In past Tried to cut my wrist n finish But I had Responsibilities Obligations So Im alive

I m so much absorbed That I feel scattered

I was getting to sleep after sending a text But just then I said that I would stay awake for her I kept my word And response that I got after wait was That she is tired And she is sleeping

Cant choose Whether to live being hurt And suffer getting pain, Distress Or Just leave

I shouldnt have forgotten the old habits Of getting hurt.

Just Wait and Wait and Wait And still no gain

The alone maybe lonely But at least they have no one to lose.

I want to hear your lies One more time.