A Handbook for Girls (Things I wish Id known sooner and want to tell my sistei but she wont listen)
by Rachel Ferguson
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About the book This handbook is by no means a definitive guide but offers some straight-shooting tips to help girls survive the minefield of adolescence and prepare for the challenges of womanhood that lie ahead. Its a book for girls who want to become dynamic women, leaders of the future who will not have to act like men in order to undertake traditionally male roles, but will be able to fulfill their destinies by maximizing their natural skills and power. Although the book is aimed at girls between the ages of 13 and 25 many of the themes are equally relevant to boys and not just to children but adults as well. (Im 30 now and still trying to master most of them.)
The format is a series of imperatives or tips of 100-200 words pertaining to the body, sex and marriage, friends and family, skills, thinking, attitude, the future, and trying. The tips are illustrated by quotes from inspiring men and women. There will be a glossary of names (of those quoted) for reference and to encourage readers further research. The book will be about 50 pages and 10, 000 words long: a handy handbag-sized gift book. (Think Chicken Soup for the Soul reimagined as Fire for the Young Female Soul.)
My intention is to motivate young girls to become self-sufficient and feel in control of their lives. I want to provide basic ideas from which physical, emotional, practical and philosophical strength can grow. My sister is 19 now and struggling with all of the usual doubts and frustrations that accompany ascent into adulthood. I am still on the cusp of being able to recall in some detail the dual trauma and 3
excitement of that time and there is so much I want to tell her, but spoken words seem to weaken and dissipate so quickly. So I decided to write it all down, for her, and for all the other girls going through this pivotal period of life that seems so unique at the time but is in fact, as we all eventually come to understand, universal.
Some of the language in the book is difficult but I chose not to water it down. The book is all about challenges and one of them is to read the material carefully and research unfamiliar terms and concepts.
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About the Author Rachel Ferguson is a weathercaster for NHK World TV, the English-language channel of Japans national broadcaster (the equivalent of BBC World) viewed in more than 100 countries and territories worldwide. (Photos available on links below). She also writes a monthly bilingual column on culture and philosophy in the magazine accompaniment to uomestic NBKs English leaining piogiam Sankagetsu Topikku. Themes have included definitions of feminism, destiny vs. random chance, the power of sport, the parent-child relationship, incentives for study and its secondary benefits, and how to grow from negative experiences/ learning from failure.
Rachel moved from Scotland to Tokyo in 2005 after graduating from the University of Strathclyde, Glasgow with a first-class Honours degree in English Literature for which she produced a creative writing dissertation exploring genre, form, and media. While at university, she won awards for writing including the Keith Wright Poetry Award (2002, 2004) and the Cross Trust Travel Award (2004). Rachel completed an M.A. in Japanese Language and Sociology (2012) by distance learning at the University of Sheffield. She focused on the theme of gender, sexuality and the state and produced a thesis exploring the corporate gender gap issue in Japan.
In addition to her day job at Broadcasting Centre, Rachel works as freelance writer, singer-songwriter and narrator. Examples of documentary work include sciiptwiiting foi the Biscoveiy Channels Photos fiom the Sea scriptwriting and narration foi National ueogiaphic Channels The Sumo Kius 5
anu sciipt pioofing foi the inuepenuent film Robeit Lepage From Quebec to Tokyo Copywiiting woik has incluueu clients such as ABK Tokyo Naxell Shu 0emuia L0ieal anu Subaiu Rachels singing experience is comprised of regular live performances and studio recordings for clients such as SKII, Capcom, Suntory, FANCL and Mikimoto.
Her passions include cooking, writing poetry, tennis, weight training, Japanese language, playing guitar and piano, hiking, swimming, watching movies, travel, whisky, wine, learning new things, listening to music, and chatting with family and friends about love, life, and politics.
Email address : rachelchferguson@gmail.com Postal address : Tokyo 170-0002, Toshima-ku, Sugamo 1-6-11, Urban Base 102 Fan page : http://tinyurl.com/89bwhjy (Facebook: Rachel Ferguson NHK) Talent agency : http://sdagency.jp/en/talent/rachel-ferguson/ NHK website : http://www3.nhk.or.jp/nhkworld/index.html
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Contents Preface Introduction 1. The Body i) Be responsible for your body ii) Accept yourself iii) Bont stop uoing spoits iv) Stand up straight v) Bont buy womens magazines vi) Learn how to groom yourself vii) Bont stiive to be beautiful
2. Sex and Marriage i) Bont sexualize youiself piematuiely ii) Have you first sexual experience with someone the same age iii) Bont get piegnant until you want to get pregnant iv) Bont get married before 25 v) Choose someone perfect for you
3. Friends and family i) Make friends with boys ii) Choose your friends iii) Know who you can trust iv) Beware of bullying 7
v) Understand that your parents are people vi) Agree to disagree vii) Be a good sister
4. Skills i) Keep a journal ii) Learn to appreciate yourself iii) Learn about nutrition and cooking iv) Learn about money v) Learn when to be quiet vi) Learn how to ask questions vii) Read, read, read
5. Thinking i) Be a free thinker ii) Look everything up iii) Understand the definition of feminism iv) Understand your position in the world v) Unplug vi) Learn how to relax
iii) Be an optimist iv) Champion other women v) Bont follow tienus vi) Bont play the blame game vii) Never be rude to strangers
7. The Future i) Find good role models ii) Make opportunities iii) Dream big and make plans iv) Be careful what you post on the net v) Bont woiiy
8. Trying i) Look for criticism ii) Learn from failure iii) Persevere
Afterword Glossary
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Preface This is not a book of rules. Its a book of suggestions: things I wish I had been told when I was your age. It is a book of challenges. The first challenge may be to understand the words and ideas in the book. If you dont understand something, look it up on the internet or at the library or ask somebody. Dont shy away from something just because its hard. You can do it.
It might take a few readings, and a few more years of growing up to fully grasp the lessons and thats okay. This book was written to be read and re-read. In truth, I have to remind myself of a lot of this stuff on a daily basis: mastering it is a lifetimes work, but thats the point. Its by trying to remember these lessons day after day that we will progress and flourish. I am not a perfect role model and Im nowhere near finished growing up yet but I have learned a few lessons in my thirty years and I think theyre worth sharing.
You can be great. Whoever, wherever you are, you have the power to be who you want, achieve what you want, and make real change in your world. These tips have helped me on my path so far. I hope they help you too.
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For Hannah, and my daughters, if you come.
Introduction
First, the good news: adolescence is the most traumatic period of your life- get thiough this anu youll get through anything. The bad news is that it seems to take foievei Its a jungle out there: force-fed a barrage of conflicting information from parents, teachers, friends, TV, the radio, internet, and magazines, while suffering the internal turmoil of unfamiliar hormones coursing through your body as you find yourself in new and exciting yet daunting situations. This book contains some strategic tips on how to battle your way through the wilderness and come out swinging.
It might feel like you are on a treadmill right now waiting for adulthood and whatever delights you imagine it may bring, but there is plenty you can do meanwhile to maximize your own potential for success and happiness now and in the future. Youll be surprised what you can achieve with a little preparation.
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The Body
Be responsible for your body. It is not the property of your parents. It is not the property of the state, school, church, or your boyfriend. It belongs to you and is your responsibility. People often regard the body and mind as separate and while it may be true that your body is simply the vessel your mind uses to experience life, the condition of this vessel is the result of choices you make and a direct reflection of the health of your mind. You must protect it and treat it with respect. Health, sickness, and recovery are not purely physical phenomenon but have psychological origins and answers. Learn to understand what your body tells you, and how to influence your health by your state of mind.
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Emotion always has its roots in the unconscious and manifests itself in the body. ~ Irene Claremont de Castillejo
There is more wisdom in your body than in your deepest philosophy ~ Friedrich Nietzche
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Accept yourself. You cant change youi shape but you can change the shape youie in. All adolescents are dissatisfied with their bodies and judge themselves cruelly. If you are unhappy with the way you look, you can make dramatic changes in your appearance by drinking plenty of water, exercising, eating whole foods and getting plenty of sleep. Your skin, hair, eyes, nails and figure will exude health and you will feel fantastic inside and out. Choose a weight you feel comfortable with, check with the uoctoi that its healthy for your height and stick to it. The only limits a body knows are those imposed on it by the mind. Look to Paralympians like Aimee Mullins for some perspective and inspiration next time you feel like complaining about your physical shortcomings.
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What does it mean to have a disability? Pamela Anderson has more prosthetic in her body than I do and nobody calls her disabled. ~ Aimee Mullins
lf women spent o tentb of tbe time tbinkinq obout bow to solve tbe worlJs problems os tbey tbink obout tbeir weiqbtwe coulJ solve tbem in o motter of montbs ~ Katie Couric
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Dont stop doing sports When we are children we spend our days running around chasing butterflies and spinning into walls. Our energy is limitless. Then in our teens, sometimes we get distracted by other pursuits and forget to keep iunning aiounu Thats what happeneu to me I stopped exercising for ten years between the ages of 14 and 24. Everything ached, I was tired every day, I gained weight, had trouble sleeping, and always seemed to have headaches and sore stomachs especially at exam time. No one I knew regularly exercised so I didn't either, and when I finally did join a gym it was hard work. By pushing through the pain and regaining my fitness I also fixed all the other physical problems I thought I hau Bont put youiself thiough all that. Pick a sport you enjoy now or dancing, or yoga: whatever gets you moving anu uont stop. It will keep you disciplined and motivated, give you a great circle of friends, help your body to recover after childbirth, and support your continued health into old age.
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Physical fitness is not only one of the most important keys to a healthy body, it is the basis of dynamic and creative intellectual activity ~ John F Kennedy
Sport strips away personality, letting the white bone of character shine through. Sport gives players an opportunity to know and test themselves. ~Rita Mae Brown
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Stand up straight. You can tell so much about a person by their posture. Lifting yourself to your full height and holding your head high with your shoulders back is not only good for your overall health, it will make you feel more confident and the people around you will notice that there is something special about you. ~~~~~~~
A qooJ stonce onJ posture reflect o proper stote of minJ Noiihei Ueshiba
Tbere is o simple metboJ to botb tronsform people psycboloqicolly onJ signal power to others: altering your body posture... More impressively, exponsive postures olso oltereJ tbe porticiponts bormone levels... consistently linked to such outcomes as disease resistance and leadership obilities ~ Galinsky and Huang, How You Can Become More Powerful by Literally Standing Tall, Scientific American [Jan 4 2011]
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Dont buy womens magazines. They are full of junk that gives you misguided ideas of beauty and self-worth. They encouiage you to buy things you uont neeu and to look a way it is impossible for women to look. Understand that most of the articles are written in order to fill space, by staff writers who are in no way experts on the subject. Be aware of messages fed to you through other media too, and protect yourself from their heavy influence. While make-up, fashion, and celebrity gossip may have their place, there is much more to being a woman. The important thing is to be in contiol of the quality anu volume of meuia you absoib Womens magazines and reality TV are some of the worst offenders. Consume with caution.
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l wisb l lookeJ like CinJy CrowforJ Cindy Crawford
Women responJ to oJvertisers messoqes of never beinq qooJ enouqb American women spend more money on the pursuit of beauty than on their own education. ~ Miss Representation [2011], Jennifer Siebel Newsom
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Learn how to groom yourself. Ask a sister or older person you admire to show you how to put on makeup, fix your hair, and how to dress. It takes a bit of trial and error, but once you find what suits you and the right way to apply cosmetics, you wont change it veiy often You uont have to weai makeup but keeping youi haii body and nails clean and tidy will make you look and feel your best. Appearances do matter. Your outside appearance is a reflection of your insides. You don't have to be beautiful or skinny or keep up with trends or try to maintain unrealistic standards. Just keep yourself healthy and tidy, and stand tall. It will come across well and you will give yourself the best chance to excel in anything you choose to do.
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Wbile obsession witb ones personol oppeoronce is o siqn of beinq o vocont prot totol oblivion to it is o siqn of mentol illness ~ Kate Cann, Diving In
Clothes and manners do not make the man; but, when he is made, they greatly improve his appearance Henry Ward Beecher
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Do not strive to be beautiful. Strive to be clean and tidy and well turned out. Strive to make yourself proud. Hope that people will call you smart, or funny, or kind when you are not in the room. That will make you attractive and loved. If you are lucky enough to be born beautiful this lesson is most important for you. You will probably be able to use your looks as a crutch for a long time, but doing so will not truly be to your benefit or attract people who value you properly. Your bad behavior will be more easily tolerated so it will be easier for you to become an awful person without even noticing it. Don't let this happen. The looks wont last forever.
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Beauty is only skin deep, but ugly goes clean to the bone. ~ Dorothy Parker
Education is the best friend. An educated person is respected everywhere. Education beats the beauty and the youth. Chanakya
Ior Attroctive lips speok worJs of kinJness For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. Ior o slim fiqure sbore your fooJ witb tbe bunqry Sam Levenson
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Sex and Marriage
Dont sexualize yourself prematurely There is plenty time to enjoy exploring your sexuality, and the excitement and power it brings. Do not do yourself the disservice of rushing your natural development when you are not yet equipped with the knowledge and life experience necessary to protect yourself from its effects Also uont make the common teen mistake of uiessing like a piostitute It uoesnt look beautiful it looks cheap You wont be loveu youll be useu Anu latei on, embarrassed.
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Tbe reseorcb is soyinq tbot tbe sexuolisotion of cbilJren is leoJinq to reol mental health problems for those children as they get into their adolescence and their adult years. We are not being prudish in [trying to protect them], we are actually giving them a chance then to stride out and be sexual beings when their time is right -when their body is right when their mind is right to make better choices based on feelings rather than on what they read or wbot tbey see Amanda Gordon
6irls ore leorning to see themselves as objects. The American Psychological Association calls self-objectification a national epidemic: Women and girls who self-objectify are more likely to be JepresseJ bove lower confiJence lower ombition onJ lower 6PAs ~ Miss Representation [2011], Jennifer Siebel Newsom
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Have your first sexual experiences with someone your own age. You will feel more relaxed and in control so it should be less awful. (The first time is not usually a pretty recollection for anyone, but you can make it less excruciating by sharing it with someone you really like and trust.) Being with someone even two or three years older will make you think that they are much more experienced than you, and therefore you may feel pressured to move faster and further than really makes you comfortable. The truth is that they are probably just as clueless and nervous as you but you wont iealize this until much latei anu it will be too late
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l know tbis sounJs incredibly lame, but I don't want losing my virginity to feel like I'm losing something. I want it to feel like I'm finding something. I want sex to be amazing. I want it to be life-alteringly wonderful. And I want it to boppen witb someone l love ~ Sonya Sones, One of Those Hideous Books Where the Mother Dies
Sex sboulJ be frienJly Robeit A Beinlein
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Dont get pregnant until you want to get pregnant. If you are not mature enough to research and use birth control effectively, you are not ready to be sexually active. In theory, boys should share the responsibility but in practice, you are the one who is going to either live with the trauma of an abortion, or spend 40 hours of sweat and pain trying to push something the size of a watermelon through a hole the size of a walnut - anu then spenu the iest of youi life taking caie of it A womans control over her own fertility may seem like an obvious human right but it was only granted to women in Western nations very recently and is still denied to the majority of women in the world. Do not disrespect these women by taking lightly your sexual freedom and right to choose. Your body and its power are your iesponsibility You aie not a passengei on this jouiney youie uiiving
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0nce you brinq life into tbis worlJ you must protect it We must protect it by cbonqinq tbe worlJ Elie Weisel Birtb control is tbe first important step woman must take toward the goal of ber freeJom lt is tbe first step sbe must toke to be mons equol lt is tbe first step tbey must botb toke toworJ bumon emoncipotion Margaret Sanger
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Dont get married before 25, but closei to is bettei Its not that you wont be matuie enough to hanule a seiious ielationship but because youll piobably change your mind. You will finish your studies, enter the work sphere and become self-sufficient during this period. Your perspective and goals will change along with your personal growth. The partner you want at 24 is often not the one you want at 29. This is true of men and women, but especially women because we have a fiist moitality that men uo not have Its calleu youi biological clock anu weie not supposeu to mention it You wont be awaie that it exists until you appioach a certain age just wait.)
Also youll be a bettei mothei if youve hau some time to matuie anu havent deprived yourself of freedom in your youth. Thats not to say you shoulunt have long relationships or even have the experience of living with someone but marriage is a different animal. Take your time to get to know yourself first, and ueciue caiefully It may well be the guy youve been uating since high school and thats gieat but theies no neeu to iush ~~~~~~~ "We found that the delay in marriage was actually a good thing and it octuolly improveJ tbe overoqe moritol quolity by o foir omount0lJer marriages (30s vs. 20s) were more cohesive in the sense they did things more often together as a couple. And couples who married at older ages were less likely to report thinking about divorce or that their marriage was in trouble." ~ Paul Amato "You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself in any direction you choose. You're on your own. And you know what you know. You are the guy who'll decide where to go." ~ Dr. Seuss 22
Choose someone perfect for you. I uont mean choose someone peifect they uont exist but it is possible to find someone perfect for you: someone who compliments your own complex character. Get to know your own strengths and weaknesses so you are able to recognize the person who will balance you well. Choose someone who will get along with your family, who will comfort and inspire you, someone who will make you better than you are now. Take your time, and choose someone who is kind to you and easy to love. Choose someone who makes you laugh every day.
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People tbink o soul mote is your perfect fit onJ tbots wbot everyone wonts But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you con cbonqe your life Elizabeth Gilbert.
We woste time lookinq for tbe perfect lover insteoJ of creotinq tbe perfect love. Tom Robbins
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Friends and Family
Make friends with boys, especially if you uont have biotheis Establishing close friendships with boys when you are young will help you to understand men when you are older. Girls and boys are very different, but we all face the same fears and challenges we just interpret them and approach them in different ways. In order to fully participate in life it is important to know a little about the inner workings of the other half of the population. Find a boy that will talk to you about his feelings. Listen to his problems. You could become lifelong friends. Despite what some people believe, men and women can be just friends, but it does become much more complicated to start purely platonic relationships as you get older. Cementing a friendship as children or adolescents will hold most promise for a lasting bond.
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Plotonic love is love from tbe neck up ~ Thyra Samter Winslow
Tbe number one tbinq mole onJ femole frienJs Jo toqetber is tolk one-on-one ln foctclose mole-female friends are extremely emotionally supportive if tbey continuously exomine tbeir feelinqs opinions onJ iJeos Camille Chatterjee, Psychology Today [Sept 2001]
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Choose your friends. Many people tend to fall into cliques with people from their neighbouihoou oi class Thats gieat if those fiienus aie fun to be with anu tieat you well. However if you have found yourself in a group where there is a lot of nastiness and competition, you should find another set of friends. The people you spend your adolescence with will impact your personality significantly, and will likely be connected to you for the rest of your life. Absolutely do not spend any time trying to be accepted by people who are unkind to you. They are ruining you and you are allowing it to happen. Walk away. You have the power and authority to make friends with like-minded, dependable people, so choose wisely.
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Remember, no one can make you feel inferior without your consent ~ Eleanor Roosevelt
lf its very poinful for you to criticize your frienJs - you're safe in doing it. But if you toke tbe sliqbtest pleosure in it tbots tbe time to bolJ your tonque ~ Alice Duer Miller
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Know who you can trust. Everyone deserves a second chance but perhaps not a thiiu That uoesnt mean you have to confiont oi completely cut off people who let you uown oi huit you just slap an imaginaiy uangei stickei on them anu be careful. It is okay to have different levels of friends. There are some friends you can trust and rely on entirely, and others who are just fun to be around sometimes. This will become more obvious as you get older and have to invent lots more stickers for all the different types of relationships you form as an adult: work friends, party friends, sports friends, old friends, friends you turn to for advice, friends who need you to listen, casual acquaintances, and many more. If, at the core of these crowds, you have even one friend you can depend on at any time of day, in any situation, and trust beyond all doubt, then you are truly rich.
~~~~~~~ lts tbe frienJs you con coll up ot om tbot motter ~ Marlene Dietrich To be trusteJ is o qreoter compliment tbon beinq loveJ ~ George MacDonald
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Beware of accidental bullying. Being bullied does not exempt you from being a bully. Be very careful about how you behave towards others. It may take years, but one day you will remember the way you behaved towards someone more vulnerable than yourself and you will be ashamed. Remember, standing by silently while someone is mistreated is a form of complicity. If you are being bullied yourself, and see someone else being targeted, you have even more reason to intervene. You know what it feels like to be humiliated and isolated. Taking action will turn you from victim to hero in a matter of moments. Standing up for someone even just once - can change theii life anu youis This isnt just a iule foi the playground; this is the essence of politics and society at the highest level. ~~~~~~~
You con eosily juJqe tbe cborocter of o mon by bow be treots tbose wbo con do nothing for him." ~ Goethe To know what is right and not do it is the worst cowardice. ~Confucius You sboulJ be nicer to bim o scboolmote boJ once soiJ to me of some awfully ill-favored boy. 'He has no friends.' This, I realized with a pang of pity tbot l con still remember wos only true os lonq os everyboJy oqreeJ to it Christopher Hitchens, Hitch-22: A Memoir
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Understand that your parents are people. They are flawed, sometimes scared, and often stupid. As children we expect our parents to be unerringly wise, patient and skilled; we expect them to be perfect. Understanding that the God-like oveiloius of ones youth aie actually meie moitals is a painful lesson Its just as painful foi them You uiunt come with an instiuction manual They will make a lot of mistakes but at the root of their actions is always love and a biological obsession with piotecting you Youll uo the same thing when you have kius Yes you will
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CbilJren beqin by lovinq tbeir porents ofter o time tbey juJqe tbem rorely if ever Jo tbey forqive tbem ~ Oscar Wilde
Eow true BoJJys worJs were wben be soiJ oll cbilJren must look ofter their own upbringing. Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own bonJs Anne Frank
*Unfortunately, there are exceptions to this rule. If your parents mistreat you, you should tell an adult you trust.
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Agree to disagree. Do not try to change people or make them believe or do what you want. You will be very frustrated and so will they. There are lots of people in the world. Choose to spend time with ones that already share your world view. As for the ones you cant choose youi family just choose to love them. Loving someone is to accept them despite your different points of view. It does not matter if your parents disagree with you. They are from a different generation that had different experiences and inherited different values. Struggling to have them align their views with yours is fruitless and will bring you a lot of unnecessary pain. Accept that you are different people with different beliefs. It is always okay to respectfully disagree. ~~~~~~~ 6oJ qront me tbe serenity to occept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, AnJ wisJom to know tbe Jifference Reinhold Niebuhr.
Tbinqs look Jifferent JepenJinq on your perspective As l see it fiqbtinq to bridge those gaps isn't what really matters. The most important thing is to know them inside and out, as differences, and to understand why certain people are the woy tbey ore Banana Yoshimoto, The Lake
l let it qo lts like swimminq oqoinst tbe current lt exbousts you After o while, whoever you are, you just have to let go, and the river brings you bome Joanne Harris
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Be a good sister. Do not expect your siblings to be the same as you. You are very different but you share the same frustrations - they never asked to be stuck with you either! So be patient and kind with them and do everything you can to protect them. Listen to them and share with them lessons you have learned. (Understand that chionology uoesnt always uictate iesponsibility ie sometimes you have to look after your older siblings too. It comes down to personality and capability rather than age.) The world beyond the family home can be a frightening and lonely place at times. Knowing that you have the unconditional love and friendship of your siblings will always make it less so. This is a lifetime investment.
To tbe outsiJe worlJ we oll qrow olJ But not to brotbers onJ sisters We know each other as we always were. We know each other's hearts. We share private family jokes. We remember family feuds and secrets, family griefs and joys. We live outside the toucb of time ~Clara Ortega
Siblinq relotionsbips outlost morrioqes survive tbe Jeotb of porents resurface after quarrels that would sink any friendship. They flourish in a thousand incarnations of closeness and distance, warmth, loyalty and Jistrust ~ Erica E. Goode
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Skills
Keep a journal and read it often. My life changed dramatically when I started keeping a record of feelings and important events, and writing down goals. This is where the rest of your life starts. Writing down dreams turns them into plans. Dreams are fairytales; plans are statements of intent. Write down goals for the next 3 months, 6 months, year, and long term ambitions too: start a relationship, pass your exams, get your drivers license, become more patient, or improve your iunning time Read back over your diary to see how these plans are changing to see how you are changing. Understand from reading your own past entries, which outside influences provoke your different emotions and affect your behavior and decision making. Identify your strengths and weaknesses. Document your achievements and make notes about your failures and what you have learned from them. This is a completely personal space to strategize your life. It will be a constant record of your personal growth, as well as a book of treasured memories.
~~~~~~~ "He who knows others is wise. He who knows himself is enlightened." ~ Lao Tzu
Dear Diary I mean no disrespect But you are more sublime Than any Sacred Text Sometimes just a list Of my events Is holier than the Bill of Rights And more intense ~Leonard Cohen, Book of Longing 31
Learn to appreciate yourself. Write down (in your journal perhaps?) three things you like about yourself. Maybe you keep calm in stressful situations. Maybe you are a good listenei oi a goou swimmei Naybe you notice fine uetails that otheis cant see. Perhaps you have nice hair. Next write down three things that you wish you could improve on. View them as challenges, not complaints. Write a few notes about how you might be able to work on these points. Enjoy the feeling of awareness that the exercise gives you, and track your progress on the way to achieving your goals. Learn also to talk to yourself kindly. If you make a mistake, be quick to whisper inside, Its okay Its not the enu of the woilu Bont worry. Enjoy spending time with yourself. What do you like doing alone? Taking walks? Reading? Listening to music? Cooking? Taking a bath? Find out what it is, and regularly set aside time to think, relax and enjoy your own company.
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IrienJsbip witb oneself is oll importont becouse witbout it one connot be frienJs witb onyone else in tbe worlJ ~ Eleanor Roosevelt
0nce we believe in ourselves we con risk curiosity wonJer spontoneous Jeliqbt or any experience tbot reveols tbe bumon spirit~ E.E. Cummings
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Learn about nutrition and cooking, not because you are a girl, because everyone should do it. What you put into your body has an effect on every aspect of life beyond just simply health and sickness. It affects your energy levels, your skin, ability to concentrate, fertility and sexual appetite, digestion and toilet habits, quality of sleep, and overall mood. Until you start paying attention to the fuel you run your body on, you will not be in control of your life. Learning things such as how to stave off a cold before it fully sets in, and about alkalizing your body to prevent chronic illness should be the base on which the rest of your formal education is built. If your family does not eat healthily, you will need to work even harder to learn about good foods and the right way to eat them. Study food labels to make informed choices about what you eat and how you will benefit or suffer by it That uoesnt mean that you can nevei inuulge just be euucateu and in control. This is your responsibility. Besides that, cooking and sharing food is an excellent way to relax and spend time with friends and family and generally enhance your life. It will never be something you regret having taken the time to learn.
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About eiqbty percent of tbe fooJ on sbelves of supermorkets toJoy JiJnt exist yeors oqo ~ Larry McCleary
Any fooJ tbot requires enboncinq by tbe use of cbemicol substonces sboulJ in no woy be consiJereJ o fooJ ~ John H. Tobe
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Learn about money. First of all, get a job as soon as you can (part-time if youie studying) and learn the value of money. Understand how many hours at minimum wage it would take you to purchase all the things you receive from your parents and take for granted. As soon as you can, start learning about sophisticated finance. Ask adults questions about savings, mortgages, and stocks. Financial systems and jargon are not just confusing to women (although this unfortunate stereotype persists); they are confusing to everyone. In fact, they have been quite deliberately created to appear complicated in order to psychologically and physically distance regular people from their personal wealth. There are good websites and books that explain banking and investment in simple terms. Use these resources and begin to understand how the world works. If you think that finance uoesnt affect you youie wiong It is the uiiving foice behinu woilu politics the quality of your education, security of your neighbourhood, the food you eat, and even your chances for happiness. You can learn about basic accounting in school. Pay attention Bont expect to have someone else like youi fathei oi husbanu hanule youi income Its youi money you deal with it. ~~~~~~~ Weoltb consists not in bovinq qreot possessions but in bovinq few wonts Epictetus
Too mony women still tbink money is o Jirty worJ still tbink tbot beinq rubbisb witb money is somebow feminine onJ still refuse to bove proper conversotions obout it We bove to qive managing our money the same level of attention we give our diets, our houses, our health and our jobs becouse no one else is qoinq to Jo it for us ~ Merryn Somerset Webb in Love is not Enough: A Smart Woman's Guide to Money: A Smart Woman's Guide to Making (and Keeping) Money 34
Learn when to be quiet. Im suie you have heaiu it saiu in uiffeient woius before but this skill is truly integral to building a good character, attracting the right kinds of people, and allowing yourself the freedom to succeed: if you only have negative words, do not speak. When an undesirable situation is clear to all involved compounding it with negative comments is unnecessary and unproductive. Remember that while having independent thoughts and finding your voice is extiemely impoitant it uoesnt mean that you must express an opinion on everything. If you do, your assessments may become less appreciated. Similarly, do not feel the need to fill airspace with vapid comments about nothing. You will always learn more from listening to others than from speaking. When you do speak, try to do it in full sentences, with full thoughts and say things of value. It is possible to say negative things constructively. It all takes practice. I hope I will get there someday.
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Ee wbo Joes not unJerstonJ your silence will probobly not unJerstonJ your worJs ~ Elbert Hubbard
lt is better wbetber to be silent or to soy tbinqs of more volue tbon silence Sooner throw a pearl at hazard than an idle or useless word; and do not say a little in many words, but a great deal in o few Pythagoras
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Learn how to ask questions. The way you construct a question can significantly affect the kind of answer you get. If you want to learn from someone, ask questions that will allow them to talk freely and at length (i.e not just yes oi no questions). In debate, asking smart questions to which you already know the answers will force your opponent to reveal the flaws in their argument. You will be able to win without having to make any statements of your own. If you want to be creative, question the human condition and the world we live in. All creativity is based on asking questions. Art and philosophy pose questions that offer us alternative ways of looking at the familiar. An answer is never as interesting as the myriad possibilities a question creates.
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}uJqe o mon by bis questions rotber tbon by bis onswers ~ Voltaire
Reoson con onswer questions but imoqinotion bos to osk tbem ~ Dr. Ralph Gerard
Ee wbo osks o question is o fool for five minutes; he who does not ask a question remoins o fool forever ~ Chinese proverb
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Read, read, read - read as much as you can. Reading will expand not only your vocabulary but your entire world. You will become a master of your own language by reading as much as you can of its literature. If you are good at English, you will be good at all social sciences. Most subjects at school and university require essay writing. No matter what the subject, if you are a good reader and writer you will excel. The best way to master your own language without studying is to consume good quality writing as a pleasure. If you are a master of your language, you will be a good communicator. If you are a good communicator you will have the tools for success in your career and relationships. Communication is not only about speaking in a way that other people can understand; it is about actively listening anu compiehenuing othei peoples woius Reau question listen think
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l connot remember tbe books lve reoJ ony more than the meals I have eaten; even so tbey bove moJe me Ralph Waldo Emerson
Tbink before you speok ReoJ before you tbink ~ Fran Lebowitz, The Fran Lebowitz Reader
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Thinking
Be a free thinker. Its haiu to uo when auolescent peei gioups are based on conformity but learning to have your own convictions and act on them is absolutely vital for success in the future. People who excel make up a minority of the population for a reason: they think and act differently to everyone else. Never blindly accept what is taught to you by your teachers, parents or friends. Always ask questions, do your research, and consider every angle of an argument before making your own judgments. Being a free thinker does not mean always disagreeing with the status quo. It simply means taking responsibility for your own beliefs and being able to offer an explanation for your convictions beyond simply adopting the tenets of history, tradition or trends. Only a free thinker is truly free.
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Toke tbe risk of tbinkinq for yourself mucb more boppiness trutb beouty onJ wisJom will come to you tbot woy Christopher Hitchens
Tbinkinq is tbe borJest work tbere is wbicb is probobly tbe reoson so few enqoqe in it Henry Ford
Tbe worlJ as we have created it is a process of our thinking. It cannot be cbonqeJ witbout cbonqinq our tbinkinq Albert Einstein
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Look everything up. You have been boin into the infoimation age You uont have to go to the library to learn about the mysteries of the world. Most of you have direct access to the internet 24 hours a day. Capitalise on this unprecedented piivilege If you uont know a woiu look it up stiaight away Fill in the gaps of youi knowledge with all available resources in order to prepare yourself for life lessons that must be experienced firsthand. Be hungry for knowledge. Feed the hunger.
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Reseorcb is formolizeJ curiosity lt is pokinq onJ pryinq witb o purpose ~ Zora Neale Hurston
Tbe qreotest enemy of knowleJqe is not iqnorance, it is the illusion of knowleJqe ~ Stephen Hawking
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Understand the definition of feminism. It is not a belief that women are better than men Fuitheimoie feminist is not a label ieseiveu solely foi women men can (and should) be feminists too. A feminist is simply a person who believes that women and men are of equal value, intelligence and relevance. This does not mean that women and men are the same, they are not, and thank goodness for that. You will notice how different they are as you get older, and will learn to value these differences. Women are stronger than men in some respects, men are stronger than women in some respects, and these strengths vary from individual to individual. Men and women are different so that we can balance the world. This balance does not mean having men in the work sphere and women at home, but both men and women at work, both men and women at home, balancing each other in every aspect of life. Understand this, and explain it to other people.
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Tbe tbinq women bove yet to leorn is noboJy qives you power You just toke it ~Roseanne Barr
You Jont bove to be onti-man to be pro-womon ~Jane Galvin Lewis
"[A] woman should have every honorable motive to exertion which is enjoyed by man, to the full extent of her capacities and endowments. The case is too plain for argument. Nature has given woman the same powers, and subjected her to the same earth, she breathes the same air, subsists on the same food, physical, moral, mental and spiritual. She has, therefore, an equal right with man, in all efforts to obtain and maintain a perfect existence." ~ Frederick Douglass 40
Understand your position in the world. It is very difficult to understand who or what you are without being able to see the full picture. Where do you live and what does that mean? What are the benefits and drawbacks of being from that country? On a world scale are you rich or poor and what determines that status? Do you have few rights or many? Within your country do you struggle, or are there many less fortunate? For a moment, try to see yourself objectively as a faceless citizen anu think about that citizens potential oppoitunities anu huiules. Put yourself back into the picture and think about what you can do to maximize those opportunities and overcome those hurdles; in doing so you will work towards your own success, and towards improving society as a whole.
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No society con surely be flourisbinq onJ boppy of wbicb tbe for qreoter port of the members are poor and miseroble ~ Adam Smith
l bove founJ tbot omonq its otber benefits qivinq liberotes tbe soul of tbe qiver ~ Maya Angelou
l tbink of o bero os someone wbo unJerstonJs tbe Jeqree of responsibility that comes with his freedom."~ Bob Dylan
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Unplug. Being born into the information age is not without its drawbacks. The sensory overload makes it hard to filter the useful from the useless, relevant from irrelevant. Moreover, it drains body and mind of energy and occupies the time required for creative thought. With smart phones and games consoles to ensure we are never unengaged and advertising screaming out from every available scrap of space, the curse of the virtual age is its ability to distract us from real life with such finesse that far from protesting the intrusion, we contribute to the commodification of every precious moment of our lives. It is important to be connected, as long as you understand that the best parts of your life will happen only when you are unplugged. It is impossible to think when you are constantly distracted by myriad message alerts, updating your status, or getting to the next level of the viitual game You cant have success without inuepenuent thought You cant think without space anu stillness Take a walk Bont biing youi phone, or ipod. Make time for thought.
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We orent in on informotion oqe we ore in on entertoinment oqe Tony Robbins
All of tbe books in tbe worlJ contoin no more informotion tbon is brooJcost os viJeo in o sinqle lorqe Americon city in o sinqle yeor Not oll bits bove equol volue ~ Carl Sagan
Wbere is tbe life we bove lost in livinq Wbere is tbe wisJom we bove lost in knowleJqe Wbere is tbe knowleJqe we bove lost in informotion T. S. Eliot
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Learn how to relax. One of the side effects of this constant stream of information is that we have forgotten how to relax. Some of us have never learned, but relaxing, unwinding, freeing our bodies and minds temporarily from the distractions and incessant background chatter of this cluttered world is a vital skill. Discover what relaxes you: try various things until you get it right. It might be taking a walk, reading a novel, just lying on the floor, listening to music, singing, massage, counting ueep bieaths whatevei helps you empty your head of that noisy stream of consciousness*. Find it and practice it. Do it every day. Get it down to a fine art because you will need to employ it often, and it will become more difficult, the older and stiffer your body becomes under the weight of gravity and responsibility. It will be your magic potion.
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Acquire inner peace and a multitude will find their salvation near you. Catherine de Hueck Doherty
No matter how much pressure you feel at work, if you could find ways to relax for at least five minutes every hour, you'd be more productive. Dr. Joyce Brothers
The time to relax is when you don't have time for it. ~ Sydney J. Harris
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Attitude
Stop saying I know because you uont yet As you get oluei you will iealize just how much you uont know Bont be uefensive Be as open anu as cuiious as possible. Ask questions. Show your humility and hunger for learning, and preserve it into your adulthood. Try to avoid cynicism at all costs. Instead, listen with sincerity. How you process the information later is up to you.
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A true qenius oJmits tbot besbe knows notbinq~ Albert Einstein
Eumility is tbrowinq oneself owoy in complete concentrotion on sometbinq or someone else Naueleine LEngle
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Dont sbout Even when you know your argument is absolutely and completely right, the moment you shout you have lost. Being louuei uoesnt make you moie right but rather diminishes the content of your argument. Learn how to make your point firmly and succinctly in a clear voice. If someone starts shouting at you and you feel unable to continue calmly, hold your head up and walk away. There is nothing wrong with anger. It is necessary for change, but be careful what you do with it, and what it does to you. Save your temper for when you really need it.
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AnyboJy con become onqry that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way that is not within everybody's power and is not eosy ~ Aristotle
Wbere tbere is sboutinq tbere is no true knowleJqe ~ Leonardo DaVinci
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Be an optimist. There is absolutely no point being anything else. A pessimist might be iight sometimes but it wont biing them joy a chronic pessimist is incapable of joy. If you can find the silver lining to any situation, if you can train yourself to feel gratitude, you will be happier, and people will enjoy being around you. You will also open your mind to solutions and opportunities that negativity would have clouded from your sight. Optimism is hope. There is no progress without hope, and no success. It is a skill that takes practice but all skills are just habits. Habits are easy to make, but hard to break. Start now.
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Be tbonkful for wbot you bove youll end up having more. If you concentrote on wbot you Jont bove you will never ever bove enouqb Oprah Winfrey
0ptimism is o stroteqy for mokinq o better future Becouse unless you believe that the future can be better, you are unlikely to step up and take responsibility for mokinq it so Noam Chomsky
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Champion other women. One of the saddest truths about successful women is that they often feel threatened by other females, especially if they happen to be young, attractive and ambitious. The fact that women still have to fight tooth and nail to reach the top of the career ladder, in addition to their awareness that a womans value is still widely assessed on her looks, can result in feelings of insecurity which manifest in hostility to the very people they should be encouraging. Only we ourselves are able to stop this vicious cycle, for example, by hiring more women and diluting the global patriarchal monopoly on leadership positions. Women are not your enemies; they are your comrades, your sisters, mothers and daughters. Believe in them, trust in them, invest in them, support them.
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Tbere is o speciol ploce in bell for women wbo Jont belp otber women ~ Madeleine Albright
Wben sisters stonJ sboulJer to sboulJer wbo stonJs o cbonce oqoinst us ~ Pam Brown
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Dont follow trends You uont neeu the latest anything makeup shoes gaugets They wont enhance youi life Theyll get olu woin out, broken, and fall out of fashion quickly. Be a free thinker, not a slave to peer pressure and advertising. Following fads will not make you happy or attract quality people. In fact, going without such things with good grace and an understanding of their lack of value without feeling deprived will make you a better, not to mention more interesting, person. Remember, the flashiest thing on the market is often not the most reliable oi useful You might think youie expiessing youi inuiviuuality thiough youi clothes, technology, piercings or tattoos, but just take a moment and look around. If eveiyone is uoing it its not oiiginal youie just uoing what youie tolu
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Bont make fashion own you, but you decide what you are, what you want to express by the way you dress and the way you live" ~ Gianni Versace
6reot tbinqs ore not occomplisbeJ by tbose wbo yielJ to trenJs onJ foJs onJ populor opinion Jack Kerouac
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Dont play tbe blame game. When accidents happen, often the first instinct is to declare our own innocence and look for a culprit, but focusing on blame and reparations is a very nasty habit to fall into. Learn to understand what is important and what is not important. Acknowleuge the mistake anu move on Bont point fingers its not attractive Anu uont take joy in seeing othei people punisheu oi failing, even if it is deserved. Feel sympathy or pity, but never joy.
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We ore touqbt you must blome your fotber your sisters your brotbers tbe school, the teachers - but never blame yourself. It's never your fault. But it's always your fault, because if you wanted to change you're the one who has qot to cbonqe ~ Katherine Hepburn
l proise louJly l blome softly Catheiine the uieat
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Never be rude to strangers. You uont know what is happening in theii lives anu it isnt woith wasting youi eneigy getting angiy at people you uont know If you aie smart with words, you can cut someone down to size while maintaining your own dignity and good etiquette. In general, be pleasant. Be especially kind to those with fewer opportunities or resources than yourself. When you see that someone has a hard life, give them your kindness even if they are not kind to you. Take pride in the fact that you do not pass on bad moods by letting them infect you. Never be rude to service industry workers. There is always a way to be firm but polite. For at least a while, get a job in the service industry and do it to the very best of your ability. The insights you gain from the experience will serve you well.
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RuJeness is o weok mons imitotion of strenqtb ~ Eric Hoffer
0ne of tbe qreotest victories you con qoin over someone is to beat him at politeness Josh Billings
Politeness is bolf qooJ monners onJ bolf qooJ lyinq ~ Mary Wilson Little
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The Future
Find good role models. Who do you respect? Why? Write down the traits you admire in that person and think about what you can do to try to adopt them. If your role model is someone you know, ask them as many questions as you can about their thoughts, dreams, and habits. Pass on their lessons to the people who look up to you.
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Tbe most importont sinqle influence in tbe life of o person is onotber person wbo is wortby of emulotion ~ Paul D. Shafer
"Being a role model is equal parts who you are and who people hope you will be." ~ Meryl Streep
lf you onJ l every time we poss o mirror comploin obout our looks remember tbot o qirl is wotcbinq us onJ tbot is wbot sbe is leorninq ~ Gloria Steinem
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Make opportunities for yourself - uont just wait foi them to come along While youie at it make youi own luck You uont have to ueciue on the iest of youi life right now, just get out there and try things and meet people. Play musical instruments, draw, join a science club, try as many sports as you can, dance, hike, take part-time jobs, volunteer anything that offers a refreshing perspective. Peek into othei peoples woilus anu ask them foi theii stoiies Some of it will stick anu start you on your path. You could find your vocation, or a life-long hobby - maybe even a hidden talent.
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I attribute the little I know to my not having been ashamed to ask for information, and to my rule of conversing with all descriptions of men on those topics that form their own peculiar professions and pursuits. ~ John Locke
0pportunities multiply os tbey ore seizeJ ~ Sun Tzu
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Dream big and make plans. Bont ask anyones permission. Have dreams completely out of the scope of the world you live in. Nobody ever achieved anything without having a dream. Then make a plan. The plan will change but the planning will take you somewhere, even if the destination is a little different than you had fiist imagineu Bont be fiustiateu that you cant achieve youi goals right now. You are working towards them just by writing them down.
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A qool witbout o plon is just o wisb Antoine de Saint-Exupry
ln preporinq for bottle l bove olwoys founJ tbot plons ore useless but plonninq is inJispensoble Dwight D. Eisenhower
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Be careful what you post on the Internet. It may come back to haunt you I cant tell you how thankful I am that social netwoiking uiunt exist in my teens Unfortunately you have been born into an age where people live their lives online like ieality Tv shows Bont think that foul-mouthed rant you posted on Facebook wont iesuiface when you stait looking foi a job oi that youtube viueo of you in your underwear, drunk on cheap cider and trying to pole dance. That stuff will still be aiounu long aftei youve stoppeu being an iuiot No offence all kids are idiots. Its pait of giowing up Be an iuiot just uont publish the eviuence
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Tbe reputotion of o tbousonJ yeors moy be JetermineJ by tbe conJuct of one bour ~ Japanese Proverb
6enius moy bove its limitotions but stupiJity is not tbus bonJicoppeJ ~ Elbert Hubbard
l om potient witb stupiJity but not witb tbose wbo ore prouJ of it ~ Edith Sitwell
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Dont worry Youll be fine The fiist is always the haiuest most infuiiating the most terrifying and electrifying, the most confusing and heartbreaking, and youth is full of fiists Whatevei it is it will get bettei Whatevei you uont know you can leain Whatevei you cant uo you can piactice Whatevei you cant unueistanu will become cleai as you giow You uont have to know youi futuie now You can change youi minu a million times at any time Nothing is fixeu You aie fiee So uont woiiy You might have to wait You may have to woik haiu Youll piobably take the wiong road and have to go back a few times but on the return youll notice impoitant details you haunt seen the fiist time uown that path Youll take anothei ioute Youll get theie
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l om on olJ mon onJ bove known o qreot mony troubles but most of tbem never boppeneJ ~Mark Twain
You cont wrinq your bonJs onJ roll up your sleeves ot tbe some time ~ Pat Schroeder
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Trying
Look for criticism. Compliments are lovely but they will not enhance your skills or personality. Learn how to take criticism objectively and use it productively. It is impossible to improve without it and there is always room for improvement. Seek out the opinions of people you respect and whose knowledge and capabilities exceed your own. Be grateful for their honesty and suggestions. Beware of giving and receiving unconstructive criticism. Pointing out flaws without offering recommendations can only make a person feel bad.
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To ovoiJ criticism soy notbinq Jo notbinq be notbinq ~ Aristotle
Criticism moy not be oqreeoble but it is necessory lt fulfills tbe some function as pain in the human body. It calls attention to an unhealthy state of tbinqs ~ Winston Churchill
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Learn from failure. Success brings a short-lived high but offers no lessons. Learn to enjoy the process of the challenge most, the victory second, and while you shouldn't necessarily enjoy it, learn to be grateful for the unique learning oppoitunity that failuie offeis Failuie is not a constant its just the outcome of one attempt on the ioau to achievement Bont aim to fail but be prepared for the possibility, and be ready to try again as soon as you can. Some of the safest drivers are those who passed on the third try. It makes sense: they had to practice more. Practice is the key to success. Without it talent is nothing. Understand that each failure brings you closer to your goal so uont give up a few feet fiom the finish line!
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lve misseJ more tbon sbots in my coreer lve lost olmost qomes 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've foileJ over onJ over onJ over oqoin in my life AnJ tbot is wby l succeeJ ~ Michael Jordan
We must expect to foil but foil in o leorninq posture JetermineJ not to repeat the mistakes, and to maximize the benefits from what is learned in the process ~ Ted W. Engstrom
lf you Jont moke mistokes you orent reolly tryinq ~ Unknown
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Persevere. Keep trying. Don't stop. Try, fail, try again, fail, try, try, try tiy until you succeed. Determination is everything. It is more than talent, more than wealth, more than beauty. Persevere. ~~~~~~~ l wosnt born o senotor l wosnt born o Democrat. I wasn't born a lawyer or oJvocote for womens riqbts onJ bumon riqbts l wosnt born o wife or o motber ~ Hilary Clinton 0pportunity is misseJ by most people becouse it is JresseJ in overolls onJ looks like work Tbomos Alvo FJison Bont feel entitleJ to onytbinq you JiJnt sweot onJ struqqle for ~ Marian Wright Edelton
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Afterword
So we have come to the end. What did you think? Did you agree with all of the advice? If not, why? Have you spent time thinking about these issues before? Did you learn anything new? What did you think about the quotes? Were there any people you hadnt heard of? Maybe you can look some of them up on the Internet: you might find a lot of inspiration from their lives and work.
You can put the book down now and think about it for a while. But read it again soon. Take out your pen and make notes as you read. Underline the parts you like. Scribble down ideas in the margins, and share them with your sisters and your friends - or send them to me! I need advice all the time and always love to hear something new that makes me think!