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Dreams of freedom
A short compendium of my, as of yet incomplete, understanding of individual freedom. A forgotten topic. By Gabriel Dzsurdzsa

Recently, my mind, consciousness, body and soul have been subjected to a crisis of existence. One-self. This is because I experienced, however briefly and what I believe to be, a mental and consciousness breakdown, in no small part assisted by large quantities of narcotics, from psilocybin hallucinogens, to MDMA, to cocaine; the account of which I shall discuss at a later date and in a different paper. I believe that this experience has taught me something about freedom, or at least what freedom isnt and should not be.

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Here is what I have learned, described in brief tenets with some helpful accompanying illustrations:

Medieval art, for a while, and a little bit during the Renaissance in Europe depicted hell as a giant mouth, or vortex of doom if you will that swallowed the souls of lesser men and women, those that have betrayed their charge and have run away from the responsibility of facing their inner demons. The above is Michaels depiction of the Hellmouth.

Youre not free when you work 8 or more hours a day, cook for 1 to 2 overall, drive for 2 to 3 plus if you commute, eat for 30 minutes overall, sleep for 8 from Monday to Sunday, just so that you can pay your bills, which takes another 30 to 1 hour in case you need to commute to pay. Youre 20 to 22 hours a day a slave, that means 80%+ of your time does not belong to you but to the tasks you have to accomplish just to live in a presumably ordered society. Youre not free when you have to additionally take orders from lesser individuals. An example of this would be an employee that far surpasses others in skill, attributes, work ethic, passion for the job and profession, etc. yet he / she is either treated like the rest, the lesser individuals that are an opposite of discipline and formidable

People can be fools, principally because they use others as a source of reference for their knowledge. This is called compounded ignorance.

Gabriel Dzsurdzsa / Dreams of Freedom / 3 pursuit of the chosen work, these include management as well. This is false equality and many suffer from this pandemic, in particular here in Canada, where a virulent form of workplace socialism is holding everybody hostage. This ones simple, you are not free when you conform to societys, parental, workplace and other expectations thrust upon you by lesser minds. An important part of individual freedom is the existence of a selfanalysis mechanism, such as the human brain, which can take multiple viewpoints in analyzing the self. Many Experimenting with high-doses of hallucinogenics as people look in the mirror just to bask in their well as mind narcotics, then just staring at oneself in the mirror for a few minutes in complete darkness own hubris, or to see if they still meet the works wonders. Discover who you really are and who sexual standard of the age. Few look in the you really belong to slave? WARNING: You may die! mirror to see someone else, to see someone hidden behind this mask of non-freedom cancerously produced by an incompetent and unilluminated society. You are not free when others inhibit or suggest alternatives to your thirst for understanding and knowledge. Parents, politicians, law enforcement and pretty much any other modern societal construct does this nowadays. This process simply injects ideas into your brain and falsifies discovery. It says that other, better prepared or qualified minds, know better than you and your instrument of analysis. Nevertheless, this tenet is a double edged sword, for absolute refusal to listen to others can lead to a terrible ignorance, the exact opposite goal of freedom. Ignorance is the antithesis of freedom. One cannot desire ignorance. And since we know that there are many things unseen, even at the, what we now call quantum level, we cannot make unreasonable assumptions about the potency of science as the supreme accurate tool of our 3D physical reality. Especially since its grandest discovery as of late has been the truth of Atomic annihilation. We cannot worship it as such. In short, there are no such things as Universal certainties about 3D knowledge. One must question in all
Science also promulgates an infinity of discovery in this 3D universe, at least until another Ex-nihilo or singularity situation. Its the mirror of knowledge that leads to a higher understanding and a lesser existence!

forms: spiritual, mental and with heartfelt desire. So if a

Gabriel Dzsurdzsa / Dreams of Freedom / 4 scientist, doctor or any other person of knowledge authority claims a factual statement that sounds like bullshit, well then ask them to qualify their answers and proof. In many cases, people simply regurgitate information that they have learned from others, like information slaves, and as such need to qualify their answers and their source of information, doctors, industry specialists, lawyers, law enforcement etc.

The question is, who do you want to be? What something do you wish to become, when all your life, voices have told you who you should be and what you should do?

Perpetual questioning is not for everybody. If you seek answers, be prepared to spend your entire life looking for them, perhaps finding them or perhaps becoming forever lost in the yearning and desire to learn. In my opinion this alternative is preferable, although a restless existence, to being an information slave and being told what is accurate and what is not. Learning from those you consider a higher authority on the subject is also a freedom. Its a freedom of
Children, many just undergoing the process of learning and accruing knowledge are born with a Tabula Rasa, or a clean slate, and may be in reality the greatest keepers of knowledge.

Gabriel Dzsurdzsa / Dreams of Freedom / 5 inhibition, a freedom of keeping your truth in check, in balance, and comparing the data with your idea opponent. This principle can be applied to most physical sciences, as the data garnered from experiments can be easily verifiable through experimental reproduction. However, the question is; what is 3D data worth in the end? Post-mortem. On the use of narcotics the question remains the same. Can a man or woman ingest, inhale or intravenously shoot up with narcotics without the fear of societal law preventing him or her to take said narcotics, for nefarious purposes or otherwise? This is not the case in todays societies, principally because of a fundamental misunderstanding of why people, especially young people, take drugs. Excluding a few European and perhaps South American countries, most nations ban the consumption and distribution of potent narcotics. Death and knowledge are supposed to be individual freedoms. To see good in evil is perhaps the true freedom yet unattained.
True freedom may lie in seeing beyond good and evil, or reconciling these two devastating concepts fed to us by an ignorant adult humanity.

Youre not free if your only options in a society are a career, a career and a career. People tell you to get a job or otherwise. Politics, society and government insinuate that youre worthless without one, and as such have betrayed your participation in the communal rat race that leads nowhere. Youre not free when the total sum of who you are to others, financial institutions, government, tax man, family, friends etc. is represented by how much money you have in your bank account. This fact is clear, as how much money you have in your bank account dictates where in the social stratum you reside, and in some cases with what reverence and respect others view you. Unfortunately, family is often guilty of this sin. Religious precepts tend to be cancerous in many aspects, however, there are a few truisms that we may take in the teachings of the worlds religions.

Money is not evil; it has no such inherent connotation. However, since todays society has built a false need for this non-existent precept of happiness, it has managed to creep into everybodys lives and made itself as essential as air. Certain individuals are definitely to be held accountable for this dependency.

Gabriel Dzsurdzsa / Dreams of Freedom / 6 First, its unity of vision. Many people seek a platform of strength, of utter strength, since this platform, intellectually or otherwise, they feel arms them against death when death comes a knocking. Second, religion offers the hope of eternal life, but not in some mindless sense; eternal life basking in the rays of the purveyor or purveyors of knowledge. Few other realizations are worth discussing, as religions of the world arent exactly the shining example of a moral compass.

Illustrations alluding to John Miltons Paradise lost. Research John Martins 48 mezzotint paintings, in particular Satan Presiding at the Infernal Council and Belshazzars feast.

Finally, and Im sure Ive omitted some other facts on freedom but this penultimate one is very important. WAR. I would say that people in general have the freedom and right to wage war against any form of oppression that manifests itself in society, be it masqueradingly peaceful, as a form of political subterfuge, be it a military or resource threat, be it the form of universal laziness or other nefarious eater of mens souls, passion and life. As for DEATH, well that is the last freedom we have and will exercise as an individual.

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