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should discuss, but first let us both walk around the beautiful
fields surrounding this monastery and let me explain the answer
to your important question about what I meant regarding not
attaching to things which appear good. As we walked among the
meadows he stopped, closed his eyes and breathed deeply. He
asked me to do the same and then said What do you smell? I
thought for a moment and said I cant describe it because Ive
never smelled anything so sweet, so delightful, so pure. I think I
could just sit here and lay among these flowers and breathe their
perfume forever. He then asked me to open my eyes and look at
the flowers. Wild gladioli, he noted, Delicate purple blossoms,
beautiful to the eyes, sweet to the nose and sensual to the touch.
But there is a danger hidden among them! We enjoy their
sweetness and beauty so much that our senses want to attach to
them; we want to be with them all the time, we want to embody
their very essence but we are unable to, and when we realize that
we cant, then we become disturbed and restless. We become so
attached to the experience that we interrupt our journey for we
refuse to believe that there could possibly be anything more
sweet and beautiful than what we attach to at the moment. We
stop seeking, we stop looking and our mind and body can only
think of the gladioli. It is the same when we seek God. As we
begin our spiritual journey we feel that initial grace of coming to
know God. We get a drop of his sweetness on our tongue and we
get fooled into thinking that our journey is complete when in fact
it has just started. We attach to this divine sweetness in a similar
way that a fly gets stuck in honey. The fly is no longer free but
trapped and if it does free itself it needs to cleanse its body and
wings so that it may continue on its way, ever seeking. We
cannot progress to the state of ultimate union with God unless we
detach our senses from all pleasures, even if we are convinced
that the pleasure is of divine origin. God does not make himself
so easily discovered for he transcends his own creation and has
hidden himself deep within us, deep within our soul. But many
people are reluctant to let go of this newly found sweetness and
those that have do not find it a second time. And why is that?
Because union with God must be in his realm which is not of this
earth or even of this universe. As long as we place our sensory
needs and gratification above our spiritual needs, then we are
shackled by the very locks we make. But we are also the only
even when there are so many sounds around you, just as we did
now. Is this what you came here for?
For a second time, in the silence of my heart I spoke yes. I
turned to Fray Juan, smiled and said I feel it. He smiled and
shook his head in acknowledgement and got up and in silence we
both made our way back to the monastery.
well and use them and you will then understand the gospel when
Matthew quoted the Lord seek and ye shall find.
You now have everything you need to complete your journey.
I will write to you again when I have something new to share. I
saved the letters you sent me and I now return them to you so
that you may witness the progress you made. Padre Viola, may
the Lord watch over you and grant you a safe return home and
guide your soul to him. With those final words, echoing in my
heart, I asked him for his blessings and prayers and in return he
asked me for mine. That was the last time I ever saw him.