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    Forgive Me When I Falter
    Forgive Me When I Falter
    Forgive Me When I Falter
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    Forgive Me When I Falter

    By Phillip D. Reisner

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    The book poetically looks at a few failings and near failings in order to shed some light on the why, when, and how of failure. It defines failure as something rather dramatic that many times has consequences far beyond the initial happenstance. The book is not concerned with human or societal failure. It is not concerned with mechanical, chemical, or electrical failure. It is, however, concerned with personal faltering rather than failure. The book is concerned with faltering, which is a common thing that happens more frequently than failing. Faltering is a wavering or hesitating condition that precludes failure and usually prevents failure. Faltering is not always bad. It is usually when little problems surface before a big problem happens. Faltering most often is a learning situation and should be considered a good thing. Thank God people falter before failing.
    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherTrafford Publishing
    Release dateJun 24, 2014
    ISBN9781490740270
    Forgive Me When I Falter
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    Phillip D. Reisner

    I am the result of a life time influence and compi-lation of insight, foolishness and spirituality with a bit of wisdom occasionally surfacing. I grew up on an Indiana farm and never forgot my roots, even though I was involved with serving the Navy, teaching, manufacturing, real estate and construction during my seventy-six years of life. My wide variety of experiences are philosophically and spiritually woven throughout my writing of poetry. I have experienced joy and sorrow, enlightenment and ignorance, pride and humility; thus, my writing ex-presses protected passions and emotions connected with lifes diverse passing of time and collection of encounters, events and coincidences. I have a melancholy sense of personal and family history. Sometimes both hurt and reward me to a point of causing inner and outer emotional expression. The cosmos seems to speak to me as if I have been to Earth before or possibly from somewhere out there in that mysterious cosmos. I speculate that heaven is only a thought or a moment away. I believe that I am only a grain of sand in the desert of humanity. I consider myself unimportant in that desert, but know without me the desert would be less. So, in my final analysis, I pray to be important enough to get Gods attention.

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      © Copyright 2014 Phillip D. Reisner.

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      Library of Congress Control Number: 2014911269

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      Preface

      Most everyone abandons ship when someone or something fails and circumstances disappoint expectations. I wish to poetically look at a few failings and near failings in order to shed some light on the why, when and how of failure. I see failure as something rather dramatic that many times has consequences far beyond the initial happenstance. I am somewhat concerned with human failure at this point in our discussion. I could go into mechanical, chemical, electrical, etc. failure, but that would be more like engineering rather than humanitarian circumstances. I am not so concerned with individual or private failure or even mutual or societal failure. In fact, I am concerned with personal faltering rather than failure.

      Faltering is common and happens more frequently than failing. Faltering is a wavering or hesitating condition that precludes failure and sometimes even prevents failure. Faltering is not always bad. It is usually when little problems surface before a big problem happens. It seems like little things drive people crazy while big things tend to defy sanity. People get together because they have a few big things in common. Sometimes big problems bring people together while often little problems break them apart. Big things become personal soon after people get together and tend to unite them like a family merging. It is later that little, everyday common things become problems. Things like job, career and children are big things that bond people. Things like toothpaste squeezing and bed sheet kicking separate people.

      I cannot express well in ordinary terms my concern for all sizes of breakdowns and malfunctions that frequently cause people to often falter and sometimes fail. I hope to delve into many subjects with a few words that make sense to the reader. I have written about failure previously and will touch on it a little bit here—faltering is my main theme in this book—and I will keep my focus on the preventive assessment side of life.

      It seems nearly all circumstances carry about the same weight except for a few things like war and peace, life and death, cancer and heart attack, and heaven and hell. Now those are heavy-duty, deadly situations. It seems most people can ponder and laugh about most things, believing that they are not worth crying or fighting about. I chose to have few principles and thus little about which to fight. I say, have few principles because you might have to go to war over them. Faltering and possibly failing over principles is usually not pretty and can be occasionally deadly.

      I begin writing in this book about the mind, then move to the heart, and conclude with the soul. I think conflicts between heavenly spirit and earthly body cause big faltering concerns and enormous failure fears.

      People are like flowers that need nurturing throughout life—each person wishes to be a beautiful blossoming plant that everyone recognizes and admires. Some of us are seemingly weeds very early in life while others are wonderful flowers at birth. It is kind of luck of the draw I guess. I believe, however, that we are not helpless to change discovered circumstances and that we can transform perceived weeds into flowers. A person must be constantly aware of their strengths and weaknesses—and the environment in which they find themselves—thus they become attentive to faltering and failing possibilities. Each person should attempt to modify life circumstances at the faltering stage and not the failing stage. With God’s help, it is never too late to change.

      The definition of faltering is to hesitate, pause or waver from some course of action. I believe that many people disappoint and cause inconvenience or hardship to others. Expectation many times becomes a negative experiential event. Anticipation is usually a positive state of mind that causes degrees of hope and fulfillment. I am personally better off anticipating waking in the morning rather than expecting to wake. So far, I have not been disappointed, thanks to God.

      I anticipate going to heaven. On what solid ground can I place my reasoning for going to heaven you ask? My fragile anticipation is based on belief in Jesus. I think my whole life is probably like balancing on the head of a mystical needle, while an angel occasionally helps stability, I anticipate direction of mind, body and spirit. In the final analysis, I must have intelligence enough to expect death on Earth and faith enough to anticipate eternal life in heaven.

      I think the whole existence experience is a balancing act of finding middle ground between positive and negative circumstances. It certainly is a blessing to find the positive side of existence. There are many places in the world where mostly negative circumstances exist. I think the United States is the most positive place in the world and I thank God every day for having been born here. My parents were a blessing and I am presently blessed. I have had only one horrible negative experience in my life. After one suffers the worst possible loss, everything else is a piece of cake. We eat little pieces of cake during our lives if we are lucky. Sometimes the cake is not so good and sometimes it is delicious.

      I only hope that my mind is sound and well enough when I die that I can experience the returning home event. It will be a once in a life time experience and I don’t want to miss any aspect of it. That is not to say that I might not have another lifetime to experience. I just might come back repeatedly until I get it right. I suspect there are previous lifetime foundation parts on which I am building an improved life.

      So bear with me while I travel back and forth, side to side and up and down through my life experience to hopefully share a little wisdom. Forgive me if I am not so articulate and wise. Forgive me if I falter.

      Contents

      Chapter I – Vacillating Mind

      Copper Electron

      Mind and Soul Lover

      Meeting

      Two

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