wants to become something else. Misery arises only when you try the impossible, because it cant happen in the nature of things and you want it to happen. Misery comes whenever you try the impossible, so whenever you are miserable remember: you must be trying something impossible.
Man is not what he is; man has become what he is not; thats the root cause of his misery. He has gone astray from his being; he has become too involved in becoming. To become means to become false. To become means to become that which you are not. To be is already the case. Man has not to become anything other than he is, he has to relax into his being and know the truth. The truth is already given; the truth is not somewhere in the future. It is not a goal but the source. You are coming from truth. If you can find the source again you will know what truth is. You are not going towards truth; all going takes you farther and farther away from truth.
Confusion arises out of the idea of becoming because you become a duality that which you are and that which you would like to be. You become a duality and a great tension, and you have to deny your reality and you have to impose the unreal upon yourself. You become phony, you become pseudo, you become split. The whole humanity is split because everybody is trying to become somebody else. Somebody is trying to become a Christ, somebody else is trying to become a Buddha, somebody else is trying to become the richest man in the world, somebody is trying to become the president of a country, but becoming... in the name of religion also, becoming. There is no difference between religion and the ordinary worldly affairs. The worldly man is trying to become the richest man or the most powerful man, and the religious man also is trying to become somebody a Buddha, a Krishna, a Christ. Both are in the same boat; the name of the boat is becoming.
But you are responsible and nobody else; it is your life, it is your responsibility. You have to take care about your being. And the greatest thing that can be said to you is: just be yourself. Carry no idea about how you should be drop all questions, drop all ideas, drop all ideologies, drop all concepts, images of how you should be. You are already that! Start enjoying that which you are, and then this very ordinary life suddenly becomes extraordinary. Then these ordinary days have such tremendous poetry, and then these ordinary moments are full of dance. Then these ordinary people are no more ordinary people; they turn into gods and goddesses. The moment you accept your being you accept everybodys being.
Man is the only conscious being, and consciousness has two possibilities: either it can become God-consciousness then it is a benediction, or it can become Self-consciousness then it is a curse. And we have made it a curse. We have changed our Consciousness into Self-consciousness; we have created an ego out of being conscious. Rather than becoming aware of the organic unity of existence, rather than becoming aware of the orgasmic joy of existence, rather than becoming part of the universal, we have used our consciousness in separating ourselves from the universe, from existence, from life. Rather than making a bridge out of consciousness we have made a wall.
We are being taught continuously that a man needs a strong ego because he has to fight in the struggle of life; if he has not got a strong ego he will be defeated by other strong egos. There is a point in it, it is true: if you dont have a strong ego you cannot be a politician, if you dont have a strong ego you cannot become very rich. You will have to fight tooth and nail for these things; you will have to fight madly, neurotically, fanatically. You will have to fight, utterly blind to what is happening. You have to go on rushing into the crowd, you have to risk everything; only then can you have much money, much power. And the problem is that the more strong an ego you have the more you are disconnected with existence, because the more you feel you are separate, the more you ARE separate. And to remain separate from existence creates fear, creates paranoia.
Becoming is driving you crazy. You are not to become anything, you are already that. You have to accept yourself and relax in that acceptance. The person who is trying to become something is bound to remain tense, naturally: the constant fear of whether he is going to make it or not, the constant fear of whether what he is doing is going to lead him to the goal or not, whether he has chosen the right path or not, the constant fear of whether he is doing enough to achieve or not, the constant fear that there are others who may reach before him. Becoming creates fear, becoming creates competition, and becoming drives you crazy, neurotic. Becoming takes you farther and farther away from your being.
Do not become... be, just be. Becoming is the root cause of all confusion, misery and anguish confusion because in fact you cannot become that which you are not. The rose can try as much as possible, but it is going to remain a rose, it cant become a lotus. The lotus can try hard, can practice all kinds of yoga exercises, but the lotus is going to remain a lotus, it cant become a rose. A rose is a rose and a lotus is a lotus. But the lotus is beautiful and the rose is beautiful and there is NO confusion, because the rose is perfectly happy in being a rose and the lotus is perfectly happy in being a lotus. Only man is miserable.