Good Grief
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Stevie Edwards
Stevie Edwards is the founder and editor-in-chief of Muzzle Magazine and senior editor in book development at YesYes Books. Her first book, Good Grief (Write Bloody, 2012), received the Independent Publisher Book Awards Bronze in Poetry and the Devil's Kitchen Reading Award from Southern Illinois University, Carbondale. Her second book, Humanly, was released in 2015 by Small Doggies Press. She has an M.F.A. in poetry from Cornell University and is a Ph.D. candidate in creative writing at University of North Texas. Her poetry is published and forthcoming in Indiana Review, Crazyhorse, TriQuarte
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Good Grief - Stevie Edwards
Good Grief
a collection of poetry
by Stevie Edwards
Write Bloody Publishing
America’s Independent Press
Long Beach, CA
writebloody.com
Copyright © Stevie Edwards 2012
No part of this book may be used or performed without written consent from the author, if living, except for critical articles or reviews.
Edwards, Stevie.
1st edition.
ISBN: 978-1-935904-50-2
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FOR AMY
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A prophet is not without honour, but in his own country,
and among his own kin, and in his own house.
— Mark 6:4
Good Grief
Preface
When I was eight the doctor said the only way
to fix my pigeon-toes was to break my legs
and reset them straight. Dad said it’d be less
painful to just let me walk crooked. And so it is.
For My Brother
on His Sixteenth Birthday
I am burning my brother on a rooftop
in September. He doesn’t protest much,
never screams. I tell him something had to give
and it couldn’t be me this time.
I tell him he’s dust to me and sweep his ashes
off the ledge. He keeps coming back
a boy and says it’ll be okay. He points to the sky
like something’s there. I tell him it’s gone.
I tell him anyone can be born—I was
born yellowed by an unready liver.
He says it’s his birthday, so I give him
a beer and he pretends to like it.
He looks like he wants chocolate cake,
so I give him another beer. He says
he’s had enough, so I give him
a cigarette. And he takes it.
He tells me he’s cold. I tell him I held him
as much as anyone could as a baby,
supported his needy neck in terror. He asks
for chocolate cake. He points to the sky.
He tells me he’s cold. I press my lighter
to his sleeves and tell him it’ll be
okay, hug him until we’re both charred
and warm. He tells me it’s gone.
What I Mean By Ruin Is…
When there’s only condiments left in the fridge
and you join a free online dating service
so men will buy you dinner.
When you’ve shucked the night with the dull blade
of indecision and gulped down everything,
even the pearls.
When some old, left-handed love has left
your guitar strung backwards
and you can’t find any songs for rain
in its frets.
When you wake up next to the body
of your past and it looks ready
to wrinkle and bald.
When the last burn of summer is peeling
from your breasts and there’s nothing to husk
the pale raw of new flesh.
When the woman who wears her hair in the old way
quits mumbling about Jesus on street corners
and takes her salvation pamphlets
to a pauper’s grave.
When you’re too ugly to pray,
but pray
and the only voice
on the drunk subway wails
good grief.
Sunday Morning Pastoral
When I say I woke up next to a cow this morning, I don’t mean I woke up next to someone reminiscent of a cow. I don’t mean a large woman or someone who was just a piece of meat to me. I don’t even eat meat, especially not in the morning, not on a Sunday.