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Reasons Of

Flame

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Rants and Poetry
of Wolfi Landstreicher
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Afterword: INTRODUCTION
On Poetic Living
When I speak of poetry, I am not talking about versifying or I have always had an ambiguous relationship with
wordsmithing. I am speaking about creating lives of passion, poetry. I detest most poems and most poets. But
intensity and wonder. I call those people poets who go into the poetry as a way of living and encountering the world
world with the creative intention of living life to the full. They attracts me. The poets for whom I have a high regard
may then choose to express the wonder, the intensity, the passion (William Blake, Arthur Rimbaud, Renzo Novatore,
– the marvelous – that they discover in words, but the words are Benjamin Peret – a few others) have all, in different
ways, been rebels against the values of the society
not their poetry – their lives are.
they lived in and therefore also adventurers.
Those who try to pass themselves off as poets at most “poetry”
I agree with the surrealist idea that poetry is to be
readings have little to do with real poetry. The sonorous,
an expression of the marvelous. Sadly, in this era in
pontificating voices with which they choose to read their banal
which even the deeper realms of the mind have been
verses prove that they have more in common with papish priests
colonized by commodity fetishism and the images of
and sleazy televangelists, those buzzards voyeuristically feeding television, movies and advertisements, even psychic
off the corpse of the marvelous banalized. A true poet in the automatism can often produce results as banal as the
midst of these slimy ghouls can only have the lycanthropic urge conscious verses, the hard turds shat out by the
to rip out throats in order to stop the insipid babblings of these constipated wordsmiths this society calls poets, that
sentimental saps. fill the poetry shelves of most bookstores and libraries.
Only those who reject the values of this society,
those who consciously choose adventure and life
outside the mainstream, can actually write poetry.
That is to say, in order to write poetically one must
live poetically. Only willful rebellion allows one’s
unconscious to remain free of the banality of
commodity fetishism and media domination. This
spirit of rebellion alone can express the marvelous,
and from this source it is expressed equally in psychic
automatism and in willful consciousness. Now more
than ever, poetic expression can only be the free play
of the proud and willful vagabonds and rebels,
outlaws and anarchists – those who reject this society
in its totality.
—Wolfi Landstreicher

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RANTING:
a product of stolen words
Reality is not a transcendent truth, but a historical
configuration, a multi-dimensional process that can
take place in individuals who desire, think, act and
change together. Fading illusions are so many targets
ranged around those of us enraged by our cramped
existence; so many delicious inducements to unleash
the weapons of mockery and laughter. Let a few
INSURGENT PASSION, people meet who are resolved on the lightning of
FLAMING REASON violence rather than the long agony of survival; from
this moment despair ends and tactics begin.
Everywhere where domestication comes into play
Dreams of revolution set our hearts on fire there can be no free space. Look at architecture –
And fill our nights with the most dangerous caresses. another lovely mask covering the boredom of an
This world’s icy and dreamless logic will never touch our insipid society. But the new does exist apart from the
consideration of progress. It is implied in surprise. It is
minds,
to be noted, however, that there are those whose lives
Because our reasons are the reasons of flame. center around lost and vapid fairy tales. They need an
ancient dream to justify the breaths they steal – their
crime of being alive. But for this crime there can be no
forgiveness. It can only be the act of ultimate defiance,
spitting in authority’s face, shouting, “I AM!” against
every constraint society has invented. I wish to state,
once and for all, I do not want to be civilized.

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filled with icicles and apple cores. WE WERE BORN INTO A WORLD
It was still upon the treetops that we danced, WHERE:
Nietzschian aristocrats of anarchy
whose crimes were but the butterflies of love Dreams and desires have been locked within the
embraced in madness, cages of psychotherapeutic interpretations;
Revolt has been bound with the fetters of moribund
blowing kisses
leftist ideologies;
to a rumbling storm of violence and beauty. Creativity has been enslaved to the sadistic masters,
These epileptic seizures never caused the harm art and literature;
that springs from monolithic orders, The marvelous has been handcuffed to the cops of
and the ways were full mysticism and mythology;
Reality has lost the ability to laugh at itself and its
and bountiful with laughter,
foibles and so suppresses a truly playful spirit;
like a flea who’d found the universe too small. Thought has become a rigidly armored fortress
The horse whose head protecting its ideological foundations from every
had turned to bowls of cherries criticism;
juggled all your canopies Revolution has had its passion organized out of
existence leaving only structural rigor mortis where
of green tomorrows
once insurgence breathed and danced.
in the fiery spheres of chocolate nights. This world has ceased to bring forth amazing
It was here that we drank those wines monsters;
whose delicate flavors It is no longer a conduit for the marvelous;
reminded one of the kidneys of Jack the Ripper It has lost touch with the convulsive beauty of love
danced upon in twilight escapades. and lust;
It can no longer give birth to babies with wings;
We were the monkey’s flickering tongues of flame
It has ceased growing and begun to rot;
which made this dream It has suppressed surreality wherever this marvelous
the laughter of nights flower has bloomed.
beyond the blind eyes Therefore, from now on, surreality will manifest in:
floating in the soup Dreams and desires freed from all interpretation and
sublimation, being the living energies of free-
of Heracleitus’ malice.
spirited individuals;
Total revolt against every aspect of social reality
including the ideologies that strive to squeeze this
revolt into the limited mold of leftist activism;
The free-spirited creation of our lives for ourselves,
lived to the limits against every role and rule;

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The discovery of the marvelous in each unique being,
free from any mystical or religious guidelines;
The humor and playfulness of free-spirited individuals
who realize their strength and creativity in their SEA OF MURDER
own joyful foolishness;
Open, expansive, generous thinking which grows from The fires of Heracleitus
the inner strength of free-spirited rebels; dance their flickering steps
An insurgent dance, a feral insurrection that refuses with legs of tongue across the crimson waves
all limitations, exists beyond all structures and is which tower like trees of spikes.
the realm of indomitable free spirits. You’ve seen the moons
Today, social reality is a lifeless, passionless corpse.
Let’s bury it. Now the amazing monsters of that hide their faces
surreality must come forth in the world playful and between the streets where crime
terrifying in their wild energy, freed of the cages is but a moment’s dream,
and chains that have bound them; our dreams, our a monkey prancing
desires, our humor, our revolt can populate the in the aisles of supermarkets
world with the most marvelous creatures.
vomiting up pricetags
Social reality is dead; long live surreality!
with a scream of wanton hatred.
This was the end,
the wandering fen of dialogue
could not extend the avenues
which were for stewfeathers,
black flames lighting up the sky
in roaring screams of wonder.
The waves splashed high
upon the parapets
of catapulting dreams
the dolce vita song
cascading through our hearts
in bloody streams.
What we had eaten in our time
was dark and filled with terror
yet the flavors dance more lightly
on our nerves
than any fairy tales of summers
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AMAZING MONSTERS:
RANTS AND MANIFESTOES

SOMETHING GREEN I

Callously separated cranial passage Darkness - I don't fear it - or at least I'm not terrorized
designed like something green by it. For darkness has its magic. It opens gates of the
which dances and sways imagination that otherwise would remain closed.
in the victim’s dreams, Streetlights, neon signs, floodlights - these are rapists of
as to the cerebral contingent’s the darkness, tearing through it glaringly with their
dance and play, messages of fear or gaudy commercialism. So unlike the
I don’t consider it the realm of hamsters moon or stars whose gentle lights caress the eyes. At
to vomit up strange hues. times, I feel that the deadening of imagination in
This mystery dwells in caverns modern society is due in part to the violent destruction
filled with conifers of the night by artificial lights. For in the dark, the stark
and the teeth of rare sharks. definition of all things breaks down, the rigid lines, the
Deliberate monastic orders fall stiff separations disappear - anarchy breaks forth, the
over the influence of vaginal tics opening of all possibilities - the marvelous appears in the
and clitoral laughter. world as we create amazing monsters without
Who said you were of virginal dreams? imaginations. Those who wish to kill the darkness - to
I spread my fingers through moisture dreaming. eradicate it completely - are enemies of the imagination.
I laugh like the climbing pizza They have lost their own imaginations by using them to
thrown in the face of orchestral jazz imagine only their worst fears - and now they are slaves
and find an apish grin inside your bucket. to those fears. So they rape the darkness, wage war on
the marvelous, seek to drive away the wondrous
Run into the night of grey petunias
monsters of our imagination. If it's war they want, it is
with your ultraviolet flashlight
war they shall have. Against their technology and
and gather the nectar of loves forgotten.
impoverished imaginations, we shall come with stones
We are not automatic like tombstones and wrist rockets and al the strange and untamed
but spontaneous dwellers in the tops of trees creatures of our imaginations.
whose fingers tickle us delightfully
and run through the hair of our dreams, WAR ON THE STREETLIGHTS AND THE
guests of the sweet-brained monkeys NEONS!
whose mischief dances like volcanoes WAR ON THE TECHNOLOGICAL HELL!
between our pulsating thighs. WAR ON THE COPS AND OTHER LEGAL
TERRORISTS!
WAR ON ALL WHO FIGHT AGAINST THE
MOON, THE STARS, THE NIGHT!

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The forces of darkness gather, untamed chaos erupting with multiple heads
forth, a volcano of passion. We are strong and heroic, for developing those systems of chaos and love.
our own desires are our energy. The lust for life lived to
the full, for burning passion and wild adventure fuels us. It was here that the potpourri
We will NOT be stopped! For where we are put down, of science
always we rise again, the wild ones who will have overthrew its own calumniated discipline
nothing less than a world of wonder. and danced upon razor blades
to the hot horns of a hellish debacle.
II We never wondered why
this should not be,
A world of wonder - one in which we bring forth the
amazing monsters of our imaginations - will be a world in but rather spilled the wine
which terror exists...But not terror as we know it in the in ravenous drips
world of order. down the elephantine caverns
Terrorism is an activity of the forces of order, or those of flowery, anal throats.
who have or desire to have power. It has no interest in
ecstatic terror, only in the subliminal terror of every day
life - a terror which as it frightens us also bores us,
because it is the substance of daily life in commodity
hell. But in the realms of the "mind" that have become
unconscious, our repressed passions and desires live - and
these are amazing monsters. At times, these monsters,
when brought to light, will fill us with terror - but they
are not terrorists - they do not want to try to compel us
to obey. The terror they evoke is ecstatic terror that
breaks us out of the normal flow and opens us to the
marvelous. This terror is brought on by the opening up of
all possibilities, the breaking forth of the total of the
total abandon of free play, the birth of anarchy. If we
flee from this terror, we return to our cages and the
boring, rational terror of authority. Instead, we need to
abandon our selves to the ecstatic terror, the convulsive
beauty of delirious anarchy, to immerse ourselves in it, to
bring ourselves through it and make it OURS. Then the
amazing monsters we've so long repressed will freely
dance within us. We will be the most energetic, ecstatic
and lusty outlaws. The authorities may call us mad -
lunatic terrorists - but the terror we unleash will be a
terror that sets free - our insane monsters daring to break
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all cages - and too bad if the creatures inside cringe back
in fear! - That will not stop our wild and joyful rampage -
our ecstatic war against all the forces of order. The chaos
of our desires - the passion to open all possibilities and
live life to the full will break forth in the light of day - a
brilliant shadow eclipsing all the forces of order.

III

Society would lock me in its cages, chained and kept


down, but I will not belittle my self to fit its molds. I
explode forth, a fiery meteor, into infinity. I MAKE
LOVE TO CHAOS! Within the hidden realms, beyond the
AWAKENED FROM THE SLEEP knowledge of order - there we meet - the wild ones, the
OF REASON free spirits. We dance, we sing, we feast, we make love
freely. We break down the walls of civilization so that
free life can spread. Where we live cannot be named, for
I wandered like a cantalope
all names are lies. It has no boundaries - it exists
rolling through the mossy fur wherever we are. Authority has no control within our
of a three-toed sloth. realm for we are beyond all rule. We are chaotic
Inside these strange facades outlaws, creating free life in the cracks of society
I found the appetite through the untamed play of pleasure.
for elegant petunias
and somberly danced with the cardboard image
of giraffes in flight.
It was a nightmare sewn together
from the scraps of your elevated slippers
which adorned the feet of a calamitous hippopotamus.
He smoothly removed
the whitened moles
from the bottle caps
of this elevated train car.
When all this ceased to amaze,
I leapt into our first-hand carriage
and laughed like a leopard

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Do Not Tolerate Me! such slivered fasts
and monkish dripping eyes.
I They ran through the sea of hands,
applauding, pickled fingers,
I WILL NOT BE TOLERATED! aureoles of all the flying cats
I demand the burning fires of passion, the untamed with purple tongues entangled
conflagration of desire without constraint, of lust
without limits. Love me with an energy that cannot be in the silver web
denied - or hate me with a fury so intense your glance of conundrum.
could wither me were not my passions equal to your own I never sought to turn
- but DO NOT TOLERATE ME! such fertile wonder
Toleration is a sickness of bourgeois society that into grey and ebbing fossils
smothers us in boredom - a cop inside our heads that
keeps us passive in the name of social harmony. SHIT ON clicking softly through the tepid afternoon.
SOCIAL HARMONY! Let the hot, ecstatic energy of What dreams may come
IMPASSIONED VIOLENCE burn through us! LET ALL THE will never be for corpses
GRAND, VOLCANIC ENERGY OF OUR REPRESSED PASSIONS or the dreary ghosts
ERUPT, A VIOLENT EXPLOSION OF HATRED AND LOVE, who wail and whine
FURY AND ECSTASY, DESTROYING MEDIOCRITY -
destroying all that bores us - BEFORE WE’RE BORED TO the losses of pathetic mice.
DEATH!!! Indeed, we dance as in the limpid wine
Those who choose to tolerate - to merely exist - will be of majestic octopi
BURIED IN THE FECAL MEDIOCRITY THAT TOLERATION who squirt serial intoxication
CREATES - Let them drown in the boring shit they have through the eyes of grand delinquents,
chosen...But none of that for us who truly choose to live.
Coursing through our veins are dreams and visions, those whose quaking crimes
passions and desires, the chaos that can birth a dancing send the quivering teeth of sharks
star - don’t dam this wild and fiery flood with that into the entrails of a cop.
disgusting cancer - toleration. Demand of every What serial delights!
encounter amazement, wonder, ecstatic passion. AMAZE A feast upon the squirming tentacles of joy,
AND BE AMAZED!
I WILL NOT LET MY LIFE SLIP FROM MY GRASP IN a wild debauch
PASSIVE BOREDOM! I WILL BURN - A CONFLAGRATION that flows majestic
OF UNTAMED DESIRE! A SOARING PHOENIX IN FLAMES like the river of mad eyes,
WHICH CANNOT BE IGNORED!!! I will live my life in a the febrile horn of otter heat
burning heat of untamed lust and passion! With a violent and my own beloved owl’s libido.
ecstasy, I will demand (of myself) - I will CREATE a world
of wonder and amazement.

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of dripping, colored foxes, No more will free spirits put up with being bored and
juicier than the daring escapades passive.
ENOUGH! IN FACT, TOO MUCH!!!
of a strangely simian outlaw, WE WILL BURN and in our burning, burn society to the
this man whose razor ground.
was the laughter of the moon in heat TAKE THE TORCH TO TOLERATION!
and whose chorus TAKE THE TORCH TO BOREDOM!
was a howling ocelot TAKE THE TORCH TO SOCIETY!
BURN IT ALL IN THE UNQUENCHABLE FIRE OF OUR
jumping from the treetops DESIRES UNBOUND!
toward the stars?
II

We will not be appeased - All the rowdy, crazed,


laughing, dancing, raging, free spirited rebels WILL NOT
BE APPEASED, for we will have nothing less than our LIVES
TO THE FULL, each moment burning with our uncouth
passions! We will not tolerate what does not make us
DANCE WITH JOY, ROAR WITH RAGE, WEEP WITH
SORROW, HOWL IN ECSTASY OR QUAKE IN TERROR!!!
And we will not wait around for our lives to begin. WE
ARE CREATORS!!! We will make the world the way we
want without waiting for the old world to fall! On the
edge of society, joyfully outcast, we dance. We are
hidden from the powerful, yet they know we exist - AND
THEY TREMBLE!
For from our hidden realms, we flash forth like
LIGHTNING, leaving our mark, our crazed message that a
life of INTENSE PLEASURE and WILD ADVENTURE is
THE FORTEAN OCTOPUS HEALED possible EVEN NOW for those who dare to create it!
We are OUTLAWS and RENEGADES - and this is our
The ostrich and hyena pull my plow strength! Already, we are freeing ourselves of the chains
with which society shackled us. Already, we are learning
over a seething landscape to live our lives FOR OURSELVES!!! We need no
dripping with the blood of fresh petunias, ideologies or dogmas, no masks or disguises. We face
the amber fluid from the otter’s lobe. society with ourselves - BOLDLY - as its enemies. Our
Not yoked; passions, our desires are the energy with which we live
they would not tolerate our lives - HOW CAN WE LOSE!?!

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For, indeed, it is our lightning-bolts of SPONTANEOUS,
CHAOTIC, EROTIC ENERGY, these flashes of FREE LIFE, A Night Distinct and Wonderful
that could spark a fire of REBELLIOUS PASSION that will
raze society to the ground!!!
The razor sharp moon sliced the sky,
III dripping through forests of hands.
Screaming, we danced
Free spirited rebels cannot tolerate economy. Wherever through the showers of blood,
it exists, constraint exists. Its demands that we pay, that these ostrich dreams which ran
we sacrifice, that we work, that we accept less than the
through the labyrinthine rivers
fullness of life which we desire nauseate us! But we will
not let ourselves be passively sickened by this vampire, of elephant wine.
sucked dry of real life. NO! For while we live within its Was it I who sang the arias of doom
midst, we will be ROBIN HOODS - stealing what we can or did the sky
for our own pleasure and to share as we desire, breaking fling off its shroud
down property and exchange in festive games of theft and skip in naked wonder
and free sharing. We will NOT tolerate the half life
which economy offers nor allow ourselves to be made over landscapes
into pawns in its game. ripe with grey petunias
For economy sucks the wonder out of life and steals its and vermillion ottomans
beauty. All that would be vibrant, dancing, burning with on which the snails of verdant passion
WILD PASSION, it has strangled with a price tag. Where raised their horns,
there could be a world of wondrous lovers, mad
adventurers and amazing monsters who NEVER COUNT a toast to fiery lust?
THE COST, instead we find commodities for sale. But we When I embraced your seething storm,
will not offer ourselves to the sacrificial altar of the the undulating flesh
market. Nor will we passively watch as the world is of a thousand dancing mermaids,
transformed into a market place. With all the FIERY you turned and laughed
PASSION of those who dare to CREATE THEIR OWN LIVES,
we will BURN all that has made WILD AND AMAZING at the algebraic method
MONSTERS into mere commodities for sale TO THE with which the pompous towers
GROUND! And we will FREELY SHARE and FREELY GIVE had turned our platypus dreams
and FREELY TAKE as we are moved by our UNBOUND into the calculations
DESIRES!!!
of a flattened scheme.
But what could stop
our serpentine dance
of tangle vines

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in tuxedoes shaped out of crab shells Ned Ludd Was Right!
and hats of marinated lice.
I would have eaten this delight The machine IS the enemy.
if not for the aurora borealis Smash it without mercy!
piercing through my brain Don’t tell me technology is neutral. Every day I wander
this city, and every day machines flash lights trying to tell
with tunes of unfit monkey bars.
me what to do. Huge tarmac pathways cross my way,
upon which gigantic, speeding metal machines move,
machines capable of killing me if I cross their path and
already slowly suffocating me with their toxic fumes
which fill the air.
WHY SHOULD I TOLERATE THIS INSANITY?
NED LUDD WAS RIGHT!
The machine is the enemy.
SMASH IT WITHOUT MERCY!
Around me stand tall buildings, -- ugly monstrosities of
steel and glass and concrete, overpowering in their
hugeness and sterility. I dream of them as ruins being
eaten by a forest. But for now, these structures—the
products of machines—house other machines. Machines
on which the lies by which society defines my life—and
the lifes of everyone—are recorded, and which, with
electronic blips and flashes, can transmute the lies and so
control our lives.
I WANT TO SMASH THE LIES!
NED LUDD WAS RIGHT!
The machine is the enemy.
SMASH IT WITHOUT MERCY!!
And all of this did not appear from nowhere. The roads,
the cars, the traffic lights, the skyscrapers, the
computers could not exist if, every day, the lives of
millions were not eaten by the factories. Machines
control their daily activity, determining their movements,
eating up their time, to produce more machines. Their
only respite comes when the machines which control
them break down—or when they break them down. Then
for a moment, they are not machines. Don’t tell me

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technology is neutral—I’m not blind enough to buy that
one!
NED LUDD WAS RIGHT!
THE RUINS OF THE WESTERN DREAM
The machine is the enemy.
SMASH IT WITHOUT MERCY!! Aluminum wastrels crinkle
Can’t you see? Each little machine—each car, each into watery columns
computer, each factory, each worker—is not a separate of amber beams,
entity, a mere individual tool. NO! They are all cogs in
your silver jade elephants followed
one vast machine, the machine of social reproduction—
and if we let them be, we too are cogs, the gears that into the tunnel of grey slippers.
manufacture society. Will you be a mere cog, a gear, a It’s times like this
tool of social order? I wonder why
TO HELL WITH THE SOCIAL ORDER AND ITS PHYSICAL the dance of peacocks
BODY: TECHNOLOGY!
so resembles
NED LUDD WAS RIGHT!
THE MACHINE IS THE ENEMY! a table of knives
SMASH IT TO POWDER WITHOUT A GRAIN OF MERCY!!!!! devouring the children of grief
who fly through wombat jungles
with their hair aglow and flowing
in orange and purple cataracts.
We’ve seen this image dancing
through the streets
of Berlin
with abandoned chocolate cantaloupes
and the empress of spikes
whose navel is
the lime covered magic
of a giraffe in heat
blowing trumpet tunes through the cataracts
of marinated elephants.
I had just seen this dream
inside your ear
licking the walls
as an army of single-footed octopi
rolled down the river of Paris

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IN THE JUNGLE
REVOLT LIES DREAMING

I never knew how the screaming of doves


could follow you through a whirlpool of dessicated
albumen
like the dancing feet of a jackal in heat
whose bloodied face dreamed of delectable foundations
of purple hands THE JUNKYARDS OF HISTORY
from which hung the silver cross of Ardennes,
home to the elephants’ jazz club A grey utilitarian dust smothers the landscape; it
where the merry dismemberment of senators was a squeezes the life drop by drop fro those who have not
theme for blowing hot. yet had the time to live it, in order to lubricate the
Cats dug the mountainside wine casks with flowing machinery of economic necessity.
streams of stars They slither from the boxes they call homes, trash bin
and wombats which circled the afternoon fair of cubicles cluttered with pastiches of pop culture with
delights. which these dispirited cogs invent identity, an
“Death to the pigs!” screamed a solo ferris wheel individuality as unique as the grey malaise their passive
collapsing like a tinker toy façade existence builds.
upon the heads of utterly despicable weapons poised Yet from the midst of this dusty fog, this discolored,
like green gorillas without hope. passionless horror, suddenly strange laughter springs
forth to haunt the sleep of utility’s reason; for in the
cracks and crevasses, there are vagabond jesters, fools
who serve no courts, no kings, no gods, not even
conscience;
Wanderers at the fringes – meandering through the
nights in mad adventures.
Though often we may choke upon the grey, our laughing
colors smothered in the dinginess, drawn down into the
maw of passionless despair,
Yet through us whirls a mad cacophony refusing to be
channeled or suppressed…

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And so a rowdy, dancing, howling band – strangely
invisible except as colors flowing through grey dreams – MITUS’ REVENGE
flies through the night on razors edge, sifting through
the detritus utility has left behind to find the weapons Vaginal fluids in compass
and the toys which will invent the sounds and colors of develop the delight of corpulent chaos.
desire without constraint. Such dreams as a rat might erode
This greyness is the stench of social rot, of civilized for simple populoids,
decay. I cried like a swansong
Utility has filled the world with useless junk to feed howling in the wind,
our crazed cacophony, a resource for the ruins in which somberly dancing in leaps
we dream our crazy colors. of carbuncle sauce,
For from the junkyards of history, we shall create ruins such tales have fallen and devoured my madness –
from which bricolage symphonies of chaos will burst key to the triangular horse of Mitus.
forth.

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INTOXICATION
Surging, reeling passion went screaming through me. I
knew the moon the stars, the planets, for that moment,
as my own, as an intense pleasure that I wanted to share THE WALLS STILL STAND
– but how do I share it? – how do I share an intensity of
passion that howls “I want you – I want to consume and Sometimes it seemed we could not be stopped; we
be consumed by you in fiery pleasure! Whirlwinds of were crazy feral children, our eyes ablaze with
ecstatic joy tearing us to laughing, panting, howling polymorphous lust.
ribbons! Learning to be the pluriverses by ingesting all in Our intensity demanded eternity, an unending flow.
our own ecstasies! What wonder we could find in each
There was no turning back.
other’s caresses!” Damn! – Why can’t the world be so
Reeling, dizzy with joy on the edge of a cliff, our lives
free that my embraces could encompass those beautiful
so full of now, there was no tomorrow.
women, those wonderful “straight” men, the marvelous
We flew burning through the night finding toys with
children, the moon, the stars, everything in a pleasure
which to create the wonders of our lives.
that goes beyond “sexual” or any other social category
for pleasures. – How do you express the longing for a Bricolage symphonies, cacophonies, insanities.
world in which singing and dancing are the way we speak Our madness was intentional, a godless rite to break
– in which poetry has disappeared because the intensity down the walls and dams.
and beauty of our lives and interactions makes poetry The moments of our lives seemed like forevers so full
irrelevant, a poor imitation of a reality where we live in of this life they had become.
dreams more beautiful than we have yet imagined – We lost ourselves in flows of desire, in wandering
Intoxicated with ourselves and with each other. currents of sensation stronger than the channels that
would keep them in constraints.

Our hearts pounded, we were wild-eyed with our


energy, flaming tornadoes dancing zig-zag through
heaving landscapes…
Smashing the walls…
Smashing the walls…
Smashing… smashing… smashing the walls…

But the walls still stand and I am tired…

Set me aflame once more.

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A FERAL CHALLENGE in its corrosive surface.
Like an alligator
I want to throw my words around like howls of dancing I swam from Atlanta
wolves to the bean piles of New Jersey’s
or mad songs of gypsies who have eaten the full moon. southern colony of monkeys.
I want to send them prancing through the tops of These creatures shifted limes
jungle trees into the columns of a box of molten lava
like monkeys after coconuts or mangoes, and drank tornadoes out of boxes
to turn them into lightning bolts of platinum digestion
storming towards the stars, like the forests of tomorrow
tempestuous winds stirring the night sky in a dream.
into a froth of jumbled passions.
Too often, so it seems, the words drop from my mouth,
leaden with the poison of banality,
not fit even for the ears of pigs or kings.
But as the moon rounds out the night
and dreary grey faces close up in sleep,
I want to run screaming through the streets, the
fields, the forests,
pouring out words of crazy passion,
like strong wine into bacchanalian mouths.
Such are the crazy gypsy songs
I throw into the night: PIERCED ARMOR
a feral challenge.

As if this dream
were a prison,
I wander back and forth,
intoxicated, sad and falling,
falling into the colors
of your eyes
whose lights
devour my heart.

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THE MOST DELIGHTFUL POISONS

If you wonder why I do not run to your dream like


ALL BLUE scathing gates of a new tomorrow,
If you wonder why I prefer the streams that run
All blue: backwards uphill like a tiger dripping through
The seasons containing posters of Delilah in rags forests at dawn,
dance about theories of albumated creampuffs, My words tumbling out in torrents of nonsense and
and the series of port wines dreamy dissembled cataracts,
combine with my children of grief. It is because I have seen a dawn of assembled laziness
I don’t complain in this October heat; Actively building a playground of monkeys and dreams,
the fires dance like the ostrich A vertical nightmare toppled among the lush fragrance
who ate the capital buildings of flowers dripping with the most delightful poisons.
of manifold purpose. To sip of the petals fills the mouth with an almost fatal
The storms of your love sweetness,
washed the octopus Intoxicating honeys of insurrection,
and the glimmering streams of confetti In one hand the molotov cocktail, in the other the
detested the nightmarish sheep elixir of dreams.
with their purple dewclaws. “Do not wait,” I was told, “do not wait for the day,
Seldom have I seen such detestable fiddles For your own dance which blows away cops brings the
fed to the dream lines dawn.”
of undetected mettle, And your dreams are too mild and pale for me,
all of a form so crystalline smothered in the fear of the blood that may
I lost my teeth spill when we make the world our own.
in the battle to form liquid craters

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Where else do the purple-feathered
birds throw apples from their nests
to the vagabonds who’ve turned their ears
FOREVER VAGABOND
to grazing antelopes
One smolders waiting for a lively wind to raise the and thrown their collars to the winds:
flames, to birth the crazy dance that licks and flickers, No more!
roars and rages, bringing marvels to a night that And so I want forever
otherwise might languish. Within one’s sack a thousand to ingest this fiery dawn,
dreams, the wealth of vagabonds and madmen, strange
visions of vast insurgent games and wild leaping dances, the quiet, gentle storm
of castles in the air and hidden among the trees. With within your eyes
such ragged wealth one simpleton went wandering among and yet I find chaotic feet
the realms of nightmare and the lands rumored to be that draw me over distant landscapes,
madcap paradise, arcadian delight for the wildest of and a mouth sewn shut
dreamers.
He came to a small forest, his heart, his mind, just by parapets of silence
smoldering ashes, hoping that the fuel to raise the flame and control.
might be here among these other tramps and dreamers, In this the heart,
wanderers and fools… Surely there is someone here with grown monstrous in a storm,
whom to meld a dream, a scheme… to project marvelous explodes into a million shards
creations.
For a while, castles in the air, schemes for strange of distilled melting blue—
music ands and rumors of mad dances fanned the sparks, a monkey’s swirling tale
but not enough to waken a flame… Once, it’s true, or of pained desire.
twice, the passion flared, but there was no fuel to feed
the flame… The spark was growing dull. Time to leave
before it died away.
Some people’s dreams cannot sit still or they will
wither. Maybe when this foolish tramp finds himself
more crazed and blazing like a storm he’ll fall upon this
land again to dance his crazy dances with those he madly
loves, to flash his lightning laughter through the air – and
then to disappear as suddenly as he appeared – forever
vagabond.

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CRESCENT VISION

THE GENTLE SCREAM OF MY DESIRE Alas, these are times most strange,
for blue fish fly forth from the eyes of strangers
If I could speak with all the wild-eyed as lightning passes between the fingers of black-haired
courage of the damned, children.
I’d pour out tales as merry And that is not all,
and as sad as the heartbeat of a platypus for the dogs cry, “Earthquake!” though the sky is clear
but I find myself dizzy and the trees are still as peacocks.
in the cool and fiery passion I have seen peaches strutting through the parks,
flowing from your eyes. their fuzz turning into polywogs in the sun.
The melting fragrance of their colors Expect soon an outburst of frogs
is a source of madness whose sweet aromas strum a melody
that engulfs the most severe of apes not unlike a grappling hook
and flings them in a swirling dance or the teeth of a mole.
across a floating abyss
of columbines.
I have drunk of this liquor
which flows out of your eyes
and my intoxication swirls
the worlds away
into the swinging arms
of gibbons
with hands of watermelons
and minds which dance through galaxies
of flaming ice and elegant poisons.
I do not want to lose
this ardent madness.
Where else do green wombats of desire
dance through the forest tops
with mouths of ice
and goblets full of fire?

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those magic monkey chips
PASSIONATE STORM with which the other moons of green
had made their profound philosophies
As this storm that swirls through my mind
of statuesque delirium.
casts bolts of lightning
Had I not flowed through those legs
through the vast universe of my passionate flesh,
like the ice of contaminated fleabane,
I gaze across galaxies
I might have mistaken them
into the vortex
for the years
around which this storm roars,
in which your lovely breasts
that calm silent center that is your eye…
of iron and fire
The agony of love rips at my brain with hungry talons
had grown into the corn of Babylon
releasing lunatic monsters,
the rich grains of flowing gems,
strange population of dimensions of desire
of vibrant, radiating hair.
that darken the sky with vast tornadoes
and weave landscapes to crazy for normal feet.
I sprout wings and take to these seething skies
in the hope that I might fly
into the vortex of your eye,
but these howling gales which twist and turn
play with me as with a butterfly.
Still I keep my face toward the source of this madness,
this storm I must devour with its center, my love,
as I must be devoured by you –
the monstrous love of the unique ones…
No small, no mellow dream;
nightmarish in its vast and dark dimensions.
This is the love that I must know:
of flesh, of mind, of universes, a ravisher,
dimensions far beyond the wildest dreams of bourgeois
romantics,
the most profound inducement to crime and
insurrection.

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THE REASONABLE DESTRUCTION
OF THE FAMILY

The bloody reticulated abdomen


of somnambulant zebras
is not to be mistaken for EROTIC INTERLUDES
the way my mother dances
in flowing shards of pink The nymph of oak
volcanic glass forever young
while drinking liquid stars kisses the serpent
and laughing at the flowers of the eye.
of unknown muskrats.
Beneath the hand made of serpents
I have seen days when she flows
two have become one.
through amber rhythms of sound
and puffs her adder tail The birds of Lesbos
to the melody of bladed play the beautiful horn of the dawn
peacock tails which pierce her as the sun peaks over the horizon.
to the heart
to find it made of cheesecake Wandering aimlessly
and fine wine. through the garden of desire,
These were the days I joyfully pick
when all the hoary headed ostriches the flowers of pleasure.
reached into their bags
to find the fluids of solar wealth—

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AND STILL I HEAR THEIR from the passage of a cave
of undulating flesh,
MONSTROUS ROAR
a river filled with snakes
who danced upon a screen
Liquid like a cannonball
of nails and ice.
explodes into the membrane
The further trumpets coiled and turned,
between the trees of time
a veritable landscape of discarded hats
fighting for rhythms of the saw.
and filtered minds.
I wandered strangely
From this I drank the acrid films
past these arbored gardens
and shot the enemies
full of seahorses
of clovered muskrats
and trunks of treasured meals.
and the humidors of love
You never saw me,
without relief.
kissed my toes
It was green inside these mountain skulls
for chocolate cream and horror.
and olived with the caracas of monkeys.
The roars were not of lions,
I downed their screams;
they drained the atmosphere of dreams
I danced the night around
and ate away the melons of desire.
in swirling galaxies
Still I danced away.
of vaginal distension.
My guns were aimed
This was my highest moment,
at all the tops of pyramids,
my defeat of undesired
the schemes of whiskey dealers
obliteration of the dawn.
without a wit of monkey heart
or green inside their eye.
The daze drifted away in purple fogs
and the nights I rode for miles
on mares of steel and blood.
When I opened my hand
I found the wine and music
of a distant race of monkeys,
dreamers in the hinterlands
of horror and despair.
These strange flowers screamed

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