AFTER SHE LEFT ME

When she was with me; incorrigibly adhering to every element of

my disastrously shivering countenance; I had taken her
immaculately divine ears for granted; feeling no formality to
whisper in them; all the time,
However it was only after she left for the heavens; that I
relentlessly spoke about her; insatiably longed all day and night;
to make every element of her benevolent soul; forever as mine .
When she was with me; irrevocably clinging to my diminutively
stumbling body; I had taken her robustly sparkling lips for
granted; feeling no formality to kiss them; all the time,
However it was only after she extinguished for eternity like a
timid shadow; that I tumultuously yearned to caress each pore of
her marvelously scintillating persona; unrelentingly admire her
charismatic grace; till times beyond infinite infinity .
When she was with me; intransigently following me like an
irrefutable shadow; I had taken her heavenly palms for granted;
feeling no formality in augmenting my grip on them; all the time,
However it was only after she melted in perpetual mind; body
and spirit; from the trajectory of this boundless planet; that I
inexorably felt like dancing with her tantalizing visage till
countless more births descended by; witnessing her
magnanimous grace in every object that flooded my hopelessly
despairing vision .
When she was with me; compassionately embracing me in
whatever situation I confronted; I had taken her compassionately
innocuous breath for granted; feeling
no formality to relish the same; all the time,
However it was only after she had wholesomely coalesced with
inconspicuous ash; that I incessantly lamented her
philanthropically astounding presence; incessantly prayed to the
Almighty Lord; to bestow her back in my devastatingly shattered
life .
When she was with me; immutably staring into my eyes; whether
they horrifically wept or blossomed into a festoon of profoundly
transpiring enchantment; I had

taken her poignantly protruding nose for granted; feeling no

formality to peck her
on the same; all the time,
However it was only after she had disappeared like a dying
mirage; well beyond the horizons of non-existent oblivion; that I
overwhelmingly missed her ecstatically exuberant stride; kept
indefatigably pondering over and over again; upon the words
that she had enamoringly spoken; when we had last met .
When she was with me; standing by my unfathomable repertoire
of ideals; supporting me wholeheartedly in every pursuit of my
famished life; I had taken her melodiously ravishing voice for
granted; feeling no formality to listen to it; all the time,
However it was only after she had vanished completely above
the crescendo of worthless nothingness; that I frantically
searched for her tantalizingly inscrutable
trail even in the wilderness of the sinister night; oblivious to the
dungeon of unsurpassable scorpions on my body; as she became
the heart of my every
fantasy .
When she was with me; invincibly perched upon my staggering
shoulders; boisterously accompanying me even as I transgressed
across the most treacherous of
mountains; I had taken her ingratiating warmth for granted;
feeling no formality to fondle her skin; all the time,
However it was only after she perpetually evaporated like a
droplet of water from soil; that I perennially desired for her spell
binding charisma; the insurmountable empathy for mankind;
that lingered uninhibitedly in her sacrosanct eyes .
When she was with me; escalating like an untamed thunderbolt
of sensuous desire; to passionately trigger off my every dreary
dusk; I had taken her celestially magical shadow for granted;
feeling no formality to blend with it; all the time,
However it was only after her corpse was covered with an
impregnable layer of black mud; that I nostalgically reminisced
all those pricelessly golden moments that we had rejoiced
together; fanatically longing for her to smooch me on my
shriveled; put me
to sleep for the remainder of the lecherously unsuspecting
night .

And when she was with me; incomprehensibly love my

dejectedly despondent persona; for all the goodness that it
inevitably possessed; I had taken her immortally everlasting love
for granted; feeling no formality of acknowledging it; all the
time,
However it was only after she had abnegated her last iota of
wonderful breath; that I died an infinite times every minute;
even though handsomely alive; pledged to Almighty Lord; to
grant me every birth hereafter; with her never-ending
heartbeats; bonded perpetually with mine .