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The Preface
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Contents
INTRODUCTION..1
CHAPTER 2 ................................................................................. 31
The Flesh, the World and Its Institutions ....................................... 31
CHAPTER 3 ................................................................................. 53
Salvation and the IC ........................................................................ 53
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CHAPTER 4 ................................................................................. 83
Why A Zombie is A Zombie ........................................................... 83
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INTRODUCTION
A Word From A Former Zombie: A
minister Who No Longer Goes To Church
Jesus. I had heard that Jesus had died for my sins and
that He was raised from the dead. I heard, I understood,
and I did not believe.
Nevertheless, in spite of my former godlessness, I
became born again because the Holy Ghost drew me to
the cross on March 29, 1977, on a Monday around 4 pm.
That very day, He caused me to see that I was a sinner
and He led me to repent. Faith was dropped into an
atheist to believe that Jesus was dead and He got up
from the grave in His physical body. It was like a
lightbulb went off in my spirit where it has remained
there like a hard rock in my spirit where He still lives
after 38 years.
Without ever having heard a word preached in a sermon
by a minister behind the pulpit, God saved me. It is an
experience that absolutely no one can take away from
me. It is an experience that every born again person
MUST have. This book will blow your mind and than
empower your thoughts with compelling information as
to why no born again experiences are happening in the
institutional church,-nor at revivals, crusades,
conferences, meetings or as you watch your favorite
mega preacher on television or listen to him or her on
radio.
Therefore, it stands to reason that if God saved an
atheist without any church background who had never
even read the bible, then God can save anyone
anywhere, without using institutional churches. This is
the symbolic message behind my born again experience.
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you can reach for this book to find the wisdom you need
to address your individual and local concerns.
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CHAPTER 1
The Zombie-Masters, The Rats and the
Roaches
A Telepathic Communication
When I left the church in 2004, I did not know that it
was a permanent move. I expected that the Lord would
lead me to another church affiliation. I had my eye on
Rev. Paul Mortons organization, the Full Gospel
Baptists. It seemed a great choice for me because I had
been ordained and served in a denominational church
very compatible with the Baptists, yet I was also a
Pentecostal in orientation, belief and practice. So when 3
years passed and I did not have a leading to join ANY
church, I wondered why. It didnt take long for me to be
answered once I sought the Lord in prayer. In less than
a week, a kind of telepathic communication took place
to let me know that I was not to join any institutional
church, ever again.
I was spoken to in a kind of parable. I was asked,
Pam, would you put curtains up at the windows of a
condemned building?
I thought of all of the condemned buildings I had seen
growing up in the inner city. I answered in my mind.
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ignorant like them, but that's just me. The humility that
these so called humble were presenting wasn't really
humility at all but pride in disguise.
Pride. Hmmmm. Lord have mercy. Attending church
on Sunday is really a walk on the red carpet for the
fashionistas to strut their stuff, and a place to show off
what they drive, where they work, how much money
they have and who they know!!! Where is God in all of
this?
A former church zombie from New Jersey
NO meat in the I.C! No true healing or deliverance from
sin. No true repentance that leads to true forgiveness
and reconciliation with God. Vague answers to sincere
questions. Misleading folks into false conversions. Too
much emphasize on tithing. Secular practices are
everywhere including taking secular music and
tweaking it to be gospel. Participating in pagan
holidays, traditions and now eastern practices such as
yoga, hypnosis, and the like. Fear is rampant in the i.c.
no peace. Fear of going to hell, being disowned by the
church. Works are focused on. Most believe that they
must perform works , they wear themselves out doing
works and then they crash and fall back into a sinful
lifestyle. Confusion, dissension, hypocrisy, pride, hate,
strife, etc
These four former zombies from different locations in
the United States touch on some rather serious matters.
Yet even more deadly is how the enemy uses the rats to
cause the roaches to lose themselves through the altered
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CHAPTER 2
The Flesh, the World and Its Institutions
Understanding the World
The word tells us that God so loved the world that He
gave His beloved Son to die as a sacrifice for sin.
However, God loved the people in the world and not the
systems of the world. The Lord Jesus did not love the
world or its systems. We are warned in scripture that if
we love the world or lust after it, then the love of God is
not in us. Implicit in bibles perspective of the world is
some very important information. Satan is the God of
this world. The Lords kingdom is not of this world. The
kingdom of JESUS Christ consists of people, both dead
and alive who are born again, chosen to be among the
elect of God, the body of Christ.
As such, the world consists of various systems that
include nations, organizations and institutions. So it
stands to reason that all institutions are being ruled by
Satan in order to build up his kingdom. So a very simple
question comes to mind. Since all churches are
institutions, either denominations, non-denominations,
Protestant or Catholic, how could the Lord Jesus Christ
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The
bible
foretells
through
Paul
to
the
Thessalonians that in the last days, a time in church
history would come when God would send strong
delusion. In like manner, Paul even warned Timothy
that in the last days, there would be a group of demons
who would infiltrate Christians with false and mixed
doctrine, capable of even causing some of the elect to
depart from the faith and give heed to or listen and
absorb these devilish false teachings.
From my work on the Fake Jesus, I have been
convinced that THAT DAY came already. Strong
delusion has already been poured out. EVERYONE
has been affected including ministers and members.
Demons are the authors of the false doctrines and
practices that almost the entire church stands upon as
pillars of truth.
There is ONE doctrine more dangerous than all others
that ALL churches go by. It s called by a few names:
easy believism, the decisional gospel based on the altar
call and the sinners prayer where you ask Jesus to come
into your heart and a religious demon responds. This is
so important that I have devoted an entire chapter to it
in order to explain the issues in more detail. Zombies
are deceived at various levels. So one of the facts we
have to face is biblical. It is this. For the way to
salvation is narrow and not broad and few will find truth
and be undeceived.
So I focus on the few.
Unfortunately, to be un-deceived is the exception and
not the rule.
Here are some additional biblical variations to explain
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with many branches with the birds of the air coming and
dwelling in them.
The mustard seeds are the early apostles and disciples,
the 120 in the upper room. The trunk and the roots of
the tree is Catholicism. The branches are Protestant
churches and denominations. Jesus explains later in the
chapter that the symbolism of birds is that they
represent demons. Fallen angels and demons have
swarmed into the IC and taken her over with false
religion.
Then there is Rev 18:4 Come Out of Her My People.
You want to encourage those who are on the fence about
the IC to think for themselves. Revelation is
predominately an end-time book for end-time believers.
So clearly the Lord is speaking to the last generation
when He warns His people to come out of Her. So to
encourage free thinking, how can Gods people all leave
a nation? Gods people are in ALL nations.
If we were to leave the USA, where would we go?
Canada? The Caribbean? South America? Back to
England? Would God tell us to come out and not give us
the means to do so? Countries have immigration laws in
these times.
So could HER be a nation? Where are those who call
themselves Gods people? THEY ARE MOSTLY IN
CHURCH. Biblical symbols for Gods people
are generally feminine, both in the old and the new
testaments. Revelation mentions the harlot. The mother
of harlots is Catholicism, the mother of all
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tremendous wealth.
On the contrary, the livelihood of most full time pastors
is dependent upon continuing to do whatever they can
to pay their bills and provide food on their tables and
care for their families with something left for retirement.
Most pastors cant come out of the church simply
because they would experience financial ruin in a
failing economy.
Secondly, repentance would necessitate a fundamental
change in how the gospel is preached. Ministers can be
very proud folk. They would rather confess to some
kind of sin of the flesh before admitting that preaching a
decisional, come to the altar and accept Jesus, repeat a
sinners prayer gospel has caused people to invite the
fake Jesus into their hearts.
Thirdly, pulpits have already been taken over by
religious demons and devils. The grip of these unseen
forces has occurred because God Himself has sent forth
a spirit of strong delusion, causing zombies to believe a
lie. Preachers, even good, sincere, righteous men and
women are already under the power of seducing spirits
whose False and mixed doctrines they continue to
preach.
Last but not least is the ICs own understanding of why
she is falling: the Jezebel Spirit. Granted, there is no
such demon. I have read several articles on the subject,
written by an IC pastors. what I perceive is that this
entire Jezebel thing is the ICs late explanation of what
is happening to Her. The truth is that Fallen angels and
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issuing retribution.
More than anything else, the pastors fear of these
aggressive zombies keeps strife alive, and will cause him
to have to make some difficult decisions. If wisdom is
not used, then the flock will start church hopping which
backlash on the weekly take at offering time.
So it is time to come out. If I am wrong, what do you
have to lose? You can go back, do the religious thing
that your church will accept. Just repent with tears, even
wails that you were deceived by a wicked Jezebel by the
name of Pam Sheppard. Your local church will
probably receive you back with open arms.
Better yet, I suggest that you simply ask the Lord in
prayer, Say Lord, is Pam Sheppard correct? Are the
days of the organized church done? Is it a dangerous
place? Should I leave?
Rest assured that if you ask Him sincerely and He
knows that you are willing to obey His answer to you,
then I can tell you right now that He will pull your coat
and cause you to wise up and run outta there! The truth
is that you need to come out for your own personal
safety. I explain why in detail in an upcoming chapter
about the plagues. So stay tuned.
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CHAPTER 3
Salvation and the IC
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CHAPTER 4
Why A Zombie is A Zombie
Confirmation
You had a dream that you should move to Georgia. Or
perhaps someone from your church prophesied over you
and proclaimed that God has called you to minister in
Georgia. The same day, you heard Ray Charles sing,
Georgia on My Mind. Then a stranger called you on
the telephone from Georgia, but it was a wrong number.
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Passivity in General
Jessie Penn Lewis is the most notable author on this
subject, followed by Watchman Nee, decades later, who
merely repeated Jessies teachings. Below are a few of
her insights on passivity:
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A Blocked Conscience
Conscience along with communion and intuition are
senses of the human spirit. When the conscience is shut
down, it is because it has become passive. Here is what
Jessie Penn-Lewis has written about this subject:
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to you to first believe that you are born again when the
demon knows that you have had a false conversion.
Consequently, the demon or fallen angel works with and
capitalizes on YOUR deception by accusing you of
losing a salvation that you never had in the first place.
Evil spirits did so by suggesting blasphemous thoughts
to your mind. Since you believe the thoughts are your
own, then these entities proceed to accuse you of
blasphemy. It is quite a setup to first send you the
thoughts that they planted themselves and then accuse
you for having their thoughts. Continually oppressing
you with these thoughts, and making effective use of
your ability to hear their voices, they are able to keep
you captive. Their intent is that you become so
debilitated that there is no fight left in you, the epitome
of passivity. I repeat. The blasphemous thoughts are
not your own.
I have some liberating news for you if you would only
receive it. You need to be cognizant of the fact that your
concern that you are reprobate is strong evidence that
you have not committed the unpardonable sin. Why?
Because true reprobates have denied both the cross and
the resurrection and so they have no care or fear of
blaspheming the Holy Spirit since they do not believe
in His existence. Obviously, you believe in Him
because you are afraid. Your fear is yet another strong
proof that you have not blasphemed, nor are you
reprobate.
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CHAPTER 5
Fruits of the Altered State of
Consciousness
A Composite Profile
Zombies who have been demonized through entering
into an ASC are predominately men between the ages of
18-30. The men are more mystical or new age, and tend
to go to church AFTER they have opened their chakras,
generally to seek help and safety within church walls.
The men jump on the I accept Jesus bandwagon, only
to their frightful dismay, experience the worsening of
their already damaged spiritual condition because they
invoke yet another religious demon in the struggle.
What I have personally discovered is that Satans
kingdom is actually divided and that the occult
witchcraft entities are rivals to the religious demons and
fallen angels. Occult versus religious spirits actually
fight each other over their mutual prey. Unfortunately,
the battle is waged upon the ground of each zombies
soul.
What transpires for each zombie is sheer panic and a
willingness to immediately engage in any supernatural
practice, be it Christian or otherwise in order quickly
reverse the process of his orown deterioration. There will
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Joels Army
Speaking of IC battles brings this rather Jezebelian
end times revolutionary teaching to mind. Extremely
charismatic, it is the radical branch of charismania,
considered among the extreme of the extremes.
Delusional at best, so-called Christian churchgoers
actually believe that they are among the few on the
planet who literally have a mandate from God to take
over and control the entire world by any means
necessary, including genocide---- all in the name of the
Lord Jesus Christ. The reason they contend that they
will be so powerful is because this new breed will be
physically changed from mortal to immortal beings, like
Superman but without the kryptonite.
In other words, they are not only going to simply help
Jesus gain His earthly kingdom.
These zombies
preach that they have been given the supernatural power
to take this world FOR the Lord during the tribulation.
They also believe that not only will the IC go through
the tribulation but that the Joels Army zombies will
actually cause it to occur.
A few years ago, I watched a two hour video on Joels
Army which has since been removed from YouTube. In
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The Kundalini
A Famous Guru wrote: When Your body begins
trembling, hair stands on roots, you laugh or begin to
weep without your wishing, your tongue begins to utter
deformed sounds, you are filled with fear or see
frightening visionsthe Kundalini Shakti has become
active.
The following are common manifestations of the risen
Kundalini:
Muscle twitches, cramps or spasms
Energy rushes or immense electricity circulating the
body
Itching, vibrating, prickling, tingling, stinging or
crawling sensations
Intense heat or cold
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I wanted for him to eat me. It was very much like the
Eucharist but we ate each other, as we shared intimacy
one to the other. I imagined how we shared drinking
each others blood and water from each others veins. I
also had visions of him holding me, feeding me like a
baby. In the physical realm, I laid on my bed with my
face in the bible, gazing into his face, and talking. The
charismatics that I knew often described their
relationship with God in the same way as I believed I
was experiencing him.
The two years that Beth was romancing Jesus were
probably 2000-2002. Beth had never heard of Mike
Bickle even though Bickle had already formulated his
passion for Christ teaching in 1988. 34 Consequently, in
twelve years, Bickles teaching spread to a little country
town in the Northwest and found 15 year old Beth. I
would never have heard from Beth in 2012, if it were not
for the fact that her two years of blissful delight and
rapture were followed by ten years of fear, rejection and
spirit sex. A foreboding scripture comes to mind. Be
not many masters or teachers, for yours shall be the
greater condemnation. How many countless others
have suffered from this damnable doctrine? Only the
Lord Himself knows and I tremble at the thought.
As her counselor, I became familiar with the hurt,
shame and fear for almost two years. Its a toss-up as to
which was most damaging---the rejection she received
from this spirit being or the actual constant spiritual
rape:
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CHAPTER 6
The Chakras and the Kundalini
Opening your soul will open your spiritual eyes and lead
you to see the truth and obtain enlightenment. In
addition, you will discover many so-called
supernatural powers within yourself when you
empower your chakras. When the chakras are correctly
aligned and empowered, healing of both physical, and
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If I was not aware that a Satanist wrote the above quote,
I would have thought it was written by either a
Charismatic or a Pentecostal. This quotation also
reminds me of what Satan said to Eve. What links the
Charismatics, Satanism, eastern religions and new age
occultists is the teaching than man can become a god.
Obviously, eastern religions are not at all concerned
about how evil the human soul is because they believe
the soul will have another chance through reincarnation.
So for professing Christians to believe we have an
opportunity to be gods and at the same time teach that it
can be done in one lifetime is quite ambitious indeed.
Occultists also know that the human heart is a part of
the soul because one of the chakras of the soul is
actually called the heart. Yet they pay no attention to
the bibles warning that the heart or the heart chakra is
not just wicked, but desperately wicked. Therefore, it is
understandable why zombies with false conversions
become badly tormented. A wicked soul seeking power
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Kundalini Energy
We Christians are completely unfamiliar with kundalini
and chakras. From my research, I discovered that the
kundalini is depicted as human energy which sits
dormant in the root chakra at the base of the spine.
Most agree that kundalini is stirred up when a person
meditates, visualizes and practices deep breathing
techniques. Prior to its activation, people might dream
of serpents or goddesses which are the suspected to be
signs of this energy.
The pathway of kundalini energy is through opened
chakras. Once it reaches the crown chakra at the top of
the head, the expectation is that the person becomes
enlightened as to their purpose and connection to the
universe as well as experiences bliss. Sign seeking
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By 1999, the first big waves Toronto and Brownsville--had finally died down. But the Kundalini invasion was
not finished yet---not by a longshot! What happened is
that it retreated back into the Prophetic movement,
where it could percolate and mutate---ready to leap out
and envelop the Charismatic world once again when the
opportunity arose. But now things got even stranger
than they had been before. These were the years when
all kinds of weird and bizarre New Age-type phenomena
took over. There came a great obsession with portals
trances, strange angels gold-dust, gemstones, spiritual
drunkeness, orbs of light, drum circles, third heaven
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tell you there have been things I have seen. I saw a lake
of fire and orange light going into the heavens. I saw
smoke with dark spirits. People will talk with me then
there seems to be a shift as if I am talking with
a demon.
I was surrounded by many demons that were taking my
soul. It felt like my mental capacity was being
demolished while at the same time, my energy was
being taken. While in a room with people, it felt like they
were taking my soul or breath. When they would touch
me, it felt like something was happening inside my
body.
There are also professionals employed in the health
and mental health fields that are also occultists,
including but not limited to nurses, chiropractors,
massage therapists, as well as social workers and other
psychological therapists.
Not only are they Reiki
masters but many are also trained in a plethora of other
occult subjects. One of my former clients,---a nurse
who I will call Mary: ---has been trained in a plethora
of empowerments and initiations. I soon learned that
Mary had poured $200,000 of her life savings on Reiki
and several other Asian healing systems, including but
not limited to the kundalini Shakti initiation, the kriya
babaji and the 18 siddha lineage initiation, the axiatonal
initiation, meridian flush initiation, nine subtle body
cleansing, anchoring twelve chakra deities system,
enlightening and bringing in 108 subtle bodies
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Atlantian
crown
initiation,
breaking
spiritual
contracts,
tantric
practices
Mystery school adept initiation, sacred geometry, the
gifts of the spirit, the Ikikuna shaman initiation,
Akashic records course and practitioner 1 and 2,
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CHAPTER 7
Zombie, Fix Your Life!
Expose the Darkness!
Darkness can be vague, obscure, gloomy and
confusinga wisdom that does not come from the
Father of lightsa folly that is sensual, yet subtly
demonic. (James 3:15) Darkness can also be suggestive
of concealment, like a cloud that blocks the sunlight and
creates a gloomy day, or a thick curtain that keeps a
room dark, even though the sun is shining right outside
in all of its brightness.
To walk in darkness is to give the religious demon an
unholy advantage where he will enter into both spiritual
and man-made temples, and through a blasphemous
masquerade, attempt to exalt himself as God. When the
religious demon has been able to enter into a Christian
temple of either flesh or brick and subsequently obtain
worship for itself through fraudulence and deceit, I
suspect that this is truly an abomination of desolation.
(Daniel 11:36)
As an obstruction to truth, darkness can also manifest
itself within our lives as hidden obstacles and
hindrances, where all of the religious demons wiles,
tricks and devices are set in motion to keep us in the
dark, even about our own spiritual condition. Walking in
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not have the false god and the false Christ as presented
in Spielmans quote.
Personally, I was a prolific speaker of tongue for more
than two decades. However, as soon as I discovered
that all tongues speaking today is fake, I stopped the
prayer language thing cold turkey. How shocked I was
that shortly after I stopped, I experiences a force trying
to make me speak in it. After about 5 years or so, I
decided to test it to see if I still could speak in it. I could
not, thank God. I no longer have anything that sounds
like the language I once had. I went Aye ya une da ba
ba ba see, mamamamaya. THE PROLIFIC
LANGUAGE IS GONE. . Every once in a while to
upset the spirits that are watching me, I will pop out in
this language and then start laughing out loud.
I have written on this subject in most of my other books
and produced several videos on the dangers of speaking
in tongues. For the purpose of this work, here is some
additional information, for those of you that did not
know. The Apostle Paul told the Corinthians that
tongues would cease, and for 19 centuries, THEY
DID!!!!Here is another know the fruit by the root
revelation. The man who brought back tongues on the
scene was Charles Parham, on 1/1/1901. Does it seem
right to you that the Holy Spirit would use a man who
had a tarnished reputation, particularly that he was
arrested for sodomy? Check out some additional
history:
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others.
I stopped watching Christian television
completely.
I read three authors: Jessie Penn-Lewis, Watchman
Nee and only one contemporary, David Wilkerson.
Eventually, I stopped reading Wilkerson a few years
before he died. In order to fix my life, I could not watch,
listen to or read the works of anyone still in the IC. The
truth is that Wilkerson knew the truth about the IC in
end-times better than anyone. In fact, it was he who
God used to open my own eyes while I was still a part of
the IC system.
Actually, Wilkerson knew for at least 30 years or more
that the IC is the Harlot of the Book of Revelation and
that she was completely defiled. A bona-fide man of
God and a true prophet, I suspect that Wilkersons
disobedience by not leaving Her brought on his tragic
end. Saddened when I heard, I was in no way surprised.
I have my own story to tell. Six years ago, I was out of
the IC for four years when I decided to go back during
the holidays. A songfest without preaching was being
held at a local Pentecostal church. These were some of
the best Christian singers I had ever heard. So I bought
tickets to attend for friends and family as the event was
being held on my birthday. Two days after I called in an
order for tickets, I heard a voice speak to me as clear as
a bell. A quiet, unthreatening voice spoke to me and
nonchalantly said Pam are YOU Lots wife?
The warning to me was clear. After my eyes popped
open wide from the shock of it, I took action and I
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Bibliomancy is Witchcraft
The bible is certainly a wonderful book. I use it to gain
Gods wisdom, to understand Him, as I watch His
dealings with human beings, to understand the human
condition, to watch the signs of these times. And of
course to study the devil and his tricks. Yet there are
wrong, even dangerous ways to use it. Here is what I
mean.
Bible readers unknowingly use the scriptures as if it
were an I Ching. For example, they have a particular
problem, and then they open the bible randomly, look
down and fix their eyes on a particular verse. Whatever
the verse says is then interpreted in light of the
presenting situation. This is divination.
Sometimes the Lord will use a similar method, not in an
effort to reveal the future but to teach. For
example, moments after I was born again on March 29,
1977on a Monday at 4pm, I opened the bible that I
had recently purchased. I looked down at John 3.You
must be born again. That which is flesh is flesh. That
which is spirit is spirit. The Holy Spirit is like the wind.
When He blows, we are born again. Instantly I
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were women. These are the very same women who took
all kinds of abuse from male pastors.
Now here is the thing.
How should correction be given? When someone
corrects you, you are entitled to consider and examine
whether the person correcting you has your best
interests at heart and also whether they are competent to
correct you. I am not responsible for how a person I
correct feels but I definitely do not set out to hurt, abuse
or humiliate anyone!!!! Nor do I judge people. I give
compliments for a job well done but dont expect me to
do so when a person has failed to fulfill the task they
committed to do. I try to use perfect timing and I dont
expect perfection. However, I AM gonna tell ya da truth,
Ruth!! I am no longer a zombie to people pleasing.
In fact, I most certainly am a proponent of free
expression and free will. Yet, I refuse to stress myself
over the rebellious. This book and my entire ministry is
dedicated to teach people not to be passive zombies.
In this regard, I dont expect everyone to agree with me
all the time and on every issue. Notwithstanding, if I
cant correct those I serve without a whole lot of drama,
I am not the leader for them and I will withdraw myself
because I too am no longer a passive zombie.
Therefore, if you are going to fix your life, there is a
need for balance. It is essential for you not to carry over
or transfer into your new life the former anger and
resentment you may have experienced from those who
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CHAPTER 8
Are YOU Born Again?
Examining Your Salvation
I try to keep all things simple. First of all, you should
know that checking out whether you are born again is
biblical. You may have noticed thus far that I generally
do not gather long lists of scripture taken out of their
natural context to support or prove my points. Believe
me, whatever I can examine by the word of God, I
readily perform, as long as I know what I am doing.
The simplest reason I can offer for not putting several
scriptures embedded in brackets throughout each
paragraph is that the narrative does not read well. Yet
II Corinthians 13:5,6 is clear and concise:
Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith;
Do you not realize that Christ is in you---unless of
course you fail the test? And I trust you will discover
that we have not failed the test. (NIV)
The King James Version reads unless you be
reprobate. That word is confusing to most, more
understandable in the New International Version.
When the Apostle Paul wrote this, someone who was
reprobate failed the test because they had a false
conversion. Our understanding of reprobate really
means not chosen by God for salvation.
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difference between then and now is that the true gospel
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Torment As A Sign
The beauty of salvation is that the scriptures tell us that
God did not give us a spirit of torment, condemnation or
fear but that the born again should have a sound mind.
Granted, there are natural causes to some mental illness.
However, if the rule is to have a sound mind, then
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Condemnation As a Sign
Most church zombies know the scripture, Romans 8:1,
where the Apostle Paul boldly affirms that there is no
condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus. To be
in Him is to be of the elect. Immediately on the day
of conversion, our slates are wiped clean, our spirits
have become new, and the sense of cleanliness and
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RESCUE: A Religious Detox Journey
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The same power that came on you two days ago in that
worship service that pushed you forward is the same
power that came on you the day you joined them in 1979,
where you were pushed to your knees, with the
groanings and weeping. That power was not ME. I did
not give you those three dreams you had that sent you
there either. It was not Me then, nor was it Me who
pushed you forward in their worship service two days
ago.
OMG! Those few words led to a flood of revelations. I
was actually overjoyed to know the truth in spite of the
fact that I had been a duped zombie for 25 years. Like
other zombies, I too had been manipulated and
controlled by religious demons with the altered state of
consciousness!!! Both in a flash and progressively over a
period of seven years, an understanding of what I
endured in the IC unfolded. Why should I be either
offended or upset for being rejected in a place where
God did not send me?!!!
So in the final analysis, the Holy Spirit began the
process of breaking me out of IC bondage about 12
years ago. He first worked on me the first five years of
those 12 years. Next, He provided me with the key
that opened all locks in 2008,----3 decades and a year
after I was born again. So there is no shame in my game
to admit that I too was among the deceived elect.
By now, you should realize that deception is the rule
and not the exception where this end-time church age
is concerned. So if f you are set free in this final hour
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