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A crisis of fatherhood.
There had been an error in the fertility clinic and the widow
Erin Connell had to face the possibility that perhaps his
Baby was not the son of her late husband. And even worse, lose
Connell Lodge, the only place I had been to her a true
home.
The arrival of billionaire Sam Connell Thornton Lodge at
It changed everything. The force of attraction between them suddenly left
Erin stunned. And not only her, but also to Sam, who had gone there
for one reason, his son, and he had not expected to fall in love.
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Chapter One
What are you going to do?
Erin looked at her friend, who was watching worried, he looked down at the
letter in his hand, he had received from a firm of San Francisco,
and he shook his head.
Not even know what I can do.
You've got to find out more. You where appropriate, will be more
prepared to deal with it if you are well informed, 'said his friend
Sasha vehemently. What does the letter the other day saying? Somebody has
said that the fertility clinic made a mistake. Do not say I have any
proof to back it up. It may not be more than a dissatisfied employee
looking for trouble.
Erin pulled the letter out of reach, sitting on his lap, and
she sighed.
Well, what is clear is that someone considers it
quite plausible to investigate. What if it were true ?, and if the evidence
show that Riley is not the son of James?
'You're his mother, right? The law has to be on your side; even if
it were true that the son of another, that man would just be a donor, which
just put the sperm.
-Sasha! Erin chided. You must not speak well; it is evident that
man and his wife were going to the clinic for the same reason that James
and myself. It seems a bit cruel that it is not just a donor.
He kissed the head of Riley and inhaled her sweet baby smell.
Sasha looked embarrassed.
Well, either way you're his mother. That can not deny anyone,
so I'm sure that whoever has the upper hand in custody is you.
His words comforted too Erin, who would want
I had somehow refusing to submit to a test Riley
DNA to prove who his father was, if her late husband, James, or
strange. Everything was crazy. Riley had to be the son of James; had
I be.
It was assumed that this kind of error could not occur. James and she
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they had decided to try a treatment of IVF that had
taken from his home on the shores of Lake Tahoe, San Francisco, to carry
out the process that led to the birth of Riley, four months ago.
I never would have imagined that the clinic could make a mistake like that, not that
symptoms apparently flu, James had experienced a

months after fertilization, masked an infection that

cause, two weeks after the birth of Riley, heart failure
that he would take his side.
Having to deal with everything herself overwhelmed. Paper
trembled in his hand and placed it on the kitchen table, a table that had
Used generations of the Connell family. A table only
could continue using other Connell as stipulated in the contract
Escrow property. It was assumed that the property would become of
Riley if James dies, but if it were shown that it was not child
his, would have no right to it.
Smoothed the letter by hand, wishing he had not gone that day at the office
post.
Sasha put his hand over hers.
Do not worry, Erin she said. Reply to that letter and ask more
access information before you make any evidence to Riley.
You're right, it's what I do, 'said she. Furthermore, just to
less retrasar things a bit, right?
Exactly Sasha looked round clock hanging on the wall and
sighed. Well, I have to go; I have to pick up the kids at school he added rising.
Erin Riley took her up and got up too.
Go away, do not worry about me. And thanks for coming; I suddenly
I felt as if I had been the world over.
After reading the letter Erin had collapsed, but had
enough with a call to her friend Sasha to leave him everything and go to
his side. After that, in the last twelve months everything had changed
suddenly the continued support of Sasha had been his salvation.
'What are friends for? Call me when you know something else, of
I agree? Sasha gave him a hug. What time do you expect to that host?
Until five will not reach.
Well, at least it will help a little financially. I still
to believe that James Riley and I leave you with nothing.
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Erin frowned.
He did what he could, Sash. Neither thought out to
die so young. Also among the medical bills for his illness and
added expense of the birth of Riley ... well, there we went much
money.
-I Know; Sorry. It's just so unfair ...
Erin, who suddenly had a knot in my throat,
swallowed. Yes, it was very unfair. After everything I had passed
together ... Noticing that sadness began to overwhelm her, she stopped short
their thoughts. Regret what happened would not solve anything; had
to fight for Riley.

After Sasha accompany the door, changed a diaper Riley

before giving the chest and lay in his crib for a nap to lie down. Are
He took the receiver babies listening to hear if you woke up and went to the floor
above to check room that would accommodate the guest to
expected.
Long that nobody was staying at Connell Lodge, and she, that these
days did not know where my head was feared to have forgotten something
important. But no, the room was perfect, and the afternoon sun that
streaming through the leaded windows gave it a cozy feel.
He had put clean sheets; a bouquet of garden roses in a vase
glass on the dresser; and soil, which had waxed shone. The fourth
bathroom was spotless, with clean towels on the rack, and bathrobe
hanger hanging by the door. Soap, shampoo ... yes, nothing was missing.
In addition, at the request of his guest, he had become room
front in a studio. It seemed he was writing a book, and he had
said he wanted privacy during their stay.
During James disease had stopped admitting guests
and they told employees they would close, at least one
season.
Down the stairs, she felt happy for the first time in a long
time despite the concerns. Maybe things were beginning
improve after all.
Sam Thornton got out of the car and groaned at the pain, and familiar,
hip and right leg. The drive from San Francisco there was you
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sit well. He straightened, inspired, and slowly shook his leg
loosen the muscles.
Are you all right, sir? asked the driver, surrounding the vehicle.
I'm fine, Ray, thank you. I should have listened and have left
you to do one more stop on the way here.
Ray raised an eyebrow.
'Are admitting that you're wrong, sir?
'You know I do. Go, shut up and take my luggage trunk he said with a smile.
After so many years have him working for him, considered his
driver as a friend.
He looked up and imposing old farmhouse that stood to
few meters. Two floors, the walls were largely gotel
covered by some sort of creeping plant that looked somewhat neglected,
as if he would make time had not pruned. In fact, the whole house
seemed to be somewhat neglected.
But it was not the state of the house that interested him; I was there for a
most important reason.
Sure you do not want me to stay with you for a day or two, sir? -

Ray asked, holding out his suitcase and briefcase laptop.

I do not need a nanny 'I answered him with some asperity. He closed
eyes a moment, angry with himself, and sighed. Sorry, Ray, I
Thanks, but not necessary; I'll be fine. What you have to do is go to see
few days your daughter as you planned. I'll call you if I need you, though
hopefully not necessary.
-You Commands.
Ray nodded and jump on the Audi A6. As I watched him walk away,
Sam knew there was no turning back. He walked toward the house, and at that
The door opened and out onto the porch a slender woman hair
short brown.
The private detective who had hired him to find no
I had mentioned how attractive she was young widow.
Good afternoon-what she greeted. Welcome to Connell Lodge. Must be
Mr. Thornton.
Sam stopped dead. This could not be happening, he said
squeezing the handle of the suitcase. Could it be that he was feeling attracted
for this woman. However, though he tried, he could not suppress a
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burst of desire. A heat wave is was spreading throughout the body,
and he even had ignored some party so long that even had
come to believe that he had become numb. And I would have preferred it had
followed well.
Sir?
The woman was looking worried. She had brown eyes as
deeper than a man could get lost in them. Sam chided by
think that nonsense. He was not attracted to this woman. In no
manner.
Yes, I'm Sam Thornton, but need not be so formal.
Call me Sam, please.
He stepped forward, still numb from the long journey, left the
suitcase down and held out his hand.
I'm Erin Connell, owner of Connell Lodge.
When he shook her hand and rose tingling arm, Sam
knew that this was a losing battle. She coughed nervously.
Come in, please; I'll show you the room.
Erin turned and went before him, offering an excellent view of
her womanly hips and her nice ass. White pants
had surely would be prohibited in certain Islamic countries by how
fit to the curves of your body.
He looked away, not without effort. That was crazy. The woman
not even his type, he thought as he climbed the stairs behind her. Of
Indeed, did not want to know anything about women in what was left of
lifetime.

'Are you abroad? Erin asked.

It was something I was asked very often.
I'm from New Zealand but have lived about eight years here at
USA.
'Really? Wow, I've always wanted to visit New Zealand. Perhaps
someday.
They had reached the top landing, and Sam was relieved not to have
and at the height of its suggestive eyes ass. He followed her down the aisle
carpeted to a large and airy, with
windows overlooking gardens. They looked like careless that
outside the house. Unlike the interior, is said looking around.
Well, this is your room Erin 'I said. I think what
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you will find everything to your liking, but if you need anything do not hesitate to
tell me.
His smile faltered as he stood there, looking like a
moron. He forced grunted approval, and must have been
convincing, because she was relaxed factions.
As you mentioned you wanted to have an office, I
arranged one right in front room. Come, I'll show you.
Sam followed her into the hallway and followed her into another room, where there
I had bed and had a desk near the window, through which
could see the lake and a small jetty.
I thought you might like to look at the lake from time to time
while working he continued telling Erin, so you can rest sight.
-Thx.
She replied with a smile.
-No What. That is our ... well, my goal: that
Guests are at ease with something said shakily. Anyway, I'll leave
you rid your luggage. In the mail you sent when booking you said
that you preferred to dine early, so now I have dinner ready. The dining room
It is right opposite the stairs and find the door with the handle of the
bell, so you inform me when you're ready to serve it.
Thank you, but you do not have to take so much trouble.
'It's not bother' he assured him; It's my job.
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Chapter Two
Looking down and seeing the listener hooked babies wearing Erin
with a clip to the waistband, Sam's eyes lit up and
He felt a twinge in his chest. Just then the whining was heard
a baby. The eyes became moist, and had to blink back
tears. He cleared his throat and asked:

You have a baby?

Yes, he has four months, but do not worry because it will
bother you while you're here. We live on the ground floor and the fourth is in
the other end of the house. Moreover, since sleep all night Flip Thanks
bye Bye.
'It's all not bother me he replied with a smile. Go to
serve you, I will not be entertained.
Thank departure- answered it before. When you go down rings the bell
and I will serve dinner.
Sam raised his hand in assent, and followed with
look as he left the room.
He turned to the window with a sigh, and stared at the lake,
in the vain hope that the calm waters will fill with the calm
therefore did not felt.
It had been a year since the death of his wife, one year
pain, loss and guilt that followed reconcomindole
inside. He had endured stoically; It was the least I could
do considering that Laura had died because of him, because of
the stupid decision he had taken.
He had sworn he would never have another relationship. Even
I had a vasectomy to make sure there would ruin the
life of another person. He owed it to Laura. Until that day that there had
been a problem, but the sudden attraction that had awakened him
Erin Connell had left misplaced, and infuriated him and scared him to parties
equal.
Even with his wife initial attraction was so intense, so
instant.
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That was terribly wrong. Especially considering that
Erin consider unforgivable probably why he had
been there: to find a way to claim his son.
Erin almost running down the stairs. The arrival that there was
I had been waiting longer misplaced. He was younger than I had
imagined, and also much more attractive. He rubbed his palm against
pant leg unconsciously, trying to stifle
tingling feeling in her from the moment they had narrowed the
hand. A tingle that had spread throughout his body ever
that he had looked into his eyes.
Upon entering the room Riley was right to the crib, where the small
still crying with raised little arms, asking him to attend.
He pulled it out of the cradle and rocked against his shoulder, cooing to
calm down.
Hey ... do not cry anymore, go he whispered. How about a nap? You have not
slept much. Did you awakened our guest? Have you sulking

because you thought you were missing out something?

It took Riley changer, removed the diaper and put new one
dexterity. While it changed, he continued talking.
'Of course you do not blame you for wanting to meet our guest, you know?
Not bad, not that interested in me or anything like that, huh? Only one
man in my life She bent to make a raspberry in barriguita-.
And you!
Riley burst into giggles and Erin changer raised him, saying
I had to focus on his son, however much had dazzled the
host. By educated emails that had crossed to make the reservation,
I had hoped to an older man, a man ... uninteresting, not
a devilishly sexy guy.
He had dark blond hair and wore very short. There were lines in the
forehead and at the corners of the lips that suggested laughed often, and
his gray eyes were hypnotic. I had a look that seemed like it could, if
wanted, penetrate his soul.
I could not go with that attraction; much that would make one
eternity of the last time a man had made her feel so, so
woman.
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He went to the kitchen and sat on the hammock Riley always had about
the table, to have it secure while doing their stuff. He adjusted the mobile
toy had the hammock on one side, and Riley could reach out and
entertainment, and hummed as she put on a tray the
condiments to flavor the beef stew in red wine that had
prepared for dinner and had warmed in the oven. To
accompany had mashed potatoes and a salad.
Maybe it was too much for one meal, he thought suddenly, perhaps the
guest preferred to more frugal. Well, if you did not seem right, it
It Complaining to the manager, they responded with humor. Now she was the manager, the
cook, who was in charge of arranging the rooms ... Being alone in front
Business was sometimes a bit stressful, but had a passion for
Connell Lodge.
Ten years earlier, when there was a large staff and no missing
guests or low season, came there to do an interview
work and hired. He had arrived with nothing and had fallen in love, had
started a family and had found its place in the world. And now, ten
years later, he was about to lose their home by the presumption of a
Strange that Riley was not the son of James, her husband.
What I needed was the advice of an attorney. But lawyers
charged a fee that could not pay. Suddenly a name you
It came to mind: Janet Morin. He had met Janet in classes
childbirth preparation, and told him that he intended to return to their
part-time work as a lawyer a few months after the birth of her

daughter. Maybe she could help, or at least advise.

Riley chose that moment to hit his nose with one of the
Mobile dolls that had gripped with mannitol, and began to mourn. Erin
she undid the straps, lifted the hammock and picked him up.
Shhh ... come, Riley, do not cry Erin murmured giving kisses.
Nothing, no way, and from experience I knew there was only one
way to calm him down. He sat in a chair, unbuttoned her blouse and offered
Riley's chest, which sucked him warmly as she dried her the
tears with his thumb.
Oh, Riley, this is not a good time for you between a tantrum,
Do you know? Our guest will come down at any time for dinner.
'I have a hurry, I can wait.
The voice startled her, and hastened to cover her as he could.
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Pardon stammered, blushing, did not hear the bell.
It's not called I answered him into the kitchen. He approached
the table and pulled a chair. I went to the dining room and, although very nice, not me
like the idea of dining there alone too. Would you care to dine here,
with you?
What if cared? Part of her wanted to scream: "Of course I
I care! "but the question had almost sounded like a plea, and had
warned in his voice tinged with loneliness that made her soften. Would you explain
that your dark circles ?, fatigue in his handsome face?
No, of course not answered with possibly greater naturalness.
Sorry to be ... is that Riley has suddenly begun to mourn and seems
hungry. Maybe it's going to hit another growth spurt.
-Riley? Is that as it is called?
A Erin seemed to notice a tinge of melancholy in his voice, but
said they must be imagining things.
That's his name replied, hastily covered when Riley
He released her nipple and turned her head to smile at the newcomer: James Riley
Connell.
Can I hold him?
Erin could not hide his surprise. Did he take arms Riley?
Most men came running to see a baby, and did not want
Children know anything until I knew going to the bathroom by themselves and began to
speak. In fact, her late husband was one of them.
Sure, but first I have to make take replied gases
buttoning his shirt with one hand, and straightening Riley on his lap with
another.
I can do it, 'said Sam.
'Have you done before? she asked in surprise.
I No, but I think it is so difficult, right?
The man did not know what she was getting into.

It's that ... sometimes vomit a little when burping.

Well, I put a cloth on his shoulder Sam said without giving
importantly. It's what we usually do, right?
Erin nodded and stood up. He pulled a cloth from a drawer and gave it. Sam
put open on the shoulder and held out his arms toward Riley, who was
with him so happy.
He'll be more comfortable if you hold so Erin said, putting one of the
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Sam arms under the diaper of Riley. And now you have to support your
chest and gently rub her back.
Sam did as he was told, and when Riley belched, expression of
Sam satisfaction made her smile.
Why, yes belching While this little guy! said as he continued
rubbing her back.
Well that's nothing, 'she replied, laughing. You should see what
You can get to take below.
Sam twisted his face.
'I imagine.
I'm going to finish preparing dinner; if you want you can put back
Riley in his hammock he said Erin sealndosela.
Is it safe?
Sure, and I is helpful. So I can do my thing and Riley
entertains at me.
-Don't Worry, I do not hold her up until
we go to dinner.
While setting the table, Erin could not help feeling strange. Ago
lot since the last time I had dined in the company, before the
James disease prostrate in bed. He pushed the memories of his
mind. Enough things already had in mind to be sad
you also.
Sam swallowed hard. They had made a lump in
throat thinking that, however difficult that would be to believe he was likely to
small in his arms was his baby.
He watched Erin as she moved around the kitchen. The aroma from the source
I put on the table left no doubt he was an excellent
cook. And it seemed to him that he was also a terrific mother.
Seeing her to breastfeed the baby into the kitchen he had
assaulted a whirlwind of emotions. Erin fed his son with his own
milk, and although it was perfectly natural, at no time had
stopped to think that little reliance could have it.
He wondered if Laura would have done the same, if you also would have given
breastfeed her child. Their discussions had never reached that point. Only you
had worried that consiguiese get pregnant, and that had

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consumed to the point that he had been excluded practically
everything else.
He returned to feel guilty, and felt like I was betraying the
memory of his wife to be there, with that child in her arms, which could be
his child, but not both. If I had gone to pick up Laura that day in
Instead of addressing this issue that had arisen him at work ...
Everything all right?
Erin's voice him out of his reverie, freeing it from the
chains of past pain and returning to the warmth of that kitchen and
of your company.
Yes, all right. That smells wonderful, 'said pointing to the table with the
head.
-When The reservation did not indicate me if you had any preference
in terms of food, so I hope to have successful.
Erin Riley took Sam's arms and sat in the hammock, where
the baby began to play with the dolls and babble happily Mobile
while they sat at the table.
-This Is death, 'said Sam, savoring a piece of meat.
Where did you learn to cook well?
Well largely could say I'm self-taught. Connell
Lodge had a cook when I arrived, but preferred the simple meals and
without much dressing. I started experimenting with some dishes, and when
He retired soon after, James offered his post.
You went employed here?
The report was drafted him private detective said nothing
that. Of course she had just had a week to gather information
on her, and at her insistence he was trying to find out more.
At first yes, until my husband and I got married is a little
clich, right ?, so to marry your boss-a bittersweet smile came to him
Erin lips.
But what was it that brought you here? he inquired.
I sent a job application to work as a maid. One of the
employed had fallen and broken a leg, so they went short
personnel. I saw the ad in the local paper, and I decided to answer it.
'What were you doing before you came here?
Her expression changed, and his gaze turned somewhat hostile, as if
had just steal your most valuable asset. And was not what had been
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to do there ?, he thought suddenly.
A little of everything, 'she replied, and said no more.
It was obvious he did not like talking about the past. In fact, had the
impression that he was hiding something. That feeling was what

It had taken there. His intuition was what had brought him to the top in their
field, software development, because it never was satisfied with
stay in the superficial and felt the need to go further.
He was determined to find out what was hiding Erin, any
which could be used as a weapon to get custody of her son.
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Chapter Three
Erin carefully closed envelope addressed to the San Francisco law firm that
represented man claiming to be the father of her child. Inside was the
letter he had written, carefully choosing his words,
requesting the information that you claim to uphold its
access client before that he did to Riley DNA testing.
He prayed to himself that tardasen at least a week to receive
his letter, but probably would only be a few days.
For the baby monitors hooked on waistband heard
happy babbling Riley, who had left in the living room, lying on his
blanket game, as he went to the office to the envelope.
He had contacted Janet, as she had thought, after
Briefly explain the situation had told him he would be delighted to
advise and would not charge anything, which was a huge relief
for Erin. They had been on that day at midmorning would spend his
office to talk.
He was turning to leave, and keeping the envelope in the bag,
when he collided with a wall of solid muscle-the torso of its host,
Sam Thornton, and bag fell to the ground, everything desperdigndose
contained.
In his attempt to keep his balance, he found planting
hands on chest width Sam, whose cotton shirt barely concealing the
muscles bulged beneath. Strong fingers grasped him by
arms, and masculine scent of his cologne wrapped.
Erin's breathing became labored to look at him, and
Stormy His eyes locked on hers. For a second I had the
crazy impression that he was going to kiss her. The thought intrigued and
the equally terrified and could not help wondering what it would feel his
lips on hers. But the moment passed and Sam's gaze turned
cold and distant before he released her and stepped back, away from
it. They must have been imagining. Or maybe that was dying out
something to happen between them.
He forced himself to look away and crouched while he for
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pick things off the ground.
Forgive she told him huskily, I was distracted and I have not seen.

No, it's my fault; I should have called before entering although the
door was open.
Sam's long fingers took the envelope, and Erin seemed view
hesitated a moment before passing. He finished putting things in the bag
and, realizing how close they were to each other joined.
-What-You wanted something? he stammered, breathing again the smell of her
colony before stepping back.
I need to print some documents he told her, and was
wondering if your printer has wireless. If you have a CD
the drivers could install on my laptop and send the document to the
printer to print them.
Erin shook her head.
I'm afraid I will not be able to be; It is an old printer. But I have
to go to the city; I could go through the computer store where I buy
ink cartridges and buy one for you to use up.
What if I go with you? he suggested him. I buy myself.
I also need folios and other things. What time are you leaving?
Erin, that this change of plans was not expected, was stunned one
moment before looking at his watch.
Well ... we could leave in half an hour, and at nine.
I have an appointment at ten to which I can not be late, but if left at
nine will give me time to take prior to the computer store and bring you
back.
I do not want to make you go back and forth twice. You let me in the store and then
I wait at a caf near there.
Erin was relieved; I did not want to be late for his appointment with Janet.
Sure. So, if you like, we can go a little later.
Are you going to take to Riley?
No, a friend is coming to stay with him while you are away.
Sasha had assured him it was no bother to keep
Riley a couple of hours, and had chopped, saying that he was looking forward
meet his guest. He just hoped that her friend was not going to embarrass
front of Sam when he came and submit it.
-Una Friend? And you trust to leave your child with her? 'I Sam said in a
strangely harsh tone, almost disapproving.
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-What If I trust her? Erin was laughed. Of course you do. I know
for ten years, and has raised three children. Little has just begun
school. Sasha is my biggest supporter when I need to take a break or
when I have to go somewhere and I can not take Riley me.
Outside the noise of a car engine was heard.
Must be she said Erin; better go to open.
He reached the door before Sasha could ring the bell.
Have you seen how timely arrival? she told her friend with a smile.

Well, where is my boy?

Erin gave him a hug and stepped aside for her.
-In The living room. He is delighted with this blanket of games that will
you gave. You give too many treats.
'What are friends for but to spoil your children? But tell me,
How are things going with your attractive host? he asked, lowering his voice and
eyebrows up and down. I want you to tell me everything.
Erin laughed.
'There's nothing to tell. It is the perfect host; until now it has not been
complained about anything.
'And what could have complaint?
Erin blushed to hear that voice, and when he turned he saw Sam
leaning against the doorway of the kitchen. How would Ear
conversation?
-nothing, I hope replied with a calmness that he felt inside.
-Faltara More 'said Sasha. Not in a five star hotel
would be better than here. He greeted hello to Sam, I'm Sasha Edsell, a friend of Erin.
'I am Sam, Sam Thornton said he, holding out his hand.
Sorry to interrupt, but I wanted to confirm what time going out he said to
Erin.
-On The quarter past nine, she replied if that's okay.
Sam nodded.
-Estupendo, He said thank you. A pleasure, Sasha she told her friend.
He excused himself and went to prepare, leaving them alone. Erin frowned
puzzled. Almost looked like it had come out into the hall to see her friend,
as if I would not have believed when he had said that was reliable and
he stayed quiet leaving her son with her.
Sasha, as theatrical as ever, fanned his face with his hand.
'Mother mine! No exagerabas when you said he was handsome. And do not
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take it with you today blame for the city; if you'd stop here that would
restrain myself not to throw over him.
-Sasha, Please! Erin hissed at him, putting his finger to his lips. Run Out
But he could not repress a smile. Besides, what if Tony would say
enterase?
Naturally it was just a joke. He knew his friend, who was very
happily married, you would never be unfaithful to her husband.
And how is that you get a gift guaperas you to town? 'I
Sasha asked as they entered the living room and took Riley in her arms.
He needs to buy some stuff in the computer store. It is right
outside the building where Janet has his office.
'Do not you familiar? Sasha asked. It seems to me as if
it had before, but can not I remember where.
-Familiar? No. Maybe you've seen his picture in a newspaper. So

I have understood that it is an important businessman who is taking a

period sabbatical to write a book.
Umm ... maybe you're right. Well, we'd better leave
to talk and you're going to prepare -the urged her friend. And Riley did not have
to worry.
Thank you, Sash.
-It's My pleasure.
***
Sam's fingers drummed on the desk study
watching the calm waters of the lake, wondering what had
Erin wrote in that letter he had sent to his lawyers.
He knew exactly what he was saying they had sent him before her, and
that point had thought would already have received a call from the firm
to inform him what was his response. Knowing that he had taken
their time to answer lawyers, and that he had done by letter,
when he could haberles phoned or email them, had made him
boil the blood in the veins.
He wondered if he did not care that Riley could have a father who
were alive, a man who would be part of your life, just like her. By
Not to mention that if the DNA results would demonstrate that he was the father,
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had every right to be part of your life. And there she was, delaying
legal proceedings to clarify things.
Suffice to take a sample of oral mucosa to make the
DNA testing. He had gone to the lab to have them made, and
that waiting was doing endless.
He had raised even take that shows behind her,
when the child was alone in his room or in the living room, but had
suspicion that a judge would not accept that as a legal test, and
doing so would not give points just to get custody.
He clenched his fists in frustration. His lawyer had warned
that this process could take some time, and partly that had been
why he had hired a private detective to
find and investigate, and why he had gone there.
Patience had never been his forte. I wanted results and to
achieve results in life you could not sit and wait. The problem
was that at that point he had no more to wait, he thought, and looking
his wristwatch realized it was time to come down.
Erin was waiting in the lobby, and as each time the
watched, then again felt that strong attraction
aroused in him. And that was the most tempting ...
He had changed his jeans and blouse for a simple blue dress
seascape with boat neck that left her graceful arms bare. Is
He wiped his mouth only imagine tracing her delicate tongue

clavicles.
He swallowed and looked away to be contained and not walk the rest of
his body with his eyes.
I Well, are we going? said opening the door.
'I've taken the words of his mouth.
They left and went to where the car was parked Erin. It was a
van with four-wheel drive as the car with him
he had the accident. So it was the same color.
Suddenly, it was as if an icy fist would crumple up the heart,
making it impossible to breathe. No one had put the wheel of a
car since that fateful day.
In fact, since then, every time I had to drive to
somewhere only he had with his driver, Ray, at the wheel. And yet you
It had taken several months to calm down enough to sit
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in the passenger seat.
A cold sweat ran down his spine. Asking Erin let him go to the
City with her had been a stupid idea. Do not know if it was a good
conductive. And if those people who gave them to run the
get behind the wheel?
Erin, oblivious to his thoughts, smiled and handed the keys:
You want to drive you?
-Ni Talk! almost roared him.
His sudden outburst seemed to stun Erin for a moment, but
then dropped his hand and walked around the vehicle to sit behind the wheel.
Sam was forced to step into the passenger door. Trembled
hand when stretched toward the handle and pulled her to open the door.
I should have asked her to let him go with it. Should have stayed
in your room and have continued working. But he could not lie
back. He had arrived where he had come in life leaning back
when he had to deal with a challenge.
Somehow, he sat in the car. Nervous, she pulled the belt,
but did so with such force that the safety mechanism is activated,
making it impossible to pull over to fasten.
Erin looked like a freak and pointing the belt will
said:
You've got to release it to throw a little more.
He, however, made as it was a nervous wreck, again
pull too hard, which became active again mechanism
security.
To his surprise, Erin leaned, stretching an arm over him
to reach the belt, and in doing so he put a hand on his and her breast
she pressed against his shoulder.
So, as is said gently pulling the belt and then

abrocharlo-. Now you're perfectly safe.

You Sure? On the road you were never sure. Sufficient for a
idiot crossed your path. And if it was that idiot, and Laura
I had paid the price for his arrogance. He forced himself to breathe slowly to
try to relax, breathing in through the nose and expelling air through the mouth.
Thank you, 'said one abruptly, his eyes fixed on the
windshield in front of him.
Erin started the car and went slowly up the hill to the
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road. "By far so good," thought Sam, but as soon took the
road safety that feeling faded.
-How Long to get? she asked, her voice sounded strained
even him.
Twenty-five minutes 'About' she said, looking in the mirror.
Twenty-five minutes was not much, but he was going to do eternal,
Sam thought as they walked up the winding road. After a
time had to admit to himself that Erin was a good driver,
also prudent. I was almost beginning to relax when he saw how a
Car was incorporated into the road without waiting for a turn.
He reacted instinctively, stepping foot an imaginary brake
and tensing. Erin glanced at him, but luckily made no
reviews.
For when they came to town, Sam could not wait even a minute
more to get out of the car. Erin parked in front of the computer store and
They got out of the vehicle.
Are you all right? Erin asked, putting a hand on the
arm worried.
Yes, yes, 'he said perfectly stoic.
There's a cafe just there, 'she said, pointing down the street, on the
same sidewalk. I go here next, but if you want I can give you my number
mobile, if you need anything.
No, really, I'm fine. When finished look to the cafeteria and I invite you to
a coffee before we return.
-OK. But anyway I'll be over there she I reiterate
pointing to a building across the street.
At the entrance there was a sign that said: "Firm & Morin Morin." Would he
to see a lawyer? What could that mean? Would he try to restrict his
right to find out if Riley was his son?
Sam felt his blood boiled as he watched her walk away toward the
crosswalk to cross. When he had entered the building, took the mobile
pocket and called his lawyer, David Fox.
Dave replied as he said, I want you to get an order
court to request DNA testing baby and want you anymore.
Good morning to you too Sam said Dave amused. I thought

we agreed that we would try for a friendly way, so that the

Moreover cooperate voluntarily. To avoid antagonizing which
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could be the mother of your child, mostly added sarcastically.
I know Sam snorted, full of frustration, but I do not want
keep waiting. I want that test done and I already have a
response.
I'll see what I can do replied the lawyer getting serious.
Perhaps he had finally understood that it was not a game to him.
-All Right. Call me when you know something.
He hung up and slipped the phone. If Erin Connell wanted to fight,
I would have.
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Chapter Four
When the receptionist took Erin's office Janet, this, that
I was sitting behind his desk, stood up and held out his hand.
Erin, I'm glad to see you. How is Riley?
-of Great, thanks. Growing at breakneck speed 'said Erin
with a smile, shaking his hand. And Amy, how it goes?
'Just like your son Janet replied laughing. Sometimes I regret
report back to work so soon, but I know I would have gone crazy if I
I had stayed home. My husband and I are taking turns us
take care, alternating days off, and the truth is that we are running
all right.
Janet shared Erin envied baby care with your
husband, the other partner in the law Morin & Morin. With James never have
I have done the same. Fifteen years her senior, he was a man
regarding the traditional roles of men and women.
Janet asked him to sit down.
Well, by phone you explained a little why you wanted my advice
he said, sitting back down it too- but I will need you to give me
details.
Erin nodded and explained the details of the situation in which
found.
'And the clinic accepts responsibility? she asked Janet when
he finished speaking.
I'm not sure, but I understand that they have been forced to
close Erin took from his bag the letter from the lawyers of the man who believed
be the father of her child, and is out to him. This is the letter telling you that I
They sent.
Janet took it and read it carefully.
Well, what you ask is reasonable remarked, looking up

Erin.
James is the father of Erin Riley said firmly. "It has to be"
he said to himself in despair.
'You have no choice but to prove it. To you it suits you
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find out soon. Because, if it appeared that this man really is the
Riley's father will have to prepare for what may come, and the
sooner the better.
Erin nodded gloomily.
-OK.
Well, then let's start by putting the record straight.
Janet took paper and a pen, and began to ask questions of Erin,
this was responding as best he could, including those concerning the
possibility that I had to share custody of Riley. The very idea
terrified.
An hour after leaving the firm Erin, wishing it were that easy
leave behind the fear that gripped as the building. At least he now
consolation that Janet would take the necessary measures to protect them
her and her son.
Although Janet had agreed with that request more
information to the lawyers of the other party would be a way to slow down
things he had said it would be better and would have more weight if I did it,
as his lawyer. It had also recommended that tried to demonstrate
on your own that Riley was the son of James.
The problem was that it involved some difficulties. Janet had
call to a lab to send him by courier to Erin
a kit for DNA testing, which would come the next day.
He had been told it would be enough to send one hair of James them, or
even your toothbrush, and pick a sample carrillo
Riley with one of the rods that were included in the kit. That would
enough so they could analyze and extract DNA samples they
say if they were father and son.
Take a sample of Riley would pose no problem, but
find an object that may have an organic sample of James ...
that was another matter. When James knew he was dying, he
he said he did not want to cling personal items. Therefore,
respecting his will, after his death he donated his clothes to a
shelter, and handed his possessions to his friends, as he had
I asked.
His most personal items had kept in a box
give to Riley when he grew up and embark on asking about her father. Run Out
But even opened the box, he doubted he was going to find anything between
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trophies and photo albums than you could draw a sample
DNA.
Then he remembered a clothes brush with handle silver
had also saved in that box. It was a family heirloom that had
initially belonged to his great-grandfather, the first owner of Connell
Lodge. He could not remember ever seeing James using it to brush their
jackets, but maybe there was a chance it would have made any
time, and that between the bristles have been hooked some hair.
Pleased to have a starting point, headed for the
cafe where he had told Sam that the wait. He checked his watch and contracted
the face; had taken much longer than I had thought that I would
latest. He hoped that his guest was a patient man, although that
was not the first word that came to mind when thinking of him.
And the truth was I thought pretty in it. Too Much. Had
invaded his thoughts, and your sleep. That's had
bewildered. Not long ago there was widowed; should not be
having such thoughts. However, even trying
fighting the attraction she felt for him, the truth was that he could not
deny, and enjoyed his company.
Had tried to rationalize it, saying that what happened was
that long ago that he had no intimate relationships and it was natural that
she missed. And indeed, for most of their marriage, sex
James had he not left satisfied.
Had already begun to distance themselves enough before he could
become pregnant through the process of in vitro fertilization. Their
repeated attempts to conceive a child had become his marriage
a constant calculation cycles of fertility and sexual encounters to which
forced to try and she becomes pregnant.
The truth was not surprised that two years ago James had
sought love in the arms of another woman. When Erin discovered his
infidelity, cheating when I took almost a year, he threw all the blame
to it. He said he had destroyed spontaneity in her marriage to her
obsessive determination to be a mother. He had hinted that why he had
I started this adventure, because it was a relationship without complications
someone who only sought his company and did not require anything.
His words had nailed him like daggers. I always thought
they both wanted the same things: create a stable home and family
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together. It had hurt discover that their plans were so different from those of
she and James had broken their vows so easily. Run Out
But he had accepted. He had even accepted that part of the blame was
yours, have endeavored to have a child, and that was over
undermining the ego of James by the inability to pass. However, never

He had been forgiven he had betrayed his trust.

He had ended his adventure when he had discovered, and right
then, by the whims of fate, had managed to stay
Pregnant with IVF. When they heard it, said James
I was convinced that things would get better between them, without the
pressure to be parents, and she had wanted to believe him but could not
started the thorn that was stuck in the soul by his infidelity.
With what they had not counted on was that he fell ill. Had
grown from a vital and energetic man to a man who depended
her for everything and it was only a shadow of what it had been.
He pushed those thoughts from his mind. Anything not
justified his attraction to Sam. He was a guest around, and I remember
Sometimes all it took.
When I was getting to the cafeteria, I saw that Sam was sitting
in a table which had outside. He saw her too and waved at
hand.
'Sorry it took so long he apologized to reach him.
On the table was a cup of coffee, a plate with crumbs and a newspaper
open-. Would you already back?
He gave her a smile that made her stomach and fills
butterflies. How was I to see him only as a guest when her feel
like that?
'I promised I was going to buy you a coffee, but if you're in a hurry
to return with Riley ... said he arose from the seat.
No, nothing happens, 'she replied; I gave the chest shortly before we left and he
I left a bottle Sasha, just in case.
How do you want coffee? I'll go to the bar to ask.
-A Cappuccino would be fine, thanks.
Erin sat, and Sam returned after a while with your coffee.
As you'd rather not know if you espolvorearan top cocoa
powder or cinnamon, I said you put them both. I hope you are
fine.
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It's what I usually do, 'she replied with a smile. So you
saves you having to decide.
Sam tensed, and suddenly paled.
-are You okay? she asked worriedly. Did I say something wrong?
No, of course not. It's just ... You reminded me of someone to
say that.
Sam thigh rubbed his knuckles. Erin was sure it was
something unconscious, but she had seen him do it often, and had noticed
after his limp was always more pronounced.
Te leg hurts, right? Do not bother to deny he said with a
smile. We can now go back, if you want. I can take coffee.

You sure you do not mind?

No, of course not. I've done what I had come to make answered
her standing up and having coffee.
Was it his imagination, or had hardened factions Sam to
hear you say that? No, must be imagining things. Sam also rose,
and he bent to lift off the ground a plastic bag with logo
computer shop.
Did you find what you wanted? Erin asked as they went
to the car.
-Yup. It is the latest printers, or anything, but make your
function.
When they reached the car, Erin saw him tense again and
deeply inspiring, as if trying to muster the courage to
to get back on it.
-Tan Bad driving? he asked jokingly already inside the car,
while he fastened the belt, this time without problems.
'No, I'm not very good passenger.
Have you had a bad experience?
An accident, but rather not talk about it, 'said he with some
tartly. Can we go now?
Sure she nodded and put the car in gear.
It must have been a terrible accident, Erin thought as they left the
city. When they reached Connell Lodge, Sam asked him to carry the
lunch to his study, he excused himself and went upstairs.
Erin was relieved of losing sight for a while, because suddenly
had become cold and distant. Maybe it was those people who changed
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mood without notice, he said. Be that as it was not his business,
he thought, and went to their rooms to tell Sasha had already arrived.
After Sasha thank you again for staying with Riley
and accompany her to the door, Erin went to prepare lunch.
When he went to take him to his guest, he knocked softly on the door
before entering the study. Sam was sitting at the laptop, reading
something very focused on the screen.
'I bring lunch,' he said; Where do you want me to leave?
Sam pointed to a hole in the desk barely look away from the
screen. Erin tray placed there, and was almost out the door when
Sam called.
Erin, can you back a moment?
She stopped and turned to him.
You Need some more?
Sam lifted his gray eyes toward her.
Forgive me that I have behaved before such an abrupt manner. Has
been very rude of me.

'It's all hastened to assure her.

Of course it happens. I do not usually behave that way. It is, as you
I said, your words reminded me of something my wife, my late wife,
used to say.
I understand he murmured her. Sorry.
Not replied him. I who feels it. I should not have reacted
that. If you're not angry, could have dinner with you in the kitchen this
night? Rather not dine alone.
Erin took pity on him. She was blessed with Riley, who
kept her busy, but he understood how lonely he must feel. He smiled
shy smile and replied:
Of course I do not mind. What six?
Sam nodded.
-A Six okay, thanks.
An uncomfortable silence, and Erin turned her head toward the printer
he had bought that morning.
How's it going? Does it work smoothly? she asked.
Yes, it does what it is supposed to do.
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-All Right. Well, see you later.
When he left, Erin was relieved that Sam had apologized
and that his behavior before had an explanation. Now what
had to do was concentrate on finding something that could contain a
DNA sample from James.
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Chapter Five
When Erin was gone, closing the door behind studio
Yes, Sam ran a hand through his hair and snorted. I had thought that all
was going to be very simple -Go to Tahoe, staying at Connell Lodge, see your
son, but was not the case.
It had not occurred to him, even for a moment, it was to feel
attracted by the baby's mother, or that would remind his late wife. Not
I was so physically, as Erin, with short brown hair and brown skin, no
it looked nothing like Laura, who had blond hair and porcelain skin.
But they were alike in their way of being and their maternal instinct, and that was something
attracted him and was uncomfortable at the same time.
After the death of Laura had sworn he would never love another
woman. Not only because they deserved to be loved back, but also because
he did not trust himself. In everything he had done in his life he had
endeavored to give the best of himself, and had left the bar high. In
Instead, his wife had failed him. In the most important thing he had failed. And
that had cost the lives of Laura.

During the time I had spent in hospital after

the accident, had stoically accepted the pain of the wounds he had
suffered, and then also the agony of rehabilitation to walk again.
Each tortuous step in his recovery had been a just punishment for what
I had done.
For more than a year living in a dark anguish in which only
had penetrated the light when the clinic had informed him that Riley
Connell could actually be his son.
Suddenly she felt she had again a reason to fight,
to live for, someone around whom to build a future. Could not
wait. He wanted to know the truth. I needed to be part of the life of
Riley, their future.
By the time down to dinner, had managed to shake off
above moodiness. Upon entering the kitchen he saw Erin busy doing a
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Riley forth while babbling in his hammock, watching his mom.
That scene made him feel admiration for her. There should be a
easy raising a child alone, had not heard her complain.
Ah, there you are said to see him. Sorry, I'm a little late with
dinner.
He seemed distracted and tired.
'It's all I can wait a bit. Where he was approached Riley
and he bent down to pick up a toy that was thrown to the ground.
Why do not you go to the salon and sit to watch a little TV? 'he suggested
Erin.
Was he trying to get rid of it?
Here I am well, thank replied. Is there something that can
help?
Sam, you're a guest; do not need your help.
Well, not that you precisely about the staff 'I replied
he smiled. And I do not mind helping out when I can.
Riley turned to throw his toy on the floor and immediately began
whining. Sam returned to pick it up and gave it, wondering how many times
I would have done what they would of late. Quite certainly, judging
by tension in the shoulders of Erin and her tired face.
'Sorry' he said, wiping her hands on a kitchen cloth, is that
has overslept this morning when we were out, and before,
when I tried to nap in the afternoon to lie down there was no way
he fell asleep, so it's a bit tired and grumpy.
Sam laughed.
I understand how you feel. What if I take a walk awhile by
gardens? Would it help to calm down?
A look of relief surfaced Erin's face, but immediately
replaced another of guilt.

'I can not ask you to do that.

'I've offered me he reminded her.
Erin's eyes he saw was torn inside, wondering what
to do, and knew he had won when he sighed and said:
All right, I'll take the cart and his blanket.
Outside it was already a little fresh, a reminder that summer
I was running out and fall soon arrive. The lake water was
quiet, and the tall trees surrounding it threw shadows lengthened
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on its surface. Sam crouched beside the cart and pointed to Riley a couple
of birds that flew by, but had already drawn the attention of
small.
Sam took the opportunity to study the face of the baby more
detail. No, he was wrong. Her chin dimple was
characteristic of male relatives. Riley had to be his child,
knew, felt, and when the little head turned to him and smiled, the
heart sank emotion.
Looks like he finally calmed Erin's voice said behind him.
Sam stood up and turned to look at her as she went towards them. She
he also looked calmer; was again able woman he had seen in
her from the day she arrived at Connell Lodge.
Yes, maybe just needed a change of scenery.
He give you good with kids. Do you have children? Erin asked.
Sam, who had suddenly made him a lump in my throat,
swallowed.
My wife and I wanted to start a family, but died before
we could do.
Sam mentally prepared for what he knew was coming
then the same talk that cast their families and friends, with the
best intentions, on which he could meet another woman and have children. For
surprise, however, Erin would only say:
It must be hard for you.
Some days are worse and better ones, but I'm pulling.
Erin -Same I sighed and turned his head toward the lake.
Sam also looked there, and his eyes fell on a yacht
moored alongside the pier.
Is it yours? she asked.
Erin nodded.
It's part of the business. We used to use it to take guests to
fish, but I have not used since Riley's father became ill.
Sam felt a bitter taste in the mouth to hear you say that. Would
noted loved himself, beating his chest with his thumb and say,
"I am the father of Riley. I ', but could not; not.
'And you think back to make use of it when you have more customers? He

forced to ask Sam, before saying something then I could

repent.
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-I Do not know; the truth is I was thinking about selling Erin sighed
again. Well, are we going inside? Dinner is ready.
Sam nodded and returned to the house.
***
That night Erin was making his usual rounds, making sure
all windows were closed tightly before bedtime, when
saw the light of the library was on.
He poked his head through the open door, and smiled at Sam, who
I was sitting in a leather chair by the fire. He had a book
lap, but was engrossed watching the flames that danced in the
fireplace.
I Everything okay? 'I asked. He went to bed already, but if you need
anything ...
Sit awhile with me, Erin he told her, it's still early.
Erin hesitated. Sam was a guest, and was supposed to save
distance from him. I did not want to complicate things, falling for him
or something. Falling in love with him? But what was I thinking?
He pushed the ridiculous idea of their mind. It was not a teenager
enamoradiza; could be controlled. Therefore, as if to prove that
I could hold off the attraction he felt for this man, he sat
before him, in another wing chair by the fire.
Is it good book? she asked to break the silence that
suddenly between them.
Sam looked down at her lap, and for a moment almost thought
surprised to find that book on his knees, as if unsure
how he had gotten there. He laughed and warm laughter made the stomach Erin
fill with butterflies. You should laugh more often.
Well I could not tell if it's good or not. I've taken a
shelf and I opened, but I have not read anything.
Erin laughed too.
'And that book you're writing ?, how is it going?
Fairly slow. It's actually a handbook on development
software.
Sounds fascinating teased her.
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Sam laughed again.
-For Computer enthusiasts as it is, though now
I'm stuck in the same chapter where I am, so I have come
Here to disconnect a bit blurted out a sigh. I've always written in

home, but now ... there are too many memories.

-De Your wife?
He nodded.
Laura.
It's a pretty name.
'Just like her; It was beautiful. And I would have given anything to be a mother,
like you Sam closed his eyes for a moment and rubbed his eyelids. I blame
his death, and not easy to live with that.
A Erin caught her breath.
Do not say that, Sam; I doubt that you were responsible for ...
I was going driving when another car rammed us -the side cut
he angrily in a bitter tone. It was my fault; I skipped a traffic
red because we were late for an appointment. And because of that we were late was
also mine, because I had fun with work.
Erin did not know what to say. What could tell when it was exposed
made such a stark way?
Forgive Sam murmured. He put the book on a high table that
There was next to his chair and stood in front of the fireplace. It should
use you to vent.
'It's all.
Sure replied passing him. I behaved in an arrogant way,
stupid, reckless murmured clenching his fists. I tried assume,
take the decisions I made that day.
'And what do you get?
'I cost much. Laura deserved someone better than me. During
most of the time we were married my business antepuse
our marriage, and what I did that day. If it had delegated to another
person and would have left the office to the time that should have come,
she still be alive.
Erin got up to go with him, and put a hand on his arm. Low
his fingers could feel her tense, taut muscles of anger at himself.
Do not say that. Anything could have delayed that day.
Sam looked at her and smiled bitterly.
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-Tan Fatalistic is your outlook on life?
Erin shook her head.
'I just think that things happen because they happen and go.
Torment after they have passed is useless. We can
turn back time, however we wish.
'What about my future? Do you think we can change what will
happen?
There was a note of desperation in his voice that made Erin felt
an urge to comfort him, to protect him from the demons that
tormented.

I do not know said after hesitating a moment. I would like to believe that
learn from our mistakes.
Yes murmured he, I also want to believe.
By his tone seemed so lost, so unhappy ... It was as if no
would think really what he said. Without thinking, Erin stood on tiptoe
and pressed her lips against his.
He winced as if he had received an electric shock,
but almost instantly noticed that began to relax.
Sam cocked his head and responded to the kiss, while around him the
waist to pull her arms. She was carried away, without stopping to
think they should not be doing that. The only thing I could
thinking at the time was how good it felt, and exquisite
shiver that ran when Sam opened his mouth to kiss more
deep.
His body, long dormant, suddenly was burning. Rose
hands Sam's arms, feeling the muscles were stretched
which had previously noticed so tense.
When he held her tight in his arms, a burst of desire
shook it, and knew by the incipient erection of Sam that he was feeling the
same. He put common sense aside and pressed against him.
His body roared, saying he needed, he needed his
caresses, and when he put his hands under his shirt shuddered
pleasure. She arched her back, pushing her hips against him, and
Sam's lips left hers to slide down the line of his
jaw up to the neck. Erin shivered again, and excited the
rough rubbing his unshaven face.
Sam made her feel alive, feminine, desirable. When his lips
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again began climbing down his neck to take over hers,
she gasped, and opened his mouth to make way for their language, which began a dance
frantic with it.
And then, suddenly, in a cruel way, the kiss ended. Panting and
with bright eyes, like a slate roof wet with rain, Sam
He unhooked her hands on her neck and stepped back.
She had wanted to protest, extend arms to him again,
kiss him again, but was stunned, I could barely keep
balance.
'We should ... started to say it.
-Do Not! Do not say we should not have done this, 'she cut
firmly. She flashed a smile and troubles he said: There is nothing wrong with
what we have done; we both needed. I leave it at that, will you?
I could not bear to hear him say otherwise reduce to hear what a mistake
they had just shared. He turned and forced his legs to carry
toward the door, away from him and temptation posed.

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Chapter Six
Erin was a bundle of nerves when he reached his
rooms. He paced back and forth in the living room, and finally
He decided to sit, before making a hole in the carpet.
Never in his life had he behaved that way as
uninhibited, and it was something shocking and exciting at the same time. Even in that
time to think about it, he regretted what he had done. But ... what
Sam?
He had not liked to hear you say they should not have done what
they had done, but his words still echoed in his mind. Perhaps it would
been wrong; perhaps he had taken advantage of him, his pain.
I was so agitated that he could not sleep. Or at least
not until we unloaded some of the tension that gripped. Perhaps you
could use a relaxing swim, he said, rising.
It would go to Riley and then right into the bathroom. Its small still
peacefully asleep, and the look in his crib was inflamed heart
love for him. I wanted so much ...! He would give his life for him without thinking.
How could a woman not feel the same for their children ?, is
he asked, thinking of his mother. Was it possible that even had
I wanted a little?
Even her husband had loved and wanted to be loved. Are
They had been married for convenience, not because he had a burning passion between
both. Was that what he craved ?, surrender to a burning passion and send
damn the consequences? Had he kissed why Sam Thornton, a
man she barely knew?
He left Riley bedroom and went to the bathroom. He turned the old
bath taps, and hot water made the air soon fills with
steam. Then he remembered that the cabinet had a bottle of bath salts. The
help you relax.
When you open the closet door fell to sink toilet bag color
black, and was about to take her to put it back in place when
realized that it was that of James. The hospital had brought the night
he was dead. Not even remember putting her in that closet.
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He unzipped the leather bag, and heart skipped a beat
to see that within it was a brush. Brush James! Something that
could take a DNA sample, and what could prove a
once for all, that James, not a stranger, was the father of Riley.
He left the bag above the sink, turned off the taps and went to the kitchen
find a plastic bag with seal, of which used to
frozen food, to keep the brush. The next day, when

the messenger came with the kit for DNA test would take the
Riley sample so I could do to send the package immediately
back to the lab. And disappear at a stroke their
concerns.
The next morning, when Sam came down the stairs, his head
as a drum. The last night was crazy, crazy
delicious that I had left in frustration and feeling guilty.
Erin was kissing another betrayal to add to the list
grievances to his late wife. But if there was such poor condition that kiss, why
what had felt so good about it? Why had found it that
kiss so exciting, so addictive? Why had wanted more?
It had taken a titanic effort away from him. He wanted so
so I was not sure if I could go there under the same roof
her and keep her distance. However, the idea of leaving him
seemed even worse.
He could still hear in your mind the echo of the words he had him
said before leaving: "We have not done anything wrong; It was what we needed in
this time ". At that time ... And what would happen the next time? And while
following that? Still would be able to slow down and stop things
were further? Did prevent even?
Arriving at the kitchen door, he stood in the doorway, hesitant. Erin
was not there, and had left a note on the table. He went to read:
"Good morning, Sam. I've left the breakfast in the dining room. Erin ".
In the dining room? He was obviously avoiding him. Because it did not suit
be so easy, he said flashing a mischievous smile. He limped to
the dining room where Erin had ordered food. He took a plate and put
Scrambled eggs, sausage and bacon strips. Then he poured a
generous cup of steaming coffee, returned to the kitchen and sat on it had
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begun to consider "place" in the table.
Just as I was running out coffee Erin came with a package under
arm, and gave such winced at the sight, he almost fell.
I did not expect to find you here; You gave me a fright said putting
against his chest put the part where destinatario- address. Would passes
dining something?
Sam shook his head.
No, it's just rather eat here He paused a moment and
He looked into her eyes. Unless there are any objections on your part.
No, 'said her cautious tone, approaching the table. No me
matter. Is that I thought you would prefer that we maintain the distances
after ...
Sam took his hand. Erin wore short nails, but he had not
forgotten how they had nailed shirt last night, nor the
sensations that had broken inside.

'After the kiss? You were right about what you said, that there was
nothing wrong with that. We've both gone through difficult times, and I
we deserved if only a small consolation; thx.
Releasing her hand, he saw that she squeezed his fingers a moment, and
He asked if I was feeling in the palm the same buzz it. Of
Indeed, just by looking at it and remember the kiss last night noticed
was becoming aroused. Erin's breathing had become agitated, and chest
rise and fall of an almost hypnotic way. She opened her full lips,
to say something but then fell silent.
-and Stammered finally. I have to leave this morning, he added;
Do you need anything?
Sam stared at her lips a moment before raising his eyes
to hers.
Not-for now. But thanks.
He got up from the table and took the plate, mug and cutlery to
sink.
Sam, do not need to do that, 'Erin said.
Not easy for me to wash my things. Also, if not willing to do so,
I would not.
Erin nodded.
I'll go to town with Riley, but I'll be back when
eat.
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-for I do not hurry; I can prepare anything.
But ...
Sam raised his hand to interrupt.
One of the things it says on the website is that here one can
will feel at home reminded him with a smile, and at home I
cook, do the dishes ... I will not drop the rings if you do not come
time and have to get a fried egg.
Erin gave a hesitant smile.
All right, I think.
He was turning to leave when Sam called.
When Erin stopped and turned back toward him, raised his arm and
He stroked her cheek with his knuckles.
Be careful on the road.
-What'll she murmured.
It had been a week since that kiss, a week full of
confusing thoughts and feelings, but also exciting. Seven days
rated by accidental rubbing, and others that Erin had not suspected
been accidental. They had not gone to kiss, but Erin had remembered
that kiss again and again, wanting a repeat.
The letter that had arrived that morning lab
courier was still in the back pocket of his jeans. Do Not

I wanted to open it until he was that he could read with privacy safe
without interruption.
At that time Sam was upstairs working on the study, and Riley
He was throwing his nap. Took the envelope from his pocket, poured himself a cup of
coffee and went into the garden, where there was a table with chairs in the sun.
He put the cup down, sat down, and stared at the envelope in his
hands. He took a deep breath and slid a finger under the flap
to break it. Extracted the lab report, and read every word
best regards. Did not understand the whole medical jargon, but one thing
It was clear, and his hand trembled as he turned the report and returned to
save the envelope: Riley was not the son of James.
Erin went inside with trembling legs as if he had
become gelatin. He took the cordless phone in the kitchen, went to his
bedroom and dialed Morin & Morin.
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Erin, would now call himself greeted her Janet. How are you?
Not very well admitted Erin.
Do you have the results? Janet asked.
Yes, and ... Erin stifled a sob. And they are not good news: Riley is not
son of James.
'I see Janet murmured after a short silence. Well, that brings me
the reason that he was going to call. I received a warrant upon request
of the other part that you must provide a DNA sample Riley
a test is made and paternity is established.
'I can not do anything to stop it, right? Erin inquired voice
trembling.
-I'm Afraid not. In addition, the sampling will be done
under the supervision of the legal representatives of both parties. I can
suggest that we do here at our firm, if it makes you feel more
comfortable.
At that time nothing could make her feel more comfortable. Erin
He shook his head, wishing he could refuse to do so, though he knew not him
choice but to give in. He swallowed and asked with a lump in
throat.
When?
-The Best would do in the coming days. How about if I speak
with lawyers from the other side and again I call you? I'm really sorry,
Erin she said Janet, but we have to. If that man is the father of
Riley, has rights; you can not deny them. Just as you can not refuse
Riley's right to know his real father.
I know Erin replied with a sigh.
When hung up she sat on the bed, stunned.
How could it be that James was not the father of Riley? That was the coup
more cruel fate had dealt him. How could he have committed the

Clinical such a mistake? The stomach is wrapped her arms and rocked
back and forth, holding himself to keep from mourn.
He had to stay calm, at least until that test would make
and knew the results. He considered the possibility that the man
not be the father of her child. Maybe the father was another man, someone
not having the slightest desire to reclaim their parental rights,
someone who was not willing to put their lives upside down. Not
mention that Riley and she might have to leave your home.
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And what was worse: what if the clinic had fertilized an egg from another
woman with sperm from James? What if there was another child out to be his
legitimate descendant entitled to inherit Connell Lodge?
The panic was it. She rose from the bed; had
to keep busy to avoid thinking. I could only pray that the new
test determined that the man was not the father of Riley, because
so they could continue living in Connell Lodge ... as long as all
that case did not reached the ears of the lawyers Connell and
descubriesen truth, a possibility that would not even arise.
He knew what it was to be homeless, and had sworn he would never
through that. And now, Riley, had to work even harder to maintain
a roof over their heads. He could not let his son lost the right to
inherit what would have been rightfully his, had it not been for a
stupid mistake clinic.
Anger began to replace the fear that threatened to consume her.
Ira and determination. I had to protect what they had, for the sake of Riley. And
I was going to do, get in the way things stand in his way.
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Chapter Seven
That night Erin was still nervous about everything, and Riley had
notice somehow began to mourn because when he went to bed.
Seeing that no longer bawling, but still whining, deposited again
in the crib, despite his protests. He should finish calm himself;
she had to work.
He hung the belt on baby monitors and went for utensils
cleaning. Although there were people who hated cleaning, she did not disliked.
It was a routine that gave him peace.
When James had hired to work there, he had been
as if he had landed in paradise, recalled as he wiped the dust
in the library. That was thousands of light years from the trailer park
in which he had grown up, just outside Sacramento, and also the building
abandoned where he lived with a group of homeless people, after fleeing the
mistreatment of his mother.

It had ended badly, very badly. The only memory made

feel nausea, and a hand to his hip to increase the volume of
Baby monitors. Riley had finally calmed down, but the horrible memories
did to climb to make sure she was okay, and was relieved
when she opened the bedroom door and saw him sleeping like an angel. The
I was doing well, this time I was doing everything right.
He heard noise in the kitchen, and left the room closing Riley
the door softly behind him. When you get to the kitchen, he was surprised to find
Sam there. Had taken dinner at his studio in a tray, saying that
already had the book on track and did not want to take a break.
Erin suppressed a smile at her appearance, unusually disheveled.
-Un Hard day? she asked.
Nor the picture. Anyone with half a brain would have made a
copy of the file before saving.
-De Your book? Did not you made a copy?
Sam ran a hand through his short hair.
I'm an idiot. It was modifying another file and accidentally I have
above the file saved Chapter I had been writing today.
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So all the work today ... like he had not written a line.
Hey, come on, do not be so hard on you; we all make mistakes.
Besides, you're not a computer genius? Sure you can recover
this information, right?
He gave a sarcastic laugh.
He's supposed to be able to do, right? For more things
I've tried, no way.
'Perhaps it is you need to take a break. You've been
working all day without stopping. Will you come and sit awhile to room
be? We can take something and chat.
Sure, I'd love Sam said.
Take coffee will ya? she asked.
-The Truth is that I could use something a little stronger. Now
it would kill for a shot of whiskey he replied with a smile.
Erin laughed.
Go to the living room and sit back he said pointing to another door
kitchen, why she had entrado-. I serve whiskey and go to
there.
When Sam was gone, he opened the door of the cupboard where
kept bottles of wine and spirits along with the glasses and stemware.
He reached for the bottle of whiskey, took a glass cut glass, and served on the
a generous amount. I was leaving the kitchen and when I stopped at the
refrigerator in which he kept the wines they needed cold. She also did not
I would go bad a drink.
He set the glass on the counter Sam and poured himself a glass of pinot gris .

He took the glass of whiskey and left the kitchen. When he entered the room
room he found Sam watching a collage of photos of Riley had
hanging on the wall, starting with its first scan.
Incredible, right? she said, holding out his glass of whiskey.
-and Think so; the miracle of life never ceases to amaze me He said he took the cup from his hand. He picked it up and toasted she: For
a job well done.
Well, for now she murmured, before taking a sip of his drink.
Now you who're being too hard on yourself.
You're doing a great job with Riley. Also, what you're raising
alone, and should not be easy.
-is Not it. But worth every second.
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I'll drink to that also answered him, and took a sobo of whiskey. Ah,
this was just what I needed.
Erin pointed to one of the couches to sit there, and she sat
on the front.
Did you ever think about getting married again ...? Sam paused and inspired
before continuing. Sorry, it was insensitive of me to ask that.
I hate when people ask me. I have no intention of returning
to marry, so do not know why I happened to even suggest that you
you should.
'You have to apologize, Sam. Nothing happens. Neither do I have
I planned to marry again; at least until Riley's eighteenth and
You can take care of Connell Lodge. It is your inheritance. It has gone from
generations, and my mission is to make sure to take care of the
property when he comes of age.
'That seems a heavy burden, putting your life on hold for you
son. And if you do not want to continue the business?
Erin shrugged.
-and Worry about that when the time comes. Meanwhile, it is
our home and our livelihood. It is my duty to protect him.
But ... is that what you want?
It's what I have to do, 'she replied. Like I said, management
the property has passed from father to son since the first owner. My
husband was the last owner, and Riley is as follows. It is your inheritance.
Erin emphasized those last words, as if to say them firmly
it was to turn them into reality.
And if Riley was his son ?, Sam thought. In what situation would that leave
Erin? No wonder he was trying to delay as much as possible
DNA testing. Connell Lodge was her son's birthright ...
but only if her late husband was the biological father of her child.
Sam looked at her and let out a long whistle.
That's a tremendous responsibility.

-I Know. And so I have to do things right. I have to refloat the

business for inheritance Riley has any value. James and I closed
temporarily when he fell ill, and had to dismiss all
employees. It was a hard decision, but at that time it would have been
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too much for me, run the business alone with him ill, and pregnant.
A Erin let out a yawn before he could suppress it.
You're tired Sam, 'he said, rising from his seat. And I'm like
taking time.
No, I'm fine, 'she protested. Sit, walk.
Sam sat down and, while Erin took another sip of his drink,
He watched her graceful movements. From his kiss last week had
found staring at the oddest moments. Sometimes even
left open the door of his study to the time when she rose to solve
your room or change the sheets.
When she bent over the bed to smooth the quilt, seeing how well
to be fit jeans to the curve of her hips and buttocks was
a delicious torment.
Forgive me ask you this he began to say, leaning
front of him, but you seem somewhat distracted tonight. Are you mulling over
anything?
Erin laughed sarcastically.
I suppose we could call it admitted.
Is it something I can help you? Although it sounds clich, you know
what they say, that problems are shared more bearable.
I'm afraid I'm no good to share my problems with
others he answered her. I'm too used to manage alone.
I appreciate the interest, but do not worry; I'm fine. It's just that today
Riley has been a bit choppy and has accumulated me work.
If you want I could take care of him during the day when you're busy
'I suggested Sam.
He held his breath, wondering if Erin would agree. I'd give anything away
to spend more time with the child. With each passing day it was more
sure it was his son, but had to wait for Erin fulfilled
with the court order that required her to perform DNA testing.
'I can not burden you with my responsibilities; and you're pretty
busy with your book she replied. In addition, you do not have experience caring
babies, right? Erin had to notice the expression on his face, because
He hastened to add: Sorry, I have not because you say that. There has been a lack of
touch.
Never mind -the reassured her, but if I'm not busy and you need to
someone to watch for Riley while working, I really do not
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mind doing.
-are You sure? Erin gave him a sly smile, which made the
Her heart was pounding hard. And if you have to change his diaper?
Well it as best you can change it he replied stoically.
It would be what I should do if Riley, as suspected, prove to be
his son. I had every intention of being active part in the life of his son.
Said'll think about it with a smile.
You look beautiful when you smile Sam said without thinking. Well, as long
you're beautiful, but even more when you smile.
Erin's cheeks stained a soft blush.
-Thx. I do not remember when was the last time someone told me
something.
Then from now I will more often he murmured.
He drank whiskey in one gulp, and rose. Should return to the studio to see if
I can retrieve that file. Thank you for your company and whiskey.
Erin also rose.
-No What. I'd forgotten how nice it is to sit and chat
and share a drink with someone.
Erin smiled again, and Sam felt the impact of that smile as if
something it had shaken. He stepped toward her, took her hand and led her to
lips.
They're those simple pleasures that do not value enough,
Right? he murmured, looking into her eyes, while she bent to
kiss the back of her hand.
He watched her pupils dilate Erin, but did not release his hand,
but I pulled her around her waist and arms. Erin
protested; even when he bowed his head and took her lips, reveling
in the heat of his body.
The firmness of their breasts pressed against his chest, the gentle curve of
her belly against his stomach, the valley between her hips against his growing
erection ... A moan escaped her throat. That was crazy, but he
was impossible to resist. And even less when she parted her lips and her
curled tongue with yours.
His hands slid under her shirt,
lifting and exposing your skin. A silky, warm skin,
after perpetual cold that had settled in his soul from death
his wife.
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He took off his mouth from hers and pulled her shirt over her head
then throw them aside. He looked at Erin, and was surprised vulnerability
saw in her brown eyes.
You do not know how you desire, Erin murmured. If you tell me to stop what
I will, but if you want to stop, tell me you want me, too.

He felt her shudder in his arms, and stepped back, giving it a

little more space, giving you the option to reject it, if it was what I wanted.
I ... I want you too, 'she said in a tone remained.
Are you sure you want this?
Yes, I want you, 'she replied Sam, more firmly, but I'm not
sure what you expect from this, or me.
Sam felt his heart. I knew what he meant, because their
emotions were similarly confused at the time.
'I'm not sure I He was forced to admit, but I do know that
took too much time feeling alone and empty inside. And I think you
you also know what it is He paused a moment, and her heart
He pounded as she nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving his.
I think together we could move away for a moment at least that
loneliness. We deserve it; Do not you think?
Erin bit her lip before giving the answer to your body
craved.
'And tomorrow morning? 'I asked. What will happen then?
I'll keep respetndote, like I respect you now, 'he replied; you would
I promise. I could not stop thinking about you since we kissed the
last week. And I then felt something, like me.
He took one of Erin's hands and placed it on his chest. Could feel
the beating of his heart? Were you aware of how excited him?
Erin's fingers closed over his shirt, trembling, and Sam's
He looked worried, wondering if he would have pushed too hard.
Kiss me again ... she whispered. Make loneliness disappears
I feel.
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Chapter Eight
Erin felt as if I had stumbled on the edge of a cliff and
was falling into the abyss, not knowing how hard it would fall when
reached the bottom. When Sam's lips closed over
his, he could not do more than rely on him not crash. She circled
neck and let his body melts.
The feelings I was experiencing were so delicious that no
would have cared do with him right there on the carpet, but not
wanted her first time with him was a "here I catch you, here I'll kill you."
So he took off his lips from him, took him by the hand, and
led to the bedroom. Before going to see if they were properly closed all
windows had turned the sheets of the bed and had left on the
lamp bedside. Its soft light creating a warm atmosphere
intimate.
He pulled the shirt Sam to get it out of his jeans, and fingers
trembling unbuttoned sequence each button, revealing little
bit his torso, dark nipples, flat stomach, and the triangle of hair

Pubic disappearing under the waistband.

He pulled his shirt over his shoulders and helped him take off the sleeves.
When the shirt fell to the floor, the view is presented and ran his fingers through his
chest, gaining confidence and self-assurance the more descended.
Sam breathed through his mouth as he brushed his hand his erection,
trapped behind the zipper of his jeans. Erin smiled, with
satisfaction of knowing that it was she who had put him in that state, the
wanted much as she wanted him. The excitement I felt was both
ecstasy and torment.
Her hands clumsily undid the belt. Then he lowered his
zipper carefully, and pulled down his pants. In doing so he glimpsed a
scar along her right thigh, a permanent reminder of
tragic accident that had killed his wife.
He stood up and put his hands on her hips. Then it was a little
below, to brush nail the front of his boxers, and enjoyed
to hear him moan.
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However, Sam stopped her, putting his hands over hers.
'Do not let it spoil all losing control ahead of time he said hoarsely, bringing the hands back to her hips. Furthermore,
now my turn.
He stroked the back of his hand one breast, causing it to
put him goosebumps. A tingle of excitement ran it the
body, and the belly is tensed when he fell bra straps and
undid the front hitch then drop the garment to the ground.
Sam stared at her breasts at him, and she wondered what
he was thinking. They stretch marks from pregnancy, and although it something
natural, and pride in a way, maybe he disliked him.
However, it should not, because Sam took both breasts in
palms of his hands and repeatedly stroked her hardened nipples
with thumbs.
May I kiss them? he asked, in an almost excited tone.
She nodded and let out the breath he'd been holding.
Long ago the last time she had felt this way,
desired, the last time I had felt that a man needed.
When Sam's lips closed over one nipple, she moaned in ecstasy, and
fingers tangled in her short hair as she reveled in touch
his tongue.
After devote the same attention to the other breast, Sam
He unzipped his pants and she helped him before throwing download them to a
side. Now they were equal, he dressed only
his boxers, and she with her panties. Erin could not tell then who
the first step was to remove that last barrier, but within
seconds and were both completely naked.

Erin slid look for Sam's body to reach its Member

erect. He closed his fingers around it, reveling in the feel of silk.
Sam gasped and bit her lip.
-A Condom ... murmured. Let go of my jeans.
Erin let out a giggle.
-do You had this planned? He gave her a gentle squeeze his member,
which was rewarded with a long moan.
Let's just say that after the kiss last week would not hurt
more be prepared answered him with a wolfish grin.
Erin pulled away from him and lay down on the bed. She loved the feeling
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cotton linens on your skin. He could not remember when was the
last time I was lying naked on them.
Sam, who had already put the condom, lay beside her. His
hand rested on her hip and slowly climbed up the side until
chest. Then he went down, slowly, approaching dangerously
to the junction between her legs, and she was already wet and ready, are
arched toward him.
When Sam's fingers were introduced between her wet folds,
He fidgeted impatiently, and he began to stroke her clitoris with movements
circulars. He took Erin's lower lip between hers and sucked,
tongue mimicking the movement of his fingers on that point as
sensitive to your body.
Shortly after he climaxed, and intense moan escaped his
throat as she rode the waves of pleasure that rocked.
He was still shaking when Sam pulled her, surrounding her
with arms. Erin accelerated pulse gradually returned to normal,
and suddenly realized I had wet cheeks. Were you had
Tears sprung to reach orgasm. Never had a reaction
well. Of course he had not experienced before such a pleasure.
-are You okay? Sam asked worried, pushing slightly to
her.
Better that she never replied, smiling moved, and took his
face in both hands.
He stroked her cheeks with his thumbs, looking into his eyes, and in that
instantly knew she was lost, he had fallen hopelessly him.
This consideration, that tenderness, made itself out on its interior a feeling
warm which was very nice after so many months of cold loneliness,
getting up every day simply because I had to.
Therefore, it seemed the most natural thing in the world to get in that time
straddled him, and begin to shower him with attention, as he had
done with it. I wanted to prove, though not yet enough courage
to tell them how it made her feel. With Sam trembling beneath it by
kisses and caresses, slowly descended on his erection. An

download of pleasure rocked when it sank completely into it.

He moved over him, and he said, lifting her hips,
thrusting gently, again and again, until their senses ignored
everything around her. Shortly after the ecstasy of both reached its apex, and
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Erin underwent a waterfall that bursts of pleasure that for a moment
he thought he was going to faint.
He collapsed on his chest. Both were sweaty and panting, and
two hearts beating frantically, but in unison, as if they were one
alone. As was carried away by the dream, a thought flashed through
Erin mind: the loneliness of Sam had spoken before, that they
had also become his companion, had vanished; and not
felt empty.
He must have slept an hour or so. When he awoke, his body
I was still delightfully relaxed so satisfied he had left
Sam. Sam was still asleep beside her, one arm around his waist. Would
I know more about him, know him better. He had been talking a bit of their
childhood and adolescence in New Zealand, when he had decided
moving to San Francisco ... but for her it was all superficial.
Suddenly it seemed that nothing could be more important than
know what made him laugh, what their dreams for the future, what will
her happy, how could out of the sadness in which he had plunged the
death of his wife. He ran his hand through his thigh, following the route
Scar.
It was not the only one who had observed now that could see the light of the
bedside lamp. There were others, such as across his abdomen, and
more diffuse on his forehead, which he had not noticed before.
Have I passed the test? he muttered Sam's deep voice.
You're beautiful, 'she said with all his heart.
Sam shook his head.
Not true.
Well of course it is, 'she said up on one elbow. Your
scars are nothing but marks something happened.
They're a reminder of the selfish and arrogant man he was.
-I Never met the man, but I'm starting to know the
man you are now, and I like that man; I like very much.
Sam put a hand on his cheek.
I'm glad to hear that, because you would also like you to me; very much.
Erin smiled, feeling her heart swelled with happiness to
hear him say those words.
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Tell me about your wounds, Sam. Tell me about this He bent and kissed

tenderly the scar under his ribs.

-Damage Spleen. Although I no longer have to worry about it if
I have another accident he explained sarcastically. They had to extirprmelo. And
He added that putting her hand on his thigh, was a compound fracture
femur with bone infection after the operation which took me
time in the hospital than they wanted doctors.
Isn't're a good patient?
'I'm no patient corrected him. His face darkened. I had
too much time to think about how things should be done that day
so that no matter what happened. I also learned a lot about myself
during the time I was admitted, and did not like most of it
I discovered. Eventually I came to the conclusion that had to change. If
I return to marry someday I will not put work my family.
I'm sorry you had to go through all that whispered Erin
stroking her stomach.
His recovery must have been very hard, but the fact that no
had surrendered was a test of their personal value, the long road
he had traveled. Could you even dream venture that would walk
with it the rest of the way?
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Chapter Nine
Sam the remains of shaving foam wiped his face and looked at the
bathroom mirror. Since a few days ago it was almost impossible to stop
smile. In those two weeks, from the first time that Erin and he had
made love, the days and nights had been going placidly. The
only day that quiet routine was broken was the day when Erin
he had to take Riley to the office of his lawyer to you
take the test sample DNA.
By knowing where they were going and what it impossible to stay calm
the couple of hours we were out, but now at least things were
moving.
In addition, each day on to note that the link between Riley and he was
strengthening. I felt real affection for the small and although there
I tried not to get carried away by illusions, every day Riley saw something from him,
or his family.
As had confirmation that his son would
up new plans. Erin plans included in your future, a future in
which would never have imagined that I would want, or could even
be possible.
At that moment he heard his cell phone. He had thrown on the
bed before going to wash a bed I had not slept for days,
he thought, smiling again.
The towel that was tied up at the waist to leave the shower was adjusted
limped to the bed and looked at the screen to see who was calling. An

nerve tingling down her spine to see it was his lawyer, David
Fox. He pressed the button to answer, and greeted him with a rush.
Good morning to you too, 'said his lawyer sarcastically.
Sam noticed by the tone of his voice that he was smiling.
Get to the point, Dave.
'You can take the cigar box: the result is positive. You are the
father.
Sam was speechless. Suddenly he had a knot in the
throat. He dropped on the edge of the bed.
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-Sam? Are you okay?
He swallowed and cleared his throat.
Is not there ?, certainly no possibility of it being a mistake? His voice
sounded hoarse.
-No Doubt. It's your son.
Sam could hardly absorb the news. Since I had notified the
mistake he had made the clinic had prayed with all his might
because Riley was his son. And now he had proof, irrefutable proof of
that it was. It had been father and Riley was his son.
What now? he asked his lawyer.
He communicated what the mother and suggest agreement
joint custody. If you are reluctant to cooperate, undertake
legal action to ensure that your rights are respected as
father.
Wait a bit to do that, would you? I need ... I need a couple
days.
How Erin would take the news ?, he asked. Would it make any
difference was he who would say and to confess his feelings for
it?
-for Me no problem; if you want ...
It's what I said Sam firmly, without giving more
explanations.
Dave had no idea what was up, and that he had
hired a private investigator to find Erin. In fact,
doubted approve it. But he did not care. He had done it because he wanted
know the child and the child's mother. And now have to plan the
next step with extreme care.
All right then; I await your instructions said his lawyer.
Sam hung up and stood. Part of him wanted to run down although badly he could with his leg condemned and break the news to Erin.
He was dying to reveal who he was and that he hoped could become
a family. "A family ..." she repeated to herself. His family.
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picnic. I had planned a special outing for the day. It would take a
Sam to spend the day on the lake. Just the two.
Sasha had agreed to go there to take care of Riley, and she bustled with
excitement just thinking in everything planned. It would give
Sam a tour of the lake, to admire the view, would make a picnic
with the food they had prepared, and then perhaps would fish a little. And
then return, would anchor behind a rock formation known where
have privacy, and there would show in words and deeds how much
loved.
He sees you happy.
Sam's voice behind her startled, removing it from its
thoughts, and when his arms circled her waist and kissed her neck,
a delicious shiver through his body.
She turned toward him and kissed him on the lips.
-good Morning. And if you see me happy, it's because I am.
Sam noticed something different, thought scrutinizing his handsome features.
It was as if radiating a new energy, and bright eyes seemed
illuminate the entire face.
I hope you were not planning to work today, he added, because I will
kidnap you and take you out for the day.
That sounds intriguing he replied with a smile. The truth is that
yes it would work, but it is difficult to resist your persuasive. Furthermore,
Riley will also come in handy out a bit.
'Actually my plan only includes us. Sasha is coming to
I stay with Erin Riley stood on tiptoe and stressed each of its
following words with a kiss. You-want-just-for-me.
Let me help you with that, 'Sam said as she pulled away from him for
lower the basket from the table to the floor; seem to weigh.
-No Need it, 'she replied. I'll just take it out and put it in the
yacht.
You know ?, nothing wrong with accepting help from others in
occasionally jabbed Sam.
She smiled and answered:
I know, but I want it to be a surprise; You can not see what
there in the basket.
The features softened him, and gave a half smile.
-Good Excuse. I would reply to that, but just for today I'll leave it be.
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I Well, if you want to help ... would you mind going to keep an eye on Riley?
It's in my living room, lying on his blanket games.
Sure, no problem 'said Sam.

-Thx. Back in a minute, and when Sash comes, I no longer believe

take a long, we go.
Without waiting for Erin had gone, Sam went to the room where
was little.
Hey, man she greeted him, lying beside him on the floor.
Riley stirred excitement in his blanket, restless arms and
legs.
Sam, unable to contain his happiness. He laughed Looking to Riley and know
it was his son ... He lifted the blanket and sat on her stomach,
holding him by the arms and flexing the knees to the back of
small lean on her thighs. Riley smiled and let out a string of
coos.
Sam could not stop looking at it. It was almost five months since he had
lost much of its development, but lying there with him on her lap,
promised not to lose even one day more.
She wanted to tell Erin in the kitchen whatever it was that
they would do should be Riley with them, but he could not have
explain why. All in good time, he said.
Erin probably not take the news well that he was the father
Riley, let alone when he discovered that he had hired a
detective to bear with it.
However, even though I knew it would not approve what he had done, for
him every second of the weeks wore on Connell Lodge had deserved
it.
Erin and he were on the verge of something special; they would form a
wonderful family. Moreover, Erin was falling for him. He felt it in
every look, every little thing you did for him. And it was not arrogance
which led him to think so; was the rapport she felt with her.
Tickled to Riley in the tummy, and little rewarded with
a children laugh that made him laugh him too.
You're amazing Sam said aloud, raising the baby and
suspending in the air above him.
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Riley laughed again, stretched out her arms to him and patted on
cheeks. Erin came at that time.
Why, are you happy to see one another commented.
'And perhaps there is something wrong with that? He said Sam with a smile.
Nothing, 'she said, sitting on the floor beside her. You form one
pretty picture together.
Because it was natural: a father with his son, Sam thought. Only she
still did not know.
Outside noise was heard Sasha car, parking by the house, and
shortly after the rear door opening and closing.
'We're here! -the called Erin.

Excuse me come a little late he apologized her friend, entering

breathlessly. One of my girls was a little pocha this morning, but Tony
has stayed home with her and ... Oh, hello she paused suddenly, seeing that
Erin was not alone.
'Hello,' he replied. I hope that your daughter's nothing serious.
You should have called to tell me and have stayed with it reproached Erin. We could have changed our plans.
Nor speak; do not worry; it's just that damn virus
Verily I say goes around Sasha. What you need is rest and drink
a lot of. In a few days it will be fine. Moreover, his father does not come bad
learn to make of nurse time to time with their children.
Erin laughed.
Tony is a great father. You're very lucky.
I would not call luck. Parenting is about two.
I agree straightening and supporting said Sam Riley in his
chest; this is how it should be.
And you two should go away and he told them to Erin and Sasha and let him
do what I came to do She held out her arms to Riley, who went to
she loved.
Thanks for coming, Sash Erin 'I said; I do not know what I'd do without you.
'You have to thank me; I do know delighted. And
Now go away, come.
Well, and you heard; who commands, commands: vmonos' I told Erin
Sam standing up. Until then, Sash. Until then, he said, leaning thingy
to give it a little kiss on the cheek. In doing so, he frowned and he
She asked her friend: Do not you think it's a bit hot?
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Sasha touched his forehead and shook his head.
All right, do not worry. Go, go away and Have fun.
Well I but call my cell if there is any problem, huh? he said
Erin.
-I Will do it.
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Chapter Ten
As they returned to the yacht Bay Connell, Erin sighed
pure happy. He had done a great, safe time in the breeze, something
cold, blowing over the lake. He looked at Sam, who was driving the boat, and
He sighed to himself, wondering what he would do without him when he returned to
San Francisco.
Where do you want to take the anchor? asked Sam, decreasing
speed.
A little beyond her 'I replied, pointing to the place he had in

mind for the picnic-. Where is this rocky outcrop.

Sam skillfully maneuvered the boat there, dropped anchor and cut the
motor.
'It was great he said. I had forgotten how much I like to surf.
'I handle very well. You Salas to navigate when you lived in New
Zealand?
Yes, very often. Had similar to this yacht. I miss you.
Maybe I'll buy one when I return to San Francisco.
Erin felt a pang of sadness in his chest, but was forced to
smile.
-are You hungry? she asked.
-and Think so. Need to give you a hand with that?
Well ... take the wine bottle is in the fridge. And a few glasses of
Above shelf there. I'll put food on the table.
When Sam passed him to enter the kitchenette was grazed
with her, tickling her spine. He was eager to
just been eating to do everything I intended to do with it, he thought
a mischievous smile.
What's so funny? he inquired, wearing glasses and wine to the
table she had just placed on the deck.
'Soon you'll know.
Soon, huh? I'm intrigued. You're not going to even give me a hint?
Erin shook her head.
You Do not ask me more; then.
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Sam laughed, and when he put his hand on her cheek, Erin turned his face and
kissed her palm.
That's the only clue I can give; have to settle
that for now.
Sam raised an eyebrow.
I do not know if I can bear.
Erin felt her cheeks burn. She was also impatient.
He took a couple of dishes from the picnic basket, and several food containers
which had salad with chicken breast and papaya, sandwiches and fruit,
among other things. They sat, and Sam poured them both a glass of wine.
-In The perfect hostess said raising his in a toast.
-for The perfect host, 'she replied, slamming his glass with him.
Sam did not take his eyes off her while drinking, and Erin felt again
again that tingling crossing it from top to bottom. Sam said nothing, but
Erin knew exactly what he was thinking when he looked down at his lips.
He licked his lips, tasting the wine, but enjoyed even more than the expression of
Sam's face. His pupils were dilated, and his cheeks had acquired
a blush that had nothing to do with the wind or sun. He looked away,
trying to concentrate on the food, and finally he did the same.

The sound of gentle waves of the lake hitting the yacht was very
relaxing, and were also alone in the bay.
They ate talking about trivial things, and when they had finished
Erin dessert saw him change position in his seat and getting his face, as
sore.
-Te Leg is bothering?
A little he admitted it.
What if I gave you a massage will relieve the pain? Erin 'I suggested. Before
I could answer, I stood up and held out his hand. Come, let
inside so you get comfortable.
Down the steps, passed the kitchen and into the cabin.
And now, let's get comfortable he said with a suggestive smile.
'What you say, milady teased him. Sweatshirt pulled over his head and
took off his jeans.
Erin ran a hand over his chest, through the stomach, and I
He stroked the fingertips growing erection under his boxer.
He did lie in bed, and she also undressed and goes
underwear, before climbing into bed with him.
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-This Is not bad muttered Sam.
Erin smiled and knelt to achieve a bottle of oil
massage I had put on a shelf beside the bed. Taking advantage
time, Sam reached out and slid his hands up and down her
sides, causing an electric tingle thrilling through the skin.
She laughed and grabbed his hand to stop him. He would not let the
distracted; that day she wanted to pleasure him and show him how I felt about
it.
Relax and let me do 'he whispered, making lower arms
mattress.
He unscrewed the bottle, poured a small amount in hand and
He put it back on the shelf. Then he bent down, and began to extend the
oil leg, massaging the same time.
Tell me if I make too much pressure.
Sam grunted, but not pain, but quite the opposite. Erin
put a little oil on the hands and massaged the other leg
before climbing into his torso.
The palms tickled by friction against
Sam warm skin. He also rubbed shoulders, then arms up
come to blows.
I Everything okay? he asked in a sexy tone as he could.
Umm-umm he murmured, looking at her with eyes half closed.
Well now is going to get better he promised, returning to spend
hands across his chest, to the waistband of boxer-. Raise a little
hips.

He obeyed, and Erin took them off and threw them to the ground.
And now, let the fun part murmured, running his
fingers inside of her legs.
He leaned over and blew on his erect member Sam. Then he took in
one hand, reveling in his soft touch. His hands were slippery with
oil, and slid from the base to the head of the penis Sam, then
to down again, while gently squeezing. Sam moaned
pleasure.
-do You like it? -what stung her.
You know that yes, little witch he gasped.
'And you like that too?
Erin leaned back and traced the tip of the tongue contour
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the head of his penis. Sam gasped, and her thighs and hips
They tightened.
Yes ... that too growled.
-All Right. Well then I hope you like it too.
She closed her lips around his cock and licked and sucked as
if you were hungry. With one hand playing with his scrotum, massaging
gently, and with the other he rubbed the bottom of the penis at the same rate as
sucked.
Sam shuddered, her fingers tangled in her hair, and while
let out a deep moan to orgasm, he ejaculated in her mouth.
While he was arching her hips, panting, he slowed
the rhythm of her caresses, and finally dropped the penis, and flabby, out of his hand.
He lay beside her, and when Sam had recovered his breath, turned
to her, pulled her close and kissed her as sexy so soon Erin
he began to notice a growing wetness between her legs.
Your turn Sam muttered, before joining and placed at
straddled her.
Sam, do not have to ... I just wanted to be I who give you
Pleasure yourself for once and show you ...
Erin suddenly fell silent. It was time, but words
seemed meant having been stuck in my throat, as if they
afraid to go out into the world, where they could be used against them. Even
could hurt.
I wanted to show you how much you mean to me she finished in
say, taking her face in both hands, his eyes pleading for him
transmit what their lips dared not say.
Erin, but is it not you understand? The feeling is mutual Sam
He sighed and leaned forward until their faces were only inches the
each other. The look in his gray eyes was so intense that she was unable
set aside the hearing. I never expected to feel this way again, with anyone. Is a
gift from God.

He kissed her again, this time with such tenderness that filled her eyes
tears. However, it contained. He would not mourn. As he had said, what
I shared was a gift from God, and did not want to waste it.
Sam kissed her cheek, then her neck, and was down as well,
kiss kiss. When she unhooked her bra, she noticed how they scattered
your breasts in the eager hands of Sam, and felt the heat of his mouth before
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it closed on a nipple. Alternating between the two, licked,
nibbled and sucked burning, tearing her sighs and groans,
I was squirming beneath him excited.
Erin lifted her hips in a silent plea. The member Sam
It was hard and erect like a spear, and tried to extend a hand to
grab and caress it, but he grabbed her by the wrists, pinned her arms
above his head and kissed her passionately.
When he took off his lips from hers and Erin opened his eyes, he
He released her hands and kissed her again before going down again to her breasts,
but I did not stop there, but continued down until she felt his warm
encouragement through lace panties.
By the time he began to lick without remove them, almost squealed with
pleasure. Every muscle in his body was tense. Sam snatched by
so the panties, and soon even two seconds to start licking again
and unhindered drawing circles with his tongue around her clit.
He prolonged the exquisite torment few seconds before closing his lips
on it and suck. The orgasm that befell Erin was equally strong
an earthquake, and it sparked a cascade of waves of pleasure.
For when he regained the use of his senses, Sam was lying on
again beside her, with a half smile on his lips.
'Has liked? he asked, chopping as she had done with him.
Erin laughed.
-and I think admitted grinning from ear to ear. And you can let it
go to your head, because you deserve it.
Sam sat up on his elbow to kiss her again, and soon Erin
he felt his desire was rekindled. It was as if, the more satisfied, more
I would like to return.
Do you have condoms? Sam asked, taking off his lips
hers.
-In The shelf sealndosela she said.
Sam stood up to pull one, tore the wrapper and put it on.
Then, without it losing a moment, stood between her legs and penetrated,
sinking her completely.
-Oh Yeah! he groaned against her throat.
He began to move in and out of it, while Erin
responded to each of his thrusts, arching her hips and reached
together orgasm. Sam collapsed on her, and she wrapped her Erin

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arms, reveling in the feel of his hot, sweaty skin.
When Sam got his breath he rolled off her and
They hugged each other. Shortly after his breathing became
rhythmic, easy, and Erin knew she was asleep.
I love you murmured, and closed his eyes and let sleep the drag
her too.
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Chapter Eleven
The insistent sound of mobile tore Erin sleep. He hailed a
moment, then started ringing again. Sam took his arm off
so he could get out of bed. Naked, took the phone from her purse and the
stomach lurched to see it was Sasha caller.
-Sasha? Sorry it has been slow to respond; had no bag
close. Did something happen?
In the background you could hear a baby crying your heart out.
Riley is not right. This afternoon nap woke up a little
fever, and I can not comfort him. I think you should see a doctor.
Come on over there right away.
Erin took the phone in hand, horribly afflicted. When
baby needed her she was gone for a good time with a man
barely knew. An awful feeling of guilt washed over her.
Erin, what happens? Is Riley right? Sam asked incorporated with
sleepy voice.
No, we must go. Sasha says he was awakened with fever
and ... -a Erin was a lump in the throat of anxiety. She kept
mourn. I had never heard mourn well.
Sam was already up and getting dressed in a hurry.
-do Not worry; arrive quickly and taken to hospital.
Shot, dressed she said picking up her clothes from the floor and tendindosela.
Erin dressed with trembling hands and went on deck. Sam
He insisted that his state could not handle the yacht, and it was he who lit
engine, weighed anchor and drove to the pier.
When they entered the house, Riley was still crying.
Thank God you're back to Erin Sasha he said shakily.
I have had three children, but there are times when only a mother can comfort
your baby.
'It's all, Sasha. Not your fault, 'she said taking the
small. Being in the arms of his mother, he stopped screaming, but still
crying. Shhh ... Quiet, honey, let's get to the doctor, do not
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What I can do to help? Sam asked.
Can you go to her room and get off the maxicosi?
'I'll help you prepare diaper bag She offered Sasha,
if you have to wait in the emergency room.
Sam fell soon after, and Sasha left them to return to his family,
wishing it was all good.
I -Lo have everything? Sam asked Erin.
I think so-she did memory, which was impossible with Riley
crying. Car keys! I think I left it in my office.
They must be under the roles that I have on the table. Can you go
I look for as I feel Riley in maxicosi and buckled straps?
Sure.
Sam ran to the office and into Erin went straight to the table as
she told him. As you begin to pick up the papers, envelope fell
and with it, the keys I was looking for. When he bent down to pick the
letterhead envelope caught his attention. It was a letter from the laboratory to the
David, his lawyer, had resorted to testing is done
DNA.
Why they had sent a letter to Erin? He took the papers
contained and saw that the date was two weeks ago. He read it over and
then more slowly, trying to assimilate those words.
Erin knew already that her late husband was not the father of Riley? How Come
could be that I had not said anything? Why had he expected,
requesting more information to lawyers, and had not agreed to give the
Riley test until he had received the court order? Suddenly he seethed
the blood. What right is believed to hide the truth? What kind of
person would do that?
He put the letter in the envelope and placed back on the table. Do Not
I could be swayed by anger. They whatever they were his reasons had
give him the benefit of the doubt Erin, nor was time to have
an argument with her. The priority was to bring as soon as possible Riley to
hospital.
He turned down, gave him the keys to Erin and left the house. However,
when they were in the car, Riley, who was in the back, is
I began to mourn harder to find that his mother was not his
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side.
Erin looked distraught Sam.
I can not do she said sobbing, tears streaming down
cheeks. I can not drive with Riley crying thereby; I have to go
behind him. Leads you please.
Before he could say anything, Erin was already opening the door

to sit back with Riley.

-Sam, Please !, 'I implored have to do to see that he does not
He had moved from his seat.
Erin, you do not understand. I have not driven since ...
Sam, please, Riley and I need you. Please ... 'I insisted Erin
crying.
Sam gritted his teeth and tried to contain the anxiety that
gripped. A cold sweat ran down his spine when he got out of the car and
surrounded to sit behind the wheel. His chest hurt to breathe, and it felt like
if he had been paralyzed muscles, as if refusing to obey
orders of his brain, trying to tell his hand to revolve the key
contact to put the car in gear. I could not ... I could not do
that.
-Sam? she called Erin.
I know, sorry. I'll do it, but I need a moment.
'We have a moment.
The fear in the voice of Erin triggered a spring in your brain, and finally
He reached out a trembling hand to turn the key in the ignition. The engine roared,
coming to life, and Sam realized he had stepped on the accelerator of a
automatic mode. Buckled, into first and removed the brake
hand.
When the car started moving, contained barely one
archway. Riley's cry seemed to have subsided a little, and when he looked
in the rearview mirror, his eyes met those of Erin.
-You Can do it, Sam, 'he said, but you'll have to go little sun
fast he added with a slight smile.
Sam looked down at the speedometer. Twenty kilometers per hour. It would
laughed if were not in the situation where they were.
Squeezed the steering wheel with both hands while treading a little more
the accelerator. The car moved faster, but he panicked and up
a little walk, and the rate fell again. For God's sake! What if
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when did that go forth to the road? And if I did something stupid, like
the last time I was behind the wheel of a car, and truncated lives
of the two people who at that time depended on him?
He had not even reached Erin tell what I felt, but that
mattered little, he thought, remembering the hurt on.
I would ask explanations, if you would go !, but now what
Riley was important and had to prove, if only to himself,
who was the father Riley needed.
An immense relief washed over him when they arrived within minutes
clinic. No sooner had I parked up the maxicosi Erin Riley, who
Halfway had started bawling again, but she could
achieve calm.

Erin got out with over the shoulder and arms Riley bag,
against his chest.
Can you bring the diaper bag? 'he asked, turning now to the
entrance.
Sure answered him as Erin walked away.
Before it closed and locked the car, Erin had already entered the
building. He stood leaning a moment at the door of the vehicle, with
keys in hand. He had done. He had conquered his worst fear, and
he had done for his son. He took a deep breath, and started toward the
building, feeling extremely proud of what was achieved.
When he entered, he saw Erin Riley and anywhere, and the area
You wait was almost deserted, except for a few people.
May I help you? asked the girl behind the counter.
I've come to accompany a woman who has come up with a baby ago
a moment, Erin Connell.
Ah yes, poor thing. One of our doctors are seeing now
same.
May I come in?
Oh, are you the father? Great because as the little came
too bad his wife were unable to give me all the details I need for the
entry form. Would you be so kind as to help me finish
I fill it out and sign it?
Well, I ...
Sam fell before continuing. He was going to tell him that he had no authority
to sign on behalf of Erin, but I had it; had every right to
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do. Riley's father was like it or not Erin, and as such took
pen that he handed the receptionist and filled the missing details.
Hardly had signed when his cell phone rang.
The receptionist pointed to a poster on the wall which called
policia mobile or calling into silent mode. He nodded and pulled
pocket to turn it off, but stopped to look at the screen.
Who called it was the private detective he had hired. Do Not
I had heard from him since he had called to inform the
Erin whereabouts. I had to answer that call, I had to know what else
Erin could be hiding. He pressed the button to answer and left the building.
Hello?
Thornton Sir, I am glad to have been able to contact you. I have
Got more information about Erin Connell. I believe information
It might be helpful to get sole custody.
Sole custody? He had not even considered that possibility.
'What is it?
At that moment doubted that anything would surprise
I could hear from Erin.

... She has a somewhat checkered past. She ran away from home at
sixteen. His mother reported him missing and social services,
found and brought back with her, but returned to escape again and
again. When his mother died of an incident of domestic violence,
Erin is definitely gone.
That must be the reason why she was determined to build the
perfect for your child, thought Sam home.
-Continue He told the detective; I gather there's more.
-and Think so. She was arrested several times for minor offenses: theft,
vagrancy, and malicious damage to property.
Sam frowned. Who was that person who was
speaking? It looked nothing like the Erin whom he knew, the woman for the
which, like a fool, had begun to feel something. Assimilate everything
at one point it was too much for him. The reason I was reminded
there, and wondered how Riley. He had to be at his side.
Listen, I can call tomorrow to continue talking about this? 'I
asked the detective.
Sure, but there are a couple of things that are important. Did you know that
the property that is living Erin Connell is subject to a
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trust?
-Un Trust?
Erin had not said anything.
-Yup. The property can only be passed from parents to children. And that means
if it is proven that you are the father of the baby, will not have a roof
to live.
, As has been shown; has conducted DNA testing and I am the
father answered him, beginning to understand.
So that was the reason that Erin had tried at all
costa such proof is not to make ... I could lose everything, and it seemed
had been willing to hide the truth for that not to happen. At their expense.
Everything fit, and anger that had been trying to contain resurfaced with
harder.
'Then I suppose I must congratulate said the detective.
Thank he replied gruffly.
Before you hang up ... 'said the detective, there is another thing
should know.
-Follow-What he called impatiently.
Erin Connell was questioned for years in relation to the death of a
baby.
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Chapter Twelve

Sam noticed pale. He dropped the cloth bag to the floor and leaned against
a post which he had at his side.
-What Do it? she managed to finally say.
'Seems I was living in a squat with other
vagrants. Group A baby died, and all closed ranks. Death does not
was fortuitous, but no charges were filed, and it seems that research
remains open.
When did that happen exactly? inquired Sam, although there was
many other questions that fluttered in her mind.
About ten years ago-it was just before I came here, to Tahoe.
Where he had duped her boss, the owner of Connell Lodge,
I had just proposing marriage. Could it be that Erin had
I had such cold blood? It could be, he thought, if he really was
able to stand aside and not informing the murderer of that baby.
What kind of person would do something like that? And, most importantly, could
pose a risk to the life of Riley?
No, he answered himself, had seen Erin Riley, had seen what
distraught that she felt when her son was sick. It was a
good mother, a loving mother willing to protect his small as
a lioness. That could not deny it. But what and how else? Someone had
hidden for two weeks the truth about the paternity of her child
left much to be desired.
Could you email me a report with its
inquiries? 'I asked the detective.
'I've done' I confirmed this.
-Estupendo, Thanks.
Sam hung up and shook his head. And to think that the day had been a
about to confess his feelings! It was fortunate that I had not,
because he knew now it changed everything.
Perhaps he had changed and no longer was this girl who had
runaway and had resorted to stealing to survive, maybe not. Era
something he could not know for sure. But, anyway, nothing could
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excuse that he had made such a DNA test and he had concealed.
Saved again the phone in his pocket and went back inside. And just in
time, thought to see Erin Riley appear in arms, much more
calm.
I Everything okay? he asked, going past her and stroking the head
Little.
Yes, the poor guy has a sore throat and ear 'he explained
Erin. He must catch a virus the other day, when I went with him to the city. They have
managed to lower the fever a little, and I have prescribed an antibiotic He
returned to the counter and went to the receptionist. I have been told that
I have to complete and sign a form before we leave.

The girl replied with a smile:

Oh, do not worry, your husband has already done; only have to pay
He put this amount printed on the counter and pointed.
Custom -and she told me Sam Erin. He pulled out his wallet and handed him a
Credit card to the receptionist.
Erin stared dumbfounded, but did not comment
thereon. When they left, he said quietly:
I appreciate the thought, but ... why it has taken you to the receptionist
for my husband?
Then he snapped it succinctly. First we go to buy that
Riley antibiotic and carry home.
As she sat in the maxicosi Riley, in the car, he went to
pharmacy beside the clinic and bought the antibiotic.
When he left and went to the car, Erin, who had been supported
at the door, he stood up and asked:
You want me to drive now?
Sam held out the bag with the antibiotic.
You think Riley will not cry if you do not go your way?
'I do not know. The truth is that it is now quiet, but ...
'I do not mind driving again he interrupted him. I'll go slowly, and
if I see that I can with it, I'll tell you.
They got into the car. Anxiety resurfaced as came to
the road, but fought it. If the road was there been able to
overcome, had to re-do it again. He could exceed
fear.
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When they reached Connell Lodge was exhausted by the effort
Titanic that he had to do to concentrate, but was proud
himself. He had won a battle; Now all he had to do
was to prepare for the next.
Riley started whining again when they entered the house.
I'll put him to bed and prepare some dinner 'I said Erin.
Sam thanked take some time alone to gather his thoughts and
decide how best to address the issue.
He went upstairs and undressed. He had sweated by the tension
he had felt at the wheel, so a quick shower and put on a
clean sweatshirt and jeans before lowering.
When he entered the kitchen, Erin looked up a stew
It was removed from the refrigerator.
-Menudo Day !, eh? he commented.
Put the bowl in the microwave, selected temperature and
time and launched.
Sam, throat felt dry, cleared his throat and said:
-and Think so. What ?, Riley has calmed?

Yes, I have given a dose of antibiotic. I think the morning will be

much better. Or so I hope.
-All Right.
Sam took a deep breath and sought to tell what he wanted
tell. However, it went blank when Erin approached him, he circled the
waist with his hands and rested her head on his chest.
Thanks for everything you've done for us today, 'he said. About
all about driving to the clinic and now back. I know how hard it has
be for you because he added, and gave him a hug.
Uncomfortable, Sam reached up and patted on the
back.
But hopefully what you've done in the clinic is not illegal continued
Erin. You should not have signed those papers.
Hear you say that was the straw that broke the camel. Irritated, Sam away
his arms and stepped back. He was going to tell the truth. The truth that could
have known sooner if she had not striven to delay trial
DNA, and if he had not hidden it had requested on their own, with
DNA from her husband. He felt a cold anger ran through the veins up
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reach his heart, hardening it to the confusion that emerged in the eyes of
Erin.
He shoved his hands in his pockets and said:
'I have not broken any laws.
-are You sure? You are not the father of Riley or legal guardian.
'That's where you're wrong snapped him firmly: I am the father of
Riley. The applicant.
A Erin caught her breath to hear you say those words. Is this the sam was the
plaintiff? She gripped the back of a chair; suddenly trembled
legs.
No ... can not be true murmured. I can not believe it.
Sam's eyes staring at her, devoid of all emotion.
There was in them one iota of compassion and affection he had seen in
previous days.
Well Believe it. I've known this morning. He was going to tell
when we went to the yacht and ... -a Sam's voice broke, and snorted, as
irritated with himself. And to think she was stupid enough to
believe that we could have a future together! But that was before discovering
which weeks ago you know James Connell was not the father of Riley. Why
Why do not you tell my lawyer? You had no right to hide that
information.
He was furious; Erin could see the tension in your body and its
factions in her tight lips.
-No I believe you! she snapped. You are lying to me. Do you have something to
try what you say? Riley is my son; mine. I have the duty to protect; of

protect what is yours.

Yes, but none of this is Sam stretched his arms, pointing to
around. Is not it? It would be if his father was James Connell, but
we both know it's not, so you're fooling depositors of the
property letting continue to believe that it is.
How do you know ...? Erin paused and inspired trembling. That does not matter
yours. I want you to leave now. I do not want to follow here a
minute!
Tears rolled down her cheeks, tears of rage, product
fear that threatened to overwhelm her.
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You know you're occupying the property illegally continued
Sam. How you could want Riley to deny the opportunity for his father
formed part of his life?
Erin bit her lip. He would not answer. I could not do; he
never understand that this was his home, his sanctuary. The only place
which had found some stability and where she felt safe, the
only place I felt I had found your site.
'What ?, you say nothing? -the rebuked Sam. Why will not I
surprised? His voice dripped contempt. I'll leave in the morning, but
I assure you mine afternoon by my lawyers have news.
Turned to leave the kitchen was given, but hesitated to
reach the door, and turned to her.
Erin stood up, ready for the next shot.
-Do You Know? Sam said 'I thought offer you a deal custody
shared, a right that looks like you empeabas to refuse, but since
you can forget. The game is over.
How dare you? she yelled when turned. No judge
I would give custody of a child. You killed your wife. How can you expect to be
a good parent when you failed your wife?
Sam whirled toward her, his face contorted with
anger, and Erin winced when he spoke the words as if throwing
they were sharp daggers.
Be very careful, Erin. I you do not throw the first stone.
I know your past, I know that you ran away from home, you committed theft ... everything.
At that moment Erin knew that somehow had discovered his
worst secret, and your worst nightmare.
It -C-how do you know ...?
-The How not matter. I will not stop, Erin, not until I bring to light
every detail of your present and your past, things that can throw the
worse impression of you before a judge when you have to consider whether you are suitable
to take charge of Riley.
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Chapter Thirteen
The microwaves emitted a long beep, indicating that it had completed
heating the food, but Erin completely ignored and dropped in a
of the kitchen chairs, trembling at what had just happened.
Sam threats had terrified, but now what
was were tormenting her past memories he had done
emerge, his life before moving there at Tahoe.
Although she believed she had left behind, finding a job and
becoming a good citizen and then a wife and mother,
suddenly was again in horror and shame.
The death of the baby in the house occupied in which she had lived with
other homeless was something awful. And those who had accused of
want to protect the guilty had been her worst nightmare.
She was not there the night the baby died. He had been
drinking, drinking heavily, and had fallen asleep in an alley. And there
I had spent all night until a sweeper woke in the morning
next. When he returned home the police were there, and took the
others to police station for questioning.
He had not agreed with others to conceal the cause
death of the girl, but she had been threatened, describing a
very compelling way what would happen if she told the police what
had occurred.
I knew that no excuse that he had not told the truth, but,
as he said, who would have thought? It was no more than a
teenager who had run away from home, someone living on the streets,
surviving by their wits. However, the guilt
had accompanied all these years.
That had marked a before and after. He had decided that
had to put a spin on his life, and had moved to Tahoe. In the hostel
who was staying learned that there was a vacancy to work in Connell
Lodge ... and the rest was history.
However, if Sam meet the threats he had made, revealing
before a judge how he had been his past ... that would not give very good
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image, of course, and compared with the pluperfect Sam
Thornton, a millionaire, computer genius.
It was a low blow during the discussion impute death
his wife. It was obvious he blamed himself all the time and that
I had been punished for it. In addition, any judge would see that it was a
good man and would be a wonderful father.
Even leaving all that aside, she could not afford a battle
legal. All I had was Connell Lodge, but since Riley was not the son
James, the property would be donated, in the absence of a legitimate

heir to the state of California.

There was nothing, absolutely nothing, and had nowhere to go, or had a
job, no education, no future.
When Connell Lodge wrested the scales of justice
inclined to favor Sam, and I would adjudicate custody of Riley, was
safe.
For a moment he thought about running away from there. Meter in the car trunk
basics, get Riley to his crib and take him with her far, far away, where
Sam could not find them. However, I knew I could not do that. Do Not
It would be fair to Riley.
But what other choice did then? If Sam was the father of her
son, yea, had rights as such, but until you have evidence of what
said, and a court order to hand over her baby, not going away
it.
Tired, threw away the food that had been heated in the
microwave. He had lost his appetite. Went to his room, took a shower,
into her nightgown and got into bed, but spent all night looking
the ceiling, unable to sleep, and tormented by the thought of losing
her son.
The next morning when he got up, he was still half-zombie
by lack of sleep. Luckily the three o'clock had begun to
eyes closed against him, and had fallen asleep.
However, Riley woke up early every morning, and that was not
exception. When he went to his room and pulled out of the crib, checked with
relief that no longer had no fever and was again the boy smiling
always.
Erin from the daily routine each morning handed, striving
not to think, and when he came into the kitchen with her baby in her arms almost
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I was starting to feel normal, despite the anxiety that he had been
installed in the chest and stomach.
Not been there very long when he heard Sam enter.
My chauffeur will arrive shortly he said brusquely.
Erin turned to him, but Sam Riley was tickling,
I was lying in his hammock. His son burst into giggles and stammered,
excitedly waving their little feet.
As I watched, Erin suddenly realized how much
seemed and wondered how he had not seen before. Of course she had
been other things that had not stopped to think like that
Sam had made a reservation shortly after he received the letter from the
Clinical and lawyers man claiming to be the father of her child. The
he deceived from the beginning, and the very thought made his blood
boil in veins.
Can wait out 'I replied tartly, before returning to the

porridge that was preparing to Riley.

Yes, I can imagine that's what you'd want to do. But there is
is what you want, Erin. I also have rights as a parent.
His words were like blows to her. He squared his shoulders and
He turned back to him, trying to keep her composure.
Thank you for your honesty. It was probably one of the few
truths that have told me since you got here. Now if you'll excuse us,
Riley took me to my living room to give him breakfast. Check
lock the door when you leave, please.
He lifted the hammock Riley took the bowl of porridge and left
Kitchen, closing latch behind.
A few hours later Sasha came by to see how he was
Riley. He was glad that little was better, and was so stunned
as Erin as they sat in the kitchen for coffee and told the
latest news.
-What Is the father of Riley? exclaimed with wide eyes.
'That said, but will have to prove it with evidence; legal evidence.
Though the truth is I have to admit that there was something in Sam
that from the beginning that looked familiar. Yes Riley look and he
Sasha added.
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Erin sighed and rested his head in his hands. Her friend also
I had noticed.
I do not know what I'll do, Sash. I've everything to lose.
Do not be silly; you're still her mother.
Yes, but told me that going to ask for sole custody, and most
likely be the den because ... because in the past I did things that
I am ashamed. And he knows everything, and I'm sure I will use it against me
if necessary to get custody of Riley. With all the money
has can afford the best lawyers, and I do not.
Sasha squeezed her hand to Erin.
Do not start worrying prematurely, woman. Let's see
how things develop. Moreover, if necessary Tony and I will help
with the money.
Erin's eyes filled with tears of excitement for the support
Unconditional her friend.
And will testify on your behalf at trial Sasha added. We were friends
James for years, and we know since you got here. We know that
You're a good person and an amazing mother. That has to count, right?
That she expected too.
The day seemed very long when Sasha left. He recalled that
I had to clean up the boat, so he took the cleaning tools necessary
harbored Sam, I sat in his cart and brought it with her. Already on yacht, put
on deck in a sunny corner, protecting it from the sun with sunshade

cart, and soon fell asleep.

Entering the cabin was the hardest. The bed was like they had
left, with rumpled sheets and bedspread fall on the floor. And to think that
the day before had been so happy, and so full of hope about
the future!
When he had returned to collect and clean the house, and Riley was still
asleep when he went from cart to the crib. It seemed that the antibiotic would
caused drowsiness, but there was nothing more restful to health
sleep.
He went to clean the room of Sam, and when he had ensured
that there was no trace of their passing by, he came down and went to his
office. I could not postpone it more; Janet had to call and tell him
happened. He needed his advice.
Hi, Erin greeted her lawyer when he got the phone.
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Precisely would call today.
'Why the news that Sam Thornton is the plaintiff? he replied
Erin. I have already learned.
No, it was not for that, but ... really ?, your host is the father of
Riley? Janet exclaimed in surprise.
'That seems. I think his lawyers are going to send me today the result
DNA test.
-go Janet was silent a moment. And how do you feel?
-Amenazada.
Erin inspired and explained what the situation, concluding that
Sam had accused her of lying to continue living in Connell
Lodge.
Is there any way to challenge the terms of the trust?
Good question answered Janet. I'll do what I can to
find out. I have a colleague who would love to take care of this. Is a
expert on the subject.
'And charges much?
'That's why you do not have to worry; I owe a favor.
Erin sighed with relief.
'What was it you wanted to tell me? she asked Janet.
Well see, seems to have been a problem with your test
DNA, and want to repeat it. I was sent the case to take other
shows, so if you could spend this evening I will send it back for a
courier late.
Erin had seemed strange to make request for a DNA sample
she, too, in addition to Riley, but Janet had told him it was something
routine in order to have the full DNA profile Riley, and there was
back to remember it.
He checked his watch and told Janet that would approach when Riley

waking from a nap. When she hung up, she felt more uneasy than before.
Although grateful for the support of Sasha and Janet, could not quell fears
that the situation could worsen.
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Chapter Fourteen
Sam would not stop running around to another in the office of his
lawyer.
Do you realize what this means? he said his lawyer. Is a
point in your favor; Riley is not only your child, but also to Laura.
Sam still could not believe it. He closed his eyes briefly and shook
head.
'But then ... there is no doubt? he asked, turning to David.
Erin is not the biological mother?
David -No doubt, sitting behind his desk, picked up the report
laboratory, and shook it in her hand. It's all here; seems to Erin
Connell was implanted with the wrong embryo. As Laura and you do not you arrived
on time for your appointment, someone screwed down.
Sam sat down, closed his eyes and the bridge of his nose pressed.
It had been a godsend to discover that Riley was his son, but
Also discover who was the son of Laura ... This was too much happiness;
I did not deserve happiness. Laura however yes. There was much to be desired
mother ...! And it would ensure that Riley would grow knowing that it had been a
wonderful person.
'What a mess! he muttered, failing a better word.
Well it seems to me that you could not have gone better things.
'And Erin? Did you know already?
He we have communicated to his lawyer, so yeah, I guess since
should know.
He'll be devastated.
That's not your problem said simply lawyer.
David, have protested Sam heart. It is true that it has done everything
effort to obstruct the investigation of this matter, but there are also
I see it from their perspective.
'What's this change in attitude? Only ten days ago you were so
angry I thought you were going to ask me to raptramos Riley for
start it from the clutches of the "perverse" woman.
Sam got up and began to pace up and down again.
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I know he admitted. But I've had time to calm down, to think
and ... Erin Riley loves. So he tried at all costs hinder what the
DNA testing. And I hate to admit it, but if I had been in place,
I probably would have done the same.

You want to change the application for sole custody? David inquired
confused.
Of course not, 'he said firmly. That was the only thing
I was sure. And now more than ever. But perhaps we could offer
agreement visitation rights. After all it is she who has brought it
the world. He has given his chest and has grown for almost six months added.
David opened his mouth, but Sam raised his hand to interrumpirle-. And
offer financial compensation; generous compensation. Do Not
I want to end up in the street for all this. At the end of the day throughout this
situation is merely a victim, like me.
'Have you hit your head or something, Sam? she asked
David, and when he looked at him, shook his head. I know, I know,
You are the customer and therefore you rule. Anyway, if you are sure
that's what you want me to, I will. Although it is possible that he
provide for certain rights as a surrogate mother. Maybe we could
anticipate recognizing these rights and defining them in writing.
I'll write an agreement with all that and I'll call for review together
and you give me your approval. As for the financial compensation ... what
amount you had thought?
When he told the sum, Sam raised his eyebrows and looked at him intently.
'I mean it, right? he asked.
'I have not been more serious in my life. Call me when you
Ready therein.
Sam left the office of his attorney felt that no
I was doing enough. But it was not, it was said, trying to convince.
With Erin compensation could buy a house, and if he could
retrying having another child with IVF. More he could do.
***
When he entered the kitchen, Erin threw on the table the cards
he had collected from his post office in town. Should have gone
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before, but lately I have not been with many spirits to leave
home. Sasha, seeing her so crestfallen, had begun to go see her every day, and I
grateful, but needed time to be alone. Time to mourn for
everything was going to lose: their home, and the life he had led until then.
Riley had fallen asleep in his cart, and had gotten
pass it on to her crib without being awakened. I could not let that Sam would make
custody; fight tooth and nail. It would be tough, and even more now
the firm that managed the trust Connell Lodge had given
a date for him to leave the house, since Riley was not the son of James.
Lately it was as if he should come blows from all sides.
He turned on the coffee, took the letters that he had thrown on the table, and
I began to separate them: those related to Connell Lodge, personal and
they were just advertising. Upon reaching the penultimate hesitated because

He recognized the letterhead instantly.

A letter from the lawyers of Sam ... A shiver ran through him
back, and set aside. He was not prepared to read, had
too afraid of the threats that certainly contained.
Janet had phoned several times in recent days, and even will
I had left a couple of messages on the answering machine, but I was so depressed
who had not yet returned her call.
A cup of coffee was served, brought it to the table and sat down,
wondering if he should call Janet before opening the letter. Perhaps what
had to say would prepare for the content of this letter. No, its
Instinct told him that, whatever the reason you had called,
not change what was written in the letter.
He would have to put up with it. He took the envelope, opened it, and took a
printed papers folded and attached to the letter by a clip. He read the letter
once, twice, three times. That made no sense, it was impossible.
He put down the letter and looked at the documents appended. Were
the results of the DNA tests had been done: the first and
second. He shook his head, unable to believe the evidence that was before their
eyes. There was the mother of Riley ...
-Do Not!
That anguished gasp escaped her lips while
a ghastly pang across his chest. That was not the mother of
Riley? But that was impossible ... It could not be true. He had felt
move within himself, he had carried in her womb for nine months.
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Had almost died in childbirth, giving birth to many complications
that doctors had told him that since he could not have more children.
Do Not! Riley was his baby, his son, whom she loved with all her heart. Do Not
sufficient that the clinic had erred fertilize their eggs.
Now was that they had implanted the embryo of another couple?
The coffee had cooled completely assembled when the value
enough to read the documents appended to the letter. By
seemed the "mistake" had been deliberate. The person who had uncovered the
irregularities in the clinic had come to tell all: By mistake,
had destroyed the only viable embryo of their eggs and sperm of James,
and had instructed him to "sneak" to find another embryo
replace with which to plug the ruling that they had committed. The embryo
chosen was one of three other couple, a couple that there was
come to the meeting by a car accident where the woman had lost
life.
Her eyes filled with tears, which rolled, one after another, by
cheeks. Suddenly felt he was trembling, and her sobs were in
increase, filling the silence with anguish stirring inside.
When he calmed down, he ruefully acknowledged the harsh reality: in all

Sam senses had the upper hand. How could anyone deny their
rights as a parent of a child wearing your DNA and your wife? It would
Riley as denying the right to have his father was part of his life, a
father who adored him. He had seen it in his eyes, how he treated in each
time spent with the child.
But it was she who had brought him into the world; I was the only mother
Riley knew and needed. At that moment he remembered something he used to say
James when they lost a good employee: "No one is indispensable." And it was
true.
Although his heart protested, saying that it was different,
she had brought into the world and was raising him, logic told him before the
law meant nothing. For all purposes was the equivalent of
a surrogate mother; had given birth to the son of another couple.
The thought struck him unbearable. How could the people of the
clinic have done something? With vision blurred by tears, not
stopped falling, looked the other papers, and saw that one of them was a
document concerning an alleged visitation to be agreed, and
other compensation agreement.
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What compensation? What the hell ...? While reading the pain
throbbing in his chest dyed genuine rage when he saw the conditions
he proposed Sam. In short, he was willing to give one million
dollars in a lump sum, as a gesture of gratitude for his son gestated
and bring them up in the first six months of his life. It was expected that
dispusiera a while to wean Riley and begin taking only
Then milk bottles and baby food before I give it to her
father.
Gratitude? Erin clenched his jaw and swallowed. Did you feel
grateful that he had a son who could take home, as
if a puppy? How dare he reduced to a mere "service
paid "the nine months of pregnancy and those who had come
later? It had been months full of bliss, but it had also been
hard times, such as illness and death of James, and having
I had to bring up Riley herself.
He left the papers on the table, restraining himself from breaking in
pieces. A million dollars? Was that the value that gave the life of a
child? Was he going to pay to have your son? No, no way. How dare he?
How could put a price on a life, what she had been through,
what was going to lose because I was going to take it off?
Rose so sharply that the chair fell. He took the phone
Wireless Janet dialed. His secretary told him that in that
time was occupied, but gave him an appointment for the next day.
When he hung up, Erin sat down and read all the papers again
to make sure he had understood everything that was said in them.

What could I do?

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Chapter Fifteen
How that refuses to accept the money? Why? Is it not
enough? Did you said you want more? Sam was furious.
She does not want money, plain and simple replied the voice of David his
lawyer on the other side of the line.
But you have to accept it.
-not Really. All he asks is that you give two weeks
to wean the child.
Riley. Her name is Riley.
But suppose you want to rename, right? Do you you had no
Laura and you thought some other name?
Sam pulled the phone with such force that it cracked.
No, I will not rename it. And I'll do everything in my
Erin hand to accept the money.
Well good luck. As his lawyer says he has no intention of
accept a penny.
When he hung up, Sam began to walk up and down his office,
whose large windows peered at Union Square. I could not stop
wonder why. Erin was not going to fight for custody of Riley, had
ignored his offer regarding visitation rights, and also had
rejected the compensation had proposed.
What the hell was going on? Was not precisely Erin
position of rejecting that money. He had to see her, talk to her,
to reason.
After reading the report of the detective, he had discovered that
Erin had nothing to do with the death of the baby because neither
He had even been there when it happened. He had felt ashamed of
himself for having prejudged, as did the police who
had been questioned, and it was even worse, because unlike those cops he
knew and knew he was a good person and a good mother.
When thinking about how upset he'd seen the night they had
I had to take Riley to the emergency room, he had finally understood why
had engaged in delaying DNA testing and why he had lied
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to keep Connell Lodge. He had done all this because I wanted to Riley.
It was going to Tahoe, and would not return until the'd convinced that
accept his money.
He returned to his desk and picked up the phone to talk to your
secretary.
Julia, reserve me a ticket on the next flight out to Tahoe. What if

no commercial flight in the next two hours, find me a flight

charter. Oh, and make sure you have a rental car waiting
when you arrive.
-Un Rental car? You mean a car and driver?
No, I'll drive.
His secretary hesitated.
-are You sure?
Sam fought the irrational fear that gave him the idea to stand
at the wheel.
Very safe.
It had been a dreadful week, knowing that every time you gave
chest Riley was one step closer to the last time he would, that
would have to start bottle feeding, and then say goodbye. Forever.
Had completely ignored the proposal that Sam had made him
grant visitation rights. Deep down I knew it was best. Better than
Riley able to see only a few hours every few weeks. That torture, the
long, would be even more painful than seeing him leave. I could not bear to have
be separated from him every time.
There were lying Riley was already a while, and had shrunk him the
heart to put him in his crib and leave the room. Lately the only thing
wanted to do was hug him.
Perhaps the reason was that she had been informed that he would have
Connell Lodge leave the same day that it had agreed cede the
Sam custody. It was as if all her happiness was to be severed on a
time.
He had gone to the kitchen to make a tea when he heard a car
stopping at the rear. He checked his watch. Was almost eight o'clock.
Not expecting anyone, least of all those hours, but only his friends parked
on the back.
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He heard the car door shut, then footsteps approaching
house, heavy, irregular steps. The heart skipped a beat. Only Knew
a person to walk well. A hand to his chest was nervously.
What was Sam doing there? I hoped he had not changed
mind about letting Riley few more weeks; For God's sake, he would
to have the rest of your life! What posed to him a couple of weeks?
While he was waiting for the knock on the door when he heard, he
jumped. He forced his legs to bring her here and opened.
What do you want?
Good afternoon to you too, 'said he sarcastically, looking into
eyes.
Erin noticed the weariness in his face, obviously for long
trip, but tried to tell unconcerned.
'I do not admit guests' I said coldly. You'll have to find

somewhere else to stay.

It was closing the door, but Sam stopped him, planting a hand on
it.
'I have not come to stay. Pidi- please, 'We need to talk.
'We've talked about everything we needed to talk through
our lawyers.
No, not really. Let me pass, Erin. I If not, stay here
banging on the door until you do.
His stubborn look told Erin that was serious. Without saying anything,
stood aside and watched as he walked off into the kitchen. He limped
more than usual, he noted, but said he did not care, even if
automatically offered him a chair.
Sam sat up, stretched his leg and rubbed distracted.
-Ya've Slept with Riley?
'Of course Erin crossed her arms, waiting for what was feared that
He had come to tell.
Too bad; hoped to see.
'Then perhaps you should have told me you were coming.
A while they were silent and she, unable to bear the
how was scrutinizing gaze, turned his back and went to
take a cup dresser.
'I am preparing an infusion. Fancy a coffee or something? 'I
reluctantly asked, turning to face him.
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He seemed surprised by the offer.
-A Coffee would be nice, thanks.
When the coffee was ready, he returned to the table with his coffee and his. By
a moment thought he should invite him to the living room, so
were more comfortable, but anger prevailed, and sat before him,
refusing to say anything. To speak to him and tell him what had gone there.
Sam sipped his coffee and sighed.
He's very good, thank you.
The silence stretched, and Erin went to take his cup, but seeing that
trembling hand dropped back into his lap. There was to show to him
any sign of weakness, he said, clenching his fists.
Why do not you want to accept the money? she asked Sam after
take another sip of coffee. I know you need it. Is it a matter of pride?
In your situation you can not afford to let pride blind you, Erin. Be
you'll lose the property.
'And do you care? You got what you wanted.
For a moment he thought he saw Erin compassion in his eyes, but
said it should be a matter of your imagination.
You deserve the compensation, Erin. Please let me do this
you.

She shook her head.

How can you talk about compensation? Do you really think
you can put a price on the life of your son, Sam? Is that what this is?
No, of course not! he protested.
'And then why did you offer that money?
Because I care about you. I do it for your sake.
That's a lie and you know it. If you cared you would not have fooled me
from the beginning, coming here without telling me who you were and why you had
come Erin shook his head vehemently. Do not do for me. Nor
even by Riley. What you're trying to do is appease your conscience, because you
feel guilty for taking away the only thing that gives meaning to my life.
He knew he had hit the jackpot when he pursed his lips and his eyes
were darkened.
Very well, and if I admit that I feel guilty, you accept that money?
She gave a bitter laugh.
'I can not believe. What do you think ?, what money are solved
all problems? Do they not understand that money you offer me is
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an insult?
'Is it not enough ?, Do you want more?
Erin saw anger in his voice. Just as well, thought better than to be angry
to continue behaving like that rational man without emotions
had entered through the door.
Nor all the money in the world would suffice.
-why? Because you really think I'm trying to buy a
my son?
I do not know, you tell me, because if it is not, of course it is what it seems. Already
have to Riley; I signed the papers giving up my rights as a mother Erin closed her eyes for a moment, trying not to lose control of themselves
herself. Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to give it up? I was not I
to the clinic to be a surrogate mother. From the moment I
got pregnant thought the child she was carrying in my belly was mine and my
husband. During those nine months I kept believing. And for me remains
my son, whatever they say these DNA tests. So I did what was
best for him. Woe to you if you run fail ever!
Not fail you. If I did not feel ready to be a father not
would have fought so hard to get custody. I have learned from mistakes
the past, and I am very fortunate that fate has given me another
opportunity. And I will not waste it Sam ran a hand through his
hair. Look, Erin, I know you want to Riley she said in a tone that irritated
deeply, as if trying to appease and to reason with a child
enrabietado-. And I'd like you to accept visitation that ...
-Rgimen Visits! Erin almost spit those words. I do not want
visit; want to be your mother, be part of your life all the time. I do not want

just be a woman who will occasionally see a weekend. Do Not

I want to see only a few hours and then have to go off and leave it behind,
again and again. Is it that you can not imagine how I would destroy that, how cruel
would it be?
'Are you saying you do not want to see him again?
It's best for them. And if you remarry? That woman
become the mother of Riley, and if I continue going to visit that does not
would only confuse him.
I can not believe you're going to do this.
Leave it be she begged her, shaking his head. I will not change
idea.
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Well I still want to accept the money. For me it is important, and
is not to appease my conscience. I know I have not done well, it should not
sorry hiding who he was. And I know that nothing can compensate for what you're
happening, but that is why you have to accept. And if not enough,
appoints you the amount.
Erin shook his head again. Never understand. Oblivious to pain
that consumed her, Sam kept insisting:
Erin, I want you to have this money so you can you buy a
home, and maybe have another baby. You could go to another clinic and so ...
Erin suddenly felt anger again seize it.
So what? ' So you could have another child and forget about Riley? he said
raising his voice.
No, that's not what he meant he replied, raising his voice
you also.
Stay with your dirty money, 'said Erin scornfully. Do not
I want.
But is that you do not realize? Another child might help.
No, not help me. And it's impossible.
Erin, I know it's not like you've had to let go of a
puppy and I'm not offering one in return. I'm not that insensitive.
But you're a wonderful mother and you deserve to have your own child; let
help you.
Erin looked down at her hands clenched in her lap, and said with
hoarsely:
'You can help.
-why Not? Why will not you let him do it? Look, I ... I
Sorry if your pride prevents you accept my help, but that reason does not serve me.
Give me a single reason why I can not help you.
She lifted her face to him and was forced to look into his eyes. It inspired
He breathed deeply and slowly.
Because doctors said I can not have more children; so.

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Chapter Sixteen
Sam stared speechless, stunned by what had just
heard. Could not have more children? Why the report he sent the
detective said nothing about that?
If you do not mind, would you left and said 'I Erin voice
remains.
I'm not going to leave until I tell me everything. Why can you not
have more children?
If I tell you, will you go?
The pain of what he had to confess his face was palpable.
Sam nodded.
She had already left accounts and had not given me birth Erin started. They had to provoke him. The doctor wanted to become a
cesarean, but I refused, because I wanted my baby was born so
naturally picked up the cup with both hands and drank deeply of the infusion.
Then he stopped again at the table and stared, as if that would
proves easier to look at him in the eye. The pain was very strong
when I started pushing, and suddenly, at a given moment, I felt a pain
so terrible that even the epidural who had put me managed
mask it. I knew something was wrong and I told the nurse. Prior to
I knew what was happening they took me off to the operating room. To
then I was starting to lose consciousness. I do not remember much
more, except that when I came I was told that Riley was born, and
who had taken to the intensive care unit for newborns -he
paused. It seems that pain so strong was due to a torn
uterus. When it happened, Riley ran out of oxygen, but fortunately acted
fast and able to breathe. It could have been much worse. After
four nights in the intensive care unit was discharged.
-do Not you? Sam asked aghast.
I ... well, I was not so lucky. The uterus was torn
caused too much damage. It took me a hysterectomy
Full Erin took a deep breath and looked at him. And that's it;
why I can not have more children.
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He got up from the table and went to the back door. His shoulders slumped
she was told Sam how hard it had been for her to tell her that. Erin
He opened the door and, holding, turned to him.
And now leave.
Sam felt terrible at that time and hated to leave it in that state,
but had assured him he would go when he had answered your question,
and could not break his word, so he left.
However, he could not prevent return, and thought doing so,

early the next morning.

***
It was twenty-four hours a shop not far from the motel where
staying and bought some stuff toiletries and a package of underwear.
Already in the motel, after calling his secretary and leave a message
telling him that maybe tardase a couple of days back, got into bed.
The hours passed slowly, and could not sleep. After
Erin had told him, he was even more difficult to accept the decision
Erin Riley giving up.
By treating it as he had treated her, thinking the worst of it, had
made a terrible mistake. Things should not have ended well. To
I had discovered the letter of the laboratory in his office, had
hoped they could spend the rest of his days.
Now realized that Erin had concealed the results of the test
DNA, which had refused to give up the child who had so much
Side bring into the world, and that meant everything to her.
Could turn back, change things? He doubted it. It had
Erin done much harm; Why would be willing to give it another
opportunity to trust him? If he were in his place, would not either. Are
He struggled to think of a solution that would work for all three, but
when the first rays of sun began to filter through the curtains
window, still had not managed to find one. The only thing I could do
would apologize for what had put him through, and pray that, from
there, she would show receptive.
On the way to Connell Lodge prayed because that was then, during that
Night had long realized that I still wanted to Erin. His last will
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did not matter, nor cared that he had concealed the results of
that test. He loved her. All he had to do was convince
it.
What do you want now? Erin snapped abruptly when he opened
the door, Riley held.
At the moment the small saw, held out little arms and started
to babble excitedly. Sam's heart overflowed with joy. Riley wanted to go with him.
It was the most amazing feeling in the world. And yet at the same time,
He understood better than it never lasted that Erin would give it up.
Will have made threats abandon hope you
had launched that night, weeks ago? Is that why he had given up
fight for your baby?
May I? he asked, pointing to Riley.
After what seemed an eternity, Erin nodded and handed to
small.
I suppose I'd better pass said reluctantly.
-Thx.

Erin led him to the living room, where he was the blanket of
Riley games.
-You Sealndosela She motioned him down there.
Sam reluctantly obeyed, and was surprised to see the little roll
side by side.
Hey! he exclaimed, turning smiling towards Erin. Have you seen what
has he done?
Yeah, been doing it for a few days.
The bittersweet tone in his voice Sam stabbed in the soul. Erin had
I have witnessed this new step in the development of Riley, but had
many would be lost. His first words, first steps ...
Why did you come back? Erin asked. I thought last night you had
made it very clear my position.
'You did, but I wanted to apologize. You were right. For some
True stupid reason I thought that I would be giving you money
less guilty, but I was wrong. I did not mean to hurt you more, Erin.
When I left, weeks ago, was so angry that I did not stop to think
when it was about to make. I could only think that was me
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lost six months of the life of my son. I'm sorry. It was very selfish
on my part.
Erin stared dumbfounded at him, and when he did not say anything, he added:
-He had some information about your husband and yourself, but wanted
Read more. I wanted to know exactly what kind of person was the woman who
had given birth to my son. I did not know anything about your past until the night
We had to take emergency Riley 'I explained. That day, in the morning,
My lawyer had called to give me the result of the DNA test
confirmed that Riley was my son, and when we were at the lake thought
was the perfect time to tell you, but then called Sasha to say
Riley was sick, and when I went to get the keys to your office
I found by accident the letter in which you said that James was not the father.
When looking at the date saw you had sent for weeks, and you do not you
you said anything to my lawyer. I was furious, but it was not time to
discussions. The important thing at that time was that a doctor to see Riley.
And I made you drive she murmured, as if he feel guilty.
Sam inspired before continuing.
When the doctor was seeing Riley and you were with him, called me
mobile detective whom he had hired, and I talked about what had
discovered about your past.
Erin paled and waist with arms wrapped.
I know you did not bring a tightly exemplary life.
Neither you had an idyllic childhood. Tell me about it.
Erin laughed bitterly.
'What ?, what "happy" who was living with my mother ?, or how

I was living on the streets? The drink helped me not think about what unhappy that
I was myself. But I guess that since you have told Detective
all that; Why do you want me to talk about it?
Because I need to hear your version of events.
Erin sat in a chair, he sat down too, and she began to speak.
My mother never loved me. I blamed all the time that my
father had left us before I was born. We lived in the
misery, and told me it was my fault. I learned to hide from
her when he came home drunk, to bend down and cover my head when
began to hit me. As soon as I was old enough to
I fend for herself ran away. I ended up in a foster home with a
great family, but only lasted a while. My mother said she had
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changed and he wanted to take care of me. It was a lie, of course: no
changed, and I do not understand why he did it, unless it was because
I wish my life was as unhappy as his. I ran away several times
Moreover, they returned to take her, until one day she died from a beating
the guy that he was, and stopped looking.
Tell me about that baby that died 'I asked Sam.
Erin swallowed before speaking again shakily.
Not knew the parents of that child. We were living in
an abandoned building with other homeless. People came and went, and no one was
friend of anyone. One day the couple arrived with her baby, a little girl who could not
have more than a few months. When were angry with each other so
paid to her. Do not beat, or anything like that, at least initially. Era
more things as diapering and blame the other for not having
done or not having bought diapers. Also pinched to make
cry when the other had her in his arms. We all saw what was
passing admitted. I tried to help the mother whenever she could,
but he stopped me to continue doing so.
-l? Sam asked.
-The Father. One night threatened me. He pushed me against the wall face
and I twisted his arm behind his back. He told me not tuck me in his
woman and he, or he would kill me. Since that day I kept my distance with them.
One night I had left and had been drinking with some acquaintances.
I got drunk, and did not get to busy building where we lived. I was
sleeping in an alley, and the next morning when I woke up and
I returned I found that the police were there. They had beaten the
small and very bad. We were all taken to the police station to
questioning. The little girl died, and I felt horrible because I felt that
should have done something to protect her, as parents face
or notify social services. Police found insufficient evidence to
charges against them, and I vowed that if I ever had a son would
a good mother. The rest of the story you already know.

Sam had listened with a heavy heart. Erin had been

really bad, and his respect for her had only increased to hear everything
that.
You're an amazing woman, Erin Connell.
No, I'm not.
Look, I let my emotions cloud my opinion of you, 'Sam said
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I was wrong, but from the beginning I knew you were a woman
unbelievable.
-Tus Emotions? Erin looked up at him and stared.
-The Day we went sailing lake I realized it was
falling in love with you.
Erin paled.
And that I screwed so, is it not? he asked in a voice
choppy.
No, of course not. I thought ... waited ... maybe you too
you're falling for me. Was it a mistake?
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Riley chose that moment to start whining, and Erin
lifted like a spring. He said it was almost time for your nap, but before
I had to give him his bottle, and went to the kitchen, taking advantage of the interruption
not answer your question. Had he been wrong after all and not
felt nothing for him? Sam got up and took Riley in arms to let
to mourn.
Erin returned shortly with a bottle in his hand and held it out.
Here. Not more you start to get used; shortly
have to do it.
Somehow, in the few minutes he had been in the kitchen,
had returned to shore up their defenses. The vulnerability had been
bare moments ago was gone. Sam took the
bottle and held it to Riley, who opened his mouth and began to suck
craving, slamming her hands the side of the bottle and Sam's hand.
-Ya You stopped breast feeding?
I was under the conditions of the papers I signed, I had to
begin to wean before you hicieras care of him.
By the time he finished the bottle, Riley was already half asleep.
Do I have to do to take gas? Sam asked Erin, not
was quite sure what to do-. Or too was espabilar and then
do not sleep?
Suddenly he began to overwhelm him the idea of having to do that all
day. Hire a nanny, of course, because he had no

remedy, but still wanted to get involved as much as possible in their care.
Erin got up and went to the dresser to get a towel and donning in
shoulder.
-Don't Worry, you will fall asleep.
When he was thrown gases, Sam handed it back to Erin, who
took him to his room to lie down.
This is very hard for you, right? Sam he said when he returned.
-Hard To say the least.
'And then why have you stopped fighting? Why have you given me the
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Riley custody?
She looked at him in disbelief.
I think it's pretty obvious.
I know you have no money and soon you'll be homeless and
work, but these are not insurmountable obstacles Sam knew he would
bother you, but I wanted an honest answer, so she asked: Why
have you given?
Erin's eyes flashed.
How dare you?
I need to know, Erin. Why?
I had to do what was best for Riley.
Come on, Erin. And perhaps you wrong? You're a good mother,
a mother delivered.
Erin twisted his face.
-may Be. But that is not enough. The love of a mother puts
food on the table, or used to buy clothes for a child or give a
education and life chances.
Rose from the chair where he had sat, was to the wall,
where he had hung photos of Riley, and stroked his face with buds
finger.
'I've brought into the world, but Riley is yours. And you want. Been
fought for him and I know you'll take good care and be a good father. If there were
been, would have fought tooth and nail; I can assure you.
Suddenly Sam understood. Riley was giving what she's
Life had not given him a father who wanted a home security. An
future.
He felt proud to offer everything to his son, but
also wanted to Erin. He went to him and, putting his hands
shoulders, made her turn toward him. In doing so, he noticed the bones through
blouse. It had seemed to be very deteriorated, but not
imagined that he had lost so much weight. I had to fix things. Single
hoped she would let him.
Erin before I asked you if you were also falling in love with
my. I believe I was not wrong.

-why? Why you have nothing else to reproach me? For what
you come back to hurt me? Do not bother; not worth it.
Erin's voice had taken and was avoiding her gaze, but Sam saw
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tears in his eyes. He knew he had hurt, but the pain was more
beyond everything. It was a pain going back to his childhood, that girl
I had grown up without a father, and by a mother who had not
dear.
'I've misjudged you, Erin. And it's a mistake I want to rectify. You're all
I thought of you when I met you: you are a loving and protective mother,
plus a beautiful and capable woman.
Erin shook his head, but he took her chin so that
look.
Now I realize it was that day, the day I met you, when
I started falling in love with you. And I can assure you fought it; Go
if I fought! He had been living in hell since the death of my wife, and
I was convinced that I did not deserve to be happy again. He was sure
that if I ever fall in love with another woman would end up failing, as had
Laura made. But my heart would not listen when I said that
you were not for me He paused before continuing. The night I
kiss ... that kiss was everything I had dreamed that a kiss should be, and
wanted more. And so I pushed, but I could see that you were also
fighting the attraction you felt for me. So would think that the
first time we made love in truth we did, it was not just sex.
For me it was not, of course. I love you, Erin.
No, you can not love. I've been a bad person. I've done things
bad. I tried to turn away from your own son. How could you love me?
Sam read between the lines what was not saying, "how could you
want someone who is not worthy of being loved? ". He had a life
Very hard, and had suffered much, but if allowed, was determined to
do everything in his power to return to never suffer
more.
I want the woman before me, for I know Erin; to you. I have
doubted me and my opinion of you, and allowed me to cloud the mind
I discovered your past without stopping to think about how much you like
endeavored to leave it behind. To become the person you deserve to be he said. I apologize for everything I've put you through. You deserve
better than this life, someone better than me, but I hope you can
give me another chance. Let me show how I love you, how
I admire your strength and the kind of person that you have become-a whimper
drowned escaped the lips of Erin when he dropped to one knee in front of her.
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Erin, you have taught me that I can love again, that people can change,
even people who have made terrible mistakes. You have made me a
best man, a man who loves you with all his heart. Will you
marry me, be my wife and the mother of Riley ... forever?
***
Erin felt weak knees, but knew that Sam's
hold, that would not fall. And not just at the time, but during the
rest of his life.
-are You sure? she asked.
'I have not been so sure of anything in my life,' he agreed.
Just look at his face Erin knew she was telling the truth.
Suddenly felt the lightest and heart full of happiness. Pain and
sadness, not just in recent weeks, but in recent years, began
to dissolve, and a new feeling replaced them: Sam loved her. To her!
I could hardly believe it.
'I love you, Sam muttered in a small voice.
Such was the emotion he felt, he struggled to articulate the words.
He smiled, with that sweet smile and always something naughty
was that he would fill the stomach butterflies.
'What about me ?, will you marry me?
Yes, I will. But not because you are the father of Riley. That want
be clear. I want to marry you because I love you with all my heart
and all my heart. I want to be your partner, your lover and your best friend for
the rest of my life.
Sam wrapped her arms and pulled her close, pressing against her
heart.
Never again will you have to worry about anything on your own face,
Erin, because I'll always be here by your side. Always.
Erin looked up as he bent his, and responded to the kiss of
Sam, his lips savoring the promise he had just done, knowing
he loved and valued, and now had a future, a future that would
share. All three. Sam Riley and her. Together. And I knew it would be a long future
and happy with Sam at his side.
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