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Byun Baekhyun was behaving weirdly ever since he came back from his parents.
It was only the two days after Ive last called him when he finally returned to our dorm.
Youre back.
I was watching television in the living room, and said that while trying not to look like I cared much.
Yeah. He replied in a small voice as he walked past me with his head down into our shared
bedroom.
Why was still trying to ignore me?
I did apologise yesterday.
Hey I wanted to call him back to the living room, but Oh Sehun had to jump in at this time.
Baekhyun-Hyung, theres a letter for you.
Baekhyun who was looking weary the whole time was immediately alerted, his head jolted up to look
at Sehun. Almost as if a snatch, he took the envelope from Sehuns hands.
Youyou didnt look at its contents right?
Something was feeling off to me.
Uh haha, I did look in it, Sehun scratched his head and smiled sheepishly.
Hearing this, Baekhyuns expression turned stale.
I-Its just a letter from a fan, it was in my pile of letters. I thought it was for me so I opened it up
sorry, Hyung.
Ohits okay. I could see the relief on Baekhyuns face. His hands drooped to his sides as he
walked towards our bedroom.
Hyung Oh Sehun still wanted to say something else to him, so he put his hand out to tap on
Baekhyuns shoulder.
The moment he tapped on Baekhyun, Baekhyun fell to the floor.
I froze, then rushed up to him and pushed Oh Sehun aside.
What are you doing! I shouted at him before picking the collapsed man off the ground.
Sehun was evidently afraid, he looked like he was about to cry. I-I-I didnt do anything wrong! He
said as he carried Baekhyun with me into the bedroom.
Looking at Baekhyun weak and pale, I was feeling extreme pained.
I covered him with a blanket and placed my hand on his forehead.
He did not continue the small talk and rinsed his cup instead.
I walked up to him and hugged him from behind.
I could feel his body freeze for a second.
Byun Baekhyun smelt good. So was it this same scent that drew those other men in? I lowered my
head and nuzzled my nose against his neck, my hands roaming across his waist.
I am so in love with his body.
I put my lips next to his ears, and whispered, Lets do it.
He didnt dare to move in my embrace, and upon hearing those words, I could sense him panic.
II dont feel well enough for it. He said in a small voice.
I dont care, I said before leaning in to plant kisses on his neck.
But I was immediately pushed away. Thrown off guard, I backed away a few steps.
His eyes were filled with panic and I was in disbelief.
What the hell was that? Was he declining me?
Another day, pleaseI dont want it today.
Was it too tiring yesterday then? I asked him expressionlessly. I thought about how he hung up my
phone call yesterday and how I even sent him a sorry text.
I felt like a fool.
So when your voice shook it wasnt because you were crying huh.
Out of anger, I grabbed his wrist and dragged him into the bathroom.
Dont make a sound, I warned him, there are others still in this house.
He staggered his way into the bathroom, and out of obedience, he followed my instruction. But what
gave him away was his panicky and erratic breathing.
I locked the bathroom door and turned the shower head on, covering the sound that would be made
soon.
I stripped him of his clothes and took him into my embrace, then I lowered my head to engage him in
a kiss. It was mad lust.
His body temperature was still high from the fever and his lips were cracked and I knew he had no
energy to push me away as he leaned limply against me.
I let go of his lips and started to unbuckle my belt but that was when I heard him speak in a quiet
voice.
ChanyeolI-Im cold. He was leaning naked against the cold bathroom wall while water droplets
from his hair dripped down onto his face.
Can you cover me with a shirt at least He plead between chattering teeth.
I watched him as my agitated heart calmed down.
Did he go get water to try to keep himself warm? After giving me his jacket?
He wouldnt let me feel cold.
He always took care of me secretly, behind my sight.
Hes also here right now about to be put through pain. I knew he loved me.
What about me?
What the hell was I doing? The mans sick!
I snapped out of my thoughts and rushed to pick up his shirt that was thrown onto the floor, except it
was already wet.
I took off my half-dry shirt and put it on him, and lifted his pants back up for him to wear it.
He was still shivering as he watched me with confusion.
Ignoring him, I grabbed a towel and dried his hair with it, thankfully his hair wasnt soaked.
Afterwards, I pulled him into a hug, my bare chest against him.
Lets stay like this for a while more.
I wanted to make him feel warmer but he still continued shivering.
Go back to the room and rest. I let him go.
He watched me, puzzled, What about you? He eyed my loin.
I can manage, I kissed his burning forehead and pushed him out of the bathroom.
Suddenly, I couldnt bear to cause him harm.
--A week later, we had another group schedule for the first time in months.
Kyungsoo was having a mini concert and we were there as guests to perform one of our songs.
Everyone was excited, since its been such a long time.
Except Baekhyun.
After he has recovered, he became much more quiet and Id notice him gazing into space by himself. I
had no clue what he was thinking about. He never left the house, and he ate very little. I even thought
he had insomnia Some days when I woke up in the middle of the night, Id hear his soft sighs.
Was he alright?
Is he alright?