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pMjfbI ilmkfrI gurivMdr isMG df mhfdfn

- virafm isMG sMDU

guridafl isMG dy nfvl dI bxI ilm aMnHy GoVy df dfn dI awj-kwlH bVI crcf hY. iehny bhuq sfry rftrI qy
aMqrrftrI ienfm-snmfn ijwqy ny. pihlI vfr pMjfbI isnymyN dI eynI pYNT bxI hY. Bfrq dIaF sB bfnF ivc bxIaF
ilmF ivwcoN pihlf sQfn pRfpq krky rftrI soBf Kwtx vflI ies ilm afbU DfbI ivc hoey aMqrrftrI ilm myly
mOky pihly QF `qy rih ky zfierYkn qy kYmry dI sucwjI vrqoN krn df pMjfh hfr zflr df ienfm imiaf hY.
ipCly idnIN trFto ivc hoey pMjfbI ilm myly dy afirI idn ieh ilm ihr dy ro QIeytr ivc ivKfeI geI.
hfl ivc swbrkwqI BIV hY. mYnUM dwisaf igaf ik pihlIaF ilmF vyly eyny drk hfir nhIN sn. mYN hfl aMdr
vVdf hF, qF ilm urU hI hoeI hY. ilm bVI DImI cwl rhI hY. kfhI nf bdlx vfly nftkI idR nhIN hn. ipMz dy
dilq BfeIcfry dI khfxI hY. AunHF dI iMdgI ivc ro ro jF pl pl kuJ nvF qy nftkI nhIN vfprdf. khfxI ivc ikvyN
vfpr jfvy? AunHF lokF dI rukI qy TihrI hoeI iMdgI vFg ilm dI khfxI vI ruk ruk ky cwldI jfpdI hY.
myry qoN ipClI lfeIn ivc bYTy trFto dy kuJ pwqrkfr-lyKk qy agFhvDU jwQybMdIaF dy kfrkunF ivwcoN hOI-hOI
gwlF krn dI afvf afAuNdI hY. AunHF nUM gwl bxdI nhIN lwgdI. hOI-hOI AunHF dI Gusr-musr ivwcoN iKJ pRgt hox
lwgdI hY. koeI jxf iksy nvyN idR `qy itwpxI krdf hY, lY iehdI ksr sI! Auhdy nyVy bYTy sfQI mwDm ijhf sihmqIhfsf hwsdy sn. mYN socdF hF ienHF nUM aijhIaF itwpxIaF krn dI kfhI nhIN krnI cfhIdI. dunIaf dy keI myilaF ivc
ivdyI ilm aflockF qy jwjF ny ies ilm nUM ienfm-snmfn idwqy ny! koeI gwl qF hoAU ies ivc. pihlF pihlF khfxI
dI kyNdrI qMd myry hwQ vI nhIN sI af rhI. khfxI iksy dilq pirvfr dy burg dy svyry sfJry AuWT ky GrvflI nUM cfh

bxf ky dyx dy afKx qoN urU huMdI hY ik cOkIdfr af ky Drmy df Gr jbrI Zfhy jfx dy msly df hwl lBx leI pMcfieq
ivc juV bYTx df swdf dy jFdf hY. mYN vI hornF vFg socdf sF ik ijs kfmy df Gr Zfh idwqf igaf hY, Aus nf juVI
khfxI qrk-sMgq aMjfm qk Blf ikvyN puwjdI hY. pr CyqI hI pqf lwg igaf ik ieh iewko-iek dilq pirvfr dy Zih
gey Gr dI khfxI nhIN, sgoN ieh qF hryk dilq Gr dy inwq ZihMdy jfx dI dfsqfn hY. ies ivc pUry dilq BfeIcfry dy
sMqfp nUM kolf dI kl ivc py krn df Xqn kIqf igaf hY.

eydF hI DImI cfly cwldI ilm muwk jFdI hY. afrI idR ivc dilq pirvfr dI kuVI Gr dy hflfq dI qfeIsqfeI awDI rfqy bYtrI PVI gI ivc inkdI hY. awgoN ihr rihMdf, pr Aus iMdgI qoN Kipaf-qipaf, Auhdf Brf mylU
ipMz qy Gr nUM prqdf AuhnUM bIhI ivc imdf hY. lok qfVI mfr ky ilm dy fqmy dI putI krdy hn.
ilm df zfierYktr gurivMdr isMG styj qy afAuNdf hY. Ausny ajy qk ilm bfhrly mulkF dy ilm nfl juVy
isafxy bMidaF nUM hI ivKfeI hY. Auhdy apxy TyT pMjfbI drkF ny AuhdI apxI bfn dy bMidaF ny ilm pihlI vfr vyKI
hY. AuhnUM fied pRsMsf dI BrpUr afs hY. Auh Boy-Bfa svfl krdf hY, qusIN dwso ik quhfnUM ilm ivc mfVf kI lwgf?
iqMn cfr hwQ KVHy huMdy hn. pihlf jxf puwCdf hY, qusIN ies ilm ivc kihxf kI cfihaf hY? dUjf afKdf hY, mYnUM qy
myry ko bYTI myrI Gr vfI nUM ilm iblkul smJ nhIN peI. gurivMdr iCwQf-ijhf pY igaf hY. ikvyN smJfey qy suxfey
hux ilm df sfr-qwq? Auh sMKyp ivc ilm dI khfxI dwsx dI koi krdf hY, ieh vwKrI qrHF dI ilm hY. Epn
aYNzz. mYN ilm ivc vI kuJ smJfAuxf nhIN cfihaf. iesnUM qusF ud smJxf ey. iehdy arQ qusF afp qlf krny ny. mYN
qF ilm bxf idwqI ey.
mYN iPr ilm dy afrI idR bfry socx lwgdf hF.

hux qk smJ nf afAux vflI ilm dI khfxI myry aMdr pUrI dI pUrI ilk AuWTdI hY. tuwty qy iKMzy jfpdy
ibrqFq dy Dfgy myry hwQ afAux lwgdy hn. mYnUM lwgdf hY gurivMdr nfl iafdqI ho rhI hY. nhIN; sfzI apxI pMjfbIaF
dI suhj Bfvnf df mfk AuWz irhf hY. asIN afp hI afpxf mfk Auzf rhy hF. rcnf dy guhj qy suhj qk phuMcx qoN
pihlF hI sfzI smJ hiQafr suwt idMdI hY. asIN isrjxf dy kwd qk afpf AuWcf krn dI loV nhIN smJdy, sgoN cfhuMdy hF
ik isrjxf dy kwd nUM CFg ky afpxy mycy df kr leIey. jy iejyhf huMdf nhIN, qF Cwzo prHy jI! aYvyN tfeIm kfhnUM rfb
krnf hoieaf!
mYN cfhuMdf hF ik mYN ho rhy ies ainaF dy ilf bolF. hwQ KVHf krdf hF. pr myry qoN pihlF iek hor swjx bolx
lwgdf hY, qusIN ieh kmfl dI ilm bxfeI hY. smJ qF bVy ulfm alI F vI ikhVf sfiraF nUM afAuNdf sI. pr bVy
ulfm alI F bVy ulfm alI F hI sn. ijnHF nUM smJ afAuNdf hY, AunHF nUM pqf hY ik Auh kI sI? ieh ilm vI ijAuN
ijAuN smJ peygI, iqAuN iqAuN iehdI kImq df pqf cwlygf.
pihly aflockF dy svfl sux ky bYTy lokF dI fmo BIV ivc ilm bfry hor jfnx dI idlcspI jfg cuwkI hY.
Auh Dur aMdroN aflockF nfl sihmq nhIN jfpdy. fied ieho kfrx hY ik jdoN ilm dI qfrI hoeI, qF lokF ny qfVI mfr
ky afKI gwl df svfgq kIqf hY. mYN aYvyN pMjfbIaF dI smJ qy suhj Bfvnf bfry MkflU bx igaf sF. lwgdf hY ik hfl
ivc kdrdfn vI bYTy hn.
myrI vfrI afAuNdI hY. mYN apxI sIt `qy Klo ky sfry hfl ivc suxn jogI afvf AuWcI krdf hF, dosqo! asl
ivc asIN ijvyN dIaF lVIbwD khfxIaF vfIaF qy fs qrHF df mnorMjn krn vfIaF ilmF vyKx igwJy hoey hF, ieh
ilm AunHF qoN asloN vwKrI hY. ieh nf AunHF pfqrF bfry hY nf AunHF dI iMdgI bfry. nf hI AunHF ilmF vFg bxfAuxf iesdy
zfierYktr df Audy sI. ies ilm nUM jfnx leI, iesnUM smJx leI pihlF Aus vrg dy lokF dI QF apxy afp nUM rwK
ky vyKxf pvygf; ijnHF bfry ieh ilm bxfeI geI hY. knyzf ivc suK-suivDf df jIvn Bog rhy bMdy nUM ilm ivclf nrk
qy ainafie df jIvn Bog rhy lokF nfl apxf afp rIlyt krnf fied eynf sOKf nhIN lwgdf. GVI dI GVI AunHF lokF dI
QF ho ky soco. AunHF dI pIV nfl ieksur ho ky khfxI ivc jI ky vyKo. soc ky vyKo ik jy ieh khfxI quhfzI apxI huMdI qF
iPr ikvyN lwgdI! AunHF ivwcoN qy AunHF vrgy ho ky ilm vyKo; quhfnUM sB smJ af jfeygf.

lokF nUM fied myrI gwl TIk lwgI hY. Auh BrpUr qfVI mfr ky huMgfrf Brdy hn.
ijhVy dosq kihMdy hn ik khfxI smJ nhIN afeI, AunHF nUM myrI bynqI hY ik khfxI dy arQ qF sMkyqk qOr `qy
khfxI dy aIrly idR ivc hI pey hn. ihr ivc irkf clfAux df DMdf krdf mylU fied sOKf sfh lYx leI ipMz qoN
ihr vwl Bwjf sI, pr ihr ny vI AusnUM apxI buwk ivc nhIN ilaf. ihr ivc vI Auhdf sfh Guwitaf jf irhf sI. Auh
mrnhfr hflqF ivc EQy jI irhf sI. ihr qoN inrfs hoieaf Auh muV ipMz prqdf hY, qF awDI rfq nUM gI ivc AuhnUM
AuhdI BYx imdI hY. ihroN priqaf Brf kuVI nUM eynI rfq gey GroN bfhr inklx df kfrx puwCdf hY. Auh dwsdI hY ik
Gr ivc Auhdf sfh Guwtdf sI, icq kfhf pYNdf sI. fihr hY; ipMz ivc vI iwlq qy nmoI dI iMdgI hY. ies vrg dy
lokF nUM sOKf sfh ikwQoN afvy! ikwQy afvy? AunHF nUM nf ipMz ivc Tfhr hY, nf ihr ivc. Auh jfx qF ikwQy jfx? awDI rfq
hY, bYtrI df mwDm cfnx hY; cMd nUM gRihx lwgf hY. glI hnyrI hY. ieh hnyrI glI ivc qurdy AunHF lokF dI TihrI hoeI
iMdgI dI ilm hY. iehnUM kyvl iesqrHF hI vyiKaf qy iesqrHF hI smiJaf jf skdf hY.
lok BrpUr qfVIaF nfl dwsdy lwgdy ny, gwl AunHF dy gyV ivc af geI hY. gurivMdr dy ichry `qy vI muskfn hY.
itwpxI krdf hY, koeI lyKk hI ies qrHF smJ qy bol skdf hY.
hux Auh pYr Dr afieaf hY. prlI nuwkroN koeI iafdf ienklfbI afKdf hY, qusIN ilm ivc ieh nhIN dwisaf
ik ikhVIaF jmfqF qy iDrF Dur AuproN ies jbr leI iMmyvfr ny. Auh jvfb idMdf hY, ipMz ivc srpMc Aus cuxI hoeI
AuprlI iDr df hI pRqIinD hY. pr aglf bid hY, nhIN quhfnUM Dur Aupr qwk ies nUM joV ky ivKfAuxf cfhIdf sI.
gurivMdr afKdf hY, mYN aYWsy nhIN iliKaf, ilm bxfeI hY. Auh TIk afKdf hY.
ilm ivc iek idn dI khfxI hY. hkIkI vI qy pRqIkfqmk vI. bhuqI khfxI pRqIkF df rhws smJx ivc peI
hY. ilm qVky aMimRq-vyly urU huMdI hY qy awDI rfq nUM qm. pr aMimRq-vylf swc nfmu vizafeI vIcfru vff nhIN;
DuaFiKaf hoieaf hY. kOVf qy ihrIlf. FqI dI QF roxf hY. cIk-ichfVf hY. ipMz dy ivhVy dy lok iekwTy ho rhy hn. iksy
vwzI iDr ny kfrfnf lfAux leI mIn rId leI hY, AunHF ny Aus mIn ivc pihlF qoN bxy kfmy Drmy dy koTy Zfh idwqy
hn. Drmy dy twbr qy ivhVy vfiaF nUM ieh byinafeIN lwgdI hY. inrf Dwkf. pMjfb ivc qy dy ivc vI ieh Dwky inwq ho rhy
ny. lokF dI cuxIaF apxIaF srkfrF ud ienHF DwikaF ivc BfeIvf hn. vwK-vwK vwzy snaqI adfiraF qy kMpnIaF nUM
mInF idwqI jf rhIaF hn. ipMzF dy ipMz AujfVy jf rhy ny. ieh iek ipMz dI khfxI nhIN rih jFdI; pUry mulk dI bx jFdI
hY, ijwQy kIqy jfx vfly ivroD df goIaF qy zFgF nf jvfb idwqf jf irhf hY. Drmf ivcfrf iks bf dI mUlI hY? DwkVF
dy Dwky ipwCy eyQy vI styt hfir hY. puils dIaF jIpF, bMdUkF qy vrdIaF vfy ipCokV ivc Kloqy hn. nvF mfilk Drmy nUM
sfiaf! afK ky dMd krIcdf bMidaF vFg QF flI kr dyx nUM afKdf hY.
Drmy dy BfeIcfry dy lok iekwTy ho ky srpMc ko jFdy hn. jfxf hI hoieaf. cuxI hoeI srkfr df sB qoN hyTlf qy
nyVlf pRqIinD qF Auho hI hY. AunHF dy apxy BfeIcfry df mYNbr vI AunHF dI iDr bxky AunHF dy nf jFdf hY. srpMc sfry
msly nUM jfxdf hoieaf vI axjfx bxdf hY. Auhdy swjy-Kwby Kloqy bMdy afey bMidaF nUM Autf kosdy hn, JfVdy hn. iTwT
krdy hn. AunHF coN iek dy hwQ ivc rfeIl hY. qkiVaF dI DwkV qfkq df ichn. AunHF dIaF muwCF hAumYN dI qsvIr ny
vwt dy ky KVHIaF kIqIaF. ieh srpMc dI lukvIN isafsI inrmfxqf df fihrf srUp hn. zfierYktr ny KVHIaF muwCF qy
hiQafrF vfy bMdy srpMc dy swjy-Kwby aYvyN hI KVHy nhIN kr idwqy. kfnUMn vI koeI cI huMdI hY! qy ienHF nUM irafieqF dy
ky awgy hI srkfr ny isr `qy cVHf Cwizaf afKx vfy asl ivc srpMc qy moiZaF `qy bYTy icq(r)gupq hI hn. Auhdf
luikaf hoieaf rUp hI hn. srpMc dMBI qy pfKMzI jfpdf hI hY. Auh afey lokF qoN vI pihlF kcihrI phuMcx df vfadf
krdf hY. pr Auhdy kQn qy ivhfr qoN pqf lwgdf hY, Auh shfieqf leI afey lokF df nhIN. AunHF df hY, ijhVy AuhdI
aMdrlI afvf anusfr kfnUMnI qOr `qy mIn dy mfilk bx cuwky hn. afAux vfiaF nUM vI pqf hY ik srpMc df vfadf
vf nhIN hoxf. AunHF df apxf cuixaf dilq mYNbr jtkI DONs awgy nfnI bixaf srpMc nUM or nf apxI gwl kihx qy
mnvfAux dy smrwQ nhIN. sMkyqk qOr `qy dilqF nUM imlI jn-pRqIinDqf dy KoKlypn dI hkIkq df pol KwulH jFdf hY.

dilq mYNbr vI AuprlIaF RyxIaF dy dbfa aDIn hn. AunHF dy anusfrI ho ky cwlxf AunHF dI isafsI mjbUrI hY. qkVI
iDr nUM or dy ky apxI qy afpxy lokF dy ihq dI gwl mnvf skxI AunHF dy vws ivc nhIN.
inaF dI Bf ivc Btkdy BfeIcfry dy lok BIV dI kl ivc hnyrIaF gIaF ivc qury iPrdy hn. AunHF dI
bycYnI AunHF nUM joVdI qF hY, pr AunHF ivc hflfq nfl lVn dI qfkq nhIN. juVdy vI Auh iek dUjy nf rmo-kurmI hn.
mylU df bfp BIV ivc jFdf-jFdf BIV qoN ipwCy rih jFdf hY. ruk jFdf hY. BIV prqdI hY, qF muV axmMny mn nf AunHF dy
ipwCy-ipwCy qur pYNdf hY. axmMny mn nf lVfeI lVn vff iejyhf iekwT kI lV lvygf? ikvyN lV lvygf? sfrI ilm
ivc Aus burg dy duafy kMb lpyitaf rihMdf hY. AuhdIaF bfhvF kMb ivwcoN isr AudoN bfhr inkdIaF ivKfeIaF
hn, jdoN Auh svyry isr dy iKwlry vfF nUM pwg ivc bMnHdf hY; cfh bxfAux ivc DI dI mdd krdf hY qy jF iek vfr hwQF
`qy rotI Dr ky KFdf hY. ilm dws rhI hY ik ies RyxI dIaF bfhvF ajy kyvl iZwz nUM Julkf dyx leI hI bfhr inklx
jogIaF ny. ieh hwQ ajy mUMh ivc burkI pfAux jogy qy iKwlry vf sFBx df Xqn krn jogy hI hn; ieh hwQ ajy lVn
jogy nhIN. ieh bfhvF ajy kMbl ivwcoN bfhr af ky dumx nUM vMgfrn dy smrwQ nhIN hoeIaF.
ilm ivc inwky-inwky keI idR hn, ijnHF ivc ienHF inwky lokF dy ro-mrwf jIvn dy keI ikvfV KuwlHdy hn. Gr
dI muKI aOrq duKI hY ik ijhdy nrmy dy KyqF nUM Auh ro cugx jFdI hY, Auhdy KyqF ivcoN cIrnI sfg qoVn leI AusnUM sO
gwlF suxnIaF peIaF hn. ruwg bflx df mMgx leI bypq hoxf pYNdf hY. bdI-KpdI apxI bycYnI, apmfn dy roh df
rlvF-imlvF pRgtf krdI Auh AuWcI-AuWcI cIk ky boldI hY. AuhdI pIV qy AuhdI cIk isr Auhdy Gr dy jIa qy Gr
dIaF kMDF hI suxdIaF hn; ijnHF nUM suxfAuxf cfhuMdI hY, AunHF qk ieh afvf nhIN phuMcdI. mIn-mfilk iDr vwloN hr
ro inmn iDr nUM lflq sihxI pYNdI hY. Gr dy Coty muMzy nUM bwkrI cfrn gey nUM koeI jwt kuwtdf hY. bwkrI nUM ksIaf mfr
ky mI kr idMdf hY. ieh lflq iek idn dI nhIN, hr ro dI hY. muMzy dI BYx mI bwkrI nUM posdI hY. smuwcy hflfq
qoN avffr hoeI awDI rfq nUM AuWT ky qurn lgdI hY, qF Cotf Brf puwCdf hY ik ikwQy cwlI hY? Auh jvfb moVdI hY ik bwkrI
nUM vyKx cwlI hY ikqy qfp nf ciVHaf hovy. pU ivcfry ny ikhVf dws lYxf hY. bwkrI inmn iDr dI bybsI dI pRqIk hY. inmn
iDr; ijhVI ro KmI huMdI hY; byvws hY; bybol hY. ijhdI bycYnI, ijhdf roh aMdry aMdr Aubfy KFdf hY. qfp iekwlI
bwkrI nUM nhIN ciVHaf, sfrI inmn RyxI qfp-gRsq hY.

inwq idn dI jtkI DONs qy Dwky qoN pIiVq ho ky hI fied iesy pirvfr df nOjvfn puwqr mylU ihr mjUrI krn
igaf sI. ihr jf ky irkf clfAuNdf hY. sfQIaF nfl r ky rfb pINdf hY. Qrml plFt dy ipCokV vfy idR dwsdy hn
ik snaqI ivkfs ny vI ajy sfry mdUrF nUM apxI buwk ivc lY ky bxdI srdI rotI roI nhIN idwqI jF AunHF kooN rotI
Koh leI hY. ihr ivc vI jIvn sOKf nhIN. irky vfiaF dI apxIaF mMgF leI kIqI hVqfl df idR hY. mylU flI jyb
qy ibnF svfrI rfq nUM sVkF `qy irkf BjfeI iPrdf hY. Gr vl mUMh krn nUM iqafr nhIN. flI jyb lY ky Gr ikvyN jfvy?
Auh qF afp Zfby qoN rotI AuDfr KFdf hY, do bwicaF qy bIvI df iZwz ikwQoN Brygf? ieh iek idn jF rfq dI gwl nhIN. ilm
ivc iek rfq dI hI gwl hY. AuNj ro ro dI gwl hovygI. asl ivc ilm sMkyqk qOr `qy dwsdI hY ik ihrIN vwsdI

mdUr jmfq df jIvn vI ijAUxXog nhIN. mylU dy dUjy sfQI vI Gr-ivhUxy jF pirvfr ivCuMny hI hn. rfb pINdy, qf
Kyzdy. Auh ikMny hI Gr-ivhUixaF dy pRqIinD hn. sB siQqI qoN plfien krdy jfpdy ny. ud mylU ies jIvn qoN awikafQwikaf hflfq nfl twkrn dI QF plfien krdf hoieaf KudkuI krn leI ahuldf hY. sbwbIN bc jFdf hY. lwgdf hY ieh
RyxI sbwbI bcI clI af rhI hY. ijAUNdI qurI afAuNdI hY. AuNj ienHF df jIvn mrnhfr hflqF vff hI hY. ieh qF ijAUx
df sbwb lwBx leI qrlo-mwCI ho rhI RyxI hY. ijAUx df sbwb im nhIN irhf. rfh lwB nhIN irhf. rfh lwBx leI mylU
ipMzoN Bwjf sI. rfh lwBdf hI awDI rfqIN ipMz muV afieaf hY. bwcy qy bIvI ihr ivc Cwz afieaf hY. ipMz ivc mF-bfp qy
BYx Brf hn. jy ienHF nUM iqafg ky igaf sI, qF hux kIhdy ko afieaf hY? dUjy jIaF nUM ipwCy ikAuN Cwz afieaf hY?
nrsrI vfy hmdrd cOkIdfr df ahfqf qF Auhdf sdIvI rYx-bsyrf nhIN bx skdf? AuhnUM qF Auhdy apxy igrfeIN jF
irqydfr ny vI rfqIN Gr rKx qoN ienkfr kr idwqf sI. ijhVy ipMzoN Bwj ky igaf sI kI Auh ipMz hux AuhnUM Tfhr dy
skygf? Auh ipMz vflf Gr Cwz ky ihr igaf sI. ihr vff Gr gvf ky ipMz muiVaf hY. Auhdf aslI qy apxf Gr hY
ikwQy? DrmU df Gr qF aslIaq ivc Zih igaf hY. pr kI ies sfrI RyxI df afpf iKMzy, tuwty qy gvfcy Gr df ichn
nhIN? ieh qy ies vrgy ikMny svfl pYdf krdI hY. msln: cMn nUM gRihx lwgf hY. rfhU kyqU ny cMn nUM Gyiraf hoieaf hY.
ieh ilm ies hnyrI rfq ivc ieh lok ikwDr jfx? inmn RyxIaF apxI imhnq dI dfn-dwKxf nfl rfhU-kyqUaF qoN cMn
nUM gRihx qoN bcfAux df cfrf krdIaF afeIaF ny. pIVHI-dr-pIVHI ikMnIaF ku sdIaF rfhU kyqU df AunHF dy cMn duafy
pihrf rhygf? AunHF dy rfhF AuWqy; AunHF dI ronI AuWqy ikhVy rfhU kyqU kfb hn? ienHF rfhU-kyqUaF nUM ikMnf ku icr Auh
apxI imhnq qy iewq dfn krdy rihxgy? nvIN pIVHI apxI cfnxI nUM ikvyN affd krvfey?
biTMzy dy ikly qy rfq nUM rfb dI boql qoVidaF jdoN apxy lokF dI siQqI bfry roh qy rMj ivc kihrvfn
hoieaf mylU df sfQI KVHf ho ky llkfrdf hY, myrf vws cwly qF mYN Qrml qy sfry ihr nUM awg nf lf idaF! ilfa ivwcoN
AuhdI afvf prq ky Auhdy kol hI prq afAuNdI hY. Aus afvf nUM Auhdy nweI sfQIaF qoN ibnF suxn vflf EQy hor koeI
nhIN.
hnyrI gI ivc Kloqy BYx Brf qy ipMz dy lokF dy qurdy iPrdy bypCfx hjUm dy arQF dy guhj ivc AuWqridaF
hoieaF pf dIaF sqrF Xfd afAuNdIaF ny: surMg vrgI iMdgI ivc quridaF hoieaF jdoN apxy hI pfs prq afAuNdI hY
afpxI afvf/ qF krn leI bws ieho bcdf hY ik cwilaf jfvy hux AuWzidaF bfF mgr.
mylU dy byGry sfQI dI llkfr ivc bfF mgr AuWzx leI icVIaF dy KMB PVPVf qF rhy hn. jyy ies llkfr nUM
idf qy agvfeI im jfvy, qF ieh nOjvfn pIVHI ienklfbI vI bx skdI hY qy jy aijhf nhIN huMdf qF AunHF dy nweI qy
luMpn bx ky qbfh hox jF iksy ryl dI ptVI `qy isr rwK ky apxf afp qm kr lYx dIaF sMBfvnfvF qF hn hI.
ieh ilm eysy PVPVfAuNdI bycYnI qy roh nUM afvf idMdI hY.
jo kuJ mYN dwisaf hY, Auh apxy kooN nhIN dwisaf. ieh qy hor ikMnf kuJ ijhVf mYQoN dwisaf nhIN jf sikaf, Auh
iLlm hI dwsdI qy ivKfAuNdI hY brqy ik ilm vyKxI qy smJxI afAuNdI hovy. ieh sfrI klfkfrI ilm dy inrdyk,
AuhdI qknIkI tolI qy klfkrF dI hY. ilm eynI sihj hY ik lwgdf hI nhIN ik koeI pfqr aYkitMg kr irhf hY. jfpdf
hY ijvyN lok ro-mwrf df jIvn ijAUNdy qury iPrdy qy gwlF krdy hn. ieh fied ies krky vI sMBv hoieaf ik ies ivc do
iqMn QIeytr dy klfkfrF qoN ielfvf bfkI sfry pfqr ipMz dy sfDfrx lok hI hn. iksy ilm ivc ieh qjrbf vI pihlI
vfr hoieaf hY ik ijhVI RyxI dy lokF dI ieh ilm hY, Esy RyxI dy sfDfrfx pyNzU lok prdy AuWqy apxI khfxI ivKf rhy
hn. inscY hI ieh sB kuJ ivKfAux ipwCy awK ilm dy inrdyk gurivMdr isMG dI hY. ieh sfrf cmqkfr gurivMdr
df hY.
[23 meI 2012]