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sagamomcemlo saxli

Tbilisi
2009
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© eka Wkadua, daTo abulaZe, gafrenili Citi

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 `kamaTeli 6 000-jer rom aagdo,
SesaZloa 6 000-jerve iaganze dajdes...
SeuZlebelia? magram SesaZlebelic
xom aris?.. anu, sadac SesaZlebels
igulisxmeb, iq SeuZlebelic
aucileblad unda igulisxmo~...
maqs friSi
 eka Wkadua & daTo abulaZe

_ Tormeti.
_ ra Tormeti?
_ Sexvedra... Tormeti.
_ geSleba, cameti.
_ mecamete romelia?
_ mecamete ara, pirveli...
_ ho, kargi, pirveli...
_ didi xnis win iyo.

I
cecxlisferTmiani

TxuTmeti da albaT, ufro meti wlis

win...
maRlivi korpusi.
uh, rogor mezareba axla leqcia!.. Ti-
Tqmis auditoriis karTan misuli, viRac
ucxo biWs vxedav (biologebSi biWi iSvi-
aTia). ratomRac me amomarCia. modis Cem-

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Tan, Tvals mikravs da mekiTxeba:

_ filologebs icnobT? (ra SuaSia
filologebi biologebTan ver vxvdebi).
_ ara! _ vupasuxe da cota iWvneulad
Sevxede.
_ auh, rogor civa, ara? auditoriaSi
SevideT da iq visaubroT, Zalian gTxovT.
ara, amas namdvilad aklia _ gavifiqre
da mereRa davakvirdi. warmoudgeneli
silamazis WroRa Tvalebs SeveCexe. sevdi-
ani da Tan TvalismomWreli sinaTliT iyo
savse es ori siRrme. ratomRac davyevi mis
nebas da cariel auditoriaSi SevediT.
yvelaferze erTad laparakobda: siyva-
rulze, silamazeze, siamovnebaze, musika-
ze... leqcia daiwyo. 45 wuTi Zalian gaiwe-
la. kidev mindoda misi naxva. zari daire-
ka. derefanSi gamovedi. Cemi nacnobi ima-
ve adgilas damxvda. miTxra, rom dRes
albaT aRar movidoda misi megobari gog-
ona da damemSvidoba. ucnauri grZnoba
dameufla. mindoda kidev rame gamego mis
Sesaxeb. davuZaxe da erTad gaseirneba Sev-
Tavaze. man gamiRima Tavisi ucnauri Tva-

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lebiT da gavuyeviT gzas. mxolod TviTon

saubrobda. me vusmendi. Semdeg damemSvi-
doba da uceb gaqra. didxans veZebdi Tbi-
lisis quCebSi mis Tvalebs, magram arsad,
aRarasdros, aRar Semxvedria...

ra advilia furclis da kalmistris

aReba magididan da ra Znelia misi Sevseba
im ganwyobiT, rasac grZnob. sityvebi, ga-
mocdileba da rwmena ar myofnis. isic
vici, rom arasdros meyofa, magram dac-
la, gaTavisufleba, Cemive azris sruly-
ofa (SeZlebisdagvarad) maqvs miznad
dasaxuli da mainc vbedav. davakvirdi...
TviTon vqmni situaciebs am yvelafris-
Tvis. axlac oTaxSi Cems Zalian axlo me-
gobarTan erTad var. Tumca xmas ar vcem
da albaT, misi azriT, `arafrad vagdeb~
mis gverdiT yofnas. arada, es ubralod
gverdiT yofna me xom saRerRels miSlis,
fiqris saRerRels... egoisti var?.. ra az-
ri aqvs sityvas, roca is zedmetia? ra
vqna, mivide da davelaparako? ara, dRes
xom siCumis dRea... vusmen musikas, da isic

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ar mesmis. ufro sworad mesmis, magram es

musika Cems siCumes ufro did siCumed ay-
alibebs. me axla sakuTari gonebis pale-
ontologi var da misi qanebis SeswavliT
verTobi. ratomRac maxsendeba Cemi bavS-
vobisdroindeli `vinme~ _ feTxumis,
mouwesrigeblisa da gauzrdeli Tanato-
lis mimarT zizRiT gadasrolili fraza:
gaTxrebs atareb?.. axlac wuTiT zizRiT
mebruceba qveda tuCi. Semdeg vTavisu-
fldebi am SegrZnebisgan da isev sakuTari
gonebis mecnier-paleontologi vxdebi.
ho, gaTxrebs vatareb, magram, ara cxvir-
Si, aramed warsulSi, bavSvobaSi...

safrTxe unda iynoso. Cemma gonebam es

albaT igrZno da sanam `qvebis srolas~
daiwyebda, manamde iTxova rCeva da daxma-
reba... da axla ra? aTasi rCeviT miTiTe-
bul trankvilizatorebs vylapav da arc
ki vici sad davfrinav. albaT Cemi Casax-
visTanave Serwymuli dnm-s tripletis
romeliRac nukleotidma `sasargeblo~
mutacia ganicada da me misi msxverpli

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var. vxumrob, Tumca, albaT cotaTi giJi

mainc var. aba, ras mivawero aseTi fanta-
ziebi?.. ai, axlac, sul cota xnis win, re-
nesansuli ZeglebiT daxunZlul, melo-
diurobiT gamaognebel, mzis Warbi sxive-
biT ganaTebul, samxreTuli tempera-
mentiTa da xalisiT gaJRenTil samyaros,
manamde qveyanas, kunZuls, saxls, ojaxs
vekuTvni. es albaT Cemi gamogonili bavS-
vobaa. Cemi fantaziis nayofi, jer kidev
bavSvi, berZnuli miTologiis Temaze Se-
qmnili qandakebebis gverdiT dgeba da
mondomebiT baZavs maT. xan xels awevs,
xanac cerebze dgeba. mis irgvliv Tavs
uamravi adamiani iyris. mcvelebs poli-
ciis gamoZaxebac surT, magram viRac
droze Caereva. gogona enawyliani aRmo-
Cnda. ar rcxvenia, ar eSinia da ambobs: me
momavlis cekva aRmovaCine, me genialuri
var!..
ar vici iq saidan gavCndi. ar vici dab-
nelda Tu ganaTda am dros Cemi goneba.
mxolod erTi vici, momwons iqauroba...
mere... mere TavSi isev raRac gadatrial-

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da da ai, ukve amas vxedav: Cems garSemo

mZinare adamianebi sawolidan vardebian...
Semosasvleli oTaxidan viRac qalamnebs
isvris... aguris natexebi mamas TavSi xvde-
ba... TefSebi bzrial-bzrialiT dafri-
naven... kedlebidan saSineli xmauri is-
mis... Rmuili... sicili... tirili... viRac
gabrazebuli uCinari saxls `alagebs~...
ar vici romeli saukunea. am saxlSi co-
li, qmari da ori qaliSvili cxovrobs.
maT dedaCemis, mamaCemis, Cemi disa da Cemi
garegnoba aqvT. umcrosi me var... erT
Rames sawolis ucnauri moZraoba gamo-
maRviZebs. SeSinebuli das vaRviZeb. Ramis
ganmavlobaSi saidumloebiT moculi
movlena ramdenjerme ganmeordeba. Cvens
saZinebel oTaxSi drodadro braxuni is-
mis, TiTqos iatakze mZime sagani vardeba.
ucnauri xmebi Zils gvifrTxobs da ram-
denime uZilo Ramis Semdeg deda da mama
TavianT saZinebel oTaxSi gadagviyvanen.
gava ramdenime dRe. saxlSi simSvide
daisadgurebs. Tumca, erT gvian Rames
Cven raRac xmauri isev gamogvaRviZebs _

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TiTqos viRacam taSi Semohkra. imave wuTs

me (romelmac, albaT, mSoblebis gare-
mocvaSi usafrTxod vigrZeni Tavi) davi-
yvireb: `aba, saZagelo, boroto arsebav,
gaimeore is, rasac me gavakeTeb~ da sam-
jer Semovkrav taSs. pasuxad igive ganme-
ordeba. Cemi saqcieliT gaTamamebuli Ce-
mi da `mas~ gaubedavad mimarTavs: `axla
is gaimeore, rasac me gavakeTeb~ da mag-
idaze xeliT oTxjer daakakunebs. pasux-
ad magida haerSi aiweva da ukan dabruneb-
isas oTxi dakakuneba gaismis. mSoblebi
SiSisa da gaocebisgan xmas ver iReben, Cven
ki `masTan~ garTobas ganvagrZobT... roca
deda gons moego, `eqsperimentSi~ monawi-
leobis miReba manac isurva da uxilav Za-
las Svilebis asakze miniSneba sTxova. pa-
suxad, karze jer 14-jer... Semdeg 12-jer
daakakunes...
wlebi gairbens...
Cemi fantaziis gogona kompoziciaSi
`siyvaruli~ ganSorebis scenas asrulebs.
cekvavs Zalze ubralod, bunebrivad da
rogorc Cans, siyvaruli Tavad masSi bu-

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dobs. is sxeuliT `laparakobs~ da TiT-

qos ambobs: siyvarulSi adamianebi iseve
Tavisuflebi unda iyvnen, rogorc cekva-
Si. aranairi dapireba, araviTari valde-
buleba... mas sayvareli adamiani ultima-
tums wauyenebs: an is, an cekva. gogonas eg-
ona, rom igi CitiviT Tavisufali sWird-
ebodaT. sayvarelma adamianma ki misi `Sin-
aur qaTmad~ monaTvla moindoma. `qalis
Wkua maSin Cans, Tu igi mas saguldagulod
malavs~ _ ityvis viRac. manamde ki raRa-
caze Tu viRacaze gabrazebuli Seqspiri
wamoiZaxebs: `araraobav, dedakaci unda
gerqvas Sen!~ _ arada... gonebiT kidev
ufro Sors mivdivar... xom arsebobdnen
amorZalebi. ai, gazafxulis is mziani
dRec. zRvis sanapiro. Tvaluwvdeneli
midamo _ gmiris mier dapyrobili naxe-
vari msoflio. is daiRala. nuTu ver mi-
aRwia imas, razec ocnebobda?! fiqrebSi
garTuls msaxuri miuaxlovda: `viRac
warmosadegi qalbatoni gewviaT~ (gmirs
igi samas meomar qalTan erTad ewvia). `Se-
mouSviT~ _ brZana batonma. gmiri aleq-

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sandre makedoneli iyo. misi banaki im

dros kaspiis zRvis sanapiroze iyo gan-
Tavsebuli. ucxoqveyneli ki amorZaleb-
is dedofali falestrisi, romelic `kav-
kasiasa da mdinare faziss~ Soris teri-
torias ganagebda. mxolod misi Cacmulo-
ba badebda eWvs mis didgvarovnebaze. mxe-
dars mokle qvedabolo ecva, xelSi fari
eWira, moSiSvlebuli mkerdi mouCanda.
maTi Sexvedra Cvens welTaRricxvamde 330
wels moxda...
ra unda qnas gogonam? igi moxiblulia
epoqaluri qalbatonebis simtkiciTa da
brZolisunarianobiT. mas surs daumtki-
cos samyaros, rom sapirispiro sqess ara-
friT da araferSi Camouvardeba, magram
sayvarel adamianTan ganSorebam suli
daumZima. uceb aRmoaCina, rom aRar SeeZ-
lo mayureblis atireba, roca `ganSore-
bas~ cekvavda, an SiSisgan TrTolva, roca
`SiSs~ asrulebda. bolo moeRo yve-
lafers. mas yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan
gaqceva unda. sakuTar Ria avtomobilSi
Cajda. yelze ulamazesi, oqrosfrad mo-

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livlive Sarfi moigdo. manqana daZra,

siCqares umata, TiTqos gafrinda... Sarfi
saburavma CaiTria da gogona gaguda...
tragedia, saSineli tragedia...
eh, kidev ramdenjer mokvdeba da ga-
cocxldeba CemSi es gogona?..
ra xdeba?!. gamovdivar. ar vici said-
an, albaT, hipnozidan... dedas eubnebian,
rom me didi fsiqologiuri wnexis qveS
var. is nerviulobs. me ara. mxiblavs iqau-
roba da sulac ar vgrZnob Tavs cudad.
Semdeg dedas gareT uSveben. miTiTebul
savarZelze isev vjdebi, romelsac odnav
waxrili forma aqvs. Tvalebis daxuWvas
mTxoven. vxuWav. `Cemi mSveleli~ 16 si-
tyvis CamoTvlas mTxovs. da mec viwyeb:
guli
sivrce
mTvare
Tvalebi
mze
wvima
qariSxali
zRva

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cixe
Tavisufleba
samoTxe
vardi
nami
Txunela (ratom? ar vici. ise, ubralod)
arwivi
mTa...
eqimi TiToeuli sityvis axsnas mTxovs.
mec vpasuxob. Semdeg maT or-orad
ajgufebs da asocirebul sityvebs fur-
celze gulmodgined iwers.
guli da sivrce _ siyvaruli
mTvare da Tvalebi _ siRrme
mze da wvima _ cremli
qariSxali da zRva _ tornado
cixe da Tavisufleba _ Citi
samoTxe da vardi _ simyudrove
nami da Txunela _ miwa
arwivi da mTa _ irao
Semdeg asocirebul sityvebs ajgufebs
da kvlav Cems pasuxs elodeba:
siyvaruli da siRrme _ usasruloba
cremli da tornado _ depresia

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Citi da simyudrove _ bude

miwa da irao _ samyaro
da isev...
usasruloba da depresia _ SeSlili
bude da samyaro _ saxli
da bolos:
SeSlili da saxli _ ?
...ara, ara, oRond eg ara!!! saSinlad
vbrazdebi, giJiviT gamovrbivar oTaxidan
da karSi viRacas vejaxebi. WroRa Tvale-
bi... sad minaxavs? gonebaSi didi xnis wi-
nandeli ambavi amotivtivda. davapire
ukve Sexmianeba, magram oTaxSi Semaswro.
me ki iq dabrunebis survili ar maqvs...
nariyalaze avedi. turistebis jgufi
Camodioda. gverdi avuare maT da erT gan-
martoebul adgilas gavCerdi. Rrmad Cav-
isunTqe sufTa haeri, davwynardi, davmS-
viddi da mivxvdi, rom Cemi Tavis `mSvele-
li~ TviTonve var...

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