50 wigni, romelic unda waikiTxo, sanam cocxali xar

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gamomcemloba palitra L 2011

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`50 wigni, romelic unda waikiTxo, sanam cocxali xar~ es proeqti msoflios araerT qveyanaSia popularuli. sxvadasxva gamokiTxvis saSualebiT, mkiTxveli irCevs 50 saukeTeso wigns msoflio literaturis saganZuridan. saqarTveloSi `kviris palitris~ am proeqts mravali aTasi adamiani gamoexmaura. swored maTi dadgenilia im rCeuli wignebis nusxa, romelic `palitramediam~ realur biblioTekad aqcia. es wigni msoflio literaturis am unikaluri biblioTekis nawilia.

gamomcemloba palitra L, 2011

yvela saavtoro ufleba daculia.

ISSN 1987-9628 ISBN 978-9941-422-59-1

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dorian greis portreti

Tamar maRraZis Targmani

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xelovani mSvenierebis Semoqmedia. gamovavlinoT xelovneba ise, rom ar Candes xelovani _ ai, es aris xelovnebis mizani. kritikosi is aris, visac ZaluZs axleburad an axali masaliT gvamcnos mSvenierebiT miniWebuli sakuTari STabeWdileba. maRali Tu dabali kritikis forma avtobiografiis erT-erTi saxeobaa. isini, vinc silamazeSi maxinj mxareebs hpoveben, bilwi sulis adamianebi arian. maT arc momxibvleloba gaaCniaT. es naklia. isini, visac SeswevT unari silamazis maRal azrs Caswvdnen, ganswavluli adamianebia, aseTebi imedis momcemni arian. rCeuli SeiZleba mxolod imas vuwodoT, visTvisac mSveniereba mxolod mSvenierebas niSnavs. ar arsebobs uzneo an zneobrivad srulyofili wigni. wignebi an kargadaa dawerili, an cudad. es aris da es. mecxramete saukunis realizmisadmi siZulvili kalibanis siZulvilia, romelic sakuTar Tavs xedavs sarkeSi. mecxramete saukunis romantizmisadmi siZulvilic kalibanis siZulvilia, romelic sakuTar gamosaxulebas ver xedavs sarkeSi. adamianis zneobrivi cxovreba xelovanis Semoqmedebis erT-erTi Temaa. magram xelovnebis eTika arasrulyofil saSualebaTa srulyofil gamoyenebaSi mdgomareobs. arc erT xelovans ara aqvs survili, raime daamtkicos, Tumca udavo WeSmaritebaTa mtkicebac SesaZlebelia. xelovani zneobis mqadagebeli ar aris. zneobis qadagebisadmi midrekileba miutevebeli manerulobaa stilisa. nurc erT xelovans nu daabralebT avadmyofur tendenciebs. xelovans ufleba aqvs yovelive asaxos. azri da sityva xelovnebis saSualebebs warmoadgens. mankiereba da saTnoeba xelovanisaTvis masalaa. formis TvalsazrisiT, yovelgvari xelovnebis nimuSad musikosis xelovneba unda CaiTvalos, grZnobis TvalsazrisiT, msaxiobis ostatobaa aseTi nimuSi.
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yovelgvari xelovneba erTdroulad zedapiricaa da simboloc. vinc cdilobs zedapiris SigniT SeiWras, Tavs safrTxeSi igdebs. isic safrTxeSi igdebs Tavs, vinc simbolos Caswvdeba. xelovneba cxovrebis sarke ar aris, is mxolod mayurebels aireklavs. Tu xelovnebis nawarmoebi azrTa sxvadasxvaobas iwvevs, maSin is axali, rTuli da sasicocxlo ram yofila. Tundac kritikosebi ar eTanxmebodnen xelovans _ xelovani mainc eTanxmeba Tavis Tavs. manamde SegviZlia mivutevoT adamians, romelic sasargeblo sagnebs qmnis, vidre is amiT aRtacebuli ar aris. xolo misi erTaderTi gamarTleba, vinc usargeblo sagnebs qmnis, sakuTari qmnilebisadmi daucxromeli siyvarulia. yoveli saxis xelovneba usargebloa. oskar uaildi
Tavi pirveli vardis saamuri surnelebiT savse iyo samxatvro saxelosno, magram baRSi msubuqma zafxulis niavma xeTa Soris Caiqrola Tu ara, Ria karidan saxelosnoSi iasamnis damaTrobeli Tu kidev masze ufro unazesi, Zowisfrad ayvavebuli kunelis yvavilTa keTilsurneleba SemoiWra. lord henri uotoni iranuli noxiseburi qsoviliT gadakrul divanze iwva da Cveulebisamebr erTimeoreze miyolebiT auracxel sigarets eweoda. mas adgilidanve SeeZlo Tvali moekra Taflisferi da masaviT tkbili oqrowvimas axlad gaSlili yvavilebisaTvis, romlis mTrTolare totebic, rogorc Canda, Zlivs imagrebda am uturfesi da alisfrad moelvare mSvenierebis mZime tvirTs. grZel indur abreSumis fardaze, romelic uzarmazar sarkmels faravda, frinvelTa fantastikuri Crdilebi gaielvebdnen xolme. es wamierad iaponuri suraTebis STabe6

Wdilebas qmnida da aiZulebda mas efiqra im fermixdili, gonji saxis tokioel mxatvrebze, romlebic xelovnebis saSualebiT bunebrivsa da gardauval uZlurebaSi eZieben da gadmoscemen siswrafesa da moZraobas. futkrebi sevdis aRmZvreli zuzuniT gzas miikvlevdnen maRal, gauTibav balaxSi da daJinebiT Tavs dastrialebdnen aqa-iq mimofantul werwas oqrosferi mtvriT dafarul butkoebs. maTi sevdiani zuzuni iq gamefebul mdumarebas kidev ufro autanels xdida. am uCveulo dumilSi londonis yru guguni SoreTidan moRweul orRanis xmas waagavda. oTaxis SuagulSi, Sveulad mdgar molbertze gansacvifrebeli silamazis axalgazrda kacis mTliani portreti idga. mis win, cota moSorebiT TviTon is mxatvari, bezil holuordi ijda, romlis ucabedi gauCinareba ramdenime wlis win sazogadoebis saerTo mRelvarebis mizezad iqca da esoden fantastikuri, saocari miTqma-moTqma gamoiwvia. mxatvari Sehyurebda am didebul, formiT unaklo suraTs, romelic mas aseTi xelovnebiT daexata da siamovnebis Rimili gadaurbenda xolme saxeze. Canda, suraTis kvali mis sulSi samudamod apirebda davanebas. magram ai, is ze wamoiWra, Tvali milula da quTuToebs xelis TiTebi ise Seaxo, TiTqos cdilobda gonebaSi raRac ucnauri ocneba daetyvevebina, romlisgan gamofxizlebac, etyoboda, saSinlad aZrwunebda. _ es Seni saukeTeso namuSevaria, bezil, ukeTesi maT Soris, rasac odesme Seni yalami Sexebia, _ Tqva lord henrim gulgrilad. _ momaval wels es suraTi aucileblad grouvnerSi unda gagzavno. akademiaSi ar girCev, radgan akademia, rogorc ici, metad didia da amave dros mdabioTaTvis xelmisawvdomi. TiTqmis yovelTvis, roca iq Cavsulvar, imdeni xalxi ireva, rom adamiani suraTebs ver daaTvalierebs. amaze cudi ra SeiZleba iyos, anda erTad imdeni suraTia gamofenili, rom SeuZlebelia sazogadoeba SeaTvaliero, rac kidev ufro uaresia. grouvneri ki swored rom erTaderT Sesafer adgilad mimaCnia. _ srulebiTac ar vapireb am suraTis sadme gagzavnas, _ upasuxa bezilma da Cveulebisamebr Tavi ise ucnaurad gadaxara
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ukan, rogorc oqsfordSi icoda xolme, rac xSirad Rimilsac ki iwvevda mis megobrebSi. _ ara, arsadac ar gavgzavni! lord henrim warbi azida da gamWvirvale, molurjo bolSi, saocnebo WavliviT bolqv-bolqvad rom amodioda misi opiumiT datenili sigaretidan, gakvirvebiT gaapara Tvali bezil holuordisken. _ arsad gagzavni? mainc ratom, Cemo kargo? oh, ra ucnauri xalxi xarT es mxatvrebi! amqveynad yvelafers akeTebT, raTa saxeli moixveWoT da rogorc ki miaRwevT mas, aRarafrad migaCniaT. Tqveni mxriv es sisulelea. Tu Zalian cudi da autanelia is, rom adamiani salaparako sagnad iqceva xolme, is ufro uaresia, rodesac masze aravin arafers ambobs. es suraTi, bezil, inglisis axalgazrda mxatvrebze bevrad maRla dagayenebs. moxucebs ki Surs aRuZravs, Tu maT kidev SeswevT saerTod raimes SegrZnebis unari. _ vici, damcineb, _ Seesityva bezili, _ magram gulwrfelad geubnebi, imdeni sakuTari sulieri zraxva da Canafiqri Cavaqsove masSi, ar SemiZlia sxvis saWvretad vaqcio es suraTi. lord henri divanze gadawva da gadaixarxara. _ vicodi, sasacilodac ar geyofoda es ambavi, magram miuxedavad amisa, es sruli WeSmaritebaa. _ oh, bezil, maS, esoden bevria masSi Seni sakuTari? patiosan sityvas gaZlev, gulSi eWvadac arasodes gamivlia, Tu aseTi pativmoyvare iyavi. me ki, marTali mogaxseno, veraviTar msgavsebas ver vxedav Tqven ors Soris. Sen, Seni vaJuri mkacri saxis nakvTebiT da yornisferi TmiT, sruliadac ar hgavxar am RvTaebriv axalgazrda adoniss. is ise gamoiyureba, TiTqos spilos Zvlisa da vardis furclebisgan SeuqmniaTo. oh, Cemo Zvirfaso bezil, is xom narcisia, Sen ki... ra Tqma unda, Tumca inteleqtualuri saxe gaqvs da sxva... magram silamaze, namdvili silamaze xom iq mTavrdeba, sadac inteleqti iwyeba. inteleqti TavisTavad anomaliis erT-erTi xerxia da yovelnairi saxis harmoniulobas acamtverebs. sakmarisia adamiani dajdes da fiqrebs mieces, rom cxviri wau8

grZeldeba, Subli gaufarTovdeba an kidev sxva ram saSineleba daemarTeba, rac ueWvelad cvlis misi saxis harmoniulobas. ai, daakvirdi swavlulT, romelime mecnieruli profesiis warmomadgenelT, ra saocrad damaxinjebulni arian isini! gamonakliss maT Soris eklesiis msaxurni warmoadgenen. isini xom gonebas Zalas ar atanen, oTxmoci wlis episkoposi imasve qadagebs, rasac TerTmeti wlisa qadagebda. raRa Tqma unda, sruliad bunebrivia, rom misi saxe srulyofil silamazes da keTilsaxierebas inarCunebs. Seni idumali axalgazrda megobari, visi saxelic CemTan jer ar gixsenebia, magram visi portretic agrerigad matyvevebs da mxiblavs, etyoba, araferze fiqrobs sruliad. albaT, is Tavcarieli umSvenieresi arsebaa, vinc zamTar-zafxul sul gverdiT unda gyavdes. zamTrobiT imitom, rom yvavilebis magier misi WvretiT datkbeT, xolo zafxulobiT zeSTagonebiT gamowveuli grZnobani rom dagvicxros. ara, bezil cdunebas nu ahyvebi, Sen arafriT hgavxar mas. _ ver gamige, hari, _ upasuxa mxatvarma. _ ra Tqma unda, Cven Soris araviTari msgavseba ar aris. es mec kargad vici. CemTvis, piriqiT, samwuxaroc ki iqneboda, mas rom vgavde. mxrebs iCeCav? me ki mxolod simarTles mogaxseneb. adamianTa yovelgvar fizikursa da gonebriv sxvaobas Tan sdevs raRac bediswera. swored iseTi bediswera, romelic mTeli istoriis ganmavlobaSi ar scildeba da warmarTavs mefeTa meryev nabijebs. umjobesia adamiani arafriT gamoirCeodes sxvisgan. bedi amqveynad maxinjebsa da Tavcarielebs ufro swyalobT. maT SeuZliaT sruliad mSvidad isxdnen da pirdaRebulni Sescqerodnen amqveyniur warmodgenas. damarcxebiT gamowveuli umZimesi gansacdelisganac daxsnilni arian. ise cxovroben, rogorc Cven yvelas unda gvecxovra: Seuwuxeblad, gulgrilad da uSfoTvelad. isini aravis spoben amqveynad da arc Tavad iRupebian sxvisi xeliT. Seni wodeba da simdidre, hari, Cemi niWi da xelovneba, rac unda umniSvnelo iyos is, dorian greis silamaze _ yovelive amis gamo, rac RmerTma gviwyaloba, odesme mwared davitanjebiT. _ dorian grei? es misi saxeli da gvaria? _ ikiTxa lord henrim da bezil holuordisaken gaeSura.
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_ diax, eg aris, Tumca ar msurda SenTvis gamemxila. _ mainc, ratom? _ oh, ar SemiZlia agixsna. Tu vinme Zalian miyvars, mis saxels aravis vumxel: TiTqos amiT CemTvis uZvirfasesi arsebis raime nawils maT vuziareb. gulCaTxrobili gavxdi, hari, da yvelasagan farulad raRac saidumloebas vinaxav gulSi. swored amis gamo ise meCveneba, TiTqos es aris erTaderTi ram, rac Cvens Tanamedrove cxovrebas esoden idumalebiT moculsa da agrerigad gansacvifrebels xdis. ai, warmoidgine, sruliad umniSvnelo ambavi, ra mimzidvelia, rodesac vinme mas saidumlod inaxavs. londonidan yovelTvis ise mivemgzavrebi sadme Sors, Cems gzasavals axloblebsac ar vumxel. Tu gavagebine, ase mgonia, mTel siamovnebas vkargav. rasakvirvelia, imasac vxvdebi, rom es suleluri Cveulebaa, magram adamianis cxovrebaSi sakmaod didi romantikuloba Semoaqvs. yovelive amas, vfiqrob, udides sisuleled miTvli, albaT. _ srulebiTac ara, _ upasuxa lord henrim. _ srulebiTac ara, Zvirfaso bezil. Sen gaviwydeba, rom me coliani var. qorwinebis mTeli momxibvlelobac swored isaa, rom is sicrues gardauvalsa da aucilebels xdis orive mxarisTvis. me arasodes vici, sad aris Cemi coli da arc man icis, ras vakeTeb me. Tu Cven erTmaneTs vxvdebiT, _ Tumca unda gamogityde, es yovelTvis sruliad SemTxveviT da moulodnelad xdeba, ai, magaliTad, Tu erTad vsadilobT an hercogs vestumrebiT, _ maSin Cven erTmaneTs sruliad seriozuli saxiT saocar gamonagon ambebs vuyvebiT. Cemi coli amas gacilebiT ukeTesad axerxebs, vidre me. is arasodes grZnobs dabneulobas, Tu TariRebi aeria. me ki, piriqiT, yovelTvis yvelaferi erTmaneTSi mereva. magram Cemi meuRlis upiratesoba isaa, rom Tundac Cemi sicrue gamoaSkaravdes, scenas ar mimarTavs. xandaxan kidec minda ase moiqces, magram is aseT SemTxvevaSi mxolod ubralod damcinis. _ oh, hari, rogor mejavreba, rodesac ase cinikurad laparakob Sens pirad ojaxur cxovrebaze, _ Tqva bezil holuordma da im karisken gaemarTa, romelic baRSi gadioda. _ mwams, rom SesaniSnavi qmari xar, magram uCveulod morcxvob sakuTar
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RirsebaTa gamo. saocari ymawvili xar, hari. arasodes laparakob zneobrivad srulyofili adamianis eniT, magram cuds ki arasodes sCadixar. Seni cinizmi mxolod pozaa. _ bunebrioba xom namdvili pozaa, da vici, yvelaze ufro gamaRizianebeli pozac, _ wamoiZaxa lord henrim siciliT da axalgazrebi baRSi gavidnen. iq, maRali dafnis buCqis CrdilSi grZel bambukis skamze Camosxdnen. dafnis priala foTlebs mzis sxivebi elamuneboda. balaxebSi TeTri gvirilebi TrToda. cota xnis Semdeg lord henrim saaTi amoiRo da daxeda. _ Cemi wasvlis droa, bezil, _ xmadabla Cailaparaka man. _ magram vidre wavidode, Zalian gTxov, mipasuxo Cems weRandel SekiTxvaze. _ romel kiTxvaze? _ gaikvirva mxatvarma da Tan daJinebiT Caacqerda miwas. _ Zalian kargad ici, romelzec. _ ar vici, hari. _ keTili, ratom ar ginda gamofenaze gagzavno dorian greis portreti? me simarTle mainteresebs. _ namdvili mizezi ukve giTxari. _ ara, ar giTqvams. Sengan mxolod is Sevityve, rom sakuTari sulieri zraxva bevri Cagiqsovia masSi, magram es xom bavSvobaa axla. _ hari, _ warmoTqva bezil holuordma da Tvali TvalSi gauyara, _ grZnobiT Seqmnili yoveli suraTi xelovanis sulieri Canafiqris anareklia da ara naturisa. is, visac vxatav, ubralo SemTxveviTobaa. es mxolod mizezia. visac portretze vumzerT, is ar aris, Semoqmedma rom warmogvidgina. is, raRa Tqma unda, Tavad mxatvaria. diax, es is aris, vinc ferad tiloze sakuTar Tavs aaSkaravebs. mizezi, ris gamoc ar vapireb am suraTis gamofenaze gagzavnas, is gaxlavT, rom vSiSob, me xom Cemi sakuTari sulis gamoumJRavnebeli saidumlo Cavaqsove masSi. lord henrim gadaixarxara. _ es raRas niSnavs? _ ikiTxa man. _ ra Tqma unda, axlave mogaxsenebT, _ warmoTqva holuordma, magram saxeze dabneuloba daetyo.
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_ moTmineba aRar myofnis, bezil, _ ganagrZo lord henrim ise, rom Tvali ar mouSorebia misTvis. _ oh, maincdamainc saTqmeli bevri araferia, hari, _ Seesityva mxatvari, _ vSiSob, Znelad mimixvdebi, ufro ki SesaZlebelia, arc daijero. lord henrim kvlav gaicina; vardisferfurcliani zizila mowyvita balaxebSi da sinjva dauwyo. _ darwmunebuli var, gagigeb, _ gamoexmaura is mxatvars, Tan TvalmouSoreblad Cascqeroda pawawina oqrosfer TeTrfrTian diskos. _ xolo rac Seexeba darwmunebas, me yvelaferi SemiZlia virwmuno, gansakuTrebiT im SemTxvevaSi, Tu daujerebelia. qarma xeebidan ramdenime yvavili moitaca. iasamnis axlad gaSlili, akinZul varskvlavTa mtevnebiT damZimebuli totebi nel-nela Seirxa da am uCveulo siCumeSi aqeT-iqiT irweoda. kedlis axlos kaliam gaaba WriWini, mogrZo da wvrilma Wiafam yavisferi sifrifana frTebiT cisferi ZafiviT Caiqrola. lord henris moeCvena, TiTqos bezil holuordis guliscema moesma da cdilobda gaego, ra mohyveboda yovelive amas. _ ambavi, ubralod, aseTia, _ cota xnis Semdeg daiwyo mxatvarma, _ am ori Tvis win ledi brendonis ojaxSi gaxldiT did Sekrebaze. mogexsenebaT, Cven, sabralo mxatvrebma drodadro sazogadoebas unda warmovudginoT xolme Tavi, raTa SevaxsenoT, rom velurebi ara varT. erTxel miTxari, frakiTa da TeTri halstuxiT, yvelas, warmoidgine, birJis maklersac ki SeuZlia civilizebuli adamianis reputacias miaRwioso. mas Semdeg, rac oTaxSi aTi wuTi davyavi da metismeti gemovnebiT Cacmul lordis qvrivebsa da mosawyen akademikosebs vesaubrebodi, uceb, TiTqos Sinaganma gamoucnobma Zalam magrZnobina, rom viRac miyurebda. naxevrad Semovtrialdi da mxolod maSin vixile pirvelad dorian grei. Cveni Tvalebi erTmaneTs Sexvda, vigrZeni, feri mecvleboda, TandaTan vfiTrdebodi. metismetad saocari da uCveulo SiSis grZnoba dameufla. mivxvdi, im adamianis pirispir aRmovCndi, visi pirovnebac imdenad mxiblavda, rom Tu nebas davrTavdi, is mTel Cems arsebas, Cems sulsa da Cems xelovnebas mTlianad STanTqavda. ar mindoda, raime garegan Za12

las Cems cxovrebaze aseTi gavlena moexdina. TviTonve ici, hari, bunebiT rogori damoukidebeli adamiani var. me xom yovelTvis Cemi Tavis baton-patroni viyavi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mudam aseTi viyavi, sanam dorian greis Sevxvdebodi, magram ukve aRar vici, rogor agixsna yovelive, ise momeCvena, TiTqos viRac CamCurCulebda, rom me Cemi cxovrebis gadamwyveti wuTis zRvarze videqi. saocarma grZnobam Semipyro: TiTqos bedma Cem irgvliv camde aago usazRvro sixaruli da ganuzomeli naRveli. SemeSinda da movtrialdi, raTa oTaxidan gavsuliyavi. ara, es ar iyo sindisis karnaxi, ramac maiZula ase movqceuliyavi. ase mgonia, es ufro simxdale iyo. angariSmiucemlad Sevecade iqaurobisTvis Tavi dameRwia. _ sindisi da simxdale urTierTs versad wauvlen. sindisi simxdalis aRiarebuli saxelwodebaa, es aris da es. _ yovelive es me ar mjera, hari, da verc damarwmuneb, rom Tavad gwamdes, yovel SemTxvevaSi, ar vici ra mizeziT, magram vfiqrob, ufro ampartavnobis gamo, radganac metismetad amayi var, gamouTqmeli siamovnebis grZnobiT aRsavse, maSinve karisken gavemarTe. gzas Zlivs mivarRvevdi, iq ki, raRa Tqma unda, ledi brendons gadaveyare. `imedia, gaqcevas ar apirebT ase adre?~ _ wamoikivla man. kargad mogexseneba, ra saocrad gamyinavi xma aqvs am qals. _ diax, namdvili farSavangia, mxolod am frinvelis silamaziT ar daujildoebia gangebis Zalas, _ CaurTo swrafad lord henrim da grZeli nerviuli TiTebiT nakuwebad aqcia pawawina zizila. _ Tavi ver avaride. ledi brendonma jer varskvlavTa mflobel, brwyinvale ordenebiT damSvenebul batoniSvilTa winaSe warmadgina, mere ki Rrmad moxuci, ufrosi Taobis mandilosnebis winaSe. isini uSvelebeli diademebiT morTuliyvnen da TuTiyuSis niskartiviT kauWa cxvirebi hqondaT. ledi brendoni saubarSi yvelasTan uaxloes megobars miwodebda, Tumca mxolod erTxel mqonda bedniereba Sevxvedrodi, magram, rogorc Canda, Cemi qebaTa qebis da gandidebis survilma Seipyro da mxolod es azriRa utrialebda TavSi. rogorc maxsovs, imxanad Cemma
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erT-erTma suraTma didad gaiTqva saxeli sazogadoebaSi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, groSad Rirebul gazeTebSi am ambavze gauTaveblad ybedobdnen, rac, mogexseneba, mecxramete saukuneSi ukvdavyofis erT-erTi utyuari sawindaria. da ai, uceb, me im axalgazrda kacis winaSe aRmovCndi, vinc Cemi sulieri samyaro esodeni saocari mRelvarebiT SeaSfoTa. axla ukve erTmaneTTan ise axlos videqiT, rom urTierTs TiTqmis vexebodiT. Cveni Tvalebi kvlav Sexvdnen erTmaneTs. SesaZloa, Cemi mxriT es gaufrTxileblobac iyo, magram me vTxove ledi brendons, mis winaSe warvedgine. Tumc, rogorc axla mgonia, Cemi saqcieli arcTu iseT did ugunurebad CaiTvleba. es ubralod garduvali ambavi gaxldaT, radgan darwmunebuli var, Cven yovelgvari wardgenis gareSec gamovelaparakebodiT erTmaneTs. dorianmac igive ganmicxada Semdeg. diax, manac maSinve igrZno, rom Cven swored bedisweris wyalobiT SevxvdiT erTmaneTs. _ mere ledi brendonma rogor daaxasiaTa es gansacvifreblad lamazi axalgazrda kaci? _ ikiTxa lord henrim. _ rogorc vici, mas Cveulebad aqvs, swrafad, ramdenime sityviT Seafasos misi yoveli stumari. maxsovs, erTxel rogor warmadgina viRac mrisxane, ordenebiTa da bafTebiT morTuli moxuci RaJRaJa jentlmenis winaSe. gzad ki darbazSi, viTom tragikuli CurCuliT, magram mainc yvelas gasagonad CamCxaoda friad saidumlo da gansacvifrebel wvrilman ambebs im adamianis piradi cxovrebidan. gaqceviTRa vuSvele Tavs. ledi brendoni xom sakuTar stumrebs swored iseve eqceva, rogorc auqcioneri birJaze gasayid saqonels. is an mTlianad aSiSvlebs da aaSkaravebs maTi cxovrebis saidumloebas, an garda imisa, rac gsurT icodeT, dawvrilebiT giyvebaT yvela umniSvnelo ambavs maTi cxovrebidan. _ sabralo ledi brendoni! Zalian mkacrad msjelob mis Sesaxeb, hari, _ uxalisod Cailaparaka holuordma. _ Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro, rogorc mogexsenebaT, es qali cdilobda saloni Seeqmna da bolos da bolos restorani gamouvida. rogor SemiZlia pativi vce aseT adamians? magram rogorc unda, ise moiqces, umjobesia miambo, rogor dagixasiaTa dorian grei?
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_ oh, mgoni, ase ambobda: Tvalwarmtaci biWiao, magis sabralo deda da me ganuyreli megobrebi viyaviTo, Tumca ar maxsovs, ra saqmianobas eweva doriani amJamad, mgoni, arafers ar unda akeTebdeso. oh, ara, ar vici, fortepianoze Tu violinoze ukravs mgonio, _ Tan dorians hkiTxa: _ ara, Zvirfaso dorian? _ warmoidgine, hari, Cven sicili veRar SevikaveT da aman ki maSinve dagvamegobra. _ megobrobisTvis sicili arcTu cudi dasawyisia da gacilebiT umjobesia, Tu amiTve Tavdeba, _ warmoTqva axalgazrda lordma da meore zizila mowyvita. holuordma Tavi gadaaqnia. _ Sen ar gesmis, ras niSnavs namdvili megobroba, hari, _ TiTqmis CurCuliT warmoTqva man, _ an ras niSnavs mtroba aseT SemTxvevaSi. Sen yvela giyvars. es ki imas niSnavs, rom yvelas mimarT metismetad gulgrili xar. _ oh, ra autaneli usamarTlobaa, bezil! _ wamoiZaxa lord henrim, qudi ukan gadaiwia da patar-patara Rrublis qulebs axeda, romlebic TeTri, brWyviala obobas qseliviT erTmaneTSi daxlarTuli firuzisferi zafxulis cis siRrmeSi micuravdnen. _ diax, marTlac rom autaneli usamarTlobaa Seni aseTi msjeloba. me metad gansxvavebulad veqcevi adamianebs: axlo megobrebad mxolod imaT vTvli, romelTac SesaniSnavi garegnoba aqvT, nacnobebs maTi kargi xasiaTisaTvis vuaxlovdebi, xolo mtrebSi maTi gonebis Zala mizidavs. adamianma yvelaze frTxilad mtrebi unda SearCios. Cems mtrebs Soris erTic ar moiZebneba gonebaClungi. isini yvelani saRad moazrovne adamianebi arian da amitomac mafaseben. gana es didi pativmoyvareobaa Cemi mxridan? Tumca advili SesaZlebelia, asec iyos. _ diax, mec ase vfiqrob, hari, magram adamianTa Seneburi dayofis wesiT, me uTuod Sens ubralo nacnobad Tu CaviTvlebi. _ Cemo Zvirfaso bezil, Sen, ra Tqma unda, gacilebiT meti xar, vidre nacnobi. _ da bevriT ufro naklebi, vidre megobari? vfiqrob, ufro Zma, ara? _ oh, ara! Cemi Zmebis mimarT maincdamainc did gulTbilobas
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ver viCen. Cemi ufrosi Zma sikvdils ar apirebs, umcrosebi ki amis mets verafers axerxeben. _ hari! _ wamoiZaxa warbSekrulma holuordma. _ Cemo Zvirfaso megobaro, me xom amas mTeli seriozulobiT ar vambob, magram unda gamogityde, Cemi axloblebis siZulvils mainc ver vfarav. es, albaT, imitom xdeba, rom Cven saerTod ver vitanT adamianebs, romelTac igive nakli gaaCniaT, rac Cven Tavad gvaqvs. mTeli Cemi arsebiT TanavugrZnob inglisis demokratiis gaafTrebul siZulvils yovelive imis winaaRmdeg, rasac isini umaRlesi klasebis mankierebas uwodeben. mdabioni grZnoben, rom loToba, sisulele da uzneoba amqveynad maT sakuTar xvedrad qceula da Tu romelime Cvengani amave sisaZaglis msxverplad aurCevia cxovrebas, swored es matebs Zalas maT uflebebs. rodesac sacodavi sauTuorki ganqorwinebisTvis sasamarTlos winaSe wardga, xalxis guliswyroma marTlac didebuli iyo, magram mainc ar SemiZlia virwmuno, rom proletariatis aTi procenti zneobrivad wminda da wesieri cxovrebiT cxovrobs. _ am saubridan Sens erT sityvasac ver daveTanxmebi, hari! ufro metsac getyvi, darwmunebuli var, es yovelive TviTonac ar gjera. lord henrim mowablisfro wverze gadaisva xeli da laqis fexsacmlis cxvirs foCiani abanozis joxiT msubuqad Seexo. _ ra WeSmariti ingliseli xar, bezil! ai, ukve meored gamogaqvs aseTi daskvna. Tu vinme gabedavs da namdvili ingliselis winaSe raime azrs wamoayenebs, _ es ki yovelTvis didi windauxedaobaa, _ mas azradac ar mouva gaarkvios, es azri sworia Tu mcdari, mxolod is miaCnia mniSvnelovnad, TviTon mTqmeli darwmunebulia Tu ara, rom marTals ambobs. ideas saerTo ara aqvs ra im adamianis WeSmarit mrwamssa da gulwrfelobasTan, visganac is momdinareobs; rac ufro nakleb gulwrfelia adamiani da naklebad swams idea, miT ufro Rirseulia es idea, radgan igi pirovnebis survils saWiroebs da crurwmenas ar gamoxatavs. TumcaRa amJamad ganzraxuli ara maqvs vimsjelo SenTan politikis, sociologiis Tu metafizikis sakiTxebze. pirovneba ufro metad mainteresebs, vidre misi principebi. amqveynad
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yvelaze metad uprincipo adamianebs vetrfi. miambe kidev rame mister dorian greis Sesaxeb. xSirad xvdebi? _ yoveldRe. albaT, bednierad arc CavTvlidi Tavs, yoveldRe rom ar vxvdebode. vfiqrob, Cemi arsebobisTvis is haeriviT aucilebelia. _ ra saocrebaa! me ki, marTali giTxra, megona, araferi gainteresebda sakuTari xelovnebis garda. _ diax, is mTel Cems xelovnebad iqca axla. _ warmoTqva mxatvarma seriozulad. _ xandaxan vfiqrob, hari, rom msoflios istoria or ZiriTad xanadaa gayofili. pirveli xana gamosaxvis ucnob saSualebaTa dauflebaa xelovnebaSi, meore ki _ axali saxis gamovlena. is, radac zeTis saRebavebis gamogoneba iqca venecielebisaTvis ferweraSi, xolo mogvianebiT antinoes saxe berZenTaTvis qandakebaSi, albaT sul mokle xanSi dorian greis saxec igive iqneba CemTvis. mas martooden ki ar vxatav an vqmni suraTsa Tu eskizs, Tumc ra dagimalo, amasac vakeTeb, ra Tqma unda. is CemTvis gacilebiT metia, vidre modeli da menature. ar SemiZlia vTqva, rom ukmayofilo var Cemi namuSevrisa, verc imas vityvi, TiTqos aseTi silamazis asaxva xelovnebaSi SeuZlebeli iyos. mgoni, araferia iseTi, ris asaxvasac xelovneba ver SeZlebs. isic kargad vici, rom mis gacnobamde romeli suraTis Seqmnazedac vmuSaobdi, marTlac SesaniSnavia da Cems namuSevarTa Soris Sedevrad iTvleba. mas Semdeg, rac is gavicani, yovelive raRac ucnauri gziT warimarTa. ar vici, rogor agixsna, an gamigeb ki?.. misma pirovnebam sruliad axali gza da stili SemomTavaza xelovnebaSi. axla sagnebs sul sxva TvaliT vWvret. winandelTan SedarebiT yovelives gansxvavebulad aRviqvam. SemiZlia cxovreba iseTi gzebiT ganvaaxlo da aRvadgino, rac aqamde idumalebiT iyo moculi CemTvis xelovnebaSi. `ocneba formaze im dReTa srbolaSi, odes mefobda azri~, netav vin ambobs amas? ra Tqma unda, damaviwyda, magram, ai, aseT ocnebad iqca CemTvis dorian grei. netav icode, ras niSnavs amjerad sruliad ususuri Wabukis mxolod xilva da mis gverdiT yofna. Tumca doriani oc wels gadascilda, me is jer kidev ususurad meCveneba. oh, ar vici, SegiZlia Tu ara warmoidgino, ras niSnavs yovelive es? Cem17

da Seugneblad is mamcnobs da sazRvravs sruliad axali skolis jer kidev idumal gzebs. vfiqrob, im skolisas, romelic romantizmis mravalferovnebas da elinizmis srulyofilebas SeiTavsebs. sulisa da sxeulis harmonia. oh, raoden didebulia es yovelive! Cven, adamianebma, Cveni ugunurebiT erTurTs davaSoreT es ori da gamovigoneT vulgaruli realizmi da uSinaarso, arafris maqnisi idealizmi. oh, hari, netav icode, ras warmoadgens dorian grei CemTvis! gaxsovs, is peizaJi, romelSic egnium raRac uzomo Tanxa SemomTavaza da me ki ver Sevelie mas? es xom erTi im saukeTeso suraTTagania, romelic ki odesme Cems xels Seuqmnia. da aman ganapiroba yovelive es? mxolod iman, rom doriani Cem gverdiT ijda, rodesac am suraTs vqmnidi, raRac idumali gavlena momdinareobda misgan da Tavs mexveoda. am sruliad Cveulebriv peizaJSi Cems sicocxleSi pirvelad SevniSne is saswaulebrivi Zala, romelsac yovelTvis veZiebdi da verasodes mimegno. _ bezil, gansacvifrebeli ambavia, dorian grei unda vnaxo! holuordi wamodga da baRSi bolTis cemas mohyva. ramdenime wamis Semdeg ki isev ukan mobrunda. _ hari, _ daiwyo man, _ dorian grei ubralod motivia CemTvis xelovnebaSi. Sen SeiZleba masSi veraferi SeniSno, me ki yovelTvis vamCnev, Tundac muSaobis dros Cem gverdiT ar iyos, sul erTia, misi gavlena mainc yvelgan da yvela suraTSi igrZnoba. rogorc ukve giTxari, is weris axal saSualebas STamagonebs. mas ara marto ufaqizes ferTa brwyinvalebaSi vWvret, xSirad zogierT mrud xazTa Sorisac aRmovaCen xolme. es aris da es. _ maSin gamotydi, ratom ar gsurs gamofenaze gagzavno misi portreti? _ ikiTxa lord henrim. _ imitom, rom Cemda uneburad am suraTSi mxatvris is gansacvifrebeli siyvaruli da Tayvaniscema Cavaqsove, romelic, ra Tqma unda, misTvis arasodes gamimxelia. dorianma amis Sesaxeb araferi icis da verc verasodes gaigebs, magram amqveynad mravali sxva Tvali Seicnobs mas da me Cems sakuTar suls maT axlomxedvel TvalTa winaSe ver gavaSiSvleb. nebas ar davrTav, Cemi guli mikroskopis qveS sinjon. oh! raoden didia masSi Cemi sulieri STanafiqri, hari, raoden didi!
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_ poetebi ase moridebulni ar arian, bezil, rogorc Sen Canxar am SemTxvevaSi, maT ician, raoden xelsayrelia mgznebare siyvarulis Tema. Cvens droSi damsxvreul gulTa Sesaxeb Seqmnili nawarmoebi mraval gamocemas uZlebs. _ aseTi poetebi mZuls! _ wamoiZaxa holuordma. _ mxatvarma xelovnebis ubrwyinvalesi Zegli ise unda Seqmnas, rom masSi Tavisi piradi cxovrebidan araferi Seitanos. Cven iseT epoqaSi vcxovrobT, rodesac adamianebi xelovnebis nimuSebs ise epyrobian, TiTqos es qmnilebani avtobiografiis raRac saxeobas warmoadgendnen. mSvenierebis ganyenebulad aRqmis unari davkargeT. odesme me SevZleb vuCveno qveynierebas, ras niSnavs misi ganyenebulad aRqma. amitomac verasodes ixilavs Cem mier Seqmnil dorian greis portrets qveyniereba. _ vfiqrob, es didi Secdomaa, bezil, magram kamaTs ar dagiwyeb. kamaTi gonebagamofitul adamianTa saqmianobaa saerTod. miTxari, dorian greis Zalian uyvarxar? mxatvari wamiT Cafiqrda. _ diax, ase mgonia, _ Cailaparaka man ramdenime wuTis dumilis Semdeg. _ vfiqrob, vuyvarvar. albaT imitom, rom mec mis winaSe saSinlad vpirmoTneob. saocar siames ganvicdi, rodesac masTan saubarSi iseT sakiTxebs vexebi, risi gamomJRavnebisTvis, vici, mwared vinaneb. TviTonac metad Tbilad mepyroba. xSirad orive vsxedvarT saxelosnoSi da mTel dReebs uamrav sxvadasxva sakiTxze saubarSi vatarebT. aris wuTebi, rodesac sruliad grZnobadaclil adamianad meCveneba da, warmoidgine, ase mgonia, did siamovnebasac ki ganicdis, rodesac raime tkivils mayenebs. maSin vgrZnob, hari, rom Cemi suli mTlianad iseT adamians mivande, vinc mas mxolod da mxolod ise epyroba, TiTqos pawawina uZvirfasesi samkauli iyos, pativmoyvareobis dasacxromad Seqmnili an Ril-kiloSi Casamagrebeli ubralo yvavili, erTi mSvenieri zafxulis dRis dasamSveneblad aRmocenebuli. _ zafxulSi dReebi metad grZelia, bezil, _ TiTqmis CurCuliT warmoTqva lord henrim. _ SesaZloa, Sen ufro male dagqancos man da yovelive mogbezrdes, vidre Tavad dorians. friad samwuxaroa, ra Tqma unda, magram ueWvelia, genialoba
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mSvenierebaze dRegrZelia mudam. swored amitom ase did wamebas vayenebT sakuTar Tavs, raTa rogorme ganviviTaroT goneba. arsebobisaTvis gaafTrebul velur WidilSi Cveni survilia xangrZlivad SevinarCunoT raime, amis gamo gonebas gamudmebiT vteniT raRac cxovrebiseuli faqtebiT, abdaubdiT da sulelurad vimedovnebT SevinarCunoT Cveni adgili amqveynad. friad ganswavluli da saqmis mcodne adamiani _ ai, Tanamedroveobis ideali. magram am friad ganswavluli kacis goneba raRac saSinel qaoss warmoadgens. is mtvriani ZvelmanebiT savse antikvarul maRazias hgavs, sadac yvelaferi namdvil RirebulebasTan SedarebiT gacilebiT Zvirad fasobs. vfiqrob, Sen pirvels mogbezrdeba es ambavi, bezil, ai, naxav, odesme iseTi TvaliT Sexedav Sens megobars, rom misi silamaze harmoniulad aRar warmogidgeba. aRar mogewoneba misi kanis feri an sxva ram. gulSi mwared gakicxav bevrjer da sruliad seriozulad imasac ki ifiqreb, rom Zalian cudad mogeqca. Sexvedrisas ukve sruliad civi da gulgrili iqnebi, es ki Zalze samwuxaroa, radganac igi mTlianad Segcvlis Sen. rac axla miambe, es xom namdvili romantikaa, Tu SeiZleba vuwodoT mas xelovnebis romantika, da ra saxis romantikac unda gaaCndes kacs, am grZnobis mTeli ubedureba is aris, rom adamians araromantikul qmnilebad aqcevs. _ hari, nu msjelob ase, mTeli Cemi cxovreba dorian greis Tayvanismcemeli viqnebi. Sen iseTi cvalebadi bunebis adamiani xar, rom verasodes igrZnob imas, rasac me vgrZnob axla. _ oh, Cemo Zvirfaso bezil, albaT, amitomac Semwevs unari, ukeTesad SevigrZno Seni guliscema. siyvarulisadmi TavdadebulTa xvedri am grZnobis gacveTili arsia. siyvarulis tragedias mxolod isini eziarebian, romelTac veragobis unari SeswevT. lord henrim vercxlis ulamazesi asanTis kolofi amoiRo, sigarets cecxli moukida da ise kmayofilebiTa da dajerebiT gaabola, TiTqos mTeli qveynierebis saWirboroto sakiTxebs am erT frazaSi mouyarao Tavi. sandaloziviT priala mwvane faTalos foTlebidan moJRurtule beRurebis frTxiali moismoda. aqa-iq balaxebSi mocisfro Rrublis Crdilebi mercxlebiviT misdevdnen erTmaneTs. oh, ra
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