Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Floor Le Coultre,
Violin,
c011989,
31-10-13
Main subject teacher: Ilona Sie Dhian Ho
Researchcoaches: Patrick van Deurzen and Philip Curtis
Format: Research Paper
Index
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Introduction
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Ultimate performance
Definition of Music performance anxiety
Methods
Brains
Concentration in sports R. Nideffer
Circles
Performance based approach
Survey
Experiences
Conclusion
Bibliography
p.3
p.4
p.6
p.8
p.9
p.11
p.13
p.14
p.19
p.21
p.26
p.27
Introduction
I as a musician love music. And I love to give my emotions to the audience. But I dont like
the fact that Im sometimes distracted on stage by intern thoughts. Insecure thoughts about
my ability to perform the way are expected by me or by the audience. Sometimes Im
distracted from the music because I need my focus to control my body. There can come too
much tension in my body and all I focus on is loosen it up during the performance.
I already know for sure that Im not the only one who wishes to be more in the performance.
Listening to stories about performance experiences from my colleagues made me aware of a
general similarity.
I have experienced performances where Im totally absorbed in the music. I actually stopped
thinking and was just playing I hope by owning more information about the psychology
behind music performance, I get more tools to work on my ultimate performance.
After making contact with prof. Jane Ginsborg (contact of Philip Curtis) from the Royal
Northern College of Music in Manchester I got in touch with a PHD student of her, Anna. I
asked them about books and articles written about the psychology of the performance. There
is a huge amount of literature. Especially the last 10-20 years Music performance anxiety has
taken a great interest under psychologists. Research to help athletes or businessmen has
developed in an earlier stage already. It was also interesting to read books/articles about sport
psychology. It made me aware that the focus athletes need to perform is very comparable to
the focus musicians need on stage.
The articles and books have given me very valuable information. I have now a much better
overview to show other musicians what distractions (from being in the music) there can be
and how on stage you can learn to control these distractions to get back into the music (or to
get into the flow of the music).
In this research I first would like to discuss the ultimate performance. My research question
is: How to obtain the ultimate performance?
But what is the ultimate performance? For me its the flow of the music that makes me stop
thinking about anything. Its described by the American/Hungarian psychologist
Csikszentmihalyi1 as being in the flow state. But how do my colleagues experience the
ultimate performance? And what happens to them when they are not having their ultimate
performance?
A lot of research has been done in explaining what can be the causes and consequences when
the musician feels the pressure of the expectations to perform. Psychologists have invented
many therapies to help the people who have obtained an anxiety to go on stage. Dianna
Kenny has put attention also on the performance-based approach, which I would like to use in
this research. Martine van der Loo and Liesbeth Citroen exposed also very useful tips to
master your body and mental strength before during and after a concert.
Martine van der Loo is a well-known mental coach for musicians, based in The Hague. 29th
of November I had a very nice talk with her way of working with musicians who need and
want to improve their anxiety to go on stage.
Wieke Karsten, flute teacher in the school, knows a lot about the function of the brains and
how the brain influence practicing and performing. Ive included some of her ideas as well.
Finally I will show methods by Dianna Kenny and Martine van der Loo/Citroen and
experiences from colleagues and myself by using a survey.
1
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mihaly_Csikszentmihalyi
2
Getting into the optimal Performance state by Robert m. Nideffer ph.D
3
The
psychology
of
music
performance
anxiety
by
Dianna
Kenny
(2011)
4
Podiumangst
by
Citroen/Van
Der
Loo
p.28
This can result in the explicit monitoring theory or the distraction theory
Explicit monitoring theory postulates that with pressure, the performer focuses attention
on the step-by-step processes in an attempt to execute the task correctly (Baumeister,
1984; Masters, 1992). While such explicit focus of attention is necessary in the initial
stages of learning (Anderson, 1982), once the skill becomes proceduralized, a musician
cannot consciously attend to all notes and finger positions when performing in real time.
Attempts to monitor these processes may disrupt the automaticity of task performance.5
According to the Distraction theory (Wine, 1971; Eysenck, 1979, 1992) performance
degradation is a result of attentional shifts to task-irrelevant information. In music
performance, examples of task-irrelevant information include: fear of forgetting the notes
when playing from memory, fear of not being able to play a difficult passage, or fear of
public failure and subsequent shame. Task-irrelevant information is said to reduce the
amount of working memory available for task performance. Thats why playing by
memory is more likely to be affected by pressure than tasks that are performed more
intuitively or automatically (Maddox & Ashby, 2004)26
These two theories give information to realize what can hinder you from obtaining your
ultimate performance.
Recently (past 10/20 years) more research had been done to music performance anxiety.
Dianna Kenny wrote a very extensively book about music performance anxiety. Dianna
Kenny draws on a range of disciplines including psychology, philosophy,
phenomenology, psychoanalysis, and performance theory in order to explain the many
facets of music performance anxiety that have emerged in the empirical and clinical
literature.
Music performance anxiety needs to be explained, since the term music performance
anxiety is quite extensive. For my research it is important to understand the difference
between the severe form of music performance anxiety and nervousness what I believe to
be very normal and even necessary for musicians.
5
Performance degration under pressure in music: an examination of attentional processes:
catherine y.wan and gail f. Huon (2005)
6
The
psychology
of
music
performance
anxiety
by
Dianna
Kenny
(2011)
practice, and level of musical accomplishment. It may or may not impair the quality of
the musical performance (Kenny, 2009, )9
In this definition music performance anxiety can be seen as a definition that can be
applied to nervousness, which has a positive effect on the performance, and the severe
anxiety that leads to total blocking and horrible experiences on stage.
The book Podiumangst by Van Der Loo and Citroen states that the difference between
music performance anxiety and nervousness is the period when there is the anxiety. Its
resp. before and especially on stage or just the moments before you go on stage10
9
The
psychology
of
music
performance
anxiety
by
Dianna
Kenny
p.61
10
Podiumangst
by
Citroen/Van
Der
Loo
p.24
Methods
Many researches have been done in developing treatments for the pressure that causes
Music Performance Anxiety.
Recently there has been a significant increase in research involving the treatment of music
performance anxiety. Music performance anxiety is considered to need a different kind of
approach in comparison to social phobia. 11 The treatments can be grouped into seven
areas according to the type of treatment approaches:
1) Psychoanalytic/psychodynamic Therapies
2) Behavior, cognitive, and cognitive behavioral therapy (CBT)
3) New wave cognitive behavioral therapies
4) Multimodal therapies
5) Other interventions for music performance anxiety
6) Emotion-based therapies
7) Pharmacotherapy for anxiety disorders
As I stated in the chapter about music performance anxiety, there are different forms in which
a musician is affected by music performance anxiety. As for this research my goal is to find a
way to the ultimate performance. The treatments described above are very intense and
psychological. Its very personal to choose which treatment fits your needs to your personal
goal.
For me its essential to pay attention to the performers key goal: the quality of there
performance.
Several methods are performance based and ideal for the performer to work on by him/herself
or with a teacher/coach.
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Psychological
treatment
of
musical
performance
anxiety:
Curent
status
and
future
directions
by
Anne
M.McGinnis
and
Leonard
S.
Milling
(2005)
Brains
Before I start with giving an overview of the performance based-approach, I would like first
to show the function of the brains and two theories about the focus necessary to give the
ultimate performance. Ill describe the model by sport psychologist Robert Nideffer in his
book: psyched to win. Secondly the circles invented by H.Eberspcher and adapted by
Wieke Karsten.
The brain can be split into three areas. 1.) the instinctive 2) the emotional 3) the cognitive
brain.
1) The first area in the brain is called the brainstem. It controls your instincts, reflexes,
and elementary brain functions (like breathing and heart-rate).
2) The second part of the brain is called limbic system. It creates our emotions like: joy,
sadness, anger, enjoyment, jealousy etc. Emotional experiences that happen frequently
are stored in this area. Having a great experience on stage will be remembered. Also
the repeated bad experiences
3) The third area is called the cerebral cortex and allows people to develop self reflexion
and the possibility to choose appropriate behavior. It coordinates the activity in the
emotional part and makes sure we can separate our emotions and thoughts.
Consciousness is part of this area.
There is continuously interaction between the three parts. However it isnt always harmonious
interplay. Every part can take over control.
Control of the first area: we react instinctively, without overseeing the consequences.
Control of the second area: we react impulsive and led by emotions, without knowing the
influences from our emotions.
Control of the third area: possibility to control our emotions. We can get stuck in the
windmills of our mind.
Every experience will be stored temporarily. A core in the second area (amygdala) connects
every experience to an emotion. If the first area senses danger, cortisol (an hormone) will
encourage amygdala to connect this danger to a very strong emotion so it will be stored
forever. 12
Going on stage is linked to a dangerous situation. Our body will react very strong. Increased
Heart rate, sweaty hands, cold hands etc. This reaction is called FFF (fight, flight, fright). 13
To deal with this reaction is a key to the ultimate performance.
12
Podiumangst
by
Citroen/van
der
Loo
p.
162
13
gewoon
spannend:
column
by
wieke
karsten
www.wiekekarsten.nl
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Model of R. Nideffer:
Robert Nideffer is a sport psychologist who developed a model (1976) for athletes to control
the focus to create a peak performance.
Its been shown that optimal performance can be facilitated through focus and concentration.
What does it mean to be focused? Concentration is the ability to direct ones full attention to
appropriate cues and stay focused on task in the present instead of being controlled by
irrelevant external (i.e. crowd, game conditions, etc.) or internal (i.e. thoughts, emotions,
physiological activity, etc.) stimuli. During any given competition there are numerous
irrelevant cues that surround players and directing their attention through their own efforts
will enable them to perform to their potential.
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In addition to maintaining focus, athletes must effectively shift attention during performance.
There are four different types of attentional focus to shift from: broad-external, broad-internal,
narrow-external, and narrow-internal. A broad attentional focus allows a person to perceive
several occurrences simultaneously while a narrow attentional focus occurs when you respond
to only one or two cues. In addition, an external focus directs attention outward to an object
while internal attentional focus is directed inward to thoughts and feelings. Athletes go
through each of these four attentional styles multiple times in executing a golf shot for
example. However, under stress and pressure, we tend to skip some of these styles leading to
poor performance. In summary, an athlete can benefit from increased awareness regarding
focus and concentration in every aspect of their performance whether its pre-, during-, or
post-game.14
Mental sport coaches are experienced to help the athletes to be aware which focus they need
at what time.
For musicians its the same. We need to know what our focus is at which part in the music.
Practicing, help from our teachers or even a mental coach like Martine van der Loo can help
us.
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Psyche
to
win
by
R.
Nideffer
12
Circles:
Hans Eberspcher is a German sport psychologist (1943). He invented the Circles which
explain where the focus goes at the time they have to perform.
If the focus is on the task, the athlete will perform his best.
13
16
Wieke
Karsetn:
column
3
seconden
www.wiekekarsten.nl
14
The trichomotomous theory (Lacaille, Whipple and Koestner 2005) is the only goal
setting theory applied to athletes and musicians. The theory proposes two main types of
goals:
1) Mastery goals
2) Performance goals.
Mastery goals are about the development of the skills needed for the task.
Performance goals are in 2 types
a) Performance approach goals, which are directed toward the attainment of success
b) Performance avoidance goals, whose aims are to avoid failure.
Lacaille (2005) hypothesized that a focus on performance goals might not be helpful to
musicians because of the high prevalence and frequency of performance anxiety in that
profession. They speculated that non-achievement goals such as the intrinsic enjoyment of
the music and being absorbed by the musical experience might be more helpful to
musicians.
Practice
It is very important to have your goals very clear in your head when you practice. Performers
need to imagine how they would like the work to sound in the acoustic of the performance
venue and for the particular audience for whom it will be performed (Fortune 2007). There is
an evident link between inadequate practice and music performance anxiety.
Martine
van
der
Loo
developed
Task
Concentration
Training.
The
goal
is
to
break
the
excessive
attention
brought
to
your
physical
reactions,
negative
thoughts
and
fearful
feelings
by
stressful
situations,
like
a
concert.
During
a
concert
your
concentration
should
be
focused
on
the
task.
Very
often
the
focus
is
drawn
to
intern
thoughts
and
feelings
or
to
extern
thoughts
like
whats
going
on
in
the
concert
hall.
Both
are
unwanted
distractions.
To
be
able
to
control
your
thoughts
its
necessary
to
know
what
you
focus
on
during
playing.
1. Start
with
analysing
your
thoughts
while
practising.
Try
to
figure
out
a
certain
patron
that
apparently
fits
your
concentration
habit.
2. Does
the
environment
quickly
distract
you?
Or
are
you
more
distracted
by
internal
thoughts
and
feelings?
3. Train
to
focus
to
the
task
by
choosing
a
musical
aspect
you
need
to
follow
like:
phrases,
vibrato,
your
fellow-musicians,
your
breath,
rhythm
etc.
4. To
train
the
focus
to
the
task,
its
best
to
choose
a
different
focus
of
attention
every
5
minutes.
5.
You
will
have
to
notice
when
your
focus
flows
away.
You
will
have
to
train
to
refocus.
6. Finally
you
will
play
the
whole
piece
with
a
wider
focus.
Youll
notice
which
points
will
need
more
attention.
7. Finally
on
stage
youve
to
let
go.
Have
faith
and
stay
focused
to
whats
happening
in
the
moment.
8. If
this
isnt
possible
because
of
fear:
focus
your
attention
to
one
aspect.
For
example-
make
contact
with
your
fellow
musicians.
Unifying model of psychological preparations for peak performance
What do we, as musicians need to be aware of before a performance?
Hardy, Jones and Gould (1996) developed a model with five components:
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..The tightrope that is a full-length memorized recital. Thats a tightrope for any-one, it
doesnt matter if youre Richter, or Pavarotti and youve done it 5.000 times. It is a very
big outpouring of concentrated intellectual and creative energy. It Takes a build-up of
preparation, much like a sporting event, you have to peak at the right time. And you have
to arrive on the stage in a condition where youre able to shed the physical symptoms of
the adrenaline rush, but have the residue of concentration, very unusual high levels of
concentration, which make you feel as though you are in a flow state where youre carried
along by your brain. So its partially a physical re-enactment of learned positions
controlled by a creative impulse, which is held hostage to absolute concentration. If your
concentration goes, the creative impulse is destroyed because the panic of retaining the
physical movements then becomes the major project. So ones goal is to reach a state of
preparation where, when youre in this state of concentration, you dont have cut-outs that is, a serious loss of concentration. Its a mental state of focus, which is like sitting
someone down and youre going to tell them a story, and you have the story in your head.
You know what it is you want to talk about. Youre creating the story as you say it by the
sentences that you construct and so on. Youre trying to make an impression on the other
person with the story, so youre emphasizing some things; youre considering the order in
which the things come. Its a bit like that except that it is an infinitely more complex task
than that because youre regurgitating an existing phenomenon, anothers creation.
Stephanie emphasizes to
1) Prepare the physical movements combined with your creative impulse
2) Focus on this-> this will prevent your concentration drop, which in all cases need to
be avoided; Its hard to get back to this focus. The new focus will be
artificial(retaining the physical movements without the creative impulse)
The role of imagery in performance preparation/mental practice
In music performance, motor imagery associated with simultaneous technical and
emotional input can help to embed information securely in the memory. Introducing a
more imaginative approach into performance practice has potential benefits for both
motivation and memory retention (Holmes, 2005). Imagery may also assist less confident
performers achieve heightened mental focus and a clearer perception of the perfect
performance, which may facilitate enhanced performance (Hall, 1995;Moritz et al.,
1996). Imagery may also enhance emotional connection with the music in performance
(Peterson, 2000) or the auditory, visual and proprioceptive sense required for optimum
technical function (Dunbar-Wells, 1999).
Pre-performance imagery may assist in focusing the mind on a thought or sensation that
the performer associates with confidence. Others focus on the breath to calm anxiety and
reduce automatic stress-related responses. These strategies serve simultaneously to
distract the performer from the inner monologue of self-doubting and catastrophizing
thoughts that can impair a performance (Liston et al., 2003; Zinn, McCain, & Zinn, 2000).
In sports mental preparation already is an important part of their routine. They use:
competition simulation, mental practice, goal setting, emotion control, behavioral
routines, specific technical strategies, attentional strategies, reaction to mistakes, and postcompetition self-assessment (Bertollo, Salterelli, & Robazza, 2009).
If I would translate this to mental preparation for musicians it would be:
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Concert try-out, mental practice, goal setting (for example: playing the piece with the
emotions that for you fit the piece), emotion control ( keep your head cool), behavioral
routines ( know what your body language will give to the audience, practice it), know
your motor skills, know what to focus during playing, know that mistakes always happen,
evaluate your performance afterwards with a positive attitude (dont call yourself ever the
worst musician. Remember some mistakes to work on. Remember also the good parts of
the performance).
Martine van der loo and Liesbeth Citroen developed some very useful exercises to train
your imagery practice. Ill explain 3 exercises that I found very useful.
1. Visualization
If you visualize a concert, there are 2 possibilities:
- Extern visualizations: You see yourself from the audience playing
- Intern visualization: Youre standing on stage and experience your playing
Athletes use visualization training all the time. Before they actually run the race, they
already experienced every movement and emotion a hundred times.
With extern visualization you can correct more easily your skills, since you take
distance from your emotions.
With the intern visualization you pay more attention to your physical sensations and
feelings that come with your skills.
2. Pretend to be someone else
- What can make you mentally stronger is to give you the sensation of being someone
who you think to be the best.
- Imagine this person playing the piece, you have to play
- Visualize and Analyze this person extern (youre sitting in the hall)
- Visualize that its you playing. What are the sensations? How does it feel to be this
person? Whats changing?
- Sometimes you can also take yourself as model from a concert you had an ultimate
performance experience.
3. Choose the key
When youre very nervous on stage and you know its necessary to get your brains focused to
the music you can choose a thought that brings you back to a more confident feeling that you
recognize from your practice.
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-
-
-
Choose the key (it can be something physical, or something mental. For example:
focus your attention to your right shoulder to relax it. Or focus your attention to an
image of someone you love.
Choose the condition you need (very confident). You can recognize this feeling by
thinking about your model, or to take the attitude from someone with a lot of
confidence, or by saying something powerful to yourself like: Go! Here I am! Dont
mind!
Every time you make this key movement or think about your loved one, youll
connect it automatically to the condition you need.
Practice this when youre confident and relaxed. Its the best way to program it into
your system.
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Survey:
Since Ive realized myself that my focus on stage is not always in the music like I want to,
I was wondering what my colleagues experience when they are on stage and before stage.
Ive asked 50 colleagues the following questions:
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-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
This varies a bit. Some colleagues are able to just follow the music, but many are also
thinking about what the teacher said, or about stupid things like the lights in the hall,
or about mistakes, audience some dont think about anything: they play automatically,
which is not in the music. Some give themselves comments all the time: relax your
body, follow the phrase, and think ahead.
Yes people shift with their thoughts during the performance, which probably is normal
since the brain cant focus intensively for a very long time. The main goal is to refocus
and to skip the irrelevant thoughts.
Following the music, in the sound, phrasing, self confidence, listening to the sound in
the hall
Thinking about the opinion of the audience, thinking you want to leave, failing,
panicking about phrases that are about to come
Some are very relaxed and visualize the concert, keeping up the positive mood, others
are stressed and easily distracted, most of them dont play too much before the
performance, but try to stay calm.
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-
It depends very much. It doesnt seem to always be the same on stage, so bad thinking
before doesnt always imply a bad performance
Some people stay negative and want to leave the stage; others are able to refocus to
the music by listening to other musicians.
Reading the answers from my colleagues somehow gave me the confirmation I already knew.
It is difficult to control our focus and our thoughts. Im glad to see that some of my colleagues
are aware and being able to deal with it.
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Experiences
In
my
research
I
have
shown
exercises
and
descriptions
of
methods
to
help
a
musician
become
stronger
on
stage,
but
are
these
exercises
and
methods
really
working?
Behavioral model of performance enhancement (with coach)
Individual zones of optimal functioning (IZOF) model (with coach)
Goal setting
Practice/ Task Concentration Technique
Unifying model of psychological preparations for peak performance/ Preperformance routine
Imagery
First Ive practiced these exercises myself, to see if I could improve my focus on stage with
having the exercises in my preparation and on stage.
Secondly I will show the methods that I havent mentioned in my research to show the choice
Ive made and to explain why Ive made this choice.
Finally I have discussed these exercises with my colleagues during the master circle at the
royal conservatoire of The Hague.
Behavioral model of performance enhancement + individual zones of optimal
functioning (IZOF) model.
Since
I
started
my
performance
based-approach
with
explaining
the
methods
of
the
behavioural
model
and
IZOF
model
I
want
to
add
now
that
these
exercises
are
not
for
individual
use.
With
a
coach
you
have
to
analyse
yourself
and
the
coach,
who
is
trained,
develops
a
schedule
to
address
the
best
solutions.
I
mentioned
these
models
since
they
make
logical
sense
to
me.
Diary
of
my
performances.
-
1e
try-out
competition
program.
Exercise:
Goal
setting
and
task
concentration
training.
My
goal
was:
prove
that
I
studied
well
and
playing
the
pieces
in
tune
and
perfect.
Like
a
cd
recording.
Result:
I
was
very
nervous.
When
I
was
in
the
hall
I
recognised
people
who
I
knew
were
very
critical.
Consequence:
No
attention
to
music,
very
stressed
playing,
automatic
playing.
Halfway
the
try-out
I
could
refocus
by
forcing
myself
to
listen
to
myself
in
the
hall.
It
was
the
task
concentration
training
that
saved
me.conclusion:
choosing
the
right
goal
is
incredibly
important.
I
want
to
add
that
when
I
practice
the
tct,
I
found
it
difficult
in
the
beginning
to
keep
one
focus
for
5
minutes.
Its
quite
long.
I
think
its
better
to
start
with
1
min.
If
it
goes
well,
you
can
try
longer
and
build
your
focus
like
this.
-
2nd
try-out
for
competition:
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4) Ideal performance state: finding the optimal levels for emotions, cognitions and
arousal
5) Environment: physical, social, organizational, situational
These
5
points
need
to
be
built
during
time
and
with
help
from
others.
Confidence
is
the
hardest
to
achieve
by
yourself.
Im
quite
lucky
that
Ive
always
had
people
around
me
who
have
told
me
I
have
something
special
and
its
worth
going
for
it.
Ive
met
some
colleagues
who
were
not
lucky
and
didnt
have
social
support
around
them.
They
never
won
competitions
and
their
teachers
didnt
give
this
personal
input
which
I
consider
to
be
extremely
important
for
the
mental
preparation.
If
you
would
know
yourself
exactly
what
is
your
strong
point
and
why
you
want
to
make
music
and
the
environment
supports
you
then
its
just
you
who
needs
to
deal
with
the
psychological
skills
and
the
concert
circumstances
and
finding
the
optimal
level
of
arousal.
The
psychological
skills
can
be
solved
with
the
exercises.
The
concert
circumstances
and
finding
the
optimal
level
of
arousal
are
linked
to
the
psychological
skills.
Mental
preparation
can
prepare
you.
Exercises
I
didnt
choose:
Alexander
Technique
Alexander
Technique
is
a
method
that
focuses
on
the
right
body
posture
concerning
the
head,
neck
and
the
back.
Results
might
be
that
physically
the
musician
experiences
a
relaxed
feeling
in
the
body
and
it
can
work
as
a
distraction
technique:
the
musician
is
able
to
distract
the
fearful
thoughts
by
focusing
on
the
right
posture..
I
have
had
one
year
of
alexander
technique.
Privately
and
in
the
conservatory
during
my
bachelor.
I
tried
to
create
the
right
posture
but
the
problem
for
me
was
that
the
teachers
were
not
musicians.
So
they
expected
you
to
have
the
posture
with
minimal
movement.
Being
a
musician
means
to
be
in
the
music.
For
me
its
easier
to
be
in
the
music
with
all
my
body.
Keeping
my
body
relaxed
and
quiet
resulted
in
playing
very
distant
for
me
it
didnt
work
to
be
put
in
the
right
position.
A
relaxed
body
of
course
is
very
important
but
for
me
a
relaxed
body
doesnt
mean
to
stand
like
a
robot.
Beta-blockers
A
Beta-blocker
is
a
medicine
that
controls
your
body
in
a
very
stressful
situation.
The
symptoms
like
trembling,
sweaty
hands
and
getting
a
dry
mouth
disappear.
If
youre
a
confident
musician
who
only
suffers
extremely
from
these
body
reactions
when
arousal
appears,
it
might
feel
like
a
good
solution.
Results
have
shown
that
musicians
experiencing
psychological
effects;
such
as
a
low
self-esteem
have
no
benefit
from
the
beta-blockers.
I
tried
once
a
beta-blocker.
The
result
was
that
I
felt
extremely
slow
and
calm
and
emotionless.
I
played
very
boring.
I
dont
want
to
advise
musicians
to
take
beta-blockers
since
I
believe
in
the
power
of
music.
If
a
musician
needs
to
control
his
body
during
a
performance
I
believe
that
focus
on
music
should
be
the
medicine.
Jacobson
The
method
of
Jacobson
learns
to
relax
the
muscles,
which
is
necessary
when
arousal
appears..
Very
systematically
they
teach
you
all
your
different
groups
of
muscles.
The
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method
takes
20-25
minutes.
You
have
to
do
these
exercises
every
day.
With
the
assistance
of
a
cd
you
hear
a
voice
very
slowly
telling
you
to
which
muscle
you
need
to
pay
attention
to
and
what
to
experience.
They
use
text
like:
make
sure
you
sit
comfortable..
Let
go
all
the
muscles.
Now
lift
your
eyebrow,
more
and
more.
Relax
now
and
make
the
wrinkles
disappear.
Experience
the
wrinkles
disappearing
from
your
forehead
when
you
relax..
now
furrow
your
forehead
etc
I
believe
that
for
some
people
this
might
be
useful.
But
you
need
to
have
a
lot
of
patience
and
you
need
to
be
able
to
believe
the
voice
you
hear
on
the
cd.
Its
comparable
with
yoga.
I
used
to
go
to
yoga
every
week
but
I
had
the
same
problem
as
with
the
cd:
The
level
of
dramatic
input
in
the
way
they
ask
you
to
experience
your
body.
It
sounds
too
vague
for
me.
Eastern
philosophies
Some
relaxation
techniques
use
ideas
from
the
eastern
philosophies.
To
relieve
tension
and
create
relaxed
muscles
they
use
exercises
with
hypnotic
symptoms.
Eastern
philosophies
are
very
close
to
the
spiritiual
believe.
Believe
that
your
spirit
is
independent
and
can
be
liberated
from
the
body,
which
improves
your
performance.
You
need
an
extremely
quiet
area
to
get
hypnotised
and
after
you
feel
very
lazy
For
me
its
not
the
solution
to
feel
like
youre
in
a
different
place
and
having
not
a
clear
control
over
yourself.
Its
too
vague
and
I
prefer
to
stay
with
2
feet
on
the
ground.
Discussion
with
my
colleagues:
In
the
beginning
of
January
Ive
had
a
discussion
during
the
master
circle.
I
had
shared
the
exercises
that
were
useful
for
me.
But
are
they
useful
for
everyone?
Imagery,
pretend
to
be
someone
else,
goal
setting
theory,
task
concentration
training
and
choose
the
key.
Pretend
to
be
someone
else
and
choose
the
key
didnt
seem
to
be
appreciated.
To
pretend
to
be
someone
else
seemed
to
underestimate
your
own
talent
and
capacity.
Why
not
believing
in
yourself?
For
others
it
seemed
to
be
useful
since
they
dont
feel
confident
themselves
and
with
pretending
to
be
a
powerful
confident
talented
person
it
could
help
them
to
feel
better.
Choosing
the
key
is
something
that
needs
good
practice.
The
most
students
thought
it
was
difficult
to
choose
a
key
which
is
strong
enough
to
go
back
to
the
confident
feeling
you
have
in
your
practise
room.
How
do
you
choose
this
key?
We
discussed
about
it
and
the
conclusion
is
that
for
everyone
confidence
gives
a
certain
physical
association.
For
some
student
it
was
the
feet
strongly
on
the
ground.
For
another
it
is
opening
the
chest.
Actually
no
one
wanted
to
use
an
image
to
use
as
key.
Its
because
it
mostly
isnt
linked
to
a
confidant
feeling.
And
a
picture
of
your
loved
one,
might
even
be
distracting
For
some
colleagues
if
you
start
to
speak
about
meditations
as
part
of
imagery
they
associate
it
with
spiritual
work,
which
is
not
suitable
for
every
person.
As
I
mentioned
before,
to
stay
with
2
feet
on
the
ground
can
create
for
some
people
more
confidence.
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Meditation
as
part
of
imagery
means
that
you
take
your
time
to
really
experience
the
concert
thats
coming.
Its
very
concrete
since
you
have
to
decide
what
to
focus
on
and
how
to
use
your
body.
The
goal
setting
theory
and
task
concentration
training
(tct)
are
very
concrete
and
clear
to
use.
Only
one
colleague
thought
about
the
tct
that
it
might
be
difficult
to
practice
it
since
you
have
to
be
very
strict
with
yourself.
If
you
choose
a
focus
for
5
min.
you
really
have
to
make
sure
youre
not
thinking
about
anything
else.
Only
then
you
are
able
to
improve
your
concentration.
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Conclusion:
I started this research to obtain the ultimate performance.
First of course I needed to clarify what is the ultimate performance. Psychologist
Csikszentmihalyi helped me realize its this being absorbed by music, loss of time
awareness that he calls the flow state that every musician wishes to experience.
To create a flow is something very difficult to do. Its something that needs to happen.
Its interesting to see that even though on stage youre still nervous, by practicing to think
about the right things, you can manage to enjoy your sound and feel the music yourself.
For me this is in a concert a wonderful thing to hold on to. You may still think about your
focus and your needs to refocus when your attention draws away to irrelevant thoughts,
but at least the enjoyment becomes a big part of your performance.
After reading through my research Ive realised Ive gained so much more awareness how
to create a nice experience for myself on stage. Recently Ive given quite some recitals. I
enjoyed it.
There were moments my concentration went internal or external, but I was able to refocus.
The performance-based approach taught me how to prepare mentally.
Visualisation, determining the right goal, self-confidence by giving me the keywords
before going on stage (you can do it! Here I am! Dont mind), pretending to be someone
else.
Refocusing by putting attention to for example relaxing my stomach.
People around me who have followed me the past years separately told me my way of
playing has grown much more expressively and more free.
Besides the exercises Ive been able to use during practice and on stage, I gained more
awareness about the function and consequences of the brain when arousal was activated.
By this awareness you realize its something natural and nothing extraordinary. The FFF
reaction is something pure instinctive, which is impossible to deny.
I want to thank Martine van der Loo and Wieke Karsten for the time they reserved for me
to talk about my research. Also of course my coaches Philip Curtis and Patrick van
Deurzen and Kathryn Cok.
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Bibliography
Articles:
Getting into the optimal performance state by R. Nideffer
Psychological treatment of musical performance anxiety: Curent status and future directions
by Anne M.McGinnis and Leonard S. Milling (2005)
Performance degration under pressure in music: an examination of attentional processes:
catherine y.wan and gail f. Huon (2005)
columns: Wieke Karsten www.wiekekarsten.nl : Circel 1/3 seconden/gewoon spannend
Books:
Performance of music performance anxiety by Dianne Kenny
Podiumangst by Liesbeth Citroen en Martine van der Loo
Psyche to win by Robert Nideffer
Website:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mihaly_Csikszentmihalyi
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