Victimized by Love
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The readers will be interested because she overcame some of life's everyday challenges. She did not try to make the situation sound better than they appear. She wrote this book with her heart, soul and spirit.
Marshelle Teasley
The readers will be interested because she overcame some of life's everyday challenges. She did not try to make the situation sound better than they appear. She wrote this book with her heart, soul and spirit.
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Victimized by Love - Marshelle Teasley
© Copyright 2012 MARSHELLE TEASLEY.
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isbn: 978-1-4669-3263-0 (sc)
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Library of Congress Control Number: 2012907373
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Contents
Keeping A Secret
Awareness
Bounce Back
black.jpgAs Tracie sit in a daze thinking of all the things that she has been through in her life time, and how deeply she wants to share it with others, that has experienced the same things or similar situations. How she went from being Victimized by Love to being Victorious in Love. How she turn her hurt of weaknesses into stepping stones of strength. Now she didn’t do any of this alone she had help from the Lord Thy God, Whom carry her through it all, whom walk with her and brought her through it all. God is so good. Let Tracie begin by telling you her story.
She had to embrace herself for a remembrance of her life, reliving all the hurt and pain; it all began in the womb of her mother. Tracie mother was having affair with a married man, whom stayed in the same apartment complex. Tracie was conceived when her mother was at the age of fifteen years of age. Tracie mother thought and hope and dream was that she was going to be with the father of her child and be happy, as any girl or woman would want. She just thought that this would how it was going to be, because she was pregnant. He couldn’t be with her, this man (Tracie father) had manipulated Tracie mother and deceived her, and he already had a wife and a son.
Every woman fall victim to this game of lust and get caught up some kind of way through feelings, pregnancy, etc. He didn’t want her like that from the start nothing serious. She should have known and learned from the very first experience with her first child, her parents was raising (A lesson needed to be learned) As though young girls fall victim to this also we as grown women also go through the same thing. So we really need to stop criticizing one another and hurting one another and be supported of one another, so situations like this don’t continue to occur. (The cow can’t call the cattle black.), yes we all are guilty of this.
So Tracie mother became hurt and angry, she decided that she wasn’t going to keep her, so she didn’t tell no one about Tracie but a few, her aunt, her best friend, and one of her brothers. So Tracie became a hidden secret, until this very day she is still a secret. Tracie mother left her with some strangers, as Tracie call them, but her mother had to know of. Jean was at a very young age (teenager) that would baby sit. This particular day Jean was hired to watch her, Jean mother fail to return, as the teenage girl and her mother waits for the return of Tracie mom, the hours became days, weeks, months and eventually years of no return.
Her mother had abandon her, the anger and frustration has began to build with in that family, as the picture was becoming clearer and realization has started to sat in, that there wasn’t never going to be a return of her mother (she was never coming back.) And she didn’t. Mrs. Ivy the mother of Jean the teenager knew that something had to be done, she has been forced into a situation that she wasn’t prepared for, so she had to do what she had to do, that was to report Tracie mother to the juvenile courts, the state had to get involved. Tracie mother was reported for child abandonment and neglect. Over all the processes and long drawn out court dates and appearances, the state awarded the Jean, mother guardianship over Tracie.
Mrs. Ivy plate was very full. She had a family of six of her own to take care of and support with a spouse and his four children and her grandchildren. Now Mrs. Ivy has taking on another responsibility of someone else. The vibes and feelings of anger were in the atmosphere, the tension all around Tracie. It hurt to hear all the bad verbally things that was being said, those kind of things that a child ear should not hear and how Tracie was being treated, she was not being treated as the others in the home (it was a big difference.). Tracie was at a very young age when the very first encounter of being molested. She was five years old (yes Tracie know many say how can anyone remember back that far? Well they can and she did . . . . ) When the son in law had Tracie to perform oral sex on him and he took his fingers and played with her private parts of her body, this man was doing this over and over to her, and giving her a few dollars to keep her mouth close. The sons and cousins started doing the same thing to her.
Sometimes this was taking place while her foster mother was there in the home. It was