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like that, always changing.
[2] When you see the ridgepoles of the impressive
they might stand for generations, but when you inquire you
discover there are very few still standing from ages past.
Some may have burned down just last year, and been rebuilt
since. Or a mansion may have disappeared, to be replaced
by smaller houses. Things change in the lives of the people
living in those houses, too. There may be just as many
[3] Nor is it clear to me, as people are born and die,
where they are coming from and where they are going. Nor
why, being so ephemeral in this world, they take such pains
perish from this world like the morning glory that blooms
in the morning dew. In some cases, the dew may evaporate
first, while the flower remains--but only to be withered by
the morning sun. In others the flower may wither even
before the dew is gone, but no one expects the dew to last
until evening.
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[9] Racing across the city, 300 to 400 yards wide, the
whirlwind destroyed every house, large or small, in its
path. In some cases they were completely flattened; in
were blown 400 or 500 yards away, as if offering no
was better not to open your eyes, and you couldn't hear a
thing anyone said to you in the terrible echoing. I thought it
come. Finally, after all the complaints, in the winter of that
year the emperor returned to Heian-Kyo. However, by then
most of the mansions had already been pulled down, and I
don't believe that as many new ones were ever built.
[14] I have heard that, long ago, a wise and virtuous
emperor ruled over the country, who looked upon his
subjects with pity. Even when thatching the roof of the
palace they did not trouble to make the eaves uniform, and
when there was not as much smoke coming from his
subjects' kitchen chimneys as he expected, he exempted
them from taxes. He had his subject's blessing, because the
public welfare was his concern. This is the way it was. If
we compare the state of affairs in today's society to that of
this legendary wise emperor's reign what do we find them
to have in common?
[15] Also about that time, in the reign of Emperor
Yowa (1181), I believe, though it becomes so long ago I
have trouble remembering, there was a terrible famine,
lasting for two years. From spring through summer there
was a drought, and in autumn and winter typhoon and
flood--bad conditions one after another, so that grain crops
failed completely. Everything people did became wasted
effort. Though they prepared the ground in the spring, and
transplanted the rice in the summer, the fall's rice harvest
and winter's prosperity were not achieved.
[16] In all the provinces, peasants were abandoning the
land and leaving the region. Some went to live in the
mountains. In the Imperial Court special Buddhist prayers
were scrupulously conducted, but to no effect. The
prosperity of Heian-kyo depended on these crops, and
under these conditions a normal economy could not be
sustained. Given these pressures, people living on bamboo
shoots tried to sell their valuables at sacrificial prices, but
nobody wanted to buy anything. They engaged in barter as
monetary values were depressed, and the value of grains
skyrocketed. It became common for beggars to be heard in
the main street of the capital, complaining about their
conditions.
[17] After a year of such suffering, people hoped the
new year would be better, but the misery increased as, in
addition to the famine, people were afflicted by contagious
disease. Everyone suffered from malnutrition, until
gradually to say that "All the fish will choke in shallow
water" would fit very well. Now even those wearing
bamboo hats, with legs wrapped in leggings, walked
frantically from house to house begging. I saw vagabonds
of this kind, as they were walking, suddenly collapse and
die. Close to the roofed mud wall at the side of the road,
the number of bodies dead from starvation continually
increased. Because no one even tried to clear away those
corpses, the odor of the putrefaction became offensive
throughout Heian-kyo, and people could not even stand to
look them. The city was permeated by the smell, and the
mountain of corpses accumulated along the Kamo river bed
until there were places where horses and carriages could not
pass. Poor woodcutters, becoming exhausted, were unable
to carry firewood into the city, and, as fuel became scarce,
people were breaking up their own houses and selling the
wood in the city. However, all the wood a man could carry
would not sell for enough to sustain him for a single day.
And it was not unusual to find red paint and gold and silver
foil here and there among the firewood, because desperate
people would sneak into temples and steal the image of the
Buddha, or pull down temple ornaments and furniture to
turn into firewood. I was born into a world in which this
kind of thing could happen.
[18] And there were other terrible, pitiful things. No
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things, but, though they are poor, they are the product of my
own industry and I thank heaven for them, This leads to
happiness, a rich life, which I say without sarcasm--by
myself alone, using my own body--compared to the life I
led before.
[33*] Since entering the priesthood, fear and
resentment of other people has disappeared. Because life is
under heaven's control, it doesn't matter if I live long or
not. I am not concerned about early death, am like a
floating cloud, and do not complain. The happiness of my
life can be expressed in one peaceful nap, and in the hope
of seeing the beautiful scenery of the four seasons.
[34] In general, the past, present, and future history of
human beings is a product of the mind. If there is no peace
of mind in possessing the elephant or horse, or the seven
wonders or treasures of the world, it is meaningless to have
palaces and buildings of many stories. Now I dwell in my
tranquil residence. It is only a ten-foot hut, but I love it.
When I want to go to the capital for something, I may feel
ashamed to go in the appearance of a beggar, but I return
feeling sorry for the people I see there, who are so caught
up in and preoccupied with wealth and honor, so busy doing
things. If you are doubtful about what I am saying, look at
the situation of the fish and the birds. Fish are always in the
water, yet they don't become bored with the water. If you
are not a fish you probably can't understand that feeling.
Birds hope to live in the forest. If you are not a bird, you
probably can't understand that motive. My feeling about
my tranquil residence is of the same kind. Who can
understand this if they haven't tried it?
[35] My life, like the waning moon, is about to finish.
The remaining days are few. Soon the Three Ways of the
Hereafter will begin. The acts of my whole life may be
criticized. An important Buddhist teaching is not to form
attachment to anything of this world. I now feel that it is a
crime to begin to love this hermitage so much. I have also
persisted in the silent life here, that may become an obstacle
to salvation too, perhaps. Why am I wasting time speaking
about this worthless happiness with so little time
remaining? This is not the thing to do.
[36] Thinking about this at dawn after a quiet night, I
try to give vent to my own heart facing these questions.
"Chomei, by trying to escape from the world by going to
the mountains and forests this way, to put the disorder of
your heart into order is a Buddhist practice. And yet, while
trying to become a pure monk, your heart remains tainted
by impurity. By living in a ten-foot hut in imitation of the
Jomyo Buddhist layman Yuima, even if you are given the
benefit of the doubt, you have not realized the practice of
Shuri Handoku. When you perhaps do by chance, doesn't
your karma's punishment worry you? Or again, by reckless
judgment, not becoming more intelligent you grow worse
by this, grow crazy. What do you think?" When I ask
myself like this, my heart cannot answer. I have no
answer. There is one way remaining. I continue to move
my tongue, but I am unable to welcome the celebration of
Amida Nurai. I only chant two or three times. That is all.
[37] It is now Senryo Two (1212), the end of March. I
have become a priest. I remain in Hino's Toyama hut, and
am writing this letter.
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