I was accused by the Gang Stalkers of being an instigator and untrustworthy, and stuck-up. My behavior is normal.

I'm normal to recoil in disgust at the sight of anyone who resembles any of the people who sexually and psychologiclly abused me. I was sexually molsested routinely by my Mother when I was young. There it is. I wrote it for all the world to see and I preferred not to, but these liars leav e me no choice, but to tell ALL of the truth about myself. I'm not happy about their behavior, but it is "their" behavior and the days of m e overcompenating for their injustices are and have been over for a long time. They actually expected me to continue with it although, all it ever earned me we re extra beatings and extra slander from them. I think she thought I forgot and when she realized I remembered when I was two y ears old and I told her about a photo she took of Vik, Val and I that she was st ill curious about. I thought she was concerned about my remembering how she woul d tell Vikki and Valli beat me up when I was still in a crib. This may have been another reason she was determined to slander me. I prefer not to think about it, but this is another reason why I think so little of females with the Black, ghetto passes. I know they displace aggression because that is exactly what they've been doing to me. Perhapsthis is what they were really trying to cover up. The fact that they sexually molest their daughters and maybe even rape them beca use Valli told me about catching our Mother tutoring Vikki in having sex. The think people need pracice and tutoring because this is the only thing that m akes them relevent (this uneccessary teaching of what come naturally). I think she was coaching her to be raped by our great Uncle Norman Swilley, a 33 rd degree Mason (I always thought that raping Vikki gave him the 33rd degree sta tus and that was why Vikki became the Queen of us all, including our Mother). There's more to this story and perhaps Lorraine was granted these Queenly powers because she was also raped by him when she was 12 years old and I would think L orraine would have a higher ststus because she was rped by him first. I guess when he forced a kiss on V (like our great Uncle Roy had done to me 1975 ) she should have let him and shared this exalted status with them. Just like those greedy, obese, whores to not hip Val or me to the process of bec oming exalted whores like them. I would have passed, but I really think they did Val an injustice due to them bo th being jelous and ashamed of her simultaneously. Also, they wouldn't have gotten to have me Gang Stalked and slandered had they i ncluded me in their so-called family businesses. For these Willie Lynch Slaves, charity doesn't begin at home. I'm innocent and I don't have any nresolved inner conflicts because I decided no t to be like them!