Candida albicans (Monilia albicans) (Cand-a) (Moni) Yeast

It overwhelms me
I have to fight it, but I cant
It hangs on tightly
I struggle with enjoying eating
A sign of WEAKNESS
Dad was alcoholic, sobered when I was 7
Where are my boundaries?
At home, mom would shame me
Like a kind of disease
Fear, cling to me, exasperated
Out of control
Suspicious and anxious
Eventually they all screw you over
Fear of abandonment
Too into the other person
Filtered, protections in place, The secret is out now
Lost my freedom, limiting my life
Needy, clingy
Inside behavior not matching outside
I trying to separate (HG)
They are VERY DEPENDANTbut HATE this Dependency
never going away
invading, taking over
getting to my baby <in the womb>
he's going to have battles
the longer you have it the worse it gets
it hangs on tightly
She also described this image that keeps coming into her mind:
Piece of body covered by yeast
this piece comes in and takes over
now the whole thing is gone

So, it takes over, invades, until nothing is left. Her energy is that she must battle it, fight it. Or this battle will be passed onto her baby.

Keys (Vermeulens, Fungi)

Rapidly growing dimorphic fungus, changing from yeast-like to filamentous.
Part of normal flora in the throat, vaginal area, lower intestinal, and skin
Feeds on sugars and other simple carbs
Causes candidasis
Brain fog, Spaciness
Mood swings
Anger and aggression
Sugar craving. Hypoglycemia
Digestive problems

Candida albicans (Monilia albicans) (Cand-a) (Moni) Yeast

Adhesiveness, remains firmly attached to mucous membranes
Most candida infections, yeast infections are caused by Candida albicans
Problems occur when number of Candida in body get out of
control
Usually results from
Antibiotics
Oral contraceptives
Stress
Poor nutrition, overuse of sugars, or diets rich in yeast foods
Diabetes
Invasive procedures
Immunosupression
As it proliferates, it changes form from yeast-like to mycelia
fungal form
The fungal state has very long root like structures that penetrate the mucus
The more debilitates the host, the more invasive the disease
Greed for Bread, Potatoes, Pizza and Pasta
Two major clinical types: skin and mucus, and systemic
Common symptoms
Brain fog
Anxiety; depression; irritability
Frequent mood swings
OCD
Fatigue, Feeling of being drained
Environmental sensitivities; food sensitivities
Sugar craving, hyperglycemic (trembling or irritability when hungry)
Digestive problems including heartburn, bloating, gas, diarrhea or constipation
Menstrual problems
Chronic vaginal yeast infections with burning, itching and curd like discharges
Oral or vaginal thrush
Cystitis
Frequent colds; cold sores; herpes
Swollen lips, face
Respiratory allergies, rhinitis, sneezing and or wheezing
Muscle weakness or paralysis
Pain and/or swelling in joints
Restless legs
Cold hands and feet, low body temp
Fungal skin problems, athlete foots; fungus nails
Chronic urticaria
Foot, hair, or body odor, not relieved by washing
Symptoms worse after waking
Mental
Frustration, misunderstood, and rejected

Candida albicans (Monilia albicans) (Cand-a) (Moni) Yeast

Often abuse in early childhood
Joyful at 10 am, suicidal at 2 pm
They look to handsome to have a disease
Outwardly it does not look like disease
Anger;
A reservoir of anger, mostly deeply hidden
I am bitter the way my doctor treats me, I am fed up the way
husband denies the problem
Often ridden by guilt
Often pain in neck and shoulder regionThey have a pain in
the neck because they are angry
They refuse to accept that they are angry and are not allowed
to bring it forward
Inhibited, often hindered and suppressed in expressing their
free will
Dominated people who were not allowed to develop their own
personality. Like a parasitic relationship.
Exploitive relationships with them being the victim, used or abused, in which equilibrium of give and
take has been shifted
They react helpless and defenselessly in this kind of a situation, showing vagueness and indirect and
ineffectual aggression
Unable to be clear and precise and cannot set limits
The energetic sucked out victim
Dreams: blood, brutality, murder, bombs, explosions, hell, rape
Chaosforgetfulness, lack of concentration
I was very confused and had to think about normal procedures before carring them out
The reaction to (inability to cope) is they are restless and hectic
Ceaselessly in action
Always something to do, no time to relax
Too many requirements, expectations, impressions
Too much to do, no way out
Inability to cope, over-burdened
Even the little demands of everyday life are too much for me
Feeling restricted by this
Craving for sweets
Tremendous lack of energy
Anger, expressed or suppressed
Having anger in my belly
Impulse to destroy everything, simply smash everything to pieces
I have to muster all my strength not to destroy something