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Countertransference in
Psychoanalytic Intersubjective
Dance/Movement Therapy
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Lowewald (1980) has observed that metaphors have the power to create a
bridge between intrapsychic and interpersonal domains of experience by
generating emotional states within the listener that resonate with those
of the speaker). When I asked Elizabeth whether there was anything she
could do to ease the pressure that the necklace was exerting, she gasped
and replied no that she felt totally helpless. As she struggled to
breathe, however, she suddenly discovered that by releasing the clasp on
the back of the diamond choker, she could breathe freely again. (In that
instant, Elizabeth discovered for herself her own sense of agency and
power as an adult).
Following this movement experience, Elizabeth began to recall that
when she was an infant her mother had attempted to treat a serious
chest congestion she had by covering her head with a towel and by
placing her over a pot of boiling water which exuded a vapor that was
intended to clear up her congestion. Elizabeth experienced this event as a
terrifying one because she felt as though her mother was trying to
suffocate (her). Elizabeth then began to recall that her mother had been
very depressed and totally emotionally unavailable to her. Elizabeth also
stated that she hated having to share her mothers attention with a sister
who was only a year younger than she. The only time she seemed able to
get her mothers attention was when she became ill. In therapy, Elizabeth re-enacted her deep sense of maternal abandonment and deprivation by becoming ill with a cold just prior to my first vacation leave. When
I returned, she initially regressed to her previous self encapsulated state
for a period of time and then became verbally enraged over what she
considered to be my abandonment of her.
I listened quietly to her as she railed against me and imagined her as a
toddler having an explosive temper tantrum because her mother had left
her alone to fend for herself. When she calmed down and was able to hear
me, I pointed out that there might be a connection between her present
experience of abandonment with me and her earlier experience of
maternal abandonment by her mother. The therapeutic relationship had
survived a potential major rupture. Our transcendence of this critical
emotional storm, allowed Elizabeth to continue to experience the therapeutic relationship as a caring ambiance that could still be soothing and
useful to her. She remarked that the therapeutic relationship was not
like the one she had had with her mother but stood in sharp contrast to it.
I noticed that the affective tone of our relationship had shifted from a very
stormy, rageful one to a more pacific and soothing one.
Tustin (1990) claims that even persons who manage to function relatively well in the outside world may be compelled to create an autistic type
of auto-generated encapsulation when they prematurely experience a
bodily separation from a nursing mother. Such a separation forces them to
cope with intense feelings of emptiness, helplessness and vulnerability
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that they are not prepared to cope with effectively and instead experience
as emotionally overwhelming. As a consequence these persons turn to
their own bodily sensations as a source of comfort and protection. For
infants in this predicament, this appears to be an extremely effective
adaptation because it allows them to shut out the outside world and to
experience some sense of control over whatever happens to them.
In the phase that followed Elizabeth began to explore the autistic,
encapsulated world that she had created as a child through particular
images that emerged from her dreams and active imagination. As she
physically identified with each of these images and enacted them
through authentic, receptive movement, she became aware of the painful
toll her infantile autistic defense had exacted from her.
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Elizabeth then began to enact her sense of entitlement and omnipotence through an identification she forged with a large, black, male bear
that she had dreamt about (I took her identification with the black male
bear of her dreams to be a manifestation of those aspects of herself that
were instinctual, unknown aspects of herself that she could not yet
consciously acknowledge about herself).
As Elizabeth transformed herself into the black bear of her dreams,
she initially stood upright and then began to walk on all fours ambling
through the mountainous terrain which as the black bear she considered
to be her own domain. This bear could go anywhere he wanted to, and do
anything he pleased. Then, the bear went into a deep state of hibernation only to wake up ravenously hungry. He then proceeded to stuff
himself full of blueberries until he felt he could burst. After he had his
fill the bear decided to go into the town below to scare off some of the
people that he encountered along the way, before they could take a pot
shot at him with their rifles.
The bears awakening from a period of hibernation seemed to represent Elizabeths desire for self-resurrection and self-regeneration. The
pride that she took in her own self-sufficiency, and the ravenous hunger
the bear displayed revealed to me the extent of her narcissism and oral
deprivation. I could also see how she protected herself from potential
human harm by engaging in a form of preemptive aggression that served
to keep others at a safe distance from her.
Once Elizabeth gave vent to the bears rage by demonstrating physically the many ways in which she could strike fear in others, the bear
became more passive, playful and cuddly. The bear began to seek other
animals who lived in the same mountain. He enjoyed playing games with
other animals and allowed them to enter his turf without having to exact
some form of retribution from them. As Elizabeths rage subsided, she
began to move beyond her own self-sufficient state to explore a world
populated by human beings.
During this time, I experienced myself being transformed by her as
the mother of a toddler. I watched with fascination as Elizabeth played at
being a bear but with some concern for her physical safety. I quietly
observed her and made certain that while she was moving with her eyes
closed she would not bump herself too hard against a wall.
Elizabeths enactments of her bear dream fantasies were followed by a
physical identification with a jolly green giant who possessed more
human-like qualities. When she physically transformed herself into this
giant, she stood tall and made exaggerated large movements that allowed her to tower over anyone who came near her. However, unlike the
black bear, this creature assumed a more playful human-like form and at
times even showed some concern and empathy for the rest of the crea-
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tures who lived in the same town. In the outside world, Elizabeth also
began to exhibit some interest in interacting with other people.
While Elizabeths fantasy of being a jolly green giant who got
whatever he desired by overpowering others through his enormous size
and fierceness reflected a high level of narcissism on Elizabeths part,
unlike the black bear that had preceeded it, this giant had the capacity to
exhibit some form of concern and empathy for the little people who lived
in the town below.
Although Elizabeth still clung to a sense of entitlement, she now
seemed better able to manifest some interest and concern for the welfare
of others. She seemed to show some interest in the actual therapeutic
surroundings and in me. I began to experience myself being seen by her
for the first time when she took notice of the clothing and jewelry I was
wearing. Her behavior in social settings outside of the dance/movement
therapy sessions also began to parallel that of her therapeutic experience. She began to show an interest in socializing with other people and
in dating members of the opposite sex. She no longer seemed to be so
frightened of others nor so enraged by them. She now was able to put into
words what previously she had only been able to express and to enact
through imaginary transitional objects.
The nature of our intersubjective relationship also shifted dramatically towards the end of this phase. I began to envision myseIf talking to
a young adult for the first time. She and I became engaged in verbal
dialogues that seemed to be mutually gratifying. She began to show an
interest in what I said and thought. Emotionally she seemed more self
contained and better able to listen and to ponder what I was saying to
her. I experienced myself as gradually being transformed by her into a
distinctive person who could help her make sense of her internal experience through words and thereby, help her generate meaningful links
between her internal experience and her external interpersonal world.
Words now began to assume greater significance for her than her enacted
nonverbal behavior.
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was now willing to take the risk of rejection meant that she felt emotionally strong enough to handle whatever might transpire in her relationships with others.
She also began to make plans to continue her education. One day she
announced that she had decided to become a psychologist, and to make
use of (her) sensitivity to nonverbal experience in order to help others.
Through this action Elizabeth indicated to me that she had internalized
those qualities that initially she had admired in me but now showed some
altruistic interest in sharing with others who like herself found themselves trapped in the same infantile autistic encapsulated state in which
she had found emotional refuge as a child.
The last time I saw Elizabeth was at a professional psychology conference where she informed me that she had indeed become a psychologist. She embraced me and expressed her gratitude for having met (her)
where (she) actually live existentially (referring to the nonverbal
infantile autogenic encapsulated self state that she had been in when we
first met).
Discussion
Regression involves a return to an earlier state of being and a temporary
loss of functional autonomy. Kostler (1977) regarded the capacity to regress and to reintegrate to be a major step in the evolution of human
consciousness. He maintained that within the context of a facilitative
environment, regression to an earlier level of emotional development
tends to be followed by a new and creative reorganization of the self.
While in a state of regression patients are able to make contact with early
bodily self states, types of object relationships and modes of thinking
(Knafo, 2002). When patients undergo an involuntary regression during
therapy, they are afforded the opportunity to integrate emotional and
cognitive aspects of their self experience and relationships that previously they failed to metabolize and to integrate during earlier stages of
their self development. The transitional objects that emerge from the
patients active imagination during treatment serve as links to these
earlier derailed relationships. They allow patients the opportunity to
perceive the kinds of relational patterns they established with caregivers
in the past, to enact them as well as to redress them with the therapist in
the present.
When Kris (1952) introduced the concept of regression in the service of
the ego, he recognized the potential for regression to induce either positive or negative reactions in patients, depending upon the level of self
coherence achieved by the patient. Patients who possess a tenuous sense
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of self, rely upon others as selfobjects to maintain their emotional equilibrium, and fail to perceive the pretend or illusory quality of the therapeutic situation, seem to be more prone to experiencing regression as a
self destabilizing force that induces them to undergo further self fragmentation and self dissolution. Sandler and Sandler (1994) used the term
structural regression to refer to this kind of self destabilizing regression.
Marian Chace and Trudi Schoop were two pioneer dance/movement
therapists who found a way to forge an emotional, nonverbal relationship
with institutionalized psychotic patients who possessed a very tenuous
sense of self by initially mirroring their patients expressive movement
patterns. By creating shared synchronous movement patterns with their
patients that carried emotional resonance for both, they found a bodilyfelt way to communicate to their patients that their behavior was
acceptable and comprehensible (Chaiklin & Schmais, 1979; Schoop &
Mitchell, 1974).
If patients can tolerate the initial self destabilizing effects of regression, they may be able to benefit from the regenerative effects induced by
a benign regression. Such a regression affords patients the opportunity to
engage in pretend play and illusory, as if kinds of interactions with
transitional objects that they conjure up from their own active imagination. When patients return to the world of ordinary consciousness,
they return with a more enlivened, coherent and integrated sense of self
(Dosamantes, 2003). In my opinion Elizabeth underwent a benign kind of
regression that allowed her to achieve a less isolated, more coherent
sense of self. During the course of her treatment she progressed from
autistic to merged to cohesive and stable kinds of self states. When she
terminated her treatment she indicated that she had internalized aspects of the therapeutic relationship she had lacked at the outset of
treatment.
By undergoing a benign regression, Elizabeth was able to return to a
time when she had experienced a rupture in her maternal relationship.
The kinds of intersubjective relationships she established with me during her treatment, allowed her to redress aspects of her maternal relationship that had affected her capacity to establish a coherent, integrated
and empathic sense of self. Following her treatment she seemed better
able to establish mutually gratifying relationships with others in her life.
Her use of me as an illusory transitional object enabled her to internalize aspects of our relationship that she structurally needed to acquire
(e.g., the capacity to regulate her emotions, and the capacity to embue
her nonverbal experience with verbal and symbolic meaning). Once she
was able to establish mutually gratifying relationships with others in her
life, she no longer needed me to serve the various functions I had served
for her during her treatment.
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