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Sakari
A Different Perspective
By Robert J Hodosi
11/7/2011

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During the day, the Sun is the source of all life. When the night comes, the Sun goes
away and it cannot be seen. Though it may be cold, dark, and unseen, from our vantage
point, its presence is still felt in the reflection of itself by way of the moon. Therefore, it
touches each and every one of us, even if ever so slightly through its soft night
reflection.

Acknowledgements
Id like to thank, Dr Harry Oldfield of Oldfield Systems Ltd. for his continued efforts into
the research of electro-crystal therapy. For without his continued efforts, I believe a
major void would be left in the place where the material and spirit worlds meet. His
research shows without a doubt a true connection between the planes of the material
and spirit.
More information on Harry Oldfield can be found at www.electrocrystal.com. Additional
information on the work of Harry Oldfield can be obtained by reading The Dark Side of
the Brain by Harry Oldfield and Roger Coghill as well as by reading Harry Oldfields
Invisible Universe by Jane and Grant Soloman. At the time of writing this book, Harry
Oldfield had a few videos out on YouTube. This includes but is not limited to my personal
favorite, Harry Oldfields Energy Fields Revealed.
Id also like to thank all those in my life, past, present, and future as they have helped
to shape who I am today and who I will be tomorrow. Everyone has contributed
something, even if its a remote idea in the back of my head. You are all loved! Thank
you for reading this book.

Introduction
As far back as I can remember, from the first time I felt his presence, the name Sakari
came to mind. It seemed to me to be natural reaction to his presence. I never thought
much of it. The meaning of the name Sakari is Finnish for God has remembered. The
name Sakari is also synonymous with a deep driven desire to inspire or help others to a
higher cause as well as to share their own strongly held views on spiritual matters.
Looking back, the pieces were all there synchronized as if put together by a 14 th century
renaissance painter. However, in my then state of awareness, I wasnt impassioned
enough to hear it.
Ive come to know Sakari as one of my spiritual guides. Sakari once told me that these
experiences were meant to be shared with those who will listen. As sharing them will not
only help me, but it will also help to uplift those in need of this information. There are
times in which, we all think of life outside the common established box of structured
religion. What you will find in this book is maybe youre not so far off. Maybe you
needed to hear someone elses coming of age story to bring some kind of truth to your
own. The thoughts and ideas represented in this book are inherent in each and every one
of us through our past life experiences. We are the sum of these experiences. Once we
are fully awakened, we are allowed the entirety of this knowledge both past and present.
However, as a universal rule, the future of self cannot be known except in cases of
information that does not change the outcome of future events or harmless future
knowledge.
Here is my story. Im sure as before some of my research and efforts to verify the
things Ive been told or experienced by Sakari will lead me off on tangents as they often
do. These tangents as awesome as they may be are sometimes a journey or story of
their own which I could write a book about. But Ill just touch on them from time to time.
Some of the things I'll talk about in this book can never be verified by the average
everyday human being, for the fact that thinking outside the box is a major paradigm to
understanding a lot of the things Sakari has taught me. As well, there seems to be a
major gap between spirituality and what science can actually prove at this point in time.
The fact is, the realms dealt with within spirituality are far beyond the commonplace
understanding of this space and time. That is unless your consciousness has evolved
enough to understand it. To put it into the best words, would be to say, if seeing is
believing, then you must take the drive and see for yourself. All I ask is that you judge
for yourself whether or not it makes sense to your own rationality, logic and reason.
Then, feel free to keep what you want and discard what you don't want. There's no
better way to go through life than that of your own personal reality. It's free will!
The true fact of the matter is most people are not at all aware of what's going on all
around them as they go on day to day with their seemingly busy lives. But in being
aware of ones surroundings, and all the little odd ins and outs that don't quite make

sense to the normal rationale. This is often the key to whats really true. At the very
least, it gives rise to the questions some of the greatest minds that have ever lived have
long since questioned. Some call it an awakening, others, a synchronization of sorts to
point one in the right direction of ones own ultimate destiny. You may have heard it said,
life is an illusion. If youre current level of understanding is anything close to what mine
used to be before I delved into the occult and esoteric, then this will definitely help you
and change your perspective into a deeper understanding of spirituality and proportion.
Its evident that the thoughts dealing with both life and it's progression require an open
mind. From the times of long ago, it was once thought that the world was flat, that the
Sun revolved around Earth, and that Columbus discovered America. Man has always
been long defined by what he doesnt know. Hence, Thoughts and beliefs change with
every new understanding. As a society we grow and learn along our evolutionary path.
Everything is a matter of perception. So as you continue to read this, please keep an
open mind and when youre done ask yourself, Is this all possible? That is ultimately up
for you to decide. You are what you eat! We all have had different upbringings and
experiences that make us who we are today. But as we go along in life and become
more and more perceptive to the events of the day, Im sure we will all see maybe there
is some substance in the form of natural process for those things we currently do not
understand.
As much as I have tried to keep it to myself, Im often at wits end in a need to spread
the avenues that have led to my own personal growth and predestined theme. In
todays society, everyones a critic. I know firsthand of the efforts some will go through
to upset the balance of truth. Through the teachings of Sakari, Ive realized that much
of what Ive been taught and brought up with is not necessarily true. Through
meditation and my own awakening, the thoughts of yesterday and today have remained
clear and the patterns have been highlighted. This literally throws off the balance of who
I once was and who I am today. I too have since realized through meditation, nonjudgment and calm emotions, that life really is, an illusion.
This in itself, the drastic change in me, has sometimes been a hard subject for me to
grab a hold of. But at the same time, I cannot deny that this change in me has definitely
occurred, and is most definitely for the better. Now that I have awakened to certain
truths, life is a glorious, and wonderful fortitude of synchronous events that blend in to
create a life of happiness, peace, and love. To put into words what happens when one
awakes would not be a fair assessment of all possibility for I am a work in progress.
Everyday, I learn more.
When I look back to the events that led me to write this book, Im reminded of a slowly
dripping faucet of thoughts and ideas. At first it just dripped slowly, throwing in little bits
of information here and there like the zeros and ones of binary digital information.
Through the days and years, Ive tried to ignore this to no avail. The ideas presented
themselves over and over in my daily life, as if someone or something was trying to get
a point across. It was only through my own research into these events and their
meaning that things actually started to make logical sense. I'd be lying, if I said it all
made sense but in time I'm sure it will.
These days the faucet is always dripping. The events of the day may overcome the
sound of the dripping faucet. However, in the still of the night when everything is asleep
and the crickets are the only thing I hear, I realize the drip is much louder than anything

in the surrounding background. Matter of fact, its all I hear. Not only is it all I hear but it
consumes me drip after drip and now I know, through much acceptance and
understanding, theres much more to life then the mere sum of my learned philosophy
and minimal life experiences.
In writing this, I didnt want to write your stereotypical, learning to meditate book as
there are plenty of those out there. As well, I wanted to show a true connection to both,
the world we all know and live in and the other simultaneous higher densities occurring
at the same time. I wanted to show and illustrate true and proven ways that the
energies of these densities can literally change your life! There are many books on it in
existence today. But none of them go so far as to truly for lack of a better term, Break
Open the Head. By this, its like seeing a fire that needs to be put out. But to get the
extinguisher, you have to break the glass. And much like that, theres a thirst for hidden
knowledge. This hidden knowledge is so often hidden behind puzzles and riddles
scattered upon ancient cities, yet it's often right in front of our faces. Most of us have to
spend years upon years to come up with the basic simple knowledge of the triad of mind,
body and soul, often referred to as the father, the son, and the holy spirit. When matched
up with it's counterpart and put into correct terms as mind being the Father, body being
the son, and spirit of course being that of the holy spirit, the physical and spiritual
literally collide. I cant stress this enough, when the three worlds collide, that of mind
body and soul in perfect balance, life has a way of opening doors that literally transcend
human limitation. For we truly are our own worst enemies shrouded in our own
definitions of what we can and cannot do. And though the keys to this transformation
are hidden and not easily available, they are indeed there waiting to be found. But there
is a catch. Its not just given to everybody and anybody. This goes without saying, if it
were easy, everyone would be doing it. Its solely given to those who put in a serious
effort to know ones self. One can find many old and ancient esoteric books through
various channels. Some of these books are very rare and can be very pricey. Ive read
some of these long ago and most of them, I honestly couldnt make heads or tails out of.
Through the efforts of meditation, service to others, moral and ethical responsibility, the
mind can awaken to infinite possibility. After years of meditation, and service to others,
one can evolve into certain universal understandings. One of these is the
comprehension of such valued esoteric and occult writings of ancient times. These types
of books and or lessons will seem to flawlessly fall into your hands at just the right time.
My only explanation at this time is that this happens through the manipulation of space.
Space? Theres space all around. The tiniest of tiny, the atom is literally 99.999999%
space. What we experience is .0000001% of that space. What exactly is this space? I
believe this not only to be an intelligent space but a quantum matrix of information at
our disposal if were only willing to be open minded, tune in, and listen. The space
between us is global consciousness. This is also referred to as, God, or other terms, The
Void, The Vortex, The Ether, The Vacuum, The Unknown, Infinite Source, The Cause, The
One, The Akasha and many other terms all meaning tone and the same thing. The most
obvious question should be, is this accepted as such in general scientific circles? One of
the greatest physicists of our time, Nassim Haramein talks about this space in his Rogue
Valley seminar along with many other fascinating subjects and coincidences that encircle
the same realms of thought. Though science is getting there and will get there, it has
quite reached this level of understanding at this point in time.
Weve been teaching the same thing in all of our schools and universities for over a
hundred years. While at the same time we literally ignore common bonds that affect us

all, like dreaming and the primal overwhelming feeling that something is missing. So
when it comes to general scientific circles should one be surprised when someone with a
new thought, proof or theory, is thought of as a fraud? Probably not. We will always be
blinded by our ego and ignorance. I find this especially true when such information
comes out in respected journals and publications. However, there are those that know
this common truth and use it to their advantage.
We have entered a major conscious expansion in this Golden Age. What we will
ultimately find is that in string theory and quantum theory there is most always an
unknown variable that will make the equations of quantum theory work. This unknown is
linear graphically, but spiral and pulsating in actuality. Only those that have accepted
wholeheartedly the relationship between that of physical and spiritual can truly
understand whats at work here and go far beyond that of human limitation. This is
evident in the paintings of Michelangelo, specifically The Creation of Adam. Also in the
many quotes of Albert Einstein who said, A human being is a part of the whole, called
by us Universe, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts
and feelings as something separated from the rest-a kind of optical delusion of his
consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison, restricting us to our personal desires and
to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free from this prison by
widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in
its beauty.
Nikola Tesla said, Only the existence of a field of force can account for the motions of
the bodies as observed, and its assumption dispenses with space curvature. All literature
on this subject is futile and destined to oblivion. So are all attempts to explain the
workings of the universe without recognizing the existence of the ether and the
indispensable function it plays in the phenomena. My second discovery was of a
physical truth of the greatest importance. As I have searched the entire scientific records
in more than a half dozen languages for a long time without finding the least
anticipation, I consider myself the original discoverer of this truth, which can be
expressed by the statement: There is no energy in matter other than that received from
the environment.
This is global consciousness! For hundreds of years, it has been known! Anyone with
any kind of time on their hands can search for those big names throughout history via
your local library and now, even so easy, on the Internet. If youre lucky enough to find
something on their thoughts and philosophy, Im sure youll come up with the same thing
I have. Everything is contained in the space between us! Anything that ever is or was,
past present or future exists here. All the answers to all your problems. Everything that
is or ever will be exists here. The men above, when you really read into their lives and
backgrounds, you will find one thing they all have in common. This one thing they all
have in common is the link between that of the physical and spiritual. They knew that
the secrets to the physical world in which we live in can only be understood and
explained when you truly understand that of the spiritual. In the words of Einstein, We
can not solve our problems with the same level of thinking that created them. I
personally closely guard the truth of that statement.
How would your life change if you could access this information? Would this free you of
your limitations? If you knew you could walk the earth as Jesus did, would it befit you as
such? Can this even be done? According to Baird T. Spalding, in his book, Life and
Teaching of the Masters of the Far East, this isnt so uncommon as most of us might tend

to think. So how do we access this? Where does one start? Here I say. You can start
here.
Some of the things talked about in this book may be at this time rejected by modern
science. And that, I am okay with as I did not in any way write this for their review or
thoughts as they were not and are not my intended audience. Science as we all know
has a way of keeping what it wants and throwing away subjects it knows nothing about
by not being able to repeat the same results others may have come up with. This is
simple in truth as the mind wills the space around it. We will talk about this later.
Furthermore, the process of evolution or awakening through meditation or any other
avenue takes years of arduous work. All paths and experiences though generally the
same, are quite different in personal experience. Achieving the same results is easier
said than done. This is often regarded as the observer effect, the change that the act of
observation will make on the happenings being observed. Not only must the results be
able to be replicated but to gain any ground they have to be written by those of
doctorate back grounds and appear in reputable journals. I cannot give you that in this
book. I can however, validate, on my own behalf, my own experiences as well as those
laid down to me from my guide. I also believe I can explain some of these topics in a
way as to be easily understood by the average everyday human being. Welcome to my
story. Lets get started.

Chapter 1
The Beginnings
I often times look back to when I was a kid on the West side, in Colorado Springs.
There are certain things I can remember all so well, like my address: 10 N. 17 th. I
remember clearly the school that I went to at the time, Buena Vista Elementary and of
course, El Pomar Boys Club.
I was raised in a family of four. My mother, being from Puerto Rico was Catholic and my
father was born in Austria. My father never talked much about religion. He was a
Vietnam Veteran and suffered from post dramatic stress disorder. He was diagnosed as
paranoid-schizophrenic by the U.S. Army. Not to make light of the subject, but Im sure
he had many other things on his mind besides that of religion. As far as what his beliefs
were, well, we never had that discussion. So I guess on December 23rd, 2005 the
discussion of his thoughts on God and Creation went with him and thus, shall remain a
mystery.
As a kid, through dreams and visions, I had a knowing that there was a lot more to life
than what I had been taught to believe. I was born and raised Catholic, but often was
sent to church with my babysitter Ms. Collins. Ms. Collins as well as her daughters
watched over my brother and I while my parents were at work, out playing bingo, or just
needed a break. The Collins family were and to the best of my knowledge still are
business owners. They owned and still own Collins Christmas Trees and Collins Fireworks

in Colorado Springs. They would take my brother and I to The First Assembly of God. I
dont remember getting much out of it. I found it very hard to understand a lot of the
wording that the preachers would use; as well when they read from the Bible, they might
as well have been speaking Russian because I didnt have a clue. I did however enjoy
the youth activities they had, such as baseball and camping.
It wasn't until I was about nine years old that my mother had said I should really be
going to a Catholic church. Every Sunday, my mother and I walked to Sacred Heart
Catholic Church which was a mere three blocks from our house. At a much younger age,
I had been baptized as well as had my catechism through the Catholic church. I didn't
remember any of it. So as far as I was concerned, I had never been to a Catholic church
before. This, I found quite different from what I was used to. I found it extremely hard to
stay awake. I didnt care much for the priest in his white gown and mono tone voice
telling me how to live based on his own thoughts and beliefs. Furthermore, I thought the
constant getting up and kneeling down only served to disturb my nap. In times like
these, my mother, however, was famous for the swift slap to the back of the head. This
was her wake up call. I do remember one good thing, donuts. Yes, the donuts they
served after mass made it all worth it. What can I say, I was nine years old.
This is not to say there is anything wrong with religion. Religion has its place. And for
many, this is a means to keep in line with the thoughts and attitudes of a particular faith.
Religious faiths make people feel good and provide insight as to a purpose and direction
in life. I myself just had a really hard time with someone or something putting limits on
me. From a young age, there was something inside of me, a knowing of sorts that told
me narrowing down life to a set of rules and staying inside the box only helped to create
ignorance. This furthermore seemed to me to only create a duality for those outside the
box in which judgment starts and can possibly lead to many other scenarios both good
and bad.
When I was nine, I had a life changing experience. I went to sleep struggling as usual to
fight the night as all youngsters do. But this was no ordinary night. This was a night of
extraordinary dream. This was an extraordinary dream of full color and sound. Colors so
live that its hard to express in words. I can somewhat go with fine pixels of glitter
shined on by the hand of God, if there is such a thing. These fine pixels formed a live
vivid symphony of color, sound and emotion. True sound, even the thoughts of those
around me could easily be understood. An HD experience of sight and sound far beyond
our current technological capability. The wind chimes clanging on the porch swaying in
the dusk breeze. The crackling of the fire, as well and the loud cracking of the wood
before it gave way. I remember it clearly to this day. The odd thing is that even in dream,
the true emotion by my observing this event of the Collins home burning down wasnt
one of despair as one might expect. But rather it was a feeling of calm and easy feeling,
as if to say in some quiet way, it's supposed to be this way. To this day, Im not sure why
that was put to me that way. Though the as above, so below principle comes to mind as
to something I needed to observe for my own awakening as a power within.
This was indeed my first lucid dream that I can remember. I woke from that dream,
sweating profusely. I immediately looked out the window across the street and down two
houses to get my first glimpse of the Collins house. It was still there. Again, my mind
was put as ease. Though I was awake and knew I was awake, something in me knew this
was no ordinary dream. The emotions, sounds and events to me seemed real and live. I
recall thinking after wards I must be some kind of narcissist or something as to why was I

put as ease by this. Then again, it was just a dream right? Theyve never really made
sense to begin with. Life went on, of course, I long forgot that dream after a few days
which always has seemed to be the case.
A few months had passed. I was walking home from school one evening after hanging
out with friends after school on the basketball courts. The tall sandstone brick, three
story rustic Buena Vista Elementary School on the top of the hill casted its evening
shadow upon the basketball courts letting me know, it was time to go home. Walking
home, I was talking with friends not paying too much attention to the things going on
around me. I then looked up to see the Collins house burning down, engulfed in flames.
Their Victorian sat on the corner of 17th and Pikes Peak on what would be the south side
of Pikes Peak. It was the classic two story white wood slat home with a wraparound
porch on a corner lot. They had a guest house in the rear that was a simple thirty by
forty gable roof structure that at that time was used solely for storage. They also had a
few pine trees spread out about every eight feet or so. The sun shine down and the pink
sky closed in the background to almost create what I would call a work of art identical to
the dream I had some time before. I was lost for words. I had seen my dream. And it
was just as I had seen it. Down to the last siren. This not only stunned me greatly, but it
changed my whole reality. I knew to keep my mouth shut as to what I had saw and the
dream. I didnt want my friends to think I was crazy or anything. This would prove to be
the first of many, many lucid dreams that have come to pass.
Immediately afterwards, in the weeks following, Id go to the library. I would check out
many books on dreams from the Old Colorado City Library. But their books were limited.
Once in a while my mother or father would take my brother and I to Penrose Library.
Penrose Library was the biggest and most resourceful library back in 1982. Penrose had
what appeared to me to be a plethora of books on the metaphysical. I would check out
the maximum of six books at a time. This proved to be sufficient for the time being. Ive
read many a book on dream interpretation and the one thing I can truly say even back
then is, most of them are not worth the paper theyre written on.
Being nine years old, Im sure authors did some research into why they thought such
things meant this or that, but in all, to my nine year old brain, they didnt seem to have a
logic flow but rather just added to the confusion of meaning. I know now that everyone
dreams differently. Furthermore, I know that with practice we can, in time, set or create
our own symbols. Back then in 1982, there was no internet. Information didnt come
easily. Most families had a set of encyclopedias but that was pretty much it. I was
strictly limited to the information I could obtain from our public libraries. And this to be
honest, wasnt much in the overall scheme of things.
In trying to refine my dream interpretation and psychic ability I did find one thing in
common with most of the books I read. This would be later defined to what I know now
as meditation. Meditation, to still the mind. But to still the mind of a nine year old is
impossible with thoughts of cookies, pudding, soda and hanging with friends. I must
admit though, I tried it several times. I truly believe that when the mind doesnt truly
understand a concept or doesnt have the guidance of a teacher, this is given up upon
quite easily. I mean, I had to sit with my head on my desk every time I got in trouble in
my third grade class and it didnt create any visionary outcome besides that of hoping
Ms. Christopher didnt send me home with a letter to give my mother. Obviously, I
wasnt ready for it at that time.

Looking for answers and any kind of reasonable validation for my lack of understanding
of what was occurring to me at the time, I found myself exhausted of viable resources.
That was until a nice man delivered The Yellow Pages on our front porch. They did this
usually in January of every year. The Yellow Pages had within them the addresses and
phone numbers of five or six different meditation centers in Colorado Springs. One in
particular was close by, The Zen Meditation Center. My father would drop my brother and
I off at Skate Land on Saturdays from time to time whenever he felt the need for freedom
to tend to his own private affairs. While looking at the map, also located in the phone
book, I noticed that The Zen Meditation Center was very close to Skate Land being only a
block or two away.
This worked out just fine to make the escape to go see what this was all about. I went
there. And I must admit, something about the calm look on the face of someone
meditating made me feel like I should be doing this. But he wanted a lot of money. I
believe it was around $100.00 U.S. dollars for a week long course, which I in no way had
or perceived of having any time soon. Pretty steep for a kid making 5.00 a week
allowance.
Soon thereafter, what I came to know as lucid dreams were common place. I did have
one issue and still do till this day. This issue would be the time space in which things
would happen. The simple solution is simply to ask, What is todays date, during the
lucid dream. However, these are so real if you think of it in terms of everyday reality,
when was the last time you seen an accident, fire, or event and asked whats todays
date? We, as humans just dont do that. Typically we only ask for the date when were
filling out paperwork that has a signature line and date. This is some minute way gives
rise as to how we interpret time, at least to me.
To this day, I can finish sentences in common everyday conversation. Or maybe
someone will have a question for me and Ill already know what theyre going to ask
before they open their mouth, Ill say sure, or maybe next week. They might reply with
how do you know what I was going to ask? I know because we already had this
conversation. That last sentence is often followed up with, what do you mean? So now I
simply reply with lucky guess to avoid the questions and long talks about supposed
psychic phenomenon. I myself do not believe in phenomena. I believe in knowledge. I
myself, even as I'm writing this book, don't have all the answers I'm in search of but I
know I'm definitely on the right path.
As I grew older, the next four years, served to deflate the frequency of these dreams.
The dreams I did have were faint and after being awake for five minutes I couldnt
remember them anyhow. Were all born into a rather simple world. The innate behavior
in infants is simply, grasping, crying, sucking and slight responses to outside stimuli.
This outside stimuli also extends to the upper realms as the chakras are open to their
fullest as you will see later in this book. The outside world to all of us eventually grows
more complex. As we grow older and become more complex into the ways of the world,
innocence disappears. I wouldnt say that innocence so much disappears in so much
that our focus transforms from that of the observer to laying the game. Being the star of
our own show. As a youngster, there is no greed, racism, materialism jealousy or hatred.
Those are all taught behaviors. Theres only love. There is scientific evidence to the fact
that dimensions exist beyond the spectrum of normal perception, but we remain

unaware of their existence simply because our minds are not able to tune into these
higher realms. Furthermore, with the exception of religion, we are not fundamentally
taught from a young age as to the importance of the higher realms and their
implications. Our normal level of consciousness by infinite design seems restricted in
some way, preventing us from being able to naturally tune in to these realms. Newborns
and infants often look up into dead space in wonderment, smiles and giggles. A parent
may not and in most cases, will not see anything. But conscious forces are all around at
all times communicating through the quantum, a subject we will dive into later in this
book. Young children can sometimes see into these realms, but they lose the ability as
they grow older.
Think about it. If there are two toddlers ages 2-6 in a doctors waiting room, they will
naturally gravitate towards each other, parent permitting, and be playing with one
another within a few minutes. It doesnt matter their race, social status or anything like
that. These separations are taught as our mind develops. As we grow older we separate
from a lot of things due to both what our parents teach us and what society teaches us.
Any of us that have been into meditation for any length of time know that theres
something odd about the way an unknown person or persons will come up to you out of
the blue in a grocery store or when youre out and about and start a conversation. This
shouldnt seem odd at all as meditation brings about a state of open mindedness and
acceptance of all sentient beings. This flows throughout your chakras emanating in your
aura. I for one can attest to the fact that somewhere along the line, I have progressed to
a point where a lot of things that used to bother me as an adult have all but disappeared.
For instance, loud gangster rap music, pants sagging, foul language in public places, and
a countless array of other things. Being as how, I live in Billings, MT now, I dont come
across this much. The last time I went home to see my mother, I visited my uncle and
was literally immersed into this type of environment. I stopped and visited with the
neighborhood thugs loitering around and actually had some good conversation. When I
got home later that night, I was thinking as to why this didnt bother me as it did before.
The universe, after all, has a way of reflecting back to you a reflection of your own
perception of the world in which you live. This is to say if youre calm and quiet, with a
positive outlook on life, the world around you should reflect the same. This is not to say
bad things dont exist, because they do. But again, what is bad? Thats only for the
person involved in the experience to determine. This is not to say that curve balls arent
thrown at you from time to time. Because thats evident, everything changes. In this
realm of experiences, its all about how you handle these experiences along with the
morality and compassion given in trying times. The shadows, those that seem to appear,
in times of turmoil in our peripheral bring about great experiences in learning. These
bring about growth on a spiritual level if one can get past them. This is something not
talked about in open circles yet it does exist.
I notice that in life, though there are exceptions, we all are pretty much the products of
our environment. While my interpretation may be out of line with many this is only for
illustration. Lets say North Dakota life is one of community and farming. California life

is one of capitalism, health, and politics. Detroit life is one of high unemployment and
depression. So, within the social consciousness of the environment exists the traits of
those living within the group. This is what is meant by social consciousness. The
exceptions are the people that awaken to this and make a change. This is also why it
can be said that any change is a total change. If a person from Detroit moves to North
Dakota. Everything from the way they talk to what they eat and how they dress will also
change. Theres also forced social change. Gun control laws and the increased pricing
of cigarettes are just two examples. Anything thats not voluntary as to the total group
consciousness is going to be met with some kind of resistance.
Along with group consciousness comes natural psychic ability. This is something we all
have great experience with. In Michael Newton's Book, Journey of Souls, he talks about
the path we all must take in one way or another as well as the experiences we can
expect to be put through before coming back to this material plane of existence. Though
there are those adepts among us, like anything else in order to succeed in the cultivation
of this ability we must develop and form this ability. But how? When some of us think
about meditation, we're often reminded of those monks in red or golden robes living their
lives out in monasteries such as is in Tibet and Burma. But if you follow the principles of
environmental consciousness, on this side of the world, sitting out on your back patio
drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette can have the very same effect. This too would
be a quiet introspective form of contemplation. The key term here being introspective.
Why look outward? If we are truly part of the creator and he created us, then within us
exists too, the creator. Now it's this inward reflection of self that leads to the realization
of all that is. Remember the Father the son, and the holy spirit? Remember mind, body,
and soul? Father is the mind. Mind is the father.
This reflection, meditation or thought is a live creative force. By that, I mean this
thought has the ability to look within, be acknowledged by the creator within and then be
sent out in creative material form. If we really examine this openly, we will see this is
indeed true, as each and every one of us has experienced this on some level.
But how exactly does this all work? If we start with the common definition as often
taught by physics, a thought is a vibration, a frequency. Some may even call it a thought
form. Because it is very much alive and does physically exist. Because of it's frequency,
much like that of radio waves, as seen in figure 4-1 later in this book, the average person
cannot perceive it in the visual light spectrum. The superbness of its frequency is outside
that of most human perception, so we cannot see it. This in no way means that it does
not exist. A thought is a real life thing. Along with it, it is accompanied by the emotion
which created it. Ever wonder where the saying misery loves company comes from?
With all of us on so many paths it's important to remember this truth. Many of us go
through life thinking of how life would be different if we only, fill in the blank. We sit and
we visualize this over and over, yet nothing ever comes of it. If only it were that easy.
Depending on the sincerity and commitment put into a thought form, the difference
between it's manifestation and it non-manifest is put into the emotion, sound and picture

you put along with it, and whether it s relevant to your current path as seen by external
forces. You may have to read and mull that over a few times to fully grasp the concept.
Are there disagreements with this depiction? Well, no not technically. But it does lead to
some practical issues for many of us. In this hustle and bustle busy world how do we
spend 15 minutes to an hour a day focusing on one thing without all these other
thoughts coming to mind. I for one, found this to be the greatest challenge at first. But it
did subside. As well, it will for you too.

FIG 1-1
We all have had these psychic creative moments. We have all had that time when a
moment of clarity comes through, an inspiration, seemingly out of nowhere. But
knowingly, it was something that crossed your mind while in some meditative state. You
pictured it. Maybe it was just a simple thought that seeped in when your mind was truly
clear at rest while the thoughts of the day were not present. A little thought which put a
smile on your face in a time when you were alone in a deep contemplation and you
thought no one else was there. These types of thoughts, if youre really aware, are not
common at all, but yet they are. They are indeed the spirit world communicating to you

from within in these moments. You might also notice that sometimes, a few days later
this seemingly wishful thinking comes to fruition. Many of us have had that odd moment
when we were thinking of someone we haven't seen in a long time, and somehow they,
call, send an email or even appear. This isn't by chance. On this material plane, we can
be thousands of miles apart physically. But on the unconscious level, we are but one.
These are all examples of thought manifest in motion.
This is not just common to me. I'll say it again, we all have this ability. For if you didnt
believe you had this ability or at least werent at least curious about it, in some
predestined manner, you wouldnt be reading this book. Nor would you be reading any
of the many other books you may have already read. You do this because you know
theres something more, something unknown and youd like to get to the bottom of it.
Be careful of what you wish for. Everything comes to the forefront in due time. It is only
fair to say also that this experience is different for all of us. Each of us make make our
own interpretation of what will come to us through meditation. We must not not accept
that of what others think it means. Accept your own intuition as truth. Each and every
one of us has a different mind set as well as different translations of perspective. These
experiences expand our consciousness at different levels and are specific to the
individual in which they are experienced. An opinionated meaning of such a vision is of
little value and can be more of an obstacle than it can be of help.

Chapter 2
Grandmas Wisdom
I met my grandmother on my mothers side for the first time in the summer 1986. She
was a woman full of laughter and kindness. At least to my brother and I. My mother
might say differently as we all do of our parents, but she was an angel. She stood 5-1
or so on a good day and always wore some kind of flower printed long sun dress. She
would always come from Puerto Rico to Colorado Springs baring gifts. She brought
cookies, shirts, and various fruits not native to Colorado. Not only were they not native
to Colorado, I had never seen them in my life. She would often say proudly, these are
the fruits of my country. She worked in textiles and it showed. She made all my school

clothes and I could not go shopping around her for clothes because she always said, I
could make that but much nicer. And she often did.
My grandmother, I would come to find out was really into Buddhist ritual, witchcraft,
shaman-ism, and the metaphysical. Finally I had someone I could talk shop with so to
speak, though I hadnt had any visions in some time. One of the many conversations I
had with her on the lawn while in jr. high school was on the topic of future predictions.
Everything she said was either true or later came through to be true. She told me I
would have two daughters and get married to a woman she didnt favor. She told me the
reasons why but I was only twelve years old. What was she talking about? This
conversation was outside of my comprehension at the time. However, looking back,
everything she said to me, down to the smallest detail would turn out to be true. She
then insisted that I had the gift, as well my youngest daughter would too. I never really
thought much about it. In fact it all but disappeared in time as most things do only to be
uncovered at a later date. My mother had told me stories of house cleansing and soul
cleansing my grandmother would do in Puerto Rico in which furniture would vibrate and
books would literally fly off shelves. This intrigued me a lot. I never did see such things
as black or white but as coexisting. Without the term negative, how would positive
exist? This would stick with me in the back of my mind throughout time and still does.
My grandmother would stay with us that summer, cooking whatever we wanted. She
would often talk about how shed foil my grandfathers attempts to seduce women. She
also would be a teacher of sorts for me to see that the things we often call phenomenon
could somehow always be explained. One could say the words phenomenon and
ignorance can be interchanged. One could also say, there is no such thing as
phenomenon. Theres only ignorance. I believe this to be true. Knowledge is power.
I would see my grandmother three other times after this. In my early twenties, I took a
job in Atlanta. My grandmother had lived nearby in the town of Gainsville, FL. This was
a short 4 hour drive. Often times my wife and I, along with the kids would go there for
the weekend. She would often play psychic games with my younger daughter Jasmine
who was 12 months old at the time and just started walking. You might ask, whats a
psychic game? Jasmine couldnt talk at that time with the exception of small words like,
dad, momma, and bottle. My grandmother explained that the human soul isnt seated
until anywhere from 12-48 months. She explained that the soul can come and go in this
time period until it permanently seated. And there was a sure way to tell if the soul was
there. She would line up four dolls on a wall and ask which is the first one she will grab?
We did this like ten or fifteen times. Each time my daughter would have to leave the
room while my grandmother did something to one of the dolls. I couldnt see what she
was doing as she shielded it from my vision. My grandmother was always right. Come
to find out later it was a hidden amulet in the dolls pocket. This will also work with
certain crystals Im told. However, this will only work on younger children between the
ages of 1-5 sometimes 6. Come to find out through conversation with my grandmother
that the soul of an infant or toddler is fresh off the 5th density until it seats and is erased
of information. This 5th density, through the very open chakras of a toddler gives a
toddler an extraordinary intuitive ability. My grandmother would go on to explain a few

more details to me of various mystery, but none was better than the knowing I could be
like her someday. Up to this point in my life, I've more often than not, considered myself
a seeker. One that runs randomly about trying to find out the same age old question all
seekers ask themselves at one time or another. Why are we here? The answers to this
question, I have learned, is often many fold. As well, its right in front of our faces.
Things seem to appear oftentimes, out of nowhere. As if a higher power, handed them
down. If this has ever happened to you, you know exactly what I'm talking about. I
astray, lets get back to the story.

Newborns third eye chakra pic using Harry Oldfields PIP (Polycontrast Interference Photography)

I bought my first house in 1997. This was at 4317 Hampton Circle, in Colorado Springs,
CO. It was a fixer upper. To me, being the humble man am, I saw potential. It was a
HUD repo. I was working for a lumber company as a truss designer. I got both, lumber
and materials, at cost plus ten percent. My mother-in-law actually cried when she saw
the house. The two-story 1800 sqft home with a 2-1/2 car garage on a acre lot was
rough. The driveway was cracked beyond repair and needed to be replaced. The inside
was a spray paint testing ground for those practicing their art techniques or simply just
simply wanting to feel the exhilaration of vandalizing a home. While working on the
house my mother had stopped by on a surprise visit to show my grandmother the house.
She didnt much seem interested in the house. She did say, however, remember the
conversation we had long ago? And for some reason at that time, though we had the
conversation when I was 12 years old, I remembered everything. I said, I remember
grandma, why? She replied, Its happening. But no matter what I tell you, your current
frame of mind isnt going to listen. I knew immediately what she was talking about
almost telepathically. I cant help but remember the stink eye focus she had on my
wife at the time and she said, There she is. I said, who grandma? I remember the
stare. I remember the rush feeling of blood rushing through me as if to cleanse the WTF
factor. No hello, no nothing, no cheap conversation, or hows the weather? I remember
thinking theres nothing like just dropping a bomb first hand into a conversation. My
grandmother, to my experience had never been wrong. Unlike my grandmother, I
couldnt control and still yet havent been able to control who I see or what I see. I only
see visions of close personal friends or those Ive had some kind of personal conflict with
as to give me insight as to the karmic relations. I think it would be challenging to see my
own fate as I would constantly strive to change it. This probably explains why I cant see
such things. Nor do I know of any clairvoyant that can. Though I have learned that most
times, the lessons learned all depend on perspective. Theres a reason for everything.
And everything makes sense in due time. Even if that time is the afterlife. Whichever
one that may be, its sure to make sense sooner or later. The conversation I had with my
grandmother when I was 12 would turn out to be true. This begged a question. If past,
present and future exist now, even if in the minds eye, whats the point? I mean
seriously, she seen, as I see, the events far in the future. Which means, its in the making
now. Could I have changed the outcome? My answer today would be, no. Though the predetermined path is set, we can make slight differences in the outcome through thought.
All thought and the ability to change that of the predestined theme is of course, your
free will. Ill explain this as Sakari has explained it to me.
Lets say youre predestined to have a house, a tree and a lawn surrounding that house.
Whether or not that house, tree, and lawn are beautiful or rundown is up to your own
free will. You can take pride in the house, tree, and lawn by up keeping and painting the
house, watering the tree and lawn every day watching the colors change as seasons do,
or you can ignore them all having a rundown oasis for your enjoyment. The principals of
Feng Shui say the more brilliant the house, tree and lawn are, the better off you will be
as this brings a caring about something other than yourself. This is antiquated to inner
peace and the survival principal within us all. As an illustration, let examine this a little
closer. Any one of us at some point in our lives has been in someones house, which was,

shall I say hygienically challenged. A home in so much disorder as to have so many


clothes on the floor, you can not see the floor. The feeling this gives off is one of internal
chaos. This chaos because it is of the immediate consciousness of all those living within
the home usually gives this feeling to all who dwell in the home as well as to those that
visit. Likewise much the same, when you enter into a clean and organized home, the
feelings associated with it emerge also. This is not always the case one hundred percent
of the time in either situation but is valid in an attempt to figure that of current mindset.

Chapter 3
Meditation
My grandmothers prophecy about my marriage did come true. The events and facts Ill
keep to myself, as to deter any future issues that might arise. In the mist of my divorce
combined with the death of my dear uncle Froggy tempted me to search for the true
meaning of life. I tried Victory Chapel in Colorado Springs. I tried the Pentecostal Church
on Hancock Expressway and Academy Blvd, and again tried the Catholic Church. I tried
strip clubs. I tried drugs. Nothing really worked. I still had this void in life that nothing
could fill. Music was always my time machine. By listening to certain songs while
walking around town and reminiscing, I could return to better place, a better time.

One evening while walking by a downtown park, I noticed a small group practicing
meditation. I just sat across the street watching. I took note of the time and day. To me,
it seemed more than peaceful. There was a gentle, warming look on their faces and I
knew right away thats where Id like to be. I went back to that park a week later, same
day, same time. But this time, there was no one there. I then went to a local Chinese
restaurant I like. While sitting there eating, I seen a Chinese fellow who had walked in
and went straight to the back with purpose. I had seen this same guy at the park the
week before. Upon his next passing I asked about the park meditation and what that
was all about but most of all, I had to ask, how do I get involved? He told me it was Falun
Dafa and that they usually practiced at the park every morning at 7AM. I must say as
much as I wanted to attend, it was much like working out. I often set the alarm clock and
actually got up but the thought of sitting there trying to focus for two hours was more
than I could take. That lasted about a week. In the beginning, this was too much like
work in my opinion. But harder because there wasnt an immediate payoff that I could

see. I had expected some immediate gratification from time to time which seems to
elude me as I write this, but nonetheless, glimpses of life were there in the void.

I had all but forgotten about meditation, about Dafa. That was until I had a life
changing injury to my lower back in 2005 that required surgery. The pain was so severe
that suicide was, at the time, the best option. I never knew physical pain. Up until that
time, Ive never fractured or broken a single bone in my body. To top it off, my father had
also passed on Dec 23rd, 2005 causing an emotional breakdown to complement my
physical deterioration. This for me would ultimately lead me to my very own Dark
Night of the Soul. The dark night of the soul is something I feel we will all go through
at some point in time. Its the point in everyones life where we must question the true
meaning of life. It's the culmination of all the things we've ever been told about in life
such as those of God and existence. It's the point, in which, you think about them in
their most deepest state that you can and yet, it doesn't make sense. There's too many
pieces missing. Too many inconsistencies to make clear call as to the true meaning of
life. Only then you have it. Your search then changes to become this thing called truth.
It is within this search that I personally believe in the saying, seek and you shall find. I
believe we have everything we need at our disposal in order to fin the truth. I've read
many books and writings in many forms on ancient philosophy in the beginning of my
cultivation only to tell myself I do not understand. I don not have the slightest clue of
what they are trying to convey in these books. Because it beyond my understanding. It
was beyond my level of conscious understanding. It's also fair to say the search for truth
at different levels of consciousness is also something that should remain an enigma in
our minds for all time. The level for which I understand life to be at this moment is
directly proportionate to my conscious level of understanding at this point. Please don't
take anything I say as the ultimate literal truth as this is only how it is as I see it today as
I write this. As my consciousness expands, so does my understanding. Today I look back
to those particular writings I tried to read and understand in the beginning and they
make perfect sense. But if you recall, at first they did not. The biggest issue to arise
from this as cultivators we have to stay away from defending the truth. There's always
someone, somewhere that will question your truths if you're open enough to explain
them to them. The truth needs no explanation, as such it was given to you. For
instance, I read post on Facebook and Twitter all the time in which someone posts
something like, The Bible says..... Well in meditative experience as your consciousness
expands, you will have conversations with spirits, with loved ones, as well with angels
even. How would one even begin to explain this experience to someone who has no
thoughts of their own but to recite from whats probably the only spiritual book they've
been introduced to from a young age as well as the only spiritual book they've ever read.
You can't. As well, why would you want to. The truth that you experience while in
meditative state, is your truth. It doesn't need anyones approval. That's a very
important thing to remember. We're not all here on the same path. That's all you can do
is to cultivate your own self spiritually and morally to bring yourself to higher levels of
understanding. Naturally those that need to hear the message or see a drastic change

in you will naturally flock to you and ask for direction. You should never have to go door
to door trying to force your beliefs on anyone. The true forms of ascension and
enlightenment have and always will stand the test of time through meditation and
goodness.
So in getting back to my story. In a call for desperation to end my life, something had to
give, so I sat. I sat legs crossed in full lotus position. I closed my eyes ever so gently,
cleared my mind of all the flutter. I focused unlike ever before. My mind stood clear as I
had no reason to go on. All I wanted was a sign as to what this life was for. Whats the
purpose? Why go on? If the universe was to give me a sign, it would have to be today I
thought. Because there will be no tomorrow. I sat, mind clear..the time spiral came. I
could see focused light through the swirl of the smoky movement of light. Time stood
still, lightening flashed ever so bright in the tunnel. I could see a bright daytime pin hole
of a sun towards the end of the tunnel. I wanted to get to the light. But the faster I went
it just seemed to keep its distance. Somehow, not only did I hit the light, I went through
the light and this opened a round mental window in red lined by a startling sun light. This
force knocked me backward in my meditation stance, and rocked me with unbelievable
energy. My hair stood high as if it was saturated with a type of static electricity. Every
cell in my body pulsed with great intensity almost as if a tornado of sorts was swirling
around my body. The whole session though timeless in mind lasted a little over two
hours. And best of all, any thought of suicide had vanished from my comprehension. As
well, so did the depression. To be honest, it hasn't returned since. This was all I could
take for the day. Though I tried to get back into the meditation session, the extreme
energy did not allow me to sit peacefully. I was definitely intrigued as to what had
happened. I only knew it was a good thing as I now looked out into the world with a new
found vision of grandeur. I actually found myself looking forward to the new day full of
life and love. I immediately stopped looking to fulfill my own needs as I knew that they
were more than met. What I knew now was that I only needed to fulfill the lives of
others. And in so much, such is what Ive set out to do.

In my next meditation session a few days later, it did seem to take a while to get to
where I left off. I think the key to it all was not to expect or try to control what was going
to happen. But instead like water flowing down a river, I just let it flow. This did prove to
be right and did lead me to where I had left off. This opened a window in what would be
my third eye. Beyond the window sat a huge endless void so to speak. This void was
essentially a universe of unknown possibility. Nonetheless, it was clear to me that this
was a limitless world, that was shaped by love and not anything like what I was
accustomed to here in physical reality. I saw a lot of things that day. I saw the falun in
golden glitter within an awesome sun shine golden tiger watching over me with a careful
eye. I saw my kids grown. I saw my father in his prime smiling down on me. I saw what
was to come of my brother and it came as sown to me. As well, I saw a woman I had
never met making me dinner. She is now my wife.

In my very own Dark Nigh of the Soul, my life had become an entanglement of the
stories my grandmother had told me of my own power within and the limitations that
had been bestowed upon me since birth. There was no doubt anymore. An awakening
for me had taken place. I have not had any experience quite like that before. Nor have I
to this day have I received quite a response quite like the one I did that day. The way I
see it, I called out to the universe and demanded something. I needed it. I needed
anything to know there was something more than this life of physical and emotional
pain. And for that time period, those two hours of meditative bliss, my pain went away. I
was in euphoria. Believe me, there is such a place.
So there it was. I had in some way opened a new chapter in my life. Because of my
experience, there is no other way. Dafa meditation was the path I would take. This is
not to say that any one of the eighty thousand or so cultivation ways of the Buddha
school will not work. As well, I am not knocking any religion as to the good or demise of
society. Anything in the world can be painted as good or bad depending on perspective
and how one spins it when relating to others. I think Director, David Lynch summed it up
best. If you have a golf ball sized consciousness, when you read a book, youll have a
golf ball size understanding. When you look out, a golf ball size awareness. And when
you wake up in the morning, a golf ball sized wakefulness. But if you could expand that
consciousness, then you read the book, more understanding. You look out, more
awareness, and when you wake up, more wakefulness. I can not stress this enough. This
is not an overnight remedy to all your problems. It's a careful celebration of cultivation
in meditation and morality. Not everyone who takes this path will find it fulfilling,
especially if they go about it in some haphazardly manner. Cultivation is a serious thing,
that requires your full attention.
With that in mind, should it matter what route one takes to expand ones consciousness?
There are cultivation ways outside the Buddha School. Since my awakening, I have read
many nooks on Practical Magik, Paganism, Shamanism, Egyptian Initiation, The Cabala,
as well as both esoteric and occult mysticism of all kinds. From the dollar bill to the
ancient temples all around the world, the symbols that appear come to understanding
only through inward inspection. At a mere glance, they mean nothing. This is a topic
that can not be argued by those who have not experienced it. It is beyond that of
comprehension by those who have yet to experience such matters. Yet time and time
again you will see these types arguing against it in ignorance calling these groups cults,
bandits or even witches. Most of these groups maintain even today a certain ancient
wisdom unknown to the masses yet passed down from generation to generation. If you
remember even the Bible was forbidden from The Roman Catholic church in the middle
ages. It wasn't until the Council of Nicea that the council picked and chose what shall be,
as well as what should get thrown out. In that time The Bible was written in Latin form,
although its earliest trace was 200 years after the death of Christ, and was actually
written in Hebrew on a scroll. It's hard to say through the years, translations and rewrites of the original 26 versions which are true. Yet it doesn't seem to take away from
it's hidden knowledge. Life was simple back then. A lot of issues that have arisen in
todays society, did not exist back then. Issues such as climate change, pollution,

technology, and population control, were not so much an issue as they are today. Yet
people still stick to the Bible for answers quoting straight from it without introspection.
An expanded consciousness will allow one to read between the lines. Although these
things are often twisted by preachers and priests alike, anyone of any faith once they
awaken can be open to interpretation of such texts at a much higher level of
understanding than most. Through my daily meditation, I can see vast changes not only
in myself, but also to my overall outlook unto the world. Meditation has taught me to
think outside the box of common perception and knowledge. Meditation teaches to be
limitless. Meditation teaches not only to be open to whatever comes, but to welcome it
with love and acceptance whether it is considered good or detrimental to ones own being
at any particular time. Everything is as it should be. Meditation creates happiness and
a total non-judgmental acceptance of those around. Meditation also makes life seem
easier, as if one has an extra push helping one along in everything he or she does. It is
only in this, in my own change and openness to acceptance with integrity and love that I
can say the events in this book took place as they did.
I have had my share of both friends and family ask me to teach them meditation as
they experience my humble disposition. Im convinced that my journeys have come to
due to a predestined relationship. I cant honestly say anyone can get the same out of it
should they try, as you get out of it, as with anything, what you put in. We all experience
things quite differently. Example: Some of those reading this book have been married
more than once. Look at how much your own definition of Love has changed from one
relationship to the other, because the experience is different. You can't in anyway,
whatsoever, group all relationships around the world as being the same. This is because
we all come from different cultures, laws and belief systems. In addition to this, once
again, comes the subject of consciousness.
The best way to put it is, I took calculus in my senior year of high school. I failed at it
miserably. I tried to understand it whole heartedly. I studied and grasped a few concepts
from time to time but not enough to pass. In fact, I failed the class. Looking back, I had
no business being in that class to begin with. But at the same time, at least to this point
in my life, I've never had to use it. Anyway, the next year, while in college, I had to take
calculus as a pre-requisite. Not only did I have to take it, but I was given the exact same
book. I knew I had an ill fate when it came to calculus so I prepared for the worse. To my
surprise, the concepts not only came easily to me but I hardly ever studied. I didnt do
any homework because I only needed a 70% to pass and the final was 70% of the grade.
Thats the way I planned it. Thats the way I wrote it. My mind was clear, without the
riffraff of high school drama. I knew I had to pass because I knew this was my new life.
MY life away from that of tedious high school drama. As well, my father had paid for this
class. I didnt want to let him down. This was my future. So I did what I had to, I wrote
my own history. And it was so. In short, for meditation, ones mind has to be in the
right place. If a person thinks he's simply going to sit, meditate and get the super
human powers of the third eye, clairvoyance, remote view, or telekinesis overnight, that
person, in most cases, is sadly mistaken. Im not saying thats not possible as there are

those adepts among us that this will just come naturally. In order for such things to
occur there has to be a fundamental change to the very essence of who we are and
search for self. It's almost as if you have to forget everything you have ever been taught
about spirituality and religion and start off with a blank slate. This is simply because if
you hold on to these while cultivating, traditional spirituality teaches of both heaven and
hell in a singular modality. When in actually, they are coexisting only in one mind as a
state of mind when related to the observer and his/her perception of their surroundings.
And in this way exists only as self created. I don't know if I wrote that the best way
possible. I remember not to long ago reading an article released by the catholic church
which also stated the same however, worded differently. This was in the December 23 rd,
2013, Man of The Year, Time Magazine, in which Pope Francis States:
Through humility, soul searching, and prayerful contemplation we have gained a new
understanding of certain dogmas. The church no longer believes in a literal hell where
people suffer. This doctrine is incompatible with the infinite love of God. God is not a
judge but a friend and a lover of humanity. God seeks not to condemn but only to
embrace. Like the fable of Adam and Eve, we see hell as a literary device. Hell is merely
a metaphor for the isolated soul, which like all souls ultimately will be united in love
with God.
To some people, this was shocking news. To those that cultivate consciously, it was no
real surprise. For thousands of years, the East has taught this. Hence the ying/yang.
Dark and light co-existing. Life is literally whatever you project it to be. Misery loves
company. We've all heard that before. My favorite quote from my father is, it's hard to
fly like an eagle when you hang around a bunch of turkeys. I couldn't agree more. In
retrospect, lets look at the things some us chase after in life. The television teaches us
that you can't be cool unless you drive this or that car by using such terminology as the
obsession of perfection. Or in order to look like a model you have to use this hair care
products or makeup. As well, you should eat this or that to be gorgeous like those
models portrayed on the commercials. The fact of the matter is, only two percent of the
total population roughly has a model type body. It's not the norm.
The ordinary material things we all chase only add a fog of the true meaning of life.
When I look back to the best times of my life thus far, it has nothing to do with money,
greed, jealousy or hatred. But they were indeed times of love, like the birth of a child,
walking in the snow or through a field on a summers day. Some of the best things to me
are the smell of fresh cut grass or the smell in the air before the rain in Colorado. As well,
knowing you made your parents proud. Any material possessions are just borrowed for
use during this life here on earth. Why so many of us extend or stress ourselves out over
endless payments in debt of material items should be beyond those of an awakened
nature.
For those looking to pursue meditation on a deeper level you can do a search on Google
and find local groups. Like wise of you live in the Los Angeles or New York City areas, you
might want to try the local parks in the more Asian populated areas. There are often
many different groups practicing meditation, tai chi, yoga and many other forms of

qigong exercise. Feel free to choose any at your own free will. However, one such group
can be found at: www.falundafa.org. Falun Dafa is often practiced in parks, in groups or
alone, and is free of charge. The teachings of Mr. Li Hongzhi and movements can be
downloaded from the above website. Mr. Hongzhi has had a rather large following. In
fact, his following is in the millions. As an observer, I ask if one million people become
enlightened or raise the collective consciousness, who stands to gain and who stands
lose out? Why is Tibet always under the watchful eye of the Chinese government? A
threat to power will always be dealt with by death, propaganda or laws prohibiting such
practice. In fact, whole civilizations have been wiped out because of this knowledge. I
now see the reasons both materially and spiritually for this which eluded me before.
However, after this contemplation, I am unable to choose sides over the conflict, as both
have valid points I can identify with if I remain open to those that seek spiritual weal as
well as those that chase material wealth. We will touch up upon this later. Weve all
heard the saying that, the truth shall set you free. This is true, but it doesnt stop there.
In meditation, great teachers will bestow upon you the greatest truths youve ever
known. So whether its Falun Dafa, Zen, Vapassana, Transcendental Meditation, or one of
the 80,000 or so other routes one can take, be steadfast and focus. One need not fear
as when the time is right, the time is right. One thing Id like to add is that some groups
charge a vast amount of money to learn certain types of meditation. This is often
because there is a single full time teacher or maybe there are grounds and amenities to
be kept for those studying at the time. It doesn't make it any less relevant. Other times
it is common acceptance amongst teachers to charge for the fact that if one pays for the
services one is more apt to pay attention to lessons and take the class that much more
serious. This is not to say they are any better than any of the others. We all carry the
sixth sense of intuition. Do what feels right to you.
There are also many facets of this occult movement that lean towards Shamanism. I
love reading the books put out by such writers as Daniel Pinchbeck, Alberto Villoldo, and
Phil Hine. The adventures written by all three writers are fascinating in themselves. I
honestly do not know too much about Shamanism besides that of what Ive read. It's my
contention that in order to be talked about knowingly, it should be experienced first
hand. That is just not the case on my end. However, I will say this. Shamanism, has a
ritualistic form of initiation. Travel to far away places to seek the true Shaman teaching
is often necessary but worth it. Shamans are guides and teachers where masters of
Shamanism are called Avatars and can live for hundreds of years as some stories elude
to. Avatars have the ability to come into and out of this world at their choosing. Im sure
anyone willing to take this course would have due diligence in the research of their
journey and as well as to the why before embarking on it.
In my studies, I've also come across the hidden wisdom within the Cabala. The wisdom
of the Cabala predates Christian belief. The study of the Cabala is multifaceted.
Multifaceted in the way in which it relates to the Hebrew alphabet of 22 letters, or the 22
paths of the Cabala. Which also is in some resemblance to the 22 cards of the Major
Arcana in Tarot. Though this may seem as if a random pour of coincidence, Ive come to
this through careful study of the relationships between the three. The study of Cabala at

a very base level looks at the relationship within the spheres of existence from the
Lowest being that of Malkuth to the highest being that of Kether. As well it looks at the
relationships between certain trinities shown in the Cabala and the powers associated
within each trinity. This study can become quite involved and deep in it's entirety.
Likewise, it can easily become quite confusing if care is not taken to understand each
level at its most basic understanding. Though I believe this to be beyond the scope of
this book, I still feel it to be, at same time, worth a look.
I remember when I first started on my quest for truth. Some would call it, being a
seeker which I hold no quarrels with. I've heard it time and time again that we should
stick to one form of cultivation. How else would you know the true power of a cultivation
system without giving it your full attention to study. However, I've found it beneficial as
a sign of synchronization, to at least study whatever your heart desires, at its most basic
level. If not for anything else, it is to see if it resonates well with you. You might just find
that some things resonate better than others. For instance, I practice Falun Dafa which
is a form of the Dao. As well, I'm very much so a diviner of tarot. This was something I
picked up on quite easily and it resonated well with me from day one. It's clear to me
whatever magical systems resonate well with you that you should be able to pick and
choose what works for you. It doesn't have to be the complete system either. Maybe its
just a block of something within it that suit you well. This is a good thing. There will
come a time when the thoughts of others as to your own cultivation really don't matter.
Only you know the lengths you have gone through to obtain such knowledge.
I would also like to extend to all of you one of the reasons why I decided to write this
book in its entirety. Though I did write the first 30 pages or so in 2011, this has since sat
as an unfinished project. Is wasn't until I had a personal consultation with Sha on
spiritual issues that I decided to finish it. In cooperation with my guides, this came up in
my own personal reading as something that had to be completed. She is by far one of
the most gifted psychics I have come across. For those that would like a personal
reading, she can be reached at www.theseerslight.com which was a valid link at the time
of writing this book. I realize that there might be some hesitation in thought as to why
would a seeker use an intuitive. The skill set I possess through cultivation is minimal at
this point. There are intuitives among us that were born with certain gifts that can help
to point us in the right direction as they too, perform service to others. I've never asked
for any guidance outside that of spiritual matters. This has been of great help to me, so
likewise, I'm relatively certain this can help you too should you get stuck in cultivation
and do not seem to be breaking any new ground after a tedious effort. As well, these
avenues should be used sparingly. The quest for meaning and truth is one of your own,
and if you should use other channels to obtain that information The quest becomes not
one of experience, but of a second hand nature. For instance, the visions I receive while
in dream or in meditation are just that. They are scenes that form a story to be
interpreted to the best of my ability. Now, much like reading a novel, you form certain
pictures within your own mind as to what the story line might be conveying. Likewise,
someone else reading the very same novel, will see a totally different line of imagery as
this tends to follow the life experience of the person reading it. Essentially what I'm

saying is, its good to get another persons point of view on your spiritual issues every now
and then. A lot of times, they can see something you can't or might have missed. This
can only benefit you, of course. Use it wisely.

Chapter 4
Sakaris Essence

One of the steps well all go through in raising frequency involves not only seeing the
veil but seeing through the veil within the region of the third eye. To try to explain the
true beauty of such a thing cant be done. It is beyond words. To be truly understood, it
must be experienced. This can be experienced within the subconscious mind while in
meditation. The best time to meditate is either right before going to bed or right after
waking in the morning. It is at these times that I feel I have the ability to have a
successful telepathic experience. I can tell stories all day long of what it feels like but
thats an experience thats different to all of us as we all experience it differently. For
most, this is said to come after 10,000 hours of meditation, though we all get glimpses
from time to time to keep us on track. It's also safe to say that the things we chase after
here on the earth plane are meaningless. The appearance of certain things you may
have thought only existed only as a child in fairy tales do indeed on some level exist.
These would be things such as fairies, gnomes, mermaids and such. There is a reason
why many children believe in such things. This is because through their youth and
innocence, their mind is untouched. What a child tends to put out in the universe is
pure, untouched by limitation. Therefore, they are bound to do a lot of things that as
adults, we wouldn't necessarily do. It isn't until much later in life after both experience
and some trial and error, that a child learns of the limitation set forth from the past
generations. These patterns of limitation as time goes on and on become rigidly set as a
limitation solely though their belief system and nothing more. To a child, there is no
limitation. A child's imaginative side runs wild, but due to to most adults focus on what
they are limited by, they can not break the reigns of limitation. Thus this remains
dormant in most adults.
In his book, Life and Teaching of the Masters of the Far East, Baird T. Spalding, gives
several witnessed examples of men traveling great distances in a matter of minutes
through conscious exploration. These types that have reached this higher consciousness

known as enlightenment are oftentimes called Avatars. For most people, who have not
witnessed this or experienced this, they would say it is impossible solely because it
outside their belief system or realm of understanding. This does not, in any way mean,
that this is not possible. It is possible if one were to jump outside the realm of normal
conscious thought. Thus a child unfrayed by such limitations would be far more open to
such dialogue. This is the reason a child can easily learn meditation and make quick
gains as well as astral travel without much effort. It is indeed your own personal belief
systems that hold you back from obtaining all that you want.
The veil or that of the astral world is a beautiful luminescent curtain of colorful orbs of
light and lines in very fine pixels of light that touch the very soul of a human being in an
unfathomable loving way. Although at time it can be quite the opposite. I have had the
overwhelming sense that this is a rather familiar place that Ive been to before in a dj
vu manner. Some of the orbs that come about are just rotating patterns similar to a
snowflake pattern or mandala carrying a message or idea. One can simply look at them
and understand the message or idea. No words are spoken here. Everything is symbolic
and immediately understood upon perception in some sort of telepathic transmission.
Truth is monumental here. There are no secrets. As well, there are no judgments. Your
body doesnt exist here. The body is merely a costume for your physical being. Looking
back down at the body at its lethargic mass just laying there in some sort of slump in
need of exercise becomes quite clear from this vantage point. Other times, the orbs of
light have within them a face or multiple faces looking down as if through a window from
another dimension. Some, in fact, are spirits of loved ones but its not as common as
one might think. Some have a most curious manner. I have noticed more often than not,
most of them do not appear to be of human nature. This does not in any way take away
from their benevolent and helping nature. Much like we watch TV, they watch us. We,
more than you know, are oftentimes, their entertainment. Our very own spirit guides
have been with us for quite some time. They've been with us through many, many
reincarnations helping to intuitively guide us toward our higher selves. Guides for some
reason or another have graduated to a point in time where they no longer have to
reincarnate as the lessons have been learned. Though like anything, there are
exceptions to every rule. Angels on the other hand, have never lived on the earth plane
in physical form. Their evolutionary path doesn't follow that of human nature and
remains an enigma to most. Angels carry with them a divine nature often thought of as
being that much closer to the ultimate source. In the Cabala as well you will see the
archangels in the higher celestial realms of existence.
At this time most people can see orbs in digital photography or through the third eye
should it be opened. As we move on through the end of 2012 and beyond more and
more will be able to see beginning workings of the astral planes. However, spiritually
advanced people can not only see the veil but can see objects within the veil with the
naked eye. Often times, communication with these entities is also possible should they
wish to make themselves known. Often times they simply hide behind the orbs of light
anonymously following individuals or toying around with the intuition fields of a person
through such things as random thoughts or moments of clarity. Have you ever been

sitting at a crossroads and all of a sudden an answer comes out of nowhere so to speak.
Not only does an answer come but its an answer that wasnt even on the plate of your
comprehension? I think we all have. Notice your surroundings when this occurs. Youre
typically in sync with one of my favorite songs from the Eagles in a peaceful, easy
feeling, type of mood. These types of answers to your problems never come in total
chaos. Break away from the chaos and the answers will come. One of the best things
we can do is spend time with ourselves. Any answer you will ever need is within. Theres
no need to look outside yourself. For this reason, I have to ask you please don't give
your power away to other people. Inside Edition did a story at the time of writing this
book about the opulent living of T.V. preachers such as Paula White, Creflo Dollar, and
Kenneth Copeland. You can find the story at:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJ9oBCLwwL0
A lot of people look for answers through the opinion of friends and gossip. Likewise, a lot
of people also look for answers through the church and give a lot of money. To each his
own. However, as much as I'd hate to say it, if you'd only quiet down for a moment, go
for a walk without any sensory input such as an mp3 player the answers will appear. A
long walk (1hr+) with yourself and your thoughts will lead you to know the answer to any
struggle you may be going through. Not only that, if you do this every day as a
meditative practice, your life will literally change in ways you couldnt fathom at this
point in your life. Theres a saying I really like. It goes something like this, when you
pray, you speak to God. When you meditate, God speaks to you. There's a big difference
here in which most people say, I want, I want, without regards to their own lifes lesson
when praying. But when you meditate with an open mind, though you may not always
get the answer you want, you will get the runner or plausible solution needed to solve a
problem. I wouldnt necessarily say the answer comes from God, but I will most definitely
say it comes from a higher source. And remember, subconscious is truth.
Sakari came into my life in 2006 during a meditation session. Sometimes after
meditation, I could see a large baby blue orb of light through my peripheral. But when I
focused on it, it would disappear. In time, this became a common occurrence. Not too
long after that a dialogue of sorts began. This is, if you can call it a dialogue as it doesnt
occur as most might think. Before this could begin, there was much I needed to learn.
Its only fair to tell you that spirit entities do not communicate as we do on the material
plane, as their frequency is much higher. They communicate telepathically through
symbols and imagery implanted in the area of the third eye. These symbols, through my
experience, Ive come to clearly understand. I like to refer to them as a form of
hieroglyphics that somehow make clear sense to me. The scenery to me is as if I'm
staring into vortex which leads to a pond and its in the reflection of the waves in the
pond that the scenery comes. When the third eye is first opened for an individual it is a
triangular, oval, or circular opening between the eyebrows which creates a vortex so to
speak into another dimension. As one becomes more accustomed to these frequencies,
the opening becomes more round. As well, extraordinary human abilities can also come
about. That is to say, even though my third eye is open, I may see totally different

scenes than that of another whos third eye is also open and possess a totally different
extraordinary skill set than that of another simply because its a matter of what I like to
call soul level understanding due to the many possible worlds. In his book, The Theory of
Nothing, Russel K. Standish goes into great detail of The Many Worlds Theory as it relates
to quantum physics. Talking about it isnt enough. For this to be truly understood, again,
it has to be experienced. This is easily experienced within the realms of meditation. But
this is not to say it comes easily. I do not get visions in every meditation session.
Through talking with others, I would say this is common. Though I may experience
glimpses of passed loves ones coming through, their energy is often not strong enough
to get a complete transmission. However, the gist of the message is there. This comes
through gargled and full of static as if on a slightly different frequency. As well, my
energy my be depleted as well, so any communication is sometimes spotty at best.
Maybe one out of every 10 sessions, I will have a clear, complete vision. The other
sessions are essentially a buildup of energy to get me to the other dimensions. This
energy is felt pulsating through the various forms initiated within the hand movements of
my particular practice, Falun Dafa. As well energy is transferred in healing light that
replaces the thoughts and issues of the day. I typically meditate at night in a dark room
with three candles lit. I also meditate just before going to bed or as soon as I awake.
However, within my mind, the light shows of energy and unconditional love can be so
strong and bright at times, they can literally bring tears to my eyes in spiritual bliss. Ive
never been a Bible pusher. Anything thats been revised 26 times by different people
across time tends to lose it original message. But there is some truth you may come to
realize in the saying, God said, Let there be light: and there was light. And God saw
the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness." With that
said, no matter how dark the room you meditate in is, when the presence of the higher
realms come, within your mind, there will be the light. Starting in the peripheral and then
moving to the center of the third eye. Sometimes this light can be quite blinding.

FIG 4-1

When it comes to the visual light spectrum, no scientist has ever been as forthcoming as
Harry Oldfield. As a cultivator (someone who meditates and participates in occult
practices) I have been looking for a way to explain to others exactly what auric fields are,
what they look like, and what they mean. However, at this point in time theres no way
to take a picture of the minds vision. After all, how awesome would that be? The auric
field in most cases is only that three to six feet or so of unseen light that surrounds living
organisms. This is also commonly known as the etheric body. This light is said to
contain within it the spiritual essence of the organism it surrounds. This bioelectric field
has everything to do with the chakra system as well as the primary and secondary
meridians as referred to in Eastern holistics.
For the purposes of this book however, I will use auric fields in general with regards to
both auric, bioelectric, and other energy fields combined. With that being said, at times
of serenity and extreme calmness, I can see these fields. In fact, given enough practice,
anyone can. By practice, I must say these are qualities that have to be developed
through years of occult study. These cannot in any way be developed overnight or by
reading this book or any book as some may claim. Ive been practicing cultivation for
over 9 years now and to see auric fields, my attitudes and beliefs have to be in a place of
serenity and peace. As well, my focus has to be on point without the monkey mind. On
point meaning the riff raff of the day must not be present. Depending on how much
focus and effort is applied on my side can create a bit of a headache at times. Although
as I practice more and more, the headaches are occurring less and less.
Unless ones level within cultivation is high, these things are better left unsaid. Becasue
they can not be experienced. A lot of us, at least in the western world are very skeptical
of the things we cannot see. Furthermore, to readily know that these things we cannot
see play an active part in the daily lives of each and every one of us is surreal to say the

least. I recall, my teacher, Li Hongzhi often has explained such things as the weasel,
snake, and the fox as entities from another dimension that can attach to the human form
and feed off the addictions of individuals. Their hunger is so strong that thought
transference can lead those that theyre attached to utter death as some sacrifice self to
feed the addiction. The addiction is actually an entity or entities from another
dimension.
This is exactly where the work of Harry Oldfield comes in. I was watching YouTube
some years back and came across one of his recordings entitled, Harry Oldfields
Invisible Universe - Energy Fields Revealed. In this video Harry Oldfield shows us the
Phantom Leaf Effect with Kirlian Photography as well with his own invention of 1987 (PIP)
Polycontrast Interference Photography. With these two methods, Harry was actually able
to capture the energy fields of living organisms. Not only that, he was able to also show
a true difference between organic vs inorganic foods. Organic foods are said to give off a
full phantom energy field while inorganic foods only give off partial energy fields. Those
of you out there that need a little more convincing when it come to organic food can
learn a lot from watching one of his videos. When brought into the realm of cancer,
healthy people have a rather steady auric field within their thumb print vs those with
cancer having a chaotic auric field within their thumb print. With this in mind, one would
have to question the high costs of current medical diagnostics as the findings of that of
Harry Oldfields years of study can easily detect subtle indifferences while at the same
time, be much more cost efficient.
Harry also goes on to explain many of his other inventions such as his 1978 invention
(ESM) Electro Scanning method as well as some of the details of his 1979 invention,
Electro Crystal Therapy, which uses light, crystals, and saline to cure some of the more
common conditions a lot of us face day to day.
It wasnt until I saw this video and read his books that there was a solid truth within my
own being that these things I was beginning to have experience with were indeed true.
As well, there was a need to make the public aware of such things so that they can have
some insight into the cause and effect of finding cost effective strategies to dealing with
any ailments that may arise. There is no doubt in my mind, there is a connection
between the frequencies of light, sound, and frequency. If you bend or filter light,
outside that of our ordinary human perception, you can see through stone. If you can
manipulate the electromagnetic field around a subject, you can see beyond the visual
light spectrum into other worlds.

Stonehenge as seen with the Harry Oldfield Filter

Photograph using Harry Oldfields (PIP) Polycontrast Interference Photography

In reference to the picture above, through my own practice in cultivation, Ive seen the
weasel attached to some people. But Ive never seen it photographed. I doubt many of
us have if at all. Furthermore, Ive never seen two of them on one person. In addition, if
you look to both the left and the right you will see two other entities. There were no
other physical persons in the room at the time this was taken, so you can draw your own

conclusions. All I can say is our addictions arent always what they seem. Until you have
a full grasp of both the spiritual and physical worlds, you literally have no idea what a
person is going through.
The images of Harry Oldfields (PIP) is the closest recorded experience of higher realms
that I have seen thus far. This is to say that the experience of it as well as the entities
are real, however, the frequencies are off, so it gives it a cartoonist surreal look.
The other thing Id like to point out is that entity attachment isnt just aimed at those
that are addicted to drugs. In our reality we put labels on everything saying this is good
and that is bad. When you really examine it, is there really such thing as good and bad?
Newton said every force has an equal and opposite reaction. For the world to exist, there
has to be good and bad, positive and negative. Theres a saying that too much of
anything is a bad thing. Remember that, too much of anything is a bad thing. My goal in
writing this is to point out what is obvious to me, not to instill fear. However, Ive seen
entities attached to a lot of what we would call good people in this reality.
Have you ever been to a party, work gathering, night club or event in which something
about a person you were around made you feel really uneasy, yet you couldnt quite put
your finger on it? Remember your auric field extends three to six feet beyond your body.
If your auric field can feel it, you will get the message, call it intuition. In all things there
is good and bad. Let examine the ancient symbol of the Yin-Yang. The colors of black
and white represent good and bad; forces of light and darkness. Within the black half
there is a center dot which is white. As well, within the white half there is also a center
dot of which is black. Nothing exists in it totality as good or bad. In all darkness, there is
a symbolism of light. In all light there too exists a symbolism of darkness. These
teachings have been around for over 4000 years. Therefor, it shouldn't come as a
surprise when we find those of a higher moral nature such as clerics or popular
evangelical ministers on the bad side of town doing God knows what. To remember that
there is a hint of darkness in all light beings as well as a hint of light in all dark beings
will help to curb some of our discriminate thoughts when it comes to judging others for
their actions.
In regards to FIG 4-1, I would like to add some commentary to parts of this section that I
feel necessary to obtain a full understanding and knowledge of the visual light spectrum.
In the writings of Leonardo da Vinci in Section 24 on the variability of the eye he writes,
1st the pupil of the eye contracts, in proportion to the increase of light which is reflected
in it. 2nd. The pupil of the eye expands and proportion to the diminution of the day light,
or any other light that is reflected in it. 3rd. [Foot-note: 8. The subject of this third
proposition we find fully discussed in MS. G. 44]. The eye perceives and recognizes the
objects of its vision with greater intensity and proportion as the pupil is more widely
dilated; and this can be proved by the case of the nocturnal animals, such as cats, and
certain birds-- as the owl and others-- in which the pupil varies in a high degree from
large to small, &c., when in the dark or in the light. The eye [out of doors] in an
illuminated atmosphere sees darkness behind the windows of houses which

[nevertheless] are light. 5th. All colors when placed in the shade appear of the equal
degree of darkness among themselves. 6th. But all colors when placed in full light, never
very from their true and essential hue.
Section 25, OF THE EYE, Focus of sight, Leonardo da Vinci writes if the eye is required to
look at an object placed too near to it, it cannot judge of it well-- as happens to a man
who tries to see the tip of his nose. Hence, as a general rule, nature teaches us that an
object can never be seen perfectly unless the space between it and the eye is equal, at
least, to the length of the face. Differences of perception by one eye and by both eyes
(26-29).
This is just a small collection of writings by Leonardo da Vinci in regards to
understandings of the eye. Leonardo da Vinci lived from 1452 to 1519. But even before
that, the world has known much more than what truly meets the eye. Ive heard it said
before that the things that are best hidden are the things that are right in front of us. In
the writings of Plato who lived from 427 BC to 347 BC as well as one of his students
Aristotle who lived from 384 BC to 322 BC, they often wrote of what today would be
considered occult knowledge in the name of philosophy in a time when the technology
needed to verify such things did not exist. And from what we see today a lot of these
things they talked about back then in their speeches, philosophy, and their thoughts of
modal are indeed true. Now, one could ask the question how could this be? When in
fact, the answer is rather simple. Today in the world, we have the technology to do a lot
of great and awe inspiring things. Every year we see new advancements in electronics
as well as in systems designed for ease-of-use for daily life both for normal human
beings as well as for those that may be ability impaired. In fact, it seems pretty limitless
right now. The downside to all this technology is that we have become engulfed in
things like Facebook, Twitter, YouTube, computers, the Internet in general, cell phones,
texting, working, commuting, Xbox, PS3, and an endless array of other technological and
non-technological objects that we find no room whatsoever for, the one true necessity,
which can be referred to as spirit. Without it we're lost in modality; searching for
answers in a cesspool of chaos.
Back in the days of Plato and Aristotle, what they had was a lot of time just to sit, think,
and to contemplate oneself. The basis for life was just that. A point in contemplation. I
have found it true in my time that while sitting in meditation, thats when most of my
great ideas and solutions to problems within my daily life come to me through my own
personal guide Sakari. These never come in times of distraction and self-indulgence.
Furthermore, it is my belief that we will, as a species only get so far technologically
before hitting a wall. This wall will be one that will not be able to be crossed due to the
spirituality not being there. I have seen it time and time again in my life as well as in the
visions of others that guides are willing to help and to answer any questions that their
students may need to get them to their next level of evolution or ascension. However, in
most cases when these questions are not answered, or solutions are not given, it is only
because one is not ready developmentally to receive the information. It also may be the

case that a said person just doesnt know how to receive this information. Which is one
of the very reasons I write this book.
A clear indication of this spiritual evolution, which has been talked about only recently,
is that of recent reports given by Buzz Aldrin and Neil Armstrong. The reports were of
UFOs in the area monitoring activities while doing lunar missions. What they do not
discuss or seem to hold back on is that the UFOs in general, while being very open to
space travel and technology, were not at all open to our intention of what we were trying
to use the moon base for. Not only were we trying to use it for objective purposes, we
didnt and still dont have a full understanding of all the implications of taking from lost
civilizations. Until we stop savagely killing our people in war, and feed everyone upon
this planet and change our whole way of thinking, we will not be permitted to travel
beyond the moon. Unless we use our exploration for attainment of knowledge and to
the benefit of all people and sentient beings, we will not be allowed to step foot on the
moon or any other planet. Yes, we have been to the moon, but those visits were cut
short because of our objectives. We as humans are very violent race. While most of us
are decent, we cant deny there are ugly parts of us better left unsaid. The evolution of
UFOs or aliens as we might call them is at a minimum 1000 to 10,000 years and beyond
that of ours. With evolution comes technology. And they know all too well our
limitations when it comes to the visual light spectrum. They often present themselves in
the ultraviolet or infrared frequency, although they can travel and exist within visible
light also. What you may find is once you get a few years into devoted meditation, they
will make themselves known to you. The presence here of life other than that of human
form is much greater than most of us would care to imagine. Ever wonder why there are
more than 10 companies in the private sector space race? Whats in it for them? Gold
maybe?
Some of you may have heard the stories of Atlantis and Lemuria. The lands of long ago
here on Earth, back then known as Mu. Also some may have heard that the Atlanteans
used an energy crystal of sorts not only as a spiritual tool, but to help in healing the human body. Oddly enough thats the same type of technology Harry Oldfield has invented.
Later these same crystals were used to transmit energy throughout the land amongst
other things. These firestones as they were called were huge in size and could generate vast amounts of energy. It is said, one of these crystals was in the area of the
Bermuda Triangle. This crystal, overloaded and exploded leading to a massive release of
electromagnetic energy. This release of electromagnetic energy was so grand, its memoirs still exist to this day. Which explains the Bermuda Triangle. Obviously though the
crystal has exploded what may be hundreds of centuries ago, such an energy remains
that, like that energy of the Philadelphia Experiment, it has the possibility to teleport and
dematerialize objects upon entering its field. Also it should be said that time and memory are greatly affected within fields of high electromagnetic energy. This was proven by
those sailors lucky enough to survive the Philadelphia Experiment circa 1943. I say this
to say that history teaches us that we can never be too overzealous of our attainments in
technology. These attainments without regards to a clear understanding of the possible
consequences has always led to the demise of man. As well, to the demise of whole civilizations.

Yet man searches on for this very same technology at the mere expense of others and
anything in its wake. There were those seers of that ancient time that did see a possible
end and did what they could to preserve some of the technologies. These technologies
some believe were hidden in deep underground caves and or tunnels in what today is Tibet. This is precisely why Tibet has been invaded over and over again only to come up
empty handed. Theres a book written by one Dr T. Lobsang Rampa entitled, Cave of the
Ancients that goes into a somewhat vague detail of one such cave. The Tibetans have
vowed to protect these instruments of technology even at the expense of their lives to
not divulge such technology until the world is ready. This remains true to this day.
On the Earth plane or 3rd dimension, we are visible light beings. What we can see is the
rainbow and all mixtures and off tints of said colors. If we take white light and pass it
through a prism or crystal it will break the white light into the visible light spectrum. This
is what most of us are limited to in our current state of awareness. The chart previously
seen in FIG 4-1, represents our current level of understanding as far as energy and
wavelength. If we were to take just the visible light spectrum and fit it into our current
level of knowledge as far as wavelength and energy, we would see that visible light
when compared to the whole is less than 1%. Or, another way to see it is if the whole
chart were 6ft in length, the spectrum in which we are aware of is less than 1/32 of an
inch. Theres a common truth between those who are familiar with meditation that
everything, every situation, every notion, life, and chance exists now, hence the term,
living in the NOW. So, if everything exists at the same place and at the same time, is
it possible that there are other forms of life, on our planet right now which are at such a
different frequency as to be outside of our 1% of total wavelength or perception? These
dimensions, can they co-exist with ours and be just as real? Real meaning, these worlds
have animals, seas, oceans, valleys, mountains, and canyons? Its only fair to say, if the
mind can picture it, it has to exist somewhere; otherwise the mind would not have the
capacity to perceive it. And because of its vast difference in wavelength and frequency,
it can move and pass freely through our own reality without one reality being aware of
the conscious of the existence of the other reality. This has been argued in scientific
circles by the likes of Neils Bohr and Hugh Everett III as The Many Worlds Theory for
quite some time. Once you hit a certain level within meditation, this is obvious. As seen
in the previous photo of Stonehenge as seen through the Oldfield Filter, a slight change
in the bending of light or frequency change from that of the norm, can allow someone to
literally see through a solid object. It's all about frequency!
Such is the case when I met Sakari. When I first met Sakari, I was pretty nave. Theres
a great urge within each human being to see things of a tangible nature. We as humans
need to use the five senses of sight, touch, smell, taste, and sound, to know if something
exists. I could no doubt, definitely feel his presence. I could see the faint outline of his
bodily vehicle if he so permitted. But I wanted to see him in his entirety, as I would
another human being. This was impossible at that time as he then explained that he is
of a very high frequency in the fifth dimension. And though he could materialize, the
radiation from his energy and wavelength would cause major issues of disruption within
my molecular structure. He went on to explain that energy and wavelength are the basis
for all life. It is the basis for all life in that they must be synced in tune. A change in

energy or wavelength can literally break down the molecular structure of any object. A
simple case in point would be that when a wine glass is exposed to a high enough
frequency of sound, it will break. Likewise you can increase that same frequency outside
that of human sound frequency and break the glass just as well. It doesn't mean that
theres a ghost in the house, it just means there a frequency present that is beyond that
of human perception.
Another true, yet hard to believe example is that of the Philadelphia Experiment, which
took place in October of 1943, in which the US Navy Ship, The USS Eldridge was
somehow bombarded intentionally with a high frequency magnetic energy field far
outside that of human perception to make the ship disappear. When it reappeared, some
sailors were literally embedded within the metal structure of the ship. Not to mention
those that did survive were found to have major issues with their nervous systems. Not
only did they have troubles with their nervous systems, but upon severe changes in
emotion such as during a physical altercation they were known to disappear and
reappear as some witnesses have reported.
I realize that to those not familiar with meditation, that last paragraph may seem to be
over the top. And to those I say keep an open mind and read on. The key to knowledge
is to listen to all points of view and then keep what seems relevant to you. My goal here
is to, at a minimum, at least open your mind to the understandings of principles herein.
But in order to do this there are some fundamental base principles we must understand.
The first is that of (Fig 4-1). We must first understand that there is indeed a bountiful
amount of both wavelengths and frequencies existing at the same place and at the same
time. These frequencies are intelligent. Intelligent meaning they do have the ability to
affect change in their environment, as well as the ability to affect change of anything
and everything within the environment. This includes the human body. As an example,
lets take the effects of long term exposure to ultraviolet rays, x-rays, or gamma rays.
Most people are not of the frequency where their bodies will not suffer some kind of
cellular breakdown when it comes to being exposed to the wavelengths and energies
above that of visible light. Almost any energy above that of visible light will cause some
kind of mutation in the human genetic form. Too much ultraviolet will give one skin
cancer. Being exposed to too much x-ray can be destructive to living tissue and it can
cause DNA mutation. DNA damage can bring about cell suicide and random cell splitting,
cell dormancy and can possibly even form a cancerous tumor. Gamma Rays, can also
produce DNA mutation by interfering with the genetic structure a cell. In fact, an
explosion of an atomic nature has the ability to effect change in many densities above
and below that of third density. This is precisely why the UFO phenomenon has (no pun
intended) exploded since the mid 1940s. The detonation, on July 16, 1945 of Trinity
brought about the atomic age. Though entities from other dimensions have always been
around, the need to step up individual programs due to the atomic age was a necessity.
It was a necessity in that throughout the times from, Mars, Mu, Lemuria, and Atlantis
such technology in the hands of those who have not grown proficient in the Law of One
has only served to destroy whole civilizations and even planetary spheres. Nonetheless,

it also affects those entities living in the neutral, within Earth, and within our waters,
whose technology is far beyond that of ours.
Because of this, Though we may come across threats of a nuclear war, I believe, is not
possible. The other entities will step up, as if to say, what the hell are you idiots up to
now? In turn, they can shut down whole nuclear systems as they have been known to do
to prove a point. You can research these activities yourself if you so wish.
It is also important to note that within the visible light spectrum, there is an indefinite
number of sub wavelengths and energies. These sub-frequencies are what separate us
as individuals. This is much the same as how we all might have our own phone number.
No two people on the planet are of the same frequency or phone number even if off ever
so slightly. These minute differences can be picked up by those closest to an individual
provided they interact with said frequency on a regular basis. There are times in which
we may feel changes in the auric field of those around us. These changes can be as
wide as the whole emotional array of human understanding. Each of us can perceive a
friend or family members overall disposition without looking at them so long as we are
within three feet or so of their auric field or frequency if you will. Many of us do not know
this because we simply dont try it. Try it the next time youre around your wife,
husband, girlfriend, boyfriend, or good friend. Picture in your mind what it is they are
thinking about. Theres a consensus that you will get this right because youre so close
and you know them so well. But another way to look at it is that you are so in tune or so
synced with their energies that you can read them.
Through the quantum, that being the molecules of space between two points made of
atoms; the quantum field, which contains fast moving particles of electrons that create a
magnetic field recording and transferring thoughts in a 360 degree chain reaction. The
quantum is where anything is possible! The quantum is full of information. Just think of
the amount of cell phone calls going on right now! Think of the amount of prayers, hateful thoughts towards others, hopes, dreams, and wishes. Think about the radio waves,
satellite radio, satellite TV, satellite imagery, remote controls, wireless phones and headphones, wifi, text messages and countless other signals that bombard the quantum. Any
thought that has ever existed, or will exist, exists in the quantum now. As well, any and
all information that you will ever need as well as any information that has ever existed,
exists in the quantum now. You cannot see any of this because it is outside that of human perception. Yet you cannot by any means deny its existence. You see it time and
time again, television shows, blogs, and articles denying this. Theres always a force trying indeed to separate the spiritual from the physical as myth or nonexistent. But as
long as there is separation between the two, a true understanding will never take place.
Hence the mass ignorance running about such issues. As long as there is a separation
between the spiritual and the physical, I believe we shall indeed forever remain within
the confines of our own ignorance until all of us awaken to this fundamental truth.
It is important to note that there isnt in my opinion, a vast difference in the quantum
versus the void. The void is simply the quantum while in a meditative state where
everything is seen and felt within oneself. Whereas in the quantum, things arent
necessarily seen unless the third eye is open. But nonetheless, they both exist. We'll
examine the third eye in depth in a future chapter.

With most people, the question would be, if it all exists now, why cant I access any of
this? While there may be many possible answers to this question, the most simplistic one
I can give is that one has to be ready and open to receive. As much as Id also hate to
say it, it must also be somewhat of a pre-destined relationship. Its not all of us that are
so engulfed in the material life around us that we can sit and meditate for hours on end.
The process of awakening through meditation is a long and arduous one. Results do not
come fast. Visions come slow, if at all. It will seem as if everyone and everything is
against you at first. One not need say that its all in meditation. Theres also the
approach to life that anything and everything should be conducted with honesty and
integrity, as well as in service to others. One of the most passionate and well known
psychics of our time, Sylvia Browne protested meditation as a waste of time. Though
maybe not in those exact words. She seen service to others as the purpose for
existence. In that she was correct. But without meditation, we cannot get in touch with
the God aspect that exists within each and every one of us. This God aspect within each
of us is the key to unconditional love and compassion that is much needed in the world
today. The church has long said, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. This Equates
to Mind, Body, and Soul trinity. Where Mind is the father, Body is the son, and Spirit is
the soul. There are esoteric schools that go as far as to say we indeed have two souls.
The free soul and the bodily soul. The free soul, which leaves this plane upon death, and
the bodily soul which remains for some time after death and very much so attached to
the human body. Hence, the phenomenon of ghosts. Those that remain so attached to
the human form even after death.
We spend most of our time as humans playing the part of the observer. Life in this day
of age is very complex. We wake up every day, brush our teeth, shave, shower, and get
dressed while listening to the radio or TV in the background. Some of us check the
weather to see what the day will bring and what to wear. If its cold outside, we may
need to pre-start the car and wait for it to warm up. Alongside all that, check e-mails
and Facebook status to see whats going on with friends while totally missing whats
going on introspectively. Whats going on inside of you? Whats going on emotionally,
biologically, and spiritually? We have come to an age where technically, there seems no
end to where we can go. But it is fact, technology and spirituality, go hand in hand when
it comes to responsible evolution. Throughout history, technology without spirituality
has well, as youve read, almost always created destruction. This destruction, of course,
sets us back in evolution. There are those among this plane that are very familiar with
this concept. By creating moments of world chaos, the perception of the whole changes
in such a way as to manifest accordingly. We create our own thoughts. This dimension,
is a FREE WILL zone. The space around us has no option but to conform to a particular
belief system. This happens no matter whether the situation or outcome is good or bad.
The universe doesn't discriminate. It is most impartial and unemotional to our wants and
needs. It has no way of knowing what it is you want. Think of it as driving up to a drive
thru at you local favorite fast food restaurant. You place your order at the speaker and
they, the restaurant workers get it ready for you. They don't care much whether its good
or bad for you. Nor do they care that you may be by yourself or have three people in the
car with you. You roll up to the window and it's ready for you to pick up. That is, after

you pay for it. Hence cultivation. The world we live in along with the laws of attraction
work in the same way. Once you put the trinity together and practice it day by day,
things will flow in synchronization to create the life you want. The Universe doesn't seem
to care if it's right or wrong by moral standards. The moral standard is something that we
on this earthly plane created as a control to human limitation. This needs to be be taken
into consideration, in both our personal lives and especially during chaotic world events.
Lets take a look at whats going on inside of you. Figure (4-1), the visual light
spectrum, also reflects the colors of the Chakras within the human body. The colors are
the same as those indistinguishable from those of our aura or bio-electric field that
surrounds all of us. The Chakras are the major energy centers for health, vitality, and
spirituality within the human body. The Chakras provide the bio-electric energy to both
the primary and secondary meridians, which are the lay lines for energy flow like veins
through the body, though not as intricate for the etheric body. Both the meridians and
chakras cannot be seen with the human eye in most cases. They can be seen by those
either who have their third eye open or as well as by Kirlian photography. For those
interested, again, Dr. Harry Oldfield has a video entitled Energy Fields Revealed,
currently on YouTube at the time of this writing that greatly illustrates the chakras and
meridians in illustration. Chakras bring in and release energy through rotating
mechanisms which can most definitely be felt during meditation in most advanced
persons. These rotations distribute spiritual etheric energy throughout the meridians to
keep the human form in check. Oftentimes, it is though a blockage of these meridian
systems and/or chakras that the overall health of a person can be affected. Hence,
Chinese acupuncture. Acupuncture is an age old study of meridians and using needles
inserted to exact points as to open blocked meridians, therefore, letting spiritual etheric
energy to flow more freely. It's important to remember the trinity of Mind, Body, and
Soul which equates to The Faher, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. The chakras are the
subtle energy mechanism of the spiritual plane. If there is a disruption in this flow,
physical ailments will insist. Seeing a doctor for this will be of no use as the central
cause of the issue is on a spirit level. The chakras to me, are time spirals much like that
of a small galaxy turning in a Fibonacci sequence. These rotations depending on the
system taught can be Lotus flowers, law wheels, and many possible others that I am not
aware of. Also when it comes to defining the chakras, it must also be said that there are
those systems of belief that go beyond the seventh chakra. Some of these systems go
as high as twelve chakras and beyond. But for the purposes of this book and bodily
contained health, I will only talk about the seven most common in use by most systems
of today. Please keep in mind that beginning meditation typically starts in black color for
the beginner. As you may have heard, in the beginning there was darkness, and God
said let there be light. We all have to start somewhere. But this is only after you clear
your monkey mind. (the random thoughts that flood the mind during meditation) The
chakra locations are shown below in FIG 4-2. This is shown reverse from right to left,
lowest to highest on the visual light spectrum. One of the things I liked to use in my
initial quest to remember these is the name ROY G BIV. This relates to the colors of the
chakra from bottom to top. R being red, O being Orange, Y being yellow and so forth.

This essentially equates to but is not limited to whats below: (but can come in any order
during meditation).
(1 Red) or Root Chakra This chakra is located at the base of the spine. This chakra
responsible for those things as related to the physical world such material drive and
financial freedom and human presence.
(2 Orange) or Sacral Chakra This chakra is located between the groin and belly button.
It is directly responsible for sexual drive, pleasure, desire, and reproduction.
(3 Yellow) or Solar Plexus Chakra This chakra is located just above the belly button. This
is responsible for self-worth, will power, and digestion. Theres a connection here to the
higher self in terms of, I have a gut feeling. Or that sinking feeling some may get in
getting some bad news. It's definitely a sign from your higher self to mind whats being
said.
(4 Green) or Heart Chakra This chakra is located in the area of the heart and represents
the upper echelon of the chakra system taking us into the spiritual realms of our
existence. This is a rather simple chakra to understand in terms of spirituality. This
chakra is responsible for love, joy and compassion.
(5 Blue) or Throat Chakra As it's name suggests, this chakra is in the area of the throat.
As in Tarot and in reading auras, blue is common to those that are truly spiritual in
nature. As well, it represents the drive for knowledge towards all things spiritual.
(6 Indigo) or Third Eye Chakra This chakra is located between the eyebrows and is
more often than not referred to as the third eye. This is the eye into the hidden worlds.
This is responsible for intuition, knowledge, imagination, wisdom, and the ability to think
and make decisions for oneself.
(7 Violet) or Crown Chakra This chakra is located at the top of the head. This chakra
represents true conscious awareness and connection to all things divine. This chakra is
responsible for inner and outer love and beauty; as well as to our connection to become
one with the infinite source. Total bliss.
It is fair to say in most any meditation book you will come across the chakra system.
The chakra system is well know between that of the Buddha School as well as the
traditional Vedic Schools of thought. Though the definitions and responsibilities may
vary slightly from one school to the other it is only important that you know where they
are as well as have a basic knowledge of what they do in order to correlate to some of
the information that you will given later in this book. Please see the picture illustrated in
4-2 located on the next page for more information on the precise locations of these
chakras.

The locations for these chakras are seen below in figure 4-2.

FIG 4-2

The second fundamental Id like to talk about here is quite involved. We have all come
to know the typical atom. The typical atom has in its center both neutrons and protons.
The nucleus of the atom contains its neutrons and protons while the electrons revolve
around the nucleus. Within the atom, the movement of the electrons around the nucleus
make it a small universe constantly moving, therefor giving it vibration. The atom itself,
as small as it is, is indeed 99.999999% empty space. The movements of the electrons
also give the atom its magnetic field. Its this magnetic field that fills the space within
the atom itself. Not only does it fill the space but it also creates the physical difference in
materials on this plane of existence. These vibrations cause the vast differences in
matter on this plane. As well, in the art of alchemy, the alchemist has a long standing
goal. This goal has been to effect change upon the frequency of matter to turn it into
gold. I believe there are those upon this plane that have the ability to do this.
This magnetic field or vibration can essentially absorb any and all intelligent
information around it. I realize that some may say the atom is balanced between protons
and electrons but this is simply not the case. This is not the case simply because the
electrons within each atom do not maintain the same space in their rotation. There has
to be times when because of their rotation that they are indeed slightly more positive
than negative and vice versa. Therefor creating a fluctuating magnetic field. This
fundamental itself is larger than life, literally! I say this because your thoughts do

project onto others. Not only do they project onto others but they have the ability to
change the social consciousness of the Earth sphere. There are times in which we are
around people in conversation and while pondering a situation, two people with that
same group can be thinking the exact same thing. We say things like, you read my
mind. Or maybe while eating at a restaurant all of a sudden you have a flash memory of
someone, just to see that five minutes later they walk in. This is not coincidence as we
may be led to think.
The third fundamental is to remember that all molecular structures have the ability to
be intelligent; Everything in some form was created in the mind of God. Therefor being
that this is an energy vibration, t has the ability to mutate and gain intelligence along the
way. So yes, believe all things have the ability to evolve. However, in reality, most things
seem to degenerate and fall apart. This isn't without cause though. An old house has
forces acting upon it to cause this breakdown of matter. Now, those new to meditation
have to take my word for this. But those whose third eye is open may or may have not
been preview to this fundamental. An example of this would be a second density being.
A second density being is that of a family pet, a plant, or a tree. This would also include
some rocks or crystalline structures in very rare instances. The process of evolution
occurs when these types of entities contemplate themselves during their lives. They
then, die off, are inspirited, and then reincarnated into third density, human form. What
this means is that an endangered species is sometimes endangered for a reason. Such
was the design. What we also learn in this is that sometimes human involvement in
trying to save an animal and trying to do the right thing is actually preventing an entity
from moving on in its evolutionary path. Im not saying that this is the case for all
endangered species. However, it has been the case for some. The evolutionary path
can be described as follows:

First Density Matter Anything Lacking Consciousness


Second Density Pets, Trees, Rocks Capable of Love
Third Density Human Form Full Emotional Spectrum
Fourth Density Transitional Human Form Loving Forms
Fifth Density The World Between Incarnations
Sixth Density Entities Beyond Reincarnation Angelic
Seventh Density All Knowingness State Godlike

There are those too that may be asking the question, How does a rock die? The answer
is very slowly. Outside forces like wind and rain act upon these, slowly breaking them
down. In some circles, it's said there is a cycle of about 26,000 years in which the viable
entities will be picked and taken to fifth density, sorted, inspirited and re-put to the Earth

plane. And yes the 26,000 year process is the same of that as stated by the Mayan
Calendar. This merely tells of a time in which a spiritual awakening is to take place, and
in no way whatsoever was it meant to serve as any indication for an apocalyptic state.
However the news media had twisted the meaning of the Mayan Calendar around so
much that its wisdom was totally blown out of proportion and thus made into more of a
mockery than anything. Any other translation was only made for ratings by those with
no other moral value than to serve self. It must also be said that in any and all intuitive
predictions that anyone makes, is only a reading or viewing of a particular situation at
that time. We are handed down our destiny and even help to plan it while between lives
in fifth density. The main thing to remember is that we all possess free will. We possess
free will as individuals and as a global Earth consciousness. Dont ever take anything
that an intuitive says for granted. I like to think of it as a life in a series of TV shows.
Right now, one might be on channel 3. And according to the reading at that time, on
channel three, this is what is going to happen. But all it takes is one small change in free
will. This small, unplanned change can essentially change the channel. Now anything
the intuitive said is wrong because one has changed the channel. However, it doesnt
mean that they were wrong at that time. To really mess things up a bit, it is also the
duty of those at fourth density and above to help in ones evolutionary path. The life
lessons that have to be learned here on the Earth plane will be learned either through
reincarnation or through an awareness of one to pick up on the signs of their guides.
Lets face it, some people, in times of anxiety and stress do not at all focus on whats
going on around them. Dr. Michael Newton in his books Destiny of Souls and Journey of
Souls writes of experiences in past life regression through hypnosis. If youve read any
of these books you would learn that entities are mostly trying to comfort one in times of
need but cant because of personal blockages and traumas.
Through meditation, which is stilling the mind, I believe Ive become aware of signs
more so than ever from my own personal guide Sakari. These sights and sounds bring a
cool sigh of relief in times of struggle as it reminds me that Sakari is there. Once it is
known to me that he is there, I think of it as a leap of faith of sorts that a particular event
is or was supposed to happen for my own lifes lesson. I have often found that when in
communication with a higher entity such as Sakari that electronics can malfunction. This
is especially true when it comes to computers, RF frequency interference such as static
on wireless headphones and Bluetooth devices. I also find that the streaming of
information is such that a lot of information can be downloaded and understood in an
entirely different time space. This meaning that a whole idea or class that would
normally take hours to explain in this Earth time frame is literally given in a few seconds
with full understanding and remembrance. Matter of fact, we all have been known to
literally enter into these realms during our dream state. When we sleep we enter into
what is referred to as theta (4-7.9Hz) or alpha (8.0-13.9Hz) sleep, in which were are just
drifting off to sleep. Then for some reason or another we are awoken by some unknown
force to see that maybe only a few minutes have passed. But you just had a full dream
of showering, shaving, dressing up, going out dancing and coming home. This is very
specific to fourth, fifth, and sixth level density communication. In fact, some may also
have what are referred to as lucid dreams. These can be as real as real gets. When

meditation is common practice, one will find that lucid dreams become a very common
everyday occurrence. I found that when I was younger, these dreams would often bring
a pain after awakening to the lower part of the back of my head, to what is referred to as
the, primary visual cortex. This area is also responsible for visual association. I find now
after intense experiences I often have pain or a slight swelling in the prefrontal cortex.
This area is responsible for the Executive Function. Executive function allows one the
ability to differentiate conflicting thoughts, determine good and bad, better and best,
same and different, future consequences of current activities, working toward a defined
goal, prediction of outcomes, expectation based on actions, and social "control" (the
ability to suppress urges that, if not suppressed, could lead to socially unacceptable
outcomes).
I guess this makes sense when these parts are being used excessively. Ive often found
that throughout my years of meditation that this is a cycle that comes and goes. It
almost seems to me to be a period of adjustment. The pain and/or swelling last a few
days. I find that most of the dreams and visions in meditation I have do pertain to my
current lifes situation. I have also found that before going to bed I can ask aloud to see
scenes from a past life or scenes of my father or brother who have passed. These are
often innocent enough and are answered so long as they are not interfering with normal
life process or interfering with another persons free will. I have noticed also that when
talking to those who have passed along the way that the form they will come to me in is
in the form and time in which they recall as being when their life was the most vital. This
is to say, my father passed when he was 56 years of age. He often comes to me in a
much younger age. Though Ive never asked, I would have to guess he appears to be in
his mid 20s.
There are essentially two times in which all of us, you included, are in a state to receive
spiritual downloads. To receive, you have to be able to turn off the five senses. One of
those times is, of course, in meditation. The other is while sleeping. In reference to
meditation, quieting the monkey mind is easier said than done. Monkey mind is when
you try to just clear your mind and not think of anything at all. Its kind of like just being
a canvas for the incoming spiritual light to paint. Dont get frustrated, it will in due time.
The other time we are blank is when we are asleep. Not many of us actually think about
that. But we will indeed discuss it here and now.
There are three things that literally connect all of us. Anyone reading this book exists in
some form on a physical level. We all share the same space and air. And we all dream.
Yet, throughout or lives, some of us may look into dreams from time to time as to their
meaning only after having a dream that has perplexed itself somehow into our reality.
Good luck with that one on finding out any real information. Though dream
interpretation books are easy to come by, finding any sacred or ancient information is
surely hidden. For most of us our dream life is one of confusion. Scenes from dreams
seem to jump randomly from one backdrop to the next not making much sense. What
you will find is that the introspective view that comes from meditation awakens the
spiritual state. As above so below. When we start to look inward we find that dreams

will actually come into a true life of their own and make more and more sense. Their
layout is no longer random and they will start to make a fluid transfer much like that of
physical reality. Why is this important? Its important because dreams are the spiritual
side awakening within us. For most of us our dreams do not make any sense because we
are simply not in touch whatsoever with our spiritual selves. We as a race, have not
developed the spiritual organs to process light data, so it tends come in random bits and
is converted to understanding in a far less than perfect way. This spiritual awakening
can literally take you to other worlds. We all live this physical life, we know that. As well
we all live a spiritual life. Believe it or not we impress these reflections into our daily
lives. This seems to come to fruition especially as we get older. The moon, the sun and
the stars are always there. It takes certain conditions to see them. To see the moon and
stars, there can be no sun. Because the sun will simply overpower our perception of
what we see. However, when the sun sets, the moon and stars come out to play. This
change, reflects upon our emotional feeling. As well, when we shut off our senses, in
sleep, this brings about another manifestation of a life derived from another world. The
more one meditates the more balance comes into knowing the ultimate source of cause
and effect. I cannot put into words the experience of knowing that it is actually the
spiritual higher self that regulates the physical experience. Until you get to that very
point in meditation this is but an elusive circle of cat and mouse.
There are a lot of times which most of us can attest to in which we are dreaming and
the honking of a car outside in physical reality makes its way into our dream. The same
can go with a knock at the door, a doorbell, a barking dog, or even hitting a window and
your hand is in pain to wake up and find youve been hitting the headboard. The same
can be in the sense of touch. When possibly falling off a cliffs edge and grabbing on to
the corner of the cliffside to find youre literally grasping on to the end of the bed
mattress. While most of us would ponder the question what was that all about. It might
only last as long as the dream has a conscious connection with your memory. Which is
not very long at all. However, a few of us out there might actually put the pieces
together and see there is a connection between the physical and spiritual worlds. But at
this point, its just an indication. A hint as to a call to service. It is when this starts to
happen on a regular basis that an awakening begins within an individual. And because
of the quick conscious loss of information between worlds we must learn to keep a
notebook or recorder close at hand to take notes of lucid dreams as if we were awake.
There are a lot of thought forms, inventions and perceptional changes that can take
place. For instance, Ive been playing guitar since I was 10 or 11 years old. I often find
myself while in lucid dreams at renaissance parties with odd forms of music not heard on
this planet. Ive even managed to write a few down and get them pretty close to the
dream. There are many musicians that claim to have had this happen also. Basically
what can happen is if one can take in the remembrance of a lucid dream, while in
physical reality, one can recall spiritual impressions at any time when needed, and
change his reality in this world. Einstein, Edison, and Tesla all came up with some
wonderful ideas. And every idea of the time, and even today, at least in that which has
been recorded only shows their scientific belief. Im sure if one were to dwell into their
spiritual beliefs there would be a connection as to the whole. Darryl Anka, the channel

for Bashar is said to have worked on the special effects for not only Star Trek, but many
other sci-fi movies. Where did he come up with such ideas? Im sure without a doubt
also that, lighting, transportation, forms of energy, musical instruments, and an array of
other useful things can be studied and brought about to this physical reality. This would
be why it is literally possible for two people on opposite sides of the world, unknown to
each other, to come up with the same invention. For in some point in dream or
meditation, they visited the same world and came back to create their vision. I believe
this to be within the realm of conceivable execution.
So we have established that meditation will definitely raise ones vibration. The other
side to meditation is in the physical world, our actions exist out of one of two constructs.
Those two constructs are love and fear. Anything done out of love of course can raise
frequency and the overall consciousness of the world. This stands to be why
truthfulness, compassion and kindness stand in the forefront of all meditative practices
for the true ascension process to occur.
From the doubtable point of December 2012, an awakening has started to take place.
Some wanted it to be a lot more than that to push their own agendas. But thats all it
was. More and more, we will see these stories come out and revealed in ways as never
seen before. Even those highly respected people within science and politics as well as
actors that have long hid their esoteric and occult views out the public eye will start to
come forward without persecution. I believe 2013 served to bring a great change in the
overall human disposition toward oneness and peace. One cant deny from looking at
Facebook, Twitter, and other technological social networks that a change has come
about. This is simply because three things will always make themselves known. Life,
death, and the truth. These are the things we all have to deal with at some time.

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