irma Txinvaleli

ra msubuqia es simZime
wamis yovelis!

Tbilisi 2011

redaqtori Tamar maWavariani.

mxatvari irma Txinvaleli.
koreqtori eka loria.

ISBN 978-9941-0-3941-6

irma Txinvaleli, 2011.

winaTqma
winamdebare leqsebis mcire krebuli
axalgazrda poetis pirveli mcdelobaa,
farTo sazogadoebis winaSe warsdges da
dRis sinaTle mohfinos sakuTar Semoqmedebas. irma Txinvaleli profesiiT filosofisia. misi leqsebi mistiur xasiaTs
atarebs da amave dros gamsWvalulia filosofiur-SemecnebiTisuliskveTebiT.
samyaro avtoris SemoqmedebaSi, TiTqos,
Taviseburi, romantiul-fantasmagoriu
li prizmidanaa danaxuli.
imedia, mkiTxveli saTanadod Seafasebs
irma Txinvalelis am sadebiuto krebuls.
redaqtorisgan

broweuli
(reminiscenciebi)

udabnoSi cisken gawvdil xelisgulze

augiaT mercxlebs bude...
molodiniT gaTanguli,
mTlad, sxeuli
qvad qceula...
*
samajurSi amoxeTqa broweulma...
lalis Tvlebi gamoisxa yvavilebad...
da cremlebad
daiRvenTa,
mercxlebma rom miatoves Tvisi bude
gaqvavebul xelisgulze...
*
esizmrebaT martosulebs,
ixuteben lalisTvlian broweulebs...
2011 w.
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carieli dRiurebidan
(preludia)

CasZinebodaT cxel qviSebSi

gzaabneulebs....
da iyo erTi saocari sizmaris xilva...
zamTris susxian gariJraJze SiSvel
sxeulebs
vardis furclebi daefina Tovlis
magivrad...
2006 w.

absurdebis korianteli
(reminiscenciebi)

miusafari TavSesafars roca eZebda,

ros davrdomili, Zirs garTxmuli,
muxlebs iyvlefda,
sasowarkveTils sasoeba ros
warekveTa,
roca gulebi umankoTa
codvilebma gaiRes msxverplad,
maSin momaskda absurdebis korianteli
da me v i g r Z e n i :
ra msubuqia es simZime wamis yovelis!..
ra gancxromaa simwariT tkboba!..
ra advilia usaxurTa xrovaSi povna
ferwasuli angelozebis,
roca isini gardacvlilebs
gulebs aclian!..
2004 w.

daumTavrebeli etiudi
ciklidan
metamorfozebi

ukacrieli mdumarebis
qaravnebs kldeTa
kvlav ezmanebaT feriscvaleba...
frTamotexilebs caSi aWris
amZimebT sevda...
cis kabadoni
dagragnila foliantebad...
ocdacameti folianti gaiyida
ocdaaT vercxlad...
2006 w.

***
kedelze garTxmul Ramis siluets
mTvareuliviT nabijiT vzomav...
Cumad CamiTvlis wamebs siCume
da mere, albaT, gadaxtomac
ar daayovnebs...
drois ulmobel sadarajoebs
Cauqrolebs
m a r a d i s o b a...
2004w.

virtualuri asociaciebi
mwveli siSiSvle
isev apobs yinulis lodebs...
sevdas qviSisfers
acamtverebs...
zvirTebad mosdevs...
me es napiri kvlav maxsenebs
Sellis da bodlers...
2008 w.

10

reinkarnaciiswina xilvebi
* * *

Ronemixdili eSafotis yovel

safexurs
aTrTolebuli nabijiT laxav...
advilad iklav gulSi sayvedurs
da, ai, ukve sikvdilis ficarnagze

dgaxar...
mavans da mavans
gesliani sicili waskda...
gaqvavebuli saxeebis garemocvaSi
drois dineba TiTqos SeCerda...
veRar bedav
Tavis awevas...
Sensken momarTul gayinul mzeras,
basrsa da gamWols,
TvalebiT iWer...
gulSi Cageso?
veRarc grZnob,
iqneb,
sastik tkivils,
11

radganac zecas uerTdebi...

Seni sisxliT
xelebs daibans yvela gamvleli...
mavans da mavans
ganmgmiravi qviTini waskda...
2004 w.

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sizmari
(misteria)

es iyo xilva
sarkis miRma
me davinaxe silueti
patara bavSvis...
sul erTi wamiT...
da swored maSin
gamaxsenda Cemi sizmari...
*
sadRac, Zvel saydarSi
grZneulTa parpaSi...
vnebebis xanZarSi
floqvebiT TamaSi...
Tormeti damqaSis
cekvebi nacarSi...
da cviva baTqaSi
cariel akvanSi...
ara, ra gangaSi?!
ra xsnaa amaSi?!
viRac kvlav loculobs
gayinul sakanSi...
2006 w.
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erTgulTa Rames
(Ramis apoTeozi)

martosulsa da mdumare Rames,

roca mkrTal zecas erTguli mTvare
krZalviT miabnevs oqros pirbades...
mxne qalwulebi
erTgulebis
sasmisebs svamen...
maT guliscemas mdumarebiT
yurs ugdebs Rame...
mere ki caze
erTguli mTvare
oqrosfer rkalebs
mimoabnevs...
oqros beWdebad gadaaqcevs...
im qalwulebs uwiladebs,
vinc sasTumalTan erTguleba
Sehfices Rames...
2005 w.

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refleqsiebi
me Cemi grZnobis cicqna namsxvrevebs
sad ar daveZeb?!
SesunTqul wamSi
gamkrTal saxeebs
xeliT vexebi...
cremlis kiafSi
areklil xedebs
viTvli wveTebiT...
vnebis wiaRSi
ganZarcvuli
fskerze veSvebi...
qviSis wvimaSi
gaTanguli
wyals vsvam peSvebiT...
damtveril TmaSi
Cakargulan,
sadRac, peplebi?
2005 w.

15

refleqsiebi
me Cems daqsaqsul gancdebs mivyvebi
da vakowiweb grZnobebs malulad...
gza rom agebnes labirinTebSi?
eg gza xom jerac ar gakvalula?!
2004 w.

16

nisli gangiqarvebs...
warmavlobis bindSi
gaexvia mTvare...
usasrulo fiqrSi
dailia Rame...
vici, suli borgavs...
yvelaferi gboWavs...
am uazro yofnas
gangiqarvebs nisli...
viRac wamebs iTvlis...
viRac tyvias isvris...
dainaxe sisxli?
gaifanta nisli...
2004w.

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* * *
wamebs wlebi miaqvs...
sul ar meSinia
daTovlili gzebis,
gayinuli vnebis...
radgan zamTris pirsac
mzis umweo sxivsac
suni aprilis aqvs...
wamebs wlebi miaqvs...
2005 w.

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* * *
qviSis ganTiads gzas uCrdilavs
warsulis landi...
isev iwyeba Cemi sizmris xilvebi

cxadi...
yinulis farda efineba cecxlovan

zegnebs...
angelozebi Zil-RviZilSi ipkureben
cvar-namis wveTebs...
icxroben vnebebs...
viRac daiTvlis saTiTeSi
Segrovil cremlebs
asi wlis Semdeg...
2005 w.

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metamorfozebi -2
katakombebis gacrecili melanqolia
cremlis niaRvars Tan gahyolia...
almasis Tvlebad Cawyobila
sayuris rkalSi
da mis garSemo niavi dahqris...
niavi dahqris...
2005 w.

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* * *
amaoebis ukidegano sivrceSi,
sadRac, usasrulobis dasalierTan
umankoebas koconze swvavdnen...
sicivisagan gaToSilni
cecxlis alze xelebs iTbobdnen...
xelis gulebi askdebodaT
mwveli cecxlisgan,..
Tumc ver gaelRvo mxurvalebas
gayinuli gulebi maTi...
kankals da Zrwolas aetana isini ukve,
roca koconma sxeulebi
ferflad aqcia...
2004 w.

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* * *
kamkama wyalSi gaxelil Tvalebs
mzeras rom stacebs
zurmuxtis mZivi,
SiSvel gulmkerdze dafenili,
im sisxam diliT...
roca wamwamebs
vnebiT Searxevs
aqafebuli talRebis mwkrivi ...
im sisxam diliT...
tilos suraTs rom daxunZlaven
yurZnis mtevnebiT...
jer SeuSrobils rom akenkavs
beRura-Citi...
im sisxam diliT
momeferebi?
momeferebi
im sisxam diliT?
2007w...

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hipertrofirebuli atrofia
miZinebuli gulebis fleTa
daucxromeli JiniT cxoveliT...
martosulobis borkilTa msxvreva
ararsebuli, mkvdari grZnobebiT...
absurdulobis mTeli sicxade,..
egocentruli sibrmave TvalTa,..
am aRuvsebel sawyauls rom vavseb
piramde,
sxva ram Tu damrCa?!...
2004w.

23

viviseqcia
sapirispiro gancdaTa Serwyma...
sakuTar TavTan ganmartoveba...
basri skalpeliT siRrmeSi SeWra
erTguli gulis gasaoreblad...
2005 w.

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***
qalaqi... bindi...
TvalebdaTxrili ZaRlebis srbola...
usaxlkaroTa cisken ltolva...
Rameul mgzavrTa gadaxtoma
matareblidan matarebelSi...
daviwyebuli misamaTebi...
ar ici, saiT miemarTebi...
2004w.

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* * *
Sexede! velad
gaSmagebuli cxenebis rema
CauTrevia sastik marulas...
gulSi ki...
minavlebuli grZnobebis Tvlema
gadaiqceva kvlav siyvarulad?
ara!
ratom?
Seni guli
xom cxraklitulSi gyavs
gadamaluli...
dagaviwyda?
2004 w.

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* * *
o, momaSoreT sxvisi frazebi!..
o, amarideT sxvisi gancdebi!..
welSi gadamtexs, aba, amdeni
gaTavxedebul azrTa bandebi!..
2004 w.

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Zveli zardaxSa
(metamorfozebi)

nawvimar quCebs aSrobda qari,

roca ar Sedga paemani...
is ki umZimes sinanulTan,
usulguloTa sibralulTan,
Ramis CurCulTan
sul marto darCa...
warsulis landad
moevlina Zveli zardaxSa...
xeli dastaca...
moisrola Ria sarkmlidan...
wamSi daimsxvra...
gaifanta aTasgvar Tvlebad...
da namsxvrevebi
moefina svel qvafenilebs...
gavida wlebi...
dro gahyva wvimebs...
zardaxSis Tvlebi
mZivad aesxaT beberi boSas
dakoJril TiTebs...
28

da aSreboda wveTebi wvimebs...

zardaxSis mZivi kvlav amSvenebda
mxne lamazmanis moxdenil kisers...
*
is ki sarkmelTan,
Ramis fiqrebSi CaZiruli,
naxevrad sTvlemda...
bageze metad
nazi Rimili dasTamaSebda...
2006 w.

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Cemi dasawyisis dasawyisi

(refleqsiebi)

usasrulobis xazi
Semoerkala napirs,...
paraleluri gzebis
gzajvaredinze gadis...
usasrulobis xazi
Semoesalta fiqrebs,...
Cems xelisgulze gaSlil
gzajvaredinebs misdevs...
2010 w.

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sarkis iniciacia N
grZnobebisagan mTlad daclili
mieqanebi bnel derefanSi...
win didi sarke mogCerebia...
Tvalebs daxuWav... Seaskdebi...
sisxlis wveTebs daigemovneb...
da mere igrZnob msubuq Cxvletas
gulis areSi...
o, sul es aris?!
2004 w.

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reminiscenciebi
(Caketili wreebi)

drois morevi navsayudels

napirebs aclis
da ocnebebi emsgavseba
striqonebs waSlils...
dro gardasuli irekleba
xedebSi sarkis...
gardauvali momavali
warsulSi garbis...
*
kvlav irekleba sarkeebSi
aw gardasuli...
wreebad Sekra momavalma
Cemi warsuli...
2009w.

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* * *
gauTavebel sityvaTa rigSi
autaneli gancdebi,
siyvarulisgan daclili...
gadavirevi, gavxdebi
umowyalo da Tavxedi...
1999 w.

33

dawyevlili cnobiereba
aTaswleulTa gadasaxedi...
moulodneli gardasaxvebi...
ufskrulSi TaviT gadaSveba...
ukan moxedvis ardaSveba...
Seumecneblis Semecneba...
mudmivi Wvreta
civi gonebis dabinduli
sarkmelebidan...
2004 w.

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* * *
usasrulobis WrilSi
paralelebis kveTa
guSin mesizmra ZilSi,
ras moaswavebs, neta?
usasrulobis WrilSi
paralelebis kveTa...
amaoebis tvirTi
amaoebis dReTa...
2004-2005ww.

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klinikuri suraTi N
SeSlilTa gaognebulma mzeram,
bnel oTaxebSi gamoketvam,
sarkisukana xedebSi Wvretam,
samyaros TvalamRvreulma xedvam,
yvela niuansis utrirebam
spiralebi wreebad Sekra...
2004w.

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* * *
ocnebadqceul navsayudels
kvlav daeZebs uniCbo navi...
sastiki qari
enarcxeba mtvrian qvafenils...
yvavils gaTelils
ealerseba wvimis wveTebi...
aRar SevxvdebiT?
aRar SevxvdebiT?
2011 w.

37

* * *
drois srbolas rom Causafrdebi
da Seecdebi gayino wami,
netavi maSin Tu SemogrCeba
tuCebze Cemi cremlebis nami?
2004 w.

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iniciacia N
(metamorfozebi)

feriscvalebis farda
misi samosi gaxda...
yoveli wamis gancda
maradisobas gascda,...
sikvdilis wamis garda
da isic sizmars hgavda...
2010 w.

39

zRvarze 1
depresiuli stressTa kaskadi...
Cumi qviTini, Cumi RaRadi...
gardauvali gansacdelis naTeli
xilva...
auxdeneli ocnebebis msxverplad
Sewirva...
irgvliv Ramea, ganSoreba,
amboxi, SiSi...
am groteskulma fantomebmac
morTes xiTxiTi...
2004 w.

40

armolodini
mavTulxlarTebi daiorTqla
daxSuli sunTqviT...
me veRar vzomav
napralebs gulSi...
usagno dumils
garSemo vuvli...
ra iyo guSin?
aRar maxsovs...
davrCebi marto...
ar gaisarjo!..
2005 w.

41

ukanaskneli paemani
anu
gamoTxoveba mitovebul rekvizitTan

dabindul sarkes gaanaTebs Ramis

bind-bundi...
damtveril minas daaCndeba formebi

tuCis...
viRaca bnelSi gzas gaikvlevs xelis
cecebiT...
cxare cremlebiT
daasvelebs gacrecil mundirs...
2005w.

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reinkarnaciiswina xilvebi
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
mbJutavi Suqi, damsxvreuli

filebi irgvliv,
kedlebze cxeli

orTqlis wveTebi,
ZarRvebSi borgva,

Tqriali sisxlis...
yurSi Cagesmis:
dae, moxdes is, rac moxdeba!
mere sityvebi eqosaviT ganmeordeba...
es ar moxdeba!
cdilob, irwmuno,
magram sityvebi kvlav meordeba:
dae, moxdes is, rac moxdeba!
mets veRar uZleb,
sunTqva giWirs,
ukve gonebac aRar giWris,
ver Tokav nervebs...
mienarcxebi jiqur kedels...
Caikecebi...
43

da kvlav Cagesmis:
dae, moxdes is, rac moxdeba!
mbJutavi Suqi, damsxvreuli

filebi irgvliv,
kedlebze cxeli

orTqlis wveTebi
mewamul nislSi iZireba...
gadaxleCili venebidan

gahkivis sisxli:
dae, moxdes is, rac moxdeba!
2004 w.

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refleqsiebi
dRes Cumi sevda nislebSi mZiravs...
xval miusafars susxi gamyinavs...
axla vin miyvars?
vicode, ar msurs...
da me paemans vuniSnav warsuls...
2005w.

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zRvarze2
(klinikuri suraTi-2)

viRac sarkesTan grimasebs irgebs

da amiT xocavs wuTebs da wamebs...
is xan komikur saxes miiRebs
da xanac dramas gaiTamaSebs...
2004 w.

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molodini
(optikuri tyuili)

kedlis saaTze SemorCenil

erTaderT isars
dro arsad mihyavs...
usasrulobas wreebad uvlis...
aravin arRvevs umkacres dumils...
martoden guli
jiutad feTqavs...
aqarwylebs sevdas
Camoyrili vardis furceli
nazi surneliT
semiramidas baRebidan...
P. S. im saaTs sinamdvileSi erTi ki ara, sami
isari hqonda.

2011 w.

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* * *
ufro da ufro myinavs
Seni aryofnis wami
da Tu Sevxvdebi dilas,
albaT, yinulis qali...
*
da Tu ganmsjian,
civi goneba nu iqneba
Cemi msajuli,
aramed -guli...
warsulis morevs gavayole
Tan sinanuli...
200...w.

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erTi msaxiobis Teatris Sesaxeb

(misteriebi)

isteriebiT gajerebul uZilo Rames

bnel darbazSi
mistikosebi misteriul speqtaklebs

dgamen...
alegoriul scenebs marTaven...
personaJebic TviTon arian
(sakuTar Tavs TamaSoben),
siuJetebsac TviTon xlarTaven...
kulminaciis moments elian
mouTmenlad,
cremlTa niaRvars ver elevian...
momxdaris xom TviTonve sjeraT,
da roca drama gaTamaSdeba,
roca finalis wuTi dadgeba,
swored maSin
gamoelevaT msaxiobebs sityvis
maragi...
Sewyda TamaSi?
SeSfoTebas ver damalaven
49

da daiwyeba gaugebari frazebis cvena,

sagnebis isteriuli,
yuris wamRebi msxvreva...
uazro scena
mTavrdeba kraxiT...
ra eSvelebaT
publikasTan Sercxvenilebs?!
mayurebeli xom irgvliv mdgari,
uCinari
sarkeebia...
2004 w.

50

misteriebi
maradiuli vnebis monebi,
arasmqoneTa mTeli qonebis
mesakuTreni,
amaoebis kalos lewaven...
marcvlebisagan azrebs Txzaven...
azrebiT sibrZnes gamoZerwaven,
sarkazmebiT Sekazmaven,
gamobrZmedaven,
ferumariliT Seamkoben,
gaamdidreben,
gaaZvireben,
usasyidlod daarigeben,
raTa yovelis guli moigon,
moinadiron,
samudamod daisakuTron...
am gziT qaosis bnelSi
yofna Tvisi erTiorad
gaixangrZlivon...
2004 w.

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* * *
konteqstidan amoglejili
da mere isev Sig Cawebebuli
gulis jibiT damaqvs,
amis meti ra maqvs?!
vmarCielob, vmarCielib,
vin mifasebs amags?
2004 w.

52

refleqsiebi
kiserze yulfi rom ver gaglija,
guli dafliTa
basrma maxvilma...
me CamiTria grZnobebis talRam...
rasac veZebdi, swored is gaqra...
2005 w.

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* * *
Tavi xelebSi Cavrge...
miveci fiqrebs Cemsas...
rad momwolia ase
es usaSvelo sevda?
pasuxi minda gavce
ZarRvebis giJur wyvetas,
sisxli boboqrobs ase?!
neta, vin gamimeta?
2004 w.

54

carieli dRiurebidan
* * *
sadRac, Zvel sxvenze mitovebul
erT ucnob portrets
viRac eqspromtad kvlav miuZRvnis
gariTmul strofebs...
waukiTxavi poemidan...
kedlis saaTic uisrebo gadaiTvlis
gardasul droebs
jer ar ganvlili cxovrebisa...
2006 w.

55

* * *
Cemi palitra gavSale speqtrSi...
yvelas vargune Tavisi feri...
vis mwvane Sexvda sinorCis niSnad...
vis Seexama ufro wiTeli...
feris gareSe mxolod me davrCi,
radgan verc erTi ver SevarCie...
gamWvirvale var axla yvelasTvis...
dRemde veravin ver SemamCnia...
2004 w.

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* * *
daSretilia yoveli wveTi...
ganZarcvulia yoveli wami...
xeli Camavle, CaZiruls, TmebSi...
fskerze daleqil imedebs xvalis
Tan wamoviReb...
2005 w.

57

dabruneba
martosulobam gisosebiT dasera
zeca...
Tokis maryuJi kvlav exeba gayinul
kefas...
Caketil wreebs enarcxeba gulmkerdi
cxeli...
Ramis tusaRi ciskris varskvlavs
amaod elis...
*
da aRar Sedga suicidi?
wamebs vucdidi,
imedis feTqvis,
SenTvis da CemTvis...
2010 w.

58

epilogi
Kkarebs gavuReb...
Semosvlas vacli...
Aarc ki gavumxel
grZnobebSi gancdils,
ise avuvseb
erTaderT sasmiss
ganSorebisas...
bolomde daclis...
mis naTiTurebs tuCebi waSlis...
2006 w.

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sarCevi
winaTqma...........................................................3
broweuli ....................................................5
carieli dRiurebidan.................................6
absurdebis korianteli..............................7
daumTavrebeli etiudi...............................8
* * *(kedelze garTxmul...)..........................9
virtualuri asociaciebi.........................10
reinkarnaciiswina xilvebi.......................11
sizmari .........................................................13
erTgulTa Rames..........................................14
refleqsiebi.................................................15
refleqsiebi.................................................16
nisli gangiqarvebs... ................................17
* * *(wamebs wlebi miaqvs...)........................18
* * *(qviSis ganTiads...)...............................19
metamorfozebi -2.......................................20
* * *(amaoebis ukidegano...)........................21
* * *(kamkama wyalSi... ).................................22
hipertrofirebuli atrofia.................23

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viviseqcia......................................................24
* * *(qalaqi... bindi...)..................................25
* * *( Sexede! velad...) .............................26
* * *(o, momaSoreT... )..................................27
Zveli zardaxSa............................................28
Cemi dasawyisis dasawyisi ........................30
sarkis iniciacia N...................................31
reminiscenciebi..........................................32
* * *(gauTavebel sityvaTa rigSi...)........33
dawyevlili cnobiereba............................34
* * *(usasrulobis WrilSi...)....................35
klinikuri suraTi
N ..................................36
* * *(ocnebadqceul navsayudels...).......37
* * *(drois srbolas)..................................38
iniciacia ...............................................39
zRvarze 1......................................................40
armolodini..................................................41
ukanaskneli paemani....................................42
reinkarnaciiswina xilvebi.......................43
refleqsiebi.................................................45
zRvarze2.....................................................46
molodini......................................................47
* * *(ufro da ufro myinavs...)..................48
erTi msaxiobis Teatris Sesaxeb.............49

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misteriebi.....................................................51
* * *(konteqstidan amoglejili ... ).......52
refleqsiebi.................................................53
* * *(Tavi xelebSi Cavrge...).......................54
carieli dRiurebidan...............................55
* * *(Cemi palitra...)....................................56
* * *(daSretilia...)......................................57
dabruneba......................................................58
epilogi.........................................................59

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