Get the F*ck On With Your Life: Healing After a Toxic Relationship
By Chris Ce
()
About this ebook
Trying to survive after leaving a toxic relationship?
Walking away from relationship abuse can leave us feeling like a frayed nerve - powerless, confused, and vulnerable - when what we wish for most is strength.
We may feel weak spiritually, emotionally, and physically. We still question what we did wrong, looking for clues and answers by replaying the relationship in our minds.
Granting ourselves the time we need to process what happened permits us to heal and reconnect with ourselves.
After breaking free from years of a toxic relationship and finding a path to success and happiness, author Chris Ce shows you methods to trust yourself again, reconnect with your willpower, and move into a life on your own terms once you've left the relationship behind.
In this book you'll learn to:
•Identify and allow yourself the necessary time to recover from tip-toeing around someone else's moods, temper, and anxiety
•Listen to and trust yourself after being gaslighted, called crazy, and having your feelings diminished
•Build and keep your strength after the exhausting work it took to walk away and end communication
•Align your life again after your world has been turned upside down
Related to Get the F*ck On With Your Life
Related ebooks
What I Wish I Knew: Surviving and Thriving After an Abusive Relationship Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsMY SOULMATE, MY LOVE, MY NARCISSIST: Healing and Recovery from a Narcissistic Relationship Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Run for Your Life, From the Love of Your Life-A Woman's Rescue and Recovery Guide Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsNarcissistic Abuse The Ultimate Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Workbook Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5COWARD: Becoming Courageous: The Struggle to Leave an Abusive Relationship and Learn to Like Yourself Again Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5How to Let Go of Toxic People in Your Life and Mind: Into the Woods Short Reads, #5 Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5You're Still That Girl: Get Over Your Abusive Ex for Good! Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Why Do You Do This? Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Toxic Relationships: 7 Alarming Signs that you are in a Toxic Relationship Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Free yourself from toxic relationships: All you need to know to deal with narcissistic personalities and rebuild yourself Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Toxic Relationships in 21st Century Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsEmotional Abuse: How to Survive and Thrive from Emotional Abuse, Set Boundaries and Control Your Relationship Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsNarcissist Relationship Red Flags: Warning Signs to Get Out: Divorce Empowerment, #3 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsHow Many Lies Are Too Many? Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsToo Good To Go Too Bad To Stay: 5 Steps to Finding Freedom From a Toxic Relationship Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsTake Your Power Back: Healing Lessons, Tips, and Tools for Abuse Survivors Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Relationships For You
How to Talk so Little Kids Will Listen: A Survival Guide to Life with Children Ages 2-7 Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5All About Love: New Visions Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5She Comes First: The Thinking Man's Guide to Pleasuring a Woman Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The 5 Love Languages: The Secret to Love that Lasts Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Dumbing Us Down - 25th Anniversary Edition: The Hidden Curriculum of Compulsory Schooling Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Big Book of 30-Day Challenges: 60 Habit-Forming Programs to Live an Infinitely Better Life Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5How to Talk So Kids Will Listen & Listen So Kids Will Talk Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A Child Called It: One Child's Courage to Survive Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I'm Glad My Mom Died Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Boundaries with Kids: How Healthy Choices Grow Healthy Children Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Good Girl's Guide to Great Sex: Creating a Marriage That's Both Holy and Hot Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Uniquely Human: A Different Way of Seeing Autism Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Boundaries Workbook: When to Say Yes, How to Say No to Take Control of Your Life Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Running on Empty: Overcome Your Childhood Emotional Neglect Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5ADHD: A Hunter in a Farmer's World Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, HER Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Covert Passive Aggressive Narcissist: The Narcissism Series, #1 Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Your Brain's Not Broken: Strategies for Navigating Your Emotions and Life with ADHD Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Art of Loving Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The ADHD Effect on Marriage: Understand and Rebuild Your Relationship in Six Steps Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Becoming Sister Wives: The Story of an Unconventional Marriage Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5The Like Switch: An Ex-FBI Agent's Guide to Influencing, Attracting, and Winning People Over Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Codependence and the Power of Detachment: How to Set Boundaries and Make Your Life Your Own Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Becoming Free Indeed: My Story of Disentangling Faith from Fear Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: the heartfelt, funny memoir by a New York Times bestselling therapist Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5My Grandmother's Hands: Racialized Trauma and the Pathway to Mending Our Hearts and Bodies Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5
Reviews for Get the F*ck On With Your Life
0 ratings0 reviews
Book preview
Get the F*ck On With Your Life - Chris Ce
Get the F*ck On with Your Life: Healing After a Toxic Relationship
Chris Ce
Difference Press
McLean, VA, USA
Copyright © Chrissy Taylor, 2018
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without permission in writing from the author. Reviewers may quote brief passages in reviews.
Published 2018
DISCLAIMER
No part of this publication may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, mechanical or electronic, including photocopying or recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, or transmitted by email without permission in writing from the author.
Neither the author nor the publisher assumes any responsibility for errors, omissions, or contrary interpretations of the subject matter herein. Any perceived slight of any individual or organization is purely unintentional.
Brand and product names are trademarks or registered trademarks of their respective owners.
The information, ideas, and recommendations contained in this book are not intended as a substitute for medical advice or treatment.
Book Coach: Dr. Angela Lauria
Developmental Editor: Ora North
Managing Editor: Todd Hunter
Proofreader: Erica L. James
Cover Design: Manish 414
Advance Praise
This book feels like a beacon in the darkness for anyone trying to find her way back to herself after a toxic or abusive relationship. Chris shares her own journey with care and courage alongside practical steps to help you heal. The experience of leaving a toxic relationship can leave you questioning your worth and even who you are. This book offers the balm you need to rebuild your life and rise again!
-Heather Glidden, Author of Thrive in Your Healing Business
"Wow, Chris's story is compelling and raw! She walked through the fire and survived. If anyone can help you survive and thrive, it is the author of Get the F*ck On with Your Life!"
-Kristi Brower, Author of Relationships for Spiritual People
"We have all stayed in relationships far longer than we should have, especially when it is toxic and mentally abusive. Chris Ce gives raw insight into the mind of a deeply wounded woman desperately looking for love and connection but experiencing hurt by intentional abuse instead.
If you are finding yourself in a similar situation, Chris’ story is the beginning of leaving your relationship and getting on with your life to choosing and loving yourself. From cover to cover, this book is written with so much honesty and vulnerability, yet in the spirit of hope and rejoice.
It’s rare to find such honest advice in such an accessible format. This book teaches you exactly what the title says! How to get the f*ck on with your life after a toxic relationship. Chris’ journey and the insights she gained along the way will help you do just that."
-Andrew Lawless, Author of Blood Sugar in Check: 7 Steps to Health and Happiness with Diabetes
"Brutality and raw honesty come to life from author Chris Ce in her first book Get the Fuck On With Your Life: Healing After A Toxic Relationship. Both agonizing and uplifting, it is equal parts autobiographical and self-help. Readers will find themselves immersed in the intense stories Ce tells with extraordinary detail. The essential value here is in the wisdom the author offers about how she saved her own life after finally leaving a toxic relationship. What a fortunate gift that was and is for both the reader and the author.
This is a book survivors will call a blessing, written by a woman who has walked that familiar road. The difference is that she discovered within herself a unique way to walk beyond that road. That is the gut of this book, and that is where it will hit readers.
Fascinating and fierce, this is a page-turner, both in language and style. Ce portrays stories from her life with such vivid detail that the reader can visualize living through those events. What desperate, at times terrifying, and even empty places they must have been for her. It hits you in the gut.
She has documented and laid bare these experiences with stunning intuition, grace, and compassion. The language seems to leap from each sentence, as though it had built up inside of her, waiting to be born into this brilliant book of destruction and hope. Any woman who has had a traumatic or toxic relationship in her past will recognize some part of herself in this book.
Beauty and cruelty existing together is a duality that trauma survivors will recognize. This work is an exception that rises above the normal psychological explanations or advice on the subject of moving on. It is a heartbreaking and exquisite portrayal of the author's journey through trauma and her path to healing. The blend of these approaches, Ce's unique self-help style, and her raw honesty with words cause this book to stand out.
This is an essential read for any woman struggling to feel her way through the path of pain, uncertainty, or confusion and back to living. It was the author's ability to look within and discover her intuition that saved her own life, and it could end up saving yours also."
Sara E. Hamilton, Client of the Author
To all the wounded, walking in both shadows and light: the predators, the prey, and any in-between. Thank you for playing your role.
Contents
Chapter 1 – Are You a Survivor of the Vortex?
Chapter 2 – Mourning is Greyer than Dusk
Chapter 2 (b) – My Journey to Complete Self-abandonment
Chapter 3 – Stages of Toxic Relationship Recovery
Chapter 4 – Toxic Relationship Behavior
Chapter 5 – Why We Stay
Chapter 6 – Outcomes of Toxic Relationship Abuse
Chapter 7 – You’ve Left - Now What?
Chapter 8 – Ways to Reduce Noise and Reconnect with Yourself
Chapter 9 – Holding Space for Yourself
Chapter 10 – Motion Brings You ALIVE (aligned, loved, inspired, valued, excited)
Chapter 11 – Growing Your Phoenix Wings
About the Author
Thank You
Chapter 1 – Are You a Survivor of the Vortex?
This book is for you who have come through the vortex of toxic relationship abuse.
You may not know how you got inside the vortex to begin with, other than care, love or maybe feelings of protection toward the person you didn’t realize would later treat you as if you didn’t exist.
This book is for you who thought not breaking at the bending points imposed upon you through insults, goading, gaslighting, guilt trips, dismissiveness, belittling, anger, unpredictable tempers, withholding affection or silent treatment would show the person you cared for that you are trustworthy. We know you – the abuser – are hurt. Your pain is deep and our desire to ease that hurt overrides our own self-value.
This book is for you who were confused by this treatment. You thought love would eventually prevail for both of you. Yet, you stayed too long. For those whose hearts began to hurt and whose souls felt faded, as if you were physically disappearing. You’d given everything to express how you had their best interest at heart, so much so that you became powerless. Your personal well drained and ran dry because nothing you did or could do was enough. Ever.
This book is for you who realize you truly almost lost yourself in a desire to help, to be loved, to share love. Hurt attracts hurt. It becomes incredibly more difficult the longer you stay.
This book is for you who chose yourselves, fought back, and left before you feared it was too late. Too late to get your own life back.
It is never too late.
This book is for you, now removed from the toxicity. You’re no longer in proximity to this person. You’ve severed contact and emotional ties. You are no longer involved with this person. You no longer desire to be. You have nothing to say, nothing to give. At all. It’s over. Now what?
You may be muddling through the what now,
maybe feeling you are in purgatory, maybe realizing you need deep recovery. You are probably exhausted.
You may have a low tolerance for everything (friends, family, society, noise) except time alone. You may feel mentally dull, like all your faculties are weakened. Emotional highs and lows are common – a flood of deep