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OF THE
SPIDER
WOMAN
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Tales of the Spiderwoman
Tale of the
Spiderwoman
Pyres of leaves burn away summer.
Cicada shells pile under the marsh grass,
still memorial of seasons past.
I’ve no words for these—
lean boys and slender girls pass by my window
drinking the sun on their golden skin.
Apple-breasted women with melons in their bellies
snitch sprigs of basil from my herb pots,
and curious-eyed strangers scan the veiled glass
for glimpses of my blurred face, but hurry off
with any stranger’s indifference.
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Merlie M. Alunan
If, at last,
the merest rumor of your scent
warms the air drifting to my door,
I shall shake my thin thighs loose.
My hair will grow back in the usual places,
my eyes regain their focus, my ears
will hear words and speeches again.
Cicadas will chirr live under the marsh grass.
Perhaps it would be June,
the green returning to the trees.
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Tales of the Spiderwoman
To teach a heart
For Felipe Lim, my accupuncturist
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Tales of the Spiderwoman
His fingers count landmarks
among her ribs, down her spine.
More needles. “For heart’s ease,”
he declares. Now she’s a secret
he reads too easily with his salient eyes.
She sighs. Bless the live air streaming
in rivers of her veins, bless trees,
the quarter moon, the purple suns
swirling in the dark behind her eyes.
Bless earth, bless wind and fire, bless rain.
Bless these thin needles in her throbbing pulses.
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Merlie M. Alunan
The neighbor’s geese
He keeps them fenced in, together with
the fattening pig, a few chickens
he’s raising for the pot, some lanka trees—
his flock of five white geese.
He’d kept a dog there once, a lonely
hungry brute, snarling and barking all day,
and an ewe which lambed in due time.
One cold wet night while he slept,
the dog broke its leash and killed the lamb.
Ewe and dog are gone now—to their fates,
I guess. But there are still the geese.
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Merlie M. Alunan
In his little gravel patch, the wind blows in
as anywhere else. Leaves, twigs fall as they would.
Prowler cats break in, stray dogs snaffle past,
rats, mice scuttle through, sometimes a toad
hops around toad fashion to his water trough.
The geese announce intrusion in raucous gabble
without any distinction. Or perhaps it’s just
goose talk, “Bad food here, mate,” and the rest
squawk back, “You bet, not enough here
to make crap!” Goose laughter, loud, loud.
If geese were like us, they’d be more polite.
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Tales of the Spiderwoman
There go his geese again,
honking, screeching fit to bring down the rain.
They hold their beaks up,
craning their necks as they raise their urgent cry,
marching across the gravel patch
in peerless dignity, their heads held high.
Despite his fence, I’d grant,
these geese guard terrains grander
than this gravel patch—all we could see
with our mere human eyes.
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Merlie M. Alunan
Dancer
This too familiar territory—
tight fit of skin over flesh,
the bones’ strict measure,
tendon and muscle harnessed
to lift, stretch, sway, bend
to a design—space, the finity
of her body, she makes
or unmakes with a gesture.
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Merlie M. Alunan
Oceans may crash in her veins,
in her blood unseen rivers roar
in flood, but what she knows
within her flesh we cannot see:
wind lingering over valleys
of her need, her hair a thicket
of dreams to snag the moon
in its tangles, in her womb
a well full of shadows.
What eternity of sky yearns,
empty behind her far gaze?
Beneath the tempo of her gait
the hidden idioms of her flesh.
We sit and watch, testing
our truths, tasting our passions
in her grace. Her body stays,
weighted to its changeless fate.
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Tales of the Spiderwoman