are the last one standing huh? The lone ranger? Or,
the worrier who makes it alone. I know it is tough
losing a loved one. I might not be the last one
standing like you. I dont want to be for sure. Not
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Chapter Seven
Gia Mukherjee
You look dreamy. Mitalis voice brings me
back to SKZ Solutions.
Dreamy? Now thats something new. I touch
my face with my hand to assure myself she pays
compliment. What exactly does that mean?
You are glowing. What happened?
Thats about it nothing happened. I lean
back in my chair. In front of my eyes is a half
written article about money laundering.
White collar crime is interesting. I once
marveled at the chance of being able to gather so
much information about law. But, now after one and
half years of writing about law and the pitfall of
breaking it, my heart has raised both hands in
surrender. It says not anymore. And since heart is
the main organ which makes the process of creation
an absolute pleasure, I fail to meet up to the
expectation.
You are acting strange lately. Mitali is not
someone who lets go easily. Neither do I. we both
hold on tight. Thats what has fucked me in the first
place. I have been taught to stand till the end. Never
to back down. Never to retreat. Nah, I am not a
Spartan trained to win battles or die fighting. I am
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Hey Gia,
I love your name you know. So cute. So tiny.
Just like you. Although I have never seen you, but, I
know somehow that you are cute.
You see, I am not courageous. No one is. It is
just that survival and life demands it. Courageous is
all I can be. I still remember the day I have lost my
entire family. I was in the same care at the backseat
sitting by my sister. We were fighting you know?
No it was not a malice quarrel. It was a playful fight
where we both laughed. Then everything went dark.
When I opened my eyes next day, my life had
changed.
Your mail can never be heavy. I like to hear
from you. I like to spend time with you. Your words
bring fresh gusts in my life. I feel alive when I go
through the lines you have written.
Tell me about your losses. I want to know
about them. Tell me about your fears I would like to
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Hello,
So, you want to know about my loses. Fine, I
will tell you. You want to know about my fears.
That I will share with you as well. But, not today.
Not through this email. Someday surely.
Yeah we all break. We all get shattered down
to pieces. Some of us get ourselves up and get
going. Some perish. Looks like we both have pulled
ourselves up and walking the walk. I admire your
courage. It is something I have always craved. But,
I am simply not born with it.
Writers write. Yeah I agree. Getting published
is just nothing compared to the pleasure of writing.
Yet, I cannot seem to get past the desire to see
myself in print. It is what I live for. It is what has
become the centre of my life.
Thanks for telling me that I can reach out to
you in trouble. No one has ever told me that. I
appreciate what you said. But, you are in a fix you
know. I might reach out to you at every single
problem. I might keep bothering you with
everything that goes on in my life. Just kidding. I
only bother my sister.
So, what about that article of yours? When do
I get it? Writing to you is becoming a habit. Think
you have made a mistake by sending that first mail?
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Her ass can blow your mind. What the fuck was I
thinking when I asked her out?
The search for the woman of my dream will
get me into a lot of trouble. This knowledge has
been with me for a long time. I have never tried to
look at it closely. My eyes burn. Since today is
Saturday, I can sleep late. Careful not to wake her
up, I slip inside the cover and drift away, hoping to
see her again, hoping to hold her again. Yet, deep
down inside I know she will not pay me a visit. At
least not today.
As I go deeper into the state of slumber, my
phone vibrates and then starts ringing. Driven by
reflex I reach for it and check the number. Kaustav.
Cocksucker. Asshole.
Hey good morning, I greet. Daylight streams
through the cracks of the blinds.
Good morning. I need you at office. Make it
fast.
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Hey Gia
Man I am falling in love with your name. Its
so cute and tiny. I believe you are also cute. Dont
ask me how I know. Do I sound like a teenager?
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Hi,
You know I am drunk. I am writing this mail
after six old monk. Dont hold me responsible for
the words I am writing today. I dont know what I
am writing. I only know that I am writing to you.
Its you and that matters.
Yes, I also feel the urge of homecoming. Only
I dont know where my home is. I dont know
which way to turn to. I dont know who to ask for
the direction. I am lost.
Its good that the little boy is coming home. I
just wish the little girl who has lost her way comes
home too.
Sounding too heavy huh? Well, I am not in
my brightest mood today. I had a terrible fight with
my boyfriend. Yes, I do have a boyfriend. I did not
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tell you. I was afraid, you would walk away had you
come to know about this. I am sorry. You have the
freedom to walk away. But, please dont. In this
short period you have come to mean a lot to me.
I dont know what I am writing. I cant even
see the words properly. The mail must be full of
typos. Pardon them if you can. And do write back. I
will be waiting.
She has got a boyfriend. Now, why does that
surprise me? Everyone has got a boyfriend or a
girlfriend. Yet, it somehow hurts. A stab of rage
shoots through my heart at the image of her with
another man. It is serious? How serious? I want to
ask. I even open a word doc to compose a mail to
her. Only today fingers refuse to write. After a
while I give up my attempt to finish the mail.
Even though my heart twists in discomforting
directions something deep down inside keeps telling
me to wait for the right time. When is the right
time?
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Hey Sam,
Thought you have forgotten me. So, this is a
reminder that I do exist. Of course, I have sinned by
not telling you about the relationship I have. But,
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Chapter Twelve
Gia Mukharjee
If I can go back, will I make the same
decision? If I can turn the clock back in motion, will
I still be walking the same road? Probably, I will.
Probably, I will still be with Tamas. He has his
usefulness. He is my karma. I am nullifying it.
Every day I tell myself to hold on, for life
does not last forever. Someday it will all come to an
end. Someday the frustration will cease to wreak
havoc inside my heart. All I gotta do is hanging on
tight. But, my knuckles have already turned white.
And I can feel my grip slipping.
Through Bryan Adams soulful voice, my cell
phone cries out breaking the spell and bringing me
back to reality. Sometimes I forget to put it in silent
mode. As always my first instinct tells me to let it
ring. And today, I follow it. I let it ring. To hell with
it. After a while the call gets disconnected. I blow a
breath of relief and then it starts ringing again. What
the fuck? Once again I refuse to answer.
But, when it starts ringing the third time, I
move my healthy limbs (I am a Bengali and when a
Bengali says healthy, be careful). A call from Delhi,
I let out a gasp of irritation. Now what?
Hello, I sing.
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Chapter Thirteen
Samrat Bhatia
So, how long have you been working for this
company? asks Ria Mitra. Her name makes me
uncomfortable. Its too similar to her name. And to
top it all she is a Bengali, from Kolkata. And she
sits beside me.
Meaning I sit squeezed between her
andwell this is 9.30 in the morning and I dont
want to utter his name. It is not about morning. I
dont want to utter his name ever. You know each
time you utter the name of the devil he gets more
powerful. So, nowadays I sort of refrain myself
from saying names which bother me. If only she
keeps quiet.
Last two years, I reply.
And you like being here? she asks looking at
me with a smile.
This question makes me turn and look at her.
She is cute. Very cute. Oval face, large eyes, sharp
nose and glowing skin that makes you overlook the
fact that she is dusky. Today she wears a pair of old
jeans and a cotton top which outlines her curvy
body. She has her hair pulled back in a knot behind
her head so that her face can be seen unobstructed.
Nice package. I would have asked her out, ifI
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Samrat,
I sort of like your name. It reflects power.
You know I missed you. I missed reading your
emails, so alive with vigor. The energy your mails
carry gives me a positive vibe. So, whats going on
in your life? How are you? How is your new project
going? Written your article? Remember to send me
a copy.
Even though it does not seem that you want to
know, I still would like to tell you that I am doing
fine. Very good in fact. I have a groovy idea for my
next novel. This is gonna be a blockbuster thriller. I
even have selected the lead for my novel.
Do you like Gerard Butler? I love him. And I
think he will make a great hero. And about the
director? Hmm Mr.Nolan anybody?
Just kidding yaar. Had to jot some words
down to fill the page. Hence the blabbering.
If you never write me back, I will understand.
But, every day, you will receive a mail from my
side. Its a commitment.
My mail will find you tomorrow. Till then
stay safe.
The need to tell her everything overwhelms
me. This is a new feeling. I open a word doc to draft
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Sure I will.
After this I find myself staring at the blank
screen, thinking what to write. This state is like
investigating a kidnapping case. The more time you
spend pondering, the worse it will get. Wired
metaphor. But, it is true.
Knowing this of course does not help. I still
spend eternity looking at the screen before me
wishing I could have a glass of old monk to
electrify my imagination. This is also not true.
Alcohol does not help me write better. I doubt it can
help anyone. You gotta be Stephen King to pull off
a masterpiece in drunken state. I am not him. And I
always fuck up. WUI (writing under the influence
of drugs or alcohol) does not serve me well.
What are you doing? the question makes me
look up. Anya stands at the threshold of our
bedroom. Her eyes though fluffy with sleep, they
blaze with anger. Its three in the morning.
Yeah. I could not sleep. So I thought of
plotting the new novel. This I say in one breath.
Though Anya is younger than I am her opinion
matters to me.
Get back to bed. We will talk later.
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Dear Sam,
Man it seems like I am playing a role in Dear
John. How are you? What are you doing? How are
you coming up with the new job? Of course you
will ace it. I know. You have the gift to be a great
storyteller. I just wish I also had the gift.
Anyways, I am doing well. Trying to outline a
novel. I know, I have just finished writing one. But,
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Gia,
Hey there. Sorry I sort of disappeared. Which
was unintentional? I did not want to desert you.
Frankly, I feel terrible for doing it. But, my
schedule keeps me busy so much that I cannot think
of anything else. This lifestyle magazine will take
my life. Kaustav that is my boss is ready to
slaughter me. He does not understand that I have a
life.
He does not understand that any of us have a
life to speak for. He wants us to work and die on the
floor. Sorry for the outburst. I did not mean it to
happen like this.
What I wanted to say, I missed you. I missed
writing to you. Your lettersI mean your mails
kept me going. They were like flicker of light in the
gloom. And to them I clung to. Each day I rush to
office thinking in the back of my mind when I will
log on to the net and read your mail.
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Samrat Bhatia
Just a few more steps and I will be with her. I
will see her face. I will hold her tight. And I will
never let her go. Few more steps. Today, I will
wake up only after seeing her face.
My fingers halt on the keyboard. I cannot type
any longer. Where will I go with this story line?
There is nothing more to write about. So, I turn my
head to check the time. Shock jolts through my
body at the sight of the clock 11:11. Immediately
I lean forward to take a look at my computer. Its
11.50 pm. Again I turn to look at the clock. Yes,
11:11. Whats with the time?
That clock is not working. Amrit Agrawal,
the new editors voice comes from not far away
from me. Tiredness reflects from his tone. And
when I tear my gaze away from the clock to look at
him, I find him sitting hunched in his chair. Hard
day. But, I cannot show mercy. He needs to hit his
deadline.
Can I go home? he asks with hope.
I look down at him. You know your word
count target?
Yes, I do.
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Sam,
I am glad you have finally written back. I
cannot remember waiting for something as fiercely
as I have waited for your letterI mean email. I
finally can breathe easy now.
If I say I understand your pain of losing your
parents, you might not believe me. But, I do. I do
understand what you are going through. I
understand what you might be feeling. This is what
I feel all the time as well. I miss my father. Though
I dont talk about it, to anyone, I miss him every
day.
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Sam,
You have a cute name too. How are you
doing? My life is going on. Oh, I have lost my job.
They said I have attitude problem. Maybe I do have
a slight problem with my attitude. But, is it anyway
of treating someone who produces three thousand
publishable authentic words daily? Of course no.
They have no idea what they have lost.
Kidding
I am missing my friends. They have never
been colleagues. They have been friends. Unlike the
rest of the world, they have accepted me the way I
am. Anyways, they are still around. Only I am not a
part of their world anymore.
What I dont know now is what to do. Should
I look for another job? Or, should I go for
freelancing? I think freelancing is the better option
as I have to focus on my novel as well. I started
with the first draft. Only a couple of thousand words
done. But, you know this is just the honeymoon
period. The real work begins after the first draft is
done.
Do you know what that is? Well, its called
editing. I dread it. I have always dreaded it. Nothing
makes the art of writing less glorious than
mechanical editing. Of course in my case it is not
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Chapter Twenty
Gia Mukharjee
Aching finger tips stop me from typing. To
get some relief I rest both of my hands on the
keyboard. Before me is a screen. A word doc is
open. Few more lines and I will reach the
destination. This means I will hit todays word
count target. But, The End is far away from today. I
will get there, one word at a time.
These two words are priceless. At least to me.
Those like me who are not born with the talent,
know how much struggle a finished novel see. Each
The End calls for a celebration. No, I dont
celebrate it. Because, with The End comes a
dreading realization. I have finished writing yet
another tale. This means I am ready for yet another
set of rejections. Yet, I cannot stop. Yet, I cannot
stay away from jotting down words. Blankness
hurts. I am afflicted by the need to fill every blank
page.
How I wish to quit. How I wish I could cure
myself. But, in this life cure is not possible. If I ever
come back again, I will try to stay away. I will try
not to dream. And of course I will try not to wander
through the less travelled road.
The digital clock on the table is flashing
11:11. This I have been noticing a lot lately. What I
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Gia,
My dear. How are you? My life is stuck.
Dont want to sound gloomy. It feels good to write
to you. So, you are about to finish your novel huh?
After that straight publication. Wow. How about
sending me a copy of your novel? I want to read the
best seller before she even makes it to the top
selling list.
Also, I want to read something other than crap
loll.
So, how did you end up losing your job?
What propel you to get into a war of words with
your boss? Not that I blame you for losing your
cool. But, baby sometimes you gotta hold your
tongue. I have become a practiced one. You would
have been too had you met Kaustav.
Anyways, lets not talk about him.
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Sam,
Thank you for the corrected pieces. I did not
know I have wasted my good years being a bad
writer. Had you not happened by, I would not have
realized either. You said my writing is boring. That
I put too much emotion in the story line and drags
the plot on. So, can you please tell me how I can
make myself write like Stephen King or rather write
like you do
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And
then
what
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Sam,
I am sorry I reacted like a child. An arrogant
and angry child, I guess. Its been a habit for a long
time. I am doing my best to get rid of it. I think you
are right I am boring in a way. My narration
stretches and my hero feels more, acts less.
Anyways, It has been a long time. How are
you doing? Are you angry with me? You have a
right to be angry with me. Maybe we can make a
new start. Like you know treat this first mail of our
conversation. Maybe we can chat online sometimes.
Or maybe we can exchange texts. Its up to
you totally. I just wanted to say I have got another
job. A groovy one. I am writing the biography of a
business tycoon. The old man is a darling and he
treats me like a granddaughter. I have learnt a lot
from him. The best one is to control my temper. I
am trying. I swear I am.
Please do write back.
I sit staring at the screen. Once I even raise
my fingers to type a few lines. But, she is right its
been a long time. I feel no urgent drive to write to
her. This comes as a surprise. She makes me
question my sanity. She makes me question my
drive for life. She makes my life look like a series
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will
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